01x09 - Episode 9

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Fame comes with drama.

But don't let it
get to you.

Just be yourself.

The way
you've always been.

Who was I, exactly?

I couldn't do
anything right.

I screwed up everything.

So what if you did?

You can always
start over.

Honestly, you're different
from everyone else.

You're brave.

You've always known
what you wanted.

Thanks for seeing
the best in me.

Give it time

and you'll see I'm not
who you think I am.

Everyone

goes through
rough patches.

No matter the past,

the present,

or whatever comes next,

the people who love you

will still love you.

Any sign of Phil?

No. He's not
answering my calls.

So he's really
not coming?

I don't know.

I've been reading
the comments.

He's been getting
dragged online.

It's pretty brutal.

Candy, what about
the backup cast?

Did you reach them?

I'll go find him.

I'm sorry.

Traffic was bad.

I'm a little late.

It's okay.
Let's get you ready.

Okay.

Are you okay?

I'm fine.

I deleted the script.

Just do

whatever feels right.

Welcome to the
Love Advice Hotline.

If you're having
relationship troubles,

our relationship expert
is here to help.

So the caller's
the relationship expert?

Pick up and find out.

Hello, January.

Hi.

Since joining the house

and spending time
with everyone,

has anyone
stolen your heart?

I...

Should I really say?

I understand.

You can be
a little vague.

I think...

I've started
falling for someone.

Why do you say
"started"?

Because...

At first,

I couldn't stand
how full of himself he was.

But then

I started
seeing myself in him.

It made me
want to protect him.

January,

it's hard to find
someone you truly like.

If you get the chance,

just tell him
how you feel.

Don't live with regrets.

I want to.

But I'm scared.

I don't know

if I'm the only one
who feels this way.

You mean

your emotions

are all

over the place?

Like a roller coaster?

You can't stop
looking at him.

You care about

every little thing.

You get jealous.

He fills your head

with doubts and emotions.

I don't want
to miss my chance.

We're all drawn
to the unknown.

And the journey
is full of uncertainty.

January,

falling for someone
isn't easy.

It takes real courage.

No matter
how it turns out,

remember to wish the best

for both of you.

Then,

take back the love

you gave him,
and love yourself.

Hi, Phil.

Hello.

How's your time
at the house been?

Have you met anyone
who caught your eye?

Yeah.

So what's on your mind?

I realized I'm a mess.

If there's no going back,

is letting go
my only choice?

What do you think

does it really mean
to let go?

I loved someone
with all my heart.

I wanted to hold on
so badly.

But the tighter I held on,

the more I got hurt.

It pulled me into
a deep, dark hole.

Until I couldn't see
anything anymore.

Phil,

congratulations.

I think you've finally
learned how to let go.