- Previously on "Real World"...
- Oh!
- If we hook up,
I'm not gonna be some crazy b*tch
that's gonna be all jealous.
- I'm not usually a sensitive person,
but I don't like how he treats me.
- Shut the [bleep] up,Kailah!
Am I done talkingor not?
- Go ahead! - You don't have to yell.
You really don't have to yell ever.
- I yell at you because that's the way you
[bleep] treat me.
- People have been, like, bashing me,
like, every chance they get.
- Jenna uses Mormonism as a way to justify being h*m*.
- Don't bother yourself with my opinions,
and I won't bother myself with yours.
- I was physically abused, sexually abused,
all by the hands of Mormons.
I think that's why, like,
all of this means so much to me is because it's,
like, all across the board,
people are having their rights taken away,
having their voices silenced.
And when a Church can do that,
there's clearly something wrong.
- ♪ All the people in the house ♪
♪ Put 'em up like ♪ - ♪ What?
♪
- ♪ Put 'em up like ♪
♪
[whimsical music]
♪♪
- Are you going to the "D" or nah?
- I don't know.
I'm thinking about going to the "D," playing blackjack.
- I mean, I'll come, but it's late.
- Yeah, I don't care. - I know you don't.
I cried the other day and you didn't care.
[laughs]
- You cry 'cause you're drunk as [bleep].
- I was in the car trying to talk,
and you're like, "Shut up, Kailah."
You're mean to me.
- I don't care. - You are.
- I can't handle your voice.
[laughs] - Why?
I don't think my voice is that annoying.
- Oh, my God.[laughs]
- Kailah's just easy to make fun of.
I mean, we're not doing it maliciously.
It's just kind of entertaining.
- Everyone sees it except for you, Dione--
[mock whining]
- It's like when you have a little teddy bear,
you squeeze it and a little noise comes out,
like a little Tickle Me Elmo.
- Every time I hear that type of voice
and you look up, like--
- You're such a d*ck.
- You think I'm--I'm actually below you right now.
But you're like, "Ehh."
- Well, you were below her at one point.
[laughs]
- Oh, my God, Christopher.
- [laughs]
[hip-hop music]
♪
- Look at this [bleep]'s asleep.
I'm gonna go back over there.
[mischievous music]
- Dean and Dione are, like,
probably my absolute faves in the house.
♪
They remind me of my cousins,
who are like my brothers.
- [snorting]
[both laughing quietly]
- They're the two that I have the most fun with.
We're like a pack.
[laughs]
Get the [bleep] off. Get out.
- ♪Happy birthday to you ♪
- ♪ Happy birthday to you
♪ Happy birthday, dear Kailah
♪ Happy birthday to you
- I'm woken up by the sound
of a Chucky doll singing happy birthday to Kailah.
It is : a.m.,
and I'm ready to hit a b*tch at this point.
♪ Happy birthday to you - Oh, it's gonna keep going?
I love it, but I hate it.
♪ Happy birthday to you
- What is the purpose for this?
- Hello?
- Happy birthday, Kailah.
- Thank you.
- Holy [bleep].
That scared the hell out of me.
- Yay! Okay, okay. - Bye-bye.
- Bye. You guys!
My birthday adventure starts now.
Everyone, get dressed.
Be comfortable. Be warm. Let's go.
Get excited, people!
- Oh, my God. [laughter]
- I didn't see this one coming. - Me either!
I'm so excited!
- Shut the [bleep] up, Kailah. - Yeah, shut up, Kailah.
- You can't talk. - Go get ready.
I am so happy right now,
because I know that something crazy's
about to happen for my birthday.
And I think it's hilarious
that all of the roommates are upset with me
that they have to wake up at : a.m.
- All right, Kailah, settle the [bleep] down.
- It's my birthday. It's my birthday.
It's my birthday. It's my birthday.
- Do you always look like this on your birthday?
- Yep. Yep.
- Kailah, this is her birthday. I get it.
She's excited.
- Come on, guys.
You're gonna have so much fun.
[laughing] Everyone hates me.
- But I cannot handle her right now.
- Oh, there's something out there.
And guess what, it looks fun.
We're going to the Grand Canyon!
- We're going to the Grand Canyon.
- Morning, everyone. - For my birthday!
I'm super excited,
because I've never been to the Grand Canyon before,
and I really have no idea what to expect.
♪
- Yeah!
We're going on a helicopter.
- Is it anybody's first time on a helicopter?
- I've always wanted to do this, you guys.
- I'm so excited! - This is so [bleep] cool.
- Hell yeah, we are about to go in a helicopter
over the Grand Canyon for my birthday!
♪
- Whoo!
- Oh, they're starting up.
- Here we go.
Our copter going down.
- Whoo!
- Oh, my God.
Awesome!
- Oh, my God.
- Let's get out of here.
- Whoo!
- [screams]
[upbeat music]
- Oh, my God.
- It's beautiful.
- Wow, best birthday ever, Kailah.
- Best birthday ever!
- ♪ Take, take, take me to the high life ♪
♪ Make, make, make me feel ♪
♪ What it's like ♪
- It's always been on my bucket list
to go to the Grand Canyon.
I'm seeing views
that I will probably never see again.
- This feels like a video game.
- ♪ To know I'm good for something ♪
♪ I just don't know what it is ♪
- Kailah's having such a blast.
Here we are doing this amazing thing for her birthday,
and I think that really means a lot to her.
[camera shutter clicks]
[projector whirring]
[camera shutter clicks]
- This is gonna make me [bleep] my panties.
- I'm kind of scared.
- Oh, my God. [laughs]
- Yep. Yep.
- This is crazy.
- This is weird. I don't like this.
I feel like I'm about to fall in.
[screams]
- Oh, I don't like it. [screams]
[laughter] - Jump, Kailah.
- Nope. I'm good.
- You're not even doing it right.
You're supposed to be walking this part.
- Yo, grab a crack and pull yourself up.
Like, pull yourself forward, yeah.
- I don't know. - Holy [bleep].
This is freaky. - Let's do it.
- [screams]
♪
[smooth music]
♪
- Holy [bleep]!
- What? - What?
- Mormons passed a rule on Thursday
that if you have g*y parents, you can't be Mormon.
- Are you serious?
- There's been a lot going on recently
with the Church that is just blatant discrimination.
Like, you're literally telling people
that they can't come to your church
because of who they are.
- Oh, my God.
"Due to the latest determination
that children of same-sex couples
are now classified as apostates of the Mormon Church,
there is going to be a mass resignation
from Mormonism event in Salt Lake City
this Saturday."
- That's crazy, dude.
- [Bleep]! Holy [bleep]!
- Though I'm still technically a member of the Mormon Church,
meaning that I'm on the record still,
I decided, for myself,
to stop practicing a year ago.
- When is it? - [bleep].
This Saturday.
- Dude, that was unreal. - You know you want to leave.
So, there's no doubt.
Are you doubting giving it up?
- You have to go, Chris.
- I had really been finalizing my thoughts and feelings
towards the Mormon Church.
Like, whatever I need to do, let's do it.
- We'll look into it. We'll contact the organization.
- I want to make sure that I do it the right way
and I do it in a way that's going to be really final.
- Wow. Holy [bleep]!
♪
- Are you pooping? - Yeah.
- Damn [bleep].
- I've already been--I'm almost done.
- Come on, girl.
Dig deep!
- I have nothing, Brother.
- Oh, yeah! - Oh, Brother!
- Sister!
- Are you guys playing battle [bleep] again?
Like, honestly, guys.
Not only are you [bleep] with the door open.
- All right, show's over.
- Okay.
"Chris,
"if you would like to attend and be part of this movement
"and officially submit your resignation letter
"to the Church, we will follow you.
"There will be three speakers giving their testimony
"prior to the walk on Temple Square.
"We have been in contact with the organizers of the event,
"and you will be allowed to give your final testimony
to those in attendance."
- Oh, my gosh.
That's amazing.
- "You can take one roommate.
"I need to know as soon as possible.
"Please call the bat phone
and give me your answer when you're ready."
- [squealing] - Oh, my God.
- I want to bring Kailah to Salt Lake,
because Kailah's one of the people
who I really feel like I'll be friends
with after this. - Are you excited?
- She and I have talked a lot about Mormonism and Utah.
So I know it would mean a lot to her.
- I couldn't be more happy for somebody right now, like.
What does this mean that you're giving a testimony?
Like, what does that mean?
- You have, you know, three to five minutes
to just state what you believe and--
- I'm so happy that I'm able to go with you.
♪
- We out.
- We can go? - Yep.
Dean, we're out of here. Carny Island.
- Carny Island 'cause I'm hungry.
- Let's get some food.
- Jenna, you're not hungry?
- No, I'm still full from earlier.
- I'm so damn hungry.
- Bye, y'all.
Don't get into many hot fights while we're gone.
- I get really upset when people
don't invite me to things or, like, to do things.
So, when CeeJai, Dean, and Dione go eat hamburgers
and I don't really get an invite,
Sabrina doesn't really get an invite,
it's like, that's weird.
Uh, okay?
- It's literally, like, CeeJai and the boys.
- I feel like they make fun of all of us behind our back.
- Like, a conversation with them is like,
"How's my hair?"
"I don't know, I think it's all right."
"How's my lipstick?"
"I don't know, it's all right."
- "Not bad, it's okay."
- CeeJai and Dione are probably the closest people
I have in the house right now.
We're like brothers and sisters.
We don't want to take things too seriously,
because we understand we're here to have fun
and enjoy ourselves.
- I'm starting to, like,
get past the whole, like, "Dione's funny" thing.
Like, the comments he makes are actually,
really offensive.
Super offensive, rude, argumentative, and,
like, I'm kind of getting tired of it.
- You laugh it off in a sarcastic way
to where you can still tell it bothers you.
And that's why you're an easy target,
and he thinks it's funny, so he'll keep going.
- If you're not in Dione--Dione's crew,
you're not in the cool kids crew.
Like, I don't know. I feel like I'm in
[bleep]
elementary school.
- You know, it's them three.
- I just don't even get excited no more.
I'm just like, No, where's my boys?
- He's turning CeeJai into a carny.
He's bringing CeeJai over to the dark side.
- Coming up on "Real World"...
- Everything I say, if it's mean or not,
it's still somewhat funny to some parties.
- You should just go [bleep] yourself.
It's that easy.
- In minutes trek up a mountain.
- If you do not complete this mission,
somebody is going home.
- Where the [bleep] is the top?
- This is so hard.
- Oh, yeah, Kailah's going home.
- Let's go!
[funky hip-hop music]
♪
- Hey, CeeJai.
Do you want some pretzels with hummus or salsa or--
- This is my salsa.
So you will not be eating this.
Thank you.
- Okay.
- Have your hummus, ah!
And whatever sauce you have, ah!
I'm so glad I caught that, ah!
'Cause I just got some tortilla chips, ah!
And you ain't getting my [bleep], ah!
- When it comes to CeeJai and I,
we never really ev--had a close relationship.
It kind of does suck that I'm not closer to CeeJai
because I actually, genuinely, really like her.
When you hang out with the boys, it's like,
why aren't I included?
- I don't feel, like, that there's a specific reason why.
It's just who I gravitate to.
- I'm, like, now that person
that I never thought I would ever be.
Because in high school, I was always a popular kid.
Like, cool, like, everyone wants to hang out--
- And you still are. - But not here, though.
- You can come off as, like, naggy all the time.
Meanwhile, the boys are just, like, themselves.
I [bleep] with the damn door open
and not be looked down upon.
It's just, like, we come from different worlds.
Like, you guys do some annoying [bleep].
Just don't think that
because I'm not around y'all, like,
- that I don't, you know,
like, like y'all.
- CeeJai's really good at compli-disses, which are,
like, complimenting you
but dissing you at the same time.
- One thing I can't stand about you is that you cute
and you don't know how to be a woman of your damn word.
You're a cute contradiction.
- Your voice is annoying.
Sabrina you can be extra.
I ain't going to lie to y'all. But I love y'all.
- Sabrina sometimes she be pissing me off.
But that's still my girl.
That's my dog right there.
- Do you think I'm naggy?
- I never, ever hear you nag.
Do I hear you yell? Yeah.
Do I hear you state your opinion?
Yeah.
- Apparently I'm naggy.
- If nagging is yelling at Dione then, yeah.
We'll never be cool enough. - No, we won't.
But guess what, you're cool enough for me.
- You're cool enough for me too. I love you.
- I love you too. -♪ Follow me
♪ You don't have to follow me ♪
♪ You don't have to follow me ♪
- Guys, what am I gonna say at this thing?
- Speech-wise?
Just let your feelings out and write it down.
You've been [bleep] feeling this your whole life.
Speak it about your whole life.
- Nothing has made me nervous this whole time I've been here,
and now I'm just kind of like, "[bleep]."
Before I came here, my family told me over
and over and over again, like, "If you're gonna do this,
"you've got to, like, keep certain secrets.
You've got to keep certain things sacred."
That's where I was born and,
like, going back to all my roots and then just,
like, pulling them right out of the ground.
- Include that in there.
- Chris wants to resign from the Mormon Church,
like, by all means, go ahead.
It's not my life, so I don't care.
I would rather not talk to him about it,
'cause it would just piss me off
and cause more drama.
- It's hard for so many other people to understand,
but, like, you have to make that clear for them
that, like, this is what you went through.
- Yeah.
[dreamy music]
♪
- If it's like it has been--
[blows raspberry]
- Do it.
- [farts]
[all laughing quietly]
[laughter]
- You just fart?
- I know. It woke her up.
- What? [laughter]
- She was looking up like this.
[upbeat music]
- Let's do another shot!
- Okay, I'm about to make them.
- What is that?
Oh, it's a cleaning product. Oh, it's a Kool-Aid?
- It's Kool-Aid. - [laughs]
- Yeah, you should drink it, Dione.
See what happens.
- Oh, Kailah, why are you so mean?
- That's karma for you being b*tch.
- Why did you tell me to k*ll myself?
- Please drink a shot of that.
- Why are you telling me to k*ll myself, Kailah?
That's so mean.
- Stop being mean, Dione!
- Why is it that I still get scrutinized
when he's the one who has [bleep]?
- Okay, everything I say, if it's mean or not,
it's still somewhat funny to some parties.
Just get thicker skin, seriously.
- You should just go [bleep] yourself.
It's that easy.
- Dione and Kailah, it's like oil and water.
They just will never mix.
- I've never said anything, like,
intentionally to hurt your feelings.
- Everyone else sees it too,Dione.
You're a d*ck.
It's [bleep] annoying.
- You can tell Kailah's sick of it,
and the house has been divided.
♪
- Dude, you don't know how thankful
I am for you and Chris.
- I know what you mean. I'm so lucky to have you.
I just, obviously there are cliques in the house and--
- Yeah, same. We're not cool enough
to be friends with the cool kids.
- No, we're not.
- Throughout my entire life,
I've always been a "cool kid."
Like, I've never had a problem fitting in with people.
So when they keep making fun of me,
I'm like, "Okay, this is kind of hurting my feelings
a little bit; I don't deserve this."
Without you and Chris, like, this would suck.
♪
[upbeat music]
♪
- Yeah. - I was reading online
about people who have been, you know,
speaking out against the Church and got excommunicated,
and all of those people will be there,
and it will be really cool.
Are you--you're not even prepared.
- I think--I've been thinking about what I want to write,
and, um, it's really different
to, like, be outspoken about it
in the house, like, with you guys.
But like doing this is not just,
like, talking about my experience with it.
It's, like, getting up there and saying to,
like, everybody I know, including my family, like,
"The institution that you're a part of
actively discriminates"...
- Against large groups of people.
- "Against huge groups of people who have done nothing to you."
Realizing that I could be a part of this movement
and that I'd have an opportunity
to actually say something, like,
that means that my family's going
to have to go through the scrutiny
and, like, the embarrassment of having
a very outspoken apostate child.
I think the reason why I'm nervous
is, I try and not let, like,
my family politics intervene with,
like, my personal politics,
but maybe,
like, two days before I came here,
I talked to one of my favorite aunts.
And she was like, "Christopher, the Church
isthemost important thing
toallof the people you love."
- Wow.
- I haven't spoken to either one of my parents
about leaving the Church.
My dad, he's more concerned
with protecting his standing in the Church than he is,
like, validating the most important thing
I've ever decided to do.
I feel like it's important to be like,
This is not the first offense.
Like, this is the last one.
Because I'm not gonna stand for this anymore.
- Right. - You know?
- Yeah. - I'm pretty sure
that with all of this I, uh,
I won't have much of a family to go back to.
[smooth music]
♪
- Oh, my gosh.
- We have a mission!
- Oh!
- What the [bleep]! - Click on it.
- Not everybody is here! - Wait, no!
Everybody's not here.
- You and I have something to look at on the phone.
- What's up? - I don't know.
I'm nervous, though. Maybe, right here?
- We'll just sit right here, yeah.
- Hey, guess what, I'm clicking it.
- Let's go. CeeJai!
- Are we okay to open this without Kailah and Chris?
- Yeah, go ahead. - Thank you.
Open it!
- Beep, beep. Go ahead.
Beep, beep. - Beep.
- Get ready. - Oh, [bleep].
- I'm just all wilderness, man.
I love to go into the wild.
- Love to see new places.
-I like to climb a lot. - Hiking is really fun.
Being out in nature--
- I like dares. - We do a lot of rock climbing.
To do more of that, hell yeah.
- You never know what you can do
until you do it.
- Oh, my God, CeeJai.
[bleep].
Sabrina, I'm carrying you up a mountain.
- I know how to hike.
- Red rock. - Red rock, yes.
- Oh, my God! - Yeah, yeah.
- Go, go!
- Finally. - Yes!
- You better rest up, baby girl.
- Call me the weakest link again,
my foot's in your ba*ls.
- Hold up, y'all know this is not gonna be easy, though.
- I know. - Duh.
- You know, I'm down with it.
- We're gonna be, like, climbing some [bleep].
Like, [bleep]. - I will [bleep] this [bleep].
- It's a trek mission.
So it's really not gonna be that easy.
I'm trying to put it into perspective for everybody.
- Hope everybody's well rested.
Appropriate shoe wear, stretch out, everyone.
- You should definitely wear that outfit tomorrow, Sabrina.
- Oh, absolutely. Shoes and everything.
- Trekking? You are always as strong
as your weakest link.
- Who do you think's gonna die the most?
- Kailah. - Are you drinking tonight?
- I don't care, [bleep].
- I have to wake up early, and I'm still drinking tonight.
[crowd chattering indistinctly]
[upbeat music]
- Let's get ready to rumble!
Get your faces on, girls.
We're gonna be in the mountains.
- Y'all think this [bleep] is easy?
You know what they said?
"Go big or go home."
I was a Girl Scout.
So I know that hiking can be very intense,
but I don't want to go home.
- I'm so tired, though.
I stayed up really late last night drinking.
So I'm feeling pretty hungover today.
[coughs]
This is going to suck.
♪
- This is wild.
I'm gonna take a dump on the brown rocks.
- It's red rocks.
- Not if I take a [bleep] on it.
[laughter]
- We pull up to this Red Rock,
and there's no woods.
It's not, like, a forest hiking.
This is, like, rock climbing.
I didn't know I signed up for this.
- What the hell?
- Can I get y'all just to stand over here?
Roommates, in your past missions,
your mantra has been "nobody goes home,"
and today you're gonna be put to the test.
Your mission today is trek.
As a team,
all seven of you must complete a hike
to Turtle Peak.
When you get to the peak, you will find a flag.
All seven of you must be touching the flag
within minutes
or you do not succeed in the mission.
- And if you do not complete this mission as a team,
somebody is going home.
- In, uh, minutes,
trek up a mountain.
Oh, okay, so my leisurely hike
that I thought I was gonna do with the trees and everything,
get my Pocahontas on, no, that's not happening.
♪
- This mission is big-time go big or go home.
This mountain is freaking humongous.
Somebody is not gonna make it.
- We'll provide you some maps to stay on the trail.
This peak is , feet in elevation.
- Looking at this mountain,
this is not gonna be a walk in the park.
- The clock will begin in three minutes.
- Our weakest link better be ready,
'cause they're going home.
- You're only as strong as your weakest link.
[upbeat music]
- Weakest link goes home.
- Dude, we got to go quick.
- We got minutes to hike up a massive mountain.
Whoever doesn't make it up there is going home.
I'm not worried about me going home.
I'm not the weakest link. I already know that.
So I'm just waiting for the clock to start ticking.
- We're gonna keep it at a light jog, everybody.
- Roommates, your time begins now.
♪
- Okay, someone start the clock.
- Yep, I started it.
♪♪
- Are we sure we're going the right way?
- I'm just gonna ask people.
Is this the way to Turtle Peak?
- [bleep]. See? [bleep].
- We're already going the wrong way?
- Yo, Turtle Head Peak. Let's go.
- Turtle Head Peak, let's go. - Idiots.
- Guys, I'm so pissed that we just kept walking.
- Good thing I asked for directions.
- Well, we're off to a great start.
♪♪
- Let's pick it up, y'all.
- We should just do an underwear hike.
- Oh, my God, Chris.
- Oh, my God.
- Oh, my gosh. Look at Chris.
- [screams]
It's hot and, like, we're in nature.
So let's go au naturel.
- Look at him.
[laughter]
- Chris, [bleep] idiot.
- Regroup!
Jenna's at the top of the pack.
Come on, pussies!
♪
- You better catch up.
- Jenna, you're the one who's been leading us
because you're not wearing a helmet.
- Her boobs weigh, like, pounds, dude.
- [bleep] y'all b*tches.
- I'm gonna conquer this mission,
no matter what, because my roommates,
they probably want me to go home.
So even if I'm about to die,
I'm still gonna drag myself up this mountain.
♪
- Is that where we're going?
- Up there?
♪
- Dude, this is hard.
[coughs]
I feel like I'm gonna throw up.
I'm feeling like a big wuss,
because I just feel like [bleep]
from the night before.
[coughs]
- Are you okay?
- I just don't feel good.
- If you puke, you'll feel better.
- I promise you'll feel a hell of a lot better.
- [retching]
- There you go.
Spit it out.
- [retches]
- There you go. Second wind.
Whoo!
- Come on, Kailah.
- Dude, I feel like I can't breathe.
- Get over this hill.
- How the hell am I gonna make it up this mountain
in minutes?
♪♪
- Oh, my [bleep] God.
- [laughing] She threw up at the beginning.
- Like, we just started.
- Kailah, I'm not sure if she's out of shape
or just drank too much the night before,
but it's gonna be hilarious to watch Kailah try and make it.
- She's over there standing, looking at the mountains.
If we don't make it, you know who's going.
If Kailah doesn't get it together,
she's gonna have to go home.
'Cause she would be our weakest link.
- Don't stop, come on. - This sucks.
I feel like they're gonna send me home.
- I'm so thankful that Chris is helping me,
because I'm just so behind,
and it seems like the rest of the roommates
don't really care.
- I'm sorry, that would be so funny if Kailah goes home.
[laughter]
[dramatic music]
♪
- Oh, yes. Stairway to heaven, let's go.
I'm trailblazing.
- Ow, [bleep].
[bleep] cactus.
Seriously, bro?
- Come on, CeeJai.
We don't got time for breaks.
- We got to go.
As much as we annoyed the [bleep] out of each other,
do we want another roommate?
No. - Where's Chris?
- Dude, I'm, like, struggling. - I know.
- The elevation's k*lling me. It hurts.
I feel like I'm gonna pass out. I need water.
I feel like I can't [bleep] breathe.
I feel like I'm gonna cry. This sucks.
This is the hardest thing I've ever done in my life.
- Go. Go, go, go.
- Come on, Kailah.
Kailah looks pale.
She looks like she is about to die.
- I feel like I'm not gonna make it.
- Up, up, up, now.
- CeeJai, how much longer do we have?
- Go. - :.
- We have minutes to get all the way up there, K.
That's not enough time.
- [panting]
- Do you see Kailah?
- Come on, Kailah.
- She might not make it.
- Dude, I just really don't want to go home.
This is, like, so hard.
- No. Nope, let's go.
No, we are not sitting.
- Oh, yeah. Kailah's going home.
- Stop, Chris. Please, stop. - Come on.
You have to go or else we go home.
- [panting]
♪
- Three, two, one.
Let's go.
♪
You want to be the one that goes home?
- No.
- I like hanging out with Kailah,
and I don't want her to go home just 'cause
she couldn't make it to the top of a damn mountain.
You're coming with me to Salt Lake,
I'm gonna get you to the top of this mountain.
I mean, she's just been such a huge support to me.
Maybe, if I can act as a support to her,
it'll help show how grateful I've been
that she's been there for me this whole time.
- Let's go, let's go, let's go.
- Chris is such a Boy Scout.
- I got you. - [bleep] me.
- It happens. Let's go!
♪♪
- How much farther is it? - We just got to get up.
Where the [bleep] is the top?
- We're almost there, bro.
- Stop taking breaks. - Come on.
- Where are the boys? - Far ahead.
- I told you, you got a great view.
-♪ Keep the blood pumping
♪ We'll keep the blood pumping ♪
- Well, hello there. - ♪ I was built for this
- King of the mountain. Pretty cool.
They're gonna be cutting it pretty close.
- We have ten minutes left.
At this rate, you're barely gonna make it.
Don't you dare fall down.
- Kailah, in her video
she was talking about rock-climbing.
I don't think this girl's ever rock climbed a day in her life.
I really don't think she's gonna make it.
- [laughing] Shut up.
- Dude, I have a really bad cramp.
- Go.
I don't want to see another damn rock.
I peek up, and there's Dione and Dean.
Brothers! - [bleep].
- There you go, baby girl.
There you go, baby girl.
- Come on, Sister. Come to see your brothers.
Come on home.
- Come on home.
- [bleep] to the pole.
Got to touch the pole.
- [bleep]. - Good job, Sister.
- Look, there goes Jenna and Sabrina.
- Strong finish for the cameras.
- Here's your finish.
Whoo! - Whoops!
- Oh, my God.
I've never been so happy before my life.
- Touch the g*dd*mn pole. - Clock's ticking.
I hope she doesn't make it. - Does this hurt?
- It's gonna hurt if I [bleep] get sent home.
- Everybody cheer for her! Come on!
- Shut the [bleep] up, Chris!
- Everybody cheer her on.
- Go!
It's right there!
- Come on.
- Pick up them legs, girl. - Come on.
- How long? - :.
- :.
- :. - Go, go, go.
- Let them touch the pole. Let's go, everybody.
- All of us. - Come on.
- I'm not doing it till the last minute.
- Please touch it, Dione.
I really just want to sit down. I feel like I'm gonna pass out.
- Kailah knows that her position in the house
is at risk right now.
She really needs him to touch that flag.
- , , , --
- Should I touch it, Dean?
- Dione, you're a d*uche canoe.
Just touch the g*dd*mn pole.
- , , -- - I touched it.
What the [bleep]? You don't have to--
[bleep] you.
You're welcome, Kailah. You can stay.
- You can make fun of me all you want.
I don't care. I made it up here.
I've, like, never climbed a mountain before, ever.
- Me either, it's a first time for me.
Thanks for busting my virginity, Grand [bleep] Canyon.
- Yeah.
I'm just so happy to be on top of this mountain
and staying in Vegas.
- We're home. - Everything hurts.
- Who wants to go out dancing?
- Anyone? Anyone? No?
♪
- You live on a freaking mountain, right?
- Yeah. - Mountains like today?
- It's, like, of that size, but it has trees all over it.
- Have you ever had, like, wack-a*s animals in your house?
- I have squirrels in the attic,
just like every normal person.
- And then you get--and then-- - [laughs]
- Jenna, that's not, like, a normal thing
to have squirrels in your attic.
Cobwebs in the attic is like every normal person.
Squirrels in the attic is not, like, a normal thing.
- What are you reading? - I'm working on my speech.
I'm wanting it to be perfect.
So I've been changing it a lot.
- Nothing in life is perfect.
- I feel a lot of pressure.
It's not just my story that needs to be heard.
It's the story of so many other people
who I knew, and who are like me.
Now I have this opportunity to tell it,
and I just want to make sure that I do it in a way
that just brings them, if not some amount of justice,
just a small amount of closure.
- How's that? - Love it.
- Perfect.
It's very well written.
You k*lled it.
And you'll k*ll it tomorrow.
- What are you wearing?
- Black. - [laughs]
- So what else?
- Going to a funeral. - Yeah.
- Funeral for the old you.
- How are you feeling about it?
- I never thought that--like, these are people I know.
- I never thought I would have the chance
to share these stories,
because we have just been made to be quiet for so long.
This is probably one of the most important things
that I will do in my entire life.
[sighs]
[upbeat music]
♪
- Whew! Welcome to Utah.
- Damn, look at those mountains.
I can't believe you're doing this today.
- I can't believe we're here.
- I know.
- This is just weird.
I'm, like, back in Utah,
and it's not really any place
I like coming back to very often,
but making this decision
to do this today feels really, really good.
I'm nervous, but it feels really good.
- Dude, this is awesome.
- Yeah, this is crazy.
- Thank you so much for taking me.
Like, I'm so happy to be here with you.
- Oh, hey. - Hey.
[laughs]
- Good to see you.
- You looked too cool. I didn't recognize you.
- How're you doing? - We'll do hugs.
- We'll do hugs.
- Utah's one saving grace is the fact that I
still have this amazing support group there
and there are people that I met while I was growing up
and people I met at BYU.
And--whew! That--it,
like, takes a lot of stress off my shoulders.
- We're gonna invite you to walk to the mailbox
to mail your letters.
- At this rally, Chris
is able to just write a letter
and then literally just walk and drop it off at a mailbox.
And that's it. He's done with the Church.
- I want to take a picture of you with your letter.
- Here, Brandon, David,
I want you guys in this picture with me.
- Ready? One, two, three.
- I'm just really proud
to be able to share this moment with Chris.
He's here doing exactly what he's been wanting to do,
and he doesn't care what anybody else thinks.
I'm starting to realize
I really could care less
about hanging out with the cool kids.
There's nowhere that I would rather be.
- All right, let's go turn this thing in, guys.
- So what about your speech?
- I speak after we all come back.
- I think.
[determined music]
♪
- Experiences like this bring up really
scary memories
and feelings for me.
It was by the hands of, like, Mormon people
that I experienced all of the abuse.
♪
- Wow, this must be it.
- Tell me how you feel right now.
- It's just--this is it. - Yeah.
- I just keep thinking about all the people who I've,
like, written about in this letter, you know,
myself included.
Seeing the things I've seen, like,
I have to do this.
♪
[cheers and applause]
- That's it. - Holy [bleep]!
- How does it feel?
- I feel like the same person,
which I think is a good sign. - Yeah.
- I'm not Chris the Mormon anymore.
I'm just Chris.
I thought it was gonna feel like an end,
and it feels a lot more like a beginning.
[hopeful music]
- I want to remind everyone today,
no longer are people in Utah gonna stand
behind walls of silence.
- Growing up, there was only one time
where I had enough courage
to tell a leader in the Church, "I think I'm getting abused."
He told me to shut up.
- We were just introduced to a young man today
named Chris who is resigning today.
We want to have him say a few words.
- Sometimes telling somebody isn't enough.
At the end of the day,
if you want to stop a cycle of abuse,
you've got to go out of your way
to make sure that your voice is heard.
- Hi.
♪
- This episode of "Real World" continues now.
[hopeful music]
♪
- Having spent my entire life as a member of the Church
of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints,
I have always been taught to stand for what is right.
While at BYU,
when I learned that g*y men
were being hunted like witches or communists
only to be expelled from the university
and then publicly outed to their friends and family,
who was there to stand for what was right?
When I learned that a dear friend had been drugged
and r*ped, a r*pe
that was never reported to the police
even after being shared with a bishop,
who was there?
When a friend confessed to me
that after six years
of weekly forced conversion therapy,
he had expressed to his family his desire to end it
and finally be with another man,
just to be cut off by his family completely,
who was there?
And when our leadership declared
that those in same-sex marriages
are to be considered apostate
and that their children must stop
living with their adoptive parents
in order to be baptized,
who was there?
- Yeah. [cheers and applause]
- Today I am proud to stand with others like me,
who, when their Church refuses to do so on its own,
will stand apart from it and independently say,
"I am here to stand for what is right."
[cheers and applause]
Amen.
[cheers and applause]
- Thank you so much, Chris.
- It feels like writing the last word in a book
and then just closing it.
Like, not only am I not Mormon anymore,
but I've said what I needed to say
and people listened.
- Thank you so much.
- ♪ A different place in time
♪ Wouldn't change my life ♪
♪ We were so young
♪
♪ We were so young
- I'm not Mormon anymore!
Let's go get drunk!
- You did it.
- Oh, you smell different. You smell like the truth.
[laughter]
- I feel so good.
This is the biggest cause for celebration
my life has had thus far.
- You'll be throwing up in a trash can.
Don't you worry, Chris. - Whoo!
You're not Mormon anymore!
- Let's go drink! - You're not Mormon anymore.
- I don't really feel like that's something
that you celebrate.
It's not like you just had a birthday
or something, but like I said,
what other people do don't really matter to me.
I'm still gonna go out and have a good time.
- Let's go drink.
He's not Mormon anymore!
[upbeat dance music]
♪
- This is Chris's day to celebrate.
And so, we're going to a g*y club.
I'm all for it.
Hopefully, we can find some girls
that are unsuspecting of straight guys showing up.
[dance music continues]
♪
Chris, he's just so happy in this moment
right now, and I don't blame him.
Baby, go ahead and celebrate.
- ♪ I think it's time for me to figure me out ♪
♪
- Walking away from this, I had to give up my family,
so many friends...
but then I realized my roommates,
they're all there, every single one of them,
and they all support me.
- I just really love the person that I'm becoming.
- ♪ It's time for me to figure me out ♪
- Next on "Real World"...
- What is going on here?
Things is getting a little hot.
♪
Jenna tries to get away with only tipping $.
- This is the last straw.
I don't [bleep] like you.
I barely like to look at you in your [bleep] face.
I don't give a [bleep]. - Okay, I'm so glad.
I will pray for you.
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31x06 - Take a Hike
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Seven to eight young adults are picked to temporarily live in a new city together in one residence while being filmed non-stop.
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