30x08 - Sarasota's Finest

[bunniefuu]

Previously onReal World.

I was just, like,

a really mean and horrible

person in high school.

Why, though?

I just, like,

thought I was better

than everyone, and I'm not.

When I was younger,

I got bullied.

I kind of became a bully myself.

Hi.

Hi, who are you?

I'm Tony's ex.

Uh-oh.

Ex, ex.

Thank you.

Chuck rains!

Ooh-ooh!

Ow.

I just don't know

how to handle that one.

I'm [bleep].

You've been playing

with people's emotions,

and that's why you're

in this situation.

You wouldn't be in it if you

weren't playing with emotions.

My girlfriend just called me

and told me that two people

that I know from back home

are rumored to come out

and be living here

in a few weeks with us.

If they have Jessica

come out here, I'm not gonna

be [bleep] okay with that.

Jessica is one of those people

who will literally do anything

to piss me off.

Do I look like a b*tch?

If I have to be

in the same headquarters as her,

then there is gonna be a m*rder

in this [bleep] house.

♪ All the people

♪ In the house

♪ Put 'em up like what

♪

[doorbell rings]

Surprise!

Oh, my God!

Get the [bleep] out of here.

Get the [bleep] out of here. [overlapping shouting]

[overlapping shouting]

Ready or not, here I come.

This house has no TV,

no radio.

You really have to start

thinking of your own things

to do.

What game better to play

in a huge, empty house?

Hide-and-seek.

Come out, come out,

wherever you are.

Oh, where?

Oh, where could my

little friend be?

Ah!

[laughs]

[both laughing and screaming]

Yeah.

You want to play a game?

Let's play a game.

Let's play a game.

Let's play a game.

Let's play a game.

It started off

as a simple hide-and-seek game.

Get wet.

But he decided to take it

to the next level.

So fine,

we'll take it to the next level.

we'll take it to the next level. It is I, Casanova.

It is I, Casanova.

[laughs]

[coughs]

I may have shaving cream

I may have shaving cream in my face.

in my face.

My room's had the most action

with people total.

Yeah, your room, definitely.

Like, you have had

the most action.

I've had the most action.

Nicole's beating everybody.

Y'all have had no action at all.

Y'all are dried-up over there.

I'm surprised.

I'm really not surprised,

though, I'm really not.

If I had stayed single,

it would be a different story.

No, I mean, like,

at the very end of the day,

I'm not here for that.

Doubt it.

Doubt it. The first night seemed like it.

The first night seemed like it.

I want to [bleep]

stab you so hard.

You know that, right?

We all make mistakes.

I have one right in front of me.

I play around with Violetta,

you know.

I know what pushes her buttons.

It's not serious,

just for [bleep] and giggles.

Oh, my goodness,

I got to make out with you.

My [bleep] bucket list

is checked, I can live--

I said "No" twice.

Winning.

Hey, V, I can't see you.

Turn back sideways.

They're such douches.

Honestly, [bleep] stop.

There's a difference

between making jokes and being

[bleep] [bleep].

'Cause unless you were raised

like [bleep] morons

by your mothers, you should not

talk to women like that.

I can take jokes.

Jokes are not a big deal to me.

It's when you start trying

to insult my weight

that it starts to get

underneath my skin.

You guys understand that

the reason I freaked out tonight

isn't because, like, one joke.

Like, "Oh, like, turn sideways."

Whatever, it's fine.

But when you [bleep]

hear it over and over and over.

Everybody can make jokes.

But when Bruno makes jokes, oh,

it's a big [bleep] ordeal.

Like, you can make any jokes

towards me, I don't

give a [bleep].

But when you act

like a smartass, I'm gonna act

like a smartass back.

When you're nice, I'll be nice.

You started--you started it.

Okay.

I like to joke a lot.

And sometimes I

don't know my limits.

But I understand it and I see

now that it touched a nerve.

Can we just be friends again?

Hug it out, Brunes.

Hug it out.

Oh, Brune, stop dancing with me.

Oh, come here, Bruno.

Oh, come here, Bruno. No.

No.

Freaking

someone's wearing my underwears.

What?

We all know, that out

of the whole seven roommates,

that my underwear game

is on key.

Okay.

Someone's wearing my panties.

That's weird--I think

that's really gross, actually.

Me too.

I swear to God,

you can't make that [bleep] up.

I'm hiding my towel.

This is my towel.

I'm down pounds.

Again?

I want to be, like, .

Really?

I want to be, like, .

How much is average?

For you?

You're '"?

Yeah.

You should probably

weigh, like, .

I'll be honest with you.

I feel like V's always

on the scale.

Once you are so focused

on numbers on a scale,

that's when something's wrong.

What's going on, big guy?

Let me get the flatbread

barbecue steak and bacon melt.

You're the man.

Thank you.

Thank you, sir.

That's what I'm talking

That's what I'm talking about.

about.

Who?

V.

V actually looks skinnier now

to when I first saw her, to me,

personally.

Her legs look real slim to me.

I don't know what she's

going through, but Madison

told me that she saw

her throw up in the bathroom.

Wait, like a eating disorder?

I'm not lying to you.

No, no.

I'm asking you, is it

an eating disorder or is it--

I don't know--with V,

I am slightly concerned

about her health.

I don't know

what her eating habits are.

So right now may not be

the right time to say something.

But sooner or later,

it will be discussed.

She's going through something,

man.

man. That's a sensitive subject, man.

That's a sensitive subject, man.

Tony, let's go.

Make us money.

Here, Nicole,

I'll mop over here.

You mop over there.

What, are you serious?

Cinderella, you mop at work.

Yeah, I barely do.

Whoa, whoa.

What?

What's going on upstairs?

What are they doing?

They went in that room.

No, they went in our room.

Well, I just

saw them go in that room too.

That means we got

new [bleep] people coming in.

When production comes in

and starts putting sheets

on the beds,

you know that someone's coming.

Whose room?

In both rooms.

So now we know that we're gonna

have two guests.

What the [bleep]?

No.

I'm just wondering who.

I think it's V's person.

If these guests

are for Violetta,

there is gonna be fireworks.

I don't even know if the house

is gonna be left standing.

It's time to go.

Let's have a good time.

Hey, how you doing, V?

Honey, how you doing?

Hey, how you doing, Sylvia?

Hey, how you doing?

How you doing?

Your best friend's gonna

be waiting in the house tonight.

V, they came in

and switched the sheets

on both the little beds today.

It means we got guests

coming tomorrow.

And we don't know

which room's getting it.

I can tell you

whose room's not getting it.

If the person that I think

is coming, coming for me,

Lord, am I excited to see this.

If we lived together,

I'm pretty sure she'd probably,

like, start throwing

glass bottles at my head.

It's almost like

getting ready for combat.

You've trained.

You got it.

Go into w*r, win it.

Your guest is gonna sleep

in her little bed.

If you mean her little bed

being the trash can,

yeah, jump on in.

Hey, Bruno.

Where are you,

my little sl*t?

Living in the house

and you don't know who's gonna

show up as a guest next,

it's kind of like,

you know, you're walking on pins

and needles.

You don't know

what's coming next.

So it's either Bruno or you.

Me.

Me. Or Nicole.

Or Nicole.

Violetta's the first person

that was open about,

like, hating me.

She's just, like, I feel like,

She's just, like, I feel like, is just really jealous of me.

is just really jealous of me.

V heard that I called

her and her friends sluts.

From then on, it was, like,

history of, like,

a big battle between us.

I hope they're not,

like, going to sleep.

They can't go to sleep now.

Just in a good mood, man.

I got my--

Maybe I got someone

coming next.

My [bleep] is over with.

They're gonna do stuff

to throw us off.

to throw us off. I'm so tired right now.

I'm so tired right now.

I'm so tired right now. [rings doorbell]

[rings doorbell]

No.

No.

Oh my [bleep].

It is, I knew it.

No [bleep] way.

It looks like Carla.

Yeah!

It looks like Carla.

It's Carla.

No, it's not.

Holy [bleep].

Is she blond?

Hi.

Welcome.

How are you?

Hi.

Good, you?

Hey.

Oh, are you [bleep]

kidding me, dude?

Really?

Really, really, guys?

I'm shocked.

I don't--I don't understand

why she's even here.

Damn.

Whoa.

What's up?

Whoa.

I actually have

another surprise for you.

Nope.

[knocks on door]

What?

Oh, hey, hey, hey.

Welcome to my humble abode.

Hello, hi.

Tony.

Jessica.

I'm so glad to meet you.

Hi.

Hey, do you believe

in first love, or do you

need to walk in again?

First love or love

at first sight?

Damn.

How are you?

I'm Tia.

Hey guys, how are you?

Violetta's got

a two-for-one special here.

This isn't gonna be a good time

This isn't gonna be a good time for anyone in this house.

for anyone in this house.

There's two of them?

One's a blonde.

Are you [bleep] kidding me?

Coming up.

Let me get this out the way.

Boyfriends?

There's a new blonde,

and Tony's all over it.

How much trouble are you

going to be in for doing this?

Shut up, you

Bruno Mars wannabe.

Bye.

V doesn't know when to stop.

God!

I've never seen

Bruno this mad, ever.

I [bleep] hate this b*tch.

I [bleep] hate this b*tch. Bruno.

Bruno.

Hi, I'm Jessica.

Violetta's two scalawags

walk in.

So it's Jessica.

I just can't wait

to see it all go down.

You have to be [bleep]

kidding me.

I think she's happy

to see you.

I think you're really happy,

right?

Well, why don't I show you

the house.

Yeah.

Come on.

Oh, man.

Should we show them

where they're sleeping?

Not in our room.

Not in my [bleep] room.

Do not even [bleep]--they can't

go in my [bleep] room.

We have a bed, come on.

One of y'all can have my bed.

And the other one

can have the spare bed.

I'm literally having

an anxiety attack right now.

I'm having an anxiety attack

right now.

I'm having an anxiety attack

right now.

I need to go outside.

Yeah, buddy!

I need to go outside.

Hey, V, I appreciate you.

No, no, no.

I appreciate you.

I'm going outside.

I'm gonna calm down.

One of them I could handle.

But the fact that both of them

are here are just nerve-racking.

If I talk to them

before I calm myself down,

I think that there's gonna

be some casualties.

She's been talking mad game.

Like, she's been talking

big game.

Like, she's got this,

whatever, whatever.

Now look at what she's doing,

running out the house.

Yo.

Guys, I hope it's okay.

We have two new roommates.

I'm okay with it.

This girl, oh, yes, Lord.

She is thick.

Oh, good God.

Yo.

I'm straight?

Go get them.

Yeah, buddy.

There's a new blonde,

and Tony's all over it.

Give me three more

of them mother[bleep], dude.

Oh, my God.

Wait, where did V go?

She gone, go get your girl.

But for real, go get shorty.

I want to run around

butt-naked.

You're so excited.

Where's V?

Hiding.

It's nice.

Oh, let me get this out the way.

Boyfriends?

We're single.

No.

Man, I'm so glad

y'all are here.

Where's she at?

I'm fine.

I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine.

I just, like, need to calm down.

I just, like,

need air right now.

Do you need to be

by yourself?

No, I'm okay.

I'm, like, okay.

I'm, like, literally

shaking right now.

Dude, I didn't know that they

were gonna both come at the same

[bleep] time, girl.

Don't worry, I got her.

Hey, I haven't fought yet, so--

I got that mean streak in me.

I'm just saying.

Back at home,

Jessica created a social media

account called Sarasota's finest

that bashed my friends and I.

I've been bullied

when I was younger.

I'm not gonna be bullied now.

Password.

Tony, open the [bleep] door.

Oh, that was the password,

just Sylvia just talking.

'Cause I'm not getting stabbed.

I got [bleep] two.

She's so dramatic.

I would never react that way.

I didn't think

they would bring both.

It's just like,

you know when you, like,

want to put hands on someone?

I want to put my hands

on her too--it's crazy.

[laughs]

I don't have, like,

the same intention.

But, you know, I definitely

want to do it to her.

I don't even know

how to approach them, like,

'cause I don't talk to them.

So what's up--what's

the story between y'all two.

But did you do it?

No--I was, like,

away at college, six hours away.

You have nothing

to worry about, truthfully.

So what happened

with the other one?

The brunette one?

She's the one

that I took my earrings out

that I took my earrings out and tried to fight outside.

and tried to fight outside.

With her boob?

No, I literally feel

No, I literally feel like I'm gonna throw up.

like I'm gonna throw up.

I don't know

what's gonna happen.

So I'm just gonna be surprised.

Just please,

have your guard up, 'cause

she's talked a lot of [bleep]

about people coming out here.

And man, I just hope y'all

And man, I just hope y'all don't get into a fight.

don't get into a fight.

Violetta go upstairs,

you know,

put her hair in a ponytail.

I'm like, "Oh, sh**t.

It's gonna be a fight."

So you guys have each other.

They already know my [bleep]

with you guys.

Here's your chance.

Say whatever you guys want.

You say it.

What do you have to say?

I say that you're

a complete [bleep].

And Jessica and I don't like

each other because Jessica

started an Instagram

that you keep saying wasn't you.

But everyone said it was you,

including your own friends.

I admitted to it.

I posted a picture of you

on the [bleep] Facebook

of your nose job.

So go ahead, what you guys

have to say about me?

I don't even have a problem

with you.

You cannot tell me

that wasn't you.

The person, I wish I could,

like, sue them for framing,

'cause they did

a really good job.

The person wrote novels.

I don't even,

like, write writing.

You have to understand that,

like, I % don't believe you.

I know you don't.

You're the Antichrist,

and I hate you.

I came here

because you and I have never

even hung out soberly.

So maybe you'll get to know me

and realize I'm not the person

you're assuming that I am.

Yeah, I make bitchy faces

or whatever,

but, like, I don't sit there

and make a fake Instagram

when I'm five hours

away at college.

I don't care if you're five

hours away or , miles away.

I'm just saying that I was

preoccupied studying for finals.

You can make an Instagram

account in five minutes.

I would take

a lie detector right now.

Like, I don't care.

The fact that you

can't take responsibility

for such a disgusting act

is almost, like, pitiful.

I'm really, really Zen.

I just don't believe,

like, there should be negativity

around me.

And I feel like you are

constantly just negative vibes.

The whole reason

I don't like you is

because you started a rumor

about Natalie, Irina, and I

about us being coke wh*res.

Even if I didn't like you,

I would never start a rumor

about you being a drug addict.

Like, like,

I almost lost my job.

Like, and that--

You know, but I never really

started a rumor

about you directly.

I hear what girls do--

as they're wh*res

and they do cocaine.

Why are you guys laughing?

This is not a laughing matter.

These girls don't know

a real issue.

Oh, this person said this.

This person said that.

I'm sorry, I can't relate

to your rich people problems.

So are y'all gonna

get along while we're all here?

Or is this gonna

be a [bleep] show?

What's gonna happen?

I'm Zen, I'm positive.

Like, I'm not about

this negative [bleep].

So if you want to [bleep]

go ahead and still talk [bleep]

and be dramatic, go ahead.

If you're [bleep] cool,

I'm cool.

You have to understand that

I'm not gonna just squash it.

It's not something

that I want to continue.

Like, when I go back home,

I don't want to have a beef.

I'm Namaste.

I'm Zen.

I'm always gonna be me,

and I'm always gonna be Namaste.

Tia,

what are you talking about?

Like, that's weird.

Like, I see reality.

She sees, like,

dream world, like, fairyland.

I just feel like it's so

funny that everyone comes here,

and they're always like,

"We're gonna be cool.

We're gonna be chill."

And the second day happens,

and, like, everyone

tries to k*ll each other.

Would one of you maybe

help me move my suitcase

upstairs, please?

No, I got it, I got it.

That's your princess

right there.

What do you have in here,

a baby?

Jesus Christ.

There's a roll--a few babies.

Can we go that way?

No doubt.

Thank you so much.

This used to be

Madison's bed.

I think she switched rooms

to go with the girls.

Come here, Maddie.

No, come here.

That's my bed, that's my bed.

So you got both beds?

Yeah.

I don't like Jessica.

And she's not going

to get one of my beds.

Did she just say that

she has two beds?

Her voice just annoys me.

Maddie.

It's not fair.

That's your bed, Tony.

Which room did you say

that I could stay in?

The very end?

She set up Jessica

sleeping in my room.

[bleep].

It's confusing, it's like--

maybe she's testing me.

I guess I don't know.

Oh, my God.

You touch her, I will--

I will m*rder you.

I was gonna say, one thing

that was so funny,

V was literally

having a bad day at work.

Then you come home

late at night, expecting to see

guests come tomorrow.

But they come at night.

You don't know what's next now.

I have no idea

what's coming for me.

I am terrified.

We keep trying

to guess who's next.

to guess who's next. Anybody's next.

Anybody's next.

Are we doing anything?

Burlesque show.

But we got to be there by :.

Is my camel toe really bad,

though?

Yeah.

Girls, the cover tonight

for the burlesque show

has been comped.

We're good to go.

No cover.

Tonight we've decided

to be a little adventurous

and go to a burlesque show.

It takes away from the pressure

of having to be in the same

house as Tia and Jessica.

It's something that I don't have

to pay attention to them at.

Looking dapper.

You look good, man.

Let's get it.

Cut up, cut up, cut up.

I'm gonna get tipsy tonight.

I'm gonna get naked--I mean,

drunk.

Bruno's like Ronnie

from [bleep]Jersey Shore.

He's, like, [bleep] '".

Low blow.

He's not The Situation.

He's the problem.

There he go.

There he go. Yeah!

Yeah!

Jessica doesn't know

Jessica doesn't know when to shut up.

when to shut up.

I would much rather that her

and I never spoke to each other

than her and I even exchange

than her and I even exchange the smallest form of words.

the smallest form of words.

As far as me and Madison,

of course, the first assumption

from everyone is gonna be,

"Uh-oh,

another blonde in the house.

What's gonna happen here, Tony?

You gonna try to get

both of them?

What's gonna ensue?"

Oh, two blondes?

Oh, okay, okay.

So we're gonna go ahead

and get this show started.

Are you ready to see

some amazing stuff tonight?

some amazing stuff tonight? [all cheering]

[all cheering]

Going to a burlesque show

and being sexually frustrated

is the worst combination

possible.

The testosterone's

just building up.

And I don't know.

And I don't know. How do I get rid of it?

How do I get rid of it?

I want to have naked sex,

you know.

Dirty boy.

Nicole, do you want

to lose your virginity?

Shut up, you Bruno Mars

wannabe.

You should go [bleep]

yourself and die.

She's skinny and ugly.

Bruno reminds me of the fart

that you don't let go 'cause

it's gonna turn into a shart.

He sucks.

You're so ugly and stupid,

and I hate you.

I'm sorry, bye.

Violetta absolutely,

% knows how to push

the buttons for Bruno.

the buttons for Bruno. And she does it on purpose.

And she does it on purpose.

Bye.

V doesn't know when to stop.

She's like that little pesky fly

that just doesn't stop

circling you.

Bye.

I mean, my temper,

I feel like it's going

to a whole nother level.

There's so many dicks

around here.

I could just snap.

Bye.

Keep that [bleep]

dumb-a*s b*tch away from me.

I swear to God.

No, [bleep] her.

I'm sick of her [bleep].

I already--

Shut the [bleep] up,

you ugly, skinny b*tch.

You're not better than nobody.

Shut the [bleep] up.

You're an idiot.

You're an idiot--[bleep].

Please, get out of my face.

Get the [bleep] out.

Don't get in my face.

[bleep] her--you're not better

than nobody, you stupid b*tch.

I didn't get in your face.

Shut the [bleep] up.

Get out of my [bleep] face.

See that skinny, [bleep]

stupid b*tch.

You're [bleep] ugly.

You only look good in photos,

you [bleep] wh*re.

Nobody likes you, b*tch.

Bye.

Bruno.

Bruno, stop--Bruno.

I [bleep] hate this b*tch.

Bruno, stop, stop.

I [bleep] hate this b*tch.

I [bleep] hate this b*tch. Bruno.

Bruno.

I hate this b*tch.

Bruno.

[bleep] stupid b*tch.

Bruno.

The [bleep] is wrong with you?

Stop.

[bleep] stupid b*tch.

Stop, stop!

I [bleep] hate her.

Stop!

I [bleep] hate her.

Get off me.

I've never seen

Bruno this mad, ever.

Like, this is crazy.

Bruno love is turning

into Bruno hate.

Like, Bruno's veins are popping

out of his [bleep] neck.

[bleep] her.

Bye.

[grunts]

Sit down for a second.

Take a breather.

You need to calm down,

Bru, seriously.

There's Subway down here.

So let's just--

I'm the biggest [bleep] around.

What did you say?

I didn't say anything.

I'm so mad at Violetta,

because we all know

how Bruno's temper is.

She should've dropped it

when we were in the van.

However, Bruno is saying things

on a very personal level.

He absolutely crossed the line.

So I don't even know

what to do at this point.

Please, look at me,

look at me, look at me,

look at me, look at me,

look at me, look at me.

She's a woman, I know.

I'm not gonna do nothing.

Look at me, look at me.

Just relax.

It's gonna be okay, all right?

It's gonna be all right.

I didn't even do anything.

Everyone's crazy.

Are you good?

Sweetie?

Are you good?

Was that vomit

that I just slipped in?

When you're wrong, you're wrong.

I'm not wrong.

Your best friend

doesn't have your back.

Dude, I'm not wrong.

So what does that mean?

I'm not wrong.

You know what, that's his ex!

I don't give a [bleep].

Sylvia, you don't have my back?

I'll move to a room to

the right.

How does that feel?

Violetta, you really

want to talk [bleep] to me?

V's trying to move out.

V, where are you going?

I'll move my room to--

I'll move my room to the right.

Move it!

Into it right now.

Boop, boop, boop.

These are all mine--oh,

how much clothes I have in here.

V, what--

All my clothes are here.

V is [bleep] up my night.

V, what the [bleep] you doing?

Hey, it's my clothes.

We're about to be roommates.

She even said it herself,

doesn't want me to be there.

I can't [bleep]

cuddle with mother[bleep] Tia.

You're [bleep] up my mojo

tonight.

I can't even cuddle

with Big Booty--

I can't even cuddle

with Big Booty Judy

in this mother[bleep]!

Getting all my [bleep].

Come on, V.

I didn't even ask you to leave.

No, you said it.

I didn't even ask you

to leave.

You [bleep] said it.

I didn't even

ask you to leave.

You left, you left, you left.

You're the one that started it.

Take your [bleep], b*tch.

Take your [bleep].

This is absolutely ridiculous

to me.

You're acting like

a two-year-old.

I stuck up for you

more than any of these--

I'm taking those.

I don't know who asked you

to get out.

I'm taking those towels.

No, you're not.

Not my towels.

I cleaned them.

[laughing]

What?

You're taking the towels?

I can't even take you seriously

at this point.

So fight's over.

Move back into the room,

you brat.

Do you see my clothes?

You did that yourself.

And cover yourself

with this now, okay?

I just need my knuckles...

We can make ice cubes, okay?

[bleep].

Just don't worry.

I let my anger

get the best of me.

I know.

I did some [bleep].

I'm sorry.

I didn't want to put anybody

in a [bleep] predicament.

I should've tried

to keep my composure,

to keep my cool, but...

[blows raspberry]

Sorry, guys.

I'm not gonna

be friends with him.

All I'm asking

is that everybody just relax.

No, I'll be cordial to him,

'cause we're roommates.

But I don't need to be friends

with him--I don't.

Bruno really, really hurt me.

I just, in my mind, can't

understand how it's appropriate

to take someone's

major insecurity

and throw it in their face.

You know what he's saying

is not actually true.

So why would you

allow that to affect you?

Why would you allow

his words to affect you?

Why would I allow someone

to disrespect me?

You know it's not true.

Why would I let someone

disrespect me?

Call me an anorexic wh*re,

tell me that I'm a [bleep] piece

of [bleep], yeah,

that's so [bleep] grown-up.

Baby, baby girl.

That's so grown-up.

When I had to [bleep] battle

for four [bleep] years.

You're so [bleep] right.

It takes somebody

being mature, baby.

You're so right.

I'm wrong, he's right.

Telling me that I

had a [bleep] eating disorder

for four [bleep] years

is so g*dd*mn right.

Yo, pat him on the [bleep] back.

Tell him he's [bleep] right.

Yo, I [bleep]

have a eating disorder.

Congratulations.

You wanna know why I like this?

[bleep] you.

♪ I pull the shades

♪ To keep it out

♪ I know my future

♪ I know my future ♪ Turns in the daylight

♪ Turns in the daylight

♪ Turns in the daylight You're not alone.

You're not alone.

What I have to live with,

like, every single day,

like, every single day

for me is a struggle.

I have a problem with eating.

I've had a problem with eating.

It's all anxiety-related.

It's all anxiety-related.

Yeah, when you and Jessica

came here, I [bleep] threw up.

That's the only thing in my

life, at that exact moment,

I could control.

I am bulimic and anorexic.

What triggers me is anxiety

and a feeling

of being out of control.

I just need someone to talk to.

Like, I legitimately

used to be fat.

Me too.

And, like, it took me

a long time to get skinny.

And when I got skinny, like,

the attention I got

from it was super positive.

I never knew that.

And it empowered me.

In my mind, like, I'm not happy

until my ribcage shows,

until I bend over,

and I look up,

and I'm a triple zero.

I'm pounds right now.

I'm still really small.

It's definitely fair to say

that another one of my skeletons

is my eating disorder.

I had it for four years.

And to tell you the truth,

if it wasn't

for Bruno screaming it out,

I would've never said anything.

But let me tell you

something, real [bleep].

You're a beautiful,

beautiful young lady.

And I know you don't like

compliments.

I see your face, I see

your face, I see your face.

Even with our beef,

I can understand how that

related back to your disorder.

I don't want

you to go backwards.

Take care of yourself.

Like, my intention

was never to hurt you, ever.

This could be the reason

This could be the reason that I get better.

that I get better.

Why was everyone fighting?

I'm glad I was asleep for this.

They all yelled,

they all yelled.

They're all weird.

I don't know what else

to tell you.

I really don't.

Okay, to be honest,

Bruno and V got into it.

Like, he was talking

about her 'cause

she has an eating disorder.

What's her eating disorder?

I don't really know.

That's funny, 'cause

she's told people

that I had one before.

I was not aware that Violetta

had an eating disorder.

And, like, she seems

like someone who's not insecure.

It seems like she has, like,

a lot of confidence.

She was kind of telling me,

like, this is the story.

Does she really?

I don't want to get

into it 'cause that's not for--

For four years?

That's not my place

to say it.

But she said she had one

for four years.

She told everyone in Sarasota

She told everyone in Sarasota I had one before.

I had one before.

I can't even fathom what

could've set him off that way.

You guys spit words

that you can't take back.

But the thing is, though,

the fact that he

exposed everyone in the house

about something that was--

Oh, the eating disorder?

Yeah, that was none

of anyone else's business.

You said it started when?

When Madison and I

got into a fight and when

I saw what was happening.

I feel like we're worried

about you, though.

It's definitely a concern.

Yeah, but the thing is,

though, is it's triggered--

like, at this point,

it's triggered by anxiety.

You know the problems

aren't going away.

Yeah, well, that's what

my therapist is for.

I see a therapist back home

because there comes a time

where everyone needs help.

And sometimes people

can do it without it.

But most of the time

you just need that second hand.

And that's why I want to talk

And that's why I want to talk to my therapist.

to my therapist.

You guys were talking

or something about a pizzeria.

We're going to dinner at,

like, :.

Do you want to go to dinner

with me and Jess and talk?

Would you?

We would highly appreciate that.

No, we are--that's

what I was gonna do at :.

I'm a little bit

nervous about dinner.

There's so much that

hasn't really been said yet.

It's been in the air,

but no one's really

talked about it.

It's scary, and I don't know

what's gonna happen.

Dude, when we go out tonight,

like, I can't dance that much

because my t*ts

are gonna fall out.

That's fine, don't worry.

It's not the worst thing

that's happened thus far.

I never, in a million years,

would think that I would have

dinner with the two

biggest enemies that I have.

I have some scores to settle.

Help, they kidnapped me.

Help me, help me.

So the fact that we are going

to do this dinner, I accept it.

But, like,

I want us to all be real.

Honestly, my biggest problem

is, is I just feel

like everything you said to me

was a lie.

Like, okay, like--

It's just I hate the fact

that you play dumb.

You're not dumb.

I'm not playing dumb.

I'm not gonna admit to something

I didn't do.

I literally don't give a [bleep]

about a random Instagram.

And I can't bel--like,

it was two years ago.

And I wish I did do it, so I

could just be like, "I'm sorry."

But really, sincerely,

you just don't like me.

'Cause you'll forgive her,

like, your guys--whatever.

I think Jessica

is very two-faced.

And I think she's just

being fake.

I think, at this point,

like, this is giving me anxiety.

It's just--it's not healthy.

I think you hold grudges,

I guess.

I don't do that.

I think that this is all--

to me, this is just,

like, a moment of being here.

And you want to be nice to me

'cause--

I would love to just be

at peace with you and,

like, friends with you.

But you will never be my friend

'cause you just don't like me.

So the conclusion

of this dinner is what?

It's just--honestly,

I will give you that benefit.

But really, sincerely?

Sincerely, I will.

Okay, fine.

I would really appreciate that.

We're just gonna

feel it by feel.

I don't know, uh, yeah.

Okay.

Positivity.

Jessica will never apologize

for what was said.

All right, let me say

bye to everyone.

It's just--what's said is done.

So it's just time to move on.

I'm trying to chill, man.

Hi.

What's up?

Don't get my bad side.

I'm breaking out.

I'll give you something

to look at.

No!

[laughs] I love it.

Madison, this is all I got.

Come on, just one kiss

for old time's sake.

Tony, get out of here.

Don't make me have

to bring Elizabeth and Alyssa

back up here for you

to kiss me, okay?

Tony does like to always talk

about Alyssa and Elizabeth.

It makes me very confused.

And I'm starting

to get really irritated.

But I can't help it.

I like the bad boys.

You gonna come out

for your last night?

So come out.

Come on out to The CrossRoads.

I know one thing, Tia.

If I'm sporting my new handbag

tonight, you're coming, girl.

You heard me?

You heard me?

Did I just slap silicone?

Violetta, we're leaving now,

with or without you.

You really can't leave us.

Actually, I can.

Tonight we all decide to go

to The CrossRoads bar.

I just want for all of us

I just want for all of us to get along.

to get along.

One,

two,

two, [bleep] yourselves.

[bleep] yourselves.

[bleep] yourselves. So what the [bleep]?

So what the [bleep]?

Okay, well, you obviously

Okay, well, you obviously don't know me then.

don't know me then.

Well, you don't know me then.

I'm angry

because this [bleep]

has played with my emotions.

Actually, you're really not.

It's like, Ton is a player.

It's like, Ton is a player. And Ton--I don't know.

And Ton--I don't know.

And Ton--I don't know. Hey, Madison.

Hey, Madison.

Trying to catch a flight

to Sarasota.

You should.

Could you imagine one-on-one,

me and you?

me and you? Yes.

Yes.

Sylvia, that's not

a good look for you.

Tony, some girl

just gave me her number.

Let's call it.

Oh, why you didn't

give it to me?

Why are you trying

to get other numbers?

You already fell in love.

With who? You?

As soon as you

walked in the house.

[laughs]

Camera's here.

I'm happy you're in my life.

Seriously, we fight like brother

and sister and I'm lucky

to have you in my life.

We do, I hate you, though.

I [bleep] hate you.

Dude, like,

beyond our bull[bleep], like--

I was honestly pissed,

though, I'm gonna tell you

right now.

Look, I'm in a decent mood.

We're all in a decent mood.

And you know what,

I was gonna ignore the [bleep]

out of you for a long time.

Well, I'm gonna

tell you truthfully.

I feel like you think

you're better than people.

Where I come from,

I don't like that [bleep].

Dude, I'm definitely

the biggest [bleep] in

the house, and I'll admit to it.

Anger-wise, you and I are,

no offense,

in my opinion, same level.

You live it, like,

a more of a physical--

physical point of view.

And I get more angry in a more,

like, verbal point of view.

You know what, one thing

I want to apologize

was the anorexic comment.

Other than anything, I

will not apologize for nothing.

And it hurt me

when you said that about me.

What I want to apologize to you

is for making you think that I

thought I was better than you.

I never, ever, ever thought

that I was better than you.

Can we hug?

I don't want to hug.

We talked it out.

It is what it is.

We be cool, so--

Can we hug now, though?

No, I don't want to hug.

I don't care.

I hate sentimental,

connecting moments.

Like, I don't like V

trying to hug up on me.

I'm like--it's corny to me.

I don't know--I'm letting you

know right now, mark my words.

Whether you're drunk or not,

you better wake up

and remember this--every day.

Okay, I will, I will.

It gets anywhere

to what it was last time--

No, put your hands

around yourself.

One more time--

it's your last chance.

it's your last chance. And vice versa.

And vice versa.

Jessica, I can't.

Jessica, I can't. What?

What?

Yeah, I think he's really

attractive.

attractive. [bleep]

[bleep]

Scoot over.

Scoot over. [laughs]

[laughs]

Yeah.

How much trouble are you

gonna get into for doing this?

Zero.

But aren't you and Madison,

like...

like... Don't talk about that.

Don't talk about that.

This episode ofReal World

continues right now.

♪ Right time

♪ In the right place

♪ The word on the back

♪ Of a blank page

♪ A last ditch effort

♪ To seal our fate

♪ Sometimes

As far as me and Madison now,

it's very confusing.

But me being in the bed with

Jessica, yeah, that was wrong.

And I might need

to keep it to myself.

But I guess I'm--

I'm gonna do what I always do.

I'm gonna do what I always do. I'm just gonna play it out.

I'm just gonna play it out.

Everything that V told me

that I did to make her hate me,

I didn't even realize.

The small things that I

have done really affected her,

and it changed her opinion

of me.

I need to really think about

how I make other people feel.

Namaste.

♪ Everywhere I go

♪ I'm not doing here

♪ What's anybody doing here?

I feel like there was a lot

of undeserved hatred towards me.

And it sucks, 'cause,

like, you know,

I just wanted Violetta to give

me a chance and get to know me.

But I ended up making out

with Tony and whatever.

with Tony and whatever. He's really hot.

He's really hot.

All right, time for work.

[bleep] my life.

Tia and Jessica,

I think that we should all just

stop talking [bleep],

because all that's happening

is people's feelings

are being hurt.

And that's immature.

From now on,

if I hear something,

I'm just gonna ignore it.

'Cause realistically, I look

like a small-minded person

if I constantly feed

into the gossip around me.

Nice meeting you,

even though sometimes I

can be really standoffish.

No, you're nice.

Oh, me too.

My face looks really mean.

It does kind of look like--

you have a resting b*tch face.

Bye, guys, I'm going to work.

Bye, Violetta.

Good-bye, everyone.

I'll miss you.

Bye, V, I love you.

She's a real peach today.

Did she say bye?

I guess.

Okay.

I'll see you guys later.

It was nice to have you.

Thanks for not throwing

our stuff over the balcony.

You're welcome.

Or just leaving it

in the trash.

Bye, it was nice meeting you.

Bye, Jason, thank you.

Bye, doll, be safe.

Thank you, I like your boots.

Thanks.

And another two bite the dust.

Those Sarasota girls

Those Sarasota girls are [bleep] weird, dude.

are [bleep] weird, dude.

I do have an eating disorder.

And if I can honestly do

anything from this experience,

it's to help people

that are similar,

like me know

that they're not the only ones.

At the very end of the day,

you need--

I need help.

Everyone needs help

once in a while.

That's why we have friends.

I'm not gonna

be ashamed of it anymore.

And I'm not gonna be defined

that way, because I'm not weak.

that way, because I'm not weak. I'm not a victim.

I'm not a victim.

Next time onReal World...

Oh, my god!

[screaming]

Hey!

Yeah, buddy.

I'm so fed up with you, I

don't even want to talk to you.

I don't touch nobody

else's [bleep].

I'm slipping back into my

old ways.

Shut the [bleep] up!

Bruno, your brother's here.

Bruno, your brother's here. Oh, my god.