29x06 - First Love Fools

[bunniefuu]

- Previously onreal world...

- We're going on a trip. - Sweet!

- This is bonding right now.

- I feel like we've known each other forever.

- Me and tom are great right now.

- Oh, yeah. Everything is smooth sailing.

- Hello?

- You're gonna come live with us?

Now I have my ex

And then my friends with benefits.

[Bleep].

- I'm about to jump in the shower.

You want to come? - Yeah.

[Giggles]

- Damn, that was real quick.

- I still have emotions for her. It's hard to let those go.

I don't know if they'll ever go away.

- It shocks me that he started

A relationship with somebody, honestly.

- I think it's so soon.

- I'm freaking out a little bit inside 'cause she's here.

- Two months before I moved into the house,

Hailey and I hooked up.

- I still have feelings for him,

And it's hard for me to see him and jamie together.

- I'm in a really bad situation right now.

You know I hate relationships.

- Do you not want to be in a relationship?

- That's what I'm trying to think about.

- ♪ All the people in the house ♪

♪ Put 'em up like what ♪

[Techno music]

♪

♪ Put 'em up like whoo ♪

♪ All the people in the house

♪ Put 'em up ♪

- Shoulders, head...

- Wow.

- Oh. - Whoo.

- Everything just got turned upside down.

- I loved what we had, man. We were finally getting along.

- We knew what we were getting into

When we signed up for this,

That we were gonna leave them.

You know, this isn't what I wanted.

It's not what I signed up for. - No, it's not, at all.

We are all now living with our exes.

I don't know if you know what that means.

Whoo!

What's about to happen?

What are we gonna get hit with? We don't know.

- I'm having an allergic reaction right now.

Look at my upper lip.

Do you see it? - It's swelling?

- Mm-hmm.

- No, not really.

- Well, I can feel it.

Would it make sense if I said

I don't want to be boyfriend and girlfriend,

But I want to be in a relationship?

- No.

Maybe, yeah, kind of, but no.

You're either single, or in a relationship,

Boyfriend and girlfriend.

- See, I don't like that title.

I hate that [bleep].

Ladies, why do you guys need

A title so bad on something?

Why tie yourself down right away?

- What did you and hailey do?

Sorry to revert back to that,

But what did you label yourself as?

- Boyfriend and girlfriend.

- So why do you have a problem with me?

- I've been in relationships afterwards, after her,

That I just never titled boyfriend-girlfriend.

- Tom and jamie drama.

Ding, ding, ding, I knew that was coming

Because when you give a girl a title of a girlfriend

And then you take it away, hell might just break loose.

- Why can't you just understand

That I don't do the boyfriend-girlfriend thing?

I don't do it.

I don't do it. - You did it already.

- It makes everything so much more difficult,

And it made everything so much more difficult.

- No, it doesn't. - Not to you, to me.

- Then don't [bleep] be with me. Oh, my god.

- Then that's it. That's it.

That's what's gonna happen.

- I'm hurt on all different levels.

I want to be in a relationship with tom.

It's like, it's--it hurts. It sucks.

- If I knew that y'all were dating,

I would not have come, but i--

Why?

- Do you want me to leave?

Because I really care about you,

And I have to deal with you

After we leave here, you know?

And I don't want to ruin what we have,

And I feel like that's what's gonna happen.

So do you want me to leave?

- I want everyone to go home,

Besides the original six.

- I can't sit here and live happily

Knowing that he doesn't want me to be here.

- You should just be strong and stick in there.

- ♪ Must I always be known

♪ As the one who sleeps alone ♪

- Where are you goin'?

- ♪ Must I always be known by everyone ♪

♪ As the one without anyone

♪

- Will you talk to me, please?

- [Groans] mm-mm.

[Groans]

- [Sighs]

- It's just like emotion and anger everywhere,

All throughout this house right now.

- Well, okay, as soon as you guys

Walked through the door of the lake house,

You knew that was gonna happen.

- I know, it's just like--

I'm just--i'm tired. I'm tired, like--

- Things will be better.

All right.

All right, let's just eat here.

- There is nothing in my body that told me,

"Oh, maybe they're gonna bring

All of our exes into the house,"

And it just feels like there are people

Who are invading, like aliens, into our space.

- I didn't get a kiss in freaking days.

One--day one... Day two...

Three... Four...

Five... Six...

[Laughs] - I'm really tired.

- Oh, that feels really good.

Oh, just keep doing that for a little while.

Okay, deeper.

If this is a show all about exes,

There's nothing wrong with it from my point of view.

- Relax. Relax your body. Relax your body.

- While we're living together,

And while we're both attracted to each other,

Why not make a little fun fling out of it?

[Sighs]

Gives me goose bumps on my legs.

[Bottle squirts] ooh.

- [Hums]

♪ Hoo, oh, hoo, oh, hoo

♪ Hm, hm, mm, hm

- You holding up okay? - Huh?

- Are you holding up okay? - I don't deal with drama.

And my way of dealing with drama is singing about nothing.

[Singing wordlessly]

- [Laughs]

- [Continues singing]

- Tom is a really sweet guy,

And I don't think he really knows

How to deal with relationships with one girl,

Let alone two.

- Like hearing him say that, you know,

He doesn't want me to be here,

And he thinks I'm here just for tv, like that's--

- No, it's not personal. It's not personal.

I love seeing jenna, believe me.

Ask him how happy I am she's here.

- Yeah, and I said the same thing to lauren.

- It's right back to the same life that we've all had.

- It has nothing to do with you guys,

Really, like you as a person.

It's more of the whole overall vision of what we had.

- All this did was just take our dreams

And just shot 'em down.

If you wanted to twist things up,

My god, did you accomplish it.

Tom's freaking out.

- ♪ Hoo, hoo, hoo, hoo

- He literally like doesn't know what he wants,

And it's making it really hard on me,

And I'm trying so hard to be mature

And stay out of it, but I can't help

But feel emotional about it,

Especially when they're broken up now.

- What? Wait, tom and jamie broke up?

- Yeah. - Yeah, at the park.

- They're not together anymore.

He's totally out of his element,

And he doesn't know how to handle it,

And that's really all it is.

- You think he broke up with jamie for no reason?

Like he just--

No, he broke up with her because he's confused.

- Yeah.

- Tom. Whoo!

That boy is going through it right now.

He can't do right by anybody.

Obviously, there's still emotion there for you guys.

He still has feelings for you, and they're strong,

And that's what's throwing him through this loop.

- What?

- I would appreciate it if you didn't, like...

Like why are you acting like this?

You don't need to act like this.

- Don't tell me how I need to act and how I don't need to act.

- I'm just saying you don't need to.

You can. You do you, girl.

- I am doing me. - I know.

- My wall is coming up completely right now.

I'm feeling extra c*ck, and I'm not gonna lie,

I kind of like seeing you squirm.

- So nothing I say is going to convince you?

To not have labels.

You're gonna do you as a single person.

You're not gonna even think I exist.

If you could get over that,

It would be fine, but you can't.

Don't say I didn't try.

- Coming up onreal world...

- She took a pregnancy test,

And that's definitely a scary subject.

- Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm.

- Man-child!

- b*tch.

- I think you need to shut up right now.

Do something productive with yourself

As opposed to making a fool out of yourself.

- Yeah.

I'm ready to go now. I've been up since :.

I couldn't sleep, maybe because I live in a house

With people, and everybody has their exes here.

- I've never lived with ten other roommates.

No. No.

Why would that happen? Why would that happen?

Ten people? I don't--oh, god.

I don't even know how we're gonna get on buses anymore.

Lo, we have to go 'cause the bus is coming like right now.

- So who went to the gym?

Cory, tom, jenna...

- Yeah, and jay. - Just the three of them?

Oh, and jay. Okay.

- ♪ We can't keep fighting, I won't keep fighting ♪

♪ We can't keep fighting the dawn that's undecided ♪

♪ I can't stop lovin' I won't stop lovin' ♪

♪ We can't stop lovin' ♪

♪ The fire that keeps us comin' ♪

- This is so gorgeous.

- Oh, that's so cute.

- This is better than going to the gym.

- I hope things work out between you and lauren.

- Me too.

I think we're friends working on being together.

- We've been here before. - Yeah.

I at least want to have a connection

Like you have with the rest of the people in the house.

- [Laughs]

- It's been a little while. - I felt something.

It would be nice to be in love again,

But I'm not gonna push it.

- Love is so rare. Love is like something

That has to be worked on. - Yeah, exactly.

I think everybody has their own perspective

And take on love.

Like I'd almost rather be cheated on sexually

Than see my boyfriend just cuddling with a girl.

That's way more devastating, taking away--

- That's what I like have tried to tell cory.

Like I would rather have it open, in my face,

Like, "okay, like I'll hook up with somebody else,

"And we won't connect on that emotional level,

But at least I'll know."

- Just so you hear it from me,

There is no emotional connection.

- Yeah, that's what-- - just so you hear it--

I know he's probably told you that,

But you need to hear that from me too.

- Yeah. Well, that's why I never was threatened by you.

Honestly, like i-- - no, I'm glad.

- In the beginning,

Like, you know, "[bleep], me and jenny

"Are strictly, like, friends with benefits.

"Like, I talk to her about you. She talks to me about brian.

Like, that's what it is," and I was not like--

I'm like, "whatever, like, have fun.

"Like, have sex. Fine.

Like, make yourself happy."

- It's awkward, but it is what it is.

I mean, it's the truth. I-i don't lie.

The whole idea of cory and I being friends with benefits?

Well, that went out the window.

- When you're fwbs-- friends with benefits--

You learn to not get that attachment

Because of situations like this.

- Boys are like puppies. You have to teach them "no."

Like, you have to--

You don't give the puppy food when he begs.

You give the puppy food when he brings in the newspaper.

- Yeah. - No treats.

You get dry food. No wet food for you.

- [Laughs]

- Let the dog go to the dog food that he wants to eat.

- [Laughs] okay.

- That was a weird analogy,

But it makes the most sense.

- Is this what you still do now?

- I was in new york,

But now I'm gonna go back to michigan,

And I'll get a salon job there.

- You have flow, bro.

You can like put your hair back,

Make it look like a white boy haircut.

- You could pull that tommy-tom. - My hair's done everything.

I used to have cornrows.

I used to have it short, buzz-cut--

- I can't believe you used to have cornrows.

- How long have y'all known each other?

Both: since seventh grade. - [Bleep].

- Since seventh grade. - We grew up together.

- Man, the lauren and cory story.

I don't know if we have enough time to talk about it,

But let's rattle it off.

Her coat falls down the high school bleacher.

And I took this as the opportunity

To go in for the k*ll, you know?

So I grabbed her coat, brought it back up,

Puffed my chest out, and I was like,

"Here you go, lauren," and right away, you know,

We connected, we bonded.

We found something deeper than what we thought.

- You're like a married couple. - It's ridiculous.

- Seriously, we are like a married couple.

- So I need to start worrying about me.

Why worry about what he's thinking or doing

When I have this to work with?

So, san francisco, get ready,

'Cause jamie is single

And she's k*lling it.

[Techno music]

♪

- I want to get all their phone numbers,

And I can't.

I normally would. - I can.

- Then [bleep] do it for me!

Do it for me.

♪

- I'm single, super confident.

I'm at the club, looking good

In my little, tight black dress.

- I can only imagine how you feel.

- And then I get the feeling of, "mm, there's tom."

And it sucks, 'cause I'm just like,

"I don't want to talk to any of these guys in this club.

I want to talk to tom."

- I know.

- I don't think hailey is as innocent as she seems.

I think she is smart.

- I know.

She is here to get back with tom, end of story.

- If I were jamie in this situation,

I would not be happy to see me.

She probably hates me right now.

[Laughs]

- ♪ She's the belle of the ball ♪

♪ Cream of the crop

♪ Mirrors all over the wall

♪ And now all the lights are flashing ♪

♪ And all of the people dancing ♪

- Most girls that I know,

When they get the title taken away,

They will do whatever it takes

To make you feel bad for taking the title away.

- Wait, wait, wait.

- Jamie should not be mad at me right now

Because I have told her that I have nothing for hailey.

She needs to not freak out

About stupid little things all the time.

♪♪

- It--it sucks.

- ♪ Baby, that's just a warning ♪

- Jamie, hannah's on the phone.

- Yes! That is the b*tch I need to talk to.

- There's your baby-- - oh, my god, hannah.

Hannah's my best friend from back home.

I've told her, step-by-step, what's been happening

With me and tom, and she's the biggest--

She knows me inside and out.

Hannah. - What?

- Tom broke up with me. - What?

- All the ex-- all the exes moved in,

Tom broke up with me, so I got super hot tonight...

- Give me the phone. Give me the phone.

Hannah, let me tell you this.

- Ew! Get off the phone.

I don't want to talk to you.

- Just understand--

- I'm talking to hannah right now.

Hello?

- That [bleep] right there really makes me livid pissed.

- Why? Because you already--

You--mm-mm. Okay.

It doesn't matter. - Li--livid [bleep] pissed.

- You were the one that started it in the first place.

- No, no, no, no, no. I don't want to hear about it.

- We're not dating, so why does it [bleep] matter?

- Because I [bleep] care, that's why.

If hannah's gonna be a b*tch like that,

The way she just talked to me--

- She has literally only known you treating me like [bleep]!

- Why not try to be fwbs?

Hey, hey, hey.

- Mm-mm. - Yeah, "mm-mm."

That's a good answer when you don't have a [bleep] answer.

"Mm-mm." - No, [bleep] you, dude.

You broke up with me,

But you're still [bleep] caring about [bleep].

- Mm, mm, mm, mm, mm, mm. - Okay, grow the [bleep] up.

Stop.

You're being a [bleep] manchild.

Stop.

Manchild.

- b*tch.

- You did this to yourself.

- ♪ And I can't shake this feeling ♪

♪ Irrational, impetuous, intemperate ♪

♪ I'm blind with rage ♪

♪ And I can't shake this feeling ♪

♪

- You okay? - Yeah.

- I love you so much. Like, you know that.

[Phone line ringing]

- Yes, I am. -Hola, mamacita.

- Hi! Are you liking it there?

- It's nice being able to hang out with cory

Because it feels like a little piece of home.

- Now, this is gonna just make you

Want to have cory for your boyfriend again?

- No, mom.

He's gonna go to l.a. Afterwards.

I gotta go to michigan.

My family's worried about me living with cory

Because he's put me through hell and back for so long.

And they've seen me break. They've seen me fall.

They've seen me go back. They've seen me cry.

- Well, don't have sex with cory while you're there, please.

- I know. I know.

- 'Cause, you know, he'll pressure you

'Cause he always does.

- They kind of know that I am

Going to fold a little bit,

And I am going to get close to him again on certain levels.

They just don't want me to let my guard down completely,

And I don't want that either.

- Stay safe. Be strong.

- I'll call you later. - Okay.

- Love you, mama. - You do that.

- All right, bye. - Love you too, bye-bye.

- You could have moved to l.a.

You could have went to l.a. And been with me.

And you said, "no, we're not ready,"

And I was like, "yeah, you're right."

So once this comes along, you leave everything you have,

And then you show up for this.

But before-- before all of this,

You wouldn't have did that.

- You don't understand.

When I was doing my [bleep] in new york,

You wanted me to come out to l.a.

Tickets are $,, and I was making good-a*s money.

And now, I miss michigan and want to go back to michigan,

And I'm ready for that, so I'm--this is--

This was my way out and to be with you.

I had this great opportunity to come to this show

And see cory and catch up with him.

No matter how much I try to get over him,

He's still that go-to person for me, I think.

- It's, like, I don't understand

Why we can't just spend this time together

And enjoy each other's company,

And then later on down the road,

If we decide that that's what we want

When we're both ready to commit...

- So you think over the next three weeks,

You will not fall for me again,

And I will not fall for you again.

- No, I never said-- - and we live with each other?

That's gonna happen. - I know that.

At the end of everything, I'm like,

"Oh, it's gonna be different. Oh, things are gonna change,"

And I get attached to you all over again,

And then you [bleep] break my heart every single time.

- I'm concerned about lauren.

Is this really what I want?

Am I really ready to jump into this with her?

I can hate that girl for two days

And love that girl for eight years, you know?

Like, no matter the hardship that we go through,

I still care about her, and it sucks.

- So where's the place we're going?

- Playland. - Playland.

- Playland. - Okay. Okay. Okay.

Okay three times. Okay, okay, okay.

[Techno music]

- Yeah. [Claps]

That's what I'm talking about, girl.

- Oh!

- What is goin' on?

- I piss people off every now and again.

- You take the title back, I am single, b*tch.

Thank you.

I got a question.

Did you get, like, even slightly jealous?

- It bothers me, a lot.

[Techno music]

♪

- Hey, remember when we was talking

About, like, maintaining consistency, and like--

You know what I'm talking about?

- You remind me of my father right now.

- You remind me of, like, an adolescent child.

Jenny's energy level's over the top.

At first, I'm cool, but when it gets

To a point where it's just like she's--

Tongue out, just all over the place

And gettin' everybody's attention,

It leaves her open to find herself in situations

That are not productive for our relationship.

- America. [Bleep] yeah.

- What is jenny doing?

[Laughter]

- Wow.

- She wins the award for the strangest person

I've ever met in my entire life.

- He's going outside to get her.

- This is gonna be interesting.

- You can't chill out for two seconds and make yourself do it?

- I just wanna be myself for just a minute.

- Hey, look at me. Look at me in the eyes, though.

- I'm tired of bringing myself down

From a ten to a-a six all the time for you.

- But you're at a . You're, like, a .

Slow down a little bit for me.

Can't you compromise that a little bit?

- No, I'm not going to compromise who I am--

- You don't have to compromise who you are as a person.

All you gotta do is make an even balance.

- Because this is-- this is--this is--

This is a one-package deal, bro-bro.

If you don't like it-- - all you gotta do--

All right, if you like me, and you're interested in me,

All you gotta do is just bring it down--

Tone it down a bit,

Because if I'm not around to grind, and bump on,

And everything like that, and act crazy with...

- I'm not grinding and bumping on nobody.

- There's somebody you're gonna be--

Like when you first got on the show, I wasn't there.

Who else did you do it with?

- Cory. - Exactly!

It makes me feel like I'm not as special

Because you can multiply your partners,

You know, just-- and stack 'em.

- And who do I always come back to?

- After everybody has had a ride.

- That is so [bleep] rude.

- When brian came into the house,

I thought that this would be a great opportunity

For us to work on our relationship.

- [Scoffs]

One minute, you possess this personality--

- You never know what you want.

You never know what you believe or think in.

You're always confused.

- You have multiple personalities.

How am I supposed to understand and--

And feel like I'm comfortable and safe with that?

- "After everyone's had a ride." - I'm sorry.

- [Bleep] you. - You're right, [bleep] me.

- Don't get--no, no. - I don't--i don't--

That was out of context. - What's going on?

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, I do not need this drama

And this tension coming in right now.

What's going on?

- The issue is is I'm trying

To make a compromise with her and meet her halfway.

- Well, then, find another girl that's more reserved.

It's not gonna work if i-- if I have to sacrifice

Who I am as a person to make it work.

If brian truly thinks that I'm not girlfriend material,

Then he should mosey his little pretty a*s

Up to a cooking class

And find himself a little betty crocker.

I'm gettin' really irritated,

And I just need to get away from you right now.

[Upbeat music]

♪

[Indistinct chatter]

- [Groans]

[Phone line rings]

- Hello? - Hey, dad.

- What's up? - I guess I need your advice.

I cannot be % boyfriend material with this jamie girl.

Like, I can't do it.

I'm down to be friends and whatnot,

But I can't have titles right now or none of that.

And apparently, if you're a girl, that's not allowed.

So she wants to literally make a wall,

Distance herself from me.

Like don't even-- it's like I'm not even there.

- [Laughs] oh, boy. - What?

- I mean, it's--

Things with girls just always aren't easy.

- [Laughs] tell me about it.

- Just leave it open, and whatever happens happens.

I mean, why do you have to decide today

What's gonna happen in three months from now?

- Yeah. - You know, maybe you end up

Really liking her, and she really likes you,

Or maybe you don't, but in a way,

It's the same advice I've always given you.

Go enjoy life, enjoy the people, and don't--

Try not to get hung up in--in the fray.

- That's what I keep tellin' myself.

- Jay, look what I wrote.

Oh, quick, before it melts!

Jay! - Why'd you just do that?

- "Jay is a--" you can't spell.

And now it's on national tv that you cannot spell.

- That's just how I spell it.

- That's not right, though.

- You're a "looser." - I'm looser?

- A looser.

And I spell "cheese" c-h-e-a-s-e.

And then I spell "chinese" c-h-i-n-e-a-s-e,

'Cause it looks better.

And I spell "potato" with an "e."

That's it. - [Laughs]

How did you get past third grade?

- [Laughs] shut up.

- Brian, what's going on?

- Man, it's just I go in and out

Of these emotions with jenny.

You know, one moment, she can be very--

Really in tuned with my chemistry

And I feel safe with her.

And the next minute, she's just--

Jenny, talking about [bleep],

Rippin' people's clothes off with her teeth

And [bleep], you know?

I don't feel safe like that.

- What would make you feel better?

- If we can stay on a consistent, stable,

You know, vibe where it's, like,

We're just having fun together-- and I'm getting jealous,

'Cause it's like, I'm seeing her having--

You know, I'm thinking about her having fun with cory

Before I came here, and me and her,

I'm not really feeling it at all with her.

- Like, when fights continue,

Like, it poisons the rest of the house.

- Exactly.

- So it's like I have a role as a roommate

To, like, come in and say like, "hey, guys,

"How can we make it easier

For you guys to get better?"

- That's why I don't want you screaming at me

For everyone to hear in the entire house...

- I'm sorry. - 'Cause everyone immediately

Stops talking and feels awkward.

- I know, I'm sorry. - So don't do that stuff.

- I feel--i feel awkward when you know you're pushing me

Out of my comfort zone and you're ignoring it.

Like, I know sometimes--i know you can feel me out, but then--

- Did you fill out that thought record?

- I began to, and then-- - okay, you need to finish that

Because you're going in circles--

And you're-- and you're getting off-topic.

- I'm having a pretty good conversation with arielle.

You came in here and k*lled it.

- A thought record is a chart that you fill out

When you're feeling emotionally challenged.

Brian, a lot of times, acts way more emotional than me.

He's like an avocado that's getting ready to be too ripe.

Like you just-- if you squeeze it

Just a little too tightly,

It'll bruise and it'll ruin.

- You don't deserve my emotions.

I don't know why I give 'em to you.

And then you want to get all close to me

And feel safe with me, "oh, baby," and you want me

To be there emotionally for you and [bleep].

- Remember when you were saying

You don't want to look like a fool on tv?

That's what you're doing right now.

- I think you look like a damn fool.

- You should stop talking. - You're just a head case.

- Then how about we just not be together anymore, okay?

- [Mocking] "how about we just do this, 'kay?"

- You're pushing me to a level of insanity.

- Don't wave that knife around while you're talking to me.

Youareinsane.

- I think you need to shut up right now.

You're embarrassing yourself and me.

Go into another room and fill out a thought record

Or do something productive with yourself

As opposed to making a fool out of yourself.

Act your age, not your iq.

- Where's that thought record at?

- I said shut up!

[Matt pond'shuman beings]

- ♪ Come on, you animal

♪ We can make it right

- You want to go talk? - Sure.

- ♪ I see you

♪ And I know you can see me back ♪

- Okay, so there's a lot to talk about.

- Okay. - So I thought about it,

And then I called my dad up.

My dad was like, "don't be that person that,

"You know, really likes someone

"And really enjoys hanging out with someone

"But thinks about the future way too much.

Be that person, basically, living in the now."

And I really, really like spending time with you.

You make me happy, you make me smile a lot,

And I would love to take the title as your boyfriend.

But just know this:

When we are in here,

I'm not gonna be super lovey-dovey with you

In front of hailey 'cause that's disrespectful to her.

- Do not break up with me again,

'Cause that will be the end of our friendship and everything.

- Fine.

- Like, this is, like, your last chance.

- I will give %. - That's all I ask for.

- It doesn't matter where it's been--

That's the past--

And it doesn't matter where it is going to go--

That's the future.

I like to just be in the relationship

As of now, happy now.

- I would hope for it to be successful, until--

- It has been a successful relationship...

- Okay.

- Because I've learned, so therefore,

I would call it a success.

Great success.

- Great success.

- ♪ You have to believe in

♪ The human beings

- Boo! - [Gasps]

Don't! - [Laughs]

- Oh, my god.

- That's why you're gonna look like a fatty on tv,

Eatin' pizza in the shower. [Both laugh]

What are you tryin' to do today after the interview?

- Something outside.

- We could take, like, a cable car...

- Oh, yeah! - Into the city.

- Sounds good.

- ♪ When we were little, we never needed anyone ♪

- We look great today.

Oh, we're getting on here. Come, come.

- This is my first time on a damn cable car.

- Isn't it fun? [Giggles]

Are you having fun?

- ♪ Could it get any better

- Look at how beautiful that is.

- ♪ I'm being young again ♪

♪ Young again

- Lauren's my comfort blanket.

I've opened up to her.

She's part of my family back home.

She knows me better than anybody.

I've hurt the girl too many times,

And I realize that, and I've grown from that.

I can't live in the past.

I can only try to dictate the future

And try to do what I can do now.

- ♪ Look out, look out, you should come right now ♪

♪ All the way close, later into your house ♪

♪ Look out, look out, you should come right now ♪

♪ You're young again, young again ♪

♪ So let's dance ♪

♪ Young again, young again ♪

♪ Young again

♪♪

[Bell rings]

- [Laughs]

What are you doing?

- Just trying to find somewhere to put my body.

I don't really think that there's anywhere

I can go right now other than right here.

- Let me ask you this,

What do you want to get out of being here, for real?

Be honest.

Do not tell me "to support me"...

- I mean--

- 'Cause I know you want to support me.

But other than that, what's the deal?

- I'm just super confused because all of these

Old feelings for you are re-hatching in me right now.

And, honestly, like, I don't like watching y'all date.

It makes me jealous. - You were my first love.

Like, our entire relationship is what I perceive life to be.

- What do you mean?

- I don't trust women.

- And it's because of me? - Yeah.

- Why?

- 'Cause you lied to me about something huge in my life.

When it came to my virginity,

I wanted to lose my virginity to another virgin,

And she told me she was a virgin.

Come to find out that she lied to me

About not being a virgin, and that--

That's what really crushed me.

I've just been dealing with that forever.

- I-i had no idea.

Like, why haven't you come to me about it before?

- Pride.

Just know that I was hurt by you.

You know what's helped me to get past me and you?

Don't care.

Just don't care.

- I can't do that. - I could.

- It's like this crazy love triangle,

And jamie and I are the victims

And he's the evil dictator

Trying to have his cake and eat it too.

Oh, and also, he has some toppings

Sprinkled on back at home waiting for him also

Like puppy dogs.

- When we see each other, you feel that fire.

You feel that spark coming right back.

- ♪ So, yeah, uh

♪ How can I say it so that you will understand? ♪

♪ You know that I'm trying to hit it ♪

♪ And baby, you sittin' there pitchin' it underhand ♪

♪ And all of a sudden, it's back to when I was your man ♪

- I want to get it in, man.

This girl, you know, she's sexy.

Our sex game, we're on point.

We know each other's bodies better than anybody,

So our sex is like damn fireworks.

I'm ready to get it going.

- ♪ We play ex games

♪ I just can't stop playin' these ex games ♪

- I'm, like, out of my mind.

I'm just gonna get in trouble.

- [Laughs]

- Ow, stupid a*s, you just stabbed me

With both my earrings.

- [Laughs]

- Living with somebody, all the stupid [bleep] comes out,

And you just get on each other's nerves

'Cause you're together so long.

Stop.

There's no escape.

I've never lived with her.

It's an awkward spot to be in.

- Yeah? - We [bleep] lived

With each other for, like, two years.

It's good that we have people to talk to

That are going through something similar.

- Right, well, every one of us,

It's a different awkward situation.

But in a way, it's all similar,

And everybody's gotta get on the same page.

- Ooh! - Oh, you're annoying.

Oh, you totally popped my knee.

- I didn't think you would really fall.

- [Laughs] - oh, my god.

Oh, my god, I had all my weight on one leg.

- You know...

- Yeah?

- You know what I'm talking about?

Sometimes I feel like that energy's still there,

Like you guys kind of miss it, having fun together.

You know, I like to feel like the main prize,

You know, with the--

With the person that I'm interested in

And thinking about getting-- becoming sexual with

Because I emotionally care for you.

If I emotionally didn't care for you,

Like, I wouldn't give a [bleep]

'Cause I've invested so much with you.

- Mm-hmm.

- Jenny and I have experienced a lot together,

So I'm worried about what cory and jenny have experienced.

They've slept together, you know,

Touched up on their wild side,

So I'm worrying how it's comparable

To what jenny and I have experienced in our past.

That's why it takes time.

You know, I gotta completely understand that,

You know, you say you've severed this tie

And there's a clean cut, and all that stuff,

But in your head, you know that.

But in my head, I don't.

- Okay.

Thanks for talking to me about it.

- You're welcome.

- ♪ Ooh, whoa, oh, oh

♪ I gotta get back to the place that I belong ♪

- [Sighs]

- Right down here to the right's a walgreens.

- I just want to go by myself, though.

- Tell jamie and cory. - Aww.

- Why, you feeling sick?

- Because I need to go by myself?

- You can--you'd have to run in by yourself,

But I want to ask if you're feeling sick, though.

Huh? - What?

- Are you feeling sick?

- I just need to go in by myself.

I am going to the drugstore

Because I woke up and was nauseous.

But, like, I didn't puke or anything.

Like, I didn't--

I just--

I just want to be reassured

That everything is okay and that I can enjoy

The rest of the time here.

Hi.

- Were you missing your period?

- No. - Okay.

- I'm supposed to get it this week.

The thing is, like, it just was weird

That I just was like, "oh--" - were you feeling weird?

What was the intuition to go get a test?

- Um...

I felt like I was getting fat.

Okay.

- Lauren is taking a pregnancy test.

I'm a little nervous for her.

That's definitely a scary subject.

- Um, the test...

Says positive.

- Don't go away.

This episode ofreal world continues right now.

- I am...anxious

And nervous and scared.

I never thought this would happen to me, ever.

Ever, ever, ever.

It just doesn't make sense.

- I could see on--

On lauren's face, something's wrong.

What?

Why are you--

What?

What? - Nothing.

- Come here. 'Cause I know you're not.

- [Sniffles]

[Cries]

- It's really bad?

- No. - Yes.

- No. - Yes.

- No. - Yes.

- Why? - I can't tell you.

- Yes, you can. - No, I can't.

- 'Cause I'm getting really upset now.

Hmm?

- Oh, this dude hides in the bushes.

Don't jump out.

- Hey, you. - Oh, my gosh.

[Laughter]

He probably just has a blast doing that.

We didn't really get that scared, did we?

- Maybe I'll-- - watch, watch.

Watch, cor.

He'll get that couple right there.

- No, they-- [screaming]

[Laughter]

Got 'em. [Laughter]