26x04 - Hair Razing Arguments and Sticky Situations

[bunniefuu]

- Previously onthe real world...

- Byron, listen, I wish your girlfriend was single.

I hope that you're a good guy.

I love your girl.

- This away thing is starting to wear on me.

- I'm sorry.

- Yeah, it's really--

It's really starting to get to me.

- Is it locked?

- Hi, I'm having sex.

- Guh!

What's going on?

- What the [bleep] just happened?

We got to change roommates.

- You know what, nate? You're pathetic.

- Oh, my god. - Pathetic!

Get rid of me, man. Get rid of me.

- What the [...], Bro?

- It was like a volcanic eruption,

And we noticed that that happens

All the time when you drink.

Like, you turn into somebody else.

- Are you sane? - I'm sane.

- Okay.

- I'm gonna start going to therapy,

And, um, curbing the drinking.

- I need to apologize for being such a h*m*, and I'm sorry.

But you know we're best friends.

I want to go to a g*y bar with you and sam.

I honestly want to.

- This is the true story...

[Laughter]

- Of seven strangers...

- Greatest idea ever.

- Picked to live in a house.

- Don't tell me what to do.

- Work together...

- And have their lives taped.

- The house is on fire!

- To find out what happens...

- You guys are so gross. - Wow.

- When people stop being polite...

- Make a move. I'm going to explode.

- And start getting real.

-The real world. - San diego!

- I'm driving to my first therapy session.

I'm embarrassed that it had to come

To going to see a professional

About whatever problem it may be about.

About anger, about drinking, about...

"Aloneness." I don't know.

- Come take a seat.

- It could be helpful.

I hope it will be helpful.

But it's embarrassing.

- Let me show you. You took this crazy test.

- Yeah.

- In which you answered all these crazy questions.

- Yeah.

- We end up getting a profile

Where we divide your personality into ten dimensions.

So here's what your profile shows.

You're a really smart guy.

You're a sensitive guy.

You're high energy. You're independent.

You're excitement-seeking.

But you're going through life--

This profile suggests that you're going through life

A little on edge,

As if you're ready to fight to protect yourself.

And you have a vulnerability to using alcohol.

So tell me what's happened,

And then I'll see if I can put this...

- With--here?

- Yeah. Why are you here?

- You know, I kind of had a little bit of a meltdown,

And I got...

- What's a meltdown?

- I got kind of violent, I guess, when I was drunk.

- You got angry. - Yeah.

It was never punching or anything like that.

- Well, what-- what made you so angry?

- What made me angry was just, like,

The fact that some of my roommates

I guess don't-- don't get it, don't understand--

Aren't intolerant of alternative sexuality.

- You're sensitive. You're a really nice guy.

You're also an angry guy.

- I know, and I'm confident that I do not--

That I can control myself,

And that this isn't an issue with drinking

As much as it is with issues with people in the house

That can be worked out.

Because I'm--i'm aware of the ramifications.

If I screw up again, I'm out.

- How come that you feel like you have to protect your

Territory as if you're under siege or attack?

How come?

- Maybe I do have some, like,

Compelling problem that needs to be--

Do I think so? No, I don't.

- I'll tell you what my hunch is from the testing.

I think that my role is to help you

Not get yourself in conflict unnecessarily.

- Okay. - You're very talented.

You're extremely articulate,

And you get yourself in this conflict

With potential to humiliate you.

That's dumb.

- Mm-hmm. - You could do it better.

- I know. I mean, I'm disappointed in myself.

I know. I know I can.

- I really would like, as a coach,

For you to be able to--

When you leave our therapy after six weeks--

That you ask for forgiveness and win people's trust well.

You messed it up,

But you have a chance to make it better than ever.

I mean, you-- this is a double chance.

So that's gonna be the trick

If I'm successful as your coach...

- Mm-hmm.

- That can you stop going through life creating arguments

When you don't need to.

I think I can help you with that.

And it's gonna be interesting.

- Okay.

I'm beginning to realize that, like,

I need to stop being so defensive and so combative

And making conflicts out of seemingly nothing sometimes,

Just because I'm trying to defend myself from criticism.

That's not healthy.

This is something that I can get help with.

It's really encouraging,

And I have a lot of hope for the sessions to come.

I'm ecstatic that it went as well.

- Thanks, sir. - All right, bye-bye.

- All right. - Take care.

- Oh, my god!

I just fed a birdie.

Today, we're going on a monster yacht

To go deep sea fishing, and I am stoked.

- We're gonna be targeting calico bass, sand bass,

And barracuda in the kelp.

We're using anchovies.

Have you guys never seen an anchovy live?

- It stabbed me [bleep].

- Eat it. - Bite it, nate.

[Women scream]

- Oh, my god.

- Oh!

- [Retches] I'm gonna throw up.

- Over the rail.

- [Retches]

- One down.

- I can't believe nate just ate a fish.

I understand you want sushi,

But anchovies that still flop around is not good sushi.

- Oh, did you see that?

Whoa, no way!

- Look at 'em all, dude. There's so many.

- How bad do you want to jump in the water with 'em?

Jump. Jump.

- ♪ Bring back those summer vibes ♪

♪ Get together for good times ♪

♪ Leave your troubles all behind ♪

♪ 'Cause it's another summertime ♪

- Oh, I need help!

Aah! This is like giving birth!

- Left hand in front of the reel.

Follow your barracuda.

- [Laughs]

- Ooh, it's heavy.

- Don't touch my bait, you [bleep] bird.

I'll beat your a*s. [Laughs]

- Oh, I got a big one.

- Hey, vegetarian.

- The girls have definitely taken over.

We are catching everything.

I'm not just sitting there with no fish like zach.

- How are you guys all getting bites?

I haven't gotten jack [bleep].

- Come on, fishies.

- These are all of their eggs?

- All of them. Both sacs.

These and these to go together. Here.

That's--that's awesome right there.

- Let's make [bleep] fish babies.

- I swear to god, I'm the crazy son of a--

Sorry.

- [Laughs]

It's nate. He is a goofball,

And I love watching it.

I like--i-i enjoy the nate show.

- [Retches]

- Oh, look right-- right in front of you.

Right there.

- Oh, dude.

- Oh! Wow. - Look to the right.

- Thar she blows!

- Hey, nate.

- Oh, my god. You are the kool-aid man.

- Oh, yeah.

- Nate, he looks like a cherry, he's so sunburnt.

Do you want to come, or you want to stay in?

- I totally want to go.

- Do you? Are you sure?

- Really? - Yeah.

- All right, so you need to shower?

- Yeah. I've never been to a g*y bar before.

I want to go to a g*y club

Because I need to stare the beast right in the mouth.

- Are you all right? - Am I all right? Yeah...

- You're just too sober, huh? - Yeah.

- Here it is.

[Electronic music]

- Oh. Oh, oh, oh.

I first walk in,

And I see a dude in a "naner" hammock

Just dancing around and being...g*y.

I mean, this is what I need to do, though,

So I just need to just go. Just go, just go, just go.

[Electronic music]

♪ ♪

- Nate, mr. Magic, he does what he does, and he does it well.

- How are you guys?

Priscilla, what's up?

I'm so impressed with nate

For the fact that nate brought home two girls.

Hello. That's awesome.

- What?

- Duh.

- Yes.

Who's your daddy?

Say--say crystal.

You can do it. Don't be a little b*tch about it.

Say it [bleep] louder.

- Crystal.

- Louder. Say "crystal"!

- ♪ Stupidfacedd ♪

- Where's nate at?

- ♪ Stupidfacedd ♪

- You love it.

♪ ♪

- ♪ Stupidfacedd ♪

♪ Stupidfacedd ♪

♪ Stupidfacedd ♪

- Nate's just hammered.

That's the only way

You can describe nate's being right now.

- Nice meeting you guys too.

Have a good night. Be safe.

- Of course.

- Coming up onthe real world...

- [Bleep] you for saying that. Seriously.

- Cool. - Hey, come on, man.

- You are not a part of this house!

Don't talk to me right now.

- Ooh, I really like this color.

- Do you like that? - It's really cute.

- So the four of us girls, the ladies of the house,

Are going to get manicures and pedicures today.

- You're really excited about this, aren't you?

- I've never done this before.

Byron's is coming today,

And I just cannot wait to see him.

Why not doll myself up for my boyfriend?

I'm so excited for you guys to meet him.

Ooh, I'm so excited.

- I feel like all the boyfriends I've had,

I just, like, didn't like ever. Like, at all.

[Laughs]

I hate them, and then the second they ignore me,

I'm like, "wait a minute."

- You realize you care.

- Wait a minute. Yeah.

That's so funny.

- I'm not quite the girly-girl, but I love to do this.

My--my dad and I go. My dad and I go together.

- Really? - Yeah.

- I forget that sam's just one of the girls also,

And even though she doesn't, you know, like boys,

And she doesn't dress girly,

She also wants to have fun and just have a girl's day,

And I love that.

- Do you do any designs or anything?

Like, with, like, glitter or something?

- I was with byron literally -

Before I came to this house,

So I've just missed his presence,

And I really, really missed

The little things like holding his hand.

I'm so excited.

I don't think I've ever been this excited to see somebody.

Over the past couple weeks,

We get into little fights on the phone.

I think that it'll really help for byron

To just see what's happening.

[Knock on door]

Baby! - [Laughs]

- Oh, my god. - Oh, my god.

I'm so glad.

It is like a breath of fresh air to see byron.

- Look at you, all done up in the morning.

- It's for you.

- Oh. Oh, I missed you.

- It's so nice to be next to you.

[Acoustic guitar playing]

♪ ♪

- Yay.

♪ Sitting on the roof ♪

♪ And my boyfriend's finally here ♪

[Laughs]

♪ I miss your brown eyes ♪

♪ Miss your long hair ♪

♪ It's not so long but-- ♪

I don't know. I can't freestyle.

[Laughter]

- This town is, like-- it's so, like, just...

- It's kind of like venice.

- Yeah.

- Excuse me, sir.

- Hello!

- Sir. One of those big dippers.

Yeah? Cool.

Do you have cash, baby?

Yeah, dude. You are getting messy.

[Indistinct chatter]

- I never get to see you.

- I know, baby. You're just super sticky.

- My hands were clean earlier, and you wouldn't hold them

'Cause you said you had water bottle,

But you have two hands. - [Laughs]

Come on, baby. I think it's cute.

- Not cute enough to hold my hand.

- Babe--babe, look, if I had barbecue sauce all over my hand,

I wouldn't expect you to hold it.

- Byron and I argue.

We get into little fights over...over silly things.

- I'll hold your shirt.

- There's definitely been a lot of tension since I've been here,

And we've never really been good at long distance.

I haven't seen you in a long time.

It's been a couple weeks, but it's felt like months,

And in can't help myself, because i--

Like, I'm gravitated towards you.

Like, I just wanted to hold your hand,

And you didn't even want to hold my hand

When my hands were not popsicled.

I feel like he's kind of taking the tension,

Like and his stress about the distance out on me,

And I feel like being here

Is really hurting my relationship.

- One of my roommates is ,

And she's got fake boobs, and she's mexican,

And we're going to a barbecue at her house.

- Will you help me?

You know, I just want to do a few curls.

The time's come that everyone is going to meet my family

For the fourth of july,

And I am so, so, so, so excited.

[Indistinct chatter] - okay.

- There's a lot of room back here.

- What do you think about byron?

- He's perfect.

- He's perfect? Is that what you said?

- He's nice, though.

- He is. They're, like, pure.

- They make love through music.

- [Laughs]

- I just really, really wanted to hold your hand.

That's it. I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm...

I, like, I have spent the past two weeks

Waiting to see you,

Counting down the days, you know,

Which have felt like months.

- It felt like months for me too, you know?

I am totally into you, baby, and it wasn't refusing.

It's just that you had sticky fingers...

- It was before I even had a popsicle, though.

I just wanted to hold your hand.

And it's, like,

I feel like you're constantly turning me down.

I feel like I can't do anything that will--

Makes you feel happy.

And it's been like that the past couple weeks,

Because I constantly feel like I'm messing up.

I will take all the blame. I'm sorry.

I feel like I'm doing everything wrong here.

- [Sighs]

He looks a lot different in person

Than he does in that picture.

- Uh-huh. - She's talking so much.

- They were arguing over holding hands

Or not to hold hands on the way home from [indistinct].

- No, they weren't. - I swear.

- Honestly, babe, like, if anything,

This you visiting should be making things better,

And things are just getting worse.

And I don't want to fight.

I feel like we're bringing out the worst in each other.

You're unhappy, I'm unhappy.

I'm really freaking out,

Because byron and I have been long distance before,

And we've gotten to this point of tension before.

I can tell that if things continue

To go the way they're going,

Our relationship is most certainly not gonna last.

- Today, we are finally gonna meet

The people who made priscilla.

I am so excited.

I just, like, I cannot wait to be around family.

- Mommy!

- My baby's here.

- This is my mommy.

- When I first meet priscilla's mom,

I think that it's her sister.

I don't know what the family relations are.

I thought her grandma was her mom.

I need a flowchart of names, faces,

'Cause I don't understand it.

- [Groans]

My god, baby. You look gorgeous.

- Uh-oh.

Mommy, they want to know my secrets.

I told them yours.

- What are all her secrets?

- You look at priscilla now,

You would not--i should have brought a picture.

I always called her, like, my little brown butter ball.

Obviously, she's dark skinned,

But she was like...

[Laughter]

- I'm just happy I get to see you.

I'm so happy.

- [Speaks spanish]

- I'm happy you guys are here.

- Everybody is excited to have some down home cooking,

You know, good mexican food,

Carne asada, guacamole, salsa,

The whole entire works.

♪ Fly ♪

- ♪ We're never gonna die ♪

♪ We're only gonna live forever ♪

- These people love tequila, and I do too.

- Yeah! Awesome.

Yes, grandpa, yes.

We had grandpa doing shots with us.

We have, uh, great grandpa doing shots with us.

All the aunts and the uncles.

I'm surprised some of the little kids with floaties

Weren't jumping in, grabbing some tequila.

- ♪ Fly ♪

♪ We're never gonna die ♪

♪ We're always gonna be together ♪

- Dude, I don't know how you are still going, bro.

- Nate's going hard tonight.

Nate is on a mission.

Nate's mission is to party as hard as he can,

And nate is drinking more than I have ever seen a human drink.

- Whenever grandpa said, "let's do another,"

I said, "holy [...]. This party rocks."

Yeah, I don't even feel drunk every , shots.

[Laughter]

Yeah, I need-- I need a lot more vodka.

- I love your roommates.

You know what? Your roommates are good people.

- They're so different. They're so interesting.

- They are. They are. - They're just such individuals.

- And they seem like good people, you know?

- It's nice knowing like I'm here today, and...

- And when I see you now living the life that you are,

With school, with your friends, with your family,

Just to know the closeness that we have...

[Sighs] baby, it's the world to me.

It's the world to me, okay?

- Don't you cry.

- I--i love you.

- Love you, too.

I'm so close to my mom.

It's not just that we're close because I'm young.

It's that we're close because we've gone through hard times,

And we've gone through great times.

We've never had anyone but each other

Since we were really young.

- I love you.

- I love you too.

- Yay!

- ♪ Just you and me ♪

♪ The way it should be ♪

♪ Feel young and free ♪

- Wow.

This is awesome.

Priscilla, thank you for tonight.

- Thank you, priscilla.

- Thank you.

- I love you, guys.

- I love you, guys.

- ♪ Feel young and free ♪

[Soft music]

♪ ♪

- We're on the balcony watching the fireworks,

And I look over, and I see nate crying.

And I don't know what the trigger is.

It's probably booze, to be honest, but I don't know.

I don't get it. It doesn't make sense.

- You all right? You sure?

- I go through life masking my emotions,

Um, but every once in a while, I'll expose my heart.

The losses that I have experienced

Just all came to a head watching the fireworks,

And it just all hit me.

You know, sometimes, it's just overwhelming.

[Sobs]

- We're all having a good time watching fireworks,

And, you know, nate just--

Out of the blue, just gets really emotional.

I never thought I'd see that side of nate.

- I've witnessed five suicides.

The first four suicides I dealt with

Were with my grandfather's immediate family.

The last one I dealt with

Is what all my tattoos are for.

And that's the one that hurts the most,

Is because he was my best friend.

[Sniffling]

What really upsets me is that...

Is that I didn't get to grow up with him.

Watching, like, a huge fireworks display,

I'm sorry that some people aren't here

To share this experience with me.

I just wish they were there.

And they deserve to be there, but they're not.

I didn't get to see my uncle grow up.

I didn't get to see my great grandfather see me.

I didn't get to see

Any of my other three great uncles grow up.

- I've known that nate has a lot more to him

Than is brought to the surface,

And I have a lot of respect for him.

I think he has a lot of depth to him

That he doesn't always show, yes, but it's there.

And I want so bad to be able to help him.

- I finally get why he's so positive and happy go lucky

And just really doesn't give a damn all the time.

It's because he's seen so much hardship.

- Group hug.

- Group hug.

- Oh, thank you, guys.

I appreciate everything.

- You know you can talk to us anytime.

- Thank you very much. - Of course.

- You're awesome. - Nate, you are awesome.

- ♪ Pain, pain, pain, you're not alone ♪

♪ Oh, you've been holding on ♪

- Oh, what is that?

- ♪ Won't you just let it go ♪

♪ Let it go ♪

- No! High five?

Whoop!

- Appreciate it. - Of course.

[Indistinct chatter]

- [Kisses]

- [Laughs]

- I want to wave bye to everybody.

- Bye! - Bye, guys!

- I love you guys.

- Bye!

- Bye!

- Bye, family! I love you!

- Do you feel comfortable cutting my hair?

'Cause if you do, I really want a cut today.

- Oh, can I cut it, like, right now?

- Yeah, if you actually feel comfortable...

- Yeah. No, I really do.

- All right, I'll just dip my head in the pool. Come on.

- Really, in the pool? - Yeah. Come on.

- Clippers are the... [Imitates buzzing]

And scissors...

I have short hair. I love my hair.

I would never, ever in my entire life

Let her get anywhere near me with a pair of scissors.

- Not too much.

- I should, like, start cutting hair as a job.

- Yeah.

- This just, like, makes me feel good,

Cutting hair and talking to people about their feelings.

- Mm-hmm.

Am I gonna get laid after this?

- Yeah. I would.

- Okay.

- I really expected to be a lot worse at this.

- Feels like you just cut off a lot.

Did you screw up?

- [Giggles] - you screwed up?

- No. - Yes, you did.

Why are so quiet?

- Because you get quiet-- you get scared.

It's funny. No. It looks good.

Okay, I think I'm done.

- Think you're good? - All right.

- All right, I'm not even looking.

I'm going in shower. - Can I see, though?

- I'm going in the shower.

Thank you, scrills.

- Oh, my god. I'm [bleep]...

- Can I tell him about the back?

- Oh, the back is awful.

- What about the bald spot?

- No, there isn't. No, there isn't.

- Stop. Turn around.

- I can't see.

- Oh, my god!

- Scrills.

I trusted one of my friends to cut my hair

Like I normally do,

And then I ended up with

Four good size holes in my head, so...

[Phone rings]

- Hello? - Mommy.

- Hi.

Do you need to use the phone?

- Yes. - Okay.

Uh, frank has to use the phone, so I have to go.

- Oh. Okay.

- Do you know why I have to use the phone?

I have to call my friend

And tell her to bring me more hats to wear.

- Love you. - Bye.

- Like, I didn't shave your head.

- Right, but that's what's gonna have to happen now.

- No, it's not.

- Can I at least get an "I'm sorry" or something?

- Hello?

- Hi, can I please speak with frank?

- Yeah. - It's for me?

- Thank you. - Hello?

- Bro! - Amanda?

Hang on one second, amanda.

Wait, can I just at least get an "I'm sorry"?

- I'm sorry. - Okay, cool. That's it.

- I didn't think you were gonna take this much off

And give me a bald spot,

And then laugh and be like, "oh, it's fine."

- 'Cause it's funny.

- It's funny to you? - It is funny.

- Okay, well, let's see if I cut your hair

When you're [bleep] asleep, and we'll see what's funny.

Well, I'm just saying. It's not funny.

- Okay, frank. - Whatever.

- All right. I'm sorry.

I unfortunately cut frank's hair incorrectly.

Me, -year-old left-handed girl

Who's never cut hair in her life.

- I don't even care about how I look that much.

I really don't.

I'm fat. I'm hairy.

I have pimples everywhere. I really don't care.

All I ask is that I don't have a [bleep] big head.

I'm not trying to make it worse.

I already have everything working against me.

- Oh, man.

- You know, I could have laughed about this

If I just got a casual, "I'm sorry. I [bleep]ed up."

That's all I wanted. - Yeah.

- I'm pissed.

I'm gonna go [bleep] ape [bleep] crazy.

All right, I'll talk to you later.

- Yeah, give me a call. - Bye.

It's not about the hair.

It's not about taking it personally.

It's just about, "hey, sorry. I screwed it up."

What am I supposed to do?

I have to go get my [bleep] head shaved.

- Fine, then get it shaved. Like...

- It just--it was just something out of respect.

Just, like, "oh, I'm sorry screwed it up." That's it.

- Frank lashes out drunk. Frank lashes out sober.

Clearly, frank has some sort of mental disabilities.

What do you want me to do?

- [Bleep] you for saying that. Seriously.

- Cool. Cool.

- Seriously.

You are not a part of this house!

Don't talk to me right now.

Please don't talk to me.

- Don't tell me what to do, man.

- Frank, I know you're mad, but get over it.

It's your fault when you let priscilla cut your hair.

- I think that you think we're all out to get you,

And now apparently you think I'm...

- Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me?

- I'm asking... - You know what?

It's cool. I--i, no, it's cool.

I literally--i don't have any words for you right now.

I don't. - That's fine.

- It's fine. I can't believe you.

You just shocked me.

- You guys want something to drink?

- [Indistinct] - mm-hmm.

- Miller's field, it's just got a all around good vibe,

And, you know, you can just kind of go in there and hang out.

- It's still beer!

- Good morning, guys.

Good morning.

- Rubber? - Huh?

- Oh, I want one.

- You can switch it out. - Interchangeable faces.

- This is so cool.

- Can I have one too?

- I have 'em in my car. You guys all want one?

- Yes. - Hell, yeah, I do.

- You want that one?

- A bar is an easy place to meet people

And make connections and network,

And I meet trevor and travis, two entrepreneurs.

They manufacture flex watches,

And these watches have charitable events behind them,

And, um, each color represents a different charity.

How much do you guys charge for those?

- These are bucks. - That's it?

- Yeah. - Oh, my god.

- I know.

- Damn, sick-a*s product for a little [...] Price.

I mean, it's a cool product.

It's cheap, and it's a good cause.

- Yeah. - I mean, holy triple threat.

There are so many causes out there that--

That's why I would love to do, like,

A suicide-awareness type deal.

My buddy from high school committed suicide.

Dude, you have no idea about half the story--

Like, that's what this tat's for.

He committed suicide, and, like,

I went through the hardest time of my life.

It made me who I am today.

- Oh, yeah. Yeah.

- Trevor and travis, you know,

They're doing great things with charities,

And maybe we could start one for suicide awareness.

Let's make moves together. Explode with me.

Let's do this.

[Acoustic guitar playing]

♪ ♪

- Oh, you got the wine.

I'm just putting some groceries away

So that we can share this bottle

Of my favorite wine that we bought.

But as I'm putting away groceries,

I guess byron pours himself a glass,

And goes out on sits on the balcony.

You just started drinking without me.

You didn't even toast me, baby.

- I did. I just did.

Got bored. I'm sorry.

- I feel like I can't, like, entertain him,

And I feel like during his visit

He's been really, um, just kind of, like, unhappy.

What do you want to do?

What can I do to entertain you?

- Baby, it's not--it's...

- How... - Hey.

- This whole trip, you've been completely blah.

What can I do to cheer you up?

What you want to do?

Do you want to go jump in the ocean?

Do you want to go...

- Baby, I just want to hang out with you.

- No, you don't.

You want to sit here and drink alone and be bored.

- Ooh, man. You are... [Sighs]

- Him sitting on the balcony, like, drinking this wine alone,

Saying he's bored, it just makes me feel really bad.

I just think that there's a really common

And obvious pattern in our relationship,

And that is this.

All I ask you is for those simple things

That cost nothing, like holding my hand

Or sitting next to me

Or, like, waiting for me to open a bottle of wine

So we can share it and enjoy this view together.

I feel really, really, really extremely unappreciated.

I can tell you right now

This relationship is hurting me so much.

It's all kind of accumulating

And actually starting to hurt,

Because now it's not only the big things I feel

Like are going unappreciated, but the little things.

I mean, it just sucks when...

All you ask for are little things,

And you can't have them.

- I know, it went by...

It's funny, because, like, before you came,

The days were going by so slow, and now...

- Two days just like that. Gone.

- Yeah, like, the time you spent here went by so, so, so fast.

- Mm-hmm. Just gone.

It's so pretty right now.

Look at that thing.

You all right?

- Mm-hmm.

- [Kisses]

- It's sad seeing byron go,

But I'm also really happy that he came,

Because I feel like, you know,

We worked on a lot of important stuff in our relationship.

- This sucks.

- I feel this new calm over the entire summer,

And I feel, you know,

Completely certain that we can make it through

This experience together.

See you soon.

- See you soon.

- Bye, baby.

- I love you.

- Love you.

- I love you more.

- [Giggles]

- 'Sup, bra?

- Trevor and travis, they manufacturer flex watches,

And for each different color,

There's a different charity that they make donations to.

Once they hear my story and my past and where I've been

And my relation with suicide,

They come up with the idea

That they can start me my own charity,

And we can do a big suicide-awareness push.

- It's all good, man. - Really?

- Really positive stuff, and we don't have anything like it.

- I'm % down to think of some taglines, and, like,

Just cool things that we can do with this

To get the campaign going. - Mm-hmm.

- I mean, is it pretty rare

For someone to just do it without any signs?

Like, or is it pretty common

For everyone to look back and be like...

- It's a process. They die slowly inside.

It doesn't just happen.

- You don't know...

- That's why you can't treat it like the boy's crying wolf.

You got to always treat it like, you know, it's real.

And some people are scared, 'cause, you know,

Oh, they don't want to talk to psychiatrists and stuff,

But, like, they need it. They need that help.

- I mean, the ultimate goal is gonna be to raise awareness...

- Yeah.

- ...for this, and help people who don't know about it.

- I'd come up with the idea to maintain an online blog

For people undergoing suicidal tendencies

Or self mutilation tendencies or depression.

It'll provide them an outlet to express how they're feeling.

The outlet is so people can go on here,

They can read other people's stories,

And they can say, you know, I'm still normal,

Because other people have gone through this.

- Live, laugh, love.

- I'm just really passionate

About where I can take this charity,

And now that I have this opportunity,

I'm just over-filled with excitement.

Yeah.

- Today is my second therapy session.

I will never let priscilla

Ever come close to my head again

With any sharp object.

That set me off and almost, you know,

Jeopardized my position in the house.

And I do need to learn to stop being so ready to go,

Running in with my fists up.

It was uncontrollable.

I was not in my head, and so I was--i was pissed.

I went off.

I now have looked at myself,

And seen that I've really [bleep]ed up,

And, like, I don't want to go back to that.

- That's great.

- I just don't. I mean, I just--

I really don't, but I just--

I'm learning to roll with it. Slowly but surely.

- So that's really gonna be the big issue for you,

Is how can you keep going--

Maintaining your core,

Not getting hijacked by external events,

Because your mission is to use your high intelligence

To do some good in the world.

- Mm-hmm.

- And the moment you allow yourself to be hijacked,

You'll lose all your credibility.

- Mm-hmm.

- And I think you're going to do

Something very important in life.

I--i would-- I would bet on that.

If your impulse-- your occasional impulses

Don't carry you off into some crazy place,

You'll do some great things.

- Talking with someone who is extremely intelligent

Feels so healthy and so refreshing.

Thanks, man.

I have a lot of power

To be a positive influence,

And I don't need to fight for every single little thing.

So I need to stay positive

If I am not going to be the angry g*y in this house,

So fingers crossed, you know?

- First time you see the grand canyon,

Crying is acceptable.

Seeing the sunset over colorado rockies,

Also acceptable.

You shed a tear, first ten-point buck you sh**t,

Shed a tear of happiness.

- [Laughs]

- Fourth of july, absolutely acceptable.

[Laughter continues]

- Any sort of expl*si*n, excitement tears.