02x03 - Revelação

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Thank you for seeing me today, Alice.

Of course! How are you today?

Well, I'm getting better
with the anxiety issue.

The exercises you taught
me helped a lot. Oh, really?

And...I think that now I can talk.

So, how was it?

It was essential.

I feel I can even trust myself more.

And...I understand that it
will be a slow process, right?

Small achievements. That's right.

Today I can drive without
that sense of danger,

without panicking. Oh, that's great!

Good, it's nice to see you like this.

I mean it! That is the way to go.

That's it! I guess nothing
in this life, you know?

Nothing, nothing at all, is
permanent or unchangeable.

So...life is always in motion, right?

Sometimes you move
forward a little, go further ahead,

sometimes we need to
go back, a little further back,

to salvage some things from the past,

for a better understanding
of some things from the past.

It's a job that is done day after day.

With the resources that
we have in the present.

That's it! It's the work of ants.

That's right, I feel that...

...postpartum depression
has affected me to this day.

Although it has been a while,

to talk about it is still
an accomplishment.

Yeah, I can imagine. It is
because our body has a memory.

Our feelings, our emotions...even
our emotions have memories.

So...

Memories are important. They
made you who you are today.

You just don't have to let them
dictate who you are going to be, okay?

Do you want to talk about this letter?

BASED ON THE WORK BY NATHÁLIA SODRÉ

EPISODE 03: DISCLOSURE

♪Bye, bye, feliz cumpleaños...♪

What does "feliz cumpleaños" mean?

"Feliz cumpleaños" means "Happy birthday."

Whoa, do I smell tacos?

Hey, little boy? What's up? Mommy!

Yeah, what's up?

I'm glad you're home early, baby.

I managed to finish earlier.

That's great!

Hmm...

Your food smells so good.

I love it! Oh, is that so?

It smells like burning.

Oh, my God!

Look, I'll give you two five minutes
to wash your hands so we can eat.

Yes! Let's hurry! It must be
really good, huh, little boy?

Mmm...

Isn't my french fries done yet? Yes!

Get it for us!

Mmm, it smells good!

Put it on. Put salt on it?

Daddy, I'm very happy to be your daughter.

Thank you for being my father!

Come here.

Thank you, my daughter.

Have I ever told you how important you are to us?
No.

No? You are a gift in our lives, Aninha.

Do you know that? Yes, do!

Do you? Of course, you do!

The juice is here already.

Is it?

There, you can have it.

Can I? Isn't it yours?

Have that. You've made it.

Mmm! Does it taste good?

It's awesome!

Care to explain to me what you
are doing inside the refrigerator?

Luiza, you scared the sh*t out of me!

I just want to know what you are doing
in the refrigerator this late in the night.

You have to stop scaring me like this,
okay? My heart is pounding in my chest!

I'll scare you whenever I want, okay?

Okay. I just felt like
eating your burritos.

I noticed.

It's very delicious. You
caught me in the act.

Sure, it looks like you
haven't eaten at all.

Besides, it's cold, Valentina. Oh, but...

I'll make more for you tomorrow.

Okay, but only if you make cookies too.

Oh no, that's exploitation!

Exploitation? Mmm.

How about I pay you back with a massage?

It's tense here, huh?

Yeah, I don't have time to do yoga
because of the dance rehearsals.

Mmm, right there!

Wanting to guarantee your
cookies, huh, smart-a*s?

It's just that it suddenly got...

Uff!

...it got hot here.

Is that so? Mmm.

So, let's go upstairs, my clever wife!

Come on! Come on!

She looks great. Doesn't
she, Mona? She sure does!

Very natural beauty. Yes.

I think we could take the glitters
off the forehead, what do you think?

Sure, I'm going to take some of it.

Perfect. I'll just take a quick call.

Thank you, Mona!

Hey, Dad! What's up?

Yes, you can confirm it.

I'm in the middle of a photo
sh**t. Can we talk later?

Okay, that's great
then. Bye, see you later!

So, let's go back to it.

Whoa, you look great!

Since we have this very nice necklace,

put a hand on your lap to enhance it.

Yes, very empowered, more serious.

It's beautiful!

Hold on, I'm going to
take a horizontal one too.

Mona, you did a great job with
this makeup. It looks beautiful!

For the sake of us,
right? For the sake of us!

It's beautiful! Put your hand
a little bit here too, yeah!

You can do something a little lighter now,

a little less sensual, maybe a smile.

There! If you want to close
your eyes...that's great, too!

Perfect! Hold that chin up!

Congratulations on the campaign, my child.

The pictures are amazing!

Thank you, dad.

I'm very pleased with the results.

And, as it turns out, so are they.

Because, I've already gotten a
new proposal to do another campaign!

Oh, I knew it!

I'm so proud of you, my love!

You're doing it, right?

I don't know. I'm thinking
about going back to law school,

maybe opening a new
business... Of course! Of course!

I think it is a terrible idea!

I love it when you activate
your "playful Valentina" mode.

It reminds me of you as a child.

That genuine smile in
your eyes. Just like now!

Little by little things are
settling down, you know.

Taking shape again.

And I'm feeling that confidence
that everything is going to be okay.

Time heals everything, my child.

Everything.

Well, I spoke to Igor recently.

He told me that you
were worried about Luiza.

Yes, but Luiza has been in therapy and
this has been fundamental at this moment.

We've been talking a lot.

It does me a lot of good,
and I think for her, too.

I'm glad that you are getting along again.

Yes, little by little
everything is getting better.

I can't believe I didn't
bring my jersey. Look at that!

I brought my Corinthians
case. I bought it yesterday!

Corinthians? I've never even
seen you talk about Corinthians!

Huh? Have you lost your mind, girl?

How long have you been a Corinthians
fan? Since now, all against Flamengo.

Come on, Corinthians!

Then I'm with you, let's
screw all these vultures!

Come on!

Hold on! Hold on!

Does that mean that I'm Flamenguista?

Very much, sister-in-law! You never were!

I remember the first time we
took you to Maraca to see Fla x Flu.

Seriously?

No way back. They k*lled it!

Come again? They k*lled it!

Oh, they k*lled it!

Yes, it was great.

You fell in love with
this great soccer team!

For these supporters and for me, of course!

Of course, for the
supporters, I can relate!

People, for God's sake,
look at the game over there!

Put it on for good luck.
I'll give you luck, you bet!

What's that? I feel it! I feel
it! They're going to score.

Now, people. They're going to score now!

This is Flamengo! I had
enough of this Flamengo!

I want more!

Fix the flag! Take this out of my way!

I wanna sing! I wanna sing!

Go ahead, sing!

Look, look!

No! No!

This is it, come on!

Take it from there! Take it from there!

It was a goal, a Corinthians goal, yeah!

Your son will be Corintiano!
I'm going to kick her out of the house, eh!

There! There! I'm with you on that!

You were Corintiana, huh,
Luiza! You were! You were!

Stop! Stop that!

Easy, people!

Come on! Come on!

Come on! Look! Look at there!

This is Flamengo! This is Flamengo!

Do you miss the old Luiza?

What do you mean?

Well, the one you fell in love with.

But you're the Luiza I fell in love with.

Yes, I know that, but...

...I'm talking about Luiza from the past.

I know we're starting over.

I know we're doing well but...

don't you miss the way things were before?

Luh, can I be honest with you?

It was never easy.

But knowing that we are getting along
again is something that comforts me a lot.

It was tough, you know?

To realize that I had built a
story with the love of my life,

and then, overnight, this
story seems to be mine alone.

And I've been trying to cope
with everything, I've been trying

not to freak out.

And, above all, to
create a safe environment

to make you feel better,
to make you feel good.

Wow, I...

I imagined it was hard, but I
didn't realize it was so much.

Hey, it's okay!

Gradually things are getting right.

And I won't deny that it was
turbulent and chaotic at the beginning,

but I always had the feeling that, in
the end, everything would work out well.

So when I look at us today...

...I'm full of hope, you know?

Of...of will.

I'm sorry for all the rudeness.

I'm sorry for all the
unnecessary situations.

It's just that sometimes
it gets really hard.

I know.

It's alright. You don't
have to carry this burden.

I'm the one who should be thanking
you, because look what a good thing:

You let me into your life again!

I'm very lucky!

You're my person.

You're mine!

And I never cease to amaze myself
how I can love you more each day!

Come on!

Did you bring the bottom?

Yes, I did! Did you?

When I tell you to run,

you run without looking back, OK?

Pinky promise?

Three, two, one...

How nice! Is that so?

Do you think it's cool to catch
me off guard like that, Valentina?

I can explain, I swear.

Be my guest then!
It was all the little boy's idea...

Little one!

Our son is obedient, Valentina.

Didn't you tell him to run
when I woke up? He did!

Luiza, calm down. Let's negotiate.

Mmm.

I'm going to give you five minutes to
get out of my face before I take a shower.

Otherwise, I'm going to k*ll you.

See?

I think I, too, need a shower.

I'm coming with you!

You're grounded, Valentina! Go
take a shower in Leo's bathroom.

"My Luiza, we are going
through our evening,

as a woman, our body, our self-love.

The tabs, as well as being
physical, are emotional.

My soul is at a loss as
to how to ask for help.

The child is born and he is here.

But how to deal with the
love that wasn't born together?

Don't they say that when you
become a mother you learn to love?

My chest feels empty.

I don't even have the courage to
share any of this with Valentina.

Her love for Leo
overflows through her eyes.

Why can't I feel the same?

One day they teach us how to love.

Will love also be born?

Will I ever belong to myself again?

I feel a deep sorrow for Léo."

God!

My God, how could I not see that?

Oh, Luiza!