02x01 - Silêncio

[bunniefuu]

Wait. Wait. Wait. Wait.

What happened?
Are you alright?

We need to talk.

And I’m…I’m growing
the ba*ls for a while now.

What's wrong, Luiza?
You can tell me.

Promise you won’t judge me?

Luiza, you're worrying me.
What's wrong?

I’m pregnant.

Stop touching me!

Luiza, calm down!

Luiza, get out of the car!

Get out of this car now!

Come out of there, Luiza!

Mom is awake!

Look who’s awake.

Everything alright, my dear
sister-in-law? You woke up just in time.

I'll ask Valentina to prepare
something for you and then we can…

Igor, she has just woken up, and
you already want to force food on her.

Oh, you're so dull today, aren't you?

Come on now, little boy.

Let's go before we get screwed.

You scared us to death, baby.

But thank God you're all
right now. You’re home.

Should I trust you?

EPISODE 1: SILENCE

Luiza?

Luiza?

Luiza?

Sorry.

I can’t, Alice.

What is it that you can't?

I can't stop my thoughts.

There's this fear in my chest,
and it feels like my feelings

don't match what I'm going through.

It's comprehensible, right?

You just got out of an
accident, so naturally,

your thoughts are restless and confusing.

But you must share them, okay? Even
if you don't know how to express them.

Everything is so chaotic.

How can a person manage to
have such conflicting feelings inside?

It’s very challenging, but...

... it’s natural, it’s part of being human.

The essence of the human being
consists of opposite emotions and feelings.

It's made up of opposition.

So... I think it sort of works as a...

...as a driving force for our development.

We have so many
conflicting emotions within us

and all we need is to know how
to handle them all, understand?

And then sometimes
I...I pretend it's a game.

And the main goal of this game is

to balance the intensity of these
feelings in every situation of your life.

This will help you
to live a healthier life.

I feel like I'm running,
and running, and running,

and even though I feel
exhausted, I can't stop,

I can't trust.

I get it.

And what happens if you stop?

If you trust?

I'm afraid of not making the right choice.

Okay, here's what we're going to
do, I'll teach you a breathing exercise.

I think it will help you control
your anxiety, is that OK?

It will also help to create a room in your
head, so that you can have more clarity.

Okay? It will help with
your emotions as well.

You will cross your fingers like this,

bring your hand to your chest,
inhale, and exhale deeply.

And as you breathe, you hit
your hand on your chest like this,

if you feel more anxious, you...

...you hit faster, and if you feel
less anxious you slow down, okay?

But tell me, how are you?

It's quiet. Nothing happens.

I don't know how to handle
this situation anymore.

I feel like I'm living a deja vu, you know?

Well, my sister,
sometimes life has a way of

playing tricks on us
in the form of learning.

So that we can build a better future, or
at least a better one than we have today.

Damn, but in these maneuvers of
life, I have already become a Ph.D.

Where's my credential?

I don't know where your certificate is, I
don't know what fate wants you to learn,

but whatever it is, "mission
given, mission accomplished."

Oh, is that so? Yes, even more
so for the Campos Albuquerque.

I trust you, my sister.

What's it? Who are you?

What have you done to my brother?

Hey, Luh!

How did it go in therapy?

It was great.

I'm going to take a shower.

Guys, look, how long are we hiding
this from Luiza? This is not right.

It's not wrong either, Carol. Huh?

It's a sensitive subject
and...it's not up to us...

But we're talking about my sister!
But, it's not how it works, Carol!

It's not how it works, Carol. Guys...

It's not up to you to decide that.

Valentina?

I need to go, guys.

See?

I missed being with
you like this, you know?

Have you?

A lot.

We know we have found our
person when silence ceases to be...

...an awkward situation and becomes...

...comfortable.

Like now.

I missed that about us.

Mom, you're disturbing me.

It's just that Mama loves
you very, very much!

But I'll let you play.

Léo! Luiza! Dinner is ready!

What's up, little one?
Where's your mother?

She's not hungry.

I told her that if she doesn't eat food,
she won't be allowed to eat dessert either.

Dessert is only for those who eat food.

That's right, little one. You said it well.

What about you? Are
you going to eat it all?

Good. Can serve you some rice then?

What's happening here, huh? What a fright!

What's that?

It's a TikTok song that Dad taught me.
Dad?

Yes, the dog howls and makes a heart.

The dog does it all? Yes! Yes! Do
you want me to teach you, baby?

No, thanks! No need.

But the skinny dog here wants you to
help her set the dinner table, shall we?

Aninha, I will get there first.

I will get there before you do.

No, no one will get there before me.
Look what I can do.

Aninha, help me with dinner, for
God's sake! Go do that in the kitchen.

Come on! Go on! Go on!

I'm cutting you some slack,
you'll be there first. Come on!

Hey? Psst.

That dog is so hot giving orders.
Is that so?

Yes.

This dog is looking forward
to howling in your bed later.

What's that? Lower,
you will wake Aninha up.

Igor Albuquerque, are
you trying to turn me off?

With you in my bed?

Never!

Mmm! This is smelling
really good, Luh!

I love it when you make Guacamole.

It is my favorite dish. The way
you season it is always so tasty.

Is everything okay, Luh?

I was pregnant, Valentina...

...and I k*lled our child.

Do you think it's okay?