01x05 - Episode 5

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Why are not you sleeping? What time is it now?

- Five.
- Go to sleep.

Can't sleep. Dad!

Help me get it all out of my head.

I don't want to go there. Nowhere.

I feel good here with you.

Please help me.

A lot of words. You will take a vow of silence.

Who does not sin in his word,

that person is perfect
able to curb[control] the whole body.

When the dark thoughts
come to your mind

you repeat the prayer.

Imagine that all your thoughts
one source.

The brain cannot think of two things at once.

Imagine the Birth of Christ.

Imagine Him.

Imagine how He raised Lazarus
the first time he entered Jerusalem.

Imagine being crucified.

Remember everything.

Everything you read, tell yourself in detail.

Imagine like Solomon the Silent
was silent for 23 years, locking himself in a cave.

How Andrei Rublev fell silent
for many years and could not even write.

Know that you are one of the few
silent now on earth people.

Love it in yourself.

After all, this is silence, Yur,

and there is God.

Are you out of your mind?

Mother Elizaveta, are you crazy? Auu!

It is cold here! Explain
what am i supposed to do here?

I'm going to freeze to hell!

What an idiotic punishment!
Can you just say?

Hey! Give me water, please, girls!

Well sip! Come on, come on, come on sister!

Come on, come on!

Well, where did you go!

Well, this is t*rture!

Tell Elizaveta that behind me
there are serious people

and sooner or later they will come for me.

Help!

Open that damn door!

Kefir forgot, run to the dairy store.

I don't run, I walk.

Is this how to go?

Hurry up, Masha.

Can I have curd cheese bar[syrok]?

You've already taken the gum, only one thing.

- Better chewing gum.
- Put the curd cheese bar in its place.

Gorgeous. Gorgeous!

There she was standing
and chosing - curd chese snack or chewing gum.

Two dozen curd cheese bars
disappeared last week

- And what?
- Nothing. Where did you hide the cheese?

What? I actually put it in place.

Yes? Where is the place? In your pocket, right?

Mash, did you take the curd cheese bar?

I won't even answer.
I chose gum.

- Yeah. I guess I hid it in my pocket.
- I did not steal your curd cheese bar,

- Why the hell I need it?
- Be more polite, Mash.

We had cameras set up on Wednesday. Let's watch?

- Watch.
- Let's just search her, that's all.

Well search. You were told that she didn't take it

- Do not touch me.
- Masha! Calm down, Masha.

- Did you eat your curd cheese bar, did not choke?
- Masha, be quiet.

- Well, can we go?
- And look at Grandma's bag.

- Let's take a look at the bag.
- Come on, look.

I was set up.

Bah, it's not me, honestly.

You set it all up, you b*stards.

- Stop it, Masha.
- I won't stop, bah. It is not me!

- Sorry.
- If you pay 20 curds,

- I won't call the cops.
- We won't pay anything.

- I'm calling the cops.
- We will pay, Masha, we will pay.

- Ba!
- Do not scream. What a shame.

- Come with me.
- Stop it!

- I got another one.
- b*tches, b*tches!

- Masha!
- It is you who will be here

steal curd cheese bars and choose
curd cheese bar or chewing gum.

And I will eat curd cheese bar
and chew gum, okay?

And I'll leave you too, I hate you!

And I'm going to hell out of this sh*thole.

Masha!

She wasn't threatening for no reason,
mother abbess Elizaveta.

People came, they want to take her away.
I swear I don't know how they found her.

Do you want a blessing? Here you are.

- Where?
- Who?

Are you talking about Maria?

She lived with us
and then she left - I kicked her out.

It will be a pity if you leave.

You, too, can be kicked out.

We all walk under God.

And who are you?

Mother, we need her.

She's ours, you know?

Hey you! She will go with us
in robe

Tell me where she is!

No, I swear I kicked her out.

She came, who, what, why - it is not clear.

Then she began to fornicate, corrupt
the sisters - I drove her away.

Look elsewhere.

Oh how the Lord will punish you
if you lie.

And you, son, do not teach me how to be with the Lord.

- Listen, now I...
- "Now" will come sooner

than you think

Holy God, Holy Mighty,

Holy Immortal,
have mercy on me, servant of God, Elizaveta.

Protect me with the power of the Honest
and Your Life-Giving Cross.

Protect me from all evil
visible and invisible.

Let God rise
May His gates be opened!

May all who hate Him flee from His face!

- Since you summoned people, speak.
- I didn't call you.

Two came from you
bandits. How did you call?

It wasn't me who called. It was me who was found.

Mother, it turns out,
too bad you did not give her away

- Are they still here?
- Go to the barn, don't be clever.

So you accidentally saved me,

you are my not so smar
benefactor

Yes, yes, it doesn't matter to me now.

I don't hear Him.

I don't know how to talk to him.

You didn't tell me anything.

Who are you to them?

Serial k*ller.

Stupid.

They want to k*ll me.

Let me out, I'll tell you everything.

Well, at least turn on the battery.

I'm very thirsty, give me some water.

Well girls, beauties,
Well, where are you going, you are women!

b*tches!

I said you should
have gone in open

Now you will go in a fur coat.

I was basically against this trip,
have you forgotten?

If they don't take me because of this,
I won't talk to you anymore.

I'll survive somehow.

We stand where we are, I'll come to you myself.

We straighten the hair, open the face.

We do not cover the chest with our hands.

We remove all hair back. We smile.

Hello. And who are you?

Hello. I'm a grandmother.

Great, grandma. Let's go over there.

A little faster, grandma, a little faster.

Okay, your number.

What are we doing? We smile.

I welcome everyone
let's applaud each other.

Today we have a special meeting.

You are very lucky
because with us today

representatives of one
from the world's top agencies -

this is an "Essay" from China.

This is your chance
for big contracts, girls.

So try to please them.

All because of this swimsuit.

If it's yours, you will be noticed.

- Still no results.
- When will they be?

I won't be able to sleep now.

And if they don't take me, will they tell me too?

- So, you are Masha, right?
- Yes.

Come on, they want to talk to you right away.

- Don't fuss.
- Let's go.

Grandma, a little more active. Thanks a lot.

Girls, don't just stand there.

Please. Please have a seat.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- Do you go to school?
- Hello. Are you in school?

Yes, in nine grade. But I can do it externally.

She goes to school, but that's okay.

We liked you very much
you have an interesting face.

He liked you, you
interesting face, very confident look,

great body and great legs.
So it's all right.

Can you go to China
for a few months?

Can you go to China
for a few months?

- Yes I can.
- Yes, it's all right.

You have to be ready for
that there will be new contracts ...

You have to be ready for
that there will be new contracts

and have to leave Russia
for several years.

Can I earn money for curd cheese snack and chewing gum?

She asks if she has enough for a gum.

Yes.

- What is your name?
- Igor.

Igor, please translate for everyone:

Masha has to finish school.

- Well, that's not how it's done.
- Bah, stop it.

You send us an official letter,

Masha's parents and I will discuss everything.

What kind of parents?
My dad is an alcoholic, and my mom doesn't care.

Do you understand what is being said
about big money?

- Masha will be able to support her family.
- Understand.

Thank you. All the best.

- Bah, you won't do it.
- Let's go. Let's go, they tell you.

Come down and eat.

Don't want.

- Go hungry.
- I'll eat at the restaurant.

- For what?
- For money.

Where will you get money?

I will buy.

- And what will you buy?
- For money.

Masha!

Father Barsanuphius!

Yes.

They came for your Masha. Who is she?

What, is she still living with you?

She says they came to k*ll her.
She is such a nuisance, take her.

- Where am I going to take her?
- I don't care.

She stirs up water at my place
dangerous people came after her.

She scares my sisters.

So, Liz, sit down now and listen.
me carefully.

Listen you, father.

Because of her, they almost deprived me of dignity[rank],

she wanted to set me up
before the Metropolitan.

And the man who came
almost strangled my mother.

- And further…
- What about Panteleimona?

It's my business.

She died.

So, that's the will of God.

Marya is with you now?

Have you done anything to her?

And this is the will of God.

They made me abbess
this is my cross and I have to bear it.

You started talking about yourself a lot.

I am who I am, father
and not without your help.

Hi to Yuri.

God forbid that he would not find out anything.

Lord, let everything be as You command.

let me hear you
and do the right thing.

Let him find strength

not to deviate from the path.

Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy...

Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy...

Turn it off please!

Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy...

Hot!

My queen...

- Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy...
- Enough!

- I can not do it anymore!
- Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy...

Enough!

Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy...

Lord, don't let me die.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I let
vicious thoughts in my head.

Save my life, I will
Your faithful servant Georgi.

I didn't ask you to k*ll me here.

I can't stop thinking about her.

I can't stop thinking about her.

Yes, I can not think about it, I say!

Well, open it, is it difficult for you, or what?

One two Three!

Seryoga, lost!

- Listen!
- Lucky in love.

- What? You are out of your bounds!
- Maybe you got already lucky?

Oh wow!

"Good morning".

"Deutschen Soldaten" [german soldiers].

Oh, she's one of ours.

Can I stand with you?

- Why are you going alone?
- Yes, why?

- How old are you?
- 18.

It seems, we are really lucky.

Is there a car-restaurant here?

- Do you have a cabbage[money]?
- No, I thought you'd treat me.

Are you serious?

Well, let me treat you here.

- Okay, can we go?
- No, no, you stay.

- Do not touch!
- What are you? Eat, sit down.

Okay, don't yell.

Loud, I say.

- Masha!
- Grandmother!

Yes, we were just kidding, what are you!

Masha! Masha, don't run away.

Mashenka, why are you running from me?

Masha, wait.

What, are you kidding me?

- Who do you think you are?
- wh*re.

Well, Masha, your Chinese will write to you.

No, never.

So, this was not necessary.

What? Well, it was a chance. Do you get it?

Chance, one in a thousand.

And who told you that they won't write?
Why did you decide so?

They won't write, and you will be happy about it.

Do you want me to live like this?
all my life in Dalnerechensk,

to be similar to everyone else, right? And I don't give a sh*t.

I don't know why you work
in your hospital, who do you help?

Drunkards and chavs,
who only think

how to get booze and f*ck cheaply.

- And you decided to do it for big money, right?
- Yes, they called me to work.

- Yes Yes.
- Yes, you know, at least for big money.

What's the difference how? What an idiot you are
you don't know life at all.

Faster Faster.

Faster.

Hello mother Elizaveta.
The Lord is merciful.

God is merciful, Father Gabriel.

Is Mother Patrickea here?

Of course, here.

Sisters!

The diocese has made a decision.

Mother Patrickea will now be
abbess of the monastery.

This is the will of God.

I thank Mother Elizaveta from the bottom of my heart.

And may the Lord be with you
and peace in your soul.

Continue to love and honor her.

Bless.

Show everything to the new abbess.

I already know everything here.

After all, 35 years here.

Do you have any other mess?
Be honest.

Everything is in ruin.

Sovereign, oh, it is so in ruini.
I blame myself for overlooking it.

I just wanted to live in silence
Pray to God.

And now I understand: we need to save the monastery.

God help you, mother.

Sorry! Where do I go?

Nowhere.

Live here and rejoice like one of the sisters.

- Can I have some water?
Bring her some water.

- Bring her some water quickly.
- Do not command. I'll bring it.

What's going on?

- That's it, go away.
- I can't go there.

It no longer concerns us. You can go now.

Well, at least give Panteleimona's things,
I will take them to the hospital.

She died.

What?

What did you say?

Choke on your holy water!

m*rder*r! You, mother Elizaveta, are a m*rder*r!

I will never enter here again.

Have you f*cked, Georgi?

What?

This is what I did.

So, because of you tomorrow I will leave forever.

Why don't you Love Me?
I have always been on your side.

Never betrayed you.

Like mom, like Alisa.

I've been following you all my life.

I believed in you.

It was you who made me.

I know.

But you forgot the most important thing.

Do you know what it's like to keep them?

I forgot to love them.

It will be better for you now.

This is my mistake, I have to fix it.

Sorry.

Damn it, when will it end?!

Well, what is there? Let's go.

- I'll give you tea, you'll wash yourself.
- Why did you send me there?

Path to monasticism --

it is a long journey and a conscious one.
I told you this.

Deliberate? And to lock up naked in the closet
for three days - is it conscious?

The whole g*ng of women
to bully one - is it consciously?

Panteleimona died because
an ambulance could not be called, -

is it conscious?

What, you didn't know
What is Mother Elizaveta doing there?

It's me, me, my fault!

She is my daughter.

Let's go,

and then you get sick and get into this ...

Groundhog Day?

I don't believe in these pictures of yours.
There is nothing like that in them.

When we were baptized, I thought:

"Finally, no one needs me."

Because everyone needs me in life.

Everyone wants to use me for some reason.

And here they used me and threw out.

Your daughter was bullied.

Self-affirmed - and to the trash.

I didn't know there are such people here.

I had one like this as a child.

Where are you from?

Dalnerechensk, border with China.

Someone had to just love
you. Parents?

No.

They are minor characters.

Masha, wait.

Has anyone seen a white girl?
Her grandmother is sick there.

The white girl!

Your grandmother is sick, do you hear?

Let me go, let me go.

She appreciated your beauty
loved unnecessarily

just for being you.

But that is not all. She then recovered.

And me by email
invited to Singapore for a year

for eight thousand dollars a month.

I then was supporting the whole family,
and unlucky parents.

And I took my grandmother with me. We have agreed to.

I behaved well, I came
on time - she did not interfere with me.

And when the contract with the agency ended,
they had a party.

Grandma stayed at home
I was asked to come at 12.

- What are you talking about, he is a maximum of 40.
- Yes, of course, he is half 100

Shut up, he's coming.

Hey Peter!

Well, Peter, I want tequila!

- I'm telling you, he's cool.
- Well, he's old.

You are fool. You think you got tons fo money?

They are running out. The girls say
in six months everything flies away.

And then again - in the "Pyaterochka"[supermarket chain]
for groceries with a discount.

- I will have a new contract.
- Maybe you will have it, and maybe not.

And three years later
nobody will need you

- He has a home in Switzerland.
- Yes, sure!

What is it? You suffer for a couple of years -- and that's it.
Divorced - and half is yours.

Do what you want with it
you can even give it to sick children.

Or even buy a wagon of coke for yourself,
or even education.

Yes.

Thank you Peter

This is Maria, my friend.

- Hello.
- Hello.

May I call you Masha?

Good to see you here.

Otherwise, there are only Chinese women here.

You look like an enchanting dream.

Do you want to dance?

- Let's dance!
- Yes!

Do you think I'm an idiot?

You think to divorce me and take away
half money from me, wh*re?

- Stop doing that!
- Back off!

- What do you think?
- Call the police!

- How old are you?
- 19.

Be my wife! Please!

Please be my wife!

- Screw you, freak!
- Screw you, Russian wh*re!

What the f*ck did you do?

sh*t.

Masha.

Do you want some tea?

Look at the angels

They are here.

Believe, believe.

What is your name?

Peter.

Peter Pan.

I have a surprise for you, Peter.

I am 16.

I have a surprise for you too.

I am 64.

You must marry me.

Crap!

I can die at any moment.

Come on right now.

And when I got back to the hotel

It was only then that I remembered my grandmother.

The receptionist said
that she was looking for me all night.

Damn pills, I completely forgot about her.

Well, I began to think about how to explain everything to her.

And I came up that menstruation had begun,
stomach hurts. I had to go to the pharmacy.

But I only thought about it in the elevator.

I open the door, the room is quiet.

I thought maybe she went somewhere.

Quietly.

Only the TV without sound works.

News.

And on the sofa, stretched out,
with a sedative in hand and a phone -

granny.

I k*lled her.

I didn't think about it at all after that.

Did my best
to escape these thoughts.

Married to this b*stard.

Lived with him, divorced.

I'm used to this life.

Every time, every days

I think: it is necessary to burn, burn, burn

and never think about it again.

Well, I'm used to it.

If only I called an ambulance
a day earlier for Panteleimona,

she would have lived.

But I, f*ck, didn't care at all
about anything except for my life,

And I couldn't save her.

Exactly

But you can't turn it back.

Sometimes with others
irreversible things happen

that change you.

And what is this house?

When I lived the worldly life
it was my home.

And now you can live here
as much as you want.