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01x25 - Episode 25

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "Go Ahead". Aired: August 10, 2020.*
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Show revolves around three non blood-related kids who became each other's family.

01x25 - Episode 25

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♪ Dear I feel tired ♪

♪ Sometimes ♪

♪ And I shed tears ♪

♪ When I’m alone ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Trying so hard to grow up ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Never stop moving even when perplexed ♪

♪ Be brave ♪

♪ Darkness ♪

♪ Is nothing but a lesson ♪

♪ Life ♪

♪ Teaches us ♪

♪ In a roundabout way ♪

♪ About how to be fearless ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Fly ♪

♪ Wherever you are now ♪

Go Ahead
♪ Let me join you ♪

Episode 25

Recently, you are

always unhappy.

Is it because

I didn’t allow you to go to Beijing?

Beijing?

Why is she going to Beijing?

I told you about that a few days ago

Didn’t you hear me?

I’m getting old. I forget about it.

You daughter

wanted to go to Beijing for two years.

I didn’t agree.

I mean

she can quit the present job

and make preparations for the civil service exam.

Being a public servant is great.

Stable, with good benefits.

How about moving back,

and preparing

for the civil service exam?

Don’t always

goof around with Tang Can.

You are becoming wild now.

Mom, this doesn’t work.

Li Jianjian moved out

for the sake of me and Tang Can.

Then can you still live together

after you all get married?

Then...

Anyway, not now.

Right.

Girls should also remain faithful to friends.

Qi Guoqing.

You should care about everything of our daughter

if you are going to pay attention to her.

If not,

don’t put a cat among the pigeons.

She’s already 25 years old now.

Can you pay some attention

to her future?



I think

we can consider it at her thirty.

Thirty?

It’s been too late then.

It should be the one she loves.

How could she know if she likes them or not

- since she even didn’t go out with them?
- Excuse me.

It must be because she watched

too many TV series in my opinion.

It’s hard to fall in love at first sight in reality.

What your mom said makes sense.

I’m going back today.

It’s okay if you go back,

but you have to take these books with you.

I especially bought for you this afternoon.

Civil Service Exam
Take them back and read tonight.

Here you are.

National Civil Service Exam Textbooks

Why am I led

by my mom again?

I’m not reading the books.

Wash your face quickly. Breakfast is ready.

♪ Like a breeze ♪

♪ A breeze with words to say ♪

♪ I see ♪

Mingyue!

You’re back.

Weren’t you the one who asked me to come back?

Are you back for packing things and moving out?

So will you go home?

OK.

Should I leave now?

Why are you laughing?

I’ve never asked you

to go home.

You said it yourself.

So...

So you are not mad at me now, right?

I’ve thought it over.

You were right.

He just doesn’t love me.

It’s not my fault.

Yeah, yeah, yeah.

You don’t need to get angry.

It’s not your fault.

And...

I was just falling in love unilaterally.

There’s a mistake.

Compared with

your embarrassment,

mine is absolutely no big deal.

According to my observation,

Ling Xiao and He Ziqiu

don’t know anything

about that yet.

So you are dating two boys

who live together at the same time?

I would never miss

such a wonderful story.

As the only insider,

I will see you with my own eyes

finishing the entire show.

How can you be so evil?

I’m so happy.

Please make way.

Why are you all so silent?

What’s going on

during the days I left?

Qi Mingyue.

The misunderstanding between us...

It doesn’t matter. There is no misunderstanding.

We are not that familiar.

It’s normal to have misunderstandings.

We are not like you three

who have grown up together

and never kept secrets from each other,

but always been open with each other.

Ziqiu!

Will you bring food

to your uncle later?

That’s right.

Those served in the hospital are junk food.

So I’d pay more attention to him.

Dad called me

to buy something and visit him.

What’s wrong with your uncle?

Cancer. He’s undergoing chemotherapy.

Could it be cured?

It’s alright. Since it was found early,

the situation is optimistic for the moment.

Good to know.

Mingyue, you are back.

Come for breakfast.

♪ Like a breeze ♪

♪ A breeze ♪

Let it slip from my mind.

Forget it.

What’s wrong?

Ziqiu!

You won’t force a kiss on me, will you?

Oh no.

What kind of person do you think I am?

How could I force a kiss on you?

What if

it’s the moment I’m not that calm?

You must be not in your right mind.

In that case, I will press

your head into the fridge

so as to help you calm down.

Amazing! Great answer.

It’s absolutely correct.

Well.

Were you setting a trap

for me?

What do you have on your mind?

You are strangling me.

I’m not.

Well.

Ling Xiao said you had a quarrel

with Tang Can last night.

What’s going on?

She swore at me first.

I didn’t mean to scold you.

I mean, Tang Can’s fingernails

are like those of an old witch.

You would certainly lose

if you had a fight with her.

You can find some dirty tricks.

What are they?

Tickle her for example.

She must be afraid of that.

Amazing! Great way.

Dear Jianjian.

Have you read the link

I sent to you yesterday?

That’s what

I’m going to talk to you.

Who wrote the article?

It’s far beyond the truth.

How could I become

the leading figure

of woodcarving of the time?

Who are the people I’m leading?

I paid someone to write it.

The two official accounts

have many readers.

Our studio now has more followers.

Over thirty new ones, you know?

This is the front page headlines

of the campus newspaper.

Right here. Read it.

Bo An University Newspaper

Post-90s Beauty Woodcarving Artist
This is only the beginning.

Li Jianjian
Later,

we’ll have official accounts and online media.

I’m now negotiating with them about that.

Oh, right.

The reporter

of our city’s Morning Weekly

called me back

and asked us to set up a time to interview you.

We have to do a good job

in propagandizing

our studio.

I will handle it.

You’re so great! Baby.

When did I say

I’m accepting the interview?

I have nothing to speak.

Cancel the interview.

Ms. Li.

You can’t do that.

The studio

is not completely yours.

Juan owns half of it.

As the partner,

you have to give priority

to the collective interests.

I said the truth.

Take a look at the article.

It’s really way too exaggerated.

Peng will get mad in case he saw it.

That the gains exceed the virtue

is a taboo for him.

Peng?

Her teacher Peng Yulin.

Mr. Peng

makes a lot of money every year.

Also he has been interviewed for many times.

So

he is the only one to be interviewed,

but his students can’t accept it even once?

Do you think you are hired

as the propaganda minister

or the manager?

You are just working for the studio.

Don’t you know that?

The boss said “No.” Can’t you figure it out?

Fine. Enough.

Why are you so cautious?

It’s in broad daylight.

Do you think I could be impolite to you?

Thank you, Xixi.

What’s going on

between you and Jianjian?

Transfer from Ling Xiao

Boring.

Holding hands?

It’s no big deal.

How about a kiss?

Don’t worry!

I don’t have you in mind for that.

I will stop if you really don’t like me.

I don’t want the others in the hospital

to know my privacy.

I swear

I will never tell others about it.

I’m going out for lunch.

Let’s go together.

Maybe next time. I need to meet a friend.

Bye-bye.

You really don’t need

to treat me with lunch.

Just order whatever you want to have.

I’m not good at ordering.

It doesn’t need any skills.

You will easily know whether you want to have it

by checking out the menu.

Won’t you feel it is hard to make a choice

while reading the menu?

There are always dozens of dishes on the menu.

When people go to a restaurant,

they will always choose

the dishes they are familiar with and like

no matter how long time

they have been pondering.

You won’t feel it is hard

if you can figure this out.

My mother always gives me the cold shoulder

because I only order the same dishes every time.

But your mother often went to seafood restaurants

when she bought others a meal.

Excuse me.

Order, please.

What would you like?

Steamed abalones with garlic vermicelli.

Spicy slat shrimps.

Fried calf ribs.

What do you want for green vegetables?

Water spinach.

Water spinach in this season

would be a bit old, wouldn’t it?

Fried lettuce. More garlic.

A pot of scented tea.

Thank you.

OK, one moment.

I succeeded.

My mother orders dishes like this.

You did a great job.

You are treating me a meal.

But you have to teach me how to order dishes.

I didn’t teach you.

I was just sharing my experience

with you.

You are the one

making a final decision.

That’s right.

I even can’t make my own decision

on ordering dishes.

It’s normal for you not to love me.

I’m indecisive and wrongly thought I’m favored.

You really don’t need

to treat me lunch.

I can understand that.

Since some time ago, I’ve found

that you like denying yourself

and blaming yourself.

I’m just examining myself.

You are great.

You only need to be more confident.

You said this kind of words

while in high school.

Why don’t you like me

since I’m a good girl?

If you are good or not

has nothing to do with

if I like you or not.

Those are different things.

You are right.

Actually it’s because I’m not good enough.

You are really a good girl.

How can I make friends with you

if you are not good.

Thank you.

At least I’m friend-zoned.

Anyway, I still need to review myself.

I think

I probably did do something

that’s not good enough.

No, not that.

It’s really because I’m not good enough.

No. Please allow me to finish.

I’m saying we are friends.

But at the beginning,

I made friends with you

for the purpose of using you.

During the years I studied in Singapore,

I was always

taking care of my mother,

sending Little Orange to school,

making food, and doing the housework,

except my learning.

I always got up several times every night

to check what my mother was doing.

Her emotion is unstable,

so she would do some

extreme things.

I was very tired every day.

Each time

when I couldn’t stand,

I asked you

what Jianjian was doing.

In that case,

I could be pulled away

from that kind of swamping life.

If that is the case,

I don’t blame you on using me.

I did all the things of my own accord.

You didn’t force me.

That you don’t blame me

doesn’t mean I’m not wrong.

I should make an apology. Sorry.

Forget it. It’s all over.

Actually, I am pleased to hear

all that you told me today.

At least, I was helpful.

You’d better say “Thank you”

to me.

Thank you.

My pleasure. Friend.

I have a question.

Please don’t mind

if I say it wrong.

We just knew each other for one year

before I went to Singapore.

And during that year,

we seldom talked to each other.

I really can’t understand

since when you fell in love

with me,

and why.

I began to like you

since senior one.

You were very gentle at that time.

And you told me

I was actually good.

So I began to like you.

All the time after that?

Why?

You didn’t know me at all.

I knew you.

You were really good.

We often chatted

on WeChat.

But you only talked

about Li Jianjian with me.

You never feel curious

about my life.

Also, you never asked about me.

I seldom talked

about my own things, too.

Do you really know me?

I knew you didn’t live well.

Anything else do I have to know?

Didn’t you want to know more

since you knew I didn’t live well?

I don’t think you

like me that much.

After you knew my feelings

for Li Jianjian,

you felt shameful more

due to some misunderstandings.

So you reached an agreement

with Ling Xiao. What’s it?

It’s kind of misunderstanding.

And we’ve been friends for years.

Also we will meet frequently in the future.

It’s fine now since we’ve made it clear.

You fell in love with him secretly

since in high school.

It’s okay since we’ve made it clear.

He likes someone else.

So you just quit like that?

Of course.

The greatest respect to the rival

is making oneself more capable.

How can you give up

so easily?

You’ve been in love secretly for nine years.

Is it possible to give up?

Miss, is there anything wrong with you?

Why do you like about Ling Xiao?

I’m okay.

Richer than you?

I don’t know.

Actually I was thinking about this

on my way back here.

Comparing with liking him,

maybe I prefer a secret crush on him.

A secret crush can be finished

and controlled alone.

You don’t need to pay out nor make a choice.

Every time

when I thought of him,

I felt happy and comfortable.

I really don’t understand

why there is a person liking a secret crush

and making things that complicated.

I also can’t understand myself.

If there is a nice guy

expressing his crush on you,

please

be in love with him

in person.

If you keep getting through like this,

your mother will take you home

and pick any men to marry you.

It’s really hard for us.

You are unlucky in love affairs,

and I am in career.

Look at Li Jianjian,

she’s lucky in both.

Her works have even been sold abroad.

Did you read the article?

The leading figure of woodcarving of the time.

She is an artist now.

But we are just nobody.

You are a contract labor

while I am a layabout.

We are not worthy of being her friends anymore.

Don’t say it that way.

Think it twice before speaking it out.

Li Jianjian.

You are eating the cake

in a retaliatory way.

I’m really afraid

you may get diabetes.

How did you know I am here?

I wanted to go to the place

near the back gate

and buy a small piece of cake for you.

I see.

I’ve finished.

Do you want some?

Okay.

I’m getting you a spoon.

About last night...

I didn’t think of it!

Oh.

I mean it.

Oh.

What did you mean by oh?

It means I see.

Then don’t act like that in the future.

Don’t you think it’s good?

Of course not.

I have some pimples on my mouth.

Don’t blame me.

It’s because

you stayed up late

and didn’t do exercises.

No. It’s your fault.

Fine. It’s my fault.

I asked Qi Mingyue out

for lunch today.

What’s the matter?

Apologized to her.

I’ve made everything clear.

We will meet frequently.

It may affect your friendship

in that case.

What’s wrong?

You’re not happy?

We’ve been friends for years.

But I didn’t expect Tang Can would be jealous.

There is no need for her to be jealous.

Our studio

just began to make money

from this year.

And we have always been tortured by the clients.

The works have to be modified repeatedly.

She must be crazy by envying me.

Well.

Don’t be sad.

Maybe she isn’t friendly

just because she’s unlucky recently.

I only hope

everyone is doing well,

the country is prosperous,

and the world is in peace.

It’s much simpler for me.

I just wish my family happy.

Not getting sick.

Yeah, that’s right.

Being healthy is the most important thing.

And?

And

♪ Like a breeze ♪
give birth to two babies

♪ A breeze with words to say ♪
after marrying someone.

♪ A breeze with words to say ♪
I don’t want two babies.

Then how many do you want?

♪ I see ♪
I want...

♪ So ♪

♪ The small life means love ♪

Come here. Let me hit you.

♪ Realize Realize ♪
No.

♪ Realize Realize ♪
Don’t push me.

One.

♪ I can have all these warm stuff ♪
Two.

♪ I can have all these warm stuff ♪
Three.

Look at your chubby face.

♪ It’s as natural as the breeze ♪
Don’t touch my face.

♪ It’s as natural as the breeze ♪
Stop that. Listen,

girls will get angry if you touch it.

You know that?

Girls will get angry if one touches her face.

♪ By your side ♪
It’s said it’s the head.

Don’t touch my face. No.

Okay.

How about you go and take a rest?

Just a statue of Goddess Guanyin.

It’s no big deal.

I can do it myself.

It’s in a rush.

Where is Zhou Miao?

The society has an activity in the morning.

And he made an appointment

with the reporter of Morning Weekly for lunch.

Why didn’t I know it?

Do the societies on campus

have so many activities every day?

I’m straightly going to Ziqiu’s coffee shop

for the interview this afternoon.

What is the lunch for?

Zhou Miao thought it right.

Building good relations with the reporters

will be good

for our studio.

Don’t always help him.

Let him do his own business

on his own.

I’m fine.

I’m just worrying about him.

Please be easier for the sake of me.

Am I not generous?

I’ve let him go at an earlier time

if it’s not for the sake of you.

Okay. Go take a break.

Hurry and go.

Could we start now?

When did you begin

to start woodcarving?

The first time was in the summer vacation

of the third year of middle school.

I entered a woodcarving studio

occasionally.

Then I saw

a woodcarver

was carving the statue of Guanyin.

I could see the amiable face

showing little by little.

I was attracted by it.

The third year of middle school?

It’s really an early age.

I was interested in it at that time.

Then I searched

the websites

about woodcarving,

bought some tools,

and learned it at home.

I’ve learned painting during my childhood,

so it has been greatly helpful

to woodcarving learning.

Look.

Our boss’s sister.

Really great.

She can be interviewed now.

Tell me,

how can they do such a good job?

Like father like son.

Like brother like sister.

That’s right.

I was worrying that

our shop might be closed down.

As for now, our turnover

is only about 400 yuan per day.

We may live like a pauper.

He Ziqiu is a rich second generation.

He opens this coffee shop

to please his little sister.

Just for fun.

He’s handsome, rich,

and good to his sister.

Not biological.

There must be something fishy behind this.

Trust me. It can’t be wrong.

Do you think

the desserts I made are delicious?

Yes.

Those desserts in other shops

are not comparable with ours.

Nice. Yummy.

I also think so.

Our boss grew up

without any sufferings.

So he doesn’t know

the kids can’t afford the pricey cakes.

Work first.

I also believe

traditional arts are very charming.

But most of them

have already been lost.

That’s too bad!

What a pity!

May I ask a question

not related to do with the works?

As we see, your work

Trinity

shows a very close relationship of the three.

And now,

are you still that close?

In these few days,

the visitors flow rate has lightly dropped.

But it doesn’t matter because it’s off-season.

So,

we should be more...

And now,

are you still that close?

Remember, keep smiling.

I think the others are great.

Come on. Cheer up!

Good luck!

Okay. Dismiss.

Is the business bad?

There is almost nobody.

It’s in low season now.

Have you figured out

any ways to cope with it?

Dad introduced me

to one of his friends.

Ms. Luo.

It’s said she specializes

in the coffee chain’s pre-opening

and staff training.

I invited her to our shop

for learning from her.

Ms. Luo?

Why haven’t I heard of her before?

Me either.

Anyway,

work hard in running the shop.

Don’t always think

of those muddled things.

Why did you say

it’s muddled things?

At least

several hundred thousand

have been put into this shop, right?

Though Zhao Huaguang gave you the money,

it’s still pitiful if you lose it in that way.

Can’t you stop mentioning Zhao Huaguang?

Fine.

Not any longer.

You put all your efforts

into this shop.

So you should work hard to run it.

Keep the shop on your mind

instead of women.

Why women?

Are you a woman?

You are just a little girl.

Why are you staring at me?

Ziqiu!

Seriously.

I did have thought of

the scenes of our wedding.

You...

You, you...

You even thought of the wedding?

That’s a nightmare indeed.

It’s horrible.

You are my biological brother

on my mind.

Can you understand?

It’s the kind of relationship

that we can still

have meals together

and blame each other

even we haven’t been

in good relation for years

after having trouble with each other.

We can never get rid of each other.

I...

I don’t get the reason why it doesn’t work.

How could it be a nightmare?

We can still eat together

even if

we get married.

Brothers and sisters only eat together.

But a couple

will sleep

in the same bed.

It’s okay for that.

We’ve slept in the same bed

from childhood, right?

It’ll be different after getting married.

You...

You little kid.

What are those on your mind?

It’s so strange.

Why are you thinking

of such horrible things?

Ziqiu!

I’m 25 years now,

not five.

I just didn’t

fall in love with others.

It doesn’t mean I know nothing about it.

The person you want to take care

is Li Jianjian at five,

at ten,

or at 16.

But the Li Jianjian at 25

can take care of not only herself,

but also you guys.

The form doesn’t matter.

Legally,

we are not in the same household register.

But on our mind,

we always have a household register

with the name of the other side on.

That’ll be all right.

♪ I think of the first time I held your hand ♪

Then what does it like

♪ You held me so tight as if I was everything you had ♪

in your mind?

♪ One grows up gradually ♪
The head is Li Haichao.

♪ While the other becomes smaller ♪
The family member is Sun Huiying.

Relationship with the head is wife and husband.

♪ Thanks to time We meet ♪
Deceased.

♪ Somewhere in the middle ♪
He Ziqiu, the eldest son.

Li Jianjian, the eldest daughter.

♪ Good night ♪

♪ Good bye ♪
How about Ling Xiao?

♪ Kids ♪

This is mine.

♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪
He is on

♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪
another associated book.

♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪
The head is Ling Heping.

♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪
The eldest son is Ling Xiao.

♪ Pacing ♪

♪ No need to look back ♪

♪ I will always be there for you ♪

Ziqiu!

♪ Looking afar when staying ♪
We’ve always been

♪ Looking afar when staying ♪
on the same household register.

♪ With your shadow ♪

Good afternoon, Director.

My name is Tang Can.

Twenty-six.





I’ve shot many commercials

and TV series since childhood.

I can carry off any style.

Today’s character is

Li Tianna.

Now, it starts.

I...

Li Jianjian bought some cold noodles.

Can, you said

you would give up being an actress, didn’t you?

You told us

you’d like to give up

because they only asked you

to act as an extra.

How do you think about it?

How about telling us?

Tell us.

Right. Tell us.

Let’s discuss on it.

We will all support you.

Right.

I’ve taken all kinds of auditions.

But I failed in all.

Why did you hide it from us?

We will definitely support you.

I knew you would support me.

You’ve always

been supportive.

Yeah. Since senior high school,

we’ve kept being supportive.

Senior high school?

Yeah.

I’ve always failed

since senior high school.

It’s hard to know the foundation time.

But it’s been a long period since then.

The states are blocked by Qinling Mountains.

There is a way in the west.
Birds fly through Mount Taibai.

Report.

People can cross…

Come in.

She’s reading the book instead of the play.

Nothing is settled.

But her mother came to ask for leaving for her.

Then the principal even knew it

and came to the classroom to see her.

It’s all bragging.

Director Zhou

has always made his female one popular.

So it’s not that easy

to pass the audition.

We shouldn’t have trusted it at the beginning.

She has told a lie.

Why don’t the male classmates

have any response at all?

It’s because she is beautiful.

It’s not good

for us to do so, isn’t it?

Why bother? We are all classmates.

The PE teacher is coming to ferret out

the one eating snacks.

Run. Quickly.

Don’t care what others say.

They said so

for being jealous of you.

They don’t understand.

It’s a great chance.

Everyone wants it.

It’s normal even if you fail.

Right?

Nowadays people

are always like this.

They want to make friends with you

when you are good,

but while you’re not good,

they laugh at you and make sarcastic comments.

Pretty normal.

Never mind. Sweetheart.

What’s more,

you attended the training in Beijing.

It’s not useless,

right?

Gold

glitters forever.

Yesterday, someone

from an entertainment company

called me.

He said he saw you

during the training.

He also said you are excellent

and wanted to contract with you.

A company from Beijing?

Yeah.

A manager surnamed Wang.

How was it?

It’s... We just

talked a little,

not the details.

I just think

that kind of company

won’t be too helpful.

About manager,

I can be your manager.

We can get many plays, right?

You know what?

They are greedy

and will take a lot of money.

Since you are a newbie,

they will take 70% of the profits.

You can’t get 50% at the beginning.

God.

We can only earn

tens of thousands.

It’s impossible

to give them all.

No, Mom.

The entertainment companies

always help us for casting and promotion.

All those

are lies.

I can help you promote if so.

Look at our promotion effect.

All friends and relatives already knew you.

Also, last time,

the reporter called to

interview you.

That’s different.

Why is it different?

You are still young,

so you know nothing at all.

Let’s stop talking.

Have the meals now.

Enjoy it.

You like eating beef, right?

Have some.

I’ve always thought

what on earth

the problem is.

In my professional view,

it must be because

you didn’t perform well

and weren’t positive in the training.

Also your performance is not extraordinary.

It’s not exaggerated.

Express your emotions

completely.

Express exaggeratedly, right?

Nobody would know if you don’t express it.

Fine. Enough.

I’ll stop mentioning it. Say no more.

It’s all my fault.

Have some soup.

Say no more. I’ll stop.

Let’s have the meal first.

♪ The setting sun hides the light in the night ♪

♪ Stars dismantle the shadows sleeplessly ♪

♪ Filled up by the moon along the seam ♪

♪ There is no reason for a night sky to be blind ♪

Nobody is with you, isn’t it?

♪ If you ask it ♪

♪ The twists and turns before dawn ♪
Don’t be upset.

♪ The twists and turns before dawn ♪
She’s kidding to make you happy.

♪ Is just the past for tomorrow ♪
I will treat you hot pot today.

Are you going?

♪ So there is no need to say too much ♪
That restaurant’s hot pot

is extremely good.

♪To say too much ♪

♪ Only to endure ♪
Fine. You are saving money for me.

♪ Every disappointed look back ♪
I will go. Why not?

♪ Every disappointed look back ♪
She even ate my chocolates.

I will eat back.

Let’s go.

♪ Every frustrated ♪

Yiming High School
Wait. Li Jianjian.

♪ Thought ♪

♪ The night sky looks just like me ♪

Why are you laughing?

♪ When I disobeyed ♪
You accepted me and supported me

at my most humiliating moment.

I’m really moved by that.

But

I’m also afraid

of this kind of support.

Do you know

what my feelings are

every time

you encourage me

after I failed in the audition?

Your expressions of comforting me

make me feel I am

very useless.

I feel ashamed.

I’m like a joke,

getting into trouble on all sides.

Will you feel happy

if we show no interest in it?

As a winner,

even if she is spit on,

it can be said it’s praising for envying.

But for a loser,

even applause of encouragement

is like slapping in the face.

The more you encourage me,

the more I feel

I am not good enough

to make it.




♪ I think of the first time I held your hand ♪

♪ You held me so tight as if I was everything you had ♪

♪ One grows up gradually while the other becomes smaller ♪

♪ Thanks to time We meet somewhere in the middle ♪

♪ Good night Good bye kids ♪

♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪

♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪

♪ Pacing No need to look back ♪

♪ I will always be there for you ♪

♪ Looking afar when staying with your shadow ♪

♪ I am an old house that you are used to ♪

♪ One day you’ll start to pursue a new life ♪

♪ Like a leaf floating towards a distant twig ♪

♪ Those memories are like yesterday ♪

♪ Good night Good bye kids ♪

♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪

♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪

♪ Pacing No need to be upset ♪

♪ I will always be there for you ♪

♪ Watching you flying away ♪