Idiot.
But you are one of the most
valuable employees of AdvertisCom.
So actually the most valuable.
But the company refuses
to address my grievance.
Send a memo
telling them not to mind your stuttering.
So, the company really won't do anything?
Is that really the reason, Fidel?
You even used to join in the teasing.
You're more sensitive now because of that.
Eyes, tired.
Brain, beaten.
Go home, house.
Eat, sleep.
Awake, get up.
Breathe.
Attack.
Over and over again.
Yaya Mildred!
That's Fidel, my son!
Let him in, please!
Please come in, sir.
- Yaya, is that him?
- Yes, ma'am.
Fidel! My son!
Grant! Aliyah! Fidel's here!
Come on, Aliyah, it's your brother Fidel.
I spoke with your Uncle Bob.
You can stay here for as long as you like.
So you won't be alone anymore.
Unless you have
a girlfriend or a live-in partner?
You weren't at Papa's wake and funeral?
Because your dad's relatives
would only gossip about me.
Okay, hear me out.
Just the two of us.
Yaya Mildred!
- Yes?
- Fidel's dinner, please!
Why make him sleep here?
He's an idiot when he speaks.
It can't be in Aliyah's room.
What about my stream?
Okay, what if he stays here with us?
Where will you put him up, in my room?
Hey, Grant,
Fidel's your older brother, okay?
Says the one who left her own son.
Grant just isn't used to sharing his room,
but I'm sure in time
you'll be okay together.
I'll just go home, Ma.
I don't want to be a burden.
No, you're not.
Why did you
leave me back then, Ma?
I only left your dad. Not you.
Because the life he gave me
wasn't the one he promised.
I was part of that life, wasn't I?
Are you disappointed
that this is all I am?
Son, no. Son, it's not like that.
It isn't like that!
I always have to prove
something to all of you.
You all exhaust me.
Yes, I'll be there
in about ten to fifteen minutes.
- The line's long.
- Okay.
Yeah.
- Hello?
- Sis.
You didn't buy it.
My credit card got declined.
I couldn't buy it.
- Please find a way, okay?
- Alright.
Yeah, okay.
Just a sec, okay?
Boss, congrats, looks like
everyone's enjoying themselves.
We actually have just a few attendees.
We'll barely earn anything.
At least we got the food
and drinks at a discount, right?
We just need good word-of-mouth
so that more people will join
our all-singles events.
Guys, did you see Clyde Pelayo?
He already registered online and
even paid, but I can't seem to find him.
Maybe he didn't show up.
What a waste, he's even a cutie.
Let it be.
It's his loss for not showing up.
Are you Clyde?
Clyde Pelayo?
Do you know me?
No.
I saw your photo inside.
There's really nothing to gain here
You registered for our event, right?
Why didn't you come in?
I'm just not in the mood.
What a waste of your payment.
Just let it be.
I'm the one at a loss, not you guys.
If you still want to join,
you're welcome, okay?
In case you didn't know,
I'm also an upcoming singer.
I have two songs I want you to hear.
That's the one I'll choose
as my launching single.
Why me?
- I'm not an expert.
- Come on, please.
It's a bit noisy here.
You want to go over there?
The second one, let me hear it.
Song number one, "How Have You Been?"
I stumbled by the bench we used to meet at
Your name, still carved, untouched on it
Time has passed and slipped away
Yet your memory still remains
And should our paths cross once again
I'll probably just say hi and then
How have you been?
I'm hoping your heart
Has found the joy it was yearning
How have you been?
Do you still sometimes
Think of me as well?
How have you been?
Perhaps a lot has changed since then?
But if you ask me
Nothing much has changed
Through all the time
That slipped from view
It has always been and still you
And should our paths cross one more time
I'll probably just say hi and then
How have you been?
I'm hoping your heart
Has found the joy it was yearning
How have you been?
Do you still sometimes
Think of me as well?
How have you been?
Which do you think will be a hit?
I can't answer that question.
But what I can tell you is
which song was catchier.
I found the first one kind of lame.
The other one is better.
The second one?
Who wrote that? You?
Yes. Me.
It's been a year since singer-songwriter
Clyde Pelayo launched his debut single.
It has finally become certified platinum.
I can't believe it.
I just keep writing songs.
Based on how I feel inside.
Whatever the public wants,
well, thank you so much.
I hope they continue to support
my upcoming songs as well.
You're mostly making love songs.
So how about your love life? How is it?
Well, I'm single right now.
But there's someone I like.
Not from showbiz.
I'll let you know when we're together.
Oh, so you have someone you like.
Stop teasing me about that.
Aya, how many attendees do we have?
Wait, weren't they 23 yesterday?
Well, here it is.
It spiked after Clyde posted
our poster on his "my day".
Maybe people think
he's our surprise guest.
The venue's capacity is only 30.
Should we do two batches?
But our overhead will double.
Ro, look for a bigger venue.
And, Aya, email our attendees
that we're changing location.
And here it is,
the most awaited speed dating segment.
How about a round of applause?
Remember, only three
minutes per round, okay?
And when you hear the magical bell,
that's the cue for the boys
to move to the next table.
- Is that clear?
- Yes!
Then,
Hey, Ro, thanks.
Even if it was super last minute
Our venue looks great, perfect.
That's what we do in RainStar.
That's right.
Everyone who registered
arrived except this one.
Junjie Santisima?
Oh, that's Clyde.
Clyde?
As in Clyde? He's coming?
Oh, my gosh,
he's really courting you, isn't he?
No. He's just promoting a new song.
You don't like him?
Well, whatever his agenda is,
I'll support him.
It boosts our sales anyway.
Oh, there he is.
He just parked.
Do you want to go meet him?
Oh! Of course!
Ro, let's go!
I hope I'm not disrupting your gathering.
I'm single too,
so I thought I'd join you.
I just got here
and you already want me to sing.
Come on!
Okay.
If it's okay with your organizer.
Where is that person?
There.
Ms. Stella?
Is it okay if I sing?
Tonight is a very special night for me
because this is going to be the first time
that I'll be performing my
new song for the public.
Thank you.
And to make this night even more special,
I'd like to sing to someone
in front of me.
So I can really feel it.
Ms. Stella
Would that be you?
Sis, that's you!
That's you!
Ms. Stella!
Sis, go on.
This wasn't part of our deal.
Okay.
I'm dedicating this song to someone
who makes my heart skip a beat.
The title is
"Black Lipstick."
Song number two, "Black Lipstick."
From the start
You were different, I could feel
Tongue-tied and trembling
I lost what was real
I get mesmerized by your beauty
They say you're cold
But they don't know why
Inside your heart
There's joy you hide
Hiding behind the
Black lipstick, oh, your shadowed smile
Hiding the beauty
That held me for a while
Black lipstick, eyes that softly gleam
Even when hidden, they shine in between
All my life, I'll be caught in your spell
By rose-like lips that I know too well
Still you conceal them behind
Black lipstick, oh, your shadowed smile
Hiding the beauty that held me for a while
Black lipstick, eyes that softly gleam
Even when hidden, they shine in between
Black lipstick
So, Stella?
Are you my girlfriend now?
Hey!
- That's embarrassing!
- Court her first!
Ms. Stella.
Can I court you?
I don't know, it's up to you.
That was just for fun,
don't take it too seriously.
If you're really not comfortable
with what Clyde does,
tell him you're not interested
so he'll stop.
Unless you're also interested.
Hey!
Wow, you're here!
I thought you didn't like crowds?
Who's the organizer of this event?
"RainStar Events."
It was short notice.
Good thing the Koreans backed out.
Why, Fidel?
Nothing.
I just saw someone I know.
Wait, hey!
Isn't Clyde Pelayo your buddy?
He's here.
Is that him?
Why don't you say hi?
No, I might bother him.
I'll just leave.
Song number seven, "Really Now?"
Really now, is this how
Fate has let me down again
And I was just too blind to see
There's no escaping from your memories
We always seem to find our way back here
Hey, bro!
You're here!
I'm the owner of Bale Ganaka.
Wait. Is this what it is?
You're renovating your dad's place?
- Yes.
- Wow
It looks great, bro.
Amazing.
Who would've thought it's destiny?
You two know each other?
This guy, Fidel,
is one of
the most important people in my life.
And you,
how did you two meet?
At one of my events.
Stella here is my future girlfriend.
How embarrassing.
Here's how it went.
At the time when I was sad,
I was really down in my career.
You know how it is
Stella was there to catch me.
It just so happened I was there
when he was sulking.
Wait, you guys
How do you guys know each other?
What's the story?
Song number eight, "Heartbeat."
My heart is pounding, beating still
From seeing you, oh, what a thrill
I could've sworn
I've left those memories behind me
We were friends, before.
He was even my classmate.
See, right!
That's what people get for joining
this all-singles event by RainStar!
- Goals! Wow!
- A round of applause for Marvy and Aiza.
Lucky you, guys. Wish I had that too.
I wish
I experience that too, right?
This is my friend.
Actually, the very handsome proprietor.
Wow, proprietor!
Owner of Bale Ganaka.
It's Fidel Lansangan!
Let's give him a round of applause!
The question everyone's asking.
We're all curious.
Bro, are you single?
He said single!
So, for those who still
haven't found a match,
maybe you'd like to try Fidel
in speed dating.
Come on, bro, give a little speech.
Let me take over.
Song number nine, "Dj Vu."
It's like I've been here before
This feeling, the fall
But you'll catch me once more
It's like there's no fear at all
Feels like I've been here before
Song number 14, "Back To Where I Started."
Song number 23, "Memory Lane."
Sis!
Sis! You're famous now!
- Quick, look at this!
- What's that?
The netizens are shipping you with Clyde.
And it's trending on X, #Whatever Clyde!
Just say yes already!
If it were me back in college,
yeah, I would've done it.
Just to feel a little thrill,
I'd jump right in.
But I'm not a kid anymore
who'd jump into a relationship
just 'cause I got giddy, right?
So, you are getting giddy!
You're giddy!
Were you the one who wrote your new song?
Of course.
All of my songs, I write myself.
What was your inspiration
when you wrote it?
Why? Did I ever wear black lipstick?
No. It's like a metaphor.
Like, even if a person
has a streak of darkness,
you still like them.
- Black lipstick.
- So
If someone's got black lipstick,
she's bad.
Not at all.
Let's hang out?
When are you free?
No, I'm too busy to go on a date.
Date, already?
I said just hang out.
Okay, I'll update you when I'm free.
Okay.
Fidel!
Hey, Fidel!
You have a visitor.
Is your event done?
Yeah, everyone left already.
Why'd you stay behind?
For you.
Of course.
All right, let's just talk at the Bale.
Auntie, please bring her there.
Doy, get her some coffee
or whatever she wants.
Okay, bro.
Okay, we'll go ahead.
I inherited this from Papa,
this property.
When he passed away.
I just had it renovated
and rented it out.
At least you have a passive income.
Not just passive.
This is really the only thing
I keep myself busy with.
So you live here?
Yes, when no one's renting.
In that bedroom, the master's,
that's where he sleeps.
When there is a tenant,
Fidel locks himself up.
Oh, right, before I forget.
Ms. Stella.
She said she wants to
rent our Bale Ganaka.
If it's possible, she's
asking for a discount.
She said she'll be
using it for about five days.
That's fine.
Just talk to Aunt Jingrose instead
because she's the manager here
and also Doy, my cousin.
Oh, thank you so much.
That's it?
That's why you came?
You could've just emailed.
You're too much.
Don't you want to catch up?
It's been a long time since we've met.
Would you like us to eat out? My treat.
Oh, no need.
Doy and I have lunched.
It'd be better if it's the two of you.
So my nephew gets to go out.
- Is it okay if I take Fidel?
- Yes!
Thank you. Come on, let's eat.
- Stella...
- Show me around. Come on.
Is this okay?
Here.
What?
Us.
Being together.
Clyde isn't my boyfriend yet.
I know.
I'm talking about
Vern.
Vern? Who's Vern?
Your husband.
It's Von!
Von?
I don't know where that Vern came from.
Nothing. We've long split up.
Since when?
It's been a while.
Why did you split up?
Because he's insane.
And you?
You're turning 35.
You don't have a girlfriend.
You don't have a wife either.
Marriage isn't my thing.
I've given up on dating too.
Why?
I'm comfortable
being alone.
Not worrying about anything except
myself.
Same here.
I'm content staying this way.
Content that
That you're single.
Isn't it true
you promote
matchmaking and
And speed dating?
Yes, so what? There are
so many Korean restaurants here,
are they owned by Koreans?
So how did you
end up with that job?
Before I joined RainStar,
I worked at a call center.
But there were so many rude callers.
Then the last one yelled at me.
So, I yelled back at him.
Then, I got fired.
Clyde is so good at writing songs.
The way he strings his lyrics.
It's impressive.
Yeah.
That's you.
You're the one who can write that.
Clyde
Clyde is what?
Clyde's the only one
who writes his songs.
Don't you have feelings for me anymore?
Have you moved on?
That was such a long time ago, Stella.
So much has changed.
With you.
With me.
So, there's nothing anymore?
Nothing.
Aren't you the one with Clyde?
What do you mean?
The one who said #Whatever Clyde.
Miss, can we take a photo with you?
- With me?
- Yes.
Bro.
Song number 30, "Is There Still a Place?"
Do I still have a place in your life?
Especially now that
Your world seems so full
Do I still have a place in your life?
Is it really like that?
It seems you're slowly drifting away
So I just have to ask
Is there still a place
In your life?
Bro, what the f*ck?
All your new stuff is just
sad-boy, shy-guy songs.
That's not my branding.
Straightforward, bro.
No beating around the bush.
Sorry, but it feels like
your new stuff isn't inspired by love.
Aren't you in love right now?
No, I'm not.
Have you ever been in love?
Of course.
Then maybe draw from that.
Song number 31, "If You're Not."
If you weren't such a fool
You should have said
What you truly feel
If you weren't such a fool
You should have taken a chance
Now there's nothing you can do
Song number 33, "I Wish You Let It Be."
I wish you let your heart be
Its beat not be locked away
I wish you had let it be, just set it free
Now regret's the only thing you can see
Song number 37, "What If I."
Happy ever after, after all
No, it's still wrong, bro.
I don't feel the
But everything I write is about love.
Is it really love?
Then what is it?
It's not love, it could be
Fascination, no
If it's infatuation, that's not it either.
Limerence, bro, do you know that word?
I've never heard of limerence.
The person
you're talking to in your songs.
What you have isn't love.
It's limerence.
It's all just in your head.
The meaning of those
moments you're together.
Your fantasy, that maybe
you two will be together.
Your disappointment
when she doesn't notice you.
But outside of your mind, in real life,
it doesn't really mean anything because
you don't have an emotional connection.
That's a heavy accusation.
What accusation? Bro
Bro, I'm not talking about you.
I mean the character in your songs.
The last time we met was
at the foot of Mount Arayat.
Since then,
we never saw each other again.
Not even chat, DM, or call
Nothing.
But why though?
You don't want to admit to Stella
that you wrote the song.
Well, Auntie.
I signed an NDA.
I can't go around telling people that
I'm Clyde's ghostwriter.
What will you do, bro?
Isn't Clyde courting Ms. Stella?
Does Clyde know you have a past?
I don't plan on competing with Clyde.
Yeah, right.
But Stella is the one
your heart beats for.
I think, bro,
you're scared she'll find out
you still have feelings for her.
Because if Ms. Stella finds out,
you'll hope again that
she'll reciprocate your feelings.
But what if it's just one-sided?
If she likes Clyde,
then you'll just get hurt again.
That's love.
It's a gamble.
Because you young ones, you know?
You let fear control you,
you give in to it.
See, Mom just dropped the generation card.
But if you both feel the same,
and what you let rule you
is fear instead of love,
then you'll never reach the next level.
Really, karaoke?
Don't you miss singing?
Well
It's been so long since I last sang.
Why?
It's just
Work alone already drains my energy.
Why so?
It's like you're not
you weren't the vocalist
of Tampururaught before.
Okay.
It's just us here anyway.
Even if you're off-key, if there's anyone
who won't judge you here, it's me.
Let's just do a duet, okay?
And more
I know what's next. Wait.
I already have my next song.
You're singing this one. Solo.
Just don't pick something high-pitched.
You know this one well.
HOW HAVE YOU BEEN
CLYDE PELAYO
- Just that...
- There.
You can do it.
No, I don't know this.
You don't know that song?
- You haven't even heard it?
- No.
- So you won't sing it?
- No.
I'll go home. And don't call anymore.
- No, don't.
- I'm going home.
I stumbled by the bench we used to meet at
Your name, still carved, untouched on it
Time has passed and slipped away
Yet your memory still remains
And should our paths cross once again
I'll probably just say hi and then
How have you been?
I'm hoping your heart
Has found the joy it was yearning
How have you been?
Do you still sometimes
Think of me as well?
How have you been?
That's enough?
You didn't know that one.
- Can I ask you something?
- What?
Are you ashamed that you liked me before?
Of course not.
I'm more embarrassed by the things
I did back when we were in college.
Damn.
A hundred poems.
I even cringe whenever I remember.
Why do you cringe though?
You just loved, that's all.
But it wasn't really love
What I felt for you back then.
What was it?
What?
I was only in love with the idea
of you being
my girlfriend of you being my girlfriend.
Because I saw you as perfect.
To the point that all my endeavors
Excelling in academics,
trying to look good.
Writing poems.
Helping you when you ran away from home.
All of that.
You
You were the
The end goal.
So when
When you rejected me,
when you didn't return
the "love" I gave you,
it hurt.
How about you?
- How are you now?
- Me?
Are you happy?
Yes.
Yes.
And besides, everything I need
to survive, I already have.
What?
Nothing.
Nothing, I just remembered the last time
I saw you, when we went to Arayat.
You cried so hard back then.
You were like
a child whose ice cream was taken away.
You went and revealed to me
that you and Von were already married.
And that you were even expecting a child.
Don't you and Von even have a child?
You didn't even make me the godfather.
Can I meet him?
Son of a b*tch.
You're still playing that f*cking song?
Didn't I tell you
I want peace in my house!
I turned it off.
What? f*ck you.
You're talking back?!
You f*cking b*tch!
Give that to me.
Let's see.
You won't stop here, huh?
f*ck you.
Are you stupid?!
All right then, huh?
There!
f*ck, keep playing it then!
I thought I hit the jackpot with you.
I tied myself down with you.
There are plenty of fish in the sea.
Why am I even putting up with you?
If you hadn't gotten pregnant, damn it!
What?
You're leaving me?
You're damaged goods, Stella!
No one else will want you.
Do you want me to leave you?
Stella?
Help me.
Help me.
I can't stop thinking that
it's my fault.
I know Von was insane,
and I still didn't leave.
For sure,
you wanted
the whole family
for Ulan?
I've just been lying to myself.
I always say I'm okay.
But I'm not.
I don't want to fall in love
'cause I don't want to get hurt.
But when I'm alone,
I get consumed by loneliness.
What should I do?
Maybe
Stella, it's time
to move on.
Even if it's just to let go of the pain
The sorrow.
No
I don't know if it would help.
I want you to realize that
You are strong.
Very.
Song number 40, "Extraordinary."
Song number 44, "LOVEU4U."
Song number 50, "Breeze."
Beautiful!
That was great!
It's beautiful!
- You got the right blend, bro!
- Ouch!
So, did you
No, I just reflected on it deeply.
Maybe you really should
be sent somewhere far.
So you can think things through.
I don't want to spend.
So, should I sponsor a vacation for you?
Where would I go?
Wherever you want, bro. Just say it.
I won't say no to that.
All right. I'll take care of it.
I'll tell the label. They'll reimburse.
I'll sing this song, "Breeze,"
later at the event.
You've memorized it.
Even the chords?
That's how beautiful it is.
Come later,
so you can see me perform.
I'm planning something
to hype people up more.
If I'm in the mood.
I won't drag this out since you all know
How's everyone doing?
Wow, are you really all single?
Yes!
You're all so good-looking
you got no partners?
None!
Yeah, right.
Don't worry. We're all single here.
But me
I'm hoping so badly.
- Stella, where are you?
- Here!
Over here!
Okay, this is my first time
singing this song.
I hope that after I sing this,
you'll agree to be my girlfriend.
Not like the clouds that drift and go
Unlike the waves, its ebb and flow
My love for you
Will never end
No fleeting spark that fades away
This flame of mine is here to stay
You are the breeze
On top the mountain high
My safe refuge when the storms arrive
The end uncertain
I'll keep on just to take
The same air you're breathing
So, Stella?
Be with me already.
Stella.
Tell me the truth now.
Are you the one writing his songs?
Only you could write a song
with such depth.
I didn't
I don't
Stella, wait!
There's nothing for you to find here.
Fidel
"BLACK LIPSTICK"
Fidel?
Fidel.
Fidel, please answer me.
Stella, you know I stutter
and now you're pressuring me.
Do you still have feelings for me?
So what if I do?
It's just yes or no, Fidel.
Yes.
What's your plan?
What are you going to do?
Now that we met again.
You intend on doing anything?
Stella.
I don't want to hope again.
I'm fine like this.
Just admiring you from afar.
I've learned from what happened
between us before.
It's like you didn't really learn, like
Nothing's changed.
You're still the same,
rejecting your feelings.
You too, Stella.
You're still waiting
for me to speak first.
You know that's my weakness, right?
And when you don't get what you want,
I'm the one to blame again,
I'm the coward again.
The
Clyde's song.
Clyde's song, sing it for me now.
- Stella.
- Fidel, sing it.
Unlike the clouds that
Drift away on their own
Unlike the waves along the shore
My love is not fleeting
Not fleeting
You are the breeze atop the mountain
You are my shelter in every storm
Even if the path is rough
Even if the end is uncertain
I will journey through it
Just to breathe in your scent
You are the breeze atop the mountain
You are my shelter in every storm
Even if the path is rough
Even if the end is uncertain
I will journey through it
Just to breathe in your scent
No matter how dark
My love for you guides me
I'll head back to the event.
They can handle it.
No
Let's just meet tomorrow.
Or the next day.
Or when you're free.
When I'm free.
Or just give me a call.
Where's Clyde?
- Clyde.
- Clyde?
He's gone home,
he said he still has things to do.
Wait, where were you?
Sis!
You're trending again!
#Lucky You Stella.
I know what's on your mind!
How do we ride this traction
to promote RainStar's future events?
Boss, the media's here,
they're looking for you.
Why is the media here?
They were to interview Clyde,
but missed him
so they said it had to be you.
You're going to be on TV, sis!
Stella! People are asking
why you haven't given in to Clyde.
Sorry, this is private property.
How will he convince you?
But what should he do to woo you?
But, Stella!
- I'm really sorry.
- Ma'am!
Wait a minute.
You're so pretty, rosy cheeks!
No way!
Isn't that your dream?
- Enough!
- To see your face on TV.
You're going to be famous!
Hey, Fidel. Enough!
Come on, one last time.
- Fidel!
- Just a peek
Fidel! Enough!
- No way, I look ugly!
- Wait, no, it's fine.
- Give it to me! Hey!
- I just want...
You're so annoying!
Ouch.
Ouch!
I said no!
- Give it to me!
- Just one last peek.
- I'll play it...
- Oops! It's gone.
See, it's ugly!
- No, it's not.
- I don't want to.
That's enough.
Why then?
What?
Why haven't you
answered him yet?
'Cause I'm taken.
Then why haven't you
rejected him?
He's still so hopeful.
That's the real reason
you'd want me to reject him?
What else could it be?
If you're not comfortable
with what Clyde's doing,
I can always tell him to stop.
Don't worry.
I understand.
It's also an added promo for RainStar,
and a boost to your sales.
But you?
What do you think?
Is Clyde really serious about me?
He's just using you as a publicity stunt.
You're both just using each other anyway.
I was going to ask you
to eat out,
but Clyde's fans might wonder.
Who's with you
Who's that guy you're dating?
But really,
I haven't even said yes to him.
Because in their eyes, I'm still single.
That's not how people think.
Are you game to
go out of town?
How many days will you be in Zambales?
Just one week, Auntie.
Clyde's covering everything.
Oh, Clyde's going with you there?
No, just me. I'll be writing there.
While I'm on vacation,
Aya will be in charge.
But if there's anything
you need to ask or tell me,
you can always call me on Viber.
Your vacation is so sudden, sis.
Wish we were all like that.
Boss really deserves a break.
Just enjoy, don't worry, we'll be fine.
- Thanks!
- Oh, sis.
Someone emailed me, asking if
RainStar could organize a corporate event.
That's big money.
But that's not our forte.
Let's give that a pass.
Song number 54, "Melody."
It rises and falls, like a staircase
Like the tune of an unforgettable song
That's what we've been through
Our life feels so colorful
Melody-ody-ody
Our life feels so colorful
Melody-ody-ody
True love, may it last forever
Do you remember
our Freshies Night back then at PAC?
When I first told you
that I had a speech defect?
And then you said to me,
"So what if you stutter?"
That was a long time ago.
I don't remember.
I can't remember what I was wearing then.
Maybe for you
it was just an ordinary day, but for me,
it was a core memory.
Of course, you already liked me then.
Yeah.
But it's true.
Do you remember when I ran away from home?
Then I came to see you?
And then that night we
we checked into a motel.
And you even kissed me then.
That was my first time, you know?
Yeah, it was so obvious.
And you were acting so shy, even though
I knew you were really into it.
Well, I didn't really want to
take advantage of your vulnerability.
Yeah, right!
You were embarrassed 'cause
you never had any experience then.
That too.
You waited almost over a decade
before you gave me another kiss.
Come on, you're so slow!
Okay, I'm ready, let's go.
Ta-da!
It still works!
Yeah.
Why'd you bring that here?
Dj vu, right? Look.
A mountain, you, me, a hundred poems.
Wait.
My favorite is still the first one.
Which one?
- "The Girl With Black Lipstick."
- I don't want to hear it!
- I don't want to hear it!
- "Black lipstick but kind-hearted"
- Wait!
- Why?
When you're famous,
I'll sell this, it'll be a memorabilia.
I can even auction it.
- Why would I even be famous?
- Many would buy this.
Let me see.
- You're not giving this back, are you?
- I'll give it back.
You better give it back.
You know, I could
I could compose
A song based on these poems.
Don't.
Enough drawing from the past.
If you're going to write a song,
maybe you should write about
what's happening now?
I don't really have anything
in the present to draw from.
It's about time you make new memories.
"Her lipstick was black, but she was kind"
"I was simply amazed by her natural"
"Beauty"?
Song number 61, "Let Go."
I will now let go of the past
Maybe I'll find peace
I will now let go of the past
Maybe tomorrow I'll finally gain
The peace I long for
Song number 62, "Oh My."
It's that beautiful?
It's beautiful, and so relatable.
I feel like this should be our theme song.
If this were our theme song,
I could write your parts.
Or maybe you could write it?
No, I don't know how to do that anymore.
Come on, do it.
No, I can't. Seriously, it's beautiful.
I'm sure Clyde would love it.
I'm not giving this to him.
Why?
It's mine.
The only thing my contract forbids
is writing for others.
It's not forbidden
for me to write for myself.
And besides
I thought this was supposed
to be our theme song?
- Exactly.
- Then why would I write it for him?
It's not really a big deal
if you give it to Clyde.
That's also money.
And besides, I know what you're writing,
the songs you compose,
are really for Clyde.
Clyde, Clyde
Clyde!
It's always Clyde.
If my songs ever become famous,
I want the world to know that
I'm the one who wrote them.
That I wrote this for you.
And I should be in his position.
Would he even be famous
if not for my songs?
Why am I the one,
why am I the one who has to hide?
Fidel, I get you.
You don't really like me either, for sure.
Hey,
where is that coming from?
You can't even
bring yourself to reject him.
Because
you're keeping him as a backup.
In case I'm not enough, right?
You'd have someone else to turn to.
Fidel,
let me remind you, I asked you.
I volunteered.
I'd talk to him, but you stopped me.
I didn't stop you!
All I said was that
you two are just using each other.
You know, if you really cared about me,
you should've rejected him long ago!
You want to yell at me?
You're already yelling at me!
Let's shout at each other!
There, satisfied?
You want to yell at me? Fine!
Stella, I'm sorry.
Von was the last one who yelled at me!
Don't ever yell at me!
Stella.
Stella, wait.
Stella, wait!
I'm sorry, I just got triggered.
- Stella, I won't do it again.
- Do you know what your problem is?
You love it, don't you?
You love the idea that you're not enough.
Because even then,
you've always been insecure.
Right?
Then what do you do? You start doing sh*t.
Like these trips.
You'll write me poems,
you'll compose songs.
Not because you want them,
but because you've got something to prove.
To society, to Clyde,
to me, to yourself, to everyone.
Stella, I'm sorry. Please.
I'll fix it.
Just don't leave me.
Hey!
Are you hearing yourself?
You'll fix yourself
as long as I don't leave?
Shouldn't you be fixing yourself
for your own sake?
Shouldn't you fix yourself
even if I'm here or not?
Are you breaking up with me?
If I say yes, what will you do?
You'll write a song about it?
Write me 100 poems?
Then mope around.
Blame me for everything
that happens to you,
blame me for your misery.
Isn't that what you'll do?
Maybe we rushed things a bit.
- No, Stella.
- Yes, we did.
We rushed because we already
knew each other, we had history, right?
That's all this is.
Stella
We don't have to be perfect to be lovers.
Yes, but what happens then?
Fidel, I don't want us hurting each other.
Like this, I don't want to hurt you.
Maybe we need space, some time.
That's enough.
Maybe like before,
maybe let fate decide for us.
That's enough.
Don't follow me.
That's enough.
Stella!
That's enough, out now.
Yeah.
It looks like something is hanging.
Nice. Look here.
- Ms. Ching!
- I'll send you the deposit, okay?
- Yes?
- What's up?
Your album's release is in June.
You're still missing four tracks.
Have you spoken to Fidel?
I sent him on a vacation.
He needs inspiration.
Hey!
Your office will reimburse me for that,
okay?
I promised him.
Okay, fine. I'll talk to Finance.
Where did he go on vacation?
He said
- To Tanay.
- Stella's there.
That's impossible. How do you know that?
No, really.
Look.
Sorry, Clyde.
We need to redo the layout.
Marketing wants a bigger smile.
How big?
Like candid, natural, laughing.
Just tell them the earlier one was fine.
Sis?
You go ahead,
I've got something to finish.
CAUGHT BUT NOT JAILED
I KNOW SOMEONE LIKE THAYOU MADE HIM EXPECT FOR YOU
Oh, my gosh, this is crazy, girl. My God.
She's deliberately not answering Clyde!
- But how?
- Well?
They say she has another suitor.
You're already in bed.
Then you move to a cot.
Someone whispered to me.
She was a flirt back in college.
Like, a total f*ck girl.
The girl is just using the clout
to hype up her events.
That's Clyde Pelayo, girl.
And your other option?
Is a junkie.
And Clyde's rival
seems like he has a speech defect.
Clyde.
Clyde.
Aren't you going to say anything?
That we're not a couple?
Why don't you and Fidel say that?
Because who would even listen to us?
You're the famous one.
Everyone would listen to you.
Clyde, mine and Fidel's reputations
are at risk.
Even my staff was affected.
- Do you still think that's fair?
- Fair.
Do you know what's fair?
You shouldn't have let me court you.
When you and Fidel had something going on.
I never once agreed to let you court me.
And do you really think
Fidel and I planned this?
You know what's sad?
I entertained the idea that
maybe we could be together.
But what, Stella?
But you don't know me.
You don't acknowledge me.
You didn't know I was once married.
I was married.
You didn't know that I lost a child.
My child never had the chance to live.
'Cause I never had
the courage to leave that devil.
That I've been all over the place
and will keep search high and low
to get what I want.
You don't know that I always think
and feel that I don't deserve to be
Clyde Pelayo's girlfriend,
because who am I?
My life is such a mess.
Does Fidel know?
Yes.
I actually wonder.
Why is it that until now
you still haven't noticed
that all your songs, the ones he wrote,
if not for me, were all about me.
- He told you that?
- He didn't need to tell me.
He doesn't need to say anything to me.
Because I know him.
SOUR COUPLE
BETRAYAL AWARD
Let me hear the songs
you wrote in Zambales.
Clyde,
Stella and I have known
each other a long time.
I wasn't asking you, Fidel.
Just up to that point.
Nothing more?
Nothing else.
Fidel,
did you tell Stella that
you're the one writing my songs?
I can sue you.
You violated the NDA.
Is that really the only
reason you're angry?
Clyde,
I've thought about it.
I don't want to write in secret anymore.
I don't want to live in
In your shadow or anyone else's.
Fine.
If you want to sue me,
I understand.
It's fine, so I won't
have to keep living like a ghost.
My lawyer will talk to you.
How is he?
Now, or since the time you left
them with their father?
Jingrose
He's been locking himself up for days now.
He's usually just there.
He's afraid to go out,
afraid people might see him.
My child!
Come on now.
Grant and Aliyah showed me
what people are saying about you online.
So,
they must be thrilled.
They were concerned about you,
and told me to check on you.
You've seen me now.
I'm still alive.
Still breathing.
You can leave now, Ma.
My child.
I'm sorry I left you back then.
That was so long ago, Ma.
I don't even care anymore.
I abandoned you back then.
I won't leave you now.
Especially now that you're
going through something.
Ma.
Do you really think
I'm still affected by
the things they say?
By the way they mock me
because of how I speak?
Even my own mother
discarded me.
And I survived.
Ma
I can take care of myself
Ma
I don't need your help.
I know that.
So what?
Am I just supposed to
let go of the fact that you left me?
I'm here
because you're my child.
Because I love you.
I want nothing else from you.
Song number 66, "Let's Go."
Let's go, let's go
Let's get up from slumber
Let's go, let's go
I found my strength
Let's go, let's go
One day I'll go
This is a special day 'cause
we have a new participant.
I'm Brenda Borbon.
I work part-time
as a medical transcriptionist.
I love to travel.
And
My dream
My dream destination is Greece.
Errol Palacio.
Buenos das, ladies and gentlemen.
And to all the g*y people out there.
Here again,
the grand fairy of Metro Manila.
Kelly Vinuya from Valenzuela City.
I'm Rolly Morales.
I study at
University of the City of Manila.
I'm Gildian Yonzon.
I study at the University of Caloocan.
I'm Claire.
I study at a university in Quezon City.
Jade Perez.
I'm Nolito Montero.
I'm Karen Lauz.
I live in Tondo, Manila.
A scholar of the nation.
And I study at
Fidel
I'm Fidel Lansangan.
Musician.
I have a speech defect.
I don't stutter when I read
and when I sing.
But I stutter when
When I say long sentences.
That's why I usually limit
my sentences to just three words.
From now on
I will no longer
limit my myself.
If I stutter, then I stutter.
Song number 70, "Unshaken."
Only seven joined.
Are we still
pushing through with the event?
Not anymore.
We'll just lose money.
Tell them the event is canceled.
Damn that Clyde!
It's not even Clyde's fault.
It's my fault. I'm sorry. Sorry.
So what do we do now, sis?
Maybe this is a sign.
For RainStar to explore
different kinds of events.
Surely we're not limited
to just all-singles events.
RainStar should be known
for how well we mount events.
Whatever kind.
We shouldn't have to rely on
the endorsement of one bitter singer.
Maybe we should all take
a mini sabbatical.
Even just for a month.
Surely after a month,
this would have calmed down.
I'll think about what Ronan said.
But if you also want to
start looking for other jobs,
it's okay with me, I'll understand.
As for me, sis, I'll wait the one month.
I'll only look for another job if I hear
directly from you that RainStar is gone.
Me too.
Of course. Me too.
Hey!
- She was my band mate in college.
- Hi.
Don't worry.
They don't care about local showbiz.
I'm surprised you came to meet me.
I thought I was a stranger to you now.
Wow, you really had to say "stranger."
I even know your band's name.
Really? Okay then, what is it?
Z-cleft.
Wow! You're updated!
I don't know much about you.
Except for, you know
The rumors
But tell me, are you and Fidel
Clyde?
Ouch!
- You like gossip.
- Okay!
Erase that!
Whatever that is,
you can handle it.
You're a big girl now.
I don't know. I feel lost.
Feels like I don't really know myself.
That's deep.
Yeah, it is.
I mean
Who am I without my work?
Who am I without Fidel?
Who am I without my grieving for Ulan?
You know,
when we disbanded,
I also felt a bit lost then.
Just a social science student
until I graduated.
Then I went abroad to work.
For several years.
But it was fine.
I mean, I managed.
I could indulge a little now and then.
But
I didn't feel happy.
Why?
It's like
Everything happening in my life then
was what others wanted for me.
My family, my girlfriend.
But what I really wanted for myself
was nothing.
That's why I went back to a band.
This has since been my passion.
Though it's a show band.
I mean, all covers
But at least it's still related to music.
I don't earn as much compared
to when I was in Singapore.
But I can say,
and I can say it proudly,
for the first time in my life,
I'm happy.
That's it.
That's my advice for you.
Remember. What's your passion?
Instead of moving out of fear,
remember what makes your blood rush
when you think about it?
That's what you should go after.
I'm sure you'll find yourself again.
So? Let's jam.
Song number 79, "Thanks to You."
Thank you, thank you
You opened my eyes
Thank you, thank you
And I learned to breathe
I'll no longer hide in my burrow
I'll greet the world
Thank you, thank you
Thank you
I thought your lawyer
was going to talk to me?
Could I really do that to you, bro?
This song doesn't fit the theme
of my album. I know you know that.
Bro
I didn't write this for your album.
For yourself.
Bro,
that's what you should do too.
Stop pretending already.
Your fans would appreciate that more.
You know, bro
Just to measure up to my father's legacy.
I know I could never match that.
You don't need to match him.
Make a name for yourself.
Step out of his shadow
Bro, this album
It's the last time I'm gonna buy
a song from you.
What?
I've accepted it. Okay?
I accept the fact that I didn't inherit
my dad's talent for songwriting.
So instead of hiring you
as my ghostwriter,
I'll take you on as my mentor,
You're not kidding?
- You're known for jokes!
- You're not kidding?
Fidel? I'm not joking either.
- Yeah!
- For real?
Yes!
All right, but
That you were my ghostwriter.
And of course, this upcoming album,
I feel like my fans might disown me.
If that's what you think is right.
Fine!
Anybody home?
Ma'am, delivery, parcel.
Okay.
Sis? Did you watch
Clyde's live stream earlier?
Not yet.
Stop bashing Fidel and Stella.
Nothing's going on between us.
We're both single,
And it's not true that she used me.
In fact, I was the one who used her
to advance my career.
Stella, I feel guilty.
I feel like I'm the reason
why your business suddenly collapsed.
I want RainStar to handle my album launch.
That's not our forte. Are you sure?
You're talented, Stella.
You can definitely do it.
All right!
My people would love that.
By the way, what pushed you
to release a statement?
Was it because you felt guilty?
Here's the thing,
The history between you two.
I was touched.
It's like a movie.
Two people in love don't end up together.
You're not the only reason
why we broke up.
I'm sure Fidel told you that we broke up.
Well, now you know.
Put this in the lobby.
It's wasted here, no one sees it.
Let's cut this one up, okay?
All right, everyone,
15 minutes to showtime.
Double time. Sound crew,
check all the mics, especially Clyde's.
Report to me if there's a problem.
Okay? Are you taking notes?
- Stella.
- Give it to me.
Why are you here? Go take your place.
Oh, nothing.
For accepting this event.
I accepted this because it's work.
And you?
No hidden agenda, right?
You gave this to me
because I'm good at my job.
Of course.
Did you invite Fidel?
Of course, but
Nope. He said he had plans.
All right.
Go take your place there.
Thank you so much for coming here
to our album launch.
Let's all welcome my album
together, because at 12:00 a.m.,
all the tracks will drop on
every streaming platform.
I hope you like it.
The night is quiet, we're side by side
But why can't I seem to be at ease
There's a chill in the air
A sparkle in the stars
But why do I still feel this fear, hey
One wrong move and it's gone, hey
That's what my mind keeps saying
Hey!
Don't just blow this chance away
Don't you waste it, hey!
Oh, no! Here I go again
Falling for you all over again
I hope our story won't be broken
The one I've long been waiting for
Oh, no! Here we are again
My heart is enchanted once more
I hope this scene won't be ruined
I hope I won't mess it up, oh, no!
The merch is sold out, Clyde!
Even the physical albums.
Even on pre-order, it's all gone.
I'm sure Uncle Casimiro
is so proud in heaven.
Thank you for taking care of me.
Just like how you cared for my dad before.
Of course!
I'm your handler after all.
I hope that even if I can't live up to
my dad's legacy,
you'll still take care of me.
You don't have to
prove anything to people.
Your dad is already a legend.
You are just starting to make your mark.
Clyde? Take your position. Last song.
Stella, by the way
Go watch from the audience.
Hey! What are you planning?
Hey!
I hope you enjoyed all the tracks.
This is for you, Dad.
There's something I want to say
to all of you
All of my songs
I didn't write a single one.
Since I was a kid,
people already expected me to
follow in my father's footsteps.
For me, that was a lot of pressure.
Because honestly,
I'm not really good at writing songs.
So I was forced to get
a ghostwriter.
So that somehow,
I could at least pretend to be as good
as the one and only, Casimiro Pelayo.
I idolize him.
Sorry also to my fans
because I deceived you.
So if you want to turn your backs
on me, I understand.
But I just don't want to pretend.
I'd like to invite up here on stage,
the one who truly wrote my songs
Fidel Lansangan!
Bro, where are you?
Where's Fidel?
There he is! Fidel!
Come up here, bro. Come on.
Do your best.
Bro, please!
Maybe you could be the one
to introduce the song to them.
Hello to all of you,
everyone.
This last track of Clyde's album
is my thanks
to someone very special to me.
She made me feel that I could be
befriended, valued,
loved,
even with all my flaws.
Even though we didn't end up together,
I'm grateful.
Because of her,
I learned to love
myself.
Clyde.
Bro. Maybe
I just have one request.
Maybe you could be the one to sing too?
Would that be okay?
Go, Fidel!
You can do it, Bro.
Song number 100, "One Path."
Always lacking, never enough
My reflection splintered, jagged and rough
Every futile attempt I try
I can't escape this dark of night
When you left, I thought I would break
Lose myself with each step you take
But through the silence, pain, and tears
I found a truth that's crystal clear
That there's not just one road to take
Not just one choice I have to make
Thanks to you, I finally know
I found the path that is my own
Stella!
Hey, what's wrong?
Nothing.
I'm proud of you.
I'm so proud of you.
Thank you.
For being part of
my growth.
I felt
For the first time
That I was truly happy with myself.
And I feel like
I don't need anything else in life.
Not even me?
What's the right answer to that?
Maybe
Maybe just the truth.
Yes, Stella.
Even you.
But, Stella,
I just want you to know
that I admire and
And I still respect you.
Okay?
You have a special place
in my heart.
Looks like this is it, huh?
Looks like this is all we'll ever be.
Just remedies for each other's wounds.
Don't
Don't speak as if it's final.
Who knows, maybe
fate still has a plot twist for us.
Maybe.
Maybe so.
Fidel
Thank you for the joy
The laughter, the smiles
Thank you for the tears
The grief, all the trials
Though the verses of our poem end
A new rhyme waits just 'round the bend
Enjoy your life, okay?
With your new mindset,
I want you to enjoy.
Don't think of me. Don't worry about me.
Write lots and lots of poems.
Lots of songs.
Even if they're not about me.
If you need to forget me, do it all.
As long as
I'm here,
whenever
Whenever you need help.
That there's not just one road to take
Not just one choice I have to make
Thanks to you, I finally know
I found the path that is my own
Von. Let's talk.
Go smoke outside, okay?
I just need to talk to this one.
What do you want, Stella?
I haven't confronted you yet,
after everything you did to me,
since Ulan was gone.
Do you know that because of you,
I can't learn to love anymore?
Stella, what the f*ck?
You're still stuck there?
Look at me, I'm happy now.
- Move on already!
- I'm not done yet.
Even after what you did to me,
I'll still thank you.
As cheesy as this may sound,
if not for you, I wouldn't be strong.
Then I contributed a lot to your life.
as*h*le!
What do you want?
For me to say sorry?
I don't need it.
I don't need your apology.
Now I can do everything myself, Von.
In fact, I can even apologize to myself.
"You didn't leave this b*stard
even when he bared his horns."
Von, I declare from this moment on,
you have no power over me.
f*ck you!
Idiot!
You delusional b*tch!
What do you think, huh?
You'll never find another man like me!
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100 Songs for Stella (2025)
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