01x06 - m*rder on the Blue Train

[bunniefuu]

["Tupaate" by Pia Pounds playing]

♪ I'm fresh ♪

♪ I handle your heart… ♪

[Zari] There's been a lot happening
between me and Annie.

There's been fights.

It's been about me and Khanyi
talking about Annie,

me and Swanky talking about Annie…

I thought, what better way
to just invite everyone

to get onto a train,
release some steam, and have some fun?

-[Andile] Hello.
-Hey, hey!

Look who's here.

[Zari] And I'm at Andile's place
to drop the invite myself.

-[Andile] Look at you, you're here.
-[Zari clicks tongue]

You made it sound… Never mind.

You said you can't…
You said you'd never come.

But it's beautiful. I love it. I love it.

Finally, in the lion's den.

I know Zari had said we should be friends,

and that she'd never come
for a second date, but here she is.

Is it mixed signals? No.

It's a girl being a girl.
It's a lady being a lady.

And I'm happy to chase.

That a player's gotta play.

[Zari] I've got an invite.

Okay.

So this is for you.

-And you better come.
-[Andile] This is nice.

"I'd love to host you all

on the most lavish train
on the continent…"

-Tell me about it.
-"…the Blue Train. Love, Zari."

You gonna come?

[sighs]

Doesn't sound good.

I'm not going to be able to make it.

And I would have loved to, 'cause…

Aw.

…you know, imagine taking you away
from everything and everyone.

-Stuck with me on a train.
-Stuck with you on a train.

-Then you can't run from me.
-[Zari laughing]

Like, we're here. See this here?

-We're like this for three days.
-Yeah, yeah.

But I can't.

I won't be able to make it because

it happens to be on the same weekend

that I'm taking my kids
and my brother and sister

to go to my father's grave.

And, for me, that's more important.

-This is beautiful and very sweet of you.
-I'll leave it here.

Just in case you move dates
or for whatever it is.

Hold on, you invited everyone?

Everyone. We need to get away.
We just need to go.

-You're gonna have Annie, Swanky, Khanyi…
-Mm-hmm, mm-hmm, yes.

-…who you're busy trying to--
-Yes.

-Gonna have them all in the same train?
-Yes, yes. Regardless.

Are you sure?

If we need to let steam off,
let it be on that train.

["Are You Ready For It"
by Krysta Youngs playing]

[train horn blowing]

♪ Are you ready for it? ♪

[song ends]

♪ See me shining with the lights off, eh ♪

♪ Couple rights with the ice on ♪

♪ I ain't really trying to fight y'all… ♪

[Zari] Being a boss lady,
I obviously associate with luxury.

I've planned a whole lot of parties,
dinners,

and we're also looking forward
to game reserves.

[Zari] Ooh!

-Look at you! [laughing]
-[Zari] Look at you.

I'm a bit worried about being on a train
with Kudzi and the swingers…

for 48 hours.

Wow, you made it before everyone?

-I don't want to lose the train.
-This is like 30 minutes later.

[Swanky laughs]

I know the train is heading to Mpumalanga,

and I've never been there…
[chuckling] …but I'm sure it will be nice.

-[Swanky] Look who we got here.
-[Khanyi] Finally!

[Kayleigh] How are you?

So this is the first time

we're all going to be in the same space
for more than 24 hours.

Knowing everybody and the type
of personalities we're dealing with,

I definitely think
there's gonna be some drama.

-Thank you so much for coming.
-Toast, toast.

-Honoring my invite to the Blue Train.
-[Swanky] To the Blue Train!

Where's Annie?

[dramatic music playing]

Annie's supposed to be here,
and Annie right now is not here.

-Why is she late?
-How is he early?

[Naked DJ chuckles]

[Kayleigh] Yeah, that's shocking.

It kind of bothers me, I must say,
why she isn't here.

Here! I thought she was here.

-[Khanyi] Can you call her?
-I'm calling her right away.

I left Annie and Zari in a good place,

and I feel like the issues are resolved.

I'm hoping Annie's gonna come.

She's nowhere to be found.
Let's go inside.

[Khanyi] We all know about the fight
between her and Annie.

[Khanyi] Where's Annie?

[Zari] Annie is taking the whole day
to come. I hope she makes it.

So we're not sure if she's forgiven her,
or what the story is,

but I've also chosen to move back a bit
because they're two grown women.

They need to just deal
with this themselves.

[rousing hip-hop music playing]

Everything is not sitting okay with me,
the fact that I don't see Annie,

I don't see Nadia, and I'm worried.

Like, what's going on?

-It's narrow.
-[Kudzi] Let's check it out, yo.

Let's see where we're sleeping.

♪ Whoo! ♪

♪ Workin' hard all day… ♪

-It's a-- Oh my gosh!
-A bathroom.

Can we both fit in here?

-We have to squeeze in.
-We'll have to try.

♪ Get tipsy, get tipsy ♪

♪ Get tipsy… ♪

I hope it's soundproof. I don't know.

-Try to shout and see if anyone can hear.
-[Khanyi shouting] Swanky!

Annie!

[Swanky] I'm looking around.
Annie's still not arrived.

I mean, maybe she's taking
my place today to be late, so…

Let's see.

I actually wanna find Annie.
Let's go find out what's happening.

[train tracks creaking]

["Buyile" by Khuli Chana ft. Tyler ICU,
Stino Le Thwenny & Lady Du playing]

♪ Exactly ♪

[rapping in Sesotho]

[in English] ♪ Say something
Back by popular demand ♪

[rapping continues in Sesotho]
[in English] ♪ Can't stop me… ♪

If they ever tell you I'm not a romantic,
don't believe them.

Ohh, you came with flowers!

You're so sweet.

So once I realized
that Nadia wasn't on the train,

let me go see her,

but also I've had a very reflective time
since I last saw Nadia.

And I think I owe Nadia an apology.

After the last conversation we had,

over the whole
Diamond and Zari thing with you…

-Oh.
-…maybe I didn't handle it so well.

I accept your apology. Thank you so much.

I appreciate it.

So I heard the whole squad
went on a train.

I'm surprised you're not there.

-I'm surprised you're not there.
-No, you can't be surprised I'm not there.

Because, for me, she's not my friend.
Why am I there?

My opinion on her has been warped by

how many bad things I'm hearing
about her. You know what I mean?

I'm not hearing anything good.

And I really want to stay away from
all the drama because drama chose her.

I can only imagine
what's going to happen on this train.

-You think there's going to be fire?
-So much fire, flames, b*mb, heaters.

[both laughing]

So, why are you not there?

Losing my dad a couple of years ago
has been a big thing for my whole family.

-And we're going to go…
-[warm music playing]

…to my dad's grave…

Oh.

…to have, like, a closure.

That's amazing.

I wish I would be able
to have that kind of closure with my dad

because my dad is still alive,
but I have no idea where he is.

I think the way I also deal with men
in relationships is probably…

Men are very disposable to me.

-[Andile] Hm.
-And I think it's because of the fact that

I just never had a father figure
that was there and present.

Relationships are so tricky
for me to navigate, to be honest.

I came out of this toxic relationship.

Now I'm with Vic.

And now there's this weird vibe
between me and Diamond

that I don't quite understand
how to really navigate right now.

Have you tried to reach out and find him?

No, I feel like that'd be
disrespectful to my mom

'cause she did so much for me.

-When Gabby was born…
-Yeah.

…Rosette and I had a fall-out,

and I didn't see
my daughter for four years.

Really?

Every birthday was celebrated.

Did a card. Wrote in that card,
every birthday for four years.

And one day when she asks me…

-[Nadia] Aw.
-…I'm going to take that out and say,

"It's not I wasn't thinking about you,
I didn't love you,

but there were circumstances beyond me."

And I'll show her all of that.

What if I meet him,

and he's disappointing,
and he's not that dad?

Then at least that gate is closed.

[Nadia] I just don't know
if I want to unpack all of that

because I'm not ready to cry that hard,
to be honest. Who wants to cry?

["Buyile" playing]

[rapping in Sesotho]

-[Khanyi] Where is Annie?
-Where is Annie?

Did Annie board the train, guys?

Guys, Annie didn't turn up, you know.
So I just want to appreciate everyone

for honoring my invite, for being here.

We have a whole lot of things to do.
We have a dinner planned.

We have a safari planned.
We have a whole lot of things happening.

It just stopped.

[playful music playing]

I'm preparing to give a speech, you know,

basically to say to my guests,
"Thank you for honoring my invite,"

and…

guess who walked in.

-[Swanky screaming excitedly]
-[Kayleigh laughing]

[Khanyi cheering] Annie!

So I was a little bit skeptical
if I wanted to be on that train or not,

especially Zari told us about it.

'Cause Swanky was like,
"Come on, you gotta be here."

"Khanyi's here, Kudzi's here."
You know, da-da-da…

The train left me, and I cut them off.
I cut them just before they went far.

[Zari] Annie, how did you
get on the train?

[Annie] Money makes the world go round!

Money--

-Money makes the world go round.
-[Swanky] Money makes the world go round.

And so the train stopped, babe.

-[glass clinking]
-[Annie laughs]

May I have your attention?

[Annie] Mm.

Can we have a toast quickly?

[Annie] When I think Zari, I think drama.

Negative energy, like…
'Cause that's what I'm used to.

That's the vibe she's given
from the beginning.

First of all, I would like to appreciate
everyone for honoring my invite

to come to the train.

[tense music playing]

"Thank you for honoring my invite."

Huh.

It didn't sit well with me.

I felt what better way to go away
and strengthen the relationships,

get to know each other,

locked up in here on a train.

Stop gossiping.

Nobody's mouth
is moving here, though. [laughs]

[glass clinking]

[Zari] Yeah, so thank you so much,

and tonight we are actually
going to have a dinner.

I'm expecting everyone to look beautiful,
fabulous…

Khanyi is just having
a whole lot of issues.

[tense music continues]

I'm getting a sense that she feels like
she needs to dethrone someone in a group.

To be Beyoncé.

This is not

that kind of group deal.

These are the all-stars, baby.

[Zari] I don't know
what's happening with you.

-What's the issue, babe? You okay?
-[Zari] What's the issue?

-I like the second part.
-What's wrong?

-[Naked DJ] What's going on?
-[Kudzi] With what?

-[Annie] Exactly.
-[Zari] With wifey.

-With wifey--
-[Khanyi] It's the air-con, I'm cold.

She's cold, honey.

Please go warm your baby up a few minutes
before we can actually have dinner.

I mean, I do observe
a little bit of awkwardness.

I'm thinking maybe Khanyi is a bit unruly

because formalities
might not have been the place.

[Zari] I mean, we are here to have fun.

Getting on the train,
everybody was from 0 to 100.

All of a sudden, you all just came
from there to here.

Am I missing something? I mean…

[funky music playing]

[train horn blows]

[Zari] The speech didn't go right,
obviously.

I'm suggesting we should dress up
and come for dinner.

Maybe the moods are going to change.

And there's a suggestion
we should do pajamas.

[Annie] My first day on the train…

[sighs] …I'm just thinking right now,
"48 more hours to go."

"Will I survive this?"

Lord have mercy.

All the seats are taken. The only
seats available for Swanky and I…

is on Zari's table.

[Swanky] Annie and Zari
have only made up.

They've not seen each other
after the lunch I had with them.

The vibe is just quite quiet and awkward.

Yeah.

[Zari] You're actually posting
a whole lot of those things.

[Swanky] Yeah. 'Cause I like it.

[in Pidgin] We might need to call
a helicopter or something

to come carry me out of here.

[in English] I don't know what
to talk about with Zari.

Oh well…

[Kudzi] Anyway.

-[tense music playing]
-[Zari groans] What a day, guys.

I'm glad we buried
our little altercation that we had.

That was a forgiveness.

If she didn't take it,
and she just wanted to put up a show,

I could care less.
I could really care less.

She's here. That's what matters.

[Swanky] Today!

So how is
your wedding plans going anyways?

-The renewal of the vows.
-[Annie] Yes.

Everything for the wedding right now
is falling into place.

I'm getting a little bit nervous as it is.

I didn't think I was gonna be nervous.
I've been married before.

The first wedding was on the beach.

-It was in Dubai. It was on the beach.
-Wow.

It was a big wedding, but this one
I want something really small.

[Zari] Intimate.

Very intimate, and I want it in a garden.

Right now, I know
that I don't need Zari's energy

on that day.

[Zari] Look, I'm not very close
with Annie.

Looking at me as Zari, Zari sitting here,

it doesn't add or reduce anything to me,

but from a woman's point of view,
I would really wish her well on that.

[train horn blowing]

["Kilometre" by Burna Boy playing]

♪ Yeah ♪

♪ Kilome, kilome, kilome ♪

-♪ Kilome, kilome, kilome, kilometers ♪
-[train horn blowing]

♪ I don come, I don come kilometers ♪

♪ I don waka many kilometers… ♪

[Zari] Whoo!

Today, we're doing
the safari game reserve.

[Swanky] Zari, you good?

[Zari sighs] Oh boy!
There's a whole lot of climbing, bruh.

[Swanky] I want this camo thing
on your head.

[Zari] Last night…

I'm bothered by the energy from last night

because we are here to have fun.
Why does it seem like we're in a funeral?

If I need to bring it up,
I will bring it up when everybody is there

because I still want to know
what was that about.

[Annie exclaims]

[Kayleigh] Myself and Quinton are on
the same vehicle as Zari.

Swanky, Annie, and Khanyi and Kudzi…

yeah, decided to take their own vehicle.

[Annie screaming happily]

[Annie] Please, I'm happy to be
in this car with these friends,

good energy, love.

We're all in one agreement to unity.

I'm really sad that we're to be divided,

but everything looks under control.

Now, show me an animal.

[Zari] How are you
finding the trip so far?

I mean, this is like our second day here.

[Kayleigh] So, I'm-- I'm enjoying it.

Personally, I kind of feel like

everybody's energy yesterday was, like…
[swooshing sound]

[Naked DJ] Yes.

While I'm busy speaking,
"Guys, this is why we're here,"

Khanyi goes like…

-I noticed as well.
-Everyone noticed.

I think it started
when Zari started saying,

"Thank you, guys, for coming to my event.
Thank you for being here with me."

I think the "me, I's,"
that didn't sit well with a lot of people.

But you could definitely tell
something was not right.

-[Zari] They were actually doing what?
-Their energy.

They were behaving like the evil sisters.
Every time you talk… [mimicking gossiping]

-Like--
-There's also a reason--

[Zari] I was the Cinderella yesterday.
I've got these two stepsisters.

If I am a Cinderella,
I'm gonna stay Cinderella regardless.

You wanna be Cinderella.

I'm not gonna lose any sleep over it,
and I'm gonna stay Cinderella regardless.

But thank goodness you guys noticed.

["Baninzi" by Amanda Black playing]

[singing in Xhosa]

[in English] ♪ Keep fighting, yeah
You're not alone, yeah ♪

[singing continues in Xhosa]

[in English] ♪ Soon enough… ♪

[Andile] Family's everything to me.

This is a pack I lead with pride.

It's easier for a family that's led

by a man such as my father
to fall apart once he leaves.

I could never fill his shoes.

It's actually quite funny
that there's a shoe here because

it's literally been
the biggest shoe to fill.

Yeah.

You know,
having to step into his shoes and…

head the family, so to speak.

My dad was a remarkable man.

[emotional music playing]

[Andile] He was an amazing man to myself,
my siblings, who he did not birth,

and he taught me to be
the father that I am today.

I am who I am with all my kids,

biological or not,
because my father taught me that.

[emotional music continues]

I can only hope to, you know,

one day be half the man my dad was.

Because…

if I believed in life beyond the grave…

I think he's a little proud of me.

[upbeat music playing]

[animals calling]

[animals calling]

-[Annie] Is that a lion?
-[Khanyi] Hyena.

-[guide] Hyena. Spotted hyena.
-What?

-[Swanky] Whoa, look at the eyes.
-[Annie] What if he jumps in here?

-[guide] He won't come.
-[Kudzi] It won't jump. It's running away.

[lion growling]

[whispering] Oh my God, it's a lion.

[whispering] Let's go, let's go, let's go.

[playful music playing]

Let's go.

[scoffs]

[in Pidgin] I don't play like that.
[in English] It's too close for comfort.

Can you see our car?
Can you see the lions?

We're like this.

-No, this is too close.
-This is too close.

It's too close now, yeah?

-[lion roaring]
-Oh God!

-[Swanky] Annie, chill.
-It's big.

[Swanky] Annie, chill.

[playful music continues]

I don't think he'll eat you.

[whispering] Let's go. Let's go. Let's go.

Like, I need to leave.

[in Pidgin] I'm a Nigerian babe.
I'm a Black girl.

I'm not into
all these white people things.

I beg, let's go. Swanky.

[Swanky] Let's go, driver.
Please, I brought someone's wife out.

I don't want trouble.

-[in English] Please, can we go?
-[Kudzi] Let's go.

[Annie] He's looking at us.
He's looking at us.

-[lion roars]
-[Annie whimpers]

[all] Let's go. Let's go.

-Get me out of here.
-[crying] Let's go.

[Swanky speaking indistinctly]

[whispering] Let's go, guys. Let's go.

I don't want the adventure anymore.
I'm not interested.

[lion bellows]

[Annie] I'm not interested.

-Let's move now.
-Let's go.

-[Swanky] Hey.
-I'm so warm.

[in Pidgin] I don't like
this kind of adventure.

I'm not about this kind of adventure.

-[Swanky laughing]
-I'm telling you.

[Swanky] My goodness. God, please.

["First Place" by Nate Bodiker playing]

♪ Up on top ♪

♪ Gold around my neck
With a belt around my waist ♪

-[friends chatting indistinctly]
-["First Place" fades]

-So are you going to bring it up? [laughs]
-[Zari] Yeah.

I am definitely going
to bring up last night,

'cause if we don't,
then it will always be…

-There's that elephant in the room.
-…an issue.

[Annie] But it was nice.

-[Zari] Swanky, Annie, Khanyi…
-[Swanky] Ma.

[Zari] I just wanna quickly talk about
yesterday when we arrived on the train.

[Swanky] Mm.

So it was all good and all of a sudden
when we got to the train,

there was a certain energy
that was very transferable.

And you know energies don't lie.

[dramatic music playing]

This is me standing up, saying,
"Ladies and gentlemen,

you know, we are here
and it's a beautiful trip."

While I'm saying,
"Thank you so much for honoring,"

you and Khanyi obviously get together,
whisper, and giggle.

[Khanyi] I can feel the negativity

that is about to sit on this table.

Is it my body or is it Zari?

It's not my body. It's Zari.

-[Zari] Didn't you see them…
-Did we whisper?

[Zari] …whispering and giggling?

-Did we? I sat next to Kudzi.
-At a certain point I did.

-Thank you.
-I sat next to Kudzi.

That was f*cking rude.

[dramatic music intensifies]

How am I supposed to feel?

Why didn't you say it then?
You should've just said it.

That's what I'm saying. And from there,
there was a lot of dry conversations.

How were you supposed to feel
when you were making your speech?

Clearly, it's like we've robbed you
of something.

What was the speech in aid of?

'Cause now you say,
how were you supposed to feel

when whatever happened…

If your speech is to gratify yourself,

whatever people do,
you said what you had to say.

-So what's the issue?
-[Zari] Gratif-- Was I gratifying myself?

That's why I'm saying.
What have we robbed you?

What moment is this
that we probably missed?

What moment are you looking for here?
What value are you trying to find?

Because, to me,
you're coming across as a little girl

who's throwing her toys out the cart
for some reason that I don't understand.

So what is the issue?

[Zari] The issue was,
what was all that dry energy yesterday?

-What was that?
-No, but--

[Khanyi] This was not PT

for us to bring energy
like we're gonna play a sport.

[Naked DJ] Khanyi,
it's-- it's a level of respect.

What respect?

Khanyi,
you said seven speeches at your ball,

and everybody respected that.

Nobody disturbed you during your speeches.
Nobody spoke.

-Thank you.
-Nobody spoke out of line.

-Did I disturb Zari yesterday?
-Nobody was laughing…

I think to a certain extent--

[Khanyi] Naked, did we laugh?

You don't remember
or you didn't even notice.

She chose to make a speech…

I'm not at a conference, where
I'm expecting someone to say a speech.

At my event, it's my event.

It's my ball. It's not your party.

-[Zari] Correction. It's not my party?
-No, it's not your party.

I invited you on this trip.

-[Khanyi] It's not your party.
-I invited you.

And that is why I'm saying
there was obviously issues.

That is why now you're saying
what you're feeling.

If there wasn't anything,
you'd have been like,

"Guys, we were tired," or whatever.

But now you are raising a lot of issues,

where you are even saying
I needed some kind of gratification.

'Cause you made a speech,
we must all clap for what?

-[Zari] I don't need validation.
-I'm not here for a Super Bowl game.

-[Zari] Oof.
-[Khanyi] Uh-uh, Zari.

Uh-uh.

Only on Instagram. f*ck!

No one is your cheerleader here.
Here you are not a celebrity.

Here you are friends.

[in Zulu] Oh no, girl.

[Zari, in English] Who is acting
like a celebrity?

There's just this thing about you
where you want to be exalted,

and it's not going to happen, boss lady.
You understand, Zari? Whoa.

Khanyi, stop!

[in Zulu] Zari is not gonna tell us
what to do.

[Annie, in English] Khanyi, stop.

[chuckling] Ouch, my heart.

I must never fight with Khanyi.

I would not take all of that.
It would be hard.

Why are we ruining the evening
with this conversation right now?

No. Weren't you guys
chatting with each other?

You must have had your conversation
about this before bringing it here.

Naked, if you feel the energy was down,
you should've brought it.

Kayleigh, if you feel the energy was down,
you should've brought it.

No, I feel like
it shouldn't be an argument.

People said the energy was down.
We all got energy on our head.

-[Kayleigh] The question was why--
-Today, our energy is not down.

-[Zari] Why?
-[Annie] Are you not happy today?

Let's not have it happen again.
Like, let's--

So, every morning, report your moods
to us so we can act accordingly.

Thank you very much.

Okay.

That's not Naked and Kayleigh talking.
That's Zari talking.

We are happy today.
Cheers. Cheers, Kayleigh.

-Cheers.
-[Naked DJ] I'm happy. We're happy.

Why didn't you light it with your energy?

I… Shame on Naked.

If this was Survivor,
they were going home.

Because the tribe has spoken,
like, seriously.

Like, how do you fight four people
when you are three?

-[Khanyi] Your little issue--
-Your little group in your safari.

Your little group meeting bombed
in your faces. It bombed.

Don't tag team with an issue
that didn't affect you on the train.

Kayleigh and Naked,
I am extremely disappointed at them

because I was sitting with them.

I had a good time today.

I thought I kissed and made up
with everybody today.

-You guys, my joy--
-[Swanky] Are we outta here?

[in Pidgin] You're stealing my joy
from today. Let's go home.

[in English] I guess we're done.

[Swanky] I feel like
this whole situation is trash.

And nobody should entertain it.

Don't sit there
and try to divide the group

and expect us to sit there.

No, you can as well stick to your group.

[Zari] Y'all have a safe trip. Bye.

Y'all are negative energy.

Same WhatsApp group.

[Swanky] Zari, Kayleigh, and Naked
already had a conversation about this.

They already had an agreement.

So you guys can entertain yourselves.
You guys have vibes, right? Do that.

Can you feel the air?
It's clear. [laughing]

The air is so clear right now.
They were choking us.

[in Zulu] Me…

[in English] …I still wanna have
a good time.

We've got one more night left.

Let's go have a party.

I say, let's go to the party.

["Right Now" by Elaine playing]

♪ Why did you lie?
Why did you f*ck with my feelings? ♪

♪ Why do you cry when I'm leaving? ♪

♪ Why can't you see that I'm grieving
The death of my love for you… ♪

[Nadia] The fact that everybody's
on the train right now and, um…

it's kind of forcing me
to look at my personal ecosystem.

♪ I'm in my bag right now ♪

♪ I can't be in tears right now
I can't afford to lose… ♪

Andile advised me very well last time
he and I spoke about how I deal with men.

I just don't know if I'm ready
to unpack that conversation.

I know he wants me to really badly.

Hi. I don't want to get up.

-[laughing]
-[Andile] Geez, I love you too.

Look, we're matching. See?

-[clicks tongue] Look at us. [laughs]
-Ooh!

Stop hitting on me.

What am I drinking? Where's my order?

Um, Vic and I broke up.

-[dramatic music playing]
-[Nadia laughs] I know.

You're the first person I've told,
so please, just relax, this information.

-What?
-We broke up. Yeah.

Are you okay?

I'm okay.

I'm sad, but I'm okay.

I think the one thing
I don't want to do is waste time.

I don't wanna waste time with somebody
that doesn't have a future with me.

And I don't think we had a future.

What happened?

I think the distance just got
a bit too much for both of us.

I just felt like
he wasn't making much effort.

I spoke to him, and I was like,

"Long distance is tough.
You have to communicate."

We speak every day,
but he was always busy.

I was always busy doing something,
and we just didn't communicate.

As much as the communication
wasn't as good as I'd have liked,

I think that's what I'd miss the most,
the catch-ups I used to have with him.

We have stopped speaking. Yeah.

I had sent him a message and I said,
"Babe, I feel like long distance is hard."

"You need to put a lot of effort
into what's going on."

"I feel like we haven't spoken
as much and you're busy."

Then he sent me a message like,

"Babe, I understand,
but can we talk about this tomorrow?"

Then I was like, "Okay,
I know where it's probably going."

"He's probably saying…"

I would have loved for him to say,

"Babe, I'm sorry. What can I do better?"

But he didn't, and it's understandable,
and I get it.

I'm sad, but I'm not broken.
It's that conversation I had with you

where I feel like
men are disposable to me.

If you come or you go,
if you're here or you're not…

And I-- And I know that's a problem
that I need to deal with.

And that doesn't--

'Cause there's an expectancy
of men to leave you.

A hundred percent.

You expect that and are cool with it
'cause they've left me since I was three.

A hundred percent.

I think the day you sit
in front of a therapist,

I think that'll be
the best cry of your life.

I don't wanna cry.

Please stop telling me about crying.
I do not want to cry.

That's actually the main reason
I don't want to do it.

I do not want to cry.

No. No, you will not have that
weakness from me. You don't deserve it.

-Crying is not a weakness.
-It is a weakness.

[saxophone playing upbeat jazz tune]

[Zari] I'm hosting
the Gatsby party tonight,

and the fact that people walked away,
I'm expecting people to walk in

ready to party or just ready to ignore me.

And either way,
whether they're coming or not,

I'm still going to be at my own party.

-Hi, how are you?
-I'm great. How's your evening?

All right.

[laid-back music playing]

[Khanyi] I will continue to fight Zari.

Until she gets it that we are her friends,

not her fans,

and how she needs to calm down.

[dealer] Okay, number 36.

No ways. I'm losing all my money.

-This cannot be happening.
-[Kudzi] We're here!

Khanyi, being my friend, that was so off.

If it was me and I had issues with Khanyi,

I don't think I would have expressed it
in that way.

[Kudzi speaks indistinctly]

[dealer] All right. Last bets, please.

[Khanyi] I just want her to tap out.

But I know that Zari always wins
in everything in life.

But you don't have to win here.
Just let it go.

Let it go and say,
"Okay, guys, you're right."

"Sorry, let's carry on with the evening."

[Naked DJ] Tonight is the Gatsby party
and casino night,

so we want to make some money,
we wanna look good,

and I'm looking forward to it.

-[Kayleigh] Hello!
-[Zari] Hey, sexy! You're beautiful.

[Kayleigh] You look so gorgeous.

[both kissing]

[Zari] Hey, Naked, you're dressed!

[Naked DJ] You look…
Oh, yeah, for a change!

[dramatic music playing]

[Kayleigh] There's still
a lot of animosity

and a lot of words
that have gone unspoken,

so I don't think it's going to end well.

-[country western music playing]
-[whip snaps]

[Swanky] Tonight is my saddest day
in South Africa.

My friends are divided.

I know the efforts that I put in
to keep my friends united.

It's my job. It's my priority.

That's why I'm on this Earth,
to keep unity,

to have love,

to have happiness.

You know, so for me,
I feel unaccomplished right now.

[Zari] …and why we lose money.

-We won something.
-You bought?

-We played--
-[dealer] That's yours.

-See? Beginner's luck.
-I didn't even get that.

-Ooh! Look who's here.
-She made it!

[Swanky] Oh sh*t!

[Annie] As I'm walking into this room,

I have never been in a cold place.

This place now, it's not the weather
that is cold. The energy…

cold.

-[Annie] You guys look amazing.
-[Zari] Do you want a drink?

[Annie sighs] I think I…
I need to breathe in the look. Hey!

[Zari] Annie's outfit… [laughing]

Is that a joke?

Nice.

What am I even dressing up for?

For this?

[indistinct chatter]

It's a clear division. It's so clear.

[dealer] All right. Last bets, please.

No more bets.

-We're having a good day, right?
-A stunning day.

It's petty.

It's petty.

You know when you're used to being
the center of attraction in your life?

When you're not, it becomes a problem.

[Naked DJ] I can see the only one not
getting involved in this madness is Kudzi.

The last two or three occasions
that I saw you…

-Yeah.
-…Khanyi and I were…

at each other's throats, you know?

-Yeah.
-And I wanted to apologize for that.

I just wanna set things right with Kudzi.

And I can see
that you make my sister happy.

Whatever you've been doing,
just keep on doing it.

I've never seen her glow like this.
I've never seen her this happy.

[Naked DJ] I'm starting to like him
because I'm starting to get to know him.

Hi, everyone, I need your attention.

-[Kudzi] Give him the attention.
-[Swanky] I'm about to give a speech.

I see the same division.

Naked, Kayleigh, and Zari
are stuck in a seat again together.

They brought that energy from the dinner,

where they were celebrating
Zari's concern, to the Gatsby.

I really am not gonna stand here

and be in a divided party.

And I can clearly see the drama

and the bullshit that is going on here.

-I can't today. What's happening?
-[Swanky] I will not be a part of it.

I would rather
leave you guys to enjoy yourselves.

If we're not gonna really sort this out
right now, this minute,

to just arrange
this situation this minute…

-[Annie] Is there--
-…I'm gonna be outta here.

And this… I'm not even…
Like, I'm not playing any games.

And I am not even mincing
my words right now.

If we are not going to
really sort this sh*t out,

I'm going to be out.

[yelling] Whoever needs to sort
this thing out should do it now,

or I'm out of this party,
out of this train,

and I'm not playing any games.

I cannot be in this bullshit.

[tense music playing]

I'm really, really upset,
and I'm really disappointed.

I'm pissed that I'm on this train.

-[Kudzi] What are you talking about?
-I'm talking about everything.

Go a little bit deeper--

Why are we friends if we have to have
this kind of bullshit going on?

Zari, Kayleigh, Naked,
all of this sh*t is trash!

You're not going to behave like
you don't know what I'm talking about.

You guys are dividing this party,

and dividing this friendship
and this group.

[tense music continues]

Whoa, ah, I didn't know
that, uh, Swanky had that in him.

Wow! Um… [spluttering]

[Kudzi] What is he talking about?

-[Naked DJ] I'm asking the same thing.
-[Kayleigh] I'm also asking…

-I'm--
-I'm not sure.

[in normal voice] You don't know
what I'm talking about?

-[Naked DJ] I don't know.
-[raising voice] What is this?

[Naked DJ] No, first of all,

be calm.

-If you need help…
-[Swanky] I don't.

-…we can get you help.
-Help for what?

[Naked DJ] Relax.

[Swanky] What do you mean?
What help do I need?

-[Naked DJ] Then we can speak like adults.
-[yelling] Help for what?

-[Naked DJ] What's the problem?
-Why are you talking about help?

When you are done, let us know.

-Then we can speak like adults.
-What help do I need?

I'm talking about
this disgusting attitude at this party.

Talking about help.
What help do I need from you, Naked?

[Naked DJ] Lower the decibels,
then maybe we can speak like adults.

Just because we are not shouting--

-[Swanky] We don't have to shout, Naked!
-Exactly.

-[yelling] We don't have to shout!
-[Naked DJ] But you're shouting.

We don't have to shout, Naked!

-What do you mean by that?
-Swank…

-We don't have to shout?
-Handle that.

You trigger people's emotions
and expect them to be quiet!

Please don't.

If you have upset me, I can shout.

You guys messed a good day up,

like, for something
that was totally irrelevant.

There's a new sense,
I don't understand where it comes from,

where people want
to control people's actions.

He mustn't shout.

You must listen to me when I talk.
What is that?

If you can't stand his shouting,
let him go.

I wanna hear what he has to say.

Swanky wanted to say a speech.

We listened to his speech.

[Swanky] I wasn't gonna say a speech.

Okay.

-It's not a speech--
-Okay, is every--

-Is everybody going to f*cking talk…
-That was not a speech.

[yelling] Is this how the f*ck
we want everybody to speak?

-[Swanky] That was not a speech.
-That's not f*cking speaking.

We're not f*cking children!

We can all f*cking shout
if we all want to f*cking shout!

-We can all f*cking shout.
-I wasn't making a damn speech!

[in normal voice] Calm the f*ck down.
We can all f*cking shout.

I will not calm the f*ck down!

-Are you kidding me?
-Huh-uh.

Kayleigh, you can't say it's unnecessary.
You guys started this.

-We are here now.
-You guys started this.

Don't say we started this.
We-- we never started this.

I didn't start nothing.

-We started this? What did we start?
-[Kayleigh] I didn't start nothing.

[Annie] What do you mean
you don't know what's going on?

You finished us on the table.
You attacked us. Now you're acting like…

I don't understand
how people can be that fake.

This lady's trying to break this group
as far as I'm concerned.

This lady came with so much
negative energy and vibes to this group.

See everybody fighting against
each other and dividing themselves.

No, guys, don't group
Quinton and Kayleigh.

[Naked DJ] I put myself
in Zari's shoes. That…

if somebody had a problem with me,
they would actually tell me.

And there's like,

poison spewing, you know,
slowly throughout the team.

And we are clueless. So…

It's not a matter of
standing up for anybody.

But I just want somebody to come out
with it and say what is going on.

'Cause some of us are clueless.

[dramatic music building]

Zari, I've stood by you. Ever since
you came into the group, I stood by you.

And ever since you've got here,
you have ruffled feathers. Right?

Before you came into this group,
there was never such noise.

There was never such
people rubbing against each other.

No one has ever stood in the way
of our joy

when we come together as a group.

We may have issues
with each other internally.

-But we don't make it a group thing.
-[Annie] Group thing.

[Khanyi] I've met with Kayleigh.
We've spoken about our relationships.

When I had issues with Annie,
I went to her house.

We discussed it.

You come into this group as friends,
and you bring problems.

You bring a lot of confusion to the group.

Oh, really?

What you do

is you come and bring people together,
and you want to rule.

-[Zari] Oh, really?
-Friendship is not rulership.

How you fight battles
is you come in with an ego,

because you want to come out
as a boss lady…

-Oh, no.
-…and have the final say.

Everything you are saying about me,
it is what you are projecting on me,

or it is how you feel about me.

I want you to turn on your recorder,
record your speech on your phone.

No, you should. I feel like there's
some kind of intimidation energy

to feel like, okay, she stepped in.
You are saying everything…

Everything you are saying
is just how you feel.

-Not how I'm doing it.
-[Annie] Intimidation.

You're wearing fake hair.
Fake this, fake that.

That's not gonna intimidate me.

You think you have more money.
That's not gonna intimidate me.

I've tasted both poverty and wealth.

So wealth will not intimidate me.

There's just this energy about me
that when it's there and it's presented,

there's intimidation.

The confidence is way too high,
and it causes intimidation.

Nobody cares about Zari,
and this is what Zari needs to understand.

Having friends…

means there are no levels.

What you are saying,
Khanyi, is how you feel.

It's not how I'm doing it.

[Swanky] I think Zari's in her feelings.
She thinks this is Instagram,

where you feel like,
"Oh, I'm the celebrity."

There's no celebrity here.
We're all celebrities.

We're all young, we're all famous,
we all have money, we're all rich.

So…

intimidated by what?

[Khanyi] So say whatever you may,

I'm going to tell you
something about my friends.

You need to understand that

we have no value system here.

We have no,
"Who did what for who, when, how?"

What we have here is,
when you call, we respond, and we pitch.

We turn up.

And we don't care what the reason is.

We are there.

-And I'm done.
-Khanyi, you are done.

Everything you have said
about me is wrong.

Where there's always two women,

two powerful forces coming together,

like it or not,
there's going to be a clash. Bam.

[dramatic techno music playing]