01x05 - Todo Mundo Carrega uma Culpa

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Previously on Damned Saint…

You weren't at that church
in search of a miracle.

What the f*ck is this? Take it down.

Do you think all this is linked
to what happened at that school?

What happened in school?

This is powerful. It'll stand out
among all the showboating intellectuals.

These guys took me in.

If your church doesn't work out,
who'll take you in?

Many people have died
for this little book.

But it saved you.

Do you swear you'll never lie to me again?

I need more paper to wrap these K pills.

Let's send our customers to heaven!

Do you still have that nightmare?

Go on, go. Go, go.

Let go! Give it back!

Give it back, please, I'm asking you!

No!

Let me show you something.

Hands off my son, as*h*le!

How could you do this to him?
He's just a kid!

Can you pick me up, Dad?

The body of Christ.

You're a saint, Reinaldo.

You're on the right path.

God's path.

Can you keep a secret?

DAMNED SAINT

Gabi?

CHAPTER 5
EVERYONE BEARS SOME GUILT

Did you come home early?

What happened to your friend's dress?

I ripped it.

-You ripped it? Why?
-Uh-huh.

If not for my tragedies,
I wouldn't be here today.

We have to believe in ourselves.

Gabi!

So that's why you were being so weird,
huh, Pastor King?

Gabi, is that you, honey?

I'm here, Mom. Everything's okay! Relax.

Honey, I didn't go looking for this.

No. No.

So it was God's fault, right?

Honey, it was a moment of despair.

That giant hospital bill.

A pastor showed up
and offered to pay me to give sermons.

And you accepted it.

Because I don't know
who you are anymore.

-Is this it here?
-What?

-Is this it?
-No! No!

-What do you mean, no?
-Leave it.

You used mom to steal money from the poor!

How could you
take advantage of their faith like that?

Honey, a nurse recorded me.
I didn't even know.

You say something your whole life
and then do the opposite.

Oh wait, don't you tell them that
God punishes those who lie to family?

-But God doesn't exist. So--
-Shh! Be quiet! Keep your voice down!

Gabi, it's bedtime!

Keep it down.

Will you tell her, or should I?

This is a personal matter.
I'm fixing this.

A personal matter?

Look me in the eye,
look at this money in our living room.

This affects us all.

Gabi, if I tell your mom,
she'll never want to see my face again.

If you don't tell her,
I won't ever want to see your face again.

- Honey?
- Hi, Mom.

Did you like the party?

Come on, come on.

Come on, come on.

-Hurry up.
-Come on, Reinaldo.

May the Lord help me to find grace.

May we find succor

and may the truth be revealed.

Your mom was so beautiful.

Look at that big belly.

She would never forgive me.

Well, I managed to forgive you.

I think she could too.

Uh, I'm going to bed.

Okay, honey.

-Good night, Dad.
-Good night.

It'll happen this time, I have faith.

Have faith!

May we find succor
and may the truth be revealed.

If true to my mission,

may Pastor King come back.

May Pastor King come back.

May Pastor King come back.

May Pastor King come back.

May Pastor King come back.

May Pastor King come back.

Can't sleep either?

Where were you earlier?

At my place. Taking care of my plants.

What happened?

Tell me, honey.

I made the same mistake you did, Mom.

What mistake, honey?

I brought religion into my home.

You're on the right path.

God's path.

You don't know how thankful I am
every morning for the family God gave me.

Good point, Grandma!

I think I should go to church
to give thanks.

Do you mean that, honey?

Yeah, if I find a priest or pastor
who tells the truth, you know?

What are you talking about, honey?

Nothing, Mom, I'm joking.

Hmm, gotta go!

Enzo's here to pick me up.

-Does Enzo have a license?
-I don't know.

Honey, you don't know?

He can't drive you without a license.

Dad said it's okay.

You said it's okay, Reinaldo?

He's 17
and the school is around the corner.

And you have
something important to do today.

Something important? What is it?

This work thing.

Some students are giving me trouble.

I don't want this anymore.

But you earned it.

My book's getting published,
I don't need this dirty money anymore.

Now you're offending me.

Offending our congregation.

I apologize. I'm just here to return it.

But I can't accept it.

I made a deal before the Lord.

This God of yours
has caused me enough trouble already.

You're not as evil as you think you are.

No one does good works
without getting something in return.

Many people do good works
to receive a permanent place in paradise,

for fame, for money.

So I ask myself,
what harm is there in doing good?

So that's how you clear your conscience.

Give me a chance, Reinaldo.

Let me show you something, follow me.

Do you still have that nightmare?

Hmm?

Do you know what first communion means?

Purification.

You can get rid of that guilt.

Let me show you something.

Can you keep a secret?

Here on Earth, we're not meant to suffer.

We're meant to evolve, ya know?

I was out of my mind for a long time,
thinking it was all my fault.

You know what I mean?

Seeing that you've been abandoned
and thinking you're to blame.

But no one can be blamed
for being abandoned.

I know it feels impossible
to take a hard look at our own pain,

but when we learn to look at ourselves…

when we start looking at ourselves again,

we also learn to be seen.

What's better?

Two chem periods
or chilling at the pool with a joint?

Who made this, dude?

-Dude, you guys are real pricks.
-Hold on, Gabi! Hold on, Gabi! Hold on.

What happened?

RAISES EVEN THE DEAD

- So funny!
- Wow! You're pathetic, kid!

What the f*ck, Juliete? Damn!

God bless.

Do you make all this yourself?

Uh-huh.

What up, bro! Weren't you just here?

Go on!

It's really cool of you to do this.

Yeah. I've been in their shoes, you know?

This is nothing.

You're my salvation.

Hi, Clara!

I knew
I shouldn't have let Gabi leave with Enzo.

What, why? What happened?

Her school called me,
she didn't show up for school today.

She's lying to us, Reinaldo.

She lied today
and about going to the party with Laura.

But how do you know?

Because I called Laura.
Laura hasn't seen her in days.

Apparently,
Enzo and some friends rented a house.

Do you have the address?

I remember the neighborhood.

Téo - Check this out!

Maria Clara
School called, where r u!?

Can you answer! I'm worried

Enzo, want to come with me to Jardim Inês?

To do what?

I need to go to church.

Can we?

-Sure, let's.
-Okay.

I think I haven't been a good dad.

Of course you are.

Look at you, all worried.
I can see it on your face.

Plus, you saved her mom like that.

So if you're not a good dad,
I don't know what to say about mine.

But you managed to forgive him, right?

He's making an effort.

I was never able to forgive mine.

- Give it back!
- Let go!

- Please, I'm asking you!
- Want this?

- Take it!
- No!

Pastor? Pastor?

Pastor?

Where to now?

It's up ahead.

What up, boy, you tripping?
Pay attention, yo!

Are you f*cking high, old man?

Fabinho would go ballistic
if you lost one of these, you get me?

You loser!

"Truly, I say to you that
everyone who sins is a sl*ve of sin!"

People like us
are why the world is a living hell!

Shut the f*ck up!
Wrap those pills properly, loser!

f*cking psycho. Tsk, tsk, tsk.

-Holy sh*t!
-You crazy, bro?

-Spit it out, m*therf*cker!
-No.

I'll cut you open, f*ck! Spit it out!

Are you playing with us, m*therf*cker?

Look at you f*cking losers!

You're the loser, you junkie!

Chill, bro!

-Tell me! Who's the loser?
-f*ck, Dinei! Stop, bro! Chill, bro!

-Stop what, m*therf*cker?
-Look at him, man.

-He's all busted up, man.
-Shut up! f*cking grab him!

sh*t, he's all busted up, man.

f*cking loser!
This is what happens, m*therf*cker!

This is it, here.

-Here?
-Yeah. Here.

-What do you mean, Gabi?
-This is it, stop the car, please.

Gabi, what do you mean?
Where are you going?

Meet me there, okay?

Hold on. Hey!

Prophets of the Faith Church

It's always like this.

What's always like this?

We're afraid to find God.

It seems like there's an invisible line

keeping us from finding the good.

I'm just here to look around.

You need to come back
when we have services.

PROPHETS OF THE FAITH CHURCH

My dad, he--

He swears God doesn't exist, so…

You need to meet Pastor King.

You'll change your mind.

In fact, so will your dad.

And what's so special about Pastor King?

Keep it.

He is God's chosen
to perform miracles here on Earth.

Let me show you something.

-Well?
-Come here.

You paid it all off in under a month.

See? I told you that you could do it.

It's a shame
that Pastor King of yours left.

He'll come back.

Nice!

That's great!

You'll need to
expand your church yet, Pastor!

Talk to us if you need anything.

-Peace, Fabinho.
-Peace.

Mom, everything's okay! Relax!

- I'm with some friends.
- Friends?

-Yeah.
-What friends?

-Listen, did Dad talk to you today?
-No, honey.

-You didn't even talk today?
-No, Gabriela. Where are you?

-Wait, Mom. I can't talk now.
-Gabi, come--

Hold on.

- Are you crazy, Gabi?
- Come on!

-Where are you going?
-Come on!

-What are you doing?
-Shh!

Come here! Let's go! Come on.

Stay here, Enzo.

-This is not cool. Let's leave.
-Be quiet.

f*ck!

Received Calls

-Come here, Enzo, run!
-Wait!

Damn it, Gabi, where are you going?
Let's get the f*ck out of here.

There must be an exit
somewhere around here.

Whoa, whoa, whoa.

The f*ck do we have here?

The f*ck you doing here, girl?

Yo, hold up, Chico!
Don't be rude to the chick, bro.

She's super cute, you know?

We found them, Gabi!

Uh, you can sell us some good coke, right?

"Coke"? This isn't a store, junior.

Yeah, but there's a party tonight
where they can get some, right?

-What party, Dinei?
-The party, Chico! Well?

No, we don't want any.

Better just leave it.

No way, you have to.
I'll take you there, it's cool, bro.

I'll find you some great coke, rich boy!

Let's go, baby!

I'm here to pick up Gabriela!

Open the f*cking door!

Where's Gabriela?

Enzo's chick?

Gabriela!

I dunno. They must be in one of the rooms.

Holy cow.

Who let grandpa in?

Where's Gabriela?

Hold on! Isn't this you?

-Where the f*ck is Gabriela?
-Whoa, can pastors say that?

f*ck you! Where's my daughter?

Relax! She was here, but she took off.
I don't know, man. I swear!

Hello? Caiubi? Do we have to do this now?

So the charismatic professor
has become Pastor King?

Caiubi, this was a misunderstanding.
It's just research.

You said it yourself,
my book attempts to depict real life.

But I didn't expect you
to be unethical in your research.

We're a serious publisher, Reinaldo.

Don't do this, please! Don't do this.

No, I can't support this farce of yours.

Please, I'm asking you.

Caiubi, you'll lose the best book
your publishing house has ever seen!

The art of reverse psychology.

You'll lose your chance
to publish your book.

You never got over it, huh?

What?

The fact that Clara chose me
and dumped you!

She didn't exactly dump me, did she?

I have her manuscript right here.

And it seems I read it before you did.

I might publish it.

Oh, my God!

God!

God can go f*ck himself
right in his holy as*h*le!

The body of Christ.

The pastor's daughter.
She's the pastor's daughter!

She'll turn up. Have faith.

- Clara?
- Find her?

-You sent Caiubi your novel?
-Let's discuss this later.

-Not later! Now!
-Where is Gabi?

-I don't know where Gabi is!
-You shouldn't have let her go with Enzo!

-Now it's my fault she ran off?
-Where are you, Reinaldo?

-Hello, Reinaldo?
-Watch out!