01x07 - The Book of Trust

[bunniefuu]

I didn't even know 'til I got here.

Can you just stop for a second

and just, like, think of me as a person

and my character?

Can you just think

about me, please?

Dakota and Zac are mad that

their wives are going to Chippendales.

They're not even going to Chippendales,

but just walking inside the building.

- Dakota's mad.

- Uh-oh. What did you say to him?

I was like, "It's Chippendales."

He goes, "Dumb."

And I was like, "It's just a performance."

It's honestly shocking

that they're so mad.

He doesn't wanna

be married to me if I do stuff like this.

I thought this girls' trip

would be drama-free,

and if there was drama,

maybe it'd be between the girls.

But somehow the drama's now

with the husbands.

And I was not expecting this.

I feel like drama just follows us.

Right when we're in a good spot

and we're progressing,

it's like something else has to happen.

Like, I haven't done anything wrong.

No, we have not even gone in there, like--

I just hate

when he starts questioning my character.

Yeah.

- Like, I'm a good person.

- You've been great.

- I've done nothing wrong.

- No.

My husband is blowing up my phone

and he is just absolutely beside himself.

I should've known.

I should've known.

The difference between the saints

and the sinners is that,

for someone like me,

I think most of my friends know where

my boundaries are at with my husband.

Me being a part of this group of girls

has already been a lot for him

and I really think

this just kind of crossed the line.

Jen, I'm gonna go home

with you and Mikayla.

-Dakota's pissed too?

-Uh, are we shocked?

Yeah, I am.

-Really?

-Yeah.

Why?

'Cause this is an extreme level.

It's very on-brand--

I don't know

if they understand what this is.

I think Dakota being with Zac, they're

kinda the same, they're protective.

I think they were looking up things

and, like, showing each other, like,

what we were seeing and doing,

making up this story in their head.

So, Jen, are--

And then you're coming, right?

Mm-hm.

Okay, so us three can go chill

or something if you want at home.

We'll meet you guys back there.

Here we have a perfect example

of the misogyny that goes on

within the Mormon church

and I don't know if that's going to be

solved by them not going to Chippendales.

- Seats are right here.

- Woo! Front and center, baby!

Woo! Viva Las Vegas!

And come thee sinners ♪

Hallelujah ♪

Listen up ♪

I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

I've got everything

you could ever want ♪

Try me and you'll see

I'll bring you to your knees ♪

Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

Lead us not into temptation ♪

Lead us not into temptation ♪

Temptation ♪

♪♪

Tell Zac the only stripper

you're watching tonight is us.

Me and Taylor.

-Ooh!

-Give me the black one.

Am I the devil?

Zac's making me feel like

I did do something.

He's making me feel like

I cheated on him or something

and I clearly didn't do anything.

And he knows, like,

my heart and my intentions.

And so, it's so upsetting that

he-he doesn't believe me or trust me.

I would never do anything

to jeopardize our marriage.

And it makes me sad that

he doesn't feel that way.

How you guys doing out there tonight?

Are you guys ready to have some fun?

Oh, Chippendales.

I've heard of it all my life.

This is my first time going.

And, honestly, jaw on the floor.

♪♪

I can't believe the other girls

are missing this right now.

We're having the time of our lives.

We are letting loose, we're having fun.

And this is what Vegas is all about.

You, I really want

to D-A-N-C-E with you ♪

♪♪

One of my favorite moments

from the show is when

Layla gets pulled on stage.

She's single,

she's the one that deserves it.

But seeing her get, like, bent over

and danced on just made my night.

♪♪

I just wanna be with my kids.

Same.

-Screw everyone else.

-Screw, screw this trip.

Screw everyone.

Well, I guess I haven't had

enough chocolate donuts today.

-So

-Stop it.

- Come take a seat.

- Screwing myself over with baby weight.

I do feel like for Jen and I,

this trip is gonna be pretty shitty.

Feel like we have more on our mind now.

We're on eggshells of, like, what we can

and cannot do, what we can say.

Dakota's not happy about it,

but I'm like, "You can just shut up now."

It's not good for any of us,

let's just say.

The text message that Zac

just sent me was, "I'm done, Jen.

Not interested in talking.

I can't do this anymore with you."

Zac, he's typically the type of person

who likes to talk things out.

For him to respond this way,

uh honestly scares me.

To be honest,

I-I really don't know what's going on.

♪♪

Dude, Bret, what's up, dawg?

- How are ya?

- I'm doing okay, bro.

Like, just, like, me and Taylor, it sucks

'cause it's, like, you know, they all went

to, like, freaking

Chippendales and stuff.

And he's gambling right now,

and then, he's, like,

pissed too at Jen, like--

And, you know, all I,

all I can envision, dude,

is, like, I'm one of those people

where I might go to worst-case scenarios

and I'm, like, envisioning,

like, these male strippers,

like, dancing on Taylor while she's

36 pr-- weeks pregnant with my kid.

I want this relationship to work.

Like, I want to raise my kid with Taylor

and I want to, like, have that family.

And, uh, like, I don't, I don't--

Dude, I don't wanna lose that.

And I think that's why it, like,

scares me so bad is 'cause I just--

It's, like, something

I don't want to lose, like--

I don't know.

I just--

Sometimes I'm like,

"Damn, I don't even know

if I could handle something like that."

I really do appreciate you answering, man.

Like, sometimes that's, like, what I need

is that I just need to, like,

almost talk a little bit.

Take care, buddy.

♪♪

Thank you.

Woo!

-Yeah, don't forget your souvenir!

-Don't forget my souvenir!

Chippendales was so fun.

I'm so glad that us girls stayed

and got to experience that.

I'm just sad that not everyone was there.

So, now we're gonna go home

and check on the girls,

see how they're feeling

since their husbands wanted them

to be locked away in the house tonight.

But I just wanna make sure that

they're still able to have a good weekend.

If there are men here,

I will actually lose my sh*t.

No!

Woo!

Ladies, the party has arrived!

Woo!

- Ladies only?

- Yes.

- Labias only?

- Woo!

Woo-hoo, I got a souvenir. Woo!

I got pulled up on stage,

like, he was, like, straddling over me

and then he pulled his pants down

and put my hands on his butt

and I went, "Wee!"

Guess who I found?

My husband!

On his profile, his bio says, "God first,

dancer for Chippendales second."

- He has a heart!

- Oh, cute.

He's not just a good body.

- And a STD, but it's fine.

- Yeah.

- Oh, no.

- What's wrong?

Pardon me?

"Done with everything"?

He's saying,

"I'm not gonna be married

to someone who doesn't have

values and morals." Like--

What? He text that?

Yes, it's, like, what have

I done in this situation

to, like, lose your trust?

He has no right

to, like, be saying those things.

And threatening your marriage.

That's really weird to me.

Someone who carried

two of your freaking children

and l-- and has been nothing

but supportive and bending over backwards

to try to support him through medical

school and everything, that's gross.

Sorry, there's no other way to put it.

That's gross.

It's, like, uh, he's judging you

on something you didn't even do.

And that's not okay.

I know that doesn't make

the situation better, but--

-It's really strange.

-No, I think it's totally valid.

- It is.

- Well, and we're not there.

I'm like, "Why are you

- Why are you still talking?

- arguing like she's there?"

That's what I'm saying,

that's what I told Dakota.

I was like, "I went home.

There's nothing else to say. Zip it."

It's shocking to me that not only Taylor

is dealing with this, but also Jen.

I'll be back, guys.

I'm gonna change.

If their husbands and boyfriend

are still pissed about this,

it feels like

they're stuck in another era.

I don't know how to say this any nicer,

but if I was in your relationship,

I'd wanna jump off a cliff.

How do you do it? Both of you!

My gosh, aren't you miserable?

Yeah.

Like, not just in the relationship,

I'm just tired in general, like--

I don't know.

But I've crea-- I mean, I've created a lot

of these issues too, like, it's not--

I know. Aren't you guys done

being miserable? That's exhausting.

Yeah, and I told him that; I was like,

"If you're, like, miserable and not happy,

like, you gotta walk away."

I just-- I'm looking at marriage

and if these problems are already kinda

coming up with Dakota and I,

I feel like you're on a better behavior

dating than you are in a marriage.

So, I don't want that to get

to that level ever with, like,

how Zac tries to control Jen,

that will never be okay with me.

And I really want

to confront Dakota about it

and shut it down.

- In his thoughts, you know?

- Do you wanna go see him?

I don't think I'll be able to sleep

unless I, like, talk to him about it.

I don't want to see Dakota,

but I wanna sleep alone.

I mean, I'm not apologizing

for anything, but.

You did what you're supposed to,

you came home.

There's nothing else you could've done.

♪♪

- Good morning.

- Hello.

- My eyes are, like, half closed.

- Yeah.

The only thing going

is just the way--

I love these little cherries.

They're so cute.

Woo, baby!

- Woo!

- Woo. Woo-woo-woo!

Put that belly away!

I am extremely pregnant.

I'm frustrated, I'm exhausted,

and I'm tired.

Dakota and I haven't talked

since last night

and, honestly, like,

I am done taking sh*t.

Oh, you're gonna die.

Tell 'em what happened.

Last night,

Jen left the house at 2:00 a.m.

This is her for literally two hours.

- Oh, no.

- Oh.

Just texting, texting.

I'm like, "Why don't you call him?"

"He won't talk to me."

"Why don't you go see him?"

"He doesn't wanna see me. He's done."

Zac is the biggest narcissist.

- Oh, no.

- The things he was saying, guys!

- What?

- She had me read their entire thread

and I'm so glad I did because

it literally was

10 times worse than I can imagine.

"I'm f*cking done, Jen.

I'm done with you.

I'm done with our marriage.

I'm done. You're disgusting."

- "I don't love you."

- Yeah.

No!

Zac was essentially

just playing games with Jen.

And she kept saying,

"Can we get on a phone call?

Can we talk? Can I come see you?"

He literally just said,

"This is where I am,

come right now

or, or I'm not talking to you."

He's threatening to take the kids,

he's threatening to move home

to his mom's house.

It's giving crazy.

Clearly, she's upset.

She left at 2:00 in the morning in Vegas

and then I never heard from her again.

You can't take those words back;

even if they work through this,

she's always gonna

have that in her head.

This is gonna damage her

the rest of her life.

Zac texts Jen and he was like,

"The fact that you would even put yourself

in this situation, Jen."

She's like, "I didn't know!"

She said,

"Everyone else's husbands are like,

"'Have a good time.

I love you. I trust you.'

"I thought that there would be

some sort of response

in that vicinity knowing our history."

And he goes, "Stop bringing up

other couples that I would

wanna be nothing like."

He's like,

"Jess cheated on her ex-husband."

Which is not true.

I'm like, "Where did you get that?"

"Mayci and Jacob are a joke."

Um, "she walks all over him, he's, he--"

No, literally!

"Demi, divorced

and married to a 50-year-old."

What?

But he is, like, trying

to come off like he is this alpha

and I'm like, "You look like

the biggest baby b*tch right now."

No, truly.

I had an idea

of how controlling Zac could be,

but I really had no idea it was this bad

until hearing and seeing

all the text messages.

And I don't know

if it's a matter of trust,

I don't know if it's a matter

of, like, these men being in the church

and maybe seeing the traditional values,

I'm not quite sure.

But as MomTok,

we all rally around each other.

We see that this behavior is not okay

and it's not normal.

She's like, "What would--

What would you do? What would you--"

And I'm like, "This isn't the Jen

that I see that's fierce

and, like, confident and--"

He sucks the life out of her.

Like, she's like a ray of sunshine

and he, like, dims it.

Ew! Ew, ew, ew!

Hi.

What are you doing?

I'm at a go-karting place.

Oh, fun! Who you with?

- By myself.

- Why are you by yourself?

Zac just, like, uh, bounced.

I-I don't know,

I don't know what's going on.

I can't, like--

He, like, texted me last night, but--

What'd he say?

Uh, that he was just

going back to his room.

And that was the last I heard of him.

Well, Jen, Jen went over there last night.

- Oh, she did?

- Yeah, I felt bad.

She didn't leave here, though,

'til, like, I think, 2:00 a.m.

Well, yeah, I think he gambled

'til, like, probably 1:30 or 2:00, so.

So, Zac was gambling 'til 1:30 a.m.?

Oh, sh*t.

Wait, why? Was I not supposed

to say that or something?

I think Zac's gambling is bad.

Jen told me that

his family gave him a chunk of money

to help them through medical school

and kind of ease the burden

and he blew right through it.

I don't even know what's going on.

Jen was, like, crying

'cause she was like--

he was making her feel like

she did something super wrong.

Like, 'cause we went in there,

we met them and stuff and, like, we--

Obviously, Jen was--

- Yeah.

- Oh, you didn't tell me that.

Well, I'm telling you that right now.

Well, why didn't

you tell me that last night?

We haven't talked at all,

so where would I have told you that?

Last night.

I'm telling you right now,

so what's the issue?

The fact that

you didn't tell me that last night--

I didn't--

Okay, I didn't tell you last night.

But I'm telling you right now.

So, where is the issue?

Dakota is so mad that Taylor

went backstage and met these dancers.

I think when men get upset

about this kinda thing,

it really shows that they have

a lot of insecurities.

And it makes me feel like

he's hiding something.

Like, there's something off about that.

And now I got this confession

about Dakota.

I feel like this easily could be true.

And I feel like we need

to get to the bottom of it.

Why'd you call me again?

- I don't know. Just checking in.

- Yeah, okay.

Cool.

- Did you hang up on him?

- Yeah. Why'd he call me?

I do know for a fact

Dakota and I do trigger each other.

I don't know if he's intentionally picking

fights because I won't commit to him.

I do feel like, as time goes on,

he gets more frustrated,

which always causes fights.

It's just-- It's frustrating.

Taylor!

♪♪

I admit I am wild,

but I confess I like your smile ♪

I'm paranoid you'll leave me riled ♪

Jen's gone.

She's not answering any of our texts.

And, of course, I'm worried about her

because I feel responsible.

Chippendales is supposed

to be a fun place.

And hearing what Dakota and Zac's

reactions were,

I would like to say that I'm shocked,

but I'm not.

Zac is the typical LDS husband

who expects perfection from his wife

even if it's hypocritical

because he makes mistakes too.

And that makes me

really sad because I don't think

she did anything wrong.

Food's here.

I'm-- I just feel like

I'm so sick of men ruining our trips!

I know!

-Gosh!

-Screw the men.

-I just think it's the silliest thing.

-It's all insecurity.

It's just so silly.

Like, why are we acting like

little toddlers running around?

The men have caused more drama

in this group than the women have,

I feel like, at this point.

-Like, it's kinda weird.

-Eh, I wouldn't say that.

I don't know about that.

You're-- I think you're a little bit, um,

rose-colored glasses without Whitney here.

Oh, true that! I keep forgetting

she's a part of our group.

Still pretending she's not.

- If she wasn't here, then for sure--

- Pretending she's not.

She's not part of my group.

And I will say,

she's always been impulsive,

but I've never seen her this impulsive.

Lately, very hot and cold,

and she's getting angry easily,

and crying easily.

I'm like, "Are you okay?"

I haven't given up on Whitney

being part of MomTok.

I know everyone else has

and they're having these conversations,

but I still feel like there's a chance

that she could come back,

apologize for the things

that she's done to the group.

-You guys know where Whitney is?

-Oh, is Whitney not here yet?

-She's not coming.

-What do you mean?

She unfollowed all of us.

No!

Demi, I have a gift for you, though.

Oh. Shut up!

- Fruity Pebbles.

- I'm dead.

So dumb.

But the one thing I will say

is this trip has been

a bit more peaceful without her there

'cause I don't have to be going

back and forth between the friends.

It almost seems like sometimes

she can't control her emotions

until, like, a little bit later.

I'm like, "Whit, like, calm down." Like--

I think angry-wise,

she's never been this angry.

She's always been this impulsive.

She's always been this back and forth--

I truly don't know

if she's capable of true friendship.

Until I can see that

there is some reciprocation there

and, like, some actual acknowledgment

of, like, her part in things,

I am taking 20 steps back.

100%. Me too.

♪♪

We've got three bowls.

You open the top

and then you squirt it in.

I can help you.

I just got off the phone with Jordan.

You're not gonna believe what he told me.

What?

I know you're trying

to, like, avoid the drama,

so you want me

to tell you what's going on?

I mean, yeah. What?

Everybody went to Vegas.

But I guess Dakota and Zac also went down.

Dakota didn't wanna go down alone

because he's an ex-addict

without having someone

there to support him.

And I guess last night,

the girls decided to go to, like, a show.

Fun.

And they decided to do Chippendales.

According to Jordan,

the girls got, like, VIP access.

So, they got to go, like, backstage

and, like, help oil up the guys.

Zac and Dakota were pissed off.

Zac blows up on Jen.

Calls her terrible names,

according to, according to Jordan,

like "a terrible mother".

He started threatening,

threatening Jen with divorce.

Said, "I want a divorce.

My stuff's gonna be

out of the house by tomorrow."

-Like, "You have no values."

-What?

Do you think he's being serious?

I don't know and I don't care.

It's not my marriage.

I'm just saying.

I could see where he's coming from

because I don't think she's a good friend.

I think it's fair to say

what happens in Vegas

doesn't always stay in Vegas.

I made the right choice

to not attend that event.

So far in this MomTok group, honestly,

Mayci's really my only friend.

Nobody's talking to me.

Nobody's reaching out to me.

That's totally fine.

But Mayci's definitely my only girl

right now.

I, like, can't relate with these women.

I don't wanna be around those women

because every s--

'cause of what's happening

- every single time I'm around you.

- Yeah.

Don't feel safe.

I leave feeling horrible about myself

when I'm trying to get better.

Why would I wanna be

around people like that?

It takes a lot of confidence

and a lot of courage

to make the decision you made to,

you know, to say, "You know what, like,

I need to create this boundary for myself

to protect my emotions, to protect

how I feel, to protect my mental state."

I love what MomTok stands for.

And I feel like I've already done

so much for this platform

that I can continue to do so much,

but I don't know if it's-- if I wanna

do it with this group of women.

The easy decision

would've just been to go.

I mean, I'd be lying if I said

I didn't have a bit of FOMO, for sure.

- But also--

- After hearing all this,

-did it go away?

-Absolutely.

MomTok's not what it was.

And I don't know if it ever will be again.

♪♪

- It's windy!

- Can we play pickleball for 15 minutes?

- Yeah.

- Hey!

You're playing with a ping-pong champion.

Ow! God!

That was a dart! Let's get 'em.

- She came outta nowhere.

- It's 1-0.

Even though we won, that point

didn't count 'cause we weren't serving.

The vibes are just off, and I feel like

we need to blow off some steam.

But Jen is missing and I'm worried.

I mean, maybe I watch too much true crime,

but I feel like you

hear these stories a lot.

And I'm not saying that Zac would do that,

but at this point, my mind's in circles.

I feel like anything can happen,

especially 'cause she's MIA,

she's not answering her phone.

There you go.

It did!

-Woo!

-Woo!

That's game, baby!

Oh, you're not supposed to smack 'em!

Gonna break 'em!

We have to make sure we're there for her

when she returns.

It sucks, but we also wanna make sure

we're taking care of our friend.

Woo! Oh, that is hot!

Woo!

And then it got cold.

This group of six right now,

I'm, like, I love.

- I know. No, it's great.

- No, no issue.

Guys, I don't think

you realize that my skin is damaged.

I know.

We were dying that you posted,

like, a photo of Jen and tagged her.

You should've been like,

"Jen, where are you at?"

"Jen, answer the phone."

No, I should post it, "Last seen."

- Sending out a missing person--

- Missing person alert.

Wait, Jen just text me.

- What?

- No, she didn't!

- What did she say?

- She said, "We were up all night, dude.

It was the hardest conversation

I've ever had with him."

What does that mean?

I mean, I'm sure she'll tell us later.

We're so impatient.

"Well, what does it mean?"

Is your last name,

is your last name still Affleck or not?

What'd you say, Demi?

I said, "Holy sh*t, dude.

I'm so glad you're okay.

Was legitimately worried.

I wanna hear it all. How did it end?"

I'm just gonna be kind of

annoyed if she comes tonight

and she, like, drags down the mood.

Or she's like, "You guys, it's

all fine, like, he-he respects me now."

'Cause she does that a lot

where she's like, "No, he understands."

And I'm like, "No, he doesn't."

Jen and I, we do share different

religious views, which can be hard,

but I feel like Zac

is the exact type of person

that I have a problem with in the church.

Jen likes to tell me

that Zac is protective,

but I prefer to say controlling.

It really saddens me that she's been

living with this for so long

and she hasn't confided in us

as her friends.

It's actually my first time

sitting on this couch.

-It's actually comfy--

-But I'm like, where is it from?

'Cause I actually kinda want it

'cause of the depth.

Doesn't it have, like, the little tag

or is that on the cushion?

- It's on that one under your head.

- It's not. It's not.

Oh, your t*tties are in my face!

- There's not much--

- Waa!

- There's not much to see.

- Now your coochie's in my face.

- There is much to see there.

- What is happening?

- Count yourself lucky. Oh, here it is.

- Oh, my G-- Good heavens!

- Look, it's-- Doesn't say.

- What is it?

Oh, great, all that for nothing.

It's Dakota.

♪♪

It's Dakota.

Come on, can I come in?

-What do you need?

-Taylor.

-What-- She's sleeping.

-Oh, she is?

Yeah, she's been sleeping

for like an hour-- for like an hour.

-She has been?

-Yeah.

- Yeah, I just wanna talk to her.

- About what?

-Ooh.

-No, she's actually--

Just real quick.

You better not start some sh*t.

- Hi.

- Hi.

♪♪

I just wanted to come and talk to you.

I just feel like, uh, I definitely,

like, overreacted last night.

We've had a lot of issues

and a lot of, like, very sensitive things

throughout our relationship.

Mm-hm.

And so, I'm-I'm just sorry.

I really am, Taylor.

I kn-- I know you're too tired

and-and that's why it's--

And that's why it's--

And I feel I have trust issues with

everyone because of what I've done, one.

Those stay with you.

And then not only that,

I saw so many lies from other people.

It's, it's just so hard.

I came into this relationship where

you did show me

a completely different you.

You were extremely loving to me.

You extremely reassuring to me.

You were extremely in this

and committed to me.

And things progressively

got worse and worse for you.

-No.

-Things got worse--

I mean, I disagree with that.

I don't one bit.

That's how it went.

-No, it went, I, I let you in

-Yeah.

and the guard went up

because of the lies.

I'm feeling really nervous to tell Taylor

about the confession about Dakota.

She deserves to know the truth.

But I am worried because we're days away

from her having a baby.

We're in Vegas in an Airbnb.

I don't want her giving birth

in our Airbnb.

I won't be able to catch that baby,

so we need someone else to do it.

We're both very broken

and it's really sad because

I don't know how two

broken people that are drowning

help each other, you know?

Right now, I feel very fed up.

I think I'm just, one, so exhausted,

I'm so pregnant.

Just let me have this time, deliver,

and then when the time's right,

we can discuss these things.

But right now, you see me struggling

all day, every day.

Maybe keep your mouth shut

and, like, just feel for me at this time.

Think they're gonna come

to some sorta resolution I hope, at least.

And then I'm like,

"By the way, look what I got!"

You know what I mean?

It's like, "Gosh."

But I also feel like she needs to know.

I just-- Now I'm wishing

I told her earlier.

I just wish it wasn't

something that you got.

And I wish this whole

situation wasn't happening.

I know.

I'm stressed just thinking about it.

♪♪

♪♪

- Cute.

- Cute.

You look hot.

Um, let's get the hell outta here.

Your sister's going to jail,

stop taking pictures of yourself.

- Who's my sister?

- Taylor.

-I'm kidding.

-What?

- I'm joking.

- I am not going back there.

Never! Taylor learned her lesson.

You guys, did Jen text any of you back?

No, I was just gonna say that. Do--

What it-- Is she gonna show up to dinner?

I doubt it.

Look, I got us here safe.

You did. Good job.

-I'm so proud of you.

-Thank you.

♪♪

- Aww, this is so cute.

- Very cute.

-I'm so hungry, I can't wait.

-I'm so stoked.

-How are you doing? Are you okay?

-Yeah, why?

You're just so pregnant.

I just am, like, worried.

Wait, how did your conversation

with Dakota go?

We're both, like, struggling

on our own.

But I told him I just didn't

wanna be Jen in five years.

-I was, like, thankful I wasn't married.

-Yeah.

So, I guess Jen's not coming.

So, I heard they were talking.

Did they amend things?

Like, I'm curious what they did all day.

What bugs me is Zac making Jen

feel guilty, like this bad person,

for showing up to a surprise

we didn't have any idea that was going on.

He went out and did

his thing he's not proud of,

gambling, it's frowned upon

in our religion.

I know that that's, like,

a hidden, little secret of his,

but I just feel like she's enabling it

with, like, letting him gamble and stuff.

That, to me, is very confusing,

and hypocritical, and not fair.

Are you gonna say

something to her about it?

-I-I kinda want to.

-I'm like, "I'll leave that up to you

'cause I made a promise

not to say anything."

No, but I, I was gonna

call her and I forgot my phone.

Call her and just know you'll be

on speaker with Zac as well.

Yeah, it's true.

Hi, baby girl.

Hi, what's up?

My gosh, I'm so happy

to hear your voice finally.

I know, I know.

-Wait, where are you?

-You're not on speaker.

I just got to the house,

so I was gonna, uh, start getting ready,

but I just wanted to see

where you guys were at

and if you guys ordered already.

- Um--

- We just got our food.

Are things okay with you and Zac?

Oh, things are great.

Oh, my gosh, it-it was honestly so needed.

Jen finally calls us back

and she just sounds so different

on the phone.

Like, it needed to happen.

Like, it does not sound like her.

It almost sounds like

she has a g*n to her head

and she's like,

"Everything's wonderful.

Everything's perfect. I'm so happy. Hm."

And yet, she's, like, dying inside

and, like, sweating.

'Cause the way you-you left in an Uber

at 2:00 a.m., I am freaking confused.

I feel like Zac dims Jen's light.

Feels like she can't even say

what she means

because she's so worried

about his opinion and what he thinks.

And this is pretty much

the opposite, like,

everything we stand for

as a group at MomTok.

We're about, like, empowering women,

about being strong,

and standing up for ourselves.

And that's how Jen is

until she's with her husband.

Okay, love you.

- Love you, bye.

- Bye.

She's on speaker.

She's like, "It went great."

- "It's all fine. Ha-ha-ha-ha!"

- Yeah, I know. It's like,

-"It went fabulous."

-It's creepy.

You guys, I was in this relationship.

Like, I know, like--

My ex-husband was just like this.

You guys, I cannot see Zac tonight.

Like, if he is at the house, like,

I will not be able to hold myself back.

I-It's always the nicest guys, like

Ted Bundy.

Like, not to say he's gonna do that

but, like, people say he--

that he's a charmer

and he was, like, very charismatic.

Because he has to know

how to draw people in.

So, to the bars

'cause this-- the guy that owns this place

owns all the bars on the street.

We're gonna walk the street,

check out the bars.

Bar hopping, baby!

Taylor's like, "Great!"

-I'm sorry.

-I'll stay back with Taylor.

Taylor can't go to the bar,

so I'm gonna hang with her.

She's pregnant,

I don't want her to be alone.

And I feel like this might be

my only chance to tell her

about the confession I received

about Dakota sleeping with someone else.

You're a true friend.

Of course.

I know some of us aren't,

-but you know?

-Oh! Throwing shade.

- Bye, love you.

- We'll be back so soon.

- I'm gonna go get wasted. Woo-hoo!

- Have fun.

Where are you going?

- I'm waiting with Taylor.

- No!

- My girl!

- You're gonna miss me?

Ooh-woo!

I'll meet you in there later.

Ooh!

Let's just look and find a cute,

little spot to chill or something fun.

"Enter the puss"?

Definitely not in Utah anymore.

Look how cute the fireplace is.

-Wait, is that where we're going?

-Yeah.

What? Why are you looking at me like that?

- Like what?

- I don't know, you did like

-What?

-What?

I don't know, I could just tell,

like, your faces are off.

I feel like I need to tell you something.

Ugh, I didn't wanna bring it up.

But then, like, you had that fight

when I was there at the house

and I was like, "Well, maybe

my gut is telling me something

and I need to show it to her."

But I didn't wanna upset you, and then

I feel horrible even telling you now

- 'cause you're about to give birth.

- Yeah.

But I feel like if it were me,

I would wanna know

and I feel like you'd probably wanna

know the more I think about it.

And so, long story short, like,

you know I do my, like,

Confession Sundays or whatever,

-like, the Sinner Sundays.

-Yeah.

Someone sent in

a confession about Dakota.

Taylor and I have been friends for years.

And so, that's why I care so much

to tell her these things.

If I was in her situation,

I would wanna know.

The only thing that still makes me

worried about telling her

is the fact that she's gonna have

a baby any day.

I don't wanna put her into labor.

-You want me to read it to you?

-Yeah.

They said,

"I accidentally slept with Dakota

"before I knew

he and Taylor were together.

"And I only met Taylor once

and I'm terrified to tell her,

but I feel like

she has a right to know. Help."

"I accidentally slept with Dakota"?

"I accidentally slept with Dakota"?

- That's where-- Yeah.

- Well, that's what I don't know

what that means.

I'm in shock.

I don't know what to think.

This is exactly what I've been

afraid of this whole time.

You're telling me you love me

and you're goin' to F another b*tch,

-I don't want you.

-No, yeah.

In my mind, I would like

to think that this isn't true,

but at the same time I'm in my head, like,

this could be true because

of things that have happened.

So, I don't know what to think.

I'm just so tired.

I'm like, at this point, if it is, like,

I am done with you, buddy, like 101%.

I don't care that I'm having his kid,

I will leave him in a heartbeat.

There would be no question for me. "Bye."

- Ahh!

- Hey, guys.

-She's freaking alive!

-Hi.

Jennifer. Hi.

It was definitely a hard night with Zac.

We talked everything out,

and he ended up apologizing.

So, I'm meeting up with the girls

to let them know that we,

for the most part,

have figured everything out.

-Has there been drama?

-No, it was fun.

- Really?

- Dinner was so fun, yeah.

Like, the whole day today has been fine?

Yeah.

It seems weird that

it's when you and Whitney are away.

Shut up.

I'm shocked that Zac let Jen

out of his sight tonight.

Oh, hello!

- Oh, my God, hi!

- Oh, Jenny's here.

Oh, my gosh, Jen.

I really don't know what version of Jen

I'm gonna get.

And as scared as I am of Zac,

I'm a little bit nervous of Jen right now

because depending on the day

and the conversations that

she just came from with Zac,

we get a little bit

of a different version of her.

And I don't think

she's fully comprehending

how serious this situation is right now.

What did, what did I miss?

What've you guys been up to?

-Oh, not much. Just a little girly chat.

-Just a little chatty chitchat.

-Has it been a long day for you too?

-Yeah, it's been a really long day.

I'm so curious what

you've been dealing with all day.

Oh, gosh.

I don't even know where to start.

Um, obviously, you guys saw that--

saw how upset Zac was last night and--

Um, yes.

And you know what?

He knows he's in the wrong.

And all I know is, like,

we argued and a lot happened,

but at the end of it, like, yes, he has,

like, these narcissistic traits about him

and, like, they come out

in, like, situations like this,

like, every few months.

But, like, who's to say in another

marriage that won't be the same thing?

The conversation Zac and I had

had in that hotel room

was probably one of, like,

the hardest conversations

I've ever had with him.

We spent that whole night

talking about everything.

And he definitely feels really, really bad

about how he treated me,

and honestly, how he handled

the whole situation.

I do feel like the good outweighs the bad.

I truly feel like I've never met someone

who loves me more than him.

And I-I honestly don't feel like--

- But, Jen, you got married at, like, 20!

- 100%. But--

It's kind of the theme

with our church, though,

and, like, kind of what the problem is.

Is everyone's getting married

before their brains even develop.

So, we don't want you to feel trapped

because you're not

just because you have kids with him.

Like, that's such a taboo thing

that's out the window.

You should be safe, happy, loved,

supported in all the things.

You deserve that.

The more I learn about Zac, I do think

he falls into a stereotypical Mormon.

He makes the decisions,

he dominates the relationship,

and he calls the shots.

And I think he would be perfectly happy

if Jen followed his every move

and didn't have a personality of her own.

All of us are disgusted with Zac.

I think he's disgusting.

And I have no problem saying that.

I know you all agree,

so please back me up.

Well, it's because we love you.

And we don't wanna see--

This-- Like, this frustration

is not towards you.

This is, "Jen, you've done

jack sh*t to the man."

Nothing but support him,

nothing but love him,

nothing but be there for him,

and that's how you got treated.

That's narcissistic.

It's crazy.

This is a serious thing.

It's definitely hard hearing them

bash on Zac.

I feel very defeated

because to hear all my friends validate

a lot of the emotions I've had,

like, man, like, is this a deal-breaker?

He was so f*cking pissed over nothing.

So, this is passion for you.

We know it's a normal thing for you,

and that's what's sad.

'Cause you wouldn't have gotten over it

that fast if it's not something

that happens a lot.

I literally agree with you.

I'm not, I'm not disagreeing with you.

I, I clearly see it.

Wasn't 'til I started vocalizing

my opinion, until I started providing,

until I had kids that I realized,

"Oh, sh**t, like, I do have a voice

and I do need to speak up."

And now that it's happening,

he hasn't seen this side of me

throughout our whole marriage

and it's now just coming out.

So, this is us working through it,

and it's bringing out

this narcissistic side of him

because he feels like

he doesn't have control.

And so, that's just everything

we're working through.

To be honest, like,

I love him so much that I'm--

And I love my kids so much and--

And do you think it's okay

for your kids to learn this behavior?

-Do you want Nora being treated this way?

-Not,

-not at all.

-Do you want Luca to treat a woman

this way?

Because that's the track

-you're on.

-Not at all.

And you're going to show them

that it's okay to stay in that.

And when they're older,

they will see it.

I'm not kidding.

It's not gonna get better, Jen.

He's not gonna change.

You know, like, the percentages of,

like, narcissists being able to change?

Like, it's pretty much zero.

We all love you

and like they said, I know

I'm coming off really strong right now.

It's just 'cause I feel like

you deserve so much better

and I want you to know

I'm always Team Jen.

I am 1,000% not Team Zac

for also the stuff he said about all of

our marriages last night in those texts.

And I think we have a right to be pissed,

and I never wanna be

in the same room as him.

The stuff he said about me--

Are you f*cking kidding me?

That you know is not true.

He knows isn't true.

I cheated on my ex-husband?

Where'd he hear it?

The stuff he said

about Mayci flirting with my husband,

and how Layla's single,

she's married to a 50-year-old--

Like, so disrespectful

to all of your friends

when we've done nothing to you,

but support and love you

when he treats you like sh*t.

'Cause you can't see it when you're in it.

You notice that there's patterns,

but it's almost like

you're not adding it up.

- It's okay. I know it's hard.

- Jenny, I'm sorry.

This type of behavior

is exactly what MomTok is trying

to break in our LDS faith.

We're not doing this anymore.

Like, we don't need to look or act,

or be a certain way

to be the "perfect wife".

Feel like we have to go easy on her

'cause it's hard to hear.

This is why the sisterhood

of MomTok was created in the first place.

We don't want anyone to feel alone.

And to have that support

that a lot of women don't have.

♪♪

MomTok, that is important to me.

♪♪

I don't really care.

Mayci got this DM I think a while back.

- And it's about me?

- Yes.

Whitney hasn't shown up yet.

If Whitney doesn't walk through that door,

-we all unfollow her on social media.

-Yes.

What in the literal f*ck?

What the hell is she doing here?

-I mean, you and Mikayla aren't friends.

-Mikayla doesn't like you.

I don't think that

MomTok is as important as I thought.

This is not good.

You are sabotaging us.

I'm the one who truly cares about Taylor.