I can still dance
'til my shoes fall off ♪
Lately, I've been feeling
just a little less lost ♪
Alright!
Woo! Girls' trip!
It is so cute.
Yeah, I did it ♪
Yeah, I really
pulled through, babe ♪
I've never seen
anything like this ♪
So, I'm really excited
because I've been planning
a girls' trip for my birthday.
So, we're gonna stay in this
really nice, little penthouse
and have a girls' weekend away.
Ooh, I'm so excited!
But since the baby blessing,
there's a clear division,
sinners versus saints,
because Jen uninvited
Jessi, Taylor, Layla, and Demi.
Feel like we have this
weird divide right now.
Like, the "sinners" and the
angels are at the baby blessing.
So, I'm really hoping
that by the end of the trip,
we will be one
united group again.
How's it gonna be,
Whit, seeing Taylor?
It's gonna be a boxing match. Ding,
ding, ding, ding! Who's gonna win?
Well she's pregnant
so you can't do that.
Oh, yeah.
I forgot she's pregnant.
I forgot! Eh, sue me.
We're getting there first,
so I think we get first dibs on room.
Taylor, I feel like you're
kind of quiet right now.
I'm anxious, like, very anxious.
I'm gonna pop my anxiety
meds when we get there.
- Oh, my God.
- I already did.
If there's er any,
like, confrontation,
like, you're stuck with that
person for the weekend.
- Yeah.
- You can't just leave.
Feels really good
to be back with the girls.
I have missed them, I've
missed the friendship of MomTok.
And I am really
grateful that they've,
like, given me, like,
this second chance.
But I'm anxious
about the girls' trip.
But I have some hard conversations
I need to have with Whitney.
I wanna know why she didn't
come to my baby shower,
and why there's this
elephant in the room.
I wanna see where
she's comin' from,
kinda understand why she
feels these feelings towards me.
Just know this, Taylor, if things
get wild, I've got your back.
- Yeah.
- Oh, really? That's sweet of you.
I'm still mad at Whitney.
First the fruity cereal incident,
then becoming the victim.
Demi, I
have a gift for you.
Oh, shut up!
So dumb.
Tensions are high.
I have a surprise coming later,
so this weekend should
be pretty interesting.
Hallelujah ♪
Listen up ♪
I'm the one you've
been dreaming of ♪
I've got everything
you could ever want ♪
Try me and you'll see ♪
I'll bring you to your knees ♪
Baby, you're gonna believe ♪
Lead us
not into temptation ♪
Lead us not into temptation ♪
Temptation ♪
We're here!
- We made it.
- This is cute.
- Very cute.
- Girls' trip! Girls' trip!
Follow me, ladies, to
the penthouse suite.
Welcome home, ladies.
I was, like, not expecting that.
- Mayci!
- Wait, this is so cute!
- Oh, cute.
- Guys, it's so nice!
I gotta pop one of these.
Just moms and snacks.
You and Bret ever fight?
We're actually currently in
a little bit of a disagreement,
just over the whole
Fruity Pebbles thing.
Oh, sh**t.
Yeah, and he wasn't,
like, a prude about it.
He was like, "I get it. I
want you to be excited,
"I want you to be able
to talk about these things,
"but I don't wanna feel like I have
to second guess what I'm about to do
in the bedroom."
So, I was like, "I get that."
And I-I do feel bad 'cause I feel
like I, like, betrayed him in a way.
It-It's I take
full accountability
that I'm the one that
opened the can of worms,
but it does bother me the way
that Whitney went about that.
It just felt a
little tacky to me.
Yeah, I could tell
you were so upset.
Is Whitney levelheaded enough
to have that conversation with?
Like, how is that
conversation gonna go?
You know her the best.
I don't know.
Feel I don't know.
I feel like Well, maybe she
should stop doing things then.
Whitney's been one of my really
good friends for two years now.
She likes to think
that she's self-aware,
but she doesn't take
accountability a lot of the time.
Even I would've been like, "Hey,
sorry I didn't send you a message
about not coming to your
shower." Like, I don't know.
Yeah, the fact that she, yeah,
the fact that she can go about life
and go about those
situations just, like, unbothered,
that makes me nervous.
I'm honestly surprised to hear that
other people have issues with Whitney.
I thought I was maybe the only
one on the outside of it with her.
But we work together, we
do lots of events together,
I would like to be a
good friend to her.
And I'm really hoping
that we can hash this out.
Birthday party!
Birthday girl!
Wait.
I can't believe this house
has this many rooms.
- Shut the f*ck up!
- Welcome to paradise!
Oh, look how cute it is!
Wait, shut up!
Happy birthday!
Happy birthday!
I got everyone
matching sweats.
"MomTok"? Shut up!
So cute!
Whitney has
come bearing gifts,
matching sweat sets.
It was so thoughtful of her.
And I'm not gonna lie,
it's kind of refreshing
to see this side of Whitney.
Why don't
we go in the jacuzzi?
Once you're in actually, slay.
This is nice.
This is so relaxing.
Jen looks like she can't see.
- What?
- It's, like, all on your lashes.
- Should we get out?
- Yeah, I'm down.
- It's kind of cold. Let's go.
- I'm over it.
♪♪
I think my favorite thing
about our group of women
is that we all just like
to have a good time
and we just have
so much fun together.
So, is Zac
with your kids?
- Mm-hm, yep.
- Okay.
How's he feelin' about
being alone with them?
I think Jordan's
freaking out. He's like,
"Uh, are any of the
nannies available?"
- I'm like, "You'll be fine." Yes.
- Stop it.
So, he's not really the stay-at-home
dad right now. Like, he's
No, I mean, he is,
but I could never see him
just being at home 24/7.
'Cause, I mean,
would Zac ever do that?
- Like
- No.
We definitely still have, like,
our tough days where, like,
- we just aren't on the same page.
- Yeah.
In his head, I think
he thinks, you know,
after 15 years,
he'll be the provider.
So, he's like, "My
job's more important
because, like, I'm gonna
be providing for us for life."
But he can't get there
without you doing it now.
Exactly. So, that's
where we, like,
- you know?
- That is so hard.
I'm currently the
breadwinner in my relationship.
I'm providing for my kids, my
husband to go to medical school.
And I definitely think
this is super hard
for him, coming from
a traditional family.
And they
have good intentions,
but it comes from a place
sometimes of them telling you
what you can and can't do.
- 100%.
- And we're both strong women,
and so, I feel like
we're like, "No." Like
- But then it causes an issue.
- For sure.
The male typically being the
sole provider within our religion
makes our situation
a little bit tricky.
And so, there's definitely a
lot of tension in our relationship.
I used to be the person that would just
say yes to everything and now I don't.
- You're finding your voice now.
- Yes!
And you know what, like,
I'm, like, I'm proud of that.
I'm like, "sh**t, you
better be making a
lot of money by
then." I'm just kidding.
Yeah. Like, this
better be worth it.
I thought it was bullshit
when Jen made this decision
to uninvite us from
the baby blessing.
And I do think it was
Zac behind that decision
because I know Jen,
she's very welcoming.
And I think that Zac really put
his foot down in this situation.
But right now, she's opening up,
and I'm feeling really optimistic
about our friendship moving forward.
By the time he's
done with medical school,
I'll probably be making more
money than he'll ever make.
No, literally,
isn't that funny.
Like, you're like, "My side
gig actually provides for us."
No, like, literally.
- What do ya know?
- Like, literally.
Just let me shine ♪
You need a moment,
boy, get in line ♪
Been working
day and night ♪
I don't know what I'm gonna
wear. What are you guys wearing?
Oh, I brought those
to go with this dress.
- Oh, shiz.
- What?
Oh, everyone, I have
some information!
The garment queen
forgot her garments!
I'm dead.
Yeah, you know,
the reason why I wear
garments is when you
go through the temple
or when you get married and
you've committed to this person
and you've committed to God,
wearing them is supposed to be,
like, a constant reminder for you daily.
- Everyone, attention!
- Wait, you didn't pack any?
- Well, I dried
- She "forgot."
- I dried them last minute.
- "Forgot."
She forgot! 'Cause
she knew that there was
You're gonna
get struck down.
some a male
chef coming tonight.
So, she will be
wearing a low-cut
She's like,
"Ooh, is the chef single?"
Jen's t*ts are
gonna be way out tonight.
It might be time
to pump anyways.
Wait, did
you bring underwear?
No, I literally didn't
bring anything.
- Like, you don't have a thing?
- I don't have anything.
So good ♪
- Woo!
- Dinner.
- Yummy.
- Look how hot you guys are.
Did you do
this all yourself, Mayci?
I made this, everyone.
Who's saying the prayer?
Do you guys
wanna say a prayer?
Yes, absolutely.
We have a meal.
- Jen, do you wanna say the prayer?
- Sure.
Dear Heavenly Father,
we're so grateful for this day.
We're so grateful for this time
that we could spend together.
And, um, please bless this food, it
will give us and strength
in our bodies,
and that we may have
an amazing weekend.
And I say these things in the
name of Jesus Christ. Amen.
Amen.
Praise the Lord, hallelujah.
And eat!
- Whitney, are you drinking rosé?
- It is.
You want a taste?
Alright, are we doing a
little cheers for Mayci?
Oh, to me?
I'm happy because things look
like they're going good so far.
So, I think we're all just
hoping it stays that way.
Okay, raise a toast. For Mayci.
Mayci!
Happy birthday!
Happy 21st!
- Happy 16th, sweetie!
- Thank you. Oh, my gosh!
Should we go around
and do an "I love you because"?
Oh, I love
that. Yeah, let's do it.
I love Mayci because I know I
could tell her absolutely anything
and she wouldn't
judge me for it.
Aw!
She just gets my sense of humor.
I feel like we're very
Actually, we're not similar.
We're actually quite opposite.
But that's what makes
it the best, you know?
You are just genuinely yourself,
and I think you're amazing.
You're blunt. You just say
it how it is to people's face.
And some people
will call that bitchy.
Okay.
But I actually really like that.
I love all of you. Thank
you for being here.
I'm glad we could all
come together in feast.
My favorite thing to
do, which is to eat.
Guys, I have something
for you. I have a little activity.
- Oh!
- Oh, no.
Yeah. Okay, everyone,
I brought a truth box.
♪♪
This is full 100%
honesty tonight, 'kay?
I'm hoping we are able to
share, if there is existing tension,
that we're able to be honest
and work through those things.
No! I'm gonna die.
This sucks because
this group of girls,
even if this is meant to be, like,
lighthearted and good intentions,
it's not going to be.
This is so stupid. Like,
an anonymous truth box, really?
If you really wanna tell someone
the truth, just go say it to their face.
Demi's truth box, this is the worst
idea I've ever heard in my entire life.
So, in here, I have cards
that you're gonna write a question on.
And we don't
know who said what, right?
No, they're all anonymous.
Yes. Leave them anonymous.
So, I'm gonna pass out the
cards. Write it down on the card,
fold it in half, and then
just put it back in the box.
Okay, here we go.
I'm really not
wanting to do this.
I personally
am excited for it.
I don't have much to release.
Everyone just kinda knows
my dirty laundry already.
But I'm curious to
hear other people's.
Hey, is everyone done?
Should we go change?
- Let's go change.
- Yeah. Let's put our sweats on!
Sweatsuits!
The whole
intention of this truth box
is to say the things
that you wanna say.
And honestly, I want to
clear the air with Whitney,
hash out what we need to
hash out, and move past this.
So, who's
getting the short straw?
Who's going first?
Saw my name.
"Layla, if you could sleep with
one of your friend's husbands,
- who would it be and why?"
- Ew!
♪♪
You better watch out.
I'm not gonna go
take Bret from him.
He wouldn't even give me a
chance. Are you kidding me?
Look at his f*cking wife.
I would never,
but theoretically, if you
guys weren't together,
I would climb him
like a tree.
She's like, "I'd be Maude's stepmom."
Alright, next.
"Jen, which girl in this room
would you go l*sbian for? Prove it!
Exclamation mark, exclamation
mark, exclamation mark."
Oh, gosh.
- It's Tay.
- Yeah.
- Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss.
- No, no!
Woo!
Ew!
Pass the box.
- Whitney!
- Oh, God.
Every time someone's reading,
a part of my heart
"Why don't you like Taylor?
Are you just jealous of her clout?"
Oh, God.
Oh, my God.
Literally in my mind I'm
like, "sh*t, sh*t, sh*t, sh*t, sh*t."
I don't think I'm
jealous of Taylor's clout.
I think I was jealous of the
forgiveness that Taylor got
during that time of her
whole swinger drama
that I feel like I didn't get.
Wait, forgiveness for what?
Just, like, the RSV video.
♪♪
Two weeks after
I had given birth,
Conner took Liam
to our pediatrician.
The doctor is testing
his oxygen levels,
and the doctor's like,
"These are scarcely low.
"Like, you need to
take him to the h*s
you need to take him to the
emergency room right now."
So, Conner rushes Liam
to the emergency room.
The first couple
days were a bit scary,
but then
he was getting better.
And so, I'm thinking like, "Let's,
you know, do something fun."
And I made a video.
In that video, people felt that
I was using my child's sickness
for clout and for attention.
Everyone was so quick to
forgive Taylor online for swinging.
And then I just feel like I
still get shred into pieces
almost every single video.
But, no, I'm-I'm not
jealous of Taylor's clout.
And I feel like I don't
"if I don't like her,"
I feel like that's a completely
different conversation
- for a different time.
- Yeah.
I am very confused 'cause
I'm like, "Girl, you have no idea
"the amount of bullying,
threats, and comments
"that I have received on
a daily basis up until today
on how awful of a person I am."
So, I think I got way more
trash than she has by far.
It's so crazy to me that
Whitney's not honest with Taylor
about her feelings of jealousy
because she is very open
about it when Taylor's not around.
And when asked straight to
her face, Whitney lies about it.
Come on, girl, the truth has
got to come out sometime.
"Taylor, if you found
out today that Dakota lied
"and actually slept
with Jenna that night,
would you leave him even
though you are having his baby?"
100,000% would be dead to me.
Really?
Wait, we need
a little backstory.
So, we weren't,
like, officially dating.
He had originally
slept with a girl,
lied about it, ended
up telling me the truth.
And he was like,
"Okay, like, I'm so sorry."
And I was like, "It's
good we're not dating."
And then he went off with
another girl, which is Jenna.
And I asked him if, like, he slept
with her and he said he only kissed her.
He's, like, sworn on his life.
'Cause I said if that ever comes
out that you guys did anything else,
I will leave you in,
like, a snap of a fingers.
So, I was like, "So, if you
did, just come clear now."
Yeah.
And he's, like, sworn
on his life that he didn't.
- So, even now
- 100%. It wouldn't even be a question.
I'd leave in a heartbeat.
'Kay, next question.
"Demi, did you ever say
that Jen is 'too Mormon'?"
I've never said
she's "too Mormon."
I have said that you bring
it up in conversation a lot.
"Can't do that 'cause da-da-da,"
or like, "Can't wear that
'cause my garments or da-da."
It's just brought up
a lot, and to me
So, that would stop you
from hanging out with me?
- Being friends with me?
- No, not No. No, no, no.
Which is funny, you two are
giggling because you were the one
- that told her this, obviously.
- Yeah.
Demi actually told me
something about you.
- Recently?
- Yeah.
- No.
- Yeah.
Something about
being very Mormon.
And you guys both agreed, so.
- Agreed?
- No, we did not.
- Yes, you did.
- Abso-f*ck-lutely not, Demi.
That's not a word.
Well, we didn't, so
don't say that we did.
- Yes, you did.
- No, we did not.
Ultimately, did I say
that Jen is "too Mormon"?
I did, and I stand by that.
The question isn't what struck
a nerve with me necessarily.
It was who I knew that
information came from.
We were shocked. We were like, "Really?
We thought you were friends with Jen."
I was friends with Jen.
But then when I brought it up,
you said, "I totally understand
where you're coming
from. She can be that way."
- Did I say that, Mayci? Did I say that?
- I don't, I don't remember.
Talk to Jen! You
guys work it out.
No, don't be that b*tch.
Don't say, "I'm gonna tell the
story, then don't talk to me."
- No! We're right here.
- Okay.
When I said it's a little
bit annoying how it's like,
"Look at me, I'm so Mormon,"
and you said, "I totally get
where you're coming from.
She can be that way."
This is so stupid.
Please somebody come
in this door and sh**t me
because I do not
wanna be here anymore.
- Okay.
- But what's so confusing to me
is that you would rate yourself a
nine out of 10 on the Mormon scale,
yet I'm too Mormon for you
It's not about
being too Mormon.
I don't go around saying, "I'm
hosting a BYU Mormon graduation.
I'm wearing my garments
for the 7,000th time."
I'm solid in who I am and I don't need
to go around saying, "I am Mormon."
But I feel like often you will wear
that as, like, a badge of honor.
And, to me, it's kinda gaggy
Okay, what's frustrating is
that you didn't confront me first.
And I feel like
now you're, like,
notorious for doing
this for a lotta people.
Like, calling
Taylor "White Tr*sh."
When Whitney told me that Demi
said I was "too Mormon" for her,
she also told me that Demi
called Taylor "White Tr*sh."
Demi calls Taylor "White Tr*sh."
That's kinda harsh. Like,
you don't just say that.
I wouldn't even say that
and I don't like Taylor.
It seems like
you keep doing this.
What are you talking about?
Wait, so when did you
call me "White Tr*sh"?
Let me explain
where that was coming from.
I had just gotten done
explaining to the girls
the night of the party
that we came over,
you were, like, super drunk, so I
don't even know if you remember this.
But you were, like, coming
over kissing Bret on the head,
kissing me on the
head and be like,
"I love you guys,"
and, like, being touchy.
And I Granted, I knew
nothing that was going on.
You started being
super, like, flirty with Bret,
and, like, laughing with him,
and leaning over the couch,
- and I was, like, sitting there
- N-No.
1,000%. Bret
was there. I can confirm.
You were leaning over the couch
and were like, "Tee-hee-hee,"
like, laughing into him and you
were, like, talking directly to him
while I was sitting
right there on the couch.
I was, like, watching you go
from, like, husband to husband,
flirty, whatever
Well, I was
considered a swinger so, yeah.
- I mean, shocker.
- No, but I didn't know that
at the time, so
from my perspective
I'm thinking, I got invited to a
couple's party and this is trashy.
It's a
complete shitshow.
In the shitter, the sewer, just
sh*t, everywhere, sh*t, sh*t, sh*t.
But honestly, I love it.
But it still doesn't
make it acceptable
- to call her "White Tr*sh."
- I'm not saying that. Shush.
- What I'm saying is that I had just
- Let's not shush her.
No, no. I don't wanna
hear your judgment
'cause you haven't even
listened to what I'm saying.
And you weren't
in this situation.
In that moment, when I had just
told everyone what had happened,
I feel like all those feelings came
up and I just get kinda loose-lipped
and I'm just like, "Honestly, yeah,
a lot of what she does is trashy.
"And like, yeah,
I'm not surprised.
- That is trashy."
- So what else is trashy that I do then?
Since a lot of it is.
Well, I mean, the whole
swinging thing was trashy.
Sure, we got that
down, what else?
No, I know,
that's what I'm saying.
You're saying a
lot of what I do.
No, a lot of what we have seen,
like your TikToks and, like, the, the
What TikToks?
Just TikToks that
were just super
flippant about this
swinging sit-situation
and just, like, that
whole era of your life.
The "white
trash" from Demi hurts me.
Sure, I've done trashy
things, but right now,
she knows it's something I'm trying to
work through, I've been working through.
And so, for her to take
that jab at me, oh, hell no.
If you're gonna
take a jab at me,
then I'm gonna call out
you for your stuff as well.
Do you think it's trashy
to take off your dress
in front of my boyfriend?
- To put your mic on?
- What? What are you talking about?
You made him
extremely uncomfortable
'cause you dropped
your dress to get mic'd.
No one
else is here, right?
Yes, come up.
Oh, I'm sorry. I had literally
already had my bra out
- when he walked in to get mic'd.
- No. You dropped it.
- We I watched you do it.
- What?
Oh, my gosh. What is
happening right now?
This is exactly
what I was afraid of.
I would rather give
birth without an epidural
than sit through
this any longer.
You had
your dress full on
and you didn't need
to drop it to get mic'd.
And you took it off and it
you were just in your bra.
- No
- And Dakota felt so uncomfortable.
The intention matters
definitely in that moment.
We were in a rush
situation to get the mics on.
I don't think it's
trashy because
Really? You don't think it's
trashy pulling off your dress
in front of my boyfriend?
No, especially
because I didn't
So, if I did that to
Bret, that's not trashy?
- No.
- t*ts in his face? Really?
Oh, you think I went
like this, "Dakota, ooh!"
I literally was turned
like this and unbuttoned.
If you're worried about that,
that's a you and Dakota problem.
No, Dakota felt uncomfortable.
He's like, "Her, her bra,
her t*ts are right there."
- Like, it's uncomfortable.
- That's a him problem.
So, if I go up to Bret and
take off my dress in front of him
and he's looking, mm,
'cause he accidentally looked
'cause it's, like, right there,
that's-that's a him problem?
- Or am I a problem?
- The situation matters.
I'm not the freakin'
swinger here.
I'm not the one
that's going around
trying to seduce other
people's husbands.
I'm not proud of
any of these things.
I wanna put my past behind me.
But I don't know if these women are
ever gonna be able to let go of my past.
♪♪
Don't you feel like
this is a conversation
you guys should
have alone, maybe?
No, we're in the middle of this.
Like, I don't feel like you need You
guys need to hash this out, obviously.
People are out for blood.
They are out for me specifically.
None of you are
standing here clean.
And I'm getting
pretty frustrated
because Whitney was the
one telling all this information.
"Whitney, who is your
least favorite in the group and why?"
- Whoa, whoa.
- Oh, my God.
Honestly, I feel like
right now it's Demi.
I just feel like anything
that any truth I say,
you say, "No, you agreed
with me, you said this."
And I'm like, "But I didn't
say that." I don't know.
- I just It's Demi right now, for me.
- Okay.
The box
is done, God bless.
We made it through
without ripping each other's heads off.
I love that that was my idea
and I feel like I just got obliterated.
Karma ♪
That was a great idea. The
intention was there, wasn't it?
I don't know
about the truth box,
I think a better name for this game
would've been, like, m*rder-suicide.
Doesn't make any sense to me.
I'm like, "You're literally
gaslighting everyone right now."
You do realize that, right? I never
said that. I never ever said that.
- Yeah.
- I'm Was kinda mad
- that you didn't stick up for me.
- Me?!
- Yeah.
- With what?
With her saying that. 'Cause
you were in the car with me
and you were like, "I
didn't hear," and I was like,
but you were in the car with me.
Well, I'm like I'm
trying to remember
what's going on. I don't
even know what's going on.
I know, but you
would remember if I said that.
But that's why I said, "No,
we didn't," when she first said that.
'Cause I'm like, I-I
know for a fact I didn't.
I know, but when I was like,
"Mayci, like, you were
in the car with me."
I don't think that it's fair that
Whitney is saying I'm not supportive.
All I do is support her.
We are only, like,
three hours in to this trip,
and I'm already like, "I wanna
pack my bags and go home."
Like, this isn't fun. Everyone's
screaming at each other.
She's like, "No, you did say that." I'm
like, "Can you just shut the f*ck up?"
Well, I'll back you up if
you have the conversation again.
Thank you.
I want you to know
that I am not some phony person
that, like, thinks ill of you,
that is talking behind your back.
It was a literal
isolated moment.
And I feel like I had that
resentment built up from you.
Regardless of, like,
how I was feeling,
like, I should've addressed that with
you, so that it didn't fester, you know?
- Yeah.
- It was a low moment that came out
in a petty way, and
I apologize for that.
- It was not okay in any way.
- Mm, yeah.
Thank you for saying that.
I just I know we were
supposed to have a room together,
but I think I just kinda
wanna sleep alone.
I get it.
You take this room, you
need to be comfortable.
I'll go to the bunk
beds, for real.
- You sure?
- Yes.
- Night night!
- Night night!
'Kay, goodnight.
I regret using the words that I
did in the flippant way that I did,
and I do feel bad for that.
I experienced hurt
and she did too.
But my intentions are
pure and they are good.
And I'm really, really hopeful
that we'll be able to move forward
and be stronger in our
friendship than we ever have.
Everyone say their
prayers, please.
♪♪
Can I switch sides with you really
quick so I can use this curling iron?
Yes, let me move
my whole bag then
No, you're fine. It'll
literally take two seconds.
You guys,
I'm here, I'm ready.
The party's
started now. Woo-hoo!
- This is the beginning.
- 'Kay.
And we all are doing it.
So, like, you do a
move and then you walk.
- Oh, that's cute.
- And then you do the move.
Last night, it was
an absolute shitshow.
I really hope that we
can bounce back from this
because, b*tches,
it's my birthday.
'Kay, ready?
Yeah!
I love this one.
Does everyone love this one?
'Kay. I love that one.
I love that one. Thank you.
We did it!
- I'm gonna go upstairs.
- Yeah, go get ready.
- No, I need you to come with me.
- Oh!
See ya later.
- Have fun.
- I will.
Bye, guys.
This morning is already
uncomfortable because of last night.
There is animosity in the air,
but I think that Whitney and
I definitely need to sit down
and have a conversation
and, and get to the bottom of it.
I'm tired of feeling this, like,
un-comfort with group settings.
Where should we go?
- They're all gonna listen.
- This is good, this is comfy.
- Are you stressed?
- Yeah, I'm scared.
- Why?
- I don't know. Don't punch me.
I'm not gonna, like, come at you
screaming unless you scream at me.
No, I won't think screaming.
Just I don't know.
So, I know you have
some feelings about me.
I like That's no
secret, obviously.
You know, like, started
with the baby shower's
when I truly,
like, figure it out.
But I feel like you're
really good at telling people
- how you feel about them, straight up.
- Yeah.
So, I'm just curious, like,
why I haven't been told.
I mean, honestly, I didn't tell you
'cause I didn't feel like I needed to.
Because?
Like, I just, I just
felt like I was fine
with where we were at.
Like, I didn't feel like
I wanted to explain it.
I just felt like that was
an intimate thing for you,
and that was for close
friends and family,
and I don't feel like
I'm your close friend.
I'm confused
on what I did.
There's something that, like,
sparked you to not like me
and I just was
curious what it was.
Right after the swinger
drama came out,
I feel like I was, like, trying
to cultivate a relationship
- with you.
- Okay.
I was trying to be there for
you, or trying to include you,
'cause I know you were
ostracized from that group.
- Mm-hm.
- Um
I don't know, I just felt like
it hasn't been reciprocated.
And I was like, well, I don't wanna
be friends with someone like that then.
It's exhausting.
There's probably girls
down there that you're not besties with,
- but you does it, like
- I'm not besties with,
but I've defin but
I've definitely had
more of a connection
with them more than you.
But I feel like I've tried.
It's like, in the beginning, I was
trying to have this connection with you
and it was never reciprocated.
I wanna be asked, "What happened with
you and Conner? Like, are you okay?"
- Like
- I feel like I have.
Her issue with Taylor is her
issue with herself, honestly.
Like, I think it's just
that she feels like
she's comparing
herself to Taylor
and isn't living up to what
the hype that Taylor's getting.
And so, she's comparing and,
"Why is she getting the attention?
Why is the public forgiving
her quicker than me?"
I feel like I'm slowly
putting the pieces together
of who the real Whitney is.
And there are a few people in the
group, specifically Mayci and Jen,
who haven't quite seen the
puzzle pieces coming together.
And I think it's only a matter of time
before the whole facade is showcased.
What'd she say?
Like, "I was frustrated
that I keep getting
sh*t for my RSV video
and, like, people
forgive you super quick."
You have a vulnerable,
sick child in your video.
I understand that back then,
like, TikTok was very different.
It was like you filmed everything
and it was, like, just throw
everything out
and see what sticks.
But looking back, I'm like
No, even that video when
she posted it caught me off guard.
But also, that day she said that
Liam was, like, doing a lot better.
So, she was happy. So, she was
trying to make, like, a happy video
and, like, it just wasn't,
like what her intention was
was not what was received.
She was like, "No, my intention
was to get likes and clout."
She admitted that to me.
I've never
heard her say that.
Yeah. It was after
our ketamine session.
Whitney and I did ketamine
about eight months ago,
which is a therapy for physical
trauma or emotional trauma.
And coming out of ketamine,
you are feeling things very deeply,
truths are coming out about yourself
that you maybe wouldn't otherwise admit.
And in that moment,
she admitted to me
that video that she posted
was for sympathy, likes, clout,
and for recognition,
and to gain her following.
I think I even might have a
video of her admitting that.
You're like, "I actually
needed this for blackmail."
In that moment, I just I
didn't wanna hear anyone else's.
I just wanted everyone there to
be for be there for me, for just
I'm actually glad I
got called out on that
because now when I'm
listening to people's stuff, I'm like,
I wanna relate but I also
just wanna kinda, like,
- validate their feelings first.
- Yeah.
And then maybe relate, you know?
- Why is she being so nice?
- I know.
Yeah.
We need someone unkind to go
break it up. I'm kidding.
Whitney tends to dismiss your
feelings or even gaslight you
when you express that
certain things happened
and that you felt a certain way.
She seems to flip the script
and somehow become
the victim of her own chaos.
And I'm sick of it.
This is exhausting.
I'm cursed ♪
By your name ♪
In my mind, I'm disturbed ♪
You pushed me a
little bit too far, Whitney.
I'm gonna set the
record straight at all costs.
Feels like I'm
haunted by you ♪
♪♪
Like, I would love to be there
for things you're excited about
or you want, like,
support there.
But I feel like when I told
you my whole Conner thing,
I got zero, nothing.
- Wait, zero from who?
- Everyone.
I don't agree with that.
I remember reaching out to
you and being there for you.
Honestly, I don't
even know why she's here.
I don't even know why she
presented herself in this conversation.
I'm just like, "What's your
intentions? Let's talk about intention.
What's your intention for
being here in this conversation?"
I feel like Taylor
doesn't care about me,
and I don't wanna be
around someone like that.
And it's as simple as that.
I don't know how you expect me to work
on this when I had no idea any of this.
And same with Demi, like
But I don't expect
you to work from this.
- That's what I'm saying.
- No, through all this time
Just leave it as it is.
Like, let's just leave it.
Well, the entire time I
could've worked on it.
Yeah, and I didn't
care enough to say anything.
- I didn't wanna say anything.
- But you did to everyone else.
You'll bring other people's stuff up
to other people, like the Jen situation.
Like, you'll take
something that I said,
that I, by the way, told
you not to say anything,
and you said, "I swear
on my life I won't say it."
You're the one that did the truth
box. I never ever brought that up.
I told Jen, and she can do with it
whatever she wants to do with that.
Yeah, but why did
you feel the need to tell Jen?
Like, I didn't go to Taylor being
like, "Whitney feels this way."
- She knew that; I don't know how.
- And if you, and if you did,
I wouldn't care.
Okay, but you're
sitting here saying that
you don't care to
have the conversation,
that you don't care to
remedy these things,
but then you're gonna, like,
sh*t on Taylor behind her back
and then you're gonna come at
me for something I said about Taylor.
Everything I've said about her,
I just said to her face right now.
Just now, but for the last two
years, she hasn't heard a word of it.
- We're the ones hearing all of it.
- Does that bother you?
Does that bother you
that I didn't tell you?
Yeah, it bothered me that
you didn't come to my shower.
Just tell me like, "Hey, I, I
don't wanna be friends with you."
Like, I thought we were friends,
so when you didn't show up,
I was like It was a big deal.
Well, I don't regret
anything. I'm glad I told Jen.
I don't think that was
wrong. I'd still do it.
I don't regret it.
'Kay, well, then
you're a shitty friend.
- And then, I guess, don't be my friend.
- 'Kay, I don't wanna be your friend.
If that's the way you're
gonna be, that's not a friend.
Did you not just call
Taylor "White Tr*sh"?
Were you planning on
addressing that to Taylor?
No, but was that
your place to say?
It wasn't.
And you don't
care. You don't give a sh*t.
I wish I could say I'm surprised
by Whitney's behavior right now,
but I'm absolutely not.
She needs to own it, apologize,
work on it, and move forward.
It's again one of these things
where she wants to become
the victim of her own behavior.
You're hurt and
that's okay, I've been there,
where you don't
wanna give a f*ck.
But you're hurt from,
like, you're hurt, but in life,
and so, you're gonna
take it out on everyone?
I don't get that.
- I-I get it.
- I don't wanna talk about it anymore.
She's hurt you.
I've never hurt Whitney ever.
Well, I have,
but I get, like, where
And then runs away.
So, I guess I'm
right. I guess I'm right.
Comical.
Where'd she go?
In there.
You're gonna, like, dish
sh*t? Be able to take it then.
Whitney, you okay?
The gloves are off, baby.
w*r has just begun, and you
better sleep with one eye open.
I hate the sh*t of you can
dish it, but you can't take it.
I That's the sh*t I do not stand
behind. Be a woman, you little twat.
What's going on? I couldn't
hear everything, what's wrong?
She thinks it's her place to
tell everyone other people's sh*t.
Are you okay? When
has that ever been a thing?
And then as we're having
a heated conversation,
gets up, cries, and leaves.
The way that Whitney
talks and changes
her person-persona
in the moment of like,
"I
didn't know."
Be yourself.
Who are you right now?
Yeah. 'Cause it's
so different to us.
- And then, to her, it's
- No. It's-It's, like,
you wanna talk about fake
and behind people's back?
Whitney, you scare me.
I feel like
such a p*ssy right now.
- Why? You're fine.
- Oh, my gosh, no!
- Why?
- No!
You're hurt and you need space
and that's, like, tot-totally valid.
How does it feel, Whitney?
I literally wanna go ask
her, "How does it feel?"
And I try to talk to you about
it upstairs, you're just like,
"And I'd do it again
and I'd do it again."
You're a b*tch.
- No, I'm stronger than this
- You are strong.
Just 'cause you're crying
doesn't mean you're not strong.
It's better to walk away than to say
things that you don't actually mean.
So, you did the strong
thing by walking away.
- Let's make this a group affair.
- Guys, no.
Jesus.
Continue telling the
people everything about anywhere
- and everyone else.
- Demi, can you just get outta
- the room, please?
- No, I won't. Nope.
'Cause you're talkin'
about me, so, no, I won't.
Demi, she needs
some s-space right now.
Where was she last
night when she sh*t on me
when I was literally getting
attacked by everyone?
- Where was she? What was she doing?
- You need to just respect that.
What the f*ck are you
talking about, Jen? Shut up.
You guys were both
going at each other.
- Yeah.
- So, why are you being
so rude now?
You're being a b*tch.
- No, I'm not.
- You are.
Because I have two people right
here sitting asi beside Whitney,
when last night was, like, the
probably the most heightened experience
we've experienced
in this whole journey
and no one said sh*t, except for
Taylor, who We had the blowup.
Then we have a frickin'
minion fest over here?
Minion fest?
Chihuahua fest
of two little puppies
sitting next to Whitney
being like, "Back
off, she's unstable."
You raising your voice
isn't helping the situation.
I mean, I'm not sitting here
screaming. I'm sitting here saying
- The way you're talking right now
- I have a right to be upset.
I'm frustrated. I'm confused
at where Whitney stands
and I thought we were friends.
And that's not what a friend would do.
I feel you don't even care
about MomTok outside of posting.
Just 'cause I told
Jen what you said?
You go around the whole group
telling everyone's everything.
Okay, does anyone
else wanna chime in?
Well, how Whitney will hear information
and she gets close to certain people
and we've kinda felt
like it's a rotating door.
And it kinda feels
like there's different
people that get to
be close to Whitney.
And when she says stuff about Taylor,
it's really mean behind Taylor's back
and then when it's face-to-face,
she's like, "Oh, yeah, I get it."
And I just don't think it's fair that
you can act that way and it's okay,
when it's not okay
for Demi to do.
Like, that just doesn't
make sense to me.
I feel like Whitney gets close to
you until she gets what she wants
and then she just moves
on. That's just my opinion.
And that's why I just
wanted to sit you down,
so you can express
all of it, so I know.
With you, like, I know you're
saying you're not caring,
but I find that hard to believe.
I think you want to. I think
I just hurt you really bad.
Maybe I can't be your
best friend right now,
but I could still, here and
there, be a friend to you.
Yeah.
I don't even know what's right
and what's wrong anymore.
I thought that I was doing
the right thing telling Jen,
"This is Demi's
feelings towards you."
It's a bit two-faced.
'Cause then she's acting
like your friend surface level,
but then going behind your back.
I don't know. Ugh, I
don't know. It's confusing.
I don't know what was right
and I don't know what was wrong.
Anything else from
anyone? This is your time.
- Let it out.
- This is your time.
Uh, I have
something to say.
Weren't we supposed
to go to dinner at six?
- Oh, shiz!
- Do we need to go?
Yeah, we have to go.
This feels interesting going to
a happy, little dinner together.
Cursed tongues made of grit ♪
They're all
lookin' for a fight ♪
Are you okay?
It's okay. That's okay.
It's okay to feel that way.
I think Taylor was right though,
when she said that, like,
you act like you don't care,
- but you do.
- I know.
I know you don't wanna care,
but that's what makes
you beautiful and amazing,
is that you do care.
So, what I thought was gonna
be an empowering weekend
is now all in shambles.
I don't like confrontation
when it's in my friend group.
And at this point, MomTok was already
hanging by a thread before this trip,
and now we're
having this happen.
Why?
Like what?
I'm like, "What
the actual f*ck?"
Whitney's
my best friend.
But I do think Whitney has an
interesting way of handling things.
I definitely wouldn't have
handled things the way she has.
And I think she kind of just,
like, leaves when things get hard
instead of trying to
really figure them out.
And at the same time, I do think it's
one of those things where we have to do
some more work to figure out what's
going on and not just run away from it.
Happy
birthday.
♪♪
Did we bring
Mayci's presents?
- Probably should've.
- I didn't get her one yet.
You're like, "I'm good
'cause I didn't bring one."
Don't slip, anybody.
Taylor, protect the belly if you fall.
- Especially in heels.
- Jen knows what she's doing.
Oh, it's the worst.
This is so cute!
Thank you. Great.
Okay, birthday girl, you have
to wear this the whole dinner.
Ooh, okay!
Beautiful!
- 'Kay, you can adjust that if needed.
- I'm like, "It's in my extensions."
- Twenty-nine, baby!
- Ooh! Feeling fine.
JK, 21.
Twenty-one!
I'm honestly exhausted
at this point, like, I'm so pregnant.
I feel bad for Mayci because
her birthday is being ruined.
I think there are times
where you should
just, like, kinda suck
it up for other people.
So, I think in this
situation for Mayci's dinner,
everyone just shutting up and
let's enjoy the night for Mayci.
Rub some dirt on it and we
can cry when we get home.
They have this
little pizza appetizer.
- Dang it.
- That sounds really good.
Oh! A vibe really.
But I didn't wanna
share it with the table.
I wanted it to be my meal.
Would
you want steak too?
It's a bit
lonely when you feel like
all of the friends that I thought I had,
I guess they're not really my friends.
I'm lookin' at Demi
and I'm just like,
"You're just You look like you're
on f*ck' cloud nine right now."
I have to pee real fast.
Everyone is acting
like everything's fine.
It's sad.
Thought I was stronger
than that. I can't even sit there.
No, I'll be
fine. I'm just gonna
pretend like I'm
going to the bathroom.
I think I just
need to cry for a second.
I'm gonna
cry and then I'll be okay.
No, I'm okay.
Did she talk at
all on the way here?
Yeah, she's like, I
- What'd she say?
- Who are you talking about?
Whitney. I think she feels
bad, too, about, like, things
that she said and stuff too.
Yeah, I get it, trust
me. Literally me last night.
I feel like she kinda needs to
feel the sting of what her actions
can bring to people,
so that she understands
what that feels like.
'Cause it doesn't feel good.
Like, that's below-the-belt stuff.
So, it's like, "Whitney, that's
exactly what we're talking about.
"It doesn't feel good.
Does it feel good?
Okay, I hope you don't
do that moving forward."
You wanna
do it and I'll hold it?
Okay, I
can do it. I can do it.
Happy
birthday to you ♪
Happy
birthday, dear Mayci ♪
Oh, my God!
I know when
I'm f*cking in the wrong.
I was f*cking not wrong.
Happy birthday to you ♪
If this is what
MomTok has turned into,
I don't wanna do this anymore.
I don't even know if these
friendships are worth fighting for.
- Woo!
- Make a wish!
Woo! Viva Las Vegas!
My husband
is going to k*ll me.
This is my
lucky poker sweatshirt.
Who said you're playing poker?
I don't know that being in
Sin City is the best thing for Zac.
What?
Layla! Get into it.
- Like, I haven't done anything wrong.
- No.
Dude, she's brainwashed.
- Missing person alert.
- He's out of control.
This is why the Sisterhood of
MomTok was created in the first place.
She's MIA. She's not
answering her phone.
I mean, maybe I watch
too much true crime.
Birthday girl!
Oh, my gosh.
What's all the hot gossip?
- She unfollowed all of us.
- No!
Do you still consider
them friends?
Should I invite Whitney?
Oh, awkward.
MomTok's not what it was. And
I don't know if it ever will be again.
Then why are you here?
The one time I need support,
you're not there for me.
This is an act, and I'm over it.
- This is exhausting.
- Cool.
- Did you hang up on him?
- Yeah.
Should I say
something to her?
You're trying to stir the
pot between me and Taylor.
Like, I don't like him.
Everyone's getting married
before their brains even develop.
I did not invite
him. This is for women.
Don't f*ck me all week,
lie to me, and then
Sure, if you look
at it that way,
- Taylor, yes.
- Yeah.
- My gosh, aren't you miserable?
- Yeah.
It's not gonna get better.
He's not gonna change.
You're gonna lose
everything. I don't care.
I feel like I need to
tell you something.
♪♪
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01x04 - The Book of Truth
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In 2022, Utah influencer Taylor Frankie Paul went viral for revealing that she and her husband had been "soft-swinging" with other Mormon couples.
In 2022, Utah influencer Taylor Frankie Paul went viral for revealing that she and her husband had been "soft-swinging" with other Mormon couples.