01x01 - The First Book of Taylor

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- Speeding, guys?

- Speeding.

Utah-based social media influencer,

Taylor Frankie Paul

- Taylor Frankie Paul

- Taylor Frankie Paul

One of the most salacious headlines

in Mom influencing?

The Mormon MomTok community scandal.

MomTok, a bunch of Utah moms

swinging, partner swapping,

being scandalous.

Taylor interview, take one.

Mommy don't know

daddy's getting hot ♪

At the body shop ♪

Doing something unholy ♪

Started so innocent.

Me and all these moms

were, like, feeling the same things.

I grew up in a glass box thinking

that everybody looks this way

A lucky, lucky girl ♪

She got married to a boy like you ♪

that everybody in

the world is Mormon.

There are a lot of rules

that we have to follow.

No swearing. One piercing.

No caffeine. No alcohol.

No tattoos.

Your body's a temple.

We're not supposed

to have sex before marriage,

which Oops.

Have kids by the time you're 21

or, in my case, at 16.

Doing something unholy ♪

A lot of the moms

love the foundation of our church.

Love, family, service.

You're trying to be an example

of a higher way of living.

But for a lot of us, following

the rules of the Mormon religion

is just it's impossible.

We were raised to be

these housewives for the men,

serving their every desire.

Well, I'm like, "f*ck this."

So, I created MomTok.

Started as a group

of Mormon moms making TikToks.

There was something freeing about it.

When it comes to the Mormon

scale, there's definitely a wide range.

Some are more Mormon than others.

But in MomTok,

I don't feel like we should judge people

whether they're going

to church every Sunday,

wearing their special underwear,

reading their special book.

We are a new generation of Mormon women.

We have a platform that

the generation didn't have before us.

We're just powerful women trying

to change the stigma of gender roles

in the Mormon culture.

MomTok blew up overnight.

I gained, like,

60,000 followers just in a week.

Like, nine million views.

And I was like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Like, this is crazy."

I think I have about 1.5 million.

Probably two million followers.

And then, it just turned into

this whole group

is swingin' with each other.

Taylor sent shockwaves

through her following,

announcing that she

was getting a divorce.

We started having parties.

Really wild things ended up on Reddit

because of one of the moms

from MomTok.

My blood was boiling.

I got on a TikTok Live,

50,000 to 60,000 people.

We would have parties

and there was a group of us

that were intimate with each other.

It was more like orgies.

The guys were like, "Whoa, whoa, whoa,

like, our wives just did that."

It happened several times.

I have made out

with all of the husbands.

And that's where things

just kinda, like, blew up.

Every single podcast

had an opinion about it.

As long as you say

"the Mormon TikTok girl",

people immediately know

what we're talkin' about.

Wait, what?

My favorite Mormon MILFs are swinging?

This girl broke TikTok.

No one was innocent. Everyone has

hooked up with, like, everyone.

And all of a sudden,

my phone starts blowing up

and I'm like,

"What's happening?"

Utah is like a small town.

We couldn't go anywhere.

Rumors were being

made up about my family.

It was, it was awful.

And at this point, I'm like,

"Can MomTok even survive this?"

If you think what's

happened up to this point is crazy,

wait 'til you see

what's happening right now.

Holy f*ck.

Hallelujah ♪

Listen up ♪

I'm the one you've been dreaming of ♪

I've got everything

you could ever want ♪

Try me and you'll see

I'll bring you to your knees ♪

Baby, you're gonna believe ♪

Lead us not into temptation ♪

Lead us not into temptation ♪

Temptation ♪

You make me so sick ♪

Said that I'm going crazy ♪

But nobody can save me

from the world you created ♪

All of your tricks ♪

Thanks, I feel like

the Mean Girls' mom in it.

"What is the 411?

What is everybody up to?"

I feel like that mom.

I'm Taylor Frankie Paul.

I'm 28, and I am from

Salt Lake City, Utah.

I was a really wild child.

Did it all, you know,

partying and drinking.

Right after high school,

I got married in the temple.

I was being pressured into it by, like,

the church and my mom.

She knew Tate and I

were having sex before marriage

and I had a hard time fighting for,

like, my voice at that time.

MomTok, it started with four girls,

Whitney, Mayci, Mikayla, and I.

Ever since the swinging scandal,

I've been really trying

to keep a low profile.

I haven't seen the girls in months,

so I'm excited.

- Hi.

- Hello.

- My gosh, how are you?

- How are you?

Good. Awesome.

I'm Mayci Neeley. I'm 27.

And I'm originally from

Orange County, California.

I always tell everyone I'm from

California, so they know I'm cool.

I've been married five years

to my husband, Jacob Neeley.

And we have two kids.

And I'm a bad b*tch.

That is what I am.

It's so great to see Taylor.

I haven't seen her in so long

since all the drama came out with her,

like being a swinger

and exposing everything.

Also am excited to get together

and start MomTok back up.

I need to hear about you and Dakota.

That's the tea I really want.

'Kay, I'm gonna let you go first though.

How are you and Jacob?

I feel like Jacob

never initiates, like, sex.

- You talk to him about it?

- Not really, like, in-depth.

But I feel, like, maybe I should.

But, like, what do I do?

I'm like, "Should I, like, put on

lingerie and walk around the house?"

- But that's still me initiating it

- That's true.

I feel like I want him

to, like, want me all the time.

So, I feel like if you

just talk to him about it

- and be like, "This is how I feel"

- Yeah.

he at least knows. 'Cause he can't

They can't read our minds, unfortunately

- Yeah, I know. I just want them to though.

- Yeah.

So wait, I wanna hear

about you and Dakota.

I'm like, "He seems like a good guy."

Um, okay.

So, I don't even know where to begin.

I'm so excited. Tell me everything.

Dakota, he's my new boyfriend.

We met on good ol' Instagram.

He's very charismatic,

he's charming, and he's very attractive.

He asked me to be his girlfriend,

and then we got

in a big fight the next night.

When you fought,

like, what was he saying?

Like, what was he getting

mad at you about?

I drank and then I drank more and more.

- Did you get drunk?

- Yeah, I got drunk.

It was my fault.

I'll 100% admit that.

Like, I-I was dumb and drunk and

So, I felt really, really bad.

He's like, "I think I'm just

scared to like you."

And, like, a lot more goes in

with me, my kids, my history,

my situation that just came out, right?

So, he knows that

that all comes with me.

Then there's a side of me

that's like, "Should I be single?"

For like th

To, like, go out in my 20s having fun.

I just got outta this relationship.

Like, get all of that outta my system

that I've been wanting.

I-I think my question is,

like, do you want to do this?

We have a lotta trust

issues, I won't lie.

Yeah, I was gonna say, does he have a

lotta trust issues because of your past?

He does and I do, like, with him.

So, we have trust issues

because we started off on a rocky start.

Um, we post a TikTok together

and things come out on Reddit.

And girls are on my TikTok saying,

"Oh, he was just, like,

with my roommate last week or."

- No!

- This and that. Like, ugh!

Like, uh, now I'm like, "I don't know

if I can trust you." You know?

You kinda like the drama

in the relationship, huh?

- No, I don't like the drama.

- A little bit.

A little You like the

like a little bit of jealousy.

- I like that he's jealous

- 'Cause you can tell that he, like, cares.

Mm-hm, I do like that.

But I also get scared 'cause I'm, like,

I'm three months outta my situation,

a month outta my divorce.

Do I need to chill?

He even asked me yesterday, he's like,

"Are you open to getting married again?"

- What'd you say?

- I was like, "Yes."

I was like, "Of course, I wanna

get married, I wanna have more babies.

I That's I will do that.

Like, that's my plan."

Um, and he's like,

"Okay, good to know."

I think I was a bit worried about you

moving into a relationship so soon

only 'cause you're gorgeous,

you're, like, TikTok famous, you're hot,

like, you can get anyone you want.

And so I'm like, "Don't settle,"

but I haven't met him yet.

I need to meet this guy.

Like, I need to see

how his personality is.

Like, I wanna see, like,

what you see in him.

- So, I feel we're kinda similar

- We have the same type.

We do.

So, I'm like, "Uh."

Anyways, so I heard Whitney,

she's moving back.

She's coming back tomorrow.

Did you know that?

Why?

Whitney is

part of the OG MomTok.

She likes to be, like, the leader

of the clan type of thing.

I, honestly, when she left to Hawaii,

I was like, I feel like

she's gonna get FOMO

- and wanna come back.

- Whoa, whoa, whoa, wait. 'Kay, she's

- moving back or they're just visiting?

- Moving back.

They bought a house sight unseen.

Honestly, I don't even know

the real reason why

they went there to begin with.

- Maybe she'll tell us, but.

- Yeah, so, I will be seeing her then.

She brought up the video again.

I got on a TikTok LIVE.

Tate and I are getting divorced.

I don't know what you would call it,

if it's like "soft swinging",

but you don't, like, fully switch.

We had an agreement, like, all of us,

and I did step out of that agreement.

I at least wanted

to explain that to people.

Like, my husband wanted to share,

he did wanna open that up.

So, it's, like,

I-I caught feelings for a man

that my husband welcomed

into our-our house.

Like, no one was innocent.

Everyone has hooked up with, like,

everyone in this situation.

She was like, "I am freaking pissed."

And I was like, "Whew."

I think it's because

she kept getting tagged in your video

and that's why she was upset.

- She's gonna k*ll me. Yeah.

- She's gonna k*ll you.

I'm excited for the confrontation

that's gonna happen between you two.

You think she will? No!

I think she will.

Taylor used to be the face of MomTok,

but once the whole controversy blew up,

no one really knew

what MomTok stood for anymore.

Like, is it just a bunch of swingers

or are we just a bunch of Mormon women

fighting the patriarchy?

If you out here getting money

and you're living happily ♪

You a star and you shine ♪

Can't no haters stop the grind ♪

You a boss and you looking like it ♪

Ah, you a boss and

you walking like it ♪

MomTok is essentially

a content creator house

except for we don't

actually live together.

And we're all moms, we're all Mormons.

I guess you could say

a lot of us in MomTok look similar.

We all have a similar style

or a similar look,

but we're just going off

based what's trending.

Especially in Utah,

there's a lot of blonde b*tches here.

So, I mean, what do you expect?

Mayci, I need you to twerk

your a*s off as hard as you can!

No problem.

When we appear in each other's videos,

we get more likes, we get more followers,

we all benefit

because we make more money.

- Oh.

- The boobies are boobin'.

We're poppin'. We're poppin'.

- Just the bra. I was likin' the boobs

- She's wearing those nursing garments.

I am shocked at how low, um, garmenting

or the breastfeeding garments are.

I can't believe

you have a little cleavage.

Well, you gotta be able to, ya know?

Yeah, that's true.

You gotta be able to work on

I'm sittin' down and

gettin' comfy. Is that okay?

Yeah. Sit down, please.

This is fancy.

Oh, I love that.

Um, so, has anyone talked to Taylor?

Not really.

I feel like she's kind of, like, holding

everyone at arm's distance right now.

♪♪

I'm coming over my mom's today

because I have had

a secret I've been holding on to.

And I'm really nervous about it.

Cross my fingers she doesn't k*ll me.

So, what's goin' on?

Ah, nothing.

They're driving me nuts today.

You want a snack?

Do you need me to watch 'em today?

Um, I might actually.

I have a date tonight, so.

- With, with who?

- Dakota.

So, you're starting

to see him a lot more now?

I Didn't I tell you

he asked me to be his girlfriend?

Didn't I tell you that?

- No.

- Oh, well, he did.

So, Dakota and I made

this TikTok of saying,

should we date

or should we not?

And, of course,

my mom goes and gets in there

and she puts the literal emoji red flag.

It gets a ton of likes.

I go delete it,

and then she goes, "Where's my

comment go? I had so many likes."

And I was like, "Oh, my gosh,

get off my TikTok."

Did you take in consideration

anything that I have told you before?

What do you think?

I did not.

I grew up in a very

brutal, honest family.

So, my mom

You guys are gonna get to know my mom.

I love her,

but she's been, like, against Dakota.

We shouldn't date, we shouldn't do this,

we shouldn't do that.

And she's gonna, you know,

tell me the truth

and tell me how she feels.

Do you still like watching the kids?

- It's hard.

- Yeah?

They're hard.

They're challenging.

I think that they should

be with you more.

I have 'em 50% of the time,

like divorced parents do.

- What? Just say it.

- Nothing.

Do you think I'm a bad person

for those mistakes that I did?

I don't think you're a bad person.

I th I just think that you've

done a lot of bad things

and that have made you look bad.

Mm-hm.

Have you talked to your bishop

or the church about anything?

No.

No? How come?

I don't know. 'Cause, like, what if

they're gonna, like, excommunicate me?

Hey, when you are out soft swinging,

wh-what do you expect?

With all the soft swinging,

what does that mean?

Do you guys know,

like, what they all did?

I think it's just everything

but sex, is what I understand.

- Like, oral too?

- Yes.

It was like swapping

in front of each other,

- standing next to each other type stuff.

- No!

I just love also that it's like,

"Okay, we can do everything

but sex, so it's fine."

It's like,

"No, you're sucking someone's d*ck."

So sorry, Jen.

How does that look

for you guys?

- Perfect. Beautiful.

- Awesome. Thank you.

My name's Jessi.

I am a hairdresser.

And I own a hair salon,

hair extension company, and hair school.

I have built a little hair empire.

We have had a billboard for my company.

People are talking about

how they think it says "jizz".

I can't.

And if you drive past this billboard

and that's your first thought, again,

your mind's in the gutter,

you gotta get right.

Because that is not what this is about.

'Kay, I have to know though

'cause I've heard her side of it.

But did any of you guys swing?

Like, were any of you involved?

I was, like, at the parties,

and I didn't even know

that it was going on.

You never picked up

on a vibe? Nothing?

Bret said that he picked up vibes

from the husbands

because they were

asking him weird questions.

- Like what?

- They were like,

"So, like, are you the jealous type?"

Bret said this point blank, he's like,

"I mean, I don't share

if that's what you mean."

- Good answer, Bret.

- Yeah.

Not a part of any of it.

I'm way too busy and tired.

By the end of the night,

I barely wanna have sex with my husband

half the time.

I just don't know if I could handle,

like, four other guys.

My husband and I, we do not share.

Absolutely no sharing.

But Taylor, she admitted

that they definitely thought that

we would be fun to swing with.

We're hot. What can we say?

My name is Demi Engemann.

I am 29 years old.

I have been married to my husband, Bret,

for almost three years.

He is 46 and I am 29.

So, a bit of an age gap there.

The last party that we had gone to,

like, Taylor was, like, being

kind of flirty with Bret

and that, to this day, pisses me off.

What did she do?

What do you mean?

Taylor's being extra, extra friendly

and she, like, came up

and she, like, kissed me on the head

and then she kissed Bret on the head

and then she's leaning over the couch.

She starts, like, laughing

and, like, saying something

and then he starts laughing

and that's when I lose it.

I'm like, "Oh, hell no!"

Bret was, like, so drunk,

like borderline blackout.

And he's just, like,

sitting on the couch

and he's like,

"We might have to sleep over."

He's like, "We might have to

sleep in Taylor's bed. I'm so sorry."

I love you, but you don't always

make the right choices.

Yeah, I feel like

you've never gone through a divorce.

You've never had your entire

I guess, sex life online

for the entire world to see.

I just don't know

how you choose these guys like Dakota.

What's wrong with Dakota?

Dakota has an addiction.

'Kay, that doesn't define

who he is as a person.

So, Dakota,

he has a pretty crazy backstory.

He's a recovering addict.

I mean, he almost died from fentanyl.

You have two kids

that you really have to think about.

They're trying to heal,

and which you should be healing.

You just got divorced

and you need to let that settle.

'Cause, ultimately, me and your dad

are gonna be the ones

that pick up the pieces.

Um

and I need to, like, probably

I don't know how to say it really.

Say what?

Um, I

I have to take a pregnancy test tonight.

- Are you for real?

- Mm-hm.

♪♪

- Are you for real?

- Mm-hm.

- Taylor, for real?

- Yeah.

That You're so s

You're s You're so stupid.

Why would you put yourself

- in that situation?

- Well, I didn't purposely do it.

You're always screwin' up everything.

It pisses me off.

Just so tired of you

doing everything to this family

and you don't even care,

you're like, "Hm."

I just don't know.

At the end of the day, I do know

my mom loves me and wants the best.

But emotionally, I would say

I have, like, good days and bad days,

and I'm still struggling

with the gossiping and judging,

and I'd rather her just support

rather than tell me what to do.

Correct me if I'm wrong,

but I feel like it's how it should be.

You just piss me off,

and I just don't wanna even talk to you.

It's no fun being a saint ♪

See you on the dark

side when I'm done ♪

I'm wicked as they come ♪

Alright, guys,

cheers to girls' day.

Ew, your crusty lips.

I feel like

Jen and Whitney are, like, the dancers.

Like, you guys can,

like, memorize things

Oh, yeah.

Isn't, uh, Whitney coming

Yeah, she's comin'

back from Hawaii.

- That went by really fast.

- It did.

I still don't know why she moved.

She Why does

she move anywhere?

I feel like she's always like,

"I'm gonna go here.

I'm gonna move houses. I'm bored.

I'm gonna change my hair."

She's all over the place.

Today, she moves back, right?

Oh. That's right.

I've heard some rumors about

Whitney, maybe they're not true, but

That she's a swinger?

That someone saw Conner on Tinder.

Yeah, we saw that too.

Whitney and Conner are married.

They have two kids.

I was on Reddit one night

and I saw this post that someone made

about Conner being on Tinder,

and Whitney was trying to hide

behind the swinger scandal

to hide her own personal scandal.

And I was like,

"What? Like, what is this?"

And I was really confused.

And then, I think I brought it up and I

was like, "By the way, like, we saw this."

And she's like, "Oh, it's not true."

Yeah, she's like, "They took

his pictures from high school,

from his Facebook high school account

or whatever and put it on Tinder."

She did brush it off really fast though,

which made me like a little sus.

But, I mean, it's Conner,

so it's, like, I don't know.

And she's, like, so public. I'm like,

how would that go under her radar

- for so long?

- I Exactly.

Hideout from everything ♪

Stay in, turn off TV ♪

I'm so excited! Ah!

I just, like,

can't believe it's happening.

I am buzzing. I'm psyched.

Oh, okay, I gotta check on him.

Hey, safety first.

You unbuckled.

Doe got in my makeup!

- Are you so excited?!

- Yeah.

- You go see new home?

- Yeah.

My name is Whitney Leavitt. I am

from Utah County, Happy Valley, Utah.

In the beginning of MomTok,

it was me, Mayci, Mikayla, and Taylor.

We were a really solid group.

But since Taylor came out and said

MomTok was involved in swinging,

I was in the thick of it here

with all these rumors being spread

about my family.

We moved to Hawaii for two months

to get away from the noise.

Two, three!

Oh-oh-oh-oh, my gosh!

Are you kidding me?

Oh, my gosh.

- Conner!

- This is beautiful.

Liam, you excited?

After I had my first child,

I had this, "Is this my life now?

Like, is Am I just a mom?"

Which I'm not saying is a bad thing,

but I didn't want that to define me.

And being invited to MomTok

and getting together with these

other women who had the same goals

was refreshing and it was exciting.

After Taylor blew up MomTok,

I think we all needed

that time away from each other.

We needed that space.

And I'm ready.

I'm back from Hawaii.

I want us all to come back together.

Let's start dancing again,

making some videos.

It's happening.

Who do you think

this is this from, babe?

- Probably our realtor, huh?

- Yeah.

- Have you tried champagne before?

- Never. No.

- I've never tried alcohol ever in my life.

- I know you haven't.

Woo!

Oh. Dang it! Our new floors.

This is a very special moment.

I feel like we should go like this.

Wait, let's cheers it.

- Clink it, sink it.

- Yeah.

Drink up ♪

Shots up ♪

Drink up ♪

I didn't like that.

Ugh! Ooh, I hate it so much!

- Ew!

- Is that supposed to taste good?

Ew. Oh, my God!

Now that I'm back from Hawaii,

I really wanna talk to Taylor.

Let's just air out all

of our grievances.

We need to move past this.

We need to grow from it

and become better from it.

Do people really pay money

to drink that?

Walk in the room,

make 'em think you coming ♪

Powerful, you are, no question ♪

Who run the world,

girls, we ain't fronting ♪

Go on, girl, strut your stuff,

you deserve it ♪

Haters gonna act

like they never heard it ♪

How's it goin'?

There's gonna be three of us.

Yeah, she'll show up later.

She'll, she'll come, hopefully.

My name is Mikayla Matthews.

I'm 23 years old.

I've been married

to my husband, Jace, for six years now.

And I have three kids,

Beckham, Haven, and Tommie.

I was born and raised Mormon.

My mom was one of the church leaders,

so we would have to act like

the most perfect little Mormon family.

Sixteen.

And then I got pregnant

before marriage.

Jace was 21 then?

I do social media, content creation.

Recently, I've been sharing a lot

about my illness and my skin condition.

I wish I knew what was going on

with my skin.

I've done hair analysis tests,

urine tests, stool tests.

Oh, priesthood blessings,

got a couple of those along the way.

Jace hates being in my TikToks,

but I like to force him.

And then people just think

that he hates me secretly.

Oh, God. Probably a picture of myself.

It's still a picture of myself.

I don't wanna sit next to Taylor.

I'm scared. Should I sit over here?

- No, you're g

- Have her sit there.

Okay. I'm Taylor.

- You're Taylor.

- "What's up, b*tch?"

- I'm just kidding.

- She would, though.

Literally, she would.

"Hi, guys. How's everyone doing?"

Good. How are you?

"Good. Like my t*tties?"

Yes. I'm actually very jealous.

I'm a part of the original group

of MomTok.

It's nice to have Whitney back,

especially going into this conversation

with Taylor.

I know that there's a lot to be said.

Where Who's your plastic surgeon?

"Dr. Chitty. Chitty Titty."

Chitty Titty. Dr. Chitty Titty?

I haven't seen Taylor in quite some time

since the swinger drama.

Yeah, I do have some issues with Taylor.

Literally, look at my hand right now.

Mi-kay-kay, you're good. Just breathe.

Drink your water. Look at the menu.

Is it too early to take shots?

Like, I need

Here she is.

- Hi!

- Hello. Your hair looks so good.

Oh, my God,

your hair, it's so beautiful.

- Thank you.

- It looks so good.

Did you get extensions now

and now all the comments are real?

I didn't.

If I'm rubbing my boob,

it's because my boobs hurt so bad.

I stopped breastfeeding

and they're, like, rock hard.

That's okay. If I touch my boobs,

it's just 'cause I just got some.

Okay. Why're you guys

looking at me like that?

Awkward.

So, how are, how are the t*tties?

Like, they're healing well?

- Can I touch them?

- Yeah.

- How long has it been?

- Um, seven weeks.

Wait, they feel so good, Taylor.

They're soft.

They're not even hard anymore.

Do you like the size that you got?

Yes.

And they fit my body, so

And it didn't hurt at all.

Um, so, how have you guys been?

I've been good.

We just

I feel like I haven't slept at all

because we literally got off a plane,

moved into our home.

I feel like I'm on, like,

this crazy high right now, but

Yeah, yeah.

- And I miss Hawaii already.

- I didn't even know you were moving back.

Oh, no.

I'm, like, officially back.

I know, but I didn't know that.

Surprise!

I actually don't know the real reason

of why Whitney moved to Hawaii.

She didn't tell me.

Nobody told me.

I honestly thought

we were closer than that.

I don't know anything.

I have a question for you.

I wanna know why you posted that video.

We built a relationship,

and I genuinely was like,

"Cool, I don't trust Taylor."

Like, no one was innocent.

Everyone has hooked up

with, like, everyone in this situation.

I felt betrayed.

Genuinely was like,

"I don't feel safe with Taylor.

I never wanna make

a video with Taylor ever again."

Like, I-I still don't really trust you.

♪♪

I feel like the story could've been

approached differently.

Like, I feel like it

was very exploiting.

Names of people that had nothing

to do with this. Absolutely nothing.

I don't trust you

with telling certain things

'cause I don't know what

you're gonna do with that information.

Are you gonna blast it on the internet?

Are you gonna Like, I don't know.

It's very, like, IDGAF energy.

And I'm just like,

"Well, I-I don't feel safe with you."

Like, do you want me

to say sorry for, like, my post?

- Like, I don't know, like.

- At the end of the day, it

I guess I'm saying

I'm not apologizing for my post.

It's not that I don't care about people.

It's more like

what the people think online, right?

I knew people were gonna be like

I knew it-it was gonna be hyped, right?

Like, controversy.

I just kn-knew it would.

Everyone was, like, picking apart MomTok,

picking apart people's relationships.

Like, "Oh, is it them?

Like, Whitney and Conner had this.

Whitney's husband's doing this."

And I feel like

that's where it was hard for people.

And so, I just thought

it was like Taylor's trying

to drag everyone down with her.

And so I was like,

"Well, that's not cool."

What was frustrating though was,

like, gir like, all the moms, like,

coming at me, like, crying,

like, "This is ruining our lives,

take it down," blah, blah, blah.

And then they're joking about it

on their, like, TikToks.

And I'm like, "This ruined your life

and now you're joking about it?"

Like, I'm confused.

There would be no MomTok

if I hadn't created it.

I feel that I should be given

a little bit of grace in the situation.

I was being torn to shreds

for, like, ruining people's lives

and then them using it for, like, clout.

'Kay, did I ruin your life

or did I help your life?

I brought all of you girls

into this MomTok thing

and then I was all left.

You guys did bashing me without

even, like, knowing the full story

and something I did, like, for you guys

and, like, all the other girls.

And then I was just, like, kicked out.

I wouldn't say you brought us in.

I had a following already

going into MomTok.

So, I don't feel like

I owe anything to you.

I just feel like there's a line,

especially, like, when we're friends.

Like, I feel like we

grew a relationship.

- Yeah, we did.

- But then you made that video.

I-I didn't think about it.

So I'm sorry that I didn't, like,

I guess I don't know.

We need this.

We need this community.

And I want us to be loyal to each other

and feel safe with each other

and honest with each other and

I agree.

I think it is a good thing

to clear the air

with my closer friends in MomTok.

But I also am very scared to tell 'em

I might be pregnant.

And I don't wanna be judged, I guess,

by them, given the circumstances.

So, I'm gonna hold off

on telling 'em that.

I say from here on out,

we have each other's backs.

Cheers.

Cheers, ladies.

Cheers. Yay.

You've never seen

a glow like this before, no ♪

Oh, baby ♪

I actually think Whitney's

gonna look like a natural redhead.

I think so too.

She kinda looks like she would be.

Have you looked in the mirror?

I love it.

Lindsay Lohan who?

Got me feelin' ♪

This is where it all began ♪

How you feelin'

about bein' back from Hawaii?

I feel great. Um

could we sit in the family room?

Is that okay?

- Yeah.

- Oh, man.

I was looking through

some old videos today and

I know we were only in Hawaii for

a little bit, but I kind of miss that

because I-I feel like

we ran away from something.

I don't wanna lie about it anymore.

Taylor even asked me the other day

about the whole Tinder rumor,

and I denied it again.

Yeah, I It's probably hard

for you to lie about that.

I just think that, at the time,

I didn't wanna say anything

'cause I didn't even know what I wanted.

I just hate talking about

what happened to me

in the same breath as what I did to you.

I feel like it flips the script

and it, like, turns me into a victim

when, in this scenario, I'm not.

And I definitely want there

to be a distinction.

These were actions I took.

I had a real problem.

And it led to something

that really hurt my wife.

And I'm so sorry.

And I'm working on myself.

But, yeah, I've, like, reached a point

where I really don't care

what anybody outside

of my inner circle thinks.

O-Once it gets out

I feel like it's just

gonna be like a, um

like the elephant in the room

whenever we go to church now.

Nobody knows about our secret.

When they asked us,

we said it was a lie.

I think when we look at religion,

when you go through the temple,

make those covenants,

make those promises with God,

the sin is more serious.

I just think that

I don't know.

Oh, man.

I'm a little nervous about how

Like, what they're gonna think.

I don't know if they're gonna hate you

or if they're going to hate me

for making the choice to stay with you.

It's a pretty deep wound.

I was gonna wash these

because I'm so weird about dirt.

Like, with your toilet seats?

Just, like, grosses me out a little bit.

Well, what do you do

at, like, airports and stuff?

If there's no toilet seat cover,

I will literally, like, get toilet paper

- and make a little thing on the seat.

- Stop.

- You do that at my house?

- Yeah.

- Hi!

- Hi!

- I took all your hair tips today.

- 'Kay. It's stunning.

I messaged her last night and I

was like, "How do you do your hair?

Because I wanna look

exactly like you tomorrow."

So, like, what is going on?

It's a family meeting.

Whitney wants

to get all the girls together.

She's like,

"Family meeting. I can't hold it in."

Well, I was like, "Well, like,

is it an issue? Like, is this serious?"

She's like,

"Yeah, it's pretty serious."

And I was like,

"Okay, well, you're not dying, are you?"

And she was like, "No." Okay.

So, I'm like,

"Okay, like, at least that's okay."

Is that the door?

- Or am I hearing things?

- No, I think it was.

- Hi!

- Hi!

- Oh, my gosh, your hair looks so cute.

- Thank you.

Whitney!

Why every time I see you, I'm like,

"So, you just lost, like, 10 pounds."

Every time I see you. Stop.

Oh, b it's 'cause

I just got over food poisoning.

I've been, literally,

sh1tting my guts out.

- Um, I'm gonna

- And maybe a little bit of nervous shits.

- light a candle.

- 'Cause I get the anxiety shits.

I do too.

Like, I cannot control it.

- Hi. Come on in.

- Hi.

- Oh, my gosh. You look so cute.

- You look hot.

Hello. Hello, guys.

'Kay, so, what's going on?

Whitney, did you say you had something

you wanna talk about?

Um yeah, there is.

I really want

this MomTok group to survive.

It's my life right now.

It's, it's what makes me happy.

I look forward to it.

These are my girls.

I wanna do anything and everything I can

to keep this group going.

I don't want there to be

any more secrets between us.

I don't want another scandal.

So, I'm ready to tell the truth.

Oh. I'm anxious.

Oh, I'm anxious.

There's no way

I'm gonna be able to do this.

There was a rumor

that Conner was on Tinder.

I don't know

if you guys remember that rumor.

Of course, you do.

And

I lied about it

because I was embarrassed.

I didn't even know it was true

until I confronted Conner.

And I went to him like, like,

"Look at this joke."

There was more to that.

He had been struggling

with a porn addiction and

I didn't wanna say anything.

I didn't, I didn't wanna come out

because I just feel like

there's a whole story, you know?

There's a reason why

people do certain things and

I think he was just confused.

I literally said, I was like,

"This does not happen to me.

This isn't something

that happens to me."

I literally haven't told anyone.

It's just something

that we're working through.

Can I ask?

Did it go further than Tinder?

No, it

He never met up with anybody, um

How long had it been going on?

Like, our whole marriage.

My first reaction to hearing

about Whitney and Conner,

jaw on the floor.

And is he talking to these girls?

Yeah, like, full-on conversations

with women and pictures

and all of this stuff.

- Wait, so they were sending nude photos?

- Yeah.

- Conner was, too, as well?

- Yeah. Yeah.

Life can be really

sticky and complicated,

but no matter what you're going through,

we have this MomTok group to lean on

and use as a support system.

And right now, Whitney's needing us

and we need to be there for her.

Makes me feel like

like, my whole marriage

was just, like, a lie.

Yeah, that's hard.

I could see why, with porn,

it makes a little more sense,

"Okay, he's confused sexually."

But with Tinder,

I feel like it's different.

How do you know he didn't He's just

telling you he didn't meet up with her?

- How do you know, I guess? Or you don't?

- By word.

- Okay. Yeah.

- Ya know?

Yeah.

I guess I just hope that,

yeah, like, you don't look

at Conner differently.

If you guys can look past my stuff,

Conner's okay.

We're just here to-to support

you no matter what.

Yeah.

I originally said to everyone

that I had left

because of all the MomTok drama.

Like, I felt like I

couldn't go anywhere.

But honestly, like, we left

because I just wanted to get away.

Wanted to get away from everything

'cause I wanted

to just think for myself and everything.

So, I'm sorry.

- It's okay.

- Because that wasn't the reason.

Holy f*ck!

I would say I am, like, the scapegoat

for why Whitney moved to Hawaii.

I've just been lied to all summer.

Like, what the hell?

I'd rather have a mean b*tch as a friend

than a freakin' fake, you know,

nice girl that's, like, using people.

So, I have news.

What's the news?

'Cause I feel like there's,

like, some tension going on.

No, I just am I'm super overwhelmed

with, like, everything.

Um, yeah, I've been pregnant

for, like, I would say four weeks.

- Shut the f

- Oh, wait. Wait, wait, wait.

It's not good because,

like, I am pretty sure I miscarried.

So, I'm-I'm going

to the hospital every other day

because, like, they have

to, like, draw blood

because I either miscarried

'cause I had a ton of blood,

I was, like, freaking out

and calling my doctor.

And they're like, "We're pretty sure

you, like, miscarried then."

- You know that for sure?

- An ectopic Yeah.

It's no matter what,

who has one, like, it won't survive.

- What does that mean?

- But as it grows,

it'll burst your fallopian tubes.

It's been, like, depressing.

What the actual f*ck, Taylor?

What the hell are you doing?

Immediately, right after sharing

this trauma that's happening to me,

you immediately talk

about something traumatic

that's going on in your life?

How does Dakota feel about it?

He was super sad

'cause he was super excited.

We're like, "Whoa, let's do this."

We were like We accepted it.

Are you, like, gonna be more careful

moving forward?

I am very, like,

just everywhere, every day.

But I'ma do my thing how I want to ♪

Told my bae she could come through ♪

If you ain't my

bae then it's not you ♪

♪♪

- Do we have reservations or what?

- I don't know. Did you make 'em?

- Mm-hm. I did actually

- You didn't. You're lying.

So, we're just hoping to get in?

Yeah.

Be like, "I'm the swinger mom on TikTok.

Will you gimme a table?"

No, Taylor.

Don't say that.

Dakota and I

didn't expect to get pregnant,

let alone have a miscarriage.

At this time, I feel like

we're just wanting to move on

and work on our relationship.

Both of our pasts, we have very,

I feel, like, messy pasts.

He wants me to be a better person.

And that's why I really like him

because he wants to do

more wholesome things together

and I like that.

♪♪

I can't believe I'm with you.

It's so crazy.

- Sliding in my DMs.

- Okay, alright. Okay.

I did one slide.

Little bit later, little DM comes in.

Who's it from?

Taylor Frankie Paul.

What did you say?

"You look like Jake

Gyllenhaal." Holy hell.

- You're so pretty.

- I feel the same.

I'm like, "How did I get this guy?"

I would never share you with anybody.

Your sharing days are over. Done.

You wanna marry me?

I wanna marry you.

Wait, really?

I'm freaking obsessed with you.

With, like, church, do you want

to be married in the temple still

or is that, like,

something you want or

My answer would be I don't want it.

I don't follow the rules.

And that's a given.

Like, when I came back to the church,

like, it was, like, very, like,

higher-power God moments for me

that were, like, saving my life.

Like, even being in recovery, right?

Like, just, like, turn

I, like, turned everything to God.

Obviously, with my past,

I can't be with you

if you wanna, like, party.

Unfortunately for

me, it's life or death.

Um, I mean, don't get me wrong,

I've thought about all of it.

- I'm just gonna be honest.

- Yeah.

It makes me sad to be like,

"Oh, I can never drink again?

- Like, like, that sucks for me," you know?

- Right.

It's just something

I enjoy in-in moderation,

like a drink out with my friends.

I get where you're

comin' from with that.

I just know what I want in my future

and it's not any of that.

Yes, in the MomTok group,

we like to party.

Oh, my gosh. I don't know how I

find these men that don't like drinking

because, like, I like drinking.

So, I feel like it might be an issue,

actually, to be honest.

Let's get outta here.

I won't lie. Nah, I'm drinkin',

like, tonight I'm gettin'

I'm gettin' effed up.

♪♪

- Thank you for dinner.

- I love you.

'Kay, let's go night-night, girl.

Do you want some milk?

Do you want some milk?

'Kay. I love you.

You be a good girl.

You be a good girl.

Right, let's say a prayer.

- You wanna say it?

- Yeah.

Dear heavenly Father,

thank you for this wonderful day.

We're grateful for the safety

and the love that we feel

and we say these things

in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

Amen.

Love you, buddy.

Contact with front door.

- Hey, what's goin' on?

- Oh, my gosh.

She is hammered.

I'm sober!

- How 'bout we separate for now?

- You need to just calm down!

- Hey! Stop.

- Taylor, stop!

We're not doin' this.

Because she is

attacking the crap out of me.

Okay, stop lying.

Oh, my God.

Do you wanna throw that on real quick?

I just wanna be able to talk to you

without you two

bickering at each other.

So, go ahead.

Like, you can sit or whichever.

- 'Kay.

- So, what's, what's your name?

Taylor, I'm Officer Rupert Rex

with the Herriman Police Department.

The neighbors called in

saying they heard a bunch of yelling.

I'm sorry.

At this time,

you're gonna be placed under arrest.

For DV.

For domestic violence. Okay?

So, before I talk to you more about it,

I need you to turn around

and place your hands behind your back.

Getting arrested

was the worst night of my life.

I don't wanna feel anything anymore.

From the scandal to the miscarriage,

to arrest, to being pregnant again.

Where do you

stand with MomTok right now?

Um, I don't know.

We need to get back to what MomTok was.

Do you wanna exclude her from it?

There is a fight

for the queen bee of MomTok.

You're either Team Taylor

or you are Team Whitney.

Queen bee, royalty ♪

She f*cked all of us over.

I think she likes being in control.

Online, it looks like

we're all the bestest of friends,

but we're not.

- Do you guys know where Whitney is?

- Oh, is Whitney not here yet?

- She's not coming.

- What do you mean?

Get out your boxing gloves, girlies!

Girl, you look hot AF.

In this MomTok group, we really

do have a true sense of sisterhood.

- Like, look at this. Not even swollen.

- I'm like, "Can I see?"

Like, it's swollen, but, like

- It looks so good!

- Oh, my God!

So, I got this offer

Pleasure toys for days!

I think a lot of

women don't even orgasm.

Two kids. 22. Never in my life.

I feel like I'm, like, missing out.

In the Mormon religion,

we're very conservative.

In what way do you feel like

drinking helps you be a better mom?

Lot of people now think that

we're just a bunch of Mormon swingers.

"Which girl in this room

would you go l*sbian for?"

- Hey.

- Kiss, kiss, kiss, kiss.

No, don't!

I worry about my family seeing me.

Oh!

It's very, very taboo.

In MomTok,

there's lies, gossip, there's drama.

There's so many secrets.

Now you're calling Taylor "White Tr*sh".

Do you think it's trashy to take off

your dress in front of my boyfriend?

We act like everything's fine,

but that's just a story.

You guys, pretend

you like each other, 'kay?

- She unfollowed all of us.

- No!

This will be an interesting night.

- You're being a b*tch.

- What the f*ck are you talking about?

She can't help people not liking her.

Mayci and Jacob are a joke.

There's nothing else to say.

Zip it.

The gloves are off, baby.

w*r has just begun.

Fight, fight, fight, fight!

- Why are you here?

- Did you invite her?

I'm just a human being,

I did nothing wrong.

The one time I need support,

you're not there for me.

I don't wanna be friends

with you guys anymore.

'Kay, I don't wanna be your friend.

I think everyone has a secret.

If anything does come out

- You're gonna end things with me

- Yeah, 100%.

Would she rather know

after she has a baby,

or would she rather know before?

- Are you scared?

- Yeah, it's gonna come soon.

"I accidentally slept with him

before I knew they were together."

Can MomTok even survive this?

To be bad ♪

To be bad, to be bad ♪

Ooh, it's good to be bad ♪

To be bad, to be bad ♪

It's good to be bad ♪