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Missing from Fire Trail Road (2024)

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Missing from Fire Trail Road (2024)

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It's a busy road.

It is.

But

nobody's seen anything.

That's

a dead end, so

I don't see anybody

that has a camera.

But then again, they're

all fenced-off, so

[CHILDREN LAUGHING IN

THE DISTANCE]

Someone

knows something.

I dropped

her off right here

Oh.

at the end of this road.

She didn't want that man

that's her husband

to know that we dropped her off.

Did

she ever say why?

She

was scared of him.

You see?

This is their house

where she lived.

Do you

think they actually

explored this place though?

I don't know.

I think that's a

good question to ask.

I don't know if

there's scuba divers

or what they can do

to look in the lake.

Yeah,

if they could get

people to look in the waters

Do we need to comb

the waters here?

Is she somewhere

else in the woods?

Every

day and every night, I pray.

I pray for you.

I love and miss you, sister.

Come home.

Please, god, please,

god, bring her home.

We're

here on the Tulalip

Tribal Indian Reservation.

That's the road

that we believe Mary

Davis Johnson was last seen,

Fire Trail Road.

She did go missing two years

ago on November 25, 2020.

But we do have witnesses

that place her walking

on this stretch of roadway.

She was trying to catch a

ride, and it's very possible

that she was likely

picked up in a vehicle

and taken from this area.

She could have been abducted.

She could have been picked

up by a known individual

or by a complete stranger,

and possibilities

are limitless of where

she may have been taken.

Mary

disappearing, I never

thought that would happen.

Mary, she's

feisty.

She'd fight.

She'd never give up.

I think that she might have

been taken against her will.

Mary is very giving,

very caring, very funny.

She'll do any impersonation

just to make you laugh.

I'm very close to Mary.

She'd never give up on me.

She was always telling

me, you may be pissy at me

or I may be pissy at

you, but we're sisters.

You got to deal with it.

We love each other

no matter what.

The day before Thanksgiving,

she went missing.

She was

supposed to be meeting

somebody at a white church

on Fire Trail Road.

She was supposed to be going

to a family in Oso, Washington.

Her cellphone made it

there and back to Tulalip.

But we don't know if she

was with the cellphone.

She could be out

there still alive.

There's many scenarios of

what could be happening.

I do have dreams about her

every once in a while, but

I don't think she's gone.

And I do wish she

would come home.

My

name is Terry Gobin,

and I am the chairwoman

of the Tulalip tribes.

We are the fishing people.

We are the salmon people, the

descendants from the Snohomish,

Snoqualmie, and allied bands.

Native women like

Mary Ellen are missing

because they're easy prey.

The numbers of the Native

women that are missing

are higher than any nationality

throughout the United States.

It is like predators know

that this is lawless land.

People use the reservations

as dumping grounds for bodies.

For years, no white man

who abused a Native person

could be prosecuted

through our courts at all.

And it kind of gave

non-Native perpetrators

the open field to come in

and violate Native people.

She is

such a doting aunt.

They are just as

worried as we are.

I'm

sure the whole family

is going through this.

There's not a family

member that doesn't

feel what you're feeling.

When

this first came about,

we didn't have any help at all.

No.

It was just her and I, and we

were just looking at each other

like what should we do?

And I didn't think

it was real at first.

Her husband

told us a couple days

before Thanksgiving that

she was missing for, like,

two weeks prior.

He told us that we should

report her missing, and two,

three weeks after, he

moved to California.

And then went and changed his

number like a couple of weeks

later.

So he calls you and says

that his wife is missing

and for you to call the police?

Mhm.

He didn't want anything to

do with this investigation

and basically just

washed his hands.

He is a white man.

He left.

Tribal cops can't do anything.

So their hands are

tied behind their back.

They already did a cadaver

dog search in the place

that they both lived

in in Marysville.

They found nothing of it.

But

But not along

Fire Trail Road or anywhere.

Now, I'm at the part where I'm

just getting angry now because

there's nothing new.

There's no answers

almost two years.

Is

that your sister?

Yeah.

What was her name?

It was Catherine Teresa Jo.

She was

27 years old when

she went missing.

Life changing, for sure, yeah.

My

name is Deborah Parker.

My traditional name

is Tsi-Cy-Altsa.

I was the former Vice-chairwoman

of the Tulalip Tribes.

Mary Ellen, I know

she's been stolen.

There's foul play.

There's just something

terribly wrong,

and she deserves for

people to fight for her.

Three out of five Native women

will be sexually assaulted.

In some communities, it's

nearly 100% of the women.

This work that we do

is work from our heart.

It's from our spirit.

So we stand today in

honor of the missing

and m*rder*d Indigenous.

We pray for the families who are

longing for their loved ones,

and we ask the people

who see these pictures

to help us fight.

The colonial system of

outsiders coming in,

like, brutally raping our

women has not stopped.

We have a high record

of non-native men

assaulting Native women and

k*lling, murdering our women.

We've learned through

doing research

that some of the men

in jail would say

you can go r*pe a

Indian woman, and you

won't be, you won't get caught.

You won't get in trouble.

The reason behind that

is because tribal police

don't have jurisdiction

over the non-Indians.

They see a crime happen, they

have to back off of that crime.

So we still don't have

jurisdiction, say, for m*rder.

So if there's a

crime committed here,

then we have to really

depend upon federal agents

to come in to pick up the

cases and to prosecute.

We do

a lot of funerals.

We lost another sister today.

Every tribe, they've been having

funerals after funerals back

to back for a long time now.

It's not just Mary

Ellen, all of them.

All the reservations are

going through the same thing

right now.

They're losing

people, young

ladies disappearing.

The Father, the Son, the Holy

Ghost, Haitchka, Haitchka.

I pray for Mary Ellen every day.

I ask God, if she's

gone to the other side,

at least give us closure on it.

Just before she

disappeared, she was

telling me that

her and her husband

were having marital problems.

She was, they weren't

getting along very good.

So I didn't go any

further than that with it.

That, that's, that's

their problem.

I didn't want to get into that.

My sister Mary Jane and David

were Mary Ellen's parents.

David worked in, in a big

casino for a long time.

Well, that's where he died.

He died in the bathroom

at the big casino.

We lost so much.

Everything fell apart.

My Auntie

Mary Jane, her husband

was everything to her.

She loved her husband, and her

husband absolutely loved her.

She started using drugs because

she lost custody of her girls,

and her husband died.

I don't think she

knew what to do

to be able to go on with life.

One time I came home to visit,

and all the girls were gone.

And I asked my auntie.

I says like, what happened?

She goes,

CPS just came and took my girls.

They accused me of multiple

things and just took my girls.

After she did

everything in her power

to try to fight for

them back, she just

turned to alcohol and drugs.

She got really,

really depressed.

And that's how we

ended up losing her.

My Auntie Mary Jane

wasn't the only one

that went through that.

CPS, like, literally did a

sweep through all the tribes,

removing children

from families, and

a lot of the families never

got their children back.

They were adopted out.

They were put with a

lot of white families.

We have a lot of Tulalip

tribal members foster children

that don't even

know our culture.

They are coming

back after they've

turned 18 to know who they are.

Mary Ellen was one of the

first girls that came home.

I know she was lost.

You looked at her, her,

you looked at her face,

and you looked in her

eyes, she was lost.

She wanted to find who she

was and where she came from.

She wanted to know her family.

She had questions about her mom.

She had questions about

her dad, about her culture.

She came home, and

then she was gone.

She disappeared.

The State

and CPS took us away from our

parents, our native culture.

I was five.

Mary was four.

I remember the

knock on the door.

The police came in,

searched the home,

and they ended up

taking Mary and I.

We went to this foster home.

And that's when

the abuse started.

Mary and I were sexually

abused, assaulted.

It was a relief to go to

school in the morning,

not having to see this,

this man, and then

coming home and dreading.

Oh god, is he going to

leave me alone tonight?

Poor Mary was so messed up.

She did unspeakable

things for that man.

Years later, Mary followed

the path to addiction, drugs

and alcohol.

And a result of

winning against the state

of Washington and CPS,

myself and Mary got $400,000

for psychological damage

and being assaulted

as young children.

Her husband stole her money, her

settlement that we had received

from the state, all of it.

He put it into an account.

I'm not sure where it

is or where it's going,

but he took all her money,

didn't leave her nothing.

And then he moved to California.

No one's seen him since.

Way back, a long

time ago, everybody

knew all their relatives.

We knew our uncles, our

aunts, our grandmothers.

When we got into trouble at one

place, everybody knew about it.

And the family sort

of drifted apart.

By doing what you

guys are doing today,

we're taking a step in

the right direction,

trying to come back

to what we used to be.

So go ahead and enjoy the meal.

Enjoy the company most of all.

Yes.

Did she get you guys a hotel?

No, we're not going to stay

the night because we're going

to have the babies with us.

Oh, OK.

I used to

live in the Yakima Valley.

Yeah?

And your

mom and Auntie Mary Ellen

used to travel all the way

over there to come and visit me

and my sister Veronica.

That's pretty nice.

Mary, Mary Jane, Mary Ellen,

Auntie Ruby, and Auntie Wendy

would go with my dad to go

All together?

All together to go visit us.

I'm starting

to get used to family.

Yeah.

I've been gone for, I don't

know, maybe 10 or 12 years.

I just reconnected with Gerry

when our mom passed away.

Well, we're glad

that you found us.

Yeah.

Welcome home.

Yeah.

Gerry said I look like Mary, but

I don't, I don't really see it.

But I don't

I see it.

But well, maybe the chin.

Maybe the cheekbones,

the nose, maybe.

Maybe.

But Mary was a

good sister, and

I hope she actually

comes back soon.

So do we.

So you

knew Mary for a while?

For a long time,

before she even got with this

last boyfriend that she had.

If we seen her walking,

we would just pick her up,

and she's, she started

opening up to us,

telling us that her

husband was very a*usive.

If she left without his

permission, when she got home,

he'd lock her in the closet.

And I told Mary, if you

need to leave, and she says,

I'm trying to.

He st*lks me.

He

got a lawyer when

this all first happened

and gave the police

about that thick of paperwork.

And he took off, and he

knows what he did was wrong.

But he's five steps ahead of

anybody on the tribal land.

Every

day and every night, I

pray, pray for you.

I love and miss you, sister.

Please god, bring her home.

is my tribal name.

My father, Stan

Jones Jhelum, he was

close with your

grandfather, Joe.

And Joe used to

hang all my dad's gillnets.

So we would come to the

house of your grandparents,

and you ladies, you

were just little kids.

And that's how I remembered you.

It's with heavy heart that

we're here still today,

and we don't know

where your sister is.

If it was on the outside,

a non-native woman,

there would be a

different reaction.

There would be media.

There would be it

would continue to go on,

but that it's an

Indigenous person,

they're not there for us.

We have to be there to

stand strong with each other

and keep pressing and keep

trying to get these answers.

So my name is Gerry

Davis, sister, youngest

sister of Mary Johnson-Davis.

It's OK, Gerry.

I can't talk

in front of all these people.

Just

take a deep breath.

Yeah, OK.

She may not mean

much in others' eyes.

She's just another

Native gone missing.

But she means the world to us.

Every life

should have the same value.

But somehow in

America, it doesn't.

Hey, everybody.

I'm Nona Blouin, the

eldest of four girls.

My sister and I went

through the foster care

system and addiction.

We went through hell together,

being sexually abused

for years by our foster family.

We were abandoned by

the state of Washington.

Today, we ask you please,

don't abandon us again.

This has

happened to all of us.

Every single one of us

have suffered through this

through our moms, our sisters,

our daughters, our grandmas,

our great grandmas.

And I can remember

when my mom told me

when I was a very young boy

how she was r*ped by a group

of men, non-Indian men.

I also recall about how a

non-Indian man picked up

my Auntie from Round

Valley as she was leaving

a party on the reservation

and r*ped her in his vehicle

and then literally kicked her

out the door of the vehicle

into a ditch.

And I'm honored to be the

advocate of this family.

And sadly, I'm sitting

here, nearly two years later

with the same information

that the family has,

which is no information.

All that I know is

what's on this poster.

If this ex-husband

has left these parts,

and he's in California,

the Tulalip Tribes

does not have authority to go

find him and investigate him.

The entity with supreme power

to find Mary and bring her home

is the United States, the

Department of Justice,

and the Federal Bureau

of Investigation.

It is unjust, and it

is r*cist because we

all know that

there are predators

living within our communities

Yes.

- who are

doing this to our women

Yes.

who are non-Indian

and tribal

Mhm.

and they are protected.

Mhm.

My name

is Gabriel Steven Galanda.

I'm an Indigenous rights

lawyer in Seattle, Washington.

The United States

Supreme Court has

said that tribal

governments do not

possess inherent criminal

jurisdiction over non-Indians.

So Indigenous humanity

does not enjoy

the same legal civil

rights protection

as the humanity of every other

Americans born to this country.

That rule has created

havens on reservations

for murderers and rapists.

In an ideal world, you would

have every available law

enforcement officer

joining arms to find

an Indigenous woman who has

been m*rder*d or gone missing.

But that does not happen.

What happens is a

game of hot potato.

Oh, this is the tribe's issue.

Oh, no, this is

the state's issue.

Oh, no, this is

the federal issue.

Oh, that man's no

longer at Tulalip.

He now lives in some

non-Indian community.

So what they end

up doing is playing

political hot potato

with the matter,

and no one ever gets to work.

The FBI has robust

criminal authority

over reservation crimes and

investigate and ultimately

prosecute crimes.

The challenge, however, is

that the FBI rarely, if ever,

does that.

They are more interested

in counter terrorism,

which is legitimate,

and domestic terrorism,

which is legitimate.

But when it comes right down

to whether an Indigenous

woman matters enough to receive

federal interest when she goes

missing or is r*ped or

m*rder*d, generally speaking,

the interest is not there.

And that is why

it's not just Mary,

but it's hundreds to thousands

of other women and girls

who are no longer

even accounted for.

I need 24 volunteers

to please come and grab and hold

one of these missing persons

I'm so glad you guys are here.

Yeah?

I want you

guys to be able to get a photo

with media to share your story.

And I'll put you

down on the list

of one of the

people that's going

to carry one of those banners.

OK.

OK, thank you.

ROXANNE WHITE

My name is Roxanne White.

So when I say

why you looking nerv

ROXANNE WHITE

We want our families.

ROXANNE WHITE

- which means

walks with the people.

If you're a family member

and you got a banner,

please come to the front.

Please come to the front.

When a Native

American goes missing,

we don't see anything happen.

There's not going

to be a search.

There's not going to

be an all-out broadcast.

It's not going to hit the news.

You'll be lucky to see it within

that week if it makes it there.

It happens far too

often because how

often are our loved ones going

missing or being m*rder*d?

But yet, we don't have justice.

Yet, we're fighting

for visibility.

Yet, we're fighting

for human rights.

Ella Mae Begay, say her name.

Ella Mae Begay.

Say her name.

Ella Mae Begay.

Mary Johnson.

Help us find.

Mary Johnson.

Help us find.

I knew

early on that there

wasn't going to be anybody

held accountable for what

happened to Mary.

I was once told by FBI that I

watched too many crime shows.

And I've heard them say, well,

there's nothing you can do

if they don't want to be found.

And that's the assumption.

They just disregard

families when families

say this is not normal.

She was supposed

to come right back.

She hasn't been on

her social media.

Her phone is dead.

Nobody's seen her.

The third leading cause

of death for Native women

is homicide.

Why are we being muzzled?

Native families are being

muzzled on what they can say

or how they feel

about their loved one

being m*rder*d or going missing.

Our women should

not go missing or be

m*rder*d and have no justice.

Unless you really fit that,

that blonde-haired, blue-eyed

man or woman, or if you're

that person that appeals

to white America,

then yeah, you, they

might exhaust all resources.

Break the cycle

- for our future.

Break the cycle

- for our future.

Break the cycle

- for our future.

Break the cycle

- for our future.

Break the cycle

My name

is Richard A. Collodi.

I'm the Special Agent in charge

of FBI Seattle's field office,

including the

investigation of Mary

Johnson-Davis' disappearance.

Because it's an

ongoing case, I can't

speak about the

specifics or the facts

as to what investigative

action has occurred.

And when we do conduct an

investigation into crimes

in Indian country, the

FBI is fully engaged,

will commit all of its resources

within that investigation.

The decision to use a seeking

information and a reward

was to elicit additional

information that

may be out there, locate

Mary, bring Mary home,

or hold the person responsible

for her disappearance.

Just by an individual

being missing

does not mean that a

crime has occurred.

I think categorizing

Indian reservations

or Indian territory as

lawless or loopholes

is wildly mischaracterizing

what the truth is on those.

Typically, our Indigenous

women would be victimized

the same as any other person.

They could be the victim of any

crime, just like anyone else.

It would be inappropriate

to say they are

targeted for specific crimes.

I don't have statistics

that definitively

say that Native women

are the most targeted.

I don't have statistics

to say that they're

more at risk than others.

The statistics of what

the actual number is

varies greatly by reports.

Does Washington

underreport or overreport

compared to other states?

That's one of the challenges

why there are questions

related to this issue.

A criticism that an agency is

not contributing or does not

have enough

resources, my response

is that is why we

work collaboratively

with all the partners

within the community.

The FBI'S mission throughout

the United States is broad.

The number of agents

is dictated to us.

And so we must prioritize

the programs and the threats

that our agents work.

We take it very seriously

and are heavily invested

in time and resources

to address violent crime

on our Indian reservations.

I haven't

wore this in a long time.

And it's one of my old ones.

Dear

older ones, yeah.

Well, do you think I

should these look too big?

No.

Native women

have been going missing

since the beginning of time.

Even I was missing,

kidnapped and abducted

right from my home

after being sexually

assaulted by more than two men.

Violence is a, it's

a normal thing here.

To see it happen or to be a

victim of it, it's normal.

First, my aunt was shot and

m*rder*d in front of me,

and then also my niece

Eveona Lakota Cortez

was also m*rder*d with

another 13-year-old girl

in Burien, Washington.

And then my cousin

Rosenda Strong

went missing October 2 of 2018.

My sister

was at this casino

when she went missing.

She was seen here on

September 30 of 2018,

and that was the last

time she was seen.

When I tried

reporting her missing,

I was dismissed as

my sister just being

an alcoholic and a drug addict.

She's probably too high

or maybe she's too drunk.

She'll come back.

I feel like they just wanted to

sweep my sister under the rug.

I went on Facebook every day

asking if anybody had seen her.

If they did, please

reach out to me.

I just want to know if she's OK.

I got text messages that

my sister was injured,

and she wasn't OK, that

I needed to find her.

There probably

still are people

that are doing drugs and

selling drugs around here.

When we came

looking for my sister here, me,

my niece, and her two friends,

there was people living there,

but they cleared it out.

This is where they would

come and dump garbage.

So they figured garbage is here.

This is where we can put her.

Once she was found, two homeless

men came upon the freezer.

By the smell, that

wasn't an animal.

When they opened it,

they could see the hair.

So they called the authorities,

and that's how she was found.

It hurts that someone would just

put any human inside something

and get rid of them that way.

And then it happened

to be my only sister.

We're going

to put down some tobacco.

See, this land grieves.

That's what they say.

The land mourns.

A piece of Rosenda,

maybe part of her

didn't fully get to rest maybe

because of all the places

they took her

For me, coming

back here is healing.

She's not hurting anymore.

Yeah.

Well, I think I'm going

to pray right here.

I just want to pray

that, that she went home

and she's laid with

our mom and she's not

stuck back here in the freezer.

What happened to her

shouldn't have happened

or to anyone else,

and I pray that nobody

else has to go through this.

And just know that

we love you, Rosenda.

We love you, Rosenda.

Rest in peace, cousin.

Rest

in peace, cousin.

That's probably

where she was walking from.

From where?

That drug dealer's house.

Oh, probably.

So this is the spot.

I guess.

She was

supposed to go meet up

with a friend over there at

the church and then get a ride,

but her ride left.

And she ended up not

being seen after that.

Or maybe the

ride didn't leave, right?

Maybe the ride picked her up.

Mhm.

Did they check

the church cameras?

I'm not sure

if the police did or not.

She never talked

about going to church here.

She met people at the end

of the road to get picked up

or dropped off.

Yeah.

Yeah, I didn't even know that

they lived over that way.

Not very far, right?

Yeah.

I think her husband

has something

to do with it because we dropped

her off one time right in front

of the house, and he

was under the truck,

working on the truck.

And then he got up, and he

seen her get out of the van.

And he looked at Veronica and

I, and then he grabbed her

and dragged her in the house.

He was pissed.

Why was he so angry that she

had family dropping her off?

He never let

anybody in their home.

Nobody was allowed there.

She told me one time that he had

total control over every penny

she had.

Most of the time when we picked

her up, she didn't have money,

and we would buy her

chips and a drink.

Did your

sister ever talk about trying

to get away from him?

Mhm.

She was on her way to

get divorce papers.

She was?

Mhm.

That's where she

was wanting to go

right before she disappeared.

The Mary

Davis case is complicated.

Mary was a person that

was semi-homeless,

doing a lot of couch

surfing and living

with various people, not

as a primary residence,

but moving around a lot.

And she had her challenges

and issues with a very

hard and difficult life.

She had an inner circle of

people that are all being

reviewed by the police, and we

certainly hear the accusations

and rumors and

pointing of fingers

at different people, estranged

husbands or family members.

But when somebody is not

charged with a crime,

and there's no

warrant or subpoena,

we cannot restrict movement.

And we're aware of the history,

and the allegations of abuse.

We still are treating this

as a abduction-homicide case,

but we don't have a body.

Due to our proximity to a major

metropolitan area, Seattle,

and the interstate freeway,

which goes from Mexico

to Canada, we know that there

is movement and transportation

of women across state lines.

They can be trafficked,

moved, m*rder*d,

and their bodies

dumped or buried.

And it may take years

or sometimes never

to find those

missing loved ones.

Often, these are marginalized,

disenfranchised women who don't

have a voice, who may be just

barely hanging on in society

to survive, and their

perpetrators know that.

Somebody knows what

happened to Mary.

I believe we do have a

k*ller loose in our community

or in our surrounding

area, and somebody knows

or saw or heard something.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

There are so many

stories of someone's loved one

going missing or being m*rder*d.

We have here on the

Yakama Indian Reservation

the highest rate of missing

and m*rder*d Indigenous women

and people.

Girls like that, see?

She's walking around,

out of her mind,

a man looking to

do harm to a woman

would see someone

like her as desperate.

Nobody cares about her.

Look at her.

She's almost a perfect

target for a predator.

These young women walking

around, that was me once.

They find a lot of bodies.

They find bodies.

These are what you

call man camps.

These are farm workers.

Nothing but guys live here.

And they're not from here,

not from our community.

There's farmworker man camps.

There's fisheries.

There's those kind of campments

that are all on tribal land.

They just fill them

with these men that

have no attachments, right.

Maybe they can't even

get a good job because

of their criminal history.

On the weekends,

they're drinking,

and they'll listen to music.

We know they're partying there.

What do they want?

It's just all guys.

They want women.

It's not like somebody's coming

out here to do random checks

on these men out here.

They definitely see us as

disposable as sexual objects,

throwaways, garbage.

We're nothing.

We're Indigenous.

I wish I knew

every story

where our women are,

where they've been taken

and left for dead or buried.

But the woods are really dense.

On this road right here,

when I was younger,

I was told that my

aunt, she was r*ped.

She was assaulted, beaten.

They could barely recognize

her, and it was actually

someone who was

walking their dog

the next morning who found her.

And every time I drive by,

I just think about how,

how afraid she must have been.

I was told there were four,

four men who hurt her.

And although she lived

to see another day,

she never lived.

She, they, they, they

took her life here.

She was never the same.

So are you

coming here because of what

happened to Jody then?

Yeah.

When

that happened to her,

it was like, oh, yeah,

well, that happens.

No big deal.

They knew nothing

would be done about it.

We didn't have our own

police, and the police,

that so-called police, they

don't care about us as women.

So there was no

sense of turn it in.

They just said she deserved

it or you know how they do.

I just don't

understand that violence,

that r*pe culture.

Why?

Why, why target

Natives?

- Natives?

Why are we such extreme targets?

To

me, it's power.

With Native women, they feel

they have the power over her,

and nobody cares.

They can't really tell

anybody because nobody

will believe them.

And even if they

did believe them,

there comes that

prejudice again.

So Great Grandma, my

grandma, all of them,

has gone through that.

Your great great grandma was

put in the boarding school.

She was r*ped there.

I don't know if you know that.

But has it changed?

No, we've gone through a lot.

It's a lot I can say,

but we're strong women.

That's what's made us strong.

Just

a lot of painful,

a lot of painful history.

And like we're born

into this world,

and you just, you're

a child and so excited

to live your best life

and experience and taste

and have a good time.

And then you see your

family members hurting

and go to funerals.

And you're like,

what happened to us?

What happened?

The ages of

these kids is just so sad.

One year and two

months before they

died, and they

were six years old.

So they came in at five

years old and died at six.

But can you imagine what

the children went through?

There's boarding

school survivors,

but then there's a lot

of people who never

survived the boarding schools.

My dad was on

council for 44 years.

He was on the board of directors

and 26 of those as chair.

He had spent three years

at the Cushman Hospital.

It was supposed

to be a hospital,

but it was still

a boarding school.

His older brother died in there.

Over time, mom has been

giving me dad's documents,

and there's a lot

of different ones.

This document is from Chemawa

Indian School Cemetery.

So it's kind of a little bit

hard to read where it tells

all of the names

of the children,

their ages, what

tribe they were from,

the date they entered school,

and the date that they died.

And then I started

noticing my dad

started putting marks

on each one of these.

Those were his relatives

or people he knew.

The kids that came

were from all over.

And it's to assimilate

them into white society,

to take away their

Indian identity,

to take away the

existence of Indians.

Basically, if you take the

kids, oh, where's the future?

And then you have another page

that shows what they died from.

In a lot of them,

they say consumption.

And that means that they just

get weak and weak as what

I understand.

But there were some

that were really weird.

I mean, some of them

they put drowned.

There's a lot of no cause.

The government paid the

boarding schools for every child

that they had.

They were taken at a young age,

could even be four years old,

taken from their families,

and put in a boarding school.

The children only

knew their language.

They would be beaten if

they spoke their language.

Their hair was cut.

There was abuse, sexual abuse.

And a lot of children died.

Taking the kids just

devastated the families.

That's where alcoholism came in.

Some of those that were

in the boarding schools

have turned around and

physically abused their child

or neglected their children.

They lost their

parenting skills.

So then that goes down

to the next generation.

It's about stopping

the generational trauma

and the hurt that's went on.

But we're still being

challenged with this.

We're trying to receive

all those records

from the Catholic organization

for the amount of children

that died and that were buried.

And I'm sure there's a

lot of unmarked graves

that we haven't found.

Christine

passed away December 27, 1917.

And she was 12 years old.

Ella passed away in

September 7, 1903,

and she was six years old.

Wilbur was 13 years old.

And Edith was 14 years old.

Anthony was 18 years old.

The boarding school

destroyed the family.

My mother was traumatized

by being taken away

from her parents, and then

she saw her three sisters

and two brothers pass away.

She was flaunting Lushootseed,

but when she went to Toledo

Boarding School, they

put soap in her mouth

every time she spoke a

word of the Lushootseed

and told her that

that was a dirty word.

And so they washed the

language out of her.

The boarding schools

didn't happen overnight.

The whites wanted more land, and

so they had to plan something.

So they took away the

spirit of the Indians

and the language and the custom.

My father was from

Haines, Alaska.

He was at Chemawa Boarding

School for 11 years.

In all the years he was there,

he never got to go home.

He was always writing

to his mother,

and his mother was

always writing to him.

But neither one of them

got any correspondence.

And so when he graduated

from Chemawa in 1915,

he went back to Haines, Alaska.

He was upset with her and

saying that she never wrote,

and she said she

wrote all the time.

And he said, I

never got any mail.

And she said, I wrote to you,

and she never got any mail.

They parted on

non-speaking terms.

They were so upset

at each other.

The boarding school

created this resentment

and animosity and anger.

It was conquer and divide.

Years later, somebody

showed up at the door

and was people from

the Catholic church.

And my father slammed

the door in her face.

Good morning, sir.

Good to see you.

I never heard that story.

Yeah.

It is about justice for the

children, hearing the history,

hearing the truth, so

we can move forward.

It's taken the testimony

from those who have survived.

And then we have many that

didn't survive at all.

Thank you.

My

name is Deb Haaland.

My Indian name is

Crushed Turquoise,

and I'm here to

listen to all of you.

Your voices are important to me.

And I thank you for

your willingness

to share your stories.

My ancestors and

many of yours endured

the horrors of Indian boarding

school assimilation policies

carried out by the same

department that I now lead.

This is the first

time in history

that a United States cabinet

secretary comes to the table

with this shared trauma.

That is not lost on me, and I'm

determined to use my position

for the good of the people.

In Washington State alone,

there were 15 boarding schools.

I'm grateful to each

one of you for stepping

forward to share your stories.

I know it's not easy.

This is one step among many

that will take together

to strengthen and rebuild the

bonds within Native communities

that federal Indian

boarding school

policies set out to break.

BOARDING SCHOOL

I thought

I might have been the only

survivor of boarding school.

But it's so good to hear

that we're all the same.

We keep our secrets

all the time.

We don't talk about it.

We should talk about it.

We're not healed yet.

In my heart's memory,

I think of the kids

I went to school with.

This has never been

about religion.

It's been about

people been missing

children, men abusing children.

I was one of those that

went to the Tulalip Indian

Boarding School being strapped.

Oh, years later, we found

out that that strap was,

that kind was also

used in penitentiary.

But the physical hurt

was not as bad as how

I felt in my own mind.

Well, I don't

think anybody quite

realized what it was

that was happening

to the Indian children.

All the

trauma that we see today,

all the mental health issues.

It stems from the

boarding schools.

This genocide has

to be acknowledged.

Children were abducted

from their home, neglected,

locked in rooms, beaten.

If a parent withheld

their child from going

to the boarding school, those

parents were put in jail.

The goal was not only to

destroy the Native spirit.

There was the term "save

the man, k*ll the Indian,"

which was coined

by Richard Pratt,

the founder of

the first boarding

school in the United States.

It's a whole manual that was

printed by the Bureau of Indian

Affairs and distributed to every

Indian agent in the country.

So if you read through

it, there's a quote that

always strikes a chord with me.

It says, "the goal is not to

make scientists or doctors

or lawyers out of the citizens.

The goal is to make

domestic housewives

and farmers and laborers."

The terminology

that was used was

dirty, savage, uneducated,

wild, untamed, murderous.

And so keeping this new

population suppressed.

It affirmed their superiority.

It's a history that's

been buried intentionally

by the US government.

And of course, there's the

stories of sexual abuse.

The trauma has been passed on.

The correlation between

the r*pe of Native women

and the boarding

school is we have

this culture where children

went missing all the time.

This is still happening,

but in a different way.

And it's not seen as a

priority to the authorities.

This is just the cycle

that we need to break.

Hello?

I've

heard through the grapevine

that you used to hang out

with my little cousin Mary.

Yeah.

Yeah, it was like a,

like a week before

Yeah.

before she went missing.

Do you remember what kind

of conversations you guys had

or what she talked about or

She was

struggling with her husband.

But she was also still,

like, hurt from everything

she went through

in the foster care.

So did

you used to use with her?

Yeah.

Oh.

What was her choice of drug?

She wouldn't take heroin.

And we're just hanging out with

drug dealers, which the people

that I was hanging out

with when I was around her.

And they weren't in their

right mind sometimes.

Or do you think one of them

would have tried to hurt her?

Or do you think they

wouldn't have hurt her?

It's hard to say.

Like anything's possible.

This

is the area right here.

This is the place where, where

they always brought them.

She said that was

thick full of woods.

Even during the daytime, if

somebody was parked back there,

you couldn't see.

They let the guys beat them.

They let the guys r*pe them.

She said that her and Mary

hung out with these guys

because they were drug dealers

and that these guys had

everything that they wanted.

So they did everything that they

had to to get the free drugs.

That's sick.

Makes me sick to my stomach

that people are out there

doing that kind

of stuff to people

who can't defend themselves.

Sick.

She also

said that she heard the two

men plotting on how they were

going to get Mary's money,

not knowing that Mary's

husband already had it all.

That's why they kept her around.

Poor Mary.

The young lady

has never talked to the police.

She's, she's scared

to talk to the police.

She's scared of the two men.

She says they're dangerous men.

I thought it was Mary's

husband that hurt her.

But after I heard these

stories, I honest to God

don't think it's the husband.

It's one of these two drug

dealers that hurt her.

Hello?

My name is Lynette.

I'm Mary's first cousin.

Oh, hi.

We heard that

Mary used to hang out here.

Mhm.

She

stayed here a lot?

Yes, she did,

came over here.

She was getting away

from her husband.

Did you want to know about

what happened that day

or that night or you just

want to talk about Mary?

Yeah, what happened

that day would be

That night, Mary showed up,

and she just was really quiet.

And then as the morning progre

we got here almost to

the morning, oh, yeah,

it was, maybe she came

over really early.

Now, that I think

about it, yes, she

came over like in the morning.

That's what it was.

So all of a sudden,

it's getting later on,

and she called somebody

to come and meet her

at the church for some reason.

But anyway, she's

walking up the hill,

and I never seen her after that.

And that's just weird that

she's not around anymore.

It's really, really

hard to take.

Do you

think she's dead?

I hope not.

But you know what?

They called me up one day

after 2 and 1/2 years,

they go, oh, we want

to do a lie detector.

Well, guess what?

Because I didn't do that, they

came 40 deep into my house,

and they took my phone.

And then I couldn't find, I

couldn't remember the code,

the passcode.

There, they thought that I

was, OK then, what is it now?

I forgot it.

Then they cut my locks

and broke my door down

and took all my electronics.

And I have nothing,

nothing to hide.

OK, well,

we're going to get going.

He's lying about something.

He knows something, and

he's hiding something.

He's covering

somebody's a*s, or he's

protecting somebody because

he was getting pretty nervous.

He was getting sweaty.

The more he stalled

and everything,

and he backtracks

on what he said,

well, he was talking

about her life

and as she, you know,

she lived as in like, she

was already gone, past tense.

That right there says

something, too, so

Like he

already knows that she's gone.

Yeah.

And the way he was talking, I

think we have to find her body.

With the fluff.

We are going to look

for all of these cards.

Clam.

Only

Clam.

Here.

I've got one.

Now, we've got

It's [non-english].

Don't come to the shore

because octopus is here.

Let's sing

"Eagle, Owl, Blue Jay."

Oh, [non-english].