01x09 - In Your Memory

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Mazui presents

mezamete wa kurikaesu nemuri asa wa

目覚めては繰り返す　眠い朝は

I open my eyes again, to a sleepy morning

eri no tai wo kitsuku shime

襟のタイをきつく締め

I tighten the tie around my neck

kyoushitsu no doa kuguru to

教室のドア潜ると

When I pass through the door of the classroom

honno sukoshi mune wo hatte arukidaseru

ほんの少し胸を張って歩き出せる

I puff my chest out with a little bit of pride

sonna nichijou ni fukinukeru kaze

そんな日常に吹き抜ける風

A wind that blows past everyday life

kikoeta ki ga shita

聞こえた気がした

I thought I heard it

kanjita ki ga shitanda

感じた気がしたんだ

I thought I felt it

furuedasu ima kono mune de

震え出す　今この胸で

It started to shake within my chest

mou kuru ki ga shita

もう来る気がした

I felt it would come now

iku oku no hoshi ga kie satteku no wo

幾億の星が消え去ってくのを

I watched countless stars as they vanished

miokutta te wo futta yokatta ne to

見送った　手を振った　良かったねと

I waved goodbye, "I'm glad"

So she merged with multiple copies of her consciousness at once?

Medical Section [closed] - Nurse's Room

Yeah...

It's my fault.

You did the best job you could as the front's leader.

You got us through the most dangerous situation we've been in.

And nobody anticipated that she'd create all those clones and lie in wait for us in Guild.

And it was Kanade's—

The ruthless Kanade's plan...

It was Kanade, so I don't think we could have done anything else.

Really?

It's good to hear you say that.

Hey...

Didn't you tell me that no one gets sick so there's no hospital?

Why won't you wake up then?

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Principal's Office

This has never happened before.

Anti-Angel Operations Headquarters

It's the first time Angel has been in this condition.

Depending on the circumstances, it's entirely possible that she won't wake up.

No, given how irregular this is, she'll definitely wake up.

At some point she'll wake up, and it'll be like she just overslept.

And who will she be when she wakes up?

Shiina talked!?

This must be a very, very serious problem!

Exactly.

That's the problem.

So, which Angel?

It'll be the first Angel, the one who went fishing with us.

But the clones which attacked us were all aggressive and ruthless.

And there were about 100 of them.

But why is she unconscious now?

All those minds must be fighting in her little head and kind of...

getting mixed up, making it really bad for her?

So if she wakes up, will she retain the minds of those other 100?

Just going by the ratio, the chances of her waking up as her old self are about 1%.

What do we do?

I'm dealing with it.

I sent Takeyama to the Angel Area, along with someone who can translate the manual.

Where are TK and Matsushita?

The nurse's office.

They're on lookout duty.

So TK's useless at English after all, huh...

So you're going to delete all the data, change the login password, and seal all her abilities?

That's just a temporary solution.

You know that, right?

I know.

Our defenses will be broken through eventually, and she'll re-input the data.

We should just destroy the whole machine then.

The machine just came from the computer room.

There are plenty of replacements.

Same with the software.

!

Oh?

Everyone seems quite smart today!

Did you eat something bad?

All we can do now is entrust things to fate.

Who will God side with?

Oh crap, I missed the university entrance exam...

Hang in there!

Hey!

Are you okay?

I feel a little light headed.

Your forehead's bleeding.

Do you feel faint?

I'm fine.

How do you feel?

Are you nauseous?

No, I'm okay.

Are you a doctor?

No, just a student.

Can you stand?

Yeah.

Let's get out.

Are you alright?

Yeah, sorry.

This is bad.

Yeah.

Anyway, we have to get help.

!

No good?

Let's save anyone left inside.

I'll help out.

Are you okay?

Still a little unsteady.

Igarashi's the name.

I'm Otonashi.

Let's hurry.

I wonder if we'll be saved...

I'm going to look for an exit.

If I can get out, I'll go get help.

I'll definitely come back, so I'm borrowing the flashlight for a bit.

Alright, we're counting on you.

Otonashi!

Let's get out of this!

Yeah!

!

What is this?

Otonashi!

How did it go?

It didn't look good.

I see.

Listen up everyone!

The tunnel is blocked by rubble both in front of us and behind us.

Cell phones have no signal and we can't contact anyone outside.

We have to work together on this, so please don't try to do anything alone!

Let's collect any food supplies and water left and share it out evenly.

Wait a minute.

Since when were you in charge?

Who else could be?

Who else can give instructions for medical care?

This guy knows medicine.

Don't tell me you intend to abandon the wounded?

I wouldn't do that...

Help will definitely arrive, so we just have to hold out till then.

Let's stay in this together!

Tell me if you're thirsty!

We'll tell you when it's time to eat.

Anyone who feels sick, call Otonashi.

Hold out just a little longer.

If you need anything, call me.

Otonashi.

How are we for food?

We have a few packed lunches and some candy.

For liquids, we only have 5 or 6 bottles of water and a bottle of tea.

Three days at best...

But you really are something.

What?

You have such devotion.

Are you aiming to do humanitarian work abroad?

I wasn't really planning to...

Just joking, don't take it seriously.

But take care of yourself too or you'll be the first to collapse.

Yeah.

Hey, you!

He's got the water!

Stop him!

You!

The water!

Stop it!

What now, Mr. Leader?

You gonna tie me up or something?

Do what you want!

Nobody's getting out of here alive anyway!

You all know that, right!?

That's not true.

We'll get out.

Don't let him off!

That kid just wasted precious water!

It's okay.

That was my share just now.

I won't drink any from now on.

So please, calm down.

Someone punch him, I can't take this!

Don't worry, we'll deal with him.

It's okay, I'll share my portion with you.

Sorry.

No worries.

Okay, let's move this guy somewhere.

You, help out.

The hell...

Otonashi!

Otonashi!!

This is bad, get over here!

!

Come back!

Come back!!

...

Why have I been working so hard since that day?

That girl taught me the meaning to my life for the first time,

and yet, here I am, unable to save a single person again...

Nothing's changed.

I've stayed just as powerless as I was from the start.

Nothing's changed at all.

...

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Shouldn't you rest?

I want to read a bit more.

There's no helping you...

Here.

Can't have you catching a cold.

How come you're not getting any better though?

They can't find a donor.

Donor?

Igarashi...

Do you have a pen on you?

Yeah...

Citizen Health Insurance
Proof of Insurance

Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

Citizen Health Insurance
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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

Citizen Health Insurance
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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

Citizen Health Insurance
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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

Citizen Health Insurance
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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

Citizen Health Insurance
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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

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Name: Otonashi Yuzuru

Sex: Male

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Otonashi Yuzuru

Ah...

What.

I guess with this, even if we die,

our lives can still be used to help someone else.

It'll give us a reason to have lived.

You really are something.

Look at that, Otonashi.

Even in the face of despair, everyone's entrusting their hopes to someone else.

You've given meaning to our lives.

Otonashi...

Hey, Otonashi...

Are you listening?

Otonashi!

Kanade!

I was so worried about you!

Are you okay?!

Are you hurt anywhere?

It was a formidable fight.

Fight?

It's a miracle that the me you made the promise with woke up.

You know, I remember everything now...

about how I died.

The train I was on when I was going to the exam center got into an accident.

I wanted to become a doctor.

I wanted to live for someone else,

to have people say "thank you" to me.

With that goal in mind, I frantically studied.

But in the end, I was able to leave something behind by registering as a donor.

I must have been able to save someone with this body.

That's what I believe.

I'm sure that person will say "thank you"
to you for the rest of their life.

Yuzuru?

What is it?

Does that mean you don't have any more regrets?

I guess.

If I was able to save someone, I guess my life wasn't that bad.

That's what I think.

Does that mean I'm going to disappear?

If you have no more regrets...

I still have those guys.

I see.

You wish to remain with them?

Well, they're my friends, so I do.

But now I feel another way.

If they could feel at peace like me, and say goodbye to this world,

maybe living a new life wouldn't be so bad.

Right?

Yeah.

Huh?

Wait a second.

Were you trying to lead everyone down this path from the start?

You didn't know?

I didn't!

When we first met, you stabbed me out of the blue!

But you told me to prove that you wouldn't die...

How long has the Battlefront been running around in circles with her?

She's beyond a little awkward!

So if you participate seriously in class, you'll end up happy?

Will taking part in club activities bring you satisfaction?

Well, everyone comes here because they weren't able to have a happy youth, after all.

Really?

You didn't know?

I didn't!

How are we supposed to figure that out in the first place?

Can't you tell just by looking?

I see...

This place is where the souls of young people come to find peace.

If Hinata had caught that fly to second, he would have found peace and disappeared...

What meddlesome idiots we were, me and Yui...

Iwasawa found peace with her own strength and disappeared.

Nobody is here because they want to be.

They're just fighting against an unfair life.

But Kanade said that's not the case.

She wanted us to know a life which isn't unfair.

She wanted to let us spend time as a normal youth.

She tried to persuade those who wanted to stay here.

How ironic is that.

It was all so simple, but both sides fought for their own beliefs,

eventually even making weapons...

And now, every day is a battle.

You are ridiculously awkward.

I know.

You know it yourself?

Yes.

But maybe...

with you here, it might be possible.

You want me to help you?

If you really have no regrets then you should have disappeared.

But you're still here.

Am I the first person who could be your ally?

That wasn't your true regret.

That might be true.

But...

Yet on that day, even with my confidence as an older sister,

everything I wanted to protect was stolen from me within the space of 30 minutes.

How could it be that unreasonable?

I can't accept that kind of life.

Impossible...

No, it's because of that...

Precisely because I don't want her to have to carry those memories forever that I want to save her.

Can I do this?

With this clumsy Angel?

I can't count on her...

Maybe this is impossible.

No, if I don't try, the fighting will continue.

What should I do?

As her friend, as the only ally she has, shouldn't I do everything I can to help?

Hey, can you help me out?

Shouldn't I be saying that?

Yeah, I guess...

What am I saying...

Alright, Kanade.

Let's help them graduate from here.

Everyone.

And so, we discovered that someone switched the papers for all subjects in order to make Tachibana fail.

After analyzing the handwriting, we declare Tachibana innocent, and reinstate her to the position of student council president.

itsumo hitori de aruiteta

いつも一人で歩いてた

I've always walked alone

And Naoi, who has been working hard as the acting president, will be the vice-president again.

furikaeru to minna wa tooku

振り返ると　皆は遠く

When I turn around, everyone's far behind

, why do I have to do this...

sore demo atashi wa aruita

それでも あたしは歩いた

Even so, I kept walking

Exposing all of us like that...

How did we all get shot down in flames like that?

I know, right!

Oh?

We agree on something for once.

sore ga tsuyosa datta

それが強さだった

That was what strength was

People who've been trodden on together understand each other.

We're shot-down-plane comrades!

mou nani mo kowakunai

もう何も怖くない

"I'm not afraid of anything anymore",

Well now, are you trying to undress me?

Whatever, go on, take it off!

Stop that, you're noisy.

Hear that? Stop that, it's gross!

sou tsubuyaitemiseru

そう呟いてみせる

I try to whisper to myself

Make up your mind.

Though, it looks like Angel's lost all her memories with us these last few days...

It's natural.

The 100 Angels, the ones who attacked us, appear to have won.

itsuka hito wa hitori ni natte

いつか人は一人になって

Everyone becomes alone someday

And I seriously thought for a moment she could be our friend...

!

omoide no naka ni ikiteku dake

思い出の中に生きてくだけ

They live on only in memories

First I'll have to find out about their pasts.

But without an opponent, there'll be nothing to distract Yuri so I have time to act.

kodoku sae aishi waratterareru you ni

孤独さえ　愛し笑ってられるように

So I can laugh with my heart, even in this loneliness

So Kanade, I want you to become the student council president again.

atashi wa tatakaunda

あたしは戦うんだ

I will fight

I need you to fight once more.

And I need you to act as I tell you.

That plan suits me well.

namida nante misenainda

涙なんて見せないんだ

I will show no tears

Sorry, you'll have to be alone again...

But when it's all over...

When it's all over...

After that...

After that,

what'll happen to us?

The band died because of your guitar.

Angel?!

That's all it was!

I can't do this one thing I wanted to.

Prepare yourself!

I can hear it.

German Suplex.

Was his idiocy cured?

Us guys will win!

you, whose side are you on?!

Alright, I'll grant that!

All happiness was stolen from me.