01x20 - Episode 20

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[theme music]

Tonight, a new "Big Brother."

But first, a recap of the week's events,

including all new excerpts you've never seen.

OK.

I'm just gonna say it.

I'm going to have to say this Josh

too, because he needs to know.

You wanted him to kiss you.

No. No, no.

Not that.

But I was like, a little turned on.

So I just like, left.

Nothing happened. Nothing went on.

It was nothing.

It was totally me, my perception.

Like, I mean, I put myself in a bad spot.

So I just like, got up and came outside and picked up bird poop

and sat in the inter tube.

If Josh came up to you and said,

I'm really attracted to you, what would you say?

I'd probably cover my face and go, oh, my god.

And would be my response.

And then would you like, totally

try to stay away from him?

No, I don't think so.

I would just probably pretend he didn't say that to me.

Yeah, right. How are you going to do that?

And carry on life.

- Yeah, sure, you will. - Try.

That's why I said try in there.

The key is to not find yourself alone with Josh

and just enjoy his company as a group.

And just keep everything in a group.

Right.

And not stay up late.

I mean, you can stay up late, but not stay up real late,

where conversations go to relationship.

I'm bummed.

Now I can't cuddle with him anymore.

Like, I don't--

I don't think I should cuddle with him anymore.

I would probably hold off a little bit, only

because it just-- it forces it.

I think I'll disassemble the most love bed.

Oh, thanks.

You don't want to cuddle with me either.

I'll cuddle with you.

[laughing]

Yeah, cuddle with me.

OK.

So what do you guys think?

Do you think I just shouldn't say--

like, on the outside world, I would totally

say something to Josh, but do you think I

shouldn't say anything to Josh.

I think the quarters are so close--

You long a long haul, maybe, here, Brit.

I think if say anything, I think you're pushing it.

I really do.

Oh, two weeks into it, and I'm already screwed up.

You guys should just vote him out now so I

don't have to worry about it.

You little sh*t.

[laughing]

That is so wrong.

That is so not right.

Kidding.

[laughing]

Brittany made Karen an offer.

I own a duplex.

And if you and your kids need to get out,

and you are like, short on money,

and you need to whatever, you can just move downstairs.

And it's fine.

You're sweet.

No, I'm serious.

Oh, you're a goof ball.

No, I'm not a goofball .

I'm serious.

Thank you.

I'm serious.

Hey, once a day.

How often do you brush your teeth?

- Once a day, most. - Like every hour.

Seriously, I brush my teeth so much.

Here, I brush my teeth about four times a day.

[inaudible].

I only do twice a day.

Normally, twice a day.

Here, for some reason, I always feel

like I need to brush my teeth.

I don't know.

This is what Josh said to me last night.

Did you hear what he said?

Mm-mm.

He goes, what kind of person--

because his Mom's dead.

He goes, what kind of person do you think I should be with?

And I said, oh, without a doubt somebody

that cares about people, somebody that's kind.

He looked up straight at Jordan, with Jordan looking at him,

and he goes, then not Jordan, right?

And I don't think he's interested in her.

I think he's eating up the attention,

but I definitely don't think it's a--

What are you guys talking about?

Life.

It's like, if Jordan has a crush on Josh,

and Josh has a crush on Jordan, like I

don't want to get in the way.

I don't think he does.

I don't think he does.

On Sunday, the house guests received

a challenge, to build the Big Brother

logo out of , dominoes.

They wagered % of their weekly allowance

to set up and set off the project by Friday.

[music playing]

I have a feeling.

Like, I have this fear that like, the psycho part of me

is going to take over, and I'm going

to do Superman right on it.

Like, I'm gonna run and go.

We will destroy is.

You are not gonna do that.

Then you see the psycho part of me.

[laughing]

Coming up, a new "Big Brother."

But first--

Your interaction is like, almost all sexual.

Yeah.

Isn't it?

On Monday, Jordan and Josh came to an impasse.

What the heck is Jordan doing?

Is she outside?

Oh, she's sitting near the pool.

Maybe you should go talk to her.

Is she OK?

Is she like, bummed out or something?

If you wanna talk to me, stop doing chores.

I'm talking to you.

God, that's so irritating.

I'm talking to you--

You're doing chores.

I'm not doing chores.

There, I'm done.

Can you like, just sit and talk, and not

have a fluffy conversation.

It's difficult for me.

Why?

Why?

Why are you so comfortable around Brittany?

Am I?

It was just like [singing]

[laughing]

I like it when it's easy on me.

I like a struggle.

I create struggles for myself.

You're saying we would never be compatible.

We would make a great three, four months, [inaudible]..

I'm not into that.

Why not?

I'm not into like, three months, the end.

And I can't even say anything like that, because I'm

new to this whole thing.

You mean this dating thing?

Yeah.

Do you know what you want?

No.

Right now? Yeah, actually.

I'll take that back.

I just want to have a good time.

Whether that's with one person for the next two years,

or more than that.

One person for two months?

Yeah.

No matter--

I'm totally in that place at all.

Over that.

I'm like, into depth.

You know?

I was there.

That's what I'm saying.

I was into depth for like, five years.

So you don't wanna be someone who's independent,

and strong-willed, and has opinions.

No, I didn't say that.

I don't want someone that's gonna fall on every word

that I say either.

Your attraction is like, almost all sexual.

Yeah.

Isn't it?

You know?

I mean, you seem to be a lot more personally

attracted to Brittany.

Why do you say that?

You know?

I talked to you the first time I met you.

- I don't think so. - You sure?

I don't think so.

It sucks, I know.

[inaudible] 'Cause we don't talk.

You and I don't talk. - We don't talk?

What are we doing right now?

Well, we're talking now, but this is probably the longest

we've ever talked, except for that one

night that we were both drunk.

Yeah.

You know?

Maybe we just flirt a lot.

I don't even feel like I even see you during the day.

Yeah, I know. That's what I was just thinking.

I was thinking, OK, if I do talk to Brittany,

it's because you're always somewhere doing something.

You know?

Yeah.

I think Brittany follows you around.

No.

I think she does.

I don't know.

I just see different things.

It's kind of irritating to me for some reason.

But it seems like wherever you're at,

Brittany's like, five steps behind.

Now why would that bug you?

I don't know.

I was just thinking about that.

It's like, why would I even care?

[inaudible] exactly.

Why would you even car?

I guess it's because I like to talk to you,

and I feel like she's like, butting in.

Like, this how cuddling thing, yeah, it's cute

and everything, but like, it's bull [bleep]..

I'm like, that's total bull [bleep]..

Because OK, look at you.

You're available.

You're the best looking person in the house.

You know?

It's like, why did she pick you?

Why doesn't see pick Curtis?

Why doesn't pick George?

Why didn't pick Jamie?

You know?

It's like, if it's all about cuddling--

What if it's not all about-- maybe I'm the only one willing.

[inaudible] Curtis, go, or [inaudible]

go, no one else would go.

Maybe I'm the only one willing.

I know Brittany's totally after your a*s.

That's kind of a no-brainer.

Duh.

And if you're like, if you doubt that for a minute,

you're totally naive.

[laughing]

Like, say I did decide to have some relationship in here,

like, you know, whatever, I'm not competing with anyone here.

Oh, yeah.

I'm not going to be in a love triangle,

because I don't think Brittany's going to back off at all.

You know?

And I don't want to have any part of that.

That's not my style.

I'll tell you this, though.

The dynamic of the whole place will change every two weeks.

Yeah.

It's already changed.

Just one person.

[inaudible] Little I love you shoes.

Later, Jordan asked Curtis's advice.

I'm just kind of--

I just want to get away. - Yeah.

You know?

Because I'm like, constantly hearing Brittany's like,

yappiness.

And I'm like, I'm not always like,

giddy, and happy, and fluffy.

I need to have a one-on-one conversation

with someone about something that matters to me.

It seems like everyone here is just like kind of--

it's just kind of like this happy family,

like everything's funny.

And yeah, I'm totally into that sometimes,

but other times I'm just, like right now, I'm like,

I'm not like that right now, so I just feel

like I don't fit in, and like--

Do you guys need help on the table?

Tomorrow I'm going to be voted out again,

and then I'm going to have to go through that again.

And I'm just like, why?

Why am I being--

I just feel picked on, you know?

Uh-huh.

Like, am I just supposed to be a different person?

I just don't-- I don't know.

I think you need to just sort of enjoy

yourself here a little more.

The way that I enjoy things is not the way

these people enjoy things.

If it were making me feel depressed,

why would I want to stay, one, or even

be grateful for staying?

Do you always run away from everything?

Huh?

Do you always running away from everything that's like--

that makes you feel maybe not happy all the time?

I don't run away, but I don't put myself

in situations where I have control over not

having to feel bad or whatever.

'Cause feeling bad, I'm not afraid

to feel bad or depressed.

You know?

And like, yeah, I definitely feel grateful to be here.

So if you don't run away from things,

and you want to be here, you need

to look at this as a learning experience,

and suck it up and deal.

On Tuesday, Curtis made an accurate prediction.

The only thing I was alluding into there is like, why I'm

only more than theoretically preparing to be nominated

is because like, after Jordan, like I said,

I think everybody likes each other a lot.

Yeah, a lot.

It seems to me that I think, if I had to guess,

I think Karen and Eddie and Jordan vote as a block.

And of course, they're going to vote for Jordan.

That's clear.

And probably, she'll pick up on another few votes here or there

among the others.

And then the next candidate after Jordan-- it's

not that I'm disliked, it's that I have a great relation

with all three.

But I would think, though, I think they

feel closer to everybody else.

- Really? - Maybe.

Yeah. I don't know.

We all get along fine.

That's why it wouldn't bother me if I were nominated.

I'm just like, yeah, I could see how that could happen.

Definitely.

OK.

If you live in the house, your name is

going to come up at some point.

It has to.

It has to.

Unless you're, you know, God.

You know?

Like, of course, I wouldn't like it at all,

but I wouldn't mind it so much because, not that I'm

some great role model, but like, you can just sort

set an example, since we haven't had

a good example of a nominee.

Hm-mm.

And since also, I'm closer to Jordan, maybe she can be like,

OK, I guess, you know.

As opposed to if one of her so-called enemies

is the other nominee, then it does no good for her.

She won't learn from that.

You know, if she gets to stay, I

think what's going to be key is that she, you know,

she gets aggressive, and she has to get that in check.

And she gets-- she has stop that.

She has to chill out and be the lovable person that she can be,

and stop manipulating.

On Wednesday, Brittany and Jordan

compared notes about Josh.

It's more flattering to be attracted to someone's

personality, but I think like, on more animalistic level,

he's more attracted to me sexually.

But he's more attracted to your personality.

It's not like want him to be all attracted to me,

but it's like, I'd like to be cute.

You are cute.

Well, you know, it's just weird.

It just is weird to hear.

Like, I don't know.

It's so unfair to be everybody's buddy.

Having everybody think I'm the clown.

It's like, I wanna be--

like, I mean, yes, I'd rather have someone

be attracted to me like, for my personality,

but it's just like--

like once again.

I don't know.

It's like none of these guys would

ever think of me like, physically,

you know what I mean?

I'm never going to find a soulmate, you know?

I haven't in years, and like, God, I'm a virgin.

Hello?

I mean, come on.

How pathetic am I?

Oh.

[inaudible].

He's probably not being total honest with me either about it.

I think he's just trying to like, keep his options open,

because he just wants to have fun.

But that like, totally pisses me off.

That like irritates the [bleep] out of me.

Like, I don't like people like that.

Well, that's how I felt totally,

like when he said that.

Like, well, you know, he really likes you,

and he really likes your personality,

but I only picked you because I find you sexually attractive.

Like, holy crap, dude.

Like?

You know?

I'm such an idiot.

No, you're not.

I think he's kinda like, playing both of us.

[laughing]

Not that he's like a player, but I think that he's

just like, coming to know us.

He was in a five-year relationship.

And he's just beginning to date now,

and he doesn't really know how to date.

He doesn't really want to be loyal to anyone.

But then he told you he wanted to like, date.

Well, yeah.

He said he just wanted to have fun.

Yeah, he told me he didn't want to just have fun.

He wanted to find one person to like,

spend the rest of his life.

[laughing]

That's OK.

One more reinforcement why I don't like boys.

[inaudible] I'll never have sex because they suck.

Part of me wants to play a game with him.

Part of me wants to too.

[laughing]

[inaudible]

Why don't you say something like, it's time for me

to not be a virgin anymore.

[laughing]

Hi.

By Wednesday night, the girls confronted

Josh about his Playboy ways.

Well, we actually kind of came in here for a reason.

Oh, no.

[laughing]

Don't tell me you came in here for a reason.

Uh-huh.

Jordan and I sat up all night kind of comparing notes.

I'm listening.

Our issue is that you've been kind of trying to bag of us.

Bag both of you and Brittany?

Yeah.

OK.

That's your issue?

Yeah.

You've been doing the same thing to both of us,

and like, downplaying the other person.

I think.

Downplaying the other person by doing what?

Well, just like, you know, I'd talk to you about Brittany,

and you'd always kind of pass her off,

like, I'm not attracted to her.

You know, I just think she has a cool personally.

I just want to have fun.

You know, whenever.

I'm really sexually attracted to you.

You acted like you were interested in me, so

that like, was weird to hear.

It was weird to hear that?

It was weird to hear that like, you're totally not,

and you have like, the hots for Jordan.

It's just weird, that you like, would walk by Jordan's bed

and like, kiss her hand, and then crawl into bed with me,

and rub my leg and my thighs.

Like, what the [bleep] are you doing?

Maybe I should be staying in here,

is what I should be doing.

Seriously, I'd like to know what you're doing.

Like, I'm not trying to be a b*tch.

I just, am like, curious.

Like, what goes through your head?

And like I said, I don't want to be an a*s [bleep],,

causing troubles or anything else, so I'll just stay in here

and mind my own business.

I told myself in the beginning, if I was going

to get in trouble-- because I've been in these situations

before, and the only person that comes out in a bad situation

is me.

And I don't want to be in a bad situation.

No, seriously.

No.

Seriously--

--about how sorry you are--

No, but I don't want to cause--

but it's even not my business, because there's

trouble between you guys, and you guys know that.

There's no trouble between us.

There's no trouble between us.

We have trouble with you.

The trouble is my relationship with you and you--

No, the trouble is not being honest.

Was I dishonest right now though?

When confronted after the fact.

Right now.

But I feel like you were kind of doing stuff under the table

with both of us. You know?

Totally.

And that's mean.

You're being mean.

Back to back.

And hurtful.

And you didn't just end up in this situation.

You created it, Josh.

It's like classic stud behavior.

Like, I'm going to go sow my seed.

And one of these women that gives me an open door first,

I'm going to nail.

I feel like you're just kind of trying to get laid.

And you're also making all of us out to look like idiots,

because-- - No, that's what I'm saying.

Making myself look--

Playing between all of us.

No, not at all.

That's why I was saying, I was making

myself look like an idiot, because none of you

could have liked me at all.

I think you're treading a line, especially with Brittany.

OK.

I mean, human emotions are involved.

You know?

OK.

I apologize to each one of you.

It won't happen again.

I'm sorry.

And yes, you guys all have a great point.

And if you leave this room right now

saying he probably doesn't mean it,

you don't know how wrong you are.

Because I really do think that I'm in the wrong,

and I did something hurtful, and I don't want to do that.

That's not a thing I want to do.

So I'm wrong.

I apologize.

What did you want to do?

Just I felt a certain way, and acted on my feelings,

basically.

That's it.

Later, Brittany's wig sparked another conversation.

That's a really cool wig.

[inaudible] my friend or my roommate at the time took

my wig and had sex with my wig on [inaudible] my wig,

so I was totally pissed at her.

Mm-mm.

And her reason that she wouldn't take the wig off,

because she thought she had ugly hair.

She didn't want the guy to see her hair.

I'm like, you're sleeping with him,

and you feel too insecure to show him your hair?

Did she just meet the guy that night?

Yeah.

Then that explains it.

Yeah.

Well, it was a one night stand.

She probably wanted to--

Then she's never--

--be this like, fantasy chick or whatever.

With my wig on?

Uh-huh.

Ugh.

Especially with your wig on.

Just as long as it didn't look like "Something About Mary"

when it got home.

By Thursday, the , dominoes were nearly in place.

Told you mine was coming.

Told you.

What is it?

Sleeping at night would help [inaudible]..

[chattering]

No problem.

No, it's small.

- It's perfect. - I'm fine.

I'm fine.

I'm fine.

It's like, contagious or something.

Yeah, I think you're right.

OK.

This is gonna take minutes.

OK.

Mozzarella and cheddar.

OK.

My hands are dead, you guys.

Oh.

My hands are dead.

My hands are dead.

These are the rows I just finished

working on, plus two additional, three additional ones.

That's all right.

That's OK.

Ugh.

Want to slide them out in center.

Just start new.

I don't know that you have to do, though, Curtis.

- You think? - Look at this.

Look at this.

OK, just give me a minute, OK?

Not bad.

Steady hands.

Well, almost steady hands.

[laughing]

I'm going to the whites.

Now, this is all whites too. - White?

Yep.

Go, white all the way till you hit the black,

the single black.

Oh, whoa. look out.

It's OK.

OK, you, guys.

I'm stopping.

[inaudible].

No.

Yeah, but that's because my hands are all screwing up.

What do you guys think?

Fresh start.

I think--

I don't.

You guys, it's all in the same order.

It's all in the right order, OK?

But see, like this one I just set up just now,

OK, it fell down, and then it hits over there.

I just think you lose more time if you

try to get them up again.

OK.

Give me one chance.

Let's just try something, OK.

I want to stack them all, and then we can

just redo the push method back.

Yeah.

Stack 'em on the floor.

Then we don't have to count them out.

Stay tuned for a new "Big Brother," coming up next.

And now, an all new "Big Brother."

The house guests continue to reset the dominoes

that have fallen down.

Over , pieces have to be in place

to meet their new deadline.

They have wagered % of their grocery allowance

on this weekly challenge.

You're all right.

You're all right.

You're all right.

You're fine.

You're fine.

- Yeah, you're good right there. - Right there?

Yeah.

Stop.

OK.

You make us nervous, piano hands.

My hands are sweating.

Just sweating [inaudible]

OK.

Is that it?

Yeah.

OK.

That's as good as it's gonna be.

With just moments to spare, all the dominoes are in place.

Now the question is, will it work?

Are you ready?

Yeah.

We gotta count down.

ALL: , nine, eight, seven, six,

five, four, three, two, one.

Blast off.

[cheering]

Wow.

[laughing]

[cheering]

Wow.

That was awesome.

What would you do if you got pregnant, Jamie?

I have no idea.

It would be tough.

And it happened to a good friend of mine this year.

So it was tough like, watching the

whole decision-making process.

She chose to have an ab*rtion.

Yeah.

I don't know.

I mean, it would depend.

Like, part of me is like, you now, I'm .

And I would go back and forth, because although I don't want

a child at this point in my life,

I'm financially capable of taking care one,

I'm mature enough, and I make all the stuff that--

- That you need. - Right.

Your education.

Right, right.

And I chose to put myself in a situation

where I would get pregnant.

You know?

So I'd have issues with that.

At the same time, I'm very pro-choice.

Would you ever do adoption?

Oh, yeah, I'm going to.

Totally. 'Cause I want a lot of kids.

You're going to adopt?

Mm-hm.

Would you ever give your baby up?

Oh, would I ever give my baby up?

No, I don't think so.

If I had one, if I went through the nine months,

I know that I wouldn't be able to do that.

I just want to adopt them.

I want like-- probably it's because I'm an only child--

but I want like, six or seven kids.

I want to have like, three of my own,

and I want to adopt like, three or four.

I'll just stay a virgin.

[laughing]

Yeah, it's a tough decision.

Because then you think about yourself too, and you're like,

well, your entire life, with the entire path

of your direction in life would change dramatically.

All the things like, that I'd want to accomplish,

all the things I want to do that you

have to be independent to do--

you know what I mean?

Yup.

It would change that all.

What did everyone else say about that issue?

What they would do in that situation?

He said he didn't know.

He's asleep.

[laughing]

Brittany comes to some conclusions about Jordan.

Knowing that she's got this little vindictive

mean streak in her, I don't feel safe to be

completely open with her.

I think her main priority is ending up on top.

She's told me that she's very competitive

and she likes to win.

And I don't think she considers people's feelings.

I mean, it was really weird hearing her say, yeah,

I could kind of tell that there was something, maybe, that

possibly could go on between you and Josh, but you irritated me,

so I decided to act like I like him

just to get under your skin.

I would never act like I liked somebody just

because somebody irritated me.

I just wouldn't do it.

Well, I wasn't surprised that she did that.

But I was surprised that she admitted it.

She's not someone I would call if I was hurting.

I don't think she'd ever have my best interest in mind.

I'm starting feel like I'm bonding a lot deeper

with Jamie, because I think she does

care about my best interests.

You know?

Initially, I thought Jamie was just so

surface and like, fakie sweet.

And now, I think that she's got a good heart.

And it was kind of the opposite with Jordan.

It's kind of weird.

Brittany talks about her father.

My dad is very against me being with guys.

You like, with a towel wrapped around you when

you come out of the shower--

I mean, that's just not appropriate,

and it's not acceptable.

And I'm like, not only is he going to see that,

he's going to see me laying on the couch and laying in bed.

Even though it's not wrong and it's not like I'm

hooking up with everybody--

It's still your dad.

Mm-hm.

And it's going to hurt him.

And I need the physical contact for whatever reason.

And I'm sure I probably got to figure out those issues.

But you know, like, I thought I was going to come in here

and do like, self-exploration, and figure out what my passions

were, and figure out what kind of job

I wanted, and I really haven't at all.

But there's so many other things that I've

learned by being here.

I mean, I'm fine figuring that stuff

out through different mediums.

What have you learned here?

I've learned that there are so many different ways

to connect with people.

Like, I'm used to connecting with people one way.

It's like, you know, if you play cards,

you get like, a little tidbit about somebody.

And then two days later, you might get

another tidbit in the garden.

Kind of like, piece it together.

And I'm not like that.

I'm like, you sit down and you talk.

For the first time--

this is going to sound really dumb--

but for the first time, I don't feel really comfortable.

Like, I'm normally really comfortable.

If someone thinks I'm an idiot, or doesn't like me,

or thinks I'm ugly, you know, screw them, they're stupid.

It's not-- where here, it matters to me.

I don't know why it matters to me here.

It just does.

The weird thing is is I don't miss my life at all.

I don't want to go back to how it was.

Like I don't think I am very happy.

I just seem happy.

You know?

And it's weird.

Like, how happy I am if I don't--

I could never return to Minnesota.

And if it wasn't-- you know, obviously,

I'd still talk to my parents.

But there's really nothing in years

that I've made for myself that really matters.

So I mean, really, how happy am I?

You know?

Before dinner, the house guests split into pairs.

What I didn't want you to do was,

because I hurt you, to just brush me off and blow me off.

And even though you had every right to, or whatever,

never again, but I didn't want you to do that because I know

I made a mistake, and I wouldn't directly

hurt you again without thinking about something,

without talking to you.

Whatever.

Like I said, I want to be, from here on out, what I'd planned

on being from the beginning, the halfway decent guy

that I know that I can be.

I would know how to treat you right.

I just was stupid and didn't.

I want to believe.

You But do I believe you because I want to,

or do I believe you because I believe you?

You know?

That's what I said.

I said, she has no reason to trust me.

I do have an emotional side, but I didn't bring it,

you know?

I do have a real, real caring, tender side,

but I didn't bring that.

I left that at home.

- You didn't bring any of that? - No.

Why?

[inaudible].

Life's just in a holding pattern.

I mean, I feel like I'm in a plane,

just circling over the airport above my house,

just waiting for the storm to clear down below.

And then, and then I'll land, and my family will be there.

You know?

I sort of feel like I'm doing that.

The reason why I don't want to hug you

and why I didn't whatever isn't because I was like, ew,

I don't want to hug Josh.

It's because like, I wanted to hug you.

You didn't want me to think everything was OK?

Not just that.

It's like, more of a defense mechanism for myself,

because if I do hug you, or if I am close to you,

then I could see myself like, you know, like like-liking you,

you know?

And I don't want to, because I'm like not-

I know.

Because I lost your trust.

That's why.

Like, if I acted on how I felt without thinking about it--

It'd be madness in here.

[laughing]

What I did bring was I brought quote,

unquote "the ability to handle loneliness."

You know what I'm saying?

Like I can handle total exile from everyone in the house.

I can get along just fine by myself.

Are your most of your friends like, shy and quiet?

No, I think they're like Jamie in a sense,

that in a situation like this, they'd be shy and quiet.

And I don't think Jamie's shy and quiet outside of here.

If me and Jamie ever had something,

it would be outside of a house like this.

I would never know for sure until we were both

out of a situation like this.

There's a benefit of not being the same person in here.

Again, I can't get damaged.

I can't-- like, the parts that I brought with me, they

are similar to [inaudible] me.

I can only grow and add onto.

You know what I'm saying?

Like, I brought my mind, so I can read.

And I brought my observing qualities.

I brought my ability to stop and sit back in my chair,

and just watch people.

I brought that.

I brought my ingenuity.

That's the only thing I brought that I really like,

is my ingenuity.

You know, take those slide rulers

and slide up those dominoes, and fix the chicken coop,

or fix the bike, or mow, or whatever it is.

You know what I'm saying?

I use what's around, and I use what's available to me.

I said, like, I can't joke around

with Brittany about certain things like I used to.

I said, that bugs me too.

I said I want to be able to do that again.

You know?

I said that was half the fun in everything we did.

Yeah.

Basically, you're stripped of all of what Americans consume

their time with, and what you have left

is your feelings, and emotions, and that's it.

And your relationships you had with people in the past.

That's it.

I mean, I'm saying right now, my best

friends could be in the house.

My family could be in this house.

My girlfriend could be in this house.

I'd [bleep] want to k*ll them in three months.

You know what I'm saying?

Seeing the same person day in and day out.

Would you really?

Probably.

Yeah.

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It made me so sad hearing George's letters yesterday.

It's like, I don't even have kids.

I was afraid he was going to leave the house.

It was weird.

I didn't think it would affect me, if someone

chose to leave the house.

But just, when he got so upset, I thought he

was going to leave the house.

And it's weird, 'cause I'm going to end up nominating him.

At some point, I'm going to nominate him.

But it's almost like, if he gets nominated and leaves,

then he was supposed to go.

Like, that was his time.

We have a bond.

I mean, I think he's so sweet.

And what I was saying before about people having good hearts

and bad hearts, I mean, I think it's pretty clear

that George has a good heart.

I don't think he'd ever do anything

to anybody to hurt them.

And I mean, it sounds stupid to say,

but I feel like George would sacrifice anything for me.

I feel like he looks at me as one of his own kids,

and he would take care of me if I needed him too.

I mean, I know that's kind of a bold statement to make,

only knowing him a few weeks.

But I just get that feeling from him, that that he genuinely

has concern for my feelings, and he genuinely

has concern for how I'm doing.

And the thought of that leaving was scary.

In the wee hours of the morning,

the house guests are still up and restless.

[laughing]

Hey George.

Hm?

It's o'clock, man.

We're drinking.

You coming?

What's going on, man?

It's o'clock. We're drinking.

Come on.

In the morning?

Yeah.

Hey.

Chicken leg George has come to drink his beer.

All I can tell you is you're an hour late.

Now hurry up.

We are blessed with the presence of the chicken man.

[laughing]

[making chicken sounds]

George, step away from the chickens.

I knew Jordan beforehand.

One, I think she's physically hot.

I just think--

I mean, you hate her, but like, she's--

I'm [inaudible]

[laughing]

I think she's pretty cool.

She's fun.

Like, she does a lot of bad things around here,

but I think she's pretty cool.

And then, actually, Jamie, I didn't like,

think much of physically, but now, she's just a cutie pie.

[interposing voices]

It's weird, because she covers up in this way that

makes her actually look fat.

But when you see her, you're like [trilling lips]..

Yeah, yeah.

[inaudible]

And like, Brittany's super cool.

I would never, ever want to hook with her,

nor would she either with me, so it's not a problem.

But like, I don't know.

Do you like her?

Yeah, there's something about her.

Yeah. - She's hilarious.

Like-- - That's what is is.

I'm still like, I'm drawn to it.

Yeah.

But you have already blown it by calling her your sister.

You [bleep]

Well, you've already basically [bleep]..

You need to stay away from the chicks

here and just kind of hang out.

Anything that can break the seal for me?

[burping]

What do you mean by break the seal?

I think you-- you know what the seal is?

You don't what the seal is?

[laughing]

Oh, that's it.

Oh, her seal.

No, you will not get to.

Damn.

[inaudible]

Well, at least not here.

You think she's going to do it on national TV with you?

No, no, no, no, no, no.

Your mission is not what you think.

Oh, any seal.

Yes.

Break the seal yourself.

Oh.

No, I don't know.

She hasn't had it broken in the house, as far as I know.

No.

Not that I know of.

Seriously.

There's nowhere.

I can see myself in the corner of the garden.

Like.

[laughing]

[chattering]

Eggplant, eggplant.

Why is the eggplant so creamy today?

[laughing]

The corn is huge.

You got the hormones all over the corn field.

[chattering]

Hey, girls, what are you doing?

Look at the drunk girls, [inaudible]..

I will [inaudible] myself.

There's nothing like this.

[laughing]

[chattering]

Did we wake you up today?

I can't believe you got up.

What are you doing there chicken man?

Chicken man, hold on.

Do me a favor.

Fill up one up one of those tubs, man.

I'm gonna take a bath out here.

OK.

So this one's pretty clean, George.

Just fill this one up.

That one's clean.

All right.

You just want one.

Yeah, just one.

Well, that's hot water and no--

That's hot water.

Hot water.

Take a hot bath, baby.

I think you can do it.

Wonder if I could fit in there.

We could have bucket races.

I got one leg.

You took one already.

Did you get another one?

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