01x06 - Sonhos

[bunniefuu]

If everything goes wrong,
we at least have each other.

Always.

PREVIOUSLY

I decided to write a
play. Loosely based on us.

I don't know if I reached out
to you because of the play

or if I only started writing the play
to have a reason to reach out to you.

I know you don't like me very
much, but I really do love Bia.

It's not that I don't like you,

it's just the world would be a
better place if you didn't exist.

Once you guys got back
together, I never see you.

You did the same thing when you
started going out with your camgirl.

You like your best friend too?

I used to. A lot.

- Hey, hey, hey, hey. Hey.
- Sorry.

You never talk about sex.
We never talk about sex.

I've never heard you talk about
sex. It's so... It's weird.

[Bia] Swallow.

Holy sh*t! You drugged me!

I feel attracted to you.

And you need to talk too.

Thank you for letting
me back into your life.

If I had to make any choice
in life, it would be you.

[Bia] This is me now.

With a blank page.

Actually, this is the back
of a prescription I got

from a doctor I went to, but I
couldn't afford to buy the meds.

- [audience laughs]
- [Victor] This is me now,

watching Bia shine in the play she
wrote, directed, and produced by herself.

[Bia] …or on a phone, but…

[Victor] I went every day. I
don't know if my opinion matters.

I-I don't know the
first thing about art.

But my impression is that this
theater thing was invented

just so that one day
Bia's play could exist.

[Bia] Now I just need a story.

- [Erika] Woo-hoo!
- [audience cheering]

Thank you.

- Thank you so much.
- [audience member] Gorgeous!

Thank you, today is... Today
was the last day of the show.

I want to thank everyone here, uh,
especially those who were here every day.

And I want to thank my love,

my muse:

Marcelo.

That's it. Thank you
very much. See you.

♪ I like you so much ♪

♪ I'd actually rather hide it ♪

♪ I just leave it
Between the lines ♪

♪ Like an idea that
exists in our minds ♪

♪ And is not at all
required To come true ♪

episode 6 Dreams and Cream Puffs

- Thank you. Thank you for being here.
- I thought today was amazing.

- People were really laughing.
- Ah!

- [Marcelo] What's going on?
- For the love of... [chuckles]

I loved that you were barefoot.

Huh? Girl, I was
barefoot since day one.

- Really?
- Yeah.

- Oh, okay.
- [laughs]

Only you could drag me
out to a theater, man.

Aw! That's so nice. Thank you.

- Great job. You're very talented.
- Thank you.

This is Gabriel. He's an actor too.
He came to show his support for you.

Nice to meet you. I'm
Bia. Thank you for coming.

- Congrats. I loved it.
- Thank you.

Shall we? We still have
a long day ahead of us.

- True.
- Let's go, handsome.

- Bye.
- See ya. Bye, bye. Thank you.

- [squeals, chuckling]
- Congrats!

My number one fan. [chuckles]

What about Gi? She
couldn't make it?

No, she had to record a lipstick
ad, her mouth is all swollen.

- She's talking like this... [chuckles]
- [laughs] Oh, that's so like her.

Honey, I want to introduce
you to some friends.

- Shall we? Outside. Let's go.
- Okay, let's go.

- I-I'll see you outside, right? Love ya.
- See you soon.

[Bia] This is me
when Marcelo asked me

something that would
turn my life upside down.

Honey, look, I know I'm
asking a lot from you.

- I'm asking you to change your whole life.
- I don't even like codfish.

I have a hard time understanding
Portuguese accents.

But do you love me?

- Really, truly love me?
- Yes.

Then everything's going
to be okay, honey.

And if you don't adapt, we'll
come back. That's it. Easy-peasy.

Marcelo, no way would you pass up
on this opportunity just for me.

If you want, I won't even take the job.
I mean it. If you want, I'll say no.

The only thing I care about is
being with you, close to you.

What are you thinking about now?

- Nothing. No. It's a lot to take in.
- [chuckles] Yeah.

I was thinking about how much
I'm going to miss Fausto.

Then he asked me to go with him.
I didn't know how to react, but...

What is he going
to do in Portugal?

They invited Celo to be editor
in chief at a magazine in Lisbon.

Yo-You don't even
have a passport.

[chuckles] He hired a fixer to
help me get mine more quickly.

Oh! When I was a kid, I wanted
to be a fixer. [chuckles]

Well, that's that, right?
The play was a flop.

I spent all my money to produce that
play. I'm two months behind on rent.

If I'm late one more month,

I'll have to move back
into my mom's house.

So, it's basically
Lisbon or Brazil.

So, it's decided, then?

You're moving to another country
and just came by to let us know?

Aw, Fausto, don't
say it like that.

I don't know, guys.

I failed at life, you know?
I failed. That's the truth.

I might as well accept it
and stop suffering. I failed.

And I like him.

I really like him.

- Whoa! Whoa! Careful, careful, careful!
- Ah!

There you go. All yours.

Wow, so much stuff.

Whoa, Victor, this bike is super nice!
Why did you leave it collecting dust here?

Wait, are you... Are you riding?

- It's just dirty, but it's super nice.
- You can't even ride a bike here.

[sighs] Oh, gosh.

Oof, I forgot. You're a mama's
boy and a grandma's boy, right?

[exclaims]

You totally look like someone who
doesn't know how to ride a bike.

Of course I do!

Oh, you do?

Prove it.

Fine!

- Whoa! Wait up, wait up.
- [laughs]

My God, that's so embarrassing.
Gosh, you sure can ride super well.

Fine! I don't know
how to ride a bike.

Oh, you don't say? Oh, boy.

If you hadn't told me, I
would never have guessed.

- Hmm.
- You ride super well. [laughs]

When was the last time
you opened this door?

This place stinks
worse than my fridge.

Oh! Do you want to rent
your own storage space?

Admit to me that you
stashed a body in here.

Not a body, no. Just my dad's
ashes. In that box over there.

That shoebox, Fausto?

What? The box his
favorite shoes came in.

Wow, don't you feel like scattering
your dad's ashes somewhere cooler?

Somewhere nicer? I don't
know, like, the sea?

My dad hated the sea. And the
mountains. And everything.

The only thing he
liked was working.

There's not one aspect
of his personality

that could tell me where he'd
like me to scatter his ashes.

What is it? Did I
say something wrong?

No. No, it's just
one of those...

One of those moments when I feel
an urge to cry all of a sudden.

I don't know, when I was a kid,
I wanted to grow up so badly.

I thought I would go so far.

You're going to Europe, Silvio.

As my boyfriend's plus-one to
start my life from scratch.

Where would you scatter
my ashes if I died?

I'd leave them hidden in some
really, really bad hot dog sauce.

You know me so well.

What's left on your bucket
list? Come on, tell me.

Oh, I-I wish I could have
traveled abroad on my own merit.

I wish I had traveled
more, on the whole.

I wish I had seen
more of the world.

I wish I had met more people.

Oh, I really want to
play an instrument.

I wish I had gone
to more concerts.

More parties.

I wish I had thrown
more parties.

Thrown more big
birthday parties.

Or at least my sweet sixteen,

because I was the only girl in my class
who didn't have a sweet sixteen party.

My mom couldn't afford it.
My dad had already left us.

I wanted so badly to slow
dance with a boy, the prince.

To have danced my
sweet sixteen dance.

I wanted three dresses,
a three-tier cake.

I wish I had been the center
of attention that evening.

And other evenings.

I wish... I wish I d-didn't feel like
I'm just one more face in the crowd.

I wish I were interesting.

You know who I want to be?

Someone people would stop and listen
to when I start telling a story.

I wish I were that person other
people turn to for advice.

Oh, I wish...

I wish I were someone who doesn't
say, "Oh, I wish so badly,"

and instead says, "Dude, you have
no idea what I did yesterday."

[chuckles]

- [phone buzzes]
- [chuckles]

Wait.

Oh, sh*t.

I forgot I have to
take my passport photo.

Put the rest of that stuff away
for me, Victor? Please, please?

- I never ask you for anything.
- Okay. I'll put it away.

Ferreira's Lamps

[phone buzzes]

BIA'S GOING-AWAY
PARTY SUN. 7PM

I love it!

I got that mattress
from my neighbor,

otherwise I would be
sleeping on the floor.

[Marcelo] How lucky,
it seems like a nice...

[no audible dialogue]

[Bia speaks indistinctly]

[speaks indistinctly]

[doorbell rings]

I'd like to dance with
you before you move away.

So, I brought a debutante dress.

It belonged to my mom.

[chuckles]

Do you know how to slow dance?

- No. But we can learn. [chuckles]
- [laughs]

Can I be your prince at
your going-away party?

We might not really leave
our mark in the world,

but we can leave our
mark on each other.

OLD DRESSES

Only if you let me repay you by
teaching you how to ride a bike.

Slow dancing for
beginners Dance With Me

- It's easy.
- Yeah, more or... Yeah.

One, two, three.
One, two, three.

- One, two... Oh, gosh.
- Sorry.

Sorry. Later, will you help me
buy furniture and other things

that have been missing at my
house since Luiza left me?

Sure.

But I can't move away until we
find the perfect cream puff.

Go, Victor!

[Bia] This is me now.

Having new ideas.
Having new desires.

learn to ride a bike

Stop laughing!

[Bia] And a list of things for us
to do together before I move away.

- [cyclist] Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
- Whoa, whoa! [grunts]

[laughing]

buy new furniture
I actually like

[Victor grunts, sighs]

find the perfect cream puff

The filling is nice,
but this dough...

Yeah, I don't like it.

- No. It's kind of so-so.
- I don't know. We have to keep looking.

And spin and jump and...

- Watch out over there, okay?
- Whoa!

Sorry, he's learning.
Sorry, sorry.

- Watch it!
- f*ck.

I'll start here,
on ten. [screams]

And spin. Go.

- [Bia screaming] Yeah!
- [screams]

- [Bia laughs]
- Nice!

- But keep going.
- Okay.

[child] Look!

[Giselle] Oh, Victor, this
ad sh**t is so boring.

Come meet me later?

You guys are still together?

No, it's nothing serious.

- She calls me when she's feeling lonely.
- [chuckles]

Can you believe she's now
involved with a jacked up rapper?

[both chuckle]

[phone buzzes]

your passport needs to
be picked up on monday

don't forget

Do you still think about Paula?

Or Luiza?

I've been through
so much in my life.

Now I'd rather see love as
being like the soap bubble

that clown over there is making.

[children laughing]

[chuckles]

Fragile?

Easy to pop?

Uh-huh.

But it's beautiful.

And you can always make more.

[Bia chuckles]

[dance music playing]

Sup.

Yo.

- Anyone in there?
- Yep.

What about Giselle? Where
is she? Did you break up?

She's resting. New
plastic surgery.

Well? What's it like doing the
most desired woman in Brazil?

Tell me.

You tell me.

[Bia] Wait up, wait up.

Hey, Victor, if you're into Bia,

you should have made a move
while I wasn't in the picture.

Now it's over.
Got it? It's over.

[gasps]

Yo.

[lock clicks]

What a clown.

[classical music playing
on speakers, muffled]

["Waltz #2 [XO]" playing]

learn how to properly slow dance

[Victor] This is me now, wishing
I would ask her not to go.

[song ends]

[Bia] This is me now, wishing
he would ask me to stay.

["It Feels So Good"
playing on speakers]

Hey, Bia, could you
come here for a sec?

I want to introduce
you to some friends.

[Bia chuckles]

Thanks. [chuckles]

[chattering]

I knew it! I knew it! I knew it!

I knew this vase looked good!

I'll be right back.

Did Victor leave already?

[grunts]

[elevator bell dings]

Fausto! Are you leaving?

What is that?

I do not have bad taste. Okay?

Your super stuck-up boyfriend
bought the same vase I once did,

and Luiza thought it was awful.

[laughs] What are you
going to do with that vase?

Marcelo is stealing you from me.

It's only fair I steal
something from him in return.

[laughs]

Fair. Fair, you're right.

Hold this f*cking thing. I'll
be your partner in crime.

- Okay. Let's move it. Someone's coming.
- Wait, it's going to fall.

- Go, go.
- Holy sh*t, holy sh*t.

[both laughing]

[Bia laughing] Open it! Open it!

Oh, the vase has been stolen!

Woo-hoo! Think fast!

- Wait, wait, wait!
- [exclaims]

[both chuckling]

No!

- I can't believe this! [laughs]
- No!

[groans]

[gasps] We carried this
horrible thing all the way here!

[chuckles, pants]

Do you think it's very rude of me to
skip out on my own going-away party?

I think the whole idea
behind a going-away party

involves being aware that the
person will eventually go away.

- Right?
- [laughs]

[Victor chuckles]

[phone buzzing]

[sighs] Ow.

[phone buzzing continues]

[phone buzzing stops]

Marcelo can you please
answer the phone already?

Oh, sh*t!

[sighs] Ow.

[sighs]

Good morning.

Good morning.

[phone chimes]

Go ahead. You can answer it.

- [phone beeps]
- Hi, honey.

I drank so mu... Wow, I
drank so much last night.

I drank so much and
then I snuck out.

And... No, no, he just
dropped me off at home.

I don't... I don't
know. I felt melancholy.

You know, I wanted to have one
last night in my apartment.

[phone beeps]

[phone chimes, buzzes]

REMINDER Passport pick-up

Holy f*cking sh*t!

What is it?

I'm late to pick up my passport.

Damn.

[phone ringing]

[Erika grunts]

[sighs] Bia.

[phone ringing]

[sighs]

Victor.

- [both phones ringing]
- [both groan]

f*ck.

- Victor.
- Bia.

I hooked up with Victor.

- I hooked up with Bia.
- And it was so weird.

- It was amazing.
- But, at the same time, it was amazing.

- But, at the same time, it was weird.
- It was amazing.

I even... I ruined
his sofa, I think,

because it now has more of my
fluids than stuffing. I don't know.

[shutter clicks]

Bia as in Bianca

No, no, no. sh*t.

sorr

I never imagined you'd
ever DM me a fire emoji

can we talk?

[patrons chattering]

Are you... Are you really going?

I know he's a hunk,
he's cultured.

- He likes Caetano, poetry.
- [chuckles]

And I'm just some broke
owner of a dead-end store

who likes watching reality shows and
listening to old Exaltasamba songs.

[laughs]

Don't tell anyone, but I...

I'm much more into
Péricles than Caetano.

That's why I love you.

That's the only reason?

I love you too.

But I'm... I'm afraid that...
that I'll ruin our friendship.

And for what? For us to... For us
to have sex? For us to hook up?

I don't know. We have other
people for that, don't we?

Yeah.

What we have, I've
only ever found in you.

I've only ever
found it in you too.

Friends?

Friends.

Besties?

[laughs]

Besties.

I think I'll be going then.

Have a nice trip.

Thanks.

Go on. I'm going to... I'm going
to stay here a little longer.

Have one more before I leave.

[engine rumbling]

[bike bell dings]

- Watch out!
- [pedestrian] Watch out, you maniac!

[grunting]

[panting]

Wait up!

You... You were... I came to...

- [chuckles]
- I came to give you a real hug.

One last hug before you go away.

I... I... [sighs]

I really needed to remember

if this birthmark was under
your right eye or your left one.

[sobbing] I didn't even know I
had a birthmark under my eye.

- Come here. [chuckles]
- [sighs, sobs]

[door slams]

Bia, we're late. Let's go.

[chuckling]

[sniffles]

I love you.

[airplane passing overhead]

It's over there. Let's wait
here for a while. We have time.

I'll go see if I can
check in our luggage.

You make sure to eat something.
You're on an empty stomach.

Okay.

I'll be right back.

- Don't you want anything?
- No, thanks.

Miss, can I get a
cream puff, please?

find the perfect cream puff