30x13 - The Final Skeleton

[bunniefuu]

Previously on Real World...

You're just like me.

I know what it feels like

to grow up without a father,

and I don't want

to repeat the cycle.

I want to break it.

[screams]

You don't realize

how much you care about somebody

until they're gone.

You created something.

Isn't that scary?

I know.

Yeah, I took the bottle.

Unfortunately, I got caught.

What the [bleep]

you going through,

don't think nobody else is

going through some [bleep]

harder than you.

[bleep] that, he was wrong.

He ain't supposed

to no g*dd*mn bottle.

Let it go--it's done with.

Nicole treats me different

than Tony and Bruno,

and that's my little sister.

Let it go.

[bleep] no!

'Cause you wouldn't let

that [bleep] go if it was me!

I did.

Whatever, man.

I'm tired of making excuses

for mother[bleep], man.

I am extremely mad.

I'm in the same boat as you.

I am extremely upset.

Hey, it'd have been okay

if Bruno and Tony did it,

but if you and I did it,

it'd have been a huge--

If I would've, it would've

been a problem.

If it would've--

I had mother[bleep] Cole.

You or I, it's a huge

[bleep] issue.

You know what I mean?

No, I know what you mean.

'Cause it's Tony,

it's different.

It was g*dd*mn me,

Cole'd be in my mother[bleep]

ear talking g*dd*mn reckless.

Are you kidding me?

I gonna flip out.

Why don't you just

say something to my face?

If you're feeling some type

of way about me,

then go up to the person.

There should be no reason you're

talking behind anybody's back.

And you want to bring up

your past like that has

something to do with g*dd*mn

what you did!

The [bleep] out of here

with that [bleep]!

Tony, you [bleep] mother[bleep]!

I would [bleep] flip out

on you?

I'd flip out?

Get out of my face!

You didn't expect Nicole?

[bleep], are you [bleep]

kidding me?

You ain't the only one

g*dd*mn [bleep]!

[all speaking at once]

Are you [bleep] judging me?

I don't give a [bleep],

Nicole!

Are you [bleep] kidding me?

Yeah, I'm in your face!

I don't care!

[all speaking at once]

You ain't the only--[bleep]

Get the [bleep] off me!

Nicole, you ain't gonna

do [bleep]!

[all speaking at once]

[bleep] I swear to God!

[bleep] You ain't gonna

do [bleep], Nicole!

You ain't gonna do [bleep]!

Get off of me.

Stop, Nicole.

You ain't gonna do [bleep].

Stop, Nicole.

Stop what?

[panting]

I've never seen Jason

fly off the handle.

Not like that.

What just happened?

What?

Jason, you threw me, and then

you decided to pick me up.

Picture how I'm feeling now.

You were, like, my best friend.

The fact that you put your hands

on me--you're a boy.

I'm right here with you,

okay?

Nicole, it's okay--Nicole!

Nicole!

I'm ashamed of my actions.

I wish I just would've

chilled out and went to bed

'cause I know that was

out of character.

Very disrespectful.

Do I regret it?

Absolutely.

It's kind of scary, I didn't--

I didn't--I didn't

think I can get that angry.

I hurt her.

I put her in a position

where she never been in before.

It was wrong.

[doorbell rings]

I got you.

A lot.

Mentally.

Without a doubt.

Do you know what?

We all do something stupid

in our lives at times.

None of us are perfect.

Does that justify your actions?

No.

[Robert DeLong's Long Way Down]

♪ The end, the end

♪ Things'll never go our way ♪

♪ In the end, the end

♪ Things'll never go ♪

♪

I see your a*s,

and it's like--

Nicole.

Yeah?

Why did--

what happened with you and Jason

when he picked you up like that?

Don't want to talk about it.

I mean, I saw it.

Don't want to talk about it.

Do you know what?

The first and last time

that will ever happen

with anybody.

Legit.

I didn't see anything

that happened, but

whether it's violence,

physical or emotional,

it doesn't solve any problems.

Look at what happened

between Madison and I.

It's just, like, not okay.

It's not cool.

Why did her and Jay

get in a fight?

Tony took the bottle

or whatever.

Jay was upset because he was

like, "If I had done it,

she'd have been in my ear

saying, 'You're [bleep] up.

You're [bleep] wrong,

[bleep] wrong, [bleep] wrong.'

but Tony did it, and it's all--

it's all good?"

So...she was just really

pissed off.

Yeah,

he's wrong for what happened.

Jason,

he absolutely crossed the line.

I don't agree with him lifting

her up and putting her

against the wall.

I don't agree with that.

I never will.

Yeah, I heard about it

when that happened.

Did you?

Yeah.

Are you and Jay talking?

Did someone say something?

No, the dude's dead to me.

Still?

Yeah.

Really?

He's dead to me, yeah.

No shot in hell.

Any logical person would say

Nicole's in the right, you know?

Whether she gets in his face

or not, there's no excuse

for throwing somebody like that.

So do I support Nicole?

A hundred percent.

I'm sorry, no.

Hey, Syl.

Yeah?

Do you want to...do you want

to talk about last night?

Talk? Yeah.

I don't want to have

any animosity in this house.

Okay, I know I was a idiot.

I know it was [bleep] stupid.

I should've said "trashy."

That would've been

a little better.

Okay? Trashy.

I had my eyes closed,

and I kept hearing you

harping, harping, saying it was

touching me in a soft spot,

and that's why I took it

to that level, and I know

I shouldn't have.

You know that's not me.

I know it was wrong.

I just--I just wanted

to apologize.

I want to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, too, T.

Okay? I love you.

We only have a week left.

Why are we gonna sit and argue?

Why are we not gonna get along?

[Tropic of Pisces' They Count]

♪

I know I was wrong.

There's a lot of things

I would like to say,

but I just don't know

how to get it out.

But I know what I have to say.

Forgive me.

Don't let that negative moment

outweigh the positive,

the foundation

that we built together.

[PVRIS' Eyelids]

♪

I think about to

whiten my teeth now.

Nicole, could I please

talk to you outside,

just you and I?

Yeah.

But you couldn't walk home--

Wait, what are we watching?

You're dead to me.

I'm just asking

to talk to you outside.

That's all I want to do,

is talk to you outside.

You're dead to me.

That's all I want to do.

I can't.

I don't want to watch this.

Uh-oh.

I want to talk to you, man.

I do.

You're dead to me.

I want to talk to you,

Nicole.

I can never forgive you.

I'll never forget that.

I want to talk to you.

I want nothing

to do with you.

I just ruined a friendship,

and now I got to live with this

for the rest of my life.

I don't forgive you.

I'll never forget that, ever.

You put your hands on a girl.

Men would never do what you did.

You mentally hurt me.

You really did--you took it

to a different level.

I kind of figured

she wasn't gonna, like,

try to talk to you right now.

That's it.

We finished the course.

We're almost done.

It sucks that Jason

and Nicole's relationship

now may not be the same,

which I hope it does 'cause

this is our last week.

Let's make the most of it.

It's just wrong,

and it just shows how--

if that had happened to me,

I would be freaking out.

I would be freak--

I would've freaked out.

You're handling it so much

better than I would be.

Yeah?

To be disrespected

is one thing.

You know, you can handle that,

but like, to have your--

to get physical--

Don't get upset, stop.

I just, like, I don't want

you to feel like you're alone,

you know?

[both crying]

[phone ringing]

Yeah.

Jason?

Oh, damn.

Yes, sir?

Jason, after the altercation

the other night,

we are sending in a therapist

to talk to all of you.

I think group therapy

would be great for everybody.

'Cause I think everybody

has something to say.

Okay, :.

Let everybody know.

Hey, guys.

Hey, guess what?

It's group therapy at :.

Group therapy.

I've been to a therapist

before, I don't give a [bleep].

What are they gonna tell me?

I don't feel that

I need therapy.

I'm perfectly capable

of figuring out this situation

by myself.

So you're not gonna

go to group therapy?

No.

We're gonna

have a group therapy session.

Are we really?

Yeah, at :.

They can [bleep]

these [bleep].

I need sex therapy!

I'm a nymphomaniac.

[laughs]

Can you just put your

vag*na away?

Just put it away!

[doorbell rings]

Hi.

Hi.

I'm Joyce, I'm a therapist.

Tony.

I think therapy is very healthy.

It's almost like a weight off

your shoulders, talking to

someone that is obviously

licensed in the field.

I think it could benefit

everyone.

So who are we missing?

Bruno.

Bruno and Nicole.

Bruno and Nicole.

I think therapy's a joke.

I don't need to go around in

a circle and express how I feel.

I've expressed day in and day

out how I feel.

So, well, first of all,

thank you for having me here.

The intention of this is

to really help you guys

just process what's been

going on in the house.

I've had the chance to talk

with the producers,

and it sounds like there's been

some conflict

between some of you.

You know, violence,

physical violence is never okay,

and it's never okay

to put your hands

on a woman or anybody else.

Jason, you just had

a daughter.

How are you gonna

become a better father

when you're treating girls

the way you are?

You grew up without a father,

but I hope to God

you raise her the proper way.

Abuse is never acceptable,

and verbal abuse

is never okay, either.

That kind of incident

is traumatic.

This experience

has...blown my mind, you know?

I realized I need to think

and meditate on my actions.

If you could go back in time

to that altercation,

how would you have reacted

differently?

Go outside, sit on that curb,

and breathe.

You know, I had a altercation

with Nicole,

so I wanted to apologize to her,

and the first thing she said,

"No," you know?

"You're dead to me."

And it's kind of weird,

you know, still, you know,

walking by her

and not saying something to her

because every day

throughout the day,

we said something to each other.

She probably knows more about me

than anybody else in this house,

and I know probably

more about her than anybody else

in this house, you know?

It bothers me a lot, you know,

'cause I care about her a lot.

We hurt the people we love

the most because we take

those relationships for granted.

Mm-hmm.

If that makes sense.

Nah, it makes perfect sense.

Nah, it does.

So not to excuse

what happened,

I really hear the love

that you have for Nicole still,

and that's a powerful thing.

[YNGCULT's Let's Get It Back]

♪ You said you're with me ♪

♪ But I don't know ♪

♪ If it's true ♪

♪And I'm bringing back ♪

♪The fire ♪

♪ Giving all I am to you

You guys want some

mac and cheese?

I want some.

You want some?

Mac and cheese, anyone?

Yeah, you guys--did you guys

have sex?

Yes, they did.

Yeah, I woke up to it.

No, you walked in on it.

Yeah.

I'm so emotional right now.

It's like it's--

I don't know what to think.

I never felt this way before.

I hope you get some.

I wish Nicole

could forgive me.

And to lose Cole,

my partner in crime, it sucks.

[dramatic music]

♪

[doorbell rings]

There's a guy here.

Well, here we go.

Do you know him?

Yes, I came by to see Jason.

Jason?

Oh.

That's the man right there.

Jason?

Jason Hill?

That's me.

I'd like to talk to you.

How are you all doing?

Good, how are you?

Good, how are you?

Fine.

Hey, you guys.

Let's go upstairs.

I heard that the computer has,

like, this really,

really cool new game on it.

Who is this guy?

I know it's for me.

Who is it?

My name's Lafayette Ricks,

man.

Lafayette Ricks, my father.

The guy that left me.

I think you know me.

It's cool, it's all right.

It's gonna be all right.

It's cool.

Where have you been

my whole life, man?

It's all right.

I'm here today.

That's all that matters.

You didn't do too bad.

You didn't do too bad at all.

[sniffles]

You understand?

Let it all out.

[crying]

I'm good.

[sighs heavily]

This is the first time

he's ever met him?

I think so.

Yeah, he didn't even know

who he was.

Did you see him?

He didn't know who he was.

You're a pretty strong guy.

You talk strong, so you have to

have some of my character, then.

Not too bad.

It's life.

Unfortunately, things happen.

Don't think that I'm sitting

here today with my chest

stuck out, feeling like

I'm some kind of hero

'cause that's a lie.

And your mom is a decent person.

She's a wonderful person.

That's right.

And I heard you--

I didn't come in here

riding no great white horse

and trying to do this 'cause

I'd be lying.

I'd be lying.

And being honest with you,

it was a one night affair.

But yeah, how is your mom?

She's good.

She's good.

And she's gonna be shocked

to hear that you're here.

She's married?

No, not married.

You're the only child?

Yes sir, I am.

So let me hear something.

What you been thinking

about during these years?

Be the opposite of you.

Oh.

Just if I come across

a situation where I'm gonna have

a child, be there, regardless.

It hurt not having

a father growing up.

[clears throat]

It hurt bad.

It hurt real bad,

but I looked at my friends'

fathers to see what

fatherhood looks like,

so I was hanging around my

friends' heavily to be in their

family and be in their house,

so I could see what a father

was supposed to do,

so, like, I have a idea

for future reference.

And then, I stayed at my uncle's

all the time with their kids,

just so I could see what it

feels like to be loved

like a child, like, you know,

a son, because it's different

coming from a man

than coming from a woman.

You know, your mom,

she kiss your boo-boo.

Your dad'll say, "Get up."

Maybe I'm in the league

where there's % of males

has abandoned

their responsibility as fathers.

It hurt a lot growing up

without a father.

It hurt--it did, man.

But you know what, I know

I can do anything I want to do.

I have to, because I got a chip

on my shoulder, because of you.

Hmm.

You're the chip.

That's what it is.

Now I know why I was angry

for so many years.

It was because my father

wasn't there.

I just want to succeed

at everything.

I want to excel.

I want to take things to

another level, just so I

can feel like I was the best,

and too bad my father

didn't get a chance to see it.

His loss.

I was egotistically selfish.

I was only looking

at my situation, my hand,

and not including him

into my life.

All I can say is, forgive me?

I don't respect what you did,

but I appreciate your presence

right now.

Just the fact that I can

check it off the list

so far as I got a chance

to meet my father eventually,

and I mean, I'll forgive you.

Life goes on, you got to--

you got to forgive and forget.

It's gonna be tough to forget,

but to forgive and to move on,

it shows maturity.

Do you have children,

by the way?

I just had one, this month,

October th, a little girl.

Okay, well, as you said,

you're gonna be a great father.

This is crazy, though,

'cause he just became a daddy.

The fact that your father came,

good.

This could be the biggest

life-changing experience

in your life.

Do I have a comment on it?

No.

I don't care for the simple fact

of what you did.

I really don't.

You know, I used to model

years ago.

I know you used to model,

yes, sir.

Had my mom give me pictures

of some of your model pics.

One with a little hat tilted

to the side and the sweater.

One with glasses on.

Yeah, I know, I have 'em.

You still have it?

At home.

Well, then, you didn't

dislike me too much, did you?

I was--I had to see

what you look like.

[chuckles]

Get up, boy.

You stay strong, okay?

You too, boss.

You too.

I think Jason has

the biggest skeleton to visit.

You're all right, trooper.

I'm allowed to see Jason again

before I leave Chicago.

Now, you call me, and of course,

I'll get the number, whatever.

All right, will do.

All right, thank you.

Yes, sir.

[phone ringing]

Hello?

Hey, what's going on, Ma?

All right, I got to tell you

something.

You know, we've been having

guests come here, and everybody

meeting different guests.

Guess who my guest was, Ma?

I just met Lafayette.

I met my father

for the first time in years.

Oh, man.

[cries]

Yeah, yeah.

[clears throat]

Yeah, you're right.

Yeah, you're right.

You want to try?

Not really.

Ah!

Can you do anything on it?

Yeah, I can turn, watch.

You ready?

Want to see me bust my a*s?

Oh!

You suck.

Try it.

Are you a righty or lefty?

I don't [bleep] know.

Whoo!

He's such an idiot.

I hate skateboards.

I'm done.

Jump!

No!

Did your talk go okay?

Yeah, it went good.

That's good 'cause

it's like you're welcomed

into fatherhood completely now,

you know?

Yeah, I have a child,

and I meet my father.

That's beautiful.

It's amazing.

It really is.

It's closure.

That's exactly what it is,

closure.

I know.

I--like, you can see, like,

your spirit was kind of lifted.

New chapter began.

[chuckles]

Give me a hug, Jay.

Pretty boy.

Ah, you got the juice, girl.

[giggles]

Mm-mm.

I'll lay here

while you get your p*nis ready.

[snickers]

Then, you can just lay here.

Mm-mm.

Please come to my bed, then.

Stop having sex

on our couch, you gross--

I'm gonna need you to put

your little John away.

All right, well, come on.

Oops.

Come on.

Pull your pants up, baby.

I'll be in Madison's bed

if you need me.

Baby...baby.

We're together.

We're gonna leave together,

and I want to prove to myself--

not only you, to myself--

that I can make this work.

Holy [bleep].

[laughs]

Run across.

Oh, God.

Tony running butt-a*s naked!

[laughs]

Hey, Sylvia.

No!

You better stop!

I don't want to see it,

believe me.

I do not want to see it.

What are you packing first?

Everything.

Oh.

Shut it.

We only have a few days left.

It just blows my mind.

Mad!

Will you please come here?

I'm coming.

Hey, I need you to kind of--

oh, thank God.

I definitely--

[yells]

Damn it.

It's not funny

if you don't yell.

[laughter]

Y'all are so creepy.

We're trying

to spend the last few days

that we have together

in good spirit.

Everything's gonna be good.

I feel like

you're not sad about this--

I am sad!

I'm gonna punch you

in your throat.

I am sad, I just--I just--

I react differently.

I react differently!

I'm gonna punch you

in your throat, I swear to God.

Ahh!

Just 'cause I don't cry

doesn't mean I don't care.

[water running]

You're shaving? You just--

No, no, no, just my mustache.

I mean, we ain't--we ain't

really doing [bleep] tonight.

Vincenzo's, you know?

So we're going out right now.

Bruno, for some reason,

decided to stay home,

which, you know, whatever.

Bruno's doing Bruno.

[upbeat electronic music]

♪

Hey, Real World , baby.

all: Dirty !

Chi-town!

Chi-town.

Madison, you are the reason

that I grew.

You made me face my inner demons

that I have done so well

of getting rid of

for four [bleep] years.

Once I got to know you, you

aren't such a b*tch, Violetta.

I'll take it as a compliment.

Madison is the best and the

brightest person in the house.

I was really bad

when I first met her,

and I feel like I judged her

before I knew who she was,

and I'm extremely fortunate

that she gave me a second chance

to be her friend.

I do feel better after

that therapy session, though.

Real life.

My whole--my whole--

But we didn't even talk

about anything like that.

It--yeah.

You are the glue that holds

our house together.

Okay.

Where you going, baby?

I doubt it.

Be careful.

I miss the person

I thought he was.

Do I think

that we could get past it?

No.

Clearly, no.

The chapter in the book

needs to close.

Do you have five minutes?

Obviously, I'm hurt.

You definitely,

like, damaged me majorly, bro.

When you first pushed me,

you legit numbed every bone

in my body.

No one has ever put their hands

on me, ever, in my life.

That's something

I came to the conclusion

I can never

forgive you for that, ever.

I can't.

Even as much as I want to say

that--I want to forgive you,

I'll never forget the way that

you made me feel in that moment.

I wasn't me.

I wasn't.

I'm still not me.

And that hurts

because you took a part of me

that I didn't realize

wasn't there.

You legit hurt me.

I've never been hurt

like that, ever.

We all make mistakes

and everything--that's not me.

That's definitely not

my character.

I made a mistake.

I got my emotions.

I got upset.

It's something

I'm gonna have to live with.

Did I lose a friend?

Yeah.

Did I hurt you?

Hell, yeah.

Did it hurt me to know

that I hurt you to that level?

Hell [bleep] yeah.

You could not talk to me

after this.

It's okay.

I still love you.

You're still my soldier

in my heart.

You're still my wolf,

you know what I mean?

We're just gonna be

howling at the moon on

different cliffs, but it's okay.

I mean, do I think

that one day we'll talk?

Maybe.

But I can't promise that

because I'm not over it.

Yeah, you don't have

to promise.

You're still my girl.

Okay. Take it easy.

You too.

Tony, Tony.

What?

Do you feel okay?

There's one thing

I haven't done in Chicago...

Clean.

And that's dishes...

Yeah.

So I wanted to get that

off my bucket list.

Listen, I'm seeing miracles

happen right before my eyes.

I done seen it all.

[laughs]

I done seen it all.

You know, when I have

another meeting with my father,

I'm just hoping to gain

more information

about who he is, you know?

He gave me an idea

of why he left,

but now I'm looking

to learn a little bit about him.

Hey, man.

What's up, big guy?

Looking good, boy.

Doing good.

Yeah, you're looking good

as always too, I see you.

Two times in a row.

So what did your mom say?

Oh, she was happy.

Really?

Extremely happy.

She said, "Yeah,

he is a jokester."

[laughs]

You have to be.

There's some pictures I wanted

to show you of some family.

This is your brother--

one of your brothers.

That's my baby and your sister.

Yeah, she's beautiful.

That's me,

at a family reunion, of course.

We're having one

coming in next year.

Matter of fact, you are invited.

That's awesome.

I look forward to

staying in contact.

It's good to see that I have

other family members,

more than what I thought I had.

This is crazy.

I can't wait to go meet 'em.

What's the name

of your little daughter?

Taylor Rae Hill.

Little feisty girl?

[laughs]

She's feisty.

What's her mom like?

Awesome, awesome.

We're not together,

so this is different,

but I'm not gonna run away

from responsibility.

Got no choice.

I got to break the cycle.

We all make mistakes,

and that's part of learning,

you understand?

Not having a father there,

that hurt.

But the thing is, you know,

meeting you the other day,

you know, yesterday,

it makes me feel so much better

now, because a chapter

that has been open

for so many-- years--

is finally closed.

I'm correcting you.

This is the beginning.

My father, finally meeting

him, I'm at peace.

I'm excited to stay in contact.

That's pretty much key.

It's definitely gonna be

something that we can build on

and grow from here.

You know, it is what it is.

It's not even

about him apologizing to me.

He knows he was damn wrong

for what he did,

but it's about me forgiving him

and moving on.

Love you, brother.

Love you too.

Be cool.

Stay cool.

Gonna be a chip

off the old block, boy.

[both laugh]

See you soon, boss.

Take care.

If you didn't want

to go out with us tonight,

you could invite Carla.

That's cool.

Thank you. I appreciate it.

If I'm gonna do something,

it's just gonna be with her.

I don't feel like, you know--

Yeah.

I don't want to go out.

I want to see my girl.

Obviously, she means more to me

than all the roommates.

All right, Bruno.

See you when

we get back home.

You can't--

Let's get it, man.

Hurry up.

I hate this freaking rain.

I'm sitting in the front.

[electronic dance music]

♪

[all cheering]

This is our last night

in Chicago.

Planning to live it up, enjoy

my time with the roommates,

and leave here with no regrets.

[doorbell rings]

Hey.

Hi, hi!

[kissing]

[laughing]

I didn't expect that.

Hands down,

without a doubt in my mind, I

think Carla is the perfect girl.

You look like--

come sneak outside.

You see what I'm wearing?

You look lovely.

She's been, like,

the biggest part of me here.

I mean, she's somebody

I got really close to,

really opened up with.

It's just you, I, and the ghost.

Welcome to my bed

where all the magic does happen.

Who are you having magic

with in the bed?

Bruno, put--keep that shirt

on right now.

Sorry, Mom.

Pillow fight, babe.

What are you...

Ow.

[shouts playfully]

When you really like

somebody, distance doesn't

even matter.

I'm up for seeing how it goes

or her coming to Rhode Island.

Bruno! Bruno! Bruno!

I am in love with Carla,

so she's definitely a keeper.

[blows raspberry]

Bruno!

"Bruno."

I miss the Jason that I knew,

not the Jason I know now.

And the Jason at the bar

is the same Jason that I knew.

I know a situation went down

that hurt you tremendously,

and I am deeply sorry,

and I deeply apologize about it.

I still love you for you.

That's all that matters.

We created the wolf pack.

[howls]

[suitcase bangs on each step]

[laughs] Whoops.

Madison, I would've

brought that down for you.

I feel like we definitely

did the thing out here.

We had fun.

Yeah, we did.

I would like to pop off

to the best season yet.

Thank you.

I'm gonna miss the friendship

that I've developed,

and I'm going to miss

this awesome [bleep] house.

So dope.

Thank you for everything that

you've done and everything that

you've put up with 'cause

God knows we're such a pain

in the a*s.

I'm gonna miss

everything too.

This is our last time

on the patio.

I mean, this is it, though.

This is it.

It was crazy out here.

I know, I know, I know.

[Bleep] wild.

What's one thing

you're gonna miss about Chicago?

You guys.

Who is it?

Is it who I think it is?

Who is it?

[indistinct chatter]

Where's Bruno?

[whispers] I'm gonna get him.

I'll get him.

Bruno!

Huh?

Come here.

It's for you.

Your driver's here.

[laughs]

Hey!

What are you doing here?

I'm driving you

to the airport.

Are you really?

Yeah.

[gasps]

You ready?

Yeah.

Bye, Nicole.

Love you.

Love you too.

Nicole,

you are my ride-or-die

alpha wolf pack leader.

All right, Cole, I love you.

I love you too, babe.

Bye, guys.

We'll definitely be seeing

each other, talking to one

another after this.

I surprised you.

I avoided saying good-bye

to the roommates

because that's just who I am,

and I'll probably be remembered

as a douchebag.

I'm totally fine with it.

Bruno's gone.

He already left?

He actually left with Carla.

I don't know what Bruno's

trying to do, if he's acting

too cool for school,

but you need to grow up.

I'm thankful--I gained

a relationship with my brother.

If it wasn't for this,

who knows how much longer it

would've been that my brother

and I would've actually talked?

Are you happy?

Yeah.

Yeah, my anger came back

being here with certain people

within the household,

but I'm not gonna sit here

and try to please the world.

That's not me.

I'm not gonna put on a show.

Say bye to the house, babe.

Bye.

[laughs] That's it?

That's it?

Bruno.

Bruno's first to leave.

Who's next?

I feel like I have to pee,

but I think I'm just nervous.

The suspense is k*lling me.

I don't know what's going down

between me and Cole.

We'll see if those words

last night was our last.

Second one, who is it?

[Bleep].

This episode of Real World

continues right now.

Second one, who is it?

Violetta.

She's not leaving, is she?

Dude!

No [bleep] way, bro.

I'm second.

Aww, don't cry.

You'll make me cry. Don't cry!

Stop it! Stop it.

You're gonna make me cry.

Violetta, the friendship

that you and I developed

is going to be

a lifelong friendship 'cause

you do have a big heart.

As much you'd like to say

you don't, you do,

and I love you so much for that.

Oh, my gosh, yeah.

This experience

showed me that I wasn't okay

with the person I used to be,

not only the bullying,

but with my eating disorder.

I realized that you aren't

the person you were yesterday.

You aren't the person

you were ten years ago.

I have to give back the key,

don't I?

And the second that you realize

that you have the strength

to overcome anything,

that's the second that you will

be released of your skeletons.

I'll see you later.

Bye, V.

Oh, boy.

[sighs]

Bye, Chicago.

♪ The faces of my friends

♪ Are carved into my head

Sounds good.

Yeah, I guess I'm going home.

♪ And I see them

♪ When I close my eyes

What did I learn being here?

That I'm not as mentally strong

as I thought that I was.

♪When I close my eyes ♪

I think I need to

probably open up more.

I can't always be the hard a*s

that people see me as, you know?

♪ Oh, I cannot sleep

♪ My thoughts keep racing

I'll see you soon.

Take care.

Love you too.

I personally think

that once this is all done,

I'm definitely gonna be happy.

I think so.

Because I'm not happy

with the way that things went,

but you can't change

the situation.

She couldn't do it, Jay.

I'm good, bro.

She was gonna break down

if she did.

I don't know.

That was it.

Life goes on,

you know what I mean?

I wish you could

forgive me, Cole.

I know that I hurt you.

I just hope that maybe we can

one day rekindle

our relationship

down the road when you're ready.

Come on, baby.

Hmm?

Let's go.

We're going together?

Yup.

Bubbles...

girl, you drove me insane

at the very beginning.

But after getting to know you,

you are hands down the most

beautiful person inside and out.

Going through what you have gone

through, you are the strongest

person in this house.

I think I've gained knowledge

as far as relationships go

and as far as how you

should treat someone

and treat that person

the right way.

Take care of this lady, Tony.

Yes, sir.

Take care of your lady, man.

I've gained new friends.

I got my sister back.

I know that people

that want to be in your life

will support you and will accept

you for your flaws

and forgive you for them.

I love Madison to the moon

and back and then back again.

This--she's definitely my girl.

He kind of showed me that I

am willing to open up to someone

again and not to be scared

of someone who cares about you.

Love you.

Love you.

Cut off the mics.

Give us ten minutes.

Stop.

[upbeat music]

♪

We're the last ones, Jay.

This experience has been

amazing for me.

Dirty .

I got so many great memories.

Of course, you know,

I had a couple lows,

but I had a lot more highs.

Becoming a father and then

finally meeting my father,

I've definitely grown

from this experience.

Okay.

All right, we good.

We're good, we're good.

[laughs]

Get all emotional

for something.

We good, we all right.

[laughs]

Safe flight.

You too.

♪ No matter what they try

♪ They won't take away ♪

♪ Our will to fight

♪ If we sh**t them down

♪ We can make it right

♪ We'll make it right ♪

This party has been one

for the books,

something that I am

never gonna forget.

These six other people

in the house--

and yes, I say six--

I will never forget.

Some in a good way and some

in a "well, you were here."

At first, I didn't want

to see my skeleton here

because I wanted

to enjoy this experience,

but you can't get rid

of your past.

All you can do is take from that

and learn and move forward.

♪ We'll finish ♪

♪ What we started

♪ So promise me that

♪ They'll fall ♪

♪ So promise me that

♪ They'll fall ♪

Shout out to the pool sticks

that are still intact.

Shout out to Papa Bear with

the mustache.

Shout out to the paintings that

are still standing strong.

Shout out to the jellyfish

that we run.

I love it.

You know what, I came in this

house saying I don't get tired,

but them [bleep] jellyfish--

Them [bleep]--

They don't get tired, boy.

They give me a run for

my money.

Yeah, man.

Hey, look, they don't need

no energy drinks, no vodka,

no cigarettes.

Nothing, no.

They don't take smoke breaks.

[laughs] They don't take

smoke breaks.

They definitely don't.