I'm having a little girl.
I got to watch out
for guys like me,
and I got to watch out
for girls like Cole.
Whoa.
Whoa.
I got a baby on the way,
and I am truly nervous.
I think he's gonna
be a really good dad.
I know how it was to grow up
without a father.
See, I want to give her love--
everything,
you know what I mean?
That's it, and I'm gonna
do more than just be there.
Have you ever
taken drugs?
Hard drugs.
Heroin?
That's it.
Don't say anything else.
I do have a dark history.
I've stolen from people.
I just feel grateful to be
alive, because I have overdosed.
I have had g*ns put to my head.
I've done horrible things.
♪ All the people
♪ In the house
♪ Put 'em up like what
♪
[doorbell rings]
Surprise!
Oh, my God!
Get the [bleep] out of here.
Get the [bleep] out of here. [overlapping shouting]
[overlapping shouting]
It's morning time.
The guys want to be lazy
and sleep.
Not today.
Not today. We've got something for you.
We've got something for you.
[all screaming]
[all screaming] [pots clattering]
[pots clattering]
Let's go.
Listen, we didn't do that.
Yeah.
We didn't do that--
pots and pans?
They have to go overboard
with everything, so--
Yeah, all right.
You got a [bleep]storm
coming your way.
[phone rings]
Yes.
[phone rings]
What's up?
Heh.
What is going on
with the facial hair?
I got facial hair?
You know I got that Maxwell soul
patch going on.
What's up, though? Look at you.
So Yolanda is the mother
of my child.
Your boobies
got a little bigger too.
Look at your boobies.
Oh, my Lord.
Oh, my gosh,
let me see that belly, though.
I want to see your belly.
Show me the belly. That's--
Three times as big
as it was...
That's good.
Look at that belly.
The last time you saw me.
Yeah, I see, man.
I try to keep it cool, and I
always say, "I'm just chilling,"
but on the inside,
I am nervous as heck.
It's good to see you, though,
Yolanda.
You know, I get to really
see your face expressions.
This is dope.
Thank you for calling me.
I know what it feels like
to grow up without a father,
and I don't want to repeat
the cycle.
I want to break it.
All right, I'ma
give you a ring, all right?
Bye.
Bye. All right.
All right.
Bruno.
What up?
Hey,
I need to talk to you, bro.
What's up, man?
Well, I got--
I just got off the phone with,
you know, Yolanda.
Man, it's tough, dog.
It's so weird having a child
with somebody, dog,
I have no relationship with.
Like--you know,
this is supposed to be, like,
the best moment of your life.
Like, I'm excited,
but it's like, "Man,"
it's like, "I'm having
a child with a woman," you know,
"but I'm not having
a child with my love."
But I'm enjoying the moment
that coming, but it's not like--
I can't be
like, "Both my babies."
I got to just be like,
"My baby."
All that matters,
you know, you're going to have
a beautiful baby, you know?
Hey, hey, his health--
you know,
that she comes out healthy.
I know when I get back home,
I have no job,
and it sucks when you
don't have a job, and you
know you have a child on the way
that you've got to provide for.
I said I'm not a player, Lord.
I try to be, but I'm not.
Why you had to do me like that?
I try to look up
all my mug shots,
and not a single one
of them popped up.
That's annoying.
Want to see my mug shot?
Yeah.
Let's just search.
Shut the [bleep] up.
Is that a human,
or is that a death shot?
That's so crazy.
That's so crazy. That makes me so sad.
That makes me so sad.
My drug addiction
has cost me everything.
It's cost me pain
and loved ones.
It's cost me moments
that I will never get back.
I'm about to have a breakdown.
We shouldn't have even looked.
Not--don't break down, dude.
There is certain things that
happen in your life that are--
are gonna be really good,
and there are certain things
that happen in your life
that are gonna be absolutely
[bleep] horrible.
If you always, constantly
have good things happen to you,
then you never appreciate them.
So that's why bad things
do happen, because--
so you can appreciate the good.
Madison was addicted to drugs in
a really a*usive relationship,
not only mentally,
but physically.
You don't just come back from
things like that in one piece.
things like that in one piece. She's not over the situation.
She's not over the situation.
'Cause I never fully
got them back
got them back from something they did before.
from something they did before.
The prank wars is on,
and, you know,
we have to throw camouflage on.
Ready for w*r.
They don't even know it.
Got to make sure
Got to make sure that outfit's on point.
that outfit's on point.
Dude.
The girls are not really good
at pranking, like their little
prank of trying to wake me up--
it's preschool compared the
it's preschool compared the [bleep] I have prepped for them.
[bleep] I have prepped for them.
[whispers] One, two, three--
[door slamming open]
Hola, suckers!
Feast your eyes!
[laughter]
Yeah.
[bleep] Jell-O everywhere.
Did you get the--the--
No!
Are they serious right now?
Oh, my gosh, dude.
Jell-O is just, like,
the topping.
It was like the frosting
onto the cake, you know?
Like, that extra insult--
like, "Haha, Jell-O right
to your [bleep] face."
Dude, this is food.
That's not cool.
That's not [bleep] cool.
It's one thing that we did
the whole pots and pans
to wake the boys up as a joke.
It's another thing
when you throw Jell-O,
staining my clothes.
That's, like, you damaging
things that I've invested in.
If you [bleep]
go into my g*dd*mn room
one more [bleep] time--
We made a--
[bleep] kidding me, dude?
I'm [bleep] asleep, and you're
[bleep] throwing [bleep] at me?
[bleep] you.
Get off.
[bleep] you.
That's the exact reaction
I wanted from the girls.
I got you.
Go [bleep] yourself.
[bleep] camouflage
doesn't work.
doesn't work. [laughter]
[laughter]
[screams]
Get her, Bruno.
No, stop it.
If you drop me on my head,
I'm--I'm worth a lot of money.
Then come on.
No.
Yeah.
Things are back to normal.
If we stick together,
we can cruise through this,
and no regrets.
Slam dunk!
Whoa!
Whoa! Boom! Boom, we get along!
Boom! Boom, we get along!
Oh, mother[bleep].
Oh, mother[bleep]. Son of a b*tch.
Son of a b*tch.
We're getting a new roommate.
There's a third bed.
Where?
Where? In Madison's room.
In Madison's room.
Are you kidding?
Surprise, surprise.
There's another bed.
Here comes another one.
There's a [bleep] bed
in there.
They're gonna be here
within the hour.
Why are you trying
to freak me out, Violetta?
If someone
came into the house,
especially someone from her past
that did drugs with her,
it's gonna be someone that's
gonna try to tear her apart.
So did they put the bed in
there just to [bleep] with us?
They're gonna come.
Hey, hey, they definitely
keep their word, okay?
Yeah, they do.
So we know
what we're dealing with.
It's happening.
It is what it is.
Who's it for? Is it for you?
Or is it for Jason?
It's prob--
I think it's for me, 'cause
everybody thinks it for Madison.
But who do you think
is coming?
I have no idea.
We know
about Madison's dark past,
and we're worried for her
that it may be somebody
that was involved in that past.
Who doesn't like you?
The one person, I think,
The one person, I think, that could--it could be is--
that could--it could be is--
I would hope not.
Okay.
My ex-boyfriend
fell into an addiction with me.
He broke my heart.
I would hope he wouldn't come.
I would hope he wouldn't come. I have to stay away from him.
I have to stay away from him.
[doorbell rings]
Uh-oh, hey, Mom, I got to go.
Uh-oh, hey, Mom, I got to go. I think we have a new roommate.
I think we have a new roommate.
Who are you?
Rachel. I'm Madi's sister.
Oh.
Your sister.
It's my sister?
Your sister.
It's my sister!
Oh, my God!
Oh, oh, God,
I was so scared.
Oh.
I love you too.
Oh, my gosh, I've been--I don't
know why I'm crying right now.
This is so exciting.
Oh, my God, come meet everyone.
Okay.
I'm shaking now.
This is my sister.
Hi, I'm Rachel.
Nice to meet you.
Wow, Tony, Tony.
Nice to meet you.
It's nice to meet you.
Madison's told me multiple
times, because of what she's
been through a lot of people
left her.
But now, being with her sister--
she is the perfect guest
for her at this time.
This is the house.
I'll go show you.
Okay.
I'm, like, shaking.
I'm shaking.
I'm sorry, but she's
way prettier than Madison.
That's just me.
Hey.
She's beautiful, yeah, yeah.
Yep.
Tony is going crazy.
Okay, this is, like,
the phone or whatever.
This is where I always
call you from.
This is so cool.
I know, right?
Rachel is my stepsister.
I've known her
since she was three years old.
We were raised together.
We were each other's
best friends.
We did everything together.
I taught her how to dance.
I taught her how to do her hair.
I taught her
how to put makeup on.
She's always kind of,
like, been my role model,
and then, whenever she
started doing drugs, the drugs
kind of became her priority,
and, like, she would,
like, take money from me,
or, like,
say she was gonna pay me back.
She stopped, like,
being a person that I could,
like, really depend on.
Since I've been clean,
I've probably seen my sister
three or four times,
and I've kind of felt
that distance between us.
I want nothing more than to have
her back in my life.
Oh.
I told you I had it.
That's amazing.
That's Mom
and Dad and Jared.
Oh.
Yeah.
Madi's hurt me a lot for,
like, what she put me through,
and I just really want to get
to know her again and,
like, rebuild, and sort of pick
up where we left off.
This is my sister, Rachel.
Hi.
This is Sylvia.
Oh, my God.
Yes.
I'm not really sure what
happened with Madison and Rachel
during those years
of Madison's darker days.
I think Madison definitely
needs to make amends.
Doesn't she look
like a model?
She is a model.
She's, like--
I'm really trying.
Yes, she is.
You coming--
I could not have asked for,
like, anything better.
Like, seriously,
it means the world to me.
Oh.
I've missed you so much,
though.
I've missed you too.
We get to have,
like, a fresh start too.
like, a fresh start too. I'm so excited.
I'm so excited.
Bye, girls.
Bye.
Bye. Y'all have fun bonding time.
Y'all have fun bonding time.
Hey, Madison.
Hey, what?
Miss you.
I know you do, Tony.
[laughs]
Everybody knows,
"Okay, look, Jason
has a baby girl on the way,"
so I'm thinking about, "Let's
have a good time right now.
Let's have a good time tonight."
♪ I'm a super freaky dancer
♪ Hey, come on
♪ I'm a super freaky dancer
♪ Hey, come on
♪ I just want to touch you
Hey!
I plan on making my goal:
find a lady and close the deal.
I think you're beautiful
as [bleep], yo, and I--
Stop.
I really do want you.
Now, I don't want
you to say no to me.
Okay.
Are you gonna say no to me?
I want you to stay the night
with me, please.
Okay, I will--
I will think about it.
I'm debating.
Got me so annoyed,
because right now,
I'm sexually frustrated.
You got a boyfriend?
I do.
You just hugged him.
Because of that,
Because of that, you have a good night.
you have a good night.
Do you guys ever have people,
like, come back to the house?
The boys do.
What?
It's, like, so unfair
seeing that Tony
did that to me out here.
That he brought girls home?
Like, I've cried
multiple times about how he,
like, hurt me so bad.
Oh, my gosh.
I did not know that.
We're fine now,
but it's been, like,
so hard, and, like,
the girls fought me right here.
Like, yelled at you?
No, like, physically
put their hands on me, Rachel.
What?
Yeah, I was out here,
just smoking a cigarette,
and I was drunk.
Sylvia ran out,
grabbed me by my hair,
pulled me down to the floor,
put me in a chokehold.
What?
Yes, Rachel.
Madi fighting is kind of,
like, Madi from the dark side.
It scares me.
I hope that she grows up.
She has so much potential
to do well in life
if she doesn't fall back
if she doesn't fall back into, like, the old pattern.
into, like, the old pattern.
Hey, man,
what you want to do?
what you want to do? Hey, you know what?
Hey, you know what?
Hey, you know what? [bleep], man.
[bleep], man.
I hate being turned down,
and I'm upset.
I got so much on my mind
right now.
I'm [bleep] up, yo.
[bleep], whoa, whoa, whoa.
Whoa.
Oh, [bleep].
[bleep] [bleep].
Oh, yeah,
she better wake the [bleep] up.
She better wake
the [bleep] up, bro.
Oh, yeah.
Are they serious?
Are they serious or just joking?
He's all [bleep] up.
He's all [bleep] up. They're kicking the girls out.
They're kicking the girls out.
We don't give a [bleep].
I'm upset about my situation.
My life is not what I expected.
I feel like the pressure's on
in a way.
I just let it all out.
I just want to be the best dad
that I can be.
[bleep].
I just want to be the best daddy
I can be, man.
I can be, man. [crying]
[crying]
[phone ringing]
At the tone,
please record your message.
[voice mail beeps]
Hey, Yolanda, I'm--
I'm drunk as [bleep]
right now, man,
and, Yolanda, I just--
I can't wait
till Taylor be born, man.
I know I was scared six,
seven months ago, man,
but I need Taylor more than
anything in the world
right now, man.
Hello?
Hey, hey, is this Yolanda?
Yeah, this her phone.
Hey, is this her brother?
Yeah.
Hey, hey, hey,
what's going on, man?
This is Jason, man.
I'm actually--I'm not sure
if she told you about you,
but is she okay?
Yeah, she just had my niece.
She just had--hey, hey, look,
look, look, I'm--I'm the father
of that child, man.
I ain't gonna lie to you, man.
It's--did she just have it when?
Yeah, she just had it.
Oh, my God.
I'm over here
with her right now.
She's on the table.
Yes.
Your daughter's crying
right now, so--
Thank you. Thank--hey--
I mean, that's all I know.
Look, man, just call back
in a few minutes, all right?
There's too much stuff going on.
Hey, that's fine, dude.
I will call back
in a few minutes.
I promise you.
All right.
Yes, Lord Jesus--
having her tonight, though--
Oh, my God, man,
she just had Taylor.
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God, man.
Oh, my night is so much better.
Oh, my night is so much better. Yes, sir!
Yes, sir!
Hey, wake the [bleep] up, man.
As of right now,
my baby girl's been born, yo,
and she's good.
She's good, yo.
Taylor?
Taylor's been born, yo.
Taylor's born?
I'm drunk
as [bleep] right now, yo.
Oh!
Taylor!
[screams]
[cheers and applause]
Yes, look, y'all better wake
the hell up, man.
My baby girl's been born
tonight, man.
Congratulations, man.
My baby girl's been
born tonight, man.
Look, man, give me a hug, yo.
That means so much.
My baby just been born
the right way.
the right way. My baby girl was born, yeah!
My baby girl was born, yeah!
Coming up, on Real World...
I am nervous.
Ah!
There you go.
She's yawning!
Like, I cut myself
out of your life.
I felt that you were gonna die.
Yo, Cole.
When are you leaving to go?
The sixth.
Did it--then you can't go.
Guess what,
'cause we're leaving Monday.
Oh, really?
Yeah.
All right, bro,
well, take pictures, then.
You know it.
I want the Wolf Pack to come
to North Carolina with me,
because I want them
to meet the little wolf--
to meet Taylor.
Tony, what are you doing Monday?
You coming to North Carolina
with me and Bruno,
and then we'll Skype Cole?
Me and my little girl?
Yeah.
All right, we'll Skype Cole.
Let me tell Yolanda, okay?
You better, yeah.
We gonna Skype you
while we're there.
No doubt. Definitely.
Whole Wolf Pack
is gonna be there.
That's great.
Man, [bleep] right.
We're leaving Monday?
Yes, sir.
So a pretty cool,
exciting day.
It's gonna be dope
to see his child.
When Daddy wants us
to share the experiences,
to share the experiences, it's pretty cool.
it's pretty cool.
You know, I never realized
how similar we are until,
like, I came out here and, like,
my personality, like,
actually came out, you know?
But, like, we really are.
Can we take, like, a picture?
Can we take, like, a picture? Yeah.
Yeah.
This is so cool.
♪ Don't you want to try?
♪ Again, ooh
Make a wish?
Yeah.
Let's go.
I feel like we have a genuine
connection when she's sober,
and it's nice to,
like, not have her on drugs.
It means a lot to me.
Oh, my gosh,
now it's blowing towards us.
Ah!
No! Oh, my God, no!
Let's go, ladies and gents.
Okay, so we're gonna walk
over to fifty.
Whoa, you look tall.
I got to give your sister
my glasses.
Oh, oh, my gosh,
thank God she remembered.
I can always catch myself.
It's gonna
be an interesting walk there.
I know, I told my sister
she has to walk slow with me.
she has to walk slow with me. If I fall, she falls with me.
If I fall, she falls with me.
Yo, watch her fall.
She's gonna fall.
It's gonna take a half
an hour for us to get there.
I don't understand
why you would wear kind of--
heels that you can't even walk
in, like, just to look good.
Like, Madison
looks like a newborn gazelle.
Everybody, baby steps,
baby steps.
Is that working?
You want to just
carry her on your back?
Hey, we'll carry her sideways.
Let's just carry her.
You want us to carry you?
Please?
Your shoulder's higher
than mine.
You got her?
Yeah.
You guys are going as slow
as she would be.
as she would be. It's her. It's her.
It's her. It's her.
Rachel doesn't look like
she's having a good time at all.
She's sitting in the corner,
She's sitting in the corner, kind of standing back.
kind of standing back.
Everything that I've seen
Madi go through--
I just don't like drinking
I just don't like drinking or partying really at all.
or partying really at all.
I personally feel
like if you're, like, an addict,
that you shouldn't,
that you shouldn't, like, be doing anything.
like, be doing anything.
If you're not getting high,
like, drunk is kind of
like, drunk is kind of like the alternative.
like the alternative.
You know, I understand
that she might not like this,
that she might not like this, but I do like this.
but I do like this.
I don't think that she knows
that she really hurt me.
We've never, like, had, like,
a full-on conversation about it.
We don't really talk about it
that much to each other.
Okay, so
what are you upset about?
Nothing, I just
don't really like clubbing.
I get it.
You don't like to party,
but I can sit with you.
I just wanted to come
to, like, get to know
your roommates, not to, like,
dance with everybody, and, like,
the whole world,
and, like, drink.
It's just not me.
Do you want to go home?
You just want to go chill
in there--just, like, sit,
and, like, watch them get drunk?
I'm down.
I think she's still struggling
with forgiving me and believing
that I'm really better
because she has seen me relapse.
Stop it. Come here.
Come here.
Come here. Stop it.
Stop it.
Dude, I don't want kids,
but some people, like,
make kids look like so much fun.
You told me that. Listen.
I still think you're nuts.
There's no way,
shape, or form kids are fun.
Dude, think of how cool
it'd be just,
like, dressing them up in,
like, those,
like, really weird costumes,
and, like, making them look
like little, real people,
like, in suits and stuff.
They--well,
they are real people,
but when they get older,
they're gonna be like us
except for times worse.
I agree with this.
And I'm bad, so--
And you can't return them.
No, you can't return them.
Just get back in there.
You know what?
I change my mind.
Whoop.
I'm, like,
I'm, like, starving right now.
starving right now.
You know I've never
been a big drinker.
I don't drink
that much back home.
I came out here,
and I started drinking.
I feel like if you moved
to Austin,
you would still be, like,
clubbing and stuff.
I know. I need to get out.
I need to do something else.
You need to find people who,
like, have their,
like, priorities straight.
Like, not people
who party all the time,
or, like, don't have,
like, a steady job.
You need to find, like,
adult friends.
I just don't want
to fall into,
like, a lonely stage again,
you know?
'Cause that's
whenever I get scary on myself.
I chose to recover by myself.
I literally locked myself
in a room and went through
the withdrawal myself.
You just can't keep
doing the same thing, 'cause
your life's just gonna
keep repeating itself, you know?
See, look, I need you.
I need my sister. It's crazy.
Like, you're big sistering
me right now, you know?
She was literally
my best friend and,
like, my favorite person
in the entire world.
And when she was using,
I stopped being able
to go to you and,
like, ask you things,
and, like, you'd give me advice.
Was it your junior year,
or was it both years
I was on drugs?
Both years, yeah.
Both years, yeah. Oh, my gosh.
Oh, my gosh.
I'm so sorry.
It's okay.
Like, I should've
been there for you.
been there for you. [crying]
[crying]
I feel like I missed, like,
watching you grow,
and all of a sudden, you just
became this beautiful person
that I get to know.
It's so sad.
[crying]
I really have missed
I really have missed you so much.
you so much.
[phone ringing]
[phone ringing] Hi, Dad.
Hi, Dad.
I'm good.
Me and Rachel just, like--
we kind of have to get to know
each other all over again.
You know, I don't--
I don't know my sister anymore,
and she doesn't know me.
Yeah.
I never realized, like,
what impact I made on her,
you know?
Yeah, you made an impact
on a lot of people, Mad.
One summer, she came
out, and I was just a
completely different person,
and I was, like, skin and bones,
and I was a drug addict
all of a sudden.
Yep.
Like,
that must have been so--
Yep, you're--
That must have been scary
for my baby sister to see.
Rachel was so mad
that she goes, "I
can't live here anymore,"
and, you know,
and then she left.
And that's why she left.
Rachel left Texas because of me.
I never knew that.
I never knew that she
didn't want to be there anymore
because of what I was doing.
[crying]
You need to mend that bridge
with her.
I think it'll do you a world
of good.
I know.
To be able to see--
to be able to see
how much damage you've done
is a huge, huge step
for you to see.
I know.
I'm kind of realizing
that this is probably,
like, the last chance
I'm gonna get with Rachel,
and I want to be able
to fix things.
Bye.
Love you.
Love you. Love you.
Love you.
All right, then.
I just never--
I never knew how--
how much I hurt her.
[crying]
It was so much,
It was so much, and I hurt her so bad.
and I hurt her so bad.
Like, I don't even
know my sister anymore, Tony.
Like, I don't even know that,
Like, I don't even know that, like--it's so heartbreaking.
like--it's so heartbreaking.
like--it's so heartbreaking. She doesn't know me.
She doesn't know me.
I never, like, knew.
I never, like, knew. I never knew.
I never knew.
Sorry, Rach.
It all just kind of hit
me, like--
What?
I don't know. I just--
I never really, like, realized,
like, how much I did hurt you,
and so I just--
Like, I didn't want
to know you.
Like, I cut myself
out of your life.
I honestly felt
like you were gonna die.
Like, at times, you
feel like you're gonna
get that phone call.
I realize how much I hurt
people, and, like,
impacted them.
Like, all the horrible things
I did to everyone--
like, I've learned from it.
I don't think you realize
how much I do need you.
Like, I still feel like I'm
missing a piece of myself,
because you are that piece
that I'm missing.
You're different than, like,
you were when you were using.
Now you're a new person,
and, like, I do want to get
to know you again, and, like,
I'm really glad that I'm here.
I don't--
That means
so much to me, Rach.
Her forgiveness
is like a starting point
for us to keep growing,
and I think she's going
to let me back in again,
and that's so important to me.
Oh, my gosh, am I ever gonna
stop crying here?
Like, this is so--
Rach, I don't want
to get emotional, okay?
But your sister--
she made it through.
Rachel's visit is really hitting
a soft spot with me, 'cause
I've seen addiction firsthand,
and I can understand how damaged
that she is from it.
There's nothing about Madison
that I judge.
This is my heart.
Like, what you guys have
is special, so cherish that.
You're a good person,
and, like, you're a nice guy.
Don't hurt her feelings.
Sorry to interrupt this real
intense moment over here,
but I really need
a nail clipper.
Where'd you put them,
T-Reigns?
That was--
I didn't clip them last.
Dude, I need to cut my nails.
Dude, I need to cut my nails. Me too.
Me too.
So tonight, Tony
and I are gonna prank Madison
and her sister
and her sister because boys will be boys.
because boys will be boys.
[glass shatters]
[laughter]
[bleep].
Okay, so down, homey.
What the [bleep]?
What the [bleep]? Uh-oh. It was an accident.
Uh-oh. It was an accident.
Uh-oh. It was an accident. Oh, my God.
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God. Are you [bleep] kidding me?
Are you [bleep] kidding me?
I mean, we're idiots,
but we're having fun.
You've got
to put your legs into it.
to put your legs into it. Come on.
Come on.
[horn honks]
I'm leaving.
It was good meeting
you again.
It was really good
to meet you.
Hopefully, I'll see
you again soon, all right?
Take care of my sister.
I will.
I promise. You've got my word.
I didn't know what to expect
when I came here.
I was, like, super nervous,
but I'm so glad I did.
I really got to, like, rebuild
my relationship with my sister.
It was something that we needed.
Oh.
I don't want you to go.
I don't want you to go. [laughs]
[laughs]
I'll see you soon.
Yeah.
Good-bye, house.
I love you.
Love you too.
Time--time is gonna
heal all wounds with my sister,
and me constantly showing her
that I have changed
and that I'm not making
those same mistakes I used to.
I just know that we can only
grow from here.
♪ This is me
♪ Oh
♪ I finally understand
♪ Just what you think
♪ For the first time
♪ For the first time
♪ For the first time
♪ For the first time
I hope someone's next to you,
kicking your chair.
Today, guys,
is a very special day.
I'm traveling back to North
Carolina to meet my baby girl,
and I got my boys
Tony and Bruno, with me.
You ready, bro?
Yes.
Yeah? You created something.
Isn't that scary?
Yeah, there's a little me
out there.
That's scary.
I know.
It's gonna be a great moment
in my life.
Words can't explain
how I feel right now.
Let's get it, guys.
Bye, girls.
Bye, girls. Have fun cleaning the house.
Have fun cleaning the house.
I can't believe
they really left.
They left before me.
That's not even funny.
Now I'm depressed.
The house is really gonna
be really quiet right now.
The Wolf Pack is officially out.
I'm going to work in Brooklyn
as an EMT, you know,
save a few lives.
Girls, do not try
to k*ll each other, please.
Chill out, bond, and I'll see
Chill out, bond, and I'll see you guys when I get back.
you guys when I get back.
Feels good to be home, baby.
It feels good.
It feels good.
Ah.
The energy is right.
I feel it.
The air's different out here.
Mm.
Oh, man.
That's--this is--this is
my little downtown, right here.
Three days ago, you
were a single man with no kids.
Now, you're still a single man.
With a kid.
I just wonder what the girls
are doing right now,
probably cleaning the house.
Plie, plie.
Don't know what that one is.
There's like a grand jete
There's like a grand jete somewhere in there.
somewhere in there.
Yes!
Y'all, you want to make up
a dance?
Okay.
Seriously, let's do this.
I'm gonna go take up--
get a tank top on.
We are doing a dance routine,
because what do girls do when
there's nothing to do at home?
What's up? Yeah.
We should put
that in our routine.
Okay, let's go.
Okay.
Okay.
Five--
both: Six, seven, eight--
one and two and three and four
and five and six
and seven and eight.
One, two, three, four,
five, six, seven,
and eight, one,
two, three, four,
five, six, seven, and eight.
One, two, three, four,
[laughter]
Ah! That was so cool.
Oh, my God, we had it.
We did it all.
We did it.
Yes!
Can we keep going?
Can I take a break?
I'm old.
Sylvia? Chicken noodle soup?
I'll come down in a sec.
There's some down here
for you.
That was cool.
I just want to wear these
I just want to wear these outfits for the rest of the day.
outfits for the rest of the day.
I am so nervous.
My stomach has butterflies.
I try to say, "Nah, nah, nah,
they ain't butterflies.
Maybe I got gas or something.
I'm tripping.
They ain't butterflies."
Nah, it's butterflies, player.
I am nervous.
Jason.
What's up, Yolanda?
You look nice.
Thank you.
I'm excited to see Taylor.
And this moment's gonna
And this moment's gonna be so special.
be so special.
Look at you.
It's so great
to see my baby girl.
She got long fingers too.
Mm-hmm.
She gonna be a big girl.
My heart--I mean, I got--
I just...
[exhales]
Oh, she's so tiny.
You're so tiny.
Mm.
She's beautiful.
You got the nose
just like your papi,
got them chunky cheeks.
♪ If I could fly
♪ Then I would know
♪ What life looks like
♪ From up above
♪ And down below
♪ I'll keep you safe
♪ I'll keep you dry
♪ Don't be afraid, Cecilia
♪ I'm the satellite
♪ And you're the sky
Seeing Jason with his baby,
of course, my eyes--
they're tearing up a bit.
He's a man now.
Hey, little girl.
I call her Piglet.
She was snorting.
[laughs] She just like me.
Yes.
It's beautiful.
It's such innocence--
just a beautiful, little baby.
just a beautiful, little baby. Mm-hmm, yeah.
Mm-hmm, yeah.
Mm-mm, my boobs
are a little bigger.
[laughs] Shut up.
Feel the muscle in it,
though, don't you, baby?
Yeah, you feel the muscle
in this.
Mm-hmm. Wake up.
Oh, my goodness.
Wake up.
Nicole would've woken her up.
Hey, you want to call Nicole?
Actually, guys, do the house.
See if the house
will pick up real quick.
will pick up real quick. [phone ringing]
[phone ringing]
Hello?
Hey, Madi, you ready?
[gasps]
Violetta, come down here
and see the baby.
and see the baby. Coming!
Coming!
Oh!
Oh, my gosh,
she's so beautiful.
Yeah, smile, there you go.
Hi. Oh, my God.
Ah!
There you go. Come on.
Uh-oh, there you go.
She's yawning.
She's yawning. Aww.
Aww.
Oh, yeah.
Oh, my goodness.
Oh, my goodness, your hand's
bigger than her head.
[laughter]
"My name is Hulk."
That's crazy.
V, you're not allowed
to be around the baby
because your black soul
would poison it.
We all agree on that.
It's the funniest thing
in the world, I mean,
because Jason is a very,
like, masculine man,
and he has this little girl
in his hands,
and, like, from the moment
that he looks down at her,
this girl has him wrapped
around her finger.
No matter
what happens in his life,
this little girl
is his proudest moment.
All right,
I got to go get dressed.
All right, Madi,
we'll see you later.
Okay.
Have fun doing nothing. Bye.
Bye.
Let's check out that room.
Yes, Lord.
Hey, I got good news, though.
I called the dealership.
Boss man said, "Come back
and talk to me,"
when I get back.
So soon as I get back--
get on that.
Before coming to the house,
I was a car salesman.
I have a strong,
strong opportunity
to get back into my old job
and to provide
for my little princess.
Everything's about to fall
into place here, for real.
I'm gonna be the best father
I can be.
That's being a man.
My father--he was never there.
Now that I have Taylor
in my hands,
I can't even imagine
not being there for her,
so I want to know why.
I want to know
I want to know why my father left me.
why my father left me.
This episode of Real World
This episode of Real World continues right now.
continues right now.
Let's go
see our lady roommates.
They're probably not home.
Howdy-h*.
♪ I said, who's that girl?
What? Boys?
Yeah...
both: Buddy.
Catch up with Sylvia.
We here.
Oh, hug.
Jay, we missed you guys so much.
Mmm.
Oh, man.
Was it beautiful,
life changing?
I was looking at a little me.
Aww.
Man, that connection
I felt today,
just like yesterday,
was like a--
You just gave me chills, Jay.
It was a great connection.
It was like she knows, like,
"He kind of looks
like me," you know?
So it's--
She does know.
I'm a father, you know?
So this is a--
This is a different chapter.
This is amazing.
I am responsible for her future.
I'ma be up all night with her,
and then when she sleep,
I'ma sleep, and then,
when she wake up, I'ma wake up--
all night, so she can know
who her daddy is.
Man, it was awesome.
Best day of my life--
best two days of my life,
and now, it's about to be
the best chapter of my life.
the best chapter of my life. It's awesome.
It's awesome.
Been missing you.
Huh?
I've been missing you too.
It was good to get away,
see what it felt like not being
around Madison /.
And for those feelings to really
show through--I don't know.
It just feels good.
I feel more comfortable now.
I feel more comfortable now. Absolutely.
Absolutely.
Absolutely. It's Nicole.
It's Nicole.
Morning.
Hi, flowers for Madison.
Oh, that's so sweet.
Do I sign off anywhere?
No, no, you're all right.
All right, thank you so much.
All right,
you have a good one.
you have a good one. Thank you. You too.
Thank you. You too.
Nah, it's not Nicole,
but it's for Madison.
I'm really hoping that this
isn't one of her ex-boyfriends.
Madison?
Oh, what is it?
I don't know. You tell us.
Tony you just
scared the [bleep]--
I'm here to [bleep]
somebody up.
The note says,
"I've been wanting to see you.
Can you meet me at
"There are no clues whatsoever
who this person is.
Your flowers are going
down the stairs.
I'm about to punt them b*tches
out the door.
No, they're cute.
You want to go help
me punt these flowers?
No, we could use them.
They're mine--
just a little bit.
Me and Madison--we had just kind
of took another step
in our relationship,
and, you know,
you got some--somebody
inviting her out on a date.
inviting her out on a date. This says, "Come alone."
This says, "Come alone."
Oh, man, I don't--I don't want
Oh, man, I don't--I don't want to have to fight the guy.
to have to fight the guy.
Next time on Real World...
I'm so scared to see
who this is.
Ohh!
Hey, you don't want to take
Madison on a date?
You know that's my girl.
It's like, taste of your
own medicine.
How do you like it?
Try to [bleep] with me!
Tony's up there looking
like a damn fool.
So I am White Tr*sh!
Yes, I am!
Yes, I am! Damn it!