03x08 - Everybody’s Fine

[bunniefuu]

♪ Once upon a time
I thought that you were mine… ♪

So I have tissues, um, chocolate,
extra soft sweatpants,

and, um, more chocolate,

and this little guy.

Grace, I'm fine.

Honestly, I… I appreciate
the early morning drop-in, but I'm good.

Okay, well that worries me, Jackie.

I mean, how can you be fine

when the love of your life
just broke up with you?

I mean, shouldn't you wallow?
For at least a little bit.

Like, you could get elbow deep
in some ice cream.

No.

No what? Is there more to that sentence?

No, there isn't, because I'm fine.

Trust me, I've gone through far worse
than Cole Walter breaking up with me.

I mean, he said he was bored, Grace,

so… he can drink and see other girls
and do all those interesting things

that Cole Walter does
when he gets scared of real life.

And I am going to get on with my life.

I have the community space to finish.
I have a track meet today.

I'm okay. Really.

[Grace] I'm sorry, Jackie.

[Jackie] Don't be.

Maybe after your meet,
we could go to the mall.

Um, we could get mani-pedis.

Or you could just come to my house
if you don't wanna go out,

and we could, um…
we could do a movie marathon,

get popcorn and watch some rom-coms or…

-[upbeat music playing]
-Wow, that is a new look for you.

Is it too much?

No. I love it.

Thanks, Grace.

[Grace] Yeah.

All right, so I know you're
a very strong person, Miss Jackie Howard,

but if you're ever feeling not so strong,
I'm here. Okay?

-Same.
-[Grace] Okay.

Aw. Okay. I love you.

Um, text me after your track meet.
I want to hear how you destroyed Aurelita.

-I will.
-[Grace] All right.

-Catch you later.
-[Grace] Bye.

[door opens]

[door closes]

[poignant music playing]

[Katherine] Hey.

How was your ride?

[Alex] It was good.

[Katherine] I'm glad you get
a little extra time with Murphy.

I know you've been missing him.

Yeah.

[Katherine sighs]

I'm sorry this is so hard on you, Alex.

Ah, it's okay.

[Katherine] Well, it's kind of not.

And it's okay not to be okay.

I know it was my choice
to leave Hartford's.

I just really wish it had been different,
you know?

[Katherine] Yeah.

You did a really hard thing
walking away from something you love.

And even though you did it
for all the right reasons,

it doesn't make it any easier.

I guess.

[Katherine] Hartford isn't
the only rodeo banner in town.

And you know, whenever you're ready,
however long that takes,

you're gonna get back out there.

They can't take away your passion, Alex.
That's yours.

It belongs to you.

♪ Feel down ♪

♪ I tried… ♪

[phone vibrates]

♪ 'Cause I didn't say it ♪

♪ And it's weighting me down ♪

♪ Yeah, I know we don't no more
And that's fine ♪

♪ But I thought that you should know ♪

♪ That my only regret
Was saving my breath ♪

♪ And checking my phone ♪

♪ If I could change it all ♪

♪ Would I want to? ♪

Good morning!

♪ Da, da, da, da, da ♪

Wah!

What's all this?

Oh, this?
This is breakfast, and it's all organic.

It was all purchased
at the local farmer's market.

So… put the cereal down.

Look, you guys, I know that I, like,

absolutely, completely messed up
the other day.

But I… I wanted to show up

and be your mom.

So right now,
I would like to make you breakfast.

Like a… a good mom should.

I mean, if you'll let me.

Okay.

Um… what are you making?

Oh.

I am making everything.

[upbeat music playing]

[Danny] Hey.

I was gonna come find you.

Figured we could drive together
to Erin and Jackie's track meet.

Maybe grab some food?

-Hello?
-What?

-I just asked a question.
-Right. And w…

What did you say?

We'll drive to the track meet together,
yeah?

Uh… yeah, no, I'm… I'm not going.

Why not?

I just… I've got work
and some stuff I gotta do.

Yeah, since when?

Since… I don't know, Danny.

Hey, what's going on?

[Cole] Why's there always gotta be
something going on?

I just told you I can't go.

That's all.

I gotta shower.

Isaac! Lee! Breakfast!

Okay.

Wow.

Uh, this looks amazing.

Yeah, thanks.

And for the star of the show, pancakes.

[Lee] Ooh-hoo!

[Hannah] You got syrup there,
butter there, so…

We will dig in, for sure.

Wait, Mom.

Wait, did you… did you check?

What is it?

What?

-Wait, what's wrong?
-Wait, did you put nuts in this?

-No, I didn't put any nuts in it.
-[Lee] Katherine!

No! There's like…

It's got…

There's almond flour.
There's almond flour in here.

Katherine!

-What's wrong?
-She gave Isaac almond flour.

-I'm sorry.
-Let's just calm down, okay?

Burning, my throat is tingling,
and my throat's closing up.

Sweetheart, I got you. Your medication's
in the front hall. Come with me.

-You're good. You're gonna be okay.
-He's gonna be okay.

-We've got this.
-[Hannah] I'm sorry, Isaac.

I'm sorry.

What's wrong with you?

I just… I wasn't…

-You could've hurt him or even worse!
-I know. I know. And I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

You think some stupid breakfast
is gonna make up for everything?

-No, it doesn't. I was just trying…
-Trying to what?

Trying to be a mom?

Maybe you should stop trying.
You're not good at it.

Okay, don't judge it yet.

It's still very much a work in progress.

I'm not judging anything.
All right, this place is great.

Well, a lot of that
is thanks to your donation.

So I'm… debating between

vibrant bright color

or maybe something more calm and subdued.

Or maybe do both.

Like, you know, the area over here
for homework and studying,

and then make it more colorful over there.

It's like the perfect place
for a pool table or a dart board or…

-Or a foosball table?
-…a foosball table.

Yeah, I mean, I was… I was
literally thinking all those same things.

Is… is Cole coming
to help you out with all this?

I mean, it's kind of a big job
for just one person.

Well, the community space is really

my thing, you know?

And Cole's busy,
so my friends are gonna help me paint.

And, you know, with your money, we can…

we can have at least three computers
and a printer available, so…

Seriously, it was
beyond generous of you, Eliot.

You know I would do
anything for you, Jackie.

I mean, what you're doing here,

this place,

all this philanthropy,

it's exactly what colleges
want to see these days.

And I know it didn't work out
with Martina Alvarez when you guys met,

but… she is the best college counselor.

And if you're still interested
in Princeton…

No, I am. I definitely am.

Then why don't I
reach out to her again for you?

She might not have any spots left,
but it's worth a call.

-What do you think?
-Yes!

Eliot. Yes.

Okay, then the only thing
that you have to promise me…

If you get a call from a 917 area code,

doesn't matter what's happening,
you gotta answer it.

And… and be ready to talk, okay?

'Cause she's not gonna give you
a third chance.

I got it.

Thanks, Eliot. This is…
exactly what I needed today.

Thanks for coming.

I know I didn't give you much warning.

This was really great.

Oh, wow.

Did we drink all of those?

Yes, I believe we did.

You know, I've never cracked open

an egregiously expensive
hotel mini bar before.

Well, you haven't lived
until you've had a $10 bag of peanuts.

-Oh, it was worth it. [chuckles]
-[Richard chuckles]

I'm having a really good time with you.

Me too.

Right. And I believe we have
a Silver Falls track meet to attend.

We do indeed.
Does Jackie know you're coming?

No.

No, things have been
a bit strained between us,

and I thought I'd surprise her.

Maybe I shouldn't go.
Let the two of you have some time to--

No, no, no. You have to go. [chuckles]

Maybe she'll be nice to me
if you're there.

Ah.

I hear the roof deck serves
an amazing weekend brunch.

Wanna grab a bite to eat
before we hit the road?

Man after my own heart.
God, yes. I'm starving.

Let's go.

[Katherine] Hey.

[Cole] Hey.

Where's the flea market?

What?

Well, the logical explanation
for you packing up your climbing gear

is that you must be selling it.

Because the illogical explanation
is that you're actually going climbing.

Mom.

Cole, you haven't been rock climbing
since before your knee injury.

-And that wasn't yesterday.
-It's like riding a bike.

You don't forget.

Mountain climbing is not
like riding a bike.

Cole,

what's going on?

I'm going climbing.

[Katherine] Hmm.

What about Jackie's track meet?

I don't wanna…
I don't wanna talk about it.

Okay.

I just need to go and do something.

I need to not be here right now.

Okay. I understand.

But you're not going alone.

-[Cole scoffs]
-Cole.

I hear you,
and I want you to be able to go,

but you can't go alone.

[announcer] And it's Wylder storming
his way to the top of the leaderboard.

You really shouldn't be watching that.
It's gonna make you feel worse.

[Alex] Huh?

-Alex!
-[Alex] Hmm.

Why are you unnecessarily
torturing yourself?

[Alex sighs]

I just feel like I don't know
what to do with myself. [scoffs]

Rodeo took over my everything,
and now it's like I don't have a life.

That's dramatic. [chuckles]

You have a life.

What, you think you quit life
because you quit Hartford's?

I don't know. Maybe.

[Alex sighs]

Yeah.

Mom says you have to come climbing
with me.

-[scoffs] I don't climb.
-Not you.

You.

Why?

[Cole] No idea.

But I can't go unless you come, so…

See? You have a life.

-Shut up, Nathan.
-[Nathan chuckles]

[Tara] Ah, it is so pretty up here.

Sometimes I forget,
living in a small town,

just how stunning the big city can be.

Are you okay?

Yeah. Just not the biggest fan of heights.

Oh! My gosh.

You are absolutely adorable.

Where's the brunch?

[Tara] Oh.

"Closed for maintenance.
Brunch will be served down in the lobby."

That's okay.

Our little detour was worth it.

It sure was.

[Richard sighs]

Huh.

-Here, let me try. I got this.
-Okay.

I'm great. I'm great at doors.

[clears throat]

No, that's locked. That's, um…

-Maybe another… door?
-Yeah, I'm sure there's another door.

[Tara sighs]

Uh…

Nope.

Ah, it's not a problem.
I'll just call the lobby.

-Great.
-Uh…

Left it charging.

Um, so I've been trying
to be more present lately.

Like, not relying on
my phone so much. [chuckles]

It's in my purse.

-In the room.
-[sighs] No.

Are… are we

trapped up here?

[Coach] All right, everybody!

The Wolves' star runner
is back from injury,

so what was already gonna be
a tight meet just got tighter.

We have 86 points up for grabs.
I wanna see a medal on all of ya.

[girls] Yes, Coach.

I'm sorry. What?

[louder] Yes, Coach!

That's much better.

What are you doing?

-Chemistry.
-Come on, Jackie.

It's a Saturday. We're on our way
to a really important track meet.

I know, but I already dropped a grade
in one class,

and there's no way
I'm dropping in anything else, so…

From now on, I'm gonna focus.

Doesn't it add character
to be a little rough around the edges?

Ask me that after I turn in this lab.

Danny said Cole's not coming today?

Oh no, what'd he do?

[Jackie] It's not important.

This is important. Today is important.

Did he cheat on you?

No. I mean, I don't think so.

He broke up with me.

-What?
-Erin, please.

I don't wanna go through the whole thing
of telling everybody right now.

I just really wanna focus
on the track meet.

I'm okay. Really.

I'm sorry.

But Cole can't handle it
when things get real,

and what the two of you had was real.

I thought so.

He always does this. He breaks everything.

He's not gonna break me.

All I wanna do today is win.

This is fun.

-You didn't have to come.
-Oh, yeah?

Tell that to Mom.

So, why after all these years
do you suddenly wanna go rock climbing?

I don't know. I just… wanted to get out.

What about you?

What about me?

Why'd you leave Hartford's?

Wasn't the right fit.

And look, I know the fight at that party
wasn't your fault. It was theirs.

It sounds stupid,

but I wanted them to like me.
It didn't work.

Sorry.

Doesn't matter now.

-So, Devil's Peak, huh?
-[gentle music playing]

You didn't wanna start off slow.

You had to jump right back
into the deep end.

It's very on-brand for you.

-Yeah.
-We used to come out here all the time.

Why did we stop?

Oh, my knee.

We stopped way before that.

It's kinda nice to know
there was a time before all this.

Yeah.

You're better than those Hartford guys.

You know that, right?

Yeah, I know.

Especially that Wylder guy.

Such a d*ck.

[Richard sighs]

Someone will come.

-Eventually.
-No, we're gonna miss Jackie's track meet.

And I wanted to be there for her,
and I messed that up too.

You know, before Jackie came here,
I… I was fun.

Fun Uncle Richard.

You know, I'd swoop in and I would take
Jackie and Lucy to… to Coney Island.

Or to the theater. I…

Just to get ice cream.

And now I'm yelling at her
and making demands and…

I miss being fun Uncle Richard, I guess.

I get it.

I do.

I know I don't have children.

But… those kids at school
have my whole heart.

And I see how hard
this time in life can be for them.

And for their parents.

It will be okay with Jackie. It will.

It might take some time.

But Jackie's a teenager.

It's her job to push you away.

It doesn't mean she doesn't love you.

And it doesn't mean
she won't come back to you.

She will.

I hope so.

Hello. What are you doing out here?

-Wait!
-Hi. Don't close that door.

Hold that door. You're an angel.

-Hi.
-[Tara] Hi.

Are you going somewhere?

Um, Isaac, he's, uh…
he's still on the couch.

And I think that Lee, um…

Lee went out with some friends, so…

What are you doing, Hannah?

I, uh… I almost hurt my son, Katherine.

But you didn't. Isaac's fine.
The doctor gave him the all clear.

Yeah. And I knew that…
I knew that Isaac had an almond allergy

because I was the one that took him
to the hospital the first time.

I think that he was, like… two.

And the way
that they looked to you for help…

You're the right person to raise them,
Katherine.

You and George. Not me.

So you have one hard parenting moment,
and you're just gonna leave again?

Oh, it's not
just one hard moment, Katherine.

It's like it's a million hard moments,

and I'm just…
I mean, I'm not cut out for it,

and I was kidding myself that I was.

Bullshit.

I'm sorry, Hannah,
but you know what? You're right.

Parenting is hard.

And it's all day. And it's every day.

And, you know, some days, they're so hard.

They're so demanding,
and they're so taxing.

And you're so exhausted that you feel like
you're not gonna be able to keep standing.

But you do.

'Cause that's the privilege
of having kids.

And I can't do it, Katherine.

You know, leaving them here
with you and George,

it's about the best thing
that I can do for them.

And I would risk them hating me

forever if it meant

that I did the right thing

at least once

in their lives.

Okay.

But this isn't how you wanna do this.

If you leave without saying goodbye,

you're never gonna be able
to get them back.

Well…

And I know after seeing you
these last weeks,

that is not what you want.

And your brother deserves a goodbye too.

Hannah, if you need to leave, then do it.

But this time do it right.

For them.

And for you.

♪ 'Cause yeah, I kinda like myself ♪

♪ And no, I don't need your help ♪

♪ 'Cause if I'd listened to you
I'd be ordinary ♪

♪ Yeah, I kinda like myself ♪

♪ So don't put me on the shelf ♪

♪ 'Cause if I'd listened to you
I'd be ordinary ♪

♪ No, no, no, no ♪

♪ No, no, no, no… ♪

Be calm. Stay focused.

First up is most important.

Jackie.

You really came through for us
in that 100 meter.

[Jackie] Thanks, Coach.

But we're behind.
Not by a lot. We can catch up.

But we need a clear win here.

Aurelita's anchor is fast,

but she's easily spooked
and makes mistakes.

You need to stay calm. Steady.

I'm ready, Coach.

Good.

Get some fluids
while you've still got time.

[phone ringing]

No. Not right now.

Hello?

[Martina] Jackie Howard?

Hi. Yes, that's me. Miss Alvarez?

Yes. I believe you're expecting my call.

We never got a chance to finish
our conversation in Silver Falls.

And now all my spots are taken.

But your friend Eliot
speaks very highly of you,

so I might be able
to make room for one more.

Uh, that would be amazing. But, um…

But?

I'm at a track meet right now.
Could I possibly call you a little later?

I'm in the airport lounge
for another 20 minutes.

And then I'll be unreachable for a while.

We could try and set up a call
in a few weeks, but

if you're really serious about this…

Right. Of course. I… I totally understand.

Can I call you right back?

Sure.

Okay.

[pensive music playing]

Jackie?

What are you doing?
Get ready. It's about to start.

This Ivy League college counselor
wants to talk to me,

but I have to call her back right now.

Okay. Go. Uh…

I can take your leg, but you need
to take my leg at the 800 relay.

I can only run three events.

I've never done the 800.
I don't know if I can.

You can.

You need to just pace yourself
and power through at the end.

But you can do it.

Okay. Let's switch.

-Yeah?
-Yeah.

Yeah, I'll let my mom know. Good luck.

You too.

["Come On Home" playing]

♪ I'm out at midnight… ♪

-You sure you're ready for this?
-We're here, aren't we?

♪ Another goodbye ♪

♪ It's not over ♪

♪ Not over ♪

♪ Sitting at the window ♪

♪ You know I follow ♪

♪ As life goes sh**ting by ♪

♪ Not over ♪

♪ It's not over ♪

♪ Come on home ♪

♪ Oh, I'm waiting for you ♪

♪ Thought that I knew how to let go ♪

♪ All I needed was you ♪

♪ All I, all I needed was you ♪

[Jackie] Yes, that's right.

Track, the newspaper, student council.

I'm even launching a new community space
for the people of Silver Falls.

Yes. I… I remember you mentioning
the community space at the dinner.

I felt there was a real need
for a place for kids to go

who might not have
anywhere else to decompress.

Sometimes home can be complicated.

It's impressive, Jackie.

Now, you talked about home,

and I hope it's okay, but Eliot shared
some of your experience. And…

Please let me say,
I'm sorry for your loss.

Thank you.

I wanted to ask
if the… experience of losing your family

was going to be the main focus
of your application essays.

[poignant music playing]

No.

Because… I don't want
to be defined by what I've lost.

I want to be defined by
how I continue to get up each day

and not be bitter or resentful.

I don't want to see the world
as a dark and a sad place.

I want to see it… as hopeful.

[chuckles]

That's a great answer.

[Jackie sighs]

[Martina] Thank you.

[music fades]

[cheering and applause]

-Hey.
-Hey.

[Danny] That was amazing.

You did great. I'm really proud of you.

Thank you.

Here. These are for you.
To fuel up for your next race.

[chuckles] You are the sweetest.
You know that?

I, uh… I didn't know you were doing
the 4x100. I thought that was Jackie's.

It is Jackie's race.

I'm just helping her out
'cause Cole broke up with her.

What?

Cole broke up with Jackie?

Yeah, you didn't know that?

No.

[sighs] She's hiding it,
but she's pretty upset.

Yeah, that makes a lot of sense now.
He was off this morning. I…

I should call him.

You're worried about him?

What do you mean?

You always take his side.

He's my twin.

What, that just gives him,
like, an automatic pass?

[Danny] No.

Look, I just… I don't get it.

He's been trying so hard lately
to be a better person.

Something must have happened.

Yeah. Cole Walter happened.
He does this every time.

Erin, look, you don't know him like I do.

We were together for years,
so yeah, I think I do know him.

But I can never mention that
because it upsets you.

I need to head back out in the field.

Hey, Erin, just wait.

Look, okay, it does upset me. Yeah.

It upsets me because you're the best thing
that's ever happened to me,

and I… really hate
that he treated you badly.

But he's like the closest family I have.

I get it. But

we did have a relationship,

and I'm tired of pretending
like we didn't.

[somber music playing]

[Danny] Yeah, I know.

I get it.

And I'm sorry.

You should be able
to talk about your past. I…

I don't love
that you and Cole were together.

But it's okay.

Like, I'm… I'm over it.

Look, you are my future.

Nothing will get in the way of that, okay?
Not even Cole.

Okay?

Okay.

Thank you.

[music fades]

What's that for?

Not that I'm complaining.

[Katherine sighs]

[George] Oh.

You okay?

Hannah's leaving.

What?

I caught her packing up her van

and was gonna leave
without saying goodbye.

-Where is she?
-No, honey, it's okay.

-No, no, it's not okay.
-No, she's not gonna do that now.

[George] How could she even…

After what…

What is… what is she thinking?

[Katherine] Listen, honey,

you need to understand
that this morning with Isaac, it

shook her.

She doesn't think she can be the mother
that those boys need.

Oh, really?

She's not trying to hurt any of you.

Well, she's doing a bang-up job of that.

I really hoped
that when she came here this time

that things would be different.

But sometimes people's struggles

or… demons
or whatever you want to call them,

they're just bigger than they are.

[George] Yeah.

I've been dealing with those struggles
and demons a long time.

She shouldn't even have come back here
if she's going to pull this again.

Listen.

[somber music playing]

Isaac and Lee's home is with us now.

It's going to devastate those boys
all over again.

Which is why we need to support her

in order to support them.

They need to know that they will
always have a place here with us.

She's making that really hard

because I have been supporting
and looking after her her entire life.

And you still are.

-[indistinct chatter]
-[whistle blows]

[upbeat music playing]

I'm here. I'm here. I'm here.

-I was starting to get worried.
-Sorry, Coach. I'm ready.

Good.

-How'd it go?
-She's gonna take me on.

Jackie, that's amazing!

So, listen,
the 4x800 is completely different, okay?

Pace yourself. You're used to sprinting,

but you gotta keep that kick
for the final 300, okay? You'll need it.

Thanks.

Anytime.

Ready? On three. One, two, three.

[team] Bighorns!

[music ends]

Well, we survived Devil's Peak.

[Alex] Yeah.

Thanks for letting me tag along.

I know it wasn't
what you were planning, but…

I liked having you here.

You know,

I never thought
I'd get over you and Jackie, but…

being out here with you today

was good.

Yeah.

When I see you two together,
it makes sense, you know?

I can see how happy you make each other.
And that's all I want… for both of you.

I'm saying something nice here.

We're not together anymore.

[scoffs] What?

I don't get it.

We, um…

we broke up.

-[somber music playing]
-[Alex] Jackie broke up with you?

-You broke up with her?
-[Cole] Look, it's not what you think.

-Okay, it's… it's complicated and…
-[Alex] Wait.

You know you practically
ruined my life, right?

When you decided
to go after my girlfriend.

[scoffs]

And I wanted to get over it

because I could see
how she felt about you,

so I tried, and I was dealing with it.
But now you broke up with her?

What the hell is wrong with you?
Do you like hurting people?

-I just… I don't want to talk about it.
-[Alex] Yeah, well, I do.

Every time I think
there's something… decent inside you,

you do something like this.

We've been together all day,
and you didn't tell me?

I was trying to do the right thing.

You were upset
about the rodeo stuff, and I…

I don't want to talk about it, okay?

What happens between me and Jackie
doesn't have anything to do with you.

Yeah, the hell it doesn't.

God, you're
the most pathetic, selfish, self-absorbed…

You know, one day the world
isn't going to bend to you anymore.

And you're going to end up alone
or on the streets or worse.

And you know what? No one's going to care.

♪ I spy with my little eye
My tall, dark, and handsome demise ♪

♪ And you say
You're one of the good guys ♪

♪ Yeah, right ♪

♪ You light a match, then walk away ♪

There. There she is!

♪ Like you couldn't care less
Of the mess you make ♪

♪ So wipe that… ♪

Kick it, Jackie!

♪ I know you act so cool… ♪

-Go! Go!
-Go, Jackie!

[both] Go, Jackie!

♪ You're 007, got a license to k*ll ♪

♪ I bet you blow it all up
Just for the thrill, yeah♪

♪ Your lips are a weapon… ♪

[Coach] Beautiful!

♪ You say you won't break my heart ♪

♪ But I know that you will ♪

[Jackie] It's so awkward.

-Save me a seat.
-You got it.

Jackie, congratulations. You were amazing.

Thanks, Ms. Jacobs.

Um, I'm gonna give you two a minute.

You kicked
some serious butt out there today.

I'm proud of you.

Thanks.

Jackie, I wanted to apologize
for how I handled,

well,

a lot of things.

Go on, I'm listening.

You've always been such a great kid,

and, of course,
you're allowed to make mistakes.

I overreacted because the truth is

I was scared.

I was scared I'd let you,
let your mom, let your family down.

You're all I have left. And… and I

held on too tight.

[poignant music playing]

[chuckles]

It was a lot easier being
cool Uncle Richard.

You know, I… I don't know
if I'm cut out to be a parent,

but… but I know I'm not your parent.

And I'll try harder.

Okay?

[sighs]

Does this mean you forgive me?

I know that you did what you did
because you love me,

and… honestly,
it feels good to be loved right now.

Hey, you okay?

Yeah. [chuckles]

Yeah.

Okay.

-Bye.
-[Richard] Bye.

[music fades]

They've been out there a long time.

Well, there's a lot to say. [sighs]

How are you holding up?

I wish things were different.

But at the same time,
I guess our life without Lee and Isaac

would probably be just as hard.

You know, I was thinking,

there's something
I'd really like to do for the boys.

[poignant music playing]

[Hannah chuckles]

Thank you. Thank you.

Thank you.

All right. I think that that's…

that's about it.

Are you sure you've got
enough water and food?

Do you think you might need anything else?

No. No, I'm good. Thanks.

Thanks, Katherine. Great.

And…

thank you.

Just… you kn…

Thank you.

Anytime.

-Okay.
-Hey.

I need you to take care of yourself.

I will.

You take care of my boys.

You know I will.

[Hannah] I do.

[sniffles]

All right. Well, at least I finally
got to learn a little about football,

so I know what the heck I'm watching
when George,

he's gonna send me
some of your game videos.

All you'll need to know
is I'll be k*lling it. That's it.

[Hannah] I believe you.

[chuckles]

And you.

[voice cracking] I hope you know
how much I love you.

I love you too, Mom.

You two. Come here.

Aw.

Okay. And you. And you. And you.

Okay. Here we go. Here we go. Here we go.

[car door closes]

[engine starts]

[George] Lee. Isaac.

Something I want to show you guys.

Come with me.

Mount up.

-Can I drive?
-[Isaac] No.

Heck no, you can't drive.

[George] All right. Come on.

[sighs]

Okay.

You can see the entire ranch

from this spot right here.

You know, your mom and I's grandfather,

he gave her that parcel of land
right down there.

Hmm.

And I'm giving this one to the two of you.

-What?
-What?

This is your home.

Nothing can ever take that away.

Thanks, Uncle George.

Oh wow.

[door opens]

Hey! How was Devil's Peak?

-What's wrong?
-Ask him.

What happened?

[door closes]

Mom, I think I need to go.

I'm gonna stay at Dylan's for a bit.

What?

Why? Cole…

Look at me.

It'd be better for everyone if I…

if I just left.

[sighs]

♪ Brand-new apartment ♪

♪ We sat on the floor ♪

♪ A blow-up mattress
And some plastic forks♪

♪ Clothes on the counter… ♪

How was your track meet?

No. You don't get to casually ask me
about my life anymore.

♪ Never been so… ♪

I'm gonna stay at Dylan's for a while.

Give you some space.

[Jackie] I never said
that I needed space from you.

It was the other way around.

♪ We can't imagine yet… ♪

I got in… to… to UT.

♪ Yours is the face I could never forget ♪

[voice breaking] Congratulations.

♪ But suddenly nothing
Is the way that it was ♪

♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪

♪ Don't know what you had ♪

♪ Until it's gone ♪

♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪

♪ Love someone ♪

♪ Love someone ♪

[sniffles]

♪ And suddenly nothing
Is the way that it was ♪

♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪

♪ Don't know what you had ♪

♪ Until it's gone ♪

♪ Is this what it feels like
To love someone? ♪

♪ Love someone ♪

♪ Love someone ♪

♪ Maybe sweet, maybe strange ♪

♪ Maybe pain's the price you pay ♪

♪ To love someone ♪

♪ To love someone ♪