03x12 - Engulf My Despair, Verdure

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I see.

As soon as someone wields the sword,
it'll automatically be activated.

But no one knows how the sword
looks like when it's activated.

So, they can't use its power.

Stop.

If they say that death is something
that has been set in stone,

I'll always be able

to set your death in stone at any time.

I'm not dead yet!

After this, do not show up
in front of me ever again.

I'll only warn you once.

Next time, I'll k*ll you.

You are just a man.

You are just a man!

SORCEROUS STABBER ORPHEN:
CHAOS IN URBANRAMA

ENCASE MY DESPAIR, EMERALD

My duty is to k*ll the Deep Dragon.

Helpart will eliminate everyone
who gets in my way.

What is this?

Why can't I remember anything about this?

Is it happening again?

What did I lose again this time?

The Deep Dragon can k*ll someone
at once with just its gaze alone.

It feels unbelievable
to be able to look at it

up close right now.

Damian, I'm here!

You told me
that you would explain to me here!

I didn't say that.

I asked you to talk to her yourself.

Her?

Orphen!

What?

I can't believe you!

Why did you dodge my hug?

Don't tell me that...

Are you Claiomh?

That's what happened.

This Deep Dragon's child

lend her its body and magic power.

But this kind of thing...

There's nothing shocking about it.

For the Deep Dragon,
this is something simple.

Are you kidding me?

Why did it do that?

Because I asked Leki to do so.

Why?

Well. Where should I start?

Anyway, I can talk to you like this

thanks to Damian
who taught me how to do it.

It's a miracle that her spirit can merge

with the Deep Dragon's body so seamlessly.

Besides, just by standing there,

our mind is like an open page for her.

Our mind?

Surprisingly, Orphen is not thinking
about anything weird.

Sorry to disappoint.

I was shocked when I read Ryan's mind.

Explain everything to me
according to the timeline.

After we parted ways with you yesterday,

we were ambushed by Ryan at the inn.

Although Leki planned
to fight against Ryan,

it seemed like it was in pain.

Leki was in pain?

If it goes against Ryan who's
a member of the Doppel X,

it means that the Deep Dragon
is going against the Sanctuary

as well as all the other Deep Dragons
that are residing inside it.

So, I told it to leave the fight to me.

And I don't know what happened next.

For the Deep Dragon that
doesn't have individual consciousness,

it won't mind at all to share
its consciousness with its partner.

If she merges her consciousness with it,
her spirit will be destroyed.

So, the Deep Dragon gave her
its body and magic power.

And I think the Deep Dragon
is in her body now.

Can we change them back?

I don't think it'll be an issue.

After turning into this,

when I saw Ryan,

everything in his mind

came into mine.

Including the function
of that weird outfit.

As well as all the other things.

The function of that outfit?

Time out.

What are you going to do?

Do you have to ask?

I have to do this!

Are you going to fight Ryan?

I'm going to save him!

You want to save him?

It's true that Claiomh is the only one

who can handle this right now.

The same thing happened again.

It's okay. No matter what I lost,

my despair didn't start with this.

Mum, will a frog always be this tiny?

Yes.

Why can't it become bigger?

Because it has already evolved.

It's an adult frog now.
It can't evolve anymore.

I see.

They'll lay eggs again
in spring next year.

Then, you'll understand
what I'm saying right now.

I see.

Begone!

Amazing. I can see everything.

But my spirit is not strong enough.

I can't continue attacking any longer.

You secretly asked me
not to tell him about the risk.

I think he can find Ryan

from the sea of trees and k*ll him.

You don't have to take this risk.

Don't act like you are worrying about me.

You just want Leki's power!

I'm not trying to hide my intent.

If you can control this power,

you will become a formidable force.

Don't make me destroy you.

You've already started
to get drunk on the power.

You can't retain
your consciousness for long.

Its consciousness will merge with yours

and you'll become the real Deep Dragon.

Leki won't do that to me!

I can't let you become
the real Deep Dragon

if you are not willing to do my bidding.

Ryan, you have to go to the outside world.

The spectre from the past has appeared.

Istersiva's Childman.

We have already predicted that.

Because she knows the lifespan
of the barrier better than anyone.

It's also proof that this world

is running out of time.

I need to explain everything to you.

So, please leave the Sanctuary

and become our warrior.

This armour will protect you.

Begone!

So, this is the merging process.

I have to be quick.

I have to be quick!

You have to go to the outside world.

Don't take that!

Ryan, you!

I can't move?

So, it's you, Damian.

I can't believe this.

I can't do anything.

I...

Claiomh!

Orphen?

Those injuries are nothing.

They'll heal soon.

I was attacked by Damian.

A spiritual attack?

Why did he attack you?

It's me...

Claiomh!

Hey, Claiomh!

Listen to me.

A White Sorcerer
can bypass all physical laws

to get the end result that they want.

But because of that,
the result is not real.

So, as long as you have a strong will,

you can fight against his manipulation.

Do you understand? Don't give up!

I can't believe this. Why is this person

so eager to destroy the people around me?

I unsheathe thee,

Sword

of Light!

Why won't you give up?

You know about that armour too, right?

Snack Green?

He continues to lose his memories
in the cycle of death and resurrection.

His memories.

Memories are

the foundation of a person, right?

When he loses his memories,

it means

that he's denying
everything about himself.

He has always been living like that.

I want to save Ryan!

I can only say that you are
more brave than wise.

Even if you don't take
this kind of meaningless risk,

with my help,

your companion will k*ll him.

I've never seen someone
as despicable as you.

I build thee,

Tower of the Sun!

My attack has no effect on it at all.

If that's the case,

I chant thee,

Holy Tune

of Destruction!

It doesn't matter
if Claiomh will win or not.

I just need to buy her more time.

I shatter thee,

Primordial

Silence!

I can't believe it.

Although I know it's a weapon
from the Celestials,

I can't believe that it can cancel
my attack with magic runes.

Claiomh!

Claiomh!

You shouldn't have said
those things to her.

Even if you teach her, an amateur,
on how to fight against White Magic,

you'll just distract her.

Shut up! I don't need you to tell me that.

Looks like we already have a winner.

Claiomh.

Now, let's track Ryan down.

I'll leave it to you
to give him the final blow.

You!

This is pointless.

Claiomh said that she wanted to save him!

How can we let him live

after what he had done?

Are you talking about me?

Are you here to surrender?

Stop joking. Why should I surrender?

I came out because
there's no threat against me now.

And I've completed my goal
in defeating the Deep Dragon.

That's not Leki! That's Claiomh!

What?

It's pointless to tell him that.
He has lost his memories.

What?

Yes.

Not only my memories.
Even my personality may have changed.

They'll get destroyed bit by bit.

Same with my body.

I think even my organs
have been infested by cancerous cells.

But I won't die.

Because this armour will keep me alive.

This is a trial.

What?

Someone had said that before.

I wanted to see where fate would bring me.

I thought that I wouldn't be able
to defeat the Deep Dragon.

Since I've won, I have no choice

but to live longer.

Don't think that I'm eager to die.

I carry the missions of the Sanctuary.

So, I have to live to complete them.

Then, I'll show those of you
who will slowly die what despair is.

You should know very well

that it's pointless
to fight against me, right?

k*lling him is your job.

What I do against someone

who can't die?

We can just do this!

What happened?

Claiomh is better

than you.

Claiomh's consciousness has overcome
the power of your manipulation.

So, she used part of the dead body

to make a copy of it and
transferred her spirit there.

Am I right, Claiomh?

How did you know?

Because I saw a tail coming out

from the wound of the body.

I was upside down.

So, it was so hard to get out of the body.

Okay now. Get up, Ryan.

You have to apologise properly

to everyone for the things that you did.

Ryan?

What a fool.

You can never save him.

Taking away the Snack Green from him

-is just like...
-Shut up!

How is this possible?

I really want to tell you

about my despair.

Do you still remember me?

It doesn't matter who you are.

I've always wanted

to tell someone

about my despair.

Ryan, I...

In this world without God,
no miracle will happen.

But the absence of a miracle
doesn't constitute despair.

The true despair is having

to continue living despite knowing that.

Despair.

No one is here to save me. Does it mean

that my companion is dead too?

Forget it.

Nothing matters anymore.

Nothing...

Ryan.

I still feel strange sometimes.

I feel like I'm floating and
my mind feels like it's fragmented.

Being in my own body is still the best.

It's a bit scary

to be able to use magic.

Moreover, it's powerful magic.

Do you feel the same way too, Orphen?

The Tower calls it
the melancholy of a sorcerer.

Did you feel the same way too?

I was very young back then.

Although I was scared,

I would die if I didn't use my magic.

So, I got used to it.

I see.

Majic is inside here, right?

Yes.

Can I enter the ward with it?

Wait outside. I'll get him discharged now.

Okay.

Orphen.

What is it?

Ryan is dead

because I was being presumptuous, right?

What should I do now?

Just be your usual self.

We can only do our best, right?

That scoundrel.

He made Claiomh understand
what despair is.

What will happen to Claiomh after this?

It'll be up to her now.

What did he do

to me?

Who are you?

Although there's no need
to keep a promise to a dead person,

I can't just let you run away like this.

As I am the successor of Ryan.

I'm right. This is the b*ttlefield!

The Silver Moon Princess
is that legendary princess, right?

What is that? It sounds ancient.

"DANCE ON MY b*ttlefield, DEAR VISITORS"
It's a princess!