01x23 - Episode 23

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♪ Time flies and your soul is escaping ♪

♪ With chaotic breaths, you strive to fight ♪

♪ Yet you keep being labeled ♪

♪ Crushing your last bit of courage ♪

♪ The storm leaves you defeated ♪

♪ Emotions are pushed to the edge ♪

♪ With endless words, who takes a stand ♪

♪ Join me in my dreams ♪

♪ In the long night, I'm waiting for a chance ♪

♪ Have you seen the tomb's secret? ♪

♪ Where does the person in my dreams go? ♪

= Sadistic Love =

= Episode 23 =

Now,

I want you and Anran
to accompany me in death.

Tang,

stop being so stubborn.

Let me tell you,

I k*lled He Molin.

And I used Zhao Zhiqian

to make her believe you were the culprit.

I saw you turn against
each other at the funeral.

You can't imagine how happy I was.

Tang...

This must be one of the few happy moments

in my otherwise painful life.

Now,

I will return all my love and hatred

back to you.

The Year of Rooster,

what a great year.

[5th day, 18th]
[The Year of Rooster]

[is the year I first met my brother]

Tang.

Tang.

The Year of Pig

is the year we parted ways.

Brother, I'll head out first.

Go ahead.

Brother.

Wait for me to come back.

Tang.

I'll wait and roast

sweet potatoes for you.

I understand.

You've endured so much pain.

But I've never intended to deceive you.

You asked me to wait for you.

And I truly did wait.

But the He Family
came to take my mother away.

I waited for a long time.

But my mother still took me away.

I left you a message.

I thought you'd wait for me.

[I went to He's Mansion. I'll be back.]

But when I returned, you were gone.

I even asked Anran

to beg her father to take you in.

Tang,

why won't you trust me?

I've always regarded you as my brother.

Impossible.

You're lying to me.

When I went back,

there was clearly nothing there.

[I went to He's Mansion.]
I found it out

[I'll be back.]
on my own.

Tang.

Just k*ll me.

Helian Zheng.

Don't push me.

If...

this can extinguish
the hatred in your heart,

and bring back

the pure and kind Tang you once were,

then my life

is yours to take.

Helian Zheng, don't push me.

Helian Zheng, stay back!

Tang.

I told you not to push me.

Helian Zheng.

No.

No.

Tang.

Tang, listen to me.

We are brothers.

No matter how many mistakes you've made,

you are still my brother.

You are my family.

I regret it.

Back when you were at your lowest,
if I had been by your side,

shielding you from the storm,

would you have ended up like this?

Tang,

wake up.

You're not someone who lives on hatred.

Zheng,

I have no way back now.

I won't accept any judgment either.

Protect the governor!

Wait, don't sh**t!

Don't sh**t!

The Year of Dog

is the year we reunited.

Tang.

Do you enjoy acting?

The fleeting dream

of Lu Sheng.

None of the characters

can compare to Lu Sheng in my heart.

There's something

that can freeze time

and record our entire life.

[Tang,]

[you've been through so much,]

[and I knew nothing about it.]

I've long forgotten.

Tang.

I'm worried about you.

[The Year of Dog]

[is also the year we parted forever.]

Tang.

[Zheng,]

[if you were given another chance,]

[would you choose to go back with me?]

Tang!

♪ Turning the last page ♪

♪ Only then did I realize ♪

♪ We have been apart for fifteen years ♪

Tang.

Tang.

Tang.

♪ Similar silhouettes ♪

♪ Or the same g*n-holding gesture ♪

♪ Consider it as heaven's mercy ♪

Brother.

♪ They say it's out of reach ♪

♪ Life's words are given to fierce flames ♪

♪ Solid jade will shatter rocks ♪

You're back.

♪ A pen dipped in honey
can seek a trace of life ♪

I'm back.

♪ He refused to live idly in this world ♪

♪ So I carry his legacy, raising the flag ♪

We'll never be apart again.

♪ Bury my right hand at the old site ♪

♪ Better not see the daylight ♪

♪ It has burned countless ♪

♪ Words that should see the light ♪

♪ In the dead of night ♪

♪ Shaking my trembling fingers ♪

♪ Turning over the ashes in the basin ♪

♪ Crying silently in mourning ♪

♪ A blank sheet of paper ♪

Brother.

I'm back.

♪ Matching suits and rings ♪

Tang.

Tang!

♪ Made a romantic history ♪

♪ It was then revealed on a summer day ♪

♪ Let names be buried in history ♪

♪ No need for grand praises ♪

♪ Just hope future know my steadfast will ♪

Tang...

♪ My heart also given to the fervent red flag ♪

♪ In this life, no one dares mention the next ♪

♪ Bury the soul in the spring ♪

♪ With him as my neighbor ♪

♪ Those words that were never spoken in life ♪

♪ I will say them myself after I die ♪

♪ The news of victory comes to my ears ♪

♪ An old friend stands close before me ♪

♪ I raise the g*n ♪

♪ To meet him in prosperity ♪

Anran.

Zheng.

There are only

five b*ll*ts in his g*n.

Not one was meant to truly k*ll you.

♪ Blurry silhouette, dark soliloquy ♪

♪ Skipping tape ♪

Helian Zheng.

I truly envy you.

♪ Shattered colors ♪

I can't let him be alone.

♪ Time flies and your soul is escaping ♪

His life has been too hard.

♪ You strive to fight ♪

♪ Yet you keep being labeled ♪

♪ Crushing your last bit of courage ♪

Don't!

♪ The storm leaves you defeated ♪

♪ Emotions are pushed to the edge ♪

♪ With endless words, who takes a stand ♪

Have you seen my brother?

No, I haven't.

He's about this tall.

Thank you.

Tang!

[If...]

[If I had waited a little longer...]

[would everything...]

[have turned out differently?]

[But reality...]

[don't allow "ifs".]

♪ Like a drowning whale ♪

♪ Falling into you ♪

♪ Into every inch of your body ♪

♪ Then it fell apart ♪

♪ Without a trace ♪

♪ Like a warm winter ♪

♪ Running barefoot to you ♪

♪ Spreading in your cold palm ♪

♪ Vanishing in your warm breath ♪

♪ Because nobody knows ♪

♪ Can't ever go back ♪

♪ You touch my heart, my heart ♪

♪ Why is it so calm? ♪

♪ Cause everybody knows ♪

♪ Can't ever go back ♪

♪ I have long lost myself ♪

♪ And lost you too ♪