01x12 - Private

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[Previously on The Frog]

He would break my arms and legs.

- I don't know.
- What do you mean you don't know?

Answer me. Why did the place go off?

But when I came back,
the old man stopped me and said

"Why did you leave
your sister with this guy?"

"He said the guy is not a good guy"

That b*stard Nouri distracted me.

He sent me somewhere that I wouldn't
be able to cause him trouble.

I don't like to make you do it.

How did you convince him so quickly?
Did you hypnotize him?

I'll ask you once again now.

Do you know hypnosis?

I do.

What do you plan to do
with your share, cutie?

Nothing. I wanna use it
to take your share from you.

- What's the matter with you?
- It didn't influence you, did it?

What didn't influence?

What the cutie robbed on you.

Stop acting.

The boy is messing with both of us.

I know that this finger isn't the finger.

Do you know where he is right now?

He went to get the stamp.

Do you think I'm such an idiot
to put the stamp right in front of you?

When did I betray you?

The Thai building.

You tricked that Kian guy.
You influenced him.

Like you always did. You told him to turn
the electricity meter on when he was done

I can't believe it. How could you?

You ruled everyone with it all these years.

But you told us it was your gift.

What happened in the past few days

that made us fight with each other?

Put it down and let's talk.

Did you bring it?

What should I have brought?

I swear to god I'll sh**t, Nouri.
I just want my share.

Put the g*n down.

Did you really think that I would
give you a g*n full of b*ll*ts

so that you'd sh**t us both with it?

What did you think?

The g*n in your hand is fake.

[Episode 12]
[Private]

When you reverse everything,

you'll find a lot of things
you didn't see the first time.

You didn't see them
because they didn't exist.

Because they must have been there
but they weren't.

In fact, you just expected
them to be there.

But exactly when no one's noticing

and everyone's fighting
over having or not having,

someone disappears.

Hello.

How can I help you?

I'd like to visit Amirali Shams Abadi.

Are you a relative?

Only first-degree relatives
are allowed inside.

I'm his wife.

Your ID.

Show me the palm of your hand.

You can go in.

Hello.

Give me your hand.

I wanna see it.

I missed you.

Did you hear me?

I can tell when you lie to me.

My hand was the first thing
you looked at once you got in.

You were happy that
you didn't have to see it

when you saw I had a bandage on.

I'm sure you've been thinking about

how to deal with this situation

throughout the days we couldn't
be with each other.

With the finger I don't have anymore.

About how you're going to touch it.

About how you're going to stop yourself
from getting disgusted.

I truly understand you.

Seeing it is irritating.

But I don't understand at all

why are you pretending

that you enjoy seeing it?

Do you know why I fell in love with you?

Because you can't control yourself.

You say whatever you think of.

Yeah, I looked at it.

Because I cared about it.

Because I wanted to know how it was.

I looked at it unconsciously when I got in.

Because I care about you.

Stop making me upset. I'm already
too invested in this relationship.

I miss you so much.

Stop making it look worthless
with your words.

You're all full of crap.

You have your life out of here.

You don't care at all
what's happening to me here.

How are you so sure?

I miss you so much I can't sleep at night.

Your insomnia has another reason.
Don't blame it on me.

What's the reason?

Your brother’s house.

What does the place have to do with it?

Everything has to do with that place.

Everything has to do
with your b*stard brother

and the tall idiot.

I think about it almost every night.

I review every single detail.

Why can't I remember
anything from that day?

I'm sure they did something to me.

I have explosions in my head every night.

Every single arteriole
in my brain is about to tear.

I can't get a break from getting
nosebleeds. Do you know why?

Because I haven't forgotten
anything in forty years.

Nothing.

I even remember what color my towel was

when I was seven months old.

Your b*stard brother

did something to me that made me

pick up the phone intentionally

and confess to partnership in m*rder.

If you see me not making
you guys regret about it,

it's only because
I don't know many things yet.

I have more than enough people

to send to your house at night

who would put every
single one of you in sacks

and take you to the deserts near Tehran

and bury you alive.

Get the hell out now.

There's nothing between us anymore.

You're really ominous.

I'm Leila, Amirali.

You're talking to me. I'm ominous?

Yeah. You're really ominous.

Everything has gone wrong since you came.

I lost everything.

My life.

- My son.
- What about your wife?

Are you ashamed to talk about your wife?

My wife.

You're not even calling her by name.
You call her your wife.

You tricked me.

You told me your brother knew something

that could get me out of prison.

I never knew he had plans
to take my finger with him.

To ruin my reputation.

To embarrass me.

That I would get life in prison.

I'm here for life, Leila.

I cannot get out.

This is all because
of you and your brother.

I'm starting to get offended.

So I'm the one to blame here?
Is this all my fault?

Yeah, it's your fault.
You put it in my head

that your brother knows hypnosis.
I was serving my sentence.

Were you serving your sentence
or were you waiting to get ex*cuted?

What am I waiting for now?

Am I waiting to be released?

Back then, I was waiting with one
m*rder charge with one plaintiff,

but now, I'm waiting with three
charges of m*rder with three plaintiffs.

Back then, I only had to get
the consent of one person,

But now, I have to get
the consent of three people.

So you're going to blame it on me
now that everything's gone wrong?

It had already gone wrong.

It all went wrong the moment I left this
damn place to attend my son's birthday.

Why aren't you seeing me?

Why aren't you seeing me instead of
all the people who don't exist anymore?

b*stard.

I lost my poor child

just because I saw you.

That's enough for me.

But that's not enough for you apparently.

You can't get enough.

You're the only person who
could gradually penetrate my soul.

Your brother isn't the one
influencing people. You are.

By being nerve-wracking.

By

Don't you love me anymore?

No, not at all.

Even if I told you my brother
doesn't hypnotize people?

There's something else.

What?

There's someone called Ramin.

He was friends with the ones
you confessed to having m*rder*d.

He's been hanging out around our house

or trying to get some information
about my brother for a while now.

He told me it's not hypnosis.
There's something else.

What else is there?

I figured it out.

It's a Thai drug called The Frog.

As soon as you touch its dust

or smell it, you'd be like a servant
to the guy for the next twelve hours.

They say you wouldn't
remember anything either.

You'd only obey.

Why didn't you tell me sooner?

Because I just found out.

Is it with you now?
Did you bring some?

I don't know where it is yet.

He might keep it in his safe.

Can you bring me some?

I really need it.

I can get out of here.

I can get the consent of the boy's family.

Will you bring me some?

Why do you treat me so badly?

I didn't treat you badly, sweetheart.

I'm in a really bad situation here.

I'm not myself.

I'm not the person for places like this.

I won't make it, Leila.

I won't be able to pay people's wages
if I stay here for six more months.

Are you asking me why I don't
love you in this situation?

I didn't say that.

- I asked why you treated me badly.
- Whatever. You meant the same thing.

It doesn't mean the same thing.

That's what was in your mind. Right?

That's why you repeated it out loud.
Because you don't really love me.

Help me get out.

I'll make it up to you.

You don't need to make it up to me.

I just want you to be with me.

I am.

Promise me.

Aren't you coming to me?

Why are you selling your brother out?

Because of you.

I'm important but he isn't?

Do you doubt me?

Answer me. Why are you doing this?

Because you're real and he's not.

You're a relative and he's not.

There's a difference between you two.

Okay, but he has been
like a brother to you.

But he didn't let me have a mother.

Yes, he has been like a brother to me
but I'm sure he k*lled my mother.

Why would he do that?

Because he always pitied her.

Because his father used to beat my mom.

When I was a child, he told me once that

god takes the people he loves sooner.

He then said that he had a dream
about my mother flying high to heaven.

"But don't you worry."

"I'm here with you."

"Your brother will always be with you."

He actually was there for me all the time.

Why did he do that?

To prove to his father that my mother
died because of his tortures.

I'm here for

k*lling my child's m*rder*r.

Yet your brother is out there
despite k*lling his parents.

How just.

Amirali?

Speak.

Yes, dear?

Say "Yes, dear" when I call your name.

Yes, dear?

Would you k*ll for me?

I wouldn't do it again for anyone.

Why did you k*ll for
your previous wife then?

It was for my son.

Not anyone else.

- I wouldn't do it again.
- It's just a game.

Don't take it seriously. Just say it.

Would you k*ll for me?

Louder.

- Would you?
- Yeah.

Yeah, what?

Yeah. I would k*ll for you.

Why?

Because I'm in love with you.

You're my everything.

I'd k*ll for you, too.

I peed, Negar.

- I'll take him.
- Sit.

A five-year-old who's still
unable to control himself

better stay uncomfortable a little.

Didn't we talk several times about you
telling Rozhin about it before it happens?

Eat your food.

I think, Negar, that Aryo

already knows he made a mistake.

I'll take him.

With your permission.

This is the last time.

If you attempt to

unleash your childhood anger
on Arya ever again,

I'll grab you by the neck,

pick you up,

and smash your face on the wall

to the point that you would need the boy

to go to the bathroom.

Is there something wrong?

No. This is the men's restroom.
I think you took the wrong door.

No. I took the right one.

Why didn't his mother do it?

This is the sort of thing
women should do, not men.

Stay here and you won't get lost.

I'm sorry, ma'am.

Yes?

Can I ask why you're following me?

Because I'm attracted to you.

At the restaurant.

In the men's restroom.

You happen to park your car
in front of our garage.

I look to the left and you're there.

I look to the right and you're there.

What's going on?

I think that you're attracted to me

that you see me everywhere you look.

Because my presence here
is a pure coincidence.

Doesn't your neighborhood
have supermarkets?

This is our neighborhood.

I don't know you.

Do you know all the people here?

Who do you work for?

Myself.

Women who wear dark lipstick scare me.

You're scared because you love dark colors.

I've memorized all your clothes.

None of them are in light colors.

You should be scared though.

Because you'll fall in love
with me in no time.

Don't look at her.

Don't even stand up when she gets here.

- Why?
- Because the one approaching is my wife.

I don't want her to think
there's anything between us.

Isn't there anything?

Kid?

Listen to adults.

You'll soon go home and
get to play with your dolls.

- Okay?
- I don't like my dolls anymore.

I want a new doll.

Where's Aryo?

He's under care.

Why?

To check for any possible brain injury.

How hard did he fall?

Apparently, he couldn't reach the toys

so he climbed the shelves and he fell.

Apparently?

You don't even know what happened exactly?

I don't know exactly because
I was busy buying something.

You were busy buying something?

Do I know her?

We were shopping on the same aisle
and she was kind enough

to bring Aryo to the hospital.

Were you shopping together?

Together

on the same aisle.

Don't you have a car of your own
that you took her car?

You have all these servants.

I wanted to be alone with Aryo.

I neither wanted you there,

nor anyone else.

Are you sure you wanted
to be alone with Aryo?

You weren't watching him when he fell.

What were you busy with?

His phone.

He was on his phone.

He was talking to someone
when the kid fell.

Didn't you have anything else to do
except for watching my husband and son

that you looked at every detail?

Were you looking for anything special?

Yeah.

I was looking for you.

I wanted to know if this man
has a wife and that kid has a mother.

Have you found out yet?

Yeah, I have.

Whenever I left this place,
there was always some kind of trouble.

There was either someone

or someone had already left
or someone was about to leave.

An unhealthy environment destroys people.

Parents disrespect each other all the time

in front of small children

yet when a 3-year-old kid farts,

they call them names.

Who did the child look up to?

Did they look up to me?

They looked up to you.

Who looked up to me?

I meant you as an example parent.

They watch you picking your nose

so they poke their ears.

They watch parents like you
and learn curse words.

Otherwise, all kids are innocent.

Are you with me?

I am.

But you've closed them.

What have I closed?

Are you tired?

Yeah. I didn't sleep well last night.

- I hope you get your energy back soon.
- Thanks.

Shall we start talking?

Okay.

- Okay.
- Who do you keep texting?

Why do you think it's only
possible to text people by phone?

Are these people going
to hang around forever?

They're my friends. I can't throw them out.

You didn't fix the heaters either.

I called someone to have them fixed.
Why are you so mad?

I'm cold right now.

Put this on for now.

I don't want to wear that. I wanna go.

Put this on for now.

What's gotten into you?

Where do you wanna go?

Nothing. I'm bored.

I wanna go home.

You wanna go home or to our friend?

Who's our friend?

Shams.

No.

I haven't penetrated
his life enough yet

for him to leave his family on
the weekend to come to me.

So you plan to go all the way in. Right?

Penetrate?

Do you want me to leave him?

Whatever you say.

He's not gonna demolish my house.

But all your family will be homeless.

Why have you changed since
you've been meeting the guy?

How have I changed?

Are you in love with him?

You're such a disgraceful person.

I got close to the guy because of you.

To help you.

To stop them from demolishing your house

so that you wouldn't end up homeless.

So that you could go to my brother

and I wouldn't be ashamed of my choice.

This is your house.

This is how you look
and that's how you talk.

Is it my fault that the municipality
is forcing me out?

Is it my fault that I look like this?

Do you think that I don't
like buying Armani suits

and go to your brother in an SUV?

What should I do when nothing works?

Leila?

What I'm trying to say is,

don't throw the baby
out with the bathwater.

You were supposed to go there
and figure out something

to get him to sign something to stop
them from tearing this place down.

Now I'm afraid you'd go with the guy
and ruin my whole life.

Watch your mouth.

- Am I a street hooker to go with anyone?
- Love makes street hookers out of people.

It changes people in a way they wouldn't
understand how crazy they've become.

Just like me going crazy for you.

You're disgraceful
for calling it an illness.

I call it a gift.

The fact that I remember everything
cannot be called a gift.

A gift is when I can actually
forget about some stuff.

Like me?

Do you like to erase me from your mind?

I wouldn't be able to do so
even if I wanted to.

Awesome.

But you know it's not possible.

It's not possible or you
don't want it to be possible?

Of course, I want it.

It's not possible because
everything is taking its natural course.

Everything in my life is perfect.

- It's not perfect.
- It is.

Everything is perfect
when my son is around.

What about your wife?

Don't ever talk about my wife again.

Don't ever talk about my life again.

You heard me.

It's not possible.

Okay.

It's not important.

Just be with me.

That's enough.

The rest is not important.

- Take off your glasses.
- I'm good.

I'm uncomfortable.

Nobody's here to recognize you.

I wanna see your eyes.

Look at me.

It's raining now. Let's get in the car.

Welcome. How can I help you?

I'd like to buy pictures.

Very well. Which one do you like?

All of them.

I'm sorry but are you sure?

About what?

They are pretty expensive.

Tell her someone wants
to buy all your pictures.

Just name the price.

Sure.

Excuse me?

She said she doesn't intend to sell.

What did she tell you?

I said what did she tell you?

She said,

"I won't sell pictures to just anyone"

I'm sorry for the other day.

The truth is that I shouldn't
have interfered.

It's okay.

Did you forgive me?

I told you. It's okay.

Are we going to meet again
for it to be an important issue?

I apologized.

I'm sorry.

Would you like me to shout so that
everyone would find out about it?

No.

I forgive you.

You're being impolite.

You're being impolite, ma'am.

You want to explain your pieces
to different people

to make them understand
their concept and buy them.

But I'm willing to buy them all.

Yet you're trying to get back at
me for a small misunderstanding.

I can't be bought if you think
you can get close to me and my life

with these idiotic tactics.

I'm sure you're from a party or something

to cause trouble for Amirali.

But Amirali said he isn't
from the government.

Shams.

You should call him Shams.

Wash your mouth before you say his name.

I don't need your husband, ma'am.

I'm an artist who's in love with art.

I'm here to add pictures to my collection.

Everyone?

Can I have your attention for a moment?

This woman intends to buy all my pictures.

But I don't want to sell them to her

as I think she knows nothing about art.

Of course, she says that she does.

If so,

I promise I won't take a penny

and give them all to her for free.

I'll sign all of them, too.

What's my name?

Do you think it is possible for someone

to be in love with
pieces of art from an artist

whose name they don't even know?

What's the technique used for the pictures?

Alright.

You only have to say whether these

are photos or paintings.

No matter the number of plastic surgeries,

my face still reeks of slums.

Damn this life. I spent hours
watching fancy movies

to learn how to talk properly

but I couldn't.

Look. The heaters don't work.
Gas is expensive.

And there's Foad, my brother.

It's 2000 and something now.

Who has a Hamza in their name these days?

Who fights with their girlfriend?

What about world peace then?

My name is originally Irene.

I'm called Zari in my ID

but my father used to call me Irene.

He loved the singer.

Then I don't know what happened

that everyone started calling me Nafas.

It must have been my old boyfriend
who constantly used to call me Nafas

and honestly, after all the
horrible days I had in my life,

I figured being a Nafas would
be much better than being a Zari.

But I'm confused now.

I don't know if I should
call myself Nafas, Zari

or the ancient Roman goddess, Irene.

But whenever I see a white pigeon,

it reminds me of world peace.

You know it better.
I'm good at making peace.

The same thing happened
between me and Saman.

He dealt with me well and left.

But in return, I learned from him that

"I should expand my horizons in my head"

"I shouldn't take just any
path and I should wait"

Don't go to the bathroom.
You'll be screwed.

- What are you doing?
- I hope we still have running water

- I'm packing my stuff to leave.
- And I hope we're all healthy.

- Why?
- Are you awake?

Because my brother is suspicious.

So you're leaving and
won't come back? Right?

- I will.
- I wanna play some music.

But I'll be around less.

What happens to our music then?
What happens to our album?

I don't know.

I may not sing anymore.

Are you going to your brother or
are you going to that freaky b*stard?

Watch your mouth.

Don't ever think that I would go
anywhere just because I came here.

You were supposed to help me.

We were supposed to build
our life together somehow.

Now you're ditching me like that?

A life with you?

With someone who sends his future wife

to play the role of
a lover to get a signature

just to save his house?

Not possible.

You're right. I'm not man enough.

You were the one fixating on
being able to get the guy's consent.

Now you're packing and leaving?

I was happy that I at least had you.

That you were a reason for me to stay calm.

I won't make it in this
dog hole without you.

I'll do something to myself.

Raise your head, Leila.

Is there something wrong?

What are these?

Our photos.

I asked, "What are these?"
I didn't ask, "Who are these?"

Who took them?

I did.

You did?

Why did you do that?

To hold you to ransom and threaten you.

I can't believe it.

I trusted you, Leila.

I know.

I never thought you'd hurt me.

- Hurt you?
- Yeah, hurt me.

I'll die if a single
hair falls off your head.

How much do you want?

Nothing.

I said how much should I pay you
to give me the photos?

I said I don't want anything.

I wanted to leak them but I don't
want to do it anymore.

I never thought I would
fall in love with you but I did.

My fiance's house was
about to get demolished.

They said everything would be alright
if you wrote and signed the request.

I planned to fake everything
to get your signature.

The house was everything they had.

They were about to lose it
for next to no money.

His father begged so much
and I pitied them.

Your brother's wealth can't be matched.

Why didn't you get money from
him to buy the house for them?

You don't have any money
yet you went to the gallery

and said you wanted to buy all of them?

Does your son have control
over your assets?

So you lied.

I'm someone like him.

I can only enjoy watching
the fish behind the aquarium.

I can't touch them.

I can't put my hands in
the water and take them out.

Because they're not mine.

You can't because they'll die.

But I like to hug them.

Caress them.

I want them to look at me.

Amirali?

I'd die without you.

I can't continue without you.

I don't want anything from you.
I just want to be by your side.

I want you to sign that

so that I can give it to him
so he'd get out of my life forever.

Do you still love me?

What's this?

He signed it?

Are you serious?

I only did it for your father.

Don't ever call me again.

Who was it, Nafas?

Nothing. Dad just fell.

He's a bit fatter now. He can't go through.

Did you hear me?

Don't ever call me again.

Yeah, I heard.

I won't ever call you again.

Send me a wedding invitation though.

I wanna be there that night.

I wanna get to know the guy.

I wanna tell him the things
only you and I know.

Why are you such an idiot to think I would
send my future wife to the lion's mouth?

What kind of an idiot do you take me for?

Am I not man enough?

Even if I let that happen,
my old man wouldn't.

Street people belong to the streets

and house people belong to the house.

You belong to your brother's house.

His place looks like streets, too.

Get out now.

Hello.

Hello. How are you?

Thanks. Excuse me, where is he?

He's inside.

The tenth is too soon, my love.

Amirali?

Come here for a moment.

I need to tell you something.

I know it's not the right time at all

but you should know some things.

I can guess who it was.

Foad called me. He was not well.

He said he wanted to see me.

He said he did something bad.

He came to me a little after midnight.

He was so anxious.

He had found out everything
between me and you.

He said he wanted to hurt you.

He said, "He took my wife
so I'm going to take his wife"

He had a drinking problem.
He isn't himself.

He swore he only wanted
to run the woman over.

He said that the child suddenly
jumped into his mother's arms.

He swore that he regretted it.

I'm sorry.

None of this would have happened
had I not been in your life.

Sir?

I swear to god I'll tear the letter apart.

I swear it wasn't my fault.

I don't know what Leila told you.

The letter is at home.
I'll tear it apart in front of you.

For your child's sake let me go.

Goodbye.

Time's up.

Did you hear me?

Why aren't you answering me?

Yes?

Time's up.

Okay. I'm getting out.

It will take some time.

But I'll do my best to bring it to you.

How do you plan to bring it for me?

You can't get it past the inspection.

I may use it.

Take care of yourself.

Leila?

How much does he have?

A lot.

Perhaps a safe as big as this room.

I want all of it.

Nouri would never open the safe

or let anybody inside it.

How do you plan to bring me some then?

He always wears gloves whenever he uses it.

I think some of the dust must be on it.

I want to bring that to you.

Don't go home tonight.
I'll send my guys to empty the safe.

Why do you think Nouri hasn't
thought about these things?

He'd rather set fire to the whole safe

than anyone getting their hands on them.

You can't take anything from him by force.

I'll find the gloves. You'll get out.

Then we'll take the rest from him together.

I shouldn't get out anymore.

My sentence is there

and I can't go around
the law with a pair of gloves.

Getting out is no different
from an escape for me.

They will bring me back in eventually.

What should I do then?

I'm sure your brother
keeps an eye on my situation.

Once he finds out I'm out,

once he finds out

I have access to the drug,

then I'll never be able
to find the rest of it.

Leave it to me.

I'll bring it to you.

I want all of it. You can't do it.

I'll send my guys.

It's not possible. Nobody can fool him.

If anyone's able to do it, it's me.

Because I'm the only person he trusts.

Tell your lawyer to be ready.

Tell him not to argue with me
and obey my orders.

Leila?

All of it.

Okay?

I love you.

He's not feeling well.

Look after him.

I'll take him out in a few days.

There are some things that would make
him feel even worse if he hears them.

The fear of not being the only person

who knows everything, always destroys you.

The worst moment for a person

is when they think the one who knows

is about to be in the same room
as the one who doesn't.

And you're wondering if at any moment,

someone would find out
about what you know.

So when you're messed up and worried,

you need to act like everything's normal.

The hardest part is that at the same time,

you're the one worried
as hell on the inside

yet calm on the outside.


It can't be produced in the lab.