01x34 - Episode 34

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[Episode 34]

You knew all about it.

I used to be a live streamer,

a singing streamer,

who loved to cover

classic old songs of Hong Kong and Taiwan.

You're good at singing.

So it was my birthday

when I decided to donate

all the proceeds of my live streaming

to a fan who was sick

but was too poor to see a doctor.

Because it was my birthday,

the earnings were higher than usual,

about 30,000 yuan.

I added some money of my
own and got 50,000 in total

to donate to the fan.

Later,
when the amount of donation was announced,

someone said that

the amount I donated was too small

and that the proceeds that day

must have been more than 30,000.

I explained that I had to share
the money with the platform

but no one believed me.

Then everyone started to scold me desperately.

After that,

The platform issued a certificate

proving that the earnings that day

were indeed around 30,000.

I thought it would be fine
if I could explain it clearly.

But some people were even more irritated,

starting to dig into what brands of clothes

and jewelry I wore in the past,

and saying that the
amount of money I donated

is merely the price of one of my clothes.

They said

I spent this small amount of money

to build a public persona
as a kind-hearted person.

And what's more ridiculous,

a person who claimed to be my classmate

stepped forward to spill the tea

that I kept dating rich
boyfriends when I was in school.

What followed was

my phone number and address

being exposed to all.

At that time,

people called me every day to harass me,

and rang the intercom

attached to
the access control system downstairs.

Then the rumors

became more and more disgusting.

I didn't know what to do at that time.

I wanted to explain

but I didn't know how to explain,

because those people only believed

what they wanted to believe.

During that time,

even my colleagues and peers
also began to hide from me.

You must have suffered a lot of grievances.

You must have been scared.

During those days, I thought to myself

that it had been so long

and I should be able to get over it.

But when I realized

that I was recognized by them again,

and those eyes gathered on me again...

Hongdou,

I'm not that brave.

People sometimes

will encounter something.

However,

it's just like when people suddenly get sick,

It's not their fault.

Cuo Bazi, slow down!

Run slowly.

Don't run too fast. Slow down!

What brings you here?

She hasn't eaten properly for days.

She was busy in the past few days,

so she had to cram food down her throat.

And she's been in a bad mood
recently and hasn't eaten much.

You needn't worry about me.

I am eating right now.

Damai, Now that you're back,

you need to keep an eye on her for me

and make sure she finishes her food.

No problem. Leave it to me.

Don't be so exaggerated.

I'm fine.

You're just not thinking about it right now,

so you feel everything is alright.

If we leave you alone,

what shall we do if something happens to you?

You really don't have to
worry about me all the time.

I'm fine, really.

Haven't I made it through this?

And you have your own things to do.

I can't help you,
but I can't keep giving you trouble.

But a friend is to give you a
hand when you're in trouble.

But no one will want to
give a stranger trouble.

Just chill out
during these days.

Stay at home with Damai.

Don't think about anything.

Alright.

Eat.

Why did you bring Cuo Bazi back?

And Nana likes Cuo Bazi.

Besides, dogs feel restrained in cities

because they can't run around freely.

If I give the dog to my parents,

I'm afraid they can't
drag it when they walk it.

So, I brought it here.

Whose dog is this?

It's so adorable.

Mr. Ma.

Mr. Ma.

Damai.

When did you get back?

I just arrived.

You look slimmer.

I've put on 2.5 kilograms.

Mr. Ma. Why did you come back suddenly?

I went on a field trip to
the Crimson Roses Farm.

So I decided to visit you guys.

Nana,

how're you doing?

Good.

Don't worry about me.

That's great.

Since Damai also came back,
you two can hang out together.

I'll go back to my room to tidy up my stuff.

Let's have tea in the yard later.

Sure.

Mr. Ma.

Mr. Ma.

What a fat doggy.

Look how round you are!

Hey, what's going on?

Didn't I tell you

I'll pick you up at the entrance of the alley?

Why did you come here on your own?

You should have let me pick you up.

We're not pupils who need to go to the bathroom

hand in hand.

Mai!

I missed you so much!

Come here.

Give me a hug.

You've gained some weight.

Do you miss me?

No.

I'll go unpack my luggage.

Wait!

I need to say something to you.

What?

You're a boss now.

Shouldn't you treat us to dinner?

Hu,

I heard that you're dating.

What're you talking about?

I don't get it.

Well, I'll help him unpack his luggage.

No rush.

It's fine.

Tell me the details first.

Are the details something you should know?

I have to know so that I
can give you some advice.

How's that?

Why is it so heavy?

Do you have a picture? Let me see.

Have some corn!

If you guys have any favorite songs,

you can share them with me.

After I learn them, I'll cover them for you.

If you have any songs that you wanna listen to,

you can leave comments on the b*llet screen.

All I Want Is To Be Here With You

How old are you to know this song?

Are you testing me?

The song was dropped before I was born.

Thank you, everyone.

Thank you for supporting me.

Eat.

Ukulele.

I was practicing it.

When I'm done practicing,
I'll be able to play it for you.

Got it.

The next song All I Want Is To Be Here With You.

If you like it, you can search for it online.

The song is for you.

Who's calling?

Probably a harassment call again.

Don't answer.

Hello?

You just say who you are and what you want.

Just hang up!

A fan.

Well, she's alright.

How did you get this phone number?

Okay.

I'll tell her.

Don't worry.

We are all Nana's friends.

Sure. Bye.

A fan?

He said he support Nana.

He said Nana didn't do anything wrong.

He wished her to return to normal life sooner.

Did he just say how he knew my phone number?

Everyone can get the WeChat
account you left in the store

is your phone number as well.

Change it.

No wonder

I've received several harassment calls recently

which made my blood pressure go up.

How did Nana go through all of this?

What happened to Nana?

Nothing. She's fine.

Just eat your food.

Here.

Have another spoon.

Eat more.

Just eat.

You just throw it directly.

Aren't you afraid that it will pop?

I won't.

Why are you so timid?

I'm afraid that you get hurt.

Look at them.

I can't put up with them anymore.

Calm down.

Even if you have
never experienced love yourself,

you must have seen it before.

Who hasn't experienced love?

I've experienced enough!

I was talking about true love,

not the kind of

love affair you're talking
about that ends before it grows.

No matter how long they are in love,
it's still true love.

The love which ends before
it grows is also true love.

Why does my love not count?

Nonsense.

Love

is a mutual attraction between two souls.

The so-called love at first sight

is merely the lust for good looks.

People like you who are
looking for a date in the bar

even don't have the requirements
for appearance.

When the light goes off
and the alcohol goes up,

you tangle all night long.

When you wake up the next day,
What is left are the ashes

after the burning of carnal desire.

I'll tell you what.

You are biased against me.

I'm not biased.

I am summarizing.

Bullshit.

You've summarized my love as ashes.

It's so late.

Why isn't Manjun back yet?

She... She rented a car

and drove to Kunming
to chill out with her friends.

She's not here.

She went to Kunming?

She didn't tell you?

No, she didn't.

We're just neighbors
living next door.

She doesn't need to tell me.

She didn't tell me.

Smells good!

We can eat now.

The inside is not yet cooked.

Roast a little longer.

Eat peanuts.

Damai,

come and sit with us.

Sure.

What smells so good?

We're roasting chestnuts.

Is Nana asleep?

Yes.

We had no idea about what happened to Nana.

If Damai hadn't called and told us

to take care of her emotions,

I guess we might not know what happened to her

even if she had left.

Nana came here because of this.

It's impossible for her to tell us about it.

But she should have told us.

What if we could help her?

How?

But at least we can give her some care.

I searched for the incident online.

They exposed all of her personal information

such as her address and
phone number online completely.

It's indeed terrifying.

This bunch of people

should be arrested by the
police and sentenced to prison.

Damai,

when did you learn about it?

The day you celebrated my birthday for me.

Just at the bar of Hu's friend.

Are you Singer Nana?

No, I'm not.

You've got the wrong person.

Sorry.

Nothing.

I googled Singer Nana as soon as I was back.

Then I found it out.

What is that look?

Isn't her Singer Nana?

Right?

The one who was accused of donation fraud?

Yes.

That's right.

It's her.

That's right.

She's the streamer
who was accused of donation fraud.

You're the streamer
who was accused of donation fraud.

It's her!

Why hasn't a person like her been banned?

Confess your sin!

You look exactly like a crook.

Why the hell did you defraud
us in the name of charity?

No, I didn't.

Found her!

It's her!

She's that liar.

You're a crook.

How could you lie?

It's her!

Hurry up! She's the crook!

Cuo Bazi!

Cuo Bazi!

Come!

It's fine.

Just let it sleep here.

Did it wake you up?

No.

I had a dream just now.

Want some water?

Here.

Thanks.

Feeling better?

Why are you still up?

I'm writing the chapters
that need to be updated.

What was the dream?

I just had

a nightmare.

I was surrounded

by a big crowd.

It's just a bad dream.

It's not true.

Stop thinking about it.

Just sleep.

I'll let Cuo Bazi stay with you

and keep you company.

It's fine.

I'm here, too.

Go back to sleep.

You stay here and keep her company.

We're here so soon.

I'll pick you up after work.

Give me a kiss.

That's enough!

Go.

See you.

Bye.

It's a nice day today.

Thank god you're here.

How's the construction going?

I just came from the construction site.

Well done, boss.

It's nothing.

We women are always
faithful to friends.

Aren't we?

By the way?

How's Nana?

She's okay.

Damai is with her.

Is Damai back?

That's good.

I didn't sleep well last night.

Why?

Look.

What is this?

Text messages.

[Are you the manager?
How can you hire someone like that?]

[I'm Nana's fan. She's a kind girl.
Hope she can live a good life.]

[Why hasn't that Nana been fired?
I'm sick of seeing her again.]

What they said was indeed harsh.

There was a lot of encouragement as well.

Really.

I didn't dare read the rest.

[I know this cafe because of Nana.
I love her voice and your cafe.]

Excuse me, I wonder if Nana is coming today?

Who are you?

Why do you want to see her?

I'm a reporter of the program
called Imperfect Human.

I want to interview Singer Nana.

We're a talk show.

Have you watched our show before?

Nope.

Well,
let me introduce our program to you a little bit.

Mr. Xu, we're kinda busy.

How about this?

Could you give me Nana's
phone number or something?

I'll contact her directly.

I'm afraid I can't.

How about this?

I'll tell Nana about this.

Let her decide whether
she wants to do the interview.

I'll let her contact you if she wants to.

Okay. That's fine.

Please call me if she agrees.

Sure. Where do you sit?

Over there.

Please wait a moment.

Your order will be ready soon.

Okay. Thank you.

You're welcome Okay.

He's like a fly that never
stops chasing the trail of blood.

He only knows to gorge on others' misery.

Don't give a damn about him.

He's still a customer.

Now that he likes to gorge on things,

and there's plenty to eat in our restaurant,

let's make him stuffed.

Dear friends, hello.

This time we're here at

the famous Artisan Woodcarving Workshop,

a wood-craving art museum.

Behind me is the famous
wood carving craftsman Xiaxia.

This time, we will not only take you

to see the wood carving
skills but also take you to...

The live streaming is over.

I'm going to have lunch. Bye.

Of our wood carving crafts.

Please give us a like and subscribe down below.

All right, let's go to the left side.

Come on. Let me show you the room over there.

I gotta go, Ying.

Why?

You're not feeling well?

This way.

Coffee?

Would you like ice?

More ice, please.

Cuo Bazi, come back!

Xiaxia, why are you here?

I saw you didn't go to work.

I took a few days off.

This is Damai's dog, called Cuo Bazi.

What dose "Cuo Bazi" mean?

Changsha's dialect.

It means liar.

I'll make coffee.

Now you know what I used to do.

You didn't expect me to be so famous, did you?

It's very nice of you to
come around and care for me.

I know my care for you before is worthy.

But I'm fine now.

You may rest assured.

How could you be fine?

It's indeed scary even to me.

A little.

But it's all right now.

Are you leaving soon?

I planned to go back to
Shanghai to stay with my parents.

I had bought the ticket,
but Damai came back suddenly.

So if you had left two days ago,

you wouldn't come back, would you?

Perhaps.

I don't know,

But I will still invest
in the homsstay as usual.

Where do you want to go?

No idea.

Just like I never thought

I would stay in Yunnan for so long.

Do you still remember

the day I first came to Yunnan.

Yes.

At that time, I was at my lowest.

I didn't know where I was supposed to be going.

I ran out alone to start my road trip,

thinking to myself

that I would drive ceaselessly ahead

to see

where the road can take me to.

Excuse me, sir.

Would you please do me a favor?

Sure.

When I was reversing my car just now,

the wheel got stuck in the pit.

Could you help me push it out?

No problem.

Thanks.

Here.

Wait a second.

Get in the car.

Close the roof up.

Okay.

Now's the time.

Three, two, one. Press the accelerator.

Stop!

Wait.

Try again.

Three, two, one. Press the accelerator.

Thank you so much.

You just saved my day.

Don't mention it.

Sorry about all the dirt on you.

I'm fine. Don't worry.

I'll change my clothes when I go back.

Scrub off the dirt a little bit.

Here.

Take it.

Thanks.

Thank you.

I'm truly sorry.

I'm fine.

Well, I... I gotta go.

See you.

Sir,

I wonder if there is a restaurant nearby.

There's one in the village ahead.

Could you show me the way?

I'd like to invite you to lunch.

I can show you the way,
but lunch is not necessary.

Xiaxia.

Sister.

What happened?

Her car got stuck in the pit.

I just helped her get it out.

- Hello.
- Hello.

Sister, she wants to have lunch.

Take her to Galsang Flower Restaurant.

Okay.

Then you ride the bike
home and give me the helmet.

Sure.

See you.

See you, sir.

Thanks.

It's nothing.

Are you here for traveling
around the Erhai Lake?

Yes.

How did you get here?

Something wrong with the GPS?

I didn't use the GPS.

I was thinking I'll drive as
long as there's a road ahead

no matter where it leads me to.

What do you think?

Isn't here beautiful?

Yes. The environment is nice.

And there are not many people.

It's gorgeous.

Follow me.

Life is really magical.

If my wheel hadn't stuck in the pit,

I wouldn't have met you and Xiaochun,

I wouldn't have stayed here,

and I wouldn't have

had so many good friends.

Then don't leave.

At least don't leave like this.

Don't leave like this?

My mom said that

one should never leave with hunger,

should never leave with a grievance,

and should never leave with tears.

People who leave like this always suffer,

so do those who fail to make them stay.

If you want to leave,
you can wait until you are happy.

♫ Listen to the rain
falling into the silent forest ♫

♫ Enjoy the mountainous landscape at sunset ♫

Okay.

Got it.

If I'm leaving,

I'm gonna leave happily.

Yep.

Then it's a deal.

I gotta go.

Have a cup of coffee before you go!

No thanks.

Xie Xiaoxia,

You helped me.

I said I'll buy you lunch but you said no.

And this time you came over
to comfort me for so long.

I said I'll buy you a cup of
coffee but you said no again.

Why did you do all of this unconditionally?

As long as you get better.

That's it?

Yep. That's it.

♫ The lost footsteps will be gradually erased ♫

♫ The light and shadow of four seasons ♫

♫ I've seen the meteor
that lights up the night sky ♫

♫ When the wind rises,
the sky will be cloudless ♫

Nana,

what are you looking at?

The clouds.

The clouds are so beautiful today.

It was the same yesterday.

Was it?

Is the coffee ready?

The water boiled accidentally.

We have to wait for
the temperature to drop first.

Xiaxia came just now,

Xiaxia?

Go!

Over there!

Of course, it's good to do business, sir.

It is just an accidental event

that we have so many
tourists here all of a sudden.

It won't always have as
many visitors as people think.

As you just said, you wanna take out a loan

for a commercial vehicle to carry passengers.

This is really risky, to be honest.

Why can't I do it if others can?

Is your home located at that crossroad?

You can simply put fruits

and tie-dyed tablecloths at the door.

It won't take up much of your time.

You can even attach a QR code to your door

so that people can pay with their mobile phone

by themselves after you price your goods.

Okay.

No problem.

I'll ask for you if the homestay is hiring.

Thanks.

So what are you good at?

Cooking?

Cleaning?

I can do all of it.

Okay. I see.

Don't just look at Yao's outward success.

You need to be aware of his huge investment.

These years, he hasn't earned back

the money he invested yet.

If you really want to do business,

rent a small store as the rent in our town

is still relatively low.

It is hard to start a big business.

Thanks. I'll let you crack on.

Gotta go.

Okay.

See you.

Hey, bro.

Yao.

Huang.

Why are you here?

I come over to ask the secretary something.

What are doing?

I just met with at
least a dozen people

who wanna do business.

I listened to their plans one by one.

Being hawkers or street sellers
who ply their own trade

is kinda good.

But some of them are so overambitious

that they have to engage
in tourism industrial chain

when they have no idea
what industrial chain is.

We can't help.

Some people haven't
got the ability to take risks.

They have no risk awareness as well.

I talked till my jaws ached.

And there are more people coming this afternoon.

But luckily the village director
will come in the afternoon.

He's gonna back me up.

Huang.

Huang.

Uncle Deqing?

Uncle Deqing,

What's wrong with your eye?

Hello, Yao.

I hit the door.

It looks serious.

Let's not talk about it anymore.

Huang, don't worry about the old family house.

What did Grandpa Yang say?

We have almost persuaded him.

But a bunch of people

came to the old family house last week.

Later he went back on what he had said.

Old people like him are
too old to think straight.

However,
don't worry about it too much.

It's a done deal.

We will certainly support
the cause of the village.

Since there's nothing else, I should go.

No problem.

See you.

Do you know who did this to his eye?

Who?

I met Auntie Gui in the morning.

She told me that his eye
was hit by Grandpa Yang

with a water pipe.

Hongdou,

is it true that Nana earned a lot

when she was doing live streaming?

I don't know.

I heard online that Nana's dress costs

more than 20,000 yuan.

Who would spend more than


She must be very rich.

Put away the paper towels.

It's definitely going to rain tonight.

Okay.

I also heard online that
Nana dated a lot of boys

when she was in school.

I don't believe it.

It's all nonsense.

Then you shouldn't say that either.

I understand.

I'll never gossip about it.

But anyway, Nana shouldn't take it seriously.

Just don't take it personally.

Don't give a damn about what others say.

A clean hand wants no washing.

What she needs is a strong mind.

Call the police and sue
them without hesitation.

Since you're not the one going through this,

you don't have to worry.

Not everyone has a strong mental grip.

Do not use your own
imagination to easily evaluate

the life that others experienced.

Hongdou, don't scold me.

I didn't say anything.

I didn't scold you.

Aren't you going to
have a barbecue with friends?

You may go now.

May I?

It's fine.

Leave it there.

I'll clean it up.

Go see your friends.

Leave it to me.

Thank you, Hongdou.

Why are you crouching down?

The glass is broken.

I need to pick up the pieces.

Get up.

Don't cut your hand.

Get up.

I don't want to get up, I'm tired.

Come on.

Tired?

It seems that my sweetheart is in a bad mood.

Don't imitate how my parents talk.

I saw the video you sent me.

Your dad was like

"Dou.

Dou.

What are you doing, Dou?"

I hate you.

I'll stop.

Why are you so upset?

Too tired?

Today, I somehow received several phone calls

looking for Nana.

So I felt distressed.

Then take the day off tomorrow.

Give yourself a break.

Xiaochun and Xin are
enough to take care of the store.

I'm doing the work for Nana.

It's fine.

I'll come over tomorrow at noon.

I'll leave if they're not busy.

Come here.

Done.

Don't deceive yourself.

Why can't I deceive myself

as long as it can free you from annoying calls?

I'm gonna take you somewhere.

I haven't finished cleaning yet.

Well,

you sit here and watch, and I'll go clean it.

Still thinking about Nana?

Thinking about how to help her.

You're already helping her,

soothing her, covering her shift,
cooking for her

although the taste is not that good.

Not that good?

Not that good?

I even added sugar in the
fried eggs with tomatoes for her.

Didn't you know that I
was trying to be humorous?

Sometimes language doesn't work.

Words like "keep going,"

"we support you,"

and "we got your back"

can be easily said,

but they sound powerless,

right?

As far as I'm concerned,

it is our mutual hope
that Nana can get better.

But we cannot be trapped and influenced by it.

This is the problem that Nana needs to solve

in her own life.

The solution to the problem

should be figured out on her own.

Can't we help her figure it out?

Actually, I've thought about it.

But I'm afraid that
you'll hit me if I tell you.

Tell me.

You promise you will not hit me

and will not be angry first.

Just say it.

I think we can do it in a practical way.

We might as well

encourage Nana to start live streaming again,

facing the demon in her heart directly.

In this way,
she'll get up from where she fell down,

and it can also be
an advertisement for your B&B

and you can sell your products

and make money through live streaming.

Just leverage her popularity.

Are you out of your mind?

Then,

you can tell her what happened to your bestie,

share with her what made you

distressed and heart-broken, and encourage her

to look upon life as a positive experience.

Why?

What's the look on your face?

You make me feel like I'm a bottle of poison.

She was so depressed

but you still want her to do live streaming?

Do you have any humanity left?

My suggestion might sound harsh,

but it's necessary for her
to break free from this prison.

Break free from this prison.

Step out of the comfort zone.

Is that what you mean?

I need to tell you that your idea is absurd.

Step out of the comfort zone.

She finally feels a sense of relief,

but now you're gonna tell her that

she should keep doing things
that make her struggle.

Are you insane?

I don't wanna talk about this with you anymore.

It's dark here.

Be careful.

What are you laughing at?

Let me help you.

I got you.

I'll break up with you for three days.

Don't touch me.

Sorry.

My bad.

I apologize.

Hongdou.

Leave me alone.

Hongdou.

Dou!

Dou!

Wait.

My horse is still here.

Just give me a second.

Wait for me!

♫ Listen to the rain
falling into the silent forest ♫

♫ Enjoy the mountainous landscape at sunset ♫

♫ The raindrops on the roof
fall into the eyes secretly ♫

♫ The world is like a quiet island ♫

♫ The sky is turning bright silently ♫

♫ Waiting for the seabirds
to call forth the ripples ♫

♫ Waiting for the sunlight to shine into
my heart across the lake ♫

♫ Set sail when it's windy ♫

♫ The reflection of clouds, the changing moon
and the stars all over the sky ♫

♫ The lost footsteps will be gradually erased ♫

♫ The light and shadow of four seasons ♫

♫ I've seen the meteor
that lights up the night sky ♫

♫ When the wind rises,
the sky will be cloudless ♫

♫ The sky is turning bright silently ♫

♫ Waiting for the seabirds
to call forth the ripples ♫

♫ Waiting for the sunlight to shine into
my heart across the lake ♫

♫ Set sail when it's windy ♫

♫ The reflection of clouds, the changing moon
and the stars all over the sky ♫

♫ The lost footsteps will be gradually erased ♫

♫ The light and shadow of four seasons ♫

♫ I've seen the meteor
that lights up the night sky ♫

♫ When the wind rises,
the sky will be cloudless ♫

♫ Go to a windy place to meet you ♫