02x18 - Episode 18

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Lost You Forever S2

Episode 18

Struck by the tragic news,
Miss Xiling developed chest pain.

And regardless of low spirit power,
she stayed in cold water all night...

Just tell me if it's serious. Can you treat her?

It's serious but I can treat her.

But the result depends on her will.

- Get the medicine.
- Yes.

Bring it over as soon as possible.

Yes.

Your Majesty, you haven't rested
throughout the journey.

I will take good care of Miss Xiling.

Please get some rest.

Your Majesty, Chief Chishui
and Lord Ru Shou are here.

Look after her.

- Your Majesty.
- Any news?

Lord Ru Shou and I have searched the entire West River,

including the estuaries, but we found nothing.

Keep searching. Find him, dead or alive.

If we keep searching,
we'll be searching the sea.

Even if we mobilize the entire Xiyan army, it's just a speck in the sea.

Keep searching.

- Yes.
- Yes.

Jing was such a good person.

But Tushan Hou just k*lled him.

My brother says that the Tushan Family is in disarray.

The elders are in immense grief.

They regret listening to the one-sided story of Tushan Hou

listening to the one-sided story of Tushan Hou and letting him off so easily.

Life has been hard on Miss Xiling.

She finally discovered the truth about Fangfeng Yiying and made things right.

She was about to get married soon.

But it turned out to be such a tragedy.

She is alive, safe and sound.

How is life hard on her?

First, it was Fangfeng Bei. Now it is Tushan Jing.

I'd say life has been hard
on the people around her.

She's totally a jinx.

Any news of Jing?

We've been searching for three days and nights.

But we found nothing.

How come you couldn't find anything?

The West River is connected to the estuary.

Jing must have drifted into the sea.

But the sea is vast with countless sea monsters.

And Jing was seriously injured,
which would surely attract the sea monsters.

I'm afraid he didn't make it.

Lirong Chang and Ru Shou
are still searching for him.

I will make them keep searching until they find Jing.

How long have I been unconscious?

For two days and nights.

Xuan.

I want to go to the seaside.

Okay.

I'll go with you.

Did Jing really end up in the sea?

Lirong Chang said that Jing was injured

and would float along the West River into the open sea.

Why is the sea so vast?

We will keep searching.

Nian heard about it and
sent the Wushen Army to help.

We will keep searching.

I just don't get it.

Whenever we made a mistake,

we knew what we did wrong and we would improve.

But this time, what did we do wrong?

Jing rushed to check on a seriously ill child.

He did nothing wrong.

I wanted to save an innocent child.

I did nothing wrong.

Jing brought all his secret guards.
He did nothing wrong.

He fought to buy some time
to avoid getting k*lled on the spot.

He did nothing wrong.

Since we did nothing wrong,

how did we end up like this?

What did we do wrong?

Xiaoyao, Jing did nothing wrong by seeing the child.

You did nothing wrong by saving the child.

You did nothing wrong.

Since neither of us did anything wrong,

what went wrong?

Xuan.

Whenever we made a mistake, we could correct it.

Then everything would be alright.

But what do we do this time?

How do we correct it this time?

Can you tell me?

Tell me. What did I do wrong?

I'll correct it as long as you tell me.

I will correct it.

If that could bring Jing back, I can do anything.

I can do anything to bring Jing back.

As long as he comes back.

Xiaoyao. It's not your fault.

It's not your fault.

Jing promised me

that we'd get married

once we finished compiling the medical book.

He promised me.

He can't be dead.

He can't be dead.

He will definitely come back.

He will definitely come back.

Xiaoyao. Xiaoyao.

Xiaoyao, don't go.

Tushan Jing.

Tushan Jing.

Tushan Jing. Tushan Jing!

Tushan Jing!

Don't you want to marry me?

As long as you come back,
I will marry you right away.

Will you come back?

In seven days.

It's the day of the full moon in seven days.

As long as you come back,
I will marry you right away.

We will bow to heaven and earth
and our families

and inform everyone in Dahuang that we will be husband and wife.

Tushan Jing.

You are the groom.

You must come back.

You can't break your promise.

Before the wedding, no matter where you are,

come back to me even if you have to crawl.

If you dare to break your promise, I will never forgive you.

Never.

Never!

Never.

It's the day of the full moon.

Miss can't possibly marry Chief Tushan, right?

You sent tens of thousands of people to search for ten days and nights, but to no avail.

I'm afraid that Chief Tushan has little chance of surviving.

The deceased can't come back to life.

Your Majesty, we can't let Miss marry a dead man.

Your Majesty.
Your Majesty, how can you leave?

We must persuade her.

Where is my wedding gown?

Miss. Chief Tushan hasn't come back.

Why don't you get changed later?

I said. Bring my wedding gown.

Yes.

Let me do it.

Grandfather, Xuan,
I was about to send someone to get you.

The elder's divination says

the third quarter of the You hour is auspicious for a wedding.

I didn't believe in these things.

But it's my wedding.

I'd rather believe in it just in case.

I want to start the ceremony at that moment.

Xiaoyao. Marriage is a major life event.

Don't mess around.

Look at this palace and me.

Do I look like I'm messing around?

Grandfather. I'll pay tributes to heaven and earth

and
inform our families that I'm marrying Tushan Jing.

Tushan Jing isn't even here.

How can you marry him?

I have the final say in his affairs.

The auspicious time is upon us.

What are you waiting for?

Tushan Jing is dead!

Tushan Jing is dead.

Tushan Jing is dead.

Xiaoyao. I know you're upset. You refuse to believe it.

But you must accept the fact, anyway.

Tushan Jing is not coming back.

I know you are heartbroken.

Just like when we lost our mothers,
we were in deep pain.

I will be with you.

We will put up with it, and get through it.

No matter how sad we are, we will get over it.

Xuan.

- It's different this time.
- How is it different?

If not in 10 years, we can get through it in 20 years, 30 years, 100 years or 300 years.

We will get over it.

You are welcome to attend the wedding.

It will take place even if you don't
want to attend, anyway.

Cang Xuan.

Xiaoyao grew up alone.

She has never relied on me.

Nor has she relied on you.

Neither of us has the right
to interfere with her decision.

Yes.

You're right.

Xiaoyao has never relied on me.

But I have relied on her.

I've made it so far thanks to her.

I will never allow her to waste her life
because of a man like Tushan Jing.

Xiaoyao.

Let's wait a bit longer.

I'll gather the forces and assign more people.

Once they find Tushan Jing, you'll hold the wedding.

Let's wait, okay?

Xuan. I'm tired of waiting.

Jing and I have wasted too much time.

I won't allow it!

Without my permission, Miss Xiling of Gu Shu
shall not marry Chief Tushan of Qingqiu.

I do not allow the wedding today.

I humbly beseech Your Majesty for approval.

Is Tushan Jing really that important?

I humbly beseech Your Majesty for approval.

All rise.

The auspicious time has come.
Don't miss the moment.

Thank you, Your Majesty.

Xiling Jiuyao pays respect to
heaven and earth, and families.

Tonight, I'm holding my wedding with the moon
standing in for the groom.

Xiling Jiuyao and Tushan Jing are
deeply in love and vow to get married.

We will be together and never part.

Bow to heaven and earth.

♫ Under the moon ♫

♫ Memories flash ♫

♫ I only hear your voice ♫

♫ You look obstinate and unruly ♫

♫ When I'm alone ♫

♫ ♫

Bow to the families.

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest
of my life with you ♫

♫ The rest of my life with you ♫

Bow to each other.

Tonight, Jing can't make it here.

But heaven grants reunion in the mortal world.

The moon waxes and wanes.
There is sorrow and joy.

Let the full moon be the lamp
and the crescent be the boat.

Be it full or crescent,

bring my beloved one back from the end of the world.

I have asked around.
No news from the Tushan Family.

Miss. Put out the candle and rest.

Once there is news, I will come and inform you.

It's midnight?

That's right.

It's midnight sharp?

That's right.

I will wait a bit longer.

Yes.

Miss.

Remove my makeup.

Miss. You...

Waiting is a bit tiring.

I'm hungry.

You're hungry?

Alright.

What would you like to eat?
I will ask the chef to make it.

Chicken feet. Chicken wings.

Duck necks. Duck feet.

I want wisteria flower pancakes now.

Okay. I will be right back.

How's the taste?

Not as nice as the ones Jing made.

I must eat enough to
have the strength to wait.

Jing. I'll wait for you.

I'll wait for you.

I'll wait for you.

I'll wait for you.

♫ Breaking the riddle of fate ♫

♫ People are drifting from place to place ♫

♫ Destiny of love is going on ♫

♫ It's hard to run away from it ♫

♫ I keep out of the world ♫

♫ Lowering my head to observe the heart ♫

♫ I'm here for you ♫

♫ My heart is connected to you ♫

♫ Under the moon ♫

♫ Memories flash ♫

♫ I only hear your voice ♫

♫ You look obstinate and unruly ♫

♫ When I'm alone ♫

♫ I will miss you ♫

♫ I only have eyes for you ♫

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest
of my life with you ♫

♫ When will we meet again ♫

♫ Nobody knows ♫ ♫ Time will give us the answer ♫

♫ Start a journey ♫ ♫ And meet someone ♫

♫ Love is eternal ♫ ♫ Waiting for raining ♫

♫ Under the moon ♫

♫ Memories flash ♫

♫ I only hear your voice ♫

♫ You look obstinate and unruly ♫

♫ Whenever I'm alone ♫

♫ I will miss you ♫

♫ I only have eyes for you ♫

♫ I'm willing to spend the rest
of my life with you ♫

Jing, in this lifetime,

I waited for my mother on Xiyan Mountain
for six years, but she never came.

I waited for Cang Xuan and Father
on Mount Jade for seventy years,

but they never came.

I have sworn not to wait for anyone
ever again in this lifetime.

Waiting is like putting my heart
on the tip of a knife.

I can't be at ease for a moment.

This time, I'll wait for you on Chenrong Mountain.

You must come.

Be it 10 years, 20 years,



No matter how late you come, I'll wait for you.

Have you checked on Xiaoyao?

No.

You still can't get over her wedding ceremony?

It was just a ceremony.
Why can't I get over it?

Xiaoyao won't be included
in the genealogy of the Tushan Family.

Everyone thinks that Tushan Jing is dead
and he has nothing to do with Xiaoyao.

Have you gotten to the bottom of Tushan Jing's death?

Tushan Hou colluded with Fangfeng Yiying
and k*lled Tushan Jing.

Then they turned against each other
and k*lled each other.

Tushan Jing was the chief of the Tushan Family.

What about his secret guards?

They were all dead.

Tushan Hou was a loser banished by his clan.

How could he have had the power

to cultivate such capable assassins against the Tushan Family?

Perhaps, they were cultivated in secret

while Tushan Hou was in charge of Tushan Family.

No. No.

Tushan Jing was merciful, but not foolish.

Since he decided to take out Tushan Hou, he wouldn't have left him the chance
to seek revenge later.

There was someone behind Tushan Hou.

Throughout Dahuang, very few people were able to confront the Four Great Clans

and dared
to assassinate Chief Tushan.

What are you trying to say?

Cang Xuan.

Did you do it?

[Medical manuscript]

I'll find you the master of wood attribute to make these manuscripts waterproof, fireproof, and insect proof.

I've been

pondering over what happened in Qingshui Town.

I just can't figure out

what exactly went wrong.

It's not your fault.

Then whose fault is it?

Xuan.

I haven't drunk in a long time.
Have a drink with me.

Okay.

This is mulberry wine from Zhaoyun Peak.

His Majesty has been reserving it for you, Miss.

It just doesn't taste as good as
the wine we stole when we were little.

Something is missing.

What is it?

Your mother's scoldings and my mother's
aggravation of the situation.

I bet your mother wouldn't imagine that her well-behaved son
turned out to be a drinker.

I bet Auntie knew that you would become a drunkard.

I know you've always looked down on Jing,

thinking he's short-sighted, indecisive,

and much inferior to Fenglong.

I saw with my own eyes that he made
you vomit blood because of Fangfeng Yiying.

Jing has done something wrong.

But I have, as well.

I could have handled this matter well with him.

But I did nothing and stood there watching.

I didn't know that it takes
only one person to be in love,

but it takes two people to build a shared future.

Build a shared future?

Tushan Jing couldn't even cancel
the marriage with Fangfeng Yiying.

How are you going to build a future?

You only saw that I saved Jing and he clung to me.

But in fact, it was Jing who saved me.

When I saved Jing, it was just a whimsical act.

I didn't care if he could survive.

But I saw his wounds,

and they reminded me of my past self from years ago.

I was deceived,

imprisoned,

tortured, humiliated,

and even slaughtered.

At that moment, a strong desire grew in me.

I wanted to make this humiliated man survive.

It's like as long as he overcame all the difficulties

and the pain, and lived on well, then I could hope

to be cured.

Xiaoyao.

Tushan Jing was nothing like you.

Xuan.

When you saw me at Qingshui Town,
you thought I was healthy and fine.

But I was seriously ill here.

I may have escaped from the cage
of the nine-tailed fox,

but my heart remained locked up

in that dark and cold cage for hundreds of years.

It's all my fault.

I should have picked you up from Mount Jade.

I've been through such hardship.

So I know how it feels too well.

It's easy to be extreme,
cold-hearted, cunning, and paranoid.

But it's very hard to be warm,
kind, resolute, and trusting.

But Jing did it.
He is exactly the opposite of me,

His body couldn't be restored
to perfection. But his heart

remained warm and steadfast,

as if he had never been imprisoned in a cage.

Xuan. Do you know?

It was Jing who carried my heart
out of that cage step by step.

He taught me to believe and to give.

He filled me with hope so that
I could live on with warmth and love.

Xuan.

You asked me if Jing was very important.

Yes.

He is very important.

To me, he is very important.

I will keep looking for him.

I will never give up no matter what.

Aren't you waiting for him?

I'll wait with you. I'll wait with you
no matter how long it takes.

Okay?

Xiaoyao.

What's wrong?

These days,

I have been pondering over
what happened in Qingshui Town.

I don't know what I did wrong.

But there is one thing

I just can't figure out.

Tushan Hou might be a vicious tiger.

But Jing removed all his claws and fangs,
rendering him powerless.

Where did those faceless assassins
with formidable spirit power come from?

In Dahuang, very few people

had such formidable spirit power
and dared to k*ll Chief Tushan.

Xiaoyao, you are right.

I'll get to the bottom of it.

Even I have doubts.

Haven't you thought about it?

It was my negligence.

Haven't you said that I don't like Tushan Jing?

Was it you

who helped Tushan Hou set up Jing and k*lled him?

Cang Xuan.

Tell me.

Was it you?

Cang Xuan.

You are my closest kin.

Answer me.

I want you to tell me.

Was it you?

Don't lie to me.

You can't lie to me.

Speak.

It was me.

I k*lled Tushan Jing.

Why? Why?

I didn't want you to marry him.

He was not worthy.

Because of me?

You k*lled Jing because of me?

Xiaoyao.

When grandmother died,
what did you promise her?

Tell me!

I promised that...

- I promised...
- Why?

Why?

I tried my best to help you.

I fought for everything you wanted!

I got you everything!

All I want is Tushan Jing.

I only want Tushan Jing.

Why did you take him away from me?

- What did I do wrong?
- You did nothing wrong.

What did I do wrong?

It's not your fault.

I k*lled Tushan Jing. It's not your fault.

Why?




"Nothing Can Be Compared to You" by Jason Zhang

♫ Looking back on the days of my life ♫

♫ Where I'm calm and composed, free from sorrow and pain ♫

♫ Lost in the wilderness without meeting your gaze ♫

♫ I've got nothing but emptiness left ♫

♫ Enduring my life's hardship ♫

♫ I cherished everything, yet remained indifferent to wealth and fame ♫

♫ Amidst the sunlight, I couldn't feel your radiance light ♫

♫ The air is filled with nothing but heatwaves ♫

♫ All things are dim, only your eyes shine bright ♫

♫ I'll follow my heart and traveling to see the sun from afar ♫

♫ When everything is filled with sorrow, your brows lift in joy ♫

♫ I'll await for you to enjoy this moonlight night ♫

♫ You came with the wind and rain and left with the four seasons ♫

♫ Without you, even the grandest scenery becomes dull ♫

♫ It began with a turbulent storm and leaving nothing but dust behind ♫

♫ Without you,
even the most beautiful world is a mess ♫