01x04 - Episode 4

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How did you go to Moscow, Liz? How is your mom?

It was bad. She was so terrible.

And that's Satan in her. She is freaking out.

Alisa, Satan is in mother

That's what everyone says.

You're an idiot?

Are you really, right?

Oh you…

Don't splash, don't splash!

Where are you!

- Forgive me please.
- She started first!

She says that there is Satan in her mother.

Messed up what I've been writing for four hours.

Be patient, be patient, they'll be here soon.

Thank you, thank you for everything, Masha.

Calm down! We will also walk at the wedding.

Hush, you still live here.

Hush hush.

Mash, that's it, I... That's it, I can't.

Hey, turn that thing off.

Did you call? Open the gate, we'll come.

- Knock it out, I say, come here.
- Lyoh, cut it out.

Help me get it faster.

Yes, faster, she can not unbend.

- She seems to have peritonitis.
- Faster.

- Shall we get it?
- Let's.

Why are you alone?
You could wake someone up to help.

- You can't wake anyone up here.
- What are you doing!

- I should have called earlier.
- Don't ask.

- You got the sit here? I will go with you.
- You won't come with us.

- You won't be allowed to go anywhere with us.
- Well, at least let me see her off.

Place is the one. You should have thought earlier

Let me to her, God,
I'll go at my feet, well, what kind of people are you!

- Woman, don't interfere.
- Mash, I'm afraid I won't go alone.

Well, let me just sit there! Here you go…

- Masha!
- Let me go, please.

let me sit down! Well, am I asking too much?

- Who called an ambulance?
- Masha!

Oh hello. Where is Masha?

I ask you, where is Masha? Where is she?

- Who opened the gate?
- That's it, enough talking.

So, yes, do not fool us.
Let's bring her here.

- Who are you anyway?
- Listen you, mummer.

If you don't bring her here now,

neither you, nor the monastery
will stay here, okay?

I won't say where we work.

Let us inside in a good way.

Do you have a blessing?

without blessing you
won't be let here for even a step.

Go to the Metropolitan for a blessing.

If you use force
we will reach the patriarch, understand?

And then we'll figure out who works where.

- And let God rise...
- And let God rise

and scatter his enemies,

and let those who hate him flee from his presence.

Like the smoke disappears, let them disappear ...

Stop, stop, stop.

Stop, stop, stop.

- Go.
- Where?

From here. Yura, don't be stupid, turn it back.

What is it, mother Elizaveta?
- f*ck, Yura, step on the gas!

You saved me, it turns out.

Studio prize.

What studio?

And where are we going?

Drive me a little, and I'll go back.

Ugh!

Oh, the workers left, probably.

- Are you in danger?
- Yes.

Bad people are looking for me.

- What is this?
- Looks like a wheel.

Have you ever changed a wheel?

Dad taught.

How did you get here? Did you come for me?

No, I'm on a different matter.

He has occasions at night.

I went for a reason, but came for a reason.

I saw that car...

Wow.

What are you, George, a hero?

I am everything.

We can go.

Well, where to go? It am too young yet

Yeah.

- Cold?
- No.

Why are you shaking?

Scared?

- Do not be afraid.
- I'm not afraid.

It's not scary. This is wonderful.

It's so cool that you care.

I even envy you.

Are you okay?

I am very well.

I imagined it so many times.

Otherwise.

We are with you, as
"Titanic", they fled from everyone.

What is it - on the "Titanic"?

Have you really not watched this movie?

- Nope.
- Have you watched any movies at all?

Yes. My dad showed me.

"Andrey Rublev".

Oh, really?

God, you haven't seen so much.

In short, there is a film about
as grandma is telling

how she sailed on a huge ship.

And she was married
for a very rich man.

But there she fell in love with a simple guy.

And they had such love
they ran all over the ship, kissing.

Wait, what are you,
And you haven't seen this famous scene?

What scene?

Yur, well, where are they standing on the nose and ...

Are you serious?

- Let me show.
- Okay.

All in all,

she stands like this

and spread her arms like this
and he came up behind her.

Come on, hug me.
And he hugged her tightly.

And they stand
and the water flows so fast,

and they seem to even
they don't swim, they fly.

Like this.

Yes.

I love you.

Very.

No, no, Yuri.

Even if there was something between people,

they don't have to love each other.

How?

So like this.

I don't even know how to explain to you.

Well, in short, it happens, Yur.

Listen, it's already morning.
They must have all woken up.

Will you take me to the gate?

Yes, sure.

I'll pick you up tomorrow.

No need, Yur. Live the moment.

It was good - and good.

Nobody here.

Thanks, Yur.
Go to your dad's and be smart, okay?

Fine. A…

The life of Mary of Egypt began
in the port among the sailors.

And there was not a single sailor,

whom she would not seduce
and didn't submerge

into the abyss of his sinful life.

Even when on a ship
among the pilgrims

who went to the temple in Jerusalem,

she couldn't resist
and corrupted every one of them.

God!

Lord, please forgive me.

I know one can't ask for this
Lord, but I ask:

make sure they don't see me.

And when she came with pilgrims to the temple

and went to the gates of Jerusalem,

then a great force stopped her.

And then she begged
standing at the gate of the temple,

and seeing the Mother of God, she asked:

"Let me in. Forgive me my sins."

Please, Lord, I...

I shouldn't have done this.
Lord, I'm a very bad person

I'm a complete fool. I'm just an idiot, but I...

I don't know how you are here
in God's way all this is arranged.

God, but I know for sure
that many sinners are forgiven.

Lord, I know for sure that You exist.

And when a day later she entered the temple,

went from there to the Jordan River

and wandered in the wilderness for 17 years.

She suffered

and when I felt
the smell of roasted meat in the desert,

I prayed not to break my fast.

But I truly believed.

You are, Lord, I ask
don't k*ll me, Lord, don't k*ll me,

Lord have mercy, Lord have mercy.

Thank God.

And when the elder Zosima
met her in this desert and communed,

then before death

She crossed the Jordan River on the water.

- Why did you soak me?
- What's wrong with you, Yura?

What, I just got up early and left
not to wake you up.

Yura, you always told me the truth,

we are one family, I'm worried about you.

Tell me honestly where have you been?

- Tell me where my mom is.
- I already told you everything about her.

Well, where did she go? Let's find her.

We'll find her, Yur, we'll find her.

But not now.

Now you need to prepare for the exams.

So that they would let you to EGE.
Otherwise you will be...

sitting for a whole year.

Ready?

I think yes.

Mary, why are you
was not at the morning service?

Sorry, I overslept.

Were you in the hospital with Panteleimonaa?

Do not answer.

I made a decision that is binding on everyone.

You will write revelations of thoughts to me.

Every day write down everything on paper,
what goes wrong in your head.

Everything is on the light, everything is on a piece of paper,
not to forget.

Let's start right now, write.

Excuse me, mother Elizaveta, can I get
a blessing on the question?

Ask.

Should I write what I am thinking now
or in the morning, or yesterday?

And so do I, mother, I'm sorry.

And to whom should revelation be directed?

Write about why your heart is restless,
for which the soul hurts.

Write to God, who else.

Sorry, I have a question too.

Ask, Masha, we are listening.

After all, we talk about
what we think, during confessions.

Why do we need to write about it here?

Do you have any other questions?

Why do we have to get up at six in the morning
would it be better at ten?

Why do we eat pearl barley without sugar,
and not sea crabs?

Why do we plow without straightening our backs,

and don't watch telly?

Sit down.

Patrikeia, what are the three vows
nuns give during tonsure?

Non-acquisitiveness, chastity,
renunciation of self-will.

That's the trouble with your self-will, Masha.

How can I love the Lord without having a will?

Here it goes.

Get up!

You are not arguing with me now.

You are arguing with the age-old tradition of monasticism.

Not only you are a blasphemer,
so you're still just a fool!

Nobody forced you to come to us,
where is the gate - you know.

At night she showed us that, oh, how you know.

And you don't want to live by the rules.

Better than the apostles

better than monks and holy scriptures,

better than our Jesus Christ
our Masha knows how to serve God.

Mother, she not only
has trouble with willfulness.

There is also a problem with chastity.

They are not just
making friends with Panteleimonaa for no reason.

They succumbed to feminine charms.

They have love.

Did you arrange sodomy sin?

- What?
- Here.

- Dirt!
- “I am ashamed of only one thing:

that listened to mother Elizaveta,
that I was afraid to call from myself,

for not calling an ambulance in time.

During these days I loved here

really one person --
novice Panteleimona.

Now I'm very worried about her health,

I pray to God that she is not late.”

I don't understand.
Are you going to read all thoughts aloud?

Do you have secrets from your mentor?

- Are we in your sl*very?
- In obedience.

You are a novice.

And I am a novice before
Mother of God Virgin Mary.

And I have an answer for you before Her.

And so I need to know
what's on your mind.

- sl*very.
- Yes, you are a sl*ve of God!

We are all sl*ves of God here.
How many times have I told you:

If you don't know why we're here -- don't get in.

Obedience is the way.

Do you understand, this is the way.

This is ten years of work on yourself,
it's ten years on the road to yourself.

In Serbian language there is no word "novice",
but there is the word "temptress".

You can't fight
with your passions

Will you say that I lie?

That's it, Mash, go, leave us.

Eat, sisters.

Yes, by your grace we will eat cold food.

Get out.

I won't leave.

Formula for finding the volume of a pyramid?

One third of the base area
multiply by the height.

How to find the maximum point?

The max...

Find the maximum point...

Can't hear, what?

And what? Repeat, please, one more time.

You answered this two days ago.

Yes. So, I'll tell you now.

It's hard, but you knew it.

Forgot.

There, where the derivative is.

Ah, where the derivative?
changes sign from plus to minus.

No one will help at school.

Yes, I remember everything.

Father Barsanuphius!

They brought bread, let's go!

Embittered, started, started,

orphans, uncorked.

Where is the accent wrong?

- Now.
- What, repeat again?

No, no, I hear, dad. I will answer in a sec.

Yura, this is elementary.
If you don't answer it,

then you fail - minus a point.

“The dishes are not washed” - “not” or “neither”?[russian grammar]

"Not". Not washed.

You used to answer automatically.

And the dishes were really unwashed,
had to be washed.

Dad, but I remember everything and I'll pass everything, really.

You are unorganized, Yur. Prepare yourself.

Sisters!

The Metropolitan will visit us on the holiday

and an elder from Athos, Greek.

Who can speak English?

Hello, my name is Maria.

Tongue without bones, it will sweep snow
into seven volosts.

Do not spit in the well, it will come in handy.

Wash and drink water.

Everything is as usual.

Only history remains.

Fourth.

- Do you need to prepare?
- No.

Early 13th century
in the steppes of Central Asia

Tatar-Mongols formed
military feudal power.

- And when…
- Thank you, that's enough.

Everything is clear with you.

Are you going to apply?

- A?
- To apply to university.

Oh no, I want to become a hieromonk,
like Dad.

Don't hieromonks take the EGE [russian state exam]?

Rent. For the seminary.

It's a pity.

Good brains are gone.
I could have applied in Moscow.

- Where?
- Anywhere, I think.

Thanks, that's enough.

The exam is over.

Thank you.

Such a father!
Breaks life to Such an intelligent guy.

And he is a holy father!

My 90th day has gone, I can’t.

Tell, tell.

I'll take it today, father.

Well, my girlfriend got me, can you believe

Well, when I myself was using it
I couldn't get it for weeks

and here I just wrote
She immediately answers me:

- "Everything is there, come." Can you believe, right?
- Will you come?

I'm better with him, better, you know?

I can't work
nobody needs me.

I'm forty.
These groups driving me crazy

these drunks, these junkies.
I'm forty, I want to live.

To live, you know? Well, not for long,
but to have a life, f*ck, you know?

You are insane. You will take the first glass -

blood vessels dilate
then you realize what you've done

if you don't forgive yourself, you end up k*lling yourself.

Oh, and buzz, Bartholomew! What is the meaning of living?

I'm an unlivable body

with mild signs of life.

I have such dreams!

What dreams?

- Hey, what are you doing?
- What are you doing?!

- What are you doing?!
- We have just made it spot-on, put it back.

But how?..

Are you a moron?
Can you put it right?

Why moron?

- I put it.
- What are you from?

- In terms of?
- He's from the monastery. External.

It looks like they don't know anything
there in the monastery

Do you hear? And what kind of music do you listen to?

- "Maneskin", "Artik & Asti"? No?
- No, I listen to another.

No, you'd better tell
what were we doing here?

We were dancing.

I just…
This is exactly what I've never tried.

Check it out, this freak don't know
What is TikTok.

- f*ck off.
- Cringe.

Listen, do you even
you don't get out of there, do you?

Come on, Gleb, back off.

No, everything is fine. I rarely go out...

Little one, do you smoke?

- No.
- Listen, let's go with us.

- Let's go, let's go.
- Let's go to.

Everyone is great.

Oh, Seryi, hello.

Wut, how is it? Check out who I brought.

Hi everyone, today with us
a guy from the monastery,

and he doesn't know what TikTok is.

- Do you have a cell phone?
- No.

Wow, in short, he’s nowhere at all -

neither in VK, nor in the "telega", nor in "Whatsapp".

Hi all.
This is Yura Dud', and my guest is now ...

- What is your name?
- Georgi.

Have you ever f*cked, Georgi?

Was it even once?

Georgy, along the way, does not know the word "f*ck".
Well, it happens.

- Did you have sex?
- Yes.

You don't need a mobile phone for this.

With or without a condom?

With a condom? With or without a condom, Georgi?

With us was a guy from the monastery,

and he doesn't know what "with a condom" means.

Subscribe to our channel
put likes and let's go.

Well, in short, I dream

that I'm sitting in some kind of meeting
and I must k*ll someone.

And who to k*ll - I can not remember.

That is all, you know, the mission failed.

Everything that I have done in my life, no one needs.

And I am a creative person, I compose music.

And they don't call me anywhere, you understand, right?

I can't be with myself
for more than five minutes

it starts to depress me

I want to break a dj console
with anger.

I don't believe in myself.

And in old times, you know, like under phenazepam
you put a bad music in the club

hear that music is sh*t,
but people are dancing

nothing, they're fine. Well, I'm good too.

And now I see everything as it is,
I see the truth as it is, the truth.

Well I can't
I can't accept life as it is

I want to run away, you know?

More news, unemployment.

Now everything is bad, and the most fierce fear -

that it will only get worse.

Well, if you have a woman -
then she will dump you

Friends will die, betray or leave.

No one needs you, evil.

Why evil?

You seem normal.

Because my disease -

it wakes up half an hour before me,

goes to the kitchen, pours himself coffee,
waiting for me there.

I come, and she says to me:

"Do you remember your friend told you yesterday,
what you look great?

In short, this is actually because
that he himself goes to fitness.

Lost weight, solarium, everything…”

Sorry father.

"And he sees what you look like,
that you are a degenerate b*stard."

Well, who needs me like this?

With all this anger, with fears.

They corrode the soul like rust, right?

And I want love.

And it won't happen anymore.
Not in me, b*tch, not to me.

Dad!

Hello Yur. What do you want?

I have a question
to a respected priest, to you.

You finish, and then I will ask.

I'm sorry I'm out of line, really.

- Alexey, go on.
- Well, I said it all I think.

Yeah. And please tell me
respected priest,

What is TikTok?

What, my son?
I see you have problems too.

Explain why does it happens so
that I don't know anything?

- You flunked your exams, didn't you?
- Passed.

Passed everything for five
only it turns out that I do not know anything.

So, that's it, Alexey, go to the refectory.

And you, Yur, let's go too.
We'll have dinner, and then you'll scream some more.

And we'll take the dog with us.

Let's feed it too.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- You do not remember me?
- No.

I sent a nun to you from here at night.

Ah, of course, Panteleimona.

- Yes. How is she?
- Well, she...

... in critical condition in intensive care.

In reanimation?

Please, can I see her?

Listen, this is very important to me.

My dear, well, this is intensive care.

When she feels better
we will inform you.

Happy holiday.

Brothers and sisters.

The will of God is with us today
Archimandrite Janis Koladis

from the holy Mount Athos.

A very revered elder in Greece.

Yasus.

Save me, God.

Sorry, I don't know Russian.

- God willing…
- Masha, Masha!

- …we can speak English.
- Masha, come here.

- Good?
- Yes we can.

We are very happy to welcome
you on our land.

- Thank you.
- We are very happy.

- Axios!
- Save me, God!

This is for you. Please.

Thank you.

- Thank you.
- Thank you.

Axios!

Axios!

Thank you.

That's what beauty we have, sovereign.

Thank you.

When I moved in here

sometimes in winter there was not even heating.

It was very cold,
but Elizaveta arranged everything.

Good very good.

We do not put
more than four novices in a monastic cell.

And the conditions are very good.

Excellent conditions, everything is fine.

- Yes, Masha?
- Yes Yes.

Yes, I'm new here
but I really want to stay.

You need to come to us to Greece.

- I recently returned from the Emirates.
- What's happened?

Invites us to Greece.

We recently had a tragic situation.

- What?
- I'm talking about how you raised everything from the ruins.

We had a woman here
she had a stomachache.

She was sick and no one...
- What does she say?

... did not help her.

They just told her to pray.

Now she's in the hospital
her name is Panteleimona.

Please inquire about health
novices of the local Panteleimona.

We called her an ambulance
Mother Elizaveta caught on.

If not for her, her sister might have died.

Mother saved her life.

Please inquire about her health.

Okay, sister.

I know - I'll tell you.

I passed all five exams, dad.

Well done Yuri, well done.

Alexei!

Let's pray together
and then you go where you want, okay?

Let's pray.

Let's not say prayers
from the Holy Scriptures

just repeat after me.

“I am Alex, a drug addict and an alcoholic,
dependent on my desires

and has no power over myself.

Obviously, another group.

Come on.

- "Forgive me, Lord…”
- Forgive me, Lord.

“... that I do not entrust myself to You in power ...”

- That I do not entrust myself to You in power.
- "... that I'm trying to dominate

- over myself and I can not.
- I can not.

"I admit that I have no
no power."

- I have no power over myself.
- "Forgive me, Lord,

that I could not save a person in myself,

like a beast, like a fenced dog

wandering through life
unable to control it."

- Can't manage it.
- "Give me…"

Give me…

- "... one chance, Lord."
- “…one chance, Lord…”

- "... to give myself into your hands."
- ... to give myself into your hands.

"As the owner
who takes the dog into his house.

- "Take power over me."
- ... who takes the dog to his house ...

"Take my body and spirit
and don't let me answer for myself

because I am unable to answer.
Don't let me answer for myself

because I can't...
“Take me to You as a sl*ve.”

- Take me to You as a sl*ve.
"For I have no other

- a way not to die.
There is no other way for me not to die.

"Be my master

For in Your hands I will find peace.
- In Your hands I will find peace.

- "Let me depend on You."
- Let me depend on you.

"For otherwise I depend on death."

I depend on death.

Ai!

Now go home.

Bless you.

Now it's your dog.

And you are its owner.

And your master -- is the Lord God.

If you die
there will be no one to feed the dog,

and the Lord will have no one to care for.

Trust Him.

Trust in a higher power.

I'm not interested in listening to you, Yur.

If you want to go, go, I won't hold you.

And if not, then go to bed, it's already late.

Tired.

Why didn't you go all the way?

- Not in my rules.
- You took pity on me?

I'm really worried, she's in intensive care.

She will recover.

Have some tea.

I came here at the age of 14.

My sister ran away
I grew up here, in the orphanage.

With other girls.

Children are very cruel

though they are the flowers of God.

So that we would not be naughty, the sisters punished us.

Worse, than me?

They could put us in a chest with nettles.

They could undress and lock us in a closet with mice.

Do you know

what was for me then
greatest joy?

Hear Him in yourself.

This is the greatest monastic joy -
meeting with God.

You don't understand this.

Beautiful.

I would like to.

And now you can't let her go.

She may blurt out something else

Oh, I don't know, Patrikey.

Do what you want, you know better.

Girls, stop dragging me everywhere.

Haven't you gotten tired of it yet?

Are you crazy, or what?

b*tch!

This way it will be more familiar, wh*re.