01x09 - Youthful Indiscretion

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Youthful Indiscretion

Irido

I-I'm a little nervous.

I'll have the house to myself tomorrow.

This is my first time in a guy's room.

This is my first time having

a girl in my room too.

Don't ever bring another girl

over, okay? I'll be mad.

Well, have a seat.

But the only place to sit is

there?

I'm really gonna sit there?

Is something wrong?

Sit down and make yourself at home.

Sorry.

N-No worries.

Er, um You sure have a lot of books, huh?

You have lots in your room too, right?

Um, I g-guess you're right

You might be right, but if you

keep looking at me like that

I'll turn bright red.

Ayai?

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

That book you wanted to read

Care to read it together?

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

Ayai.

I should probably take you home now.

Huh?

Of course, I'd rather you stay.

But I'm sure your parents will start

worrying if it gets any later.

We've been dating for six months now.

We've held hands before.

We've even kissed before.

I thought we'd be ready

to take the next step by now.

Did Irido-kun invite me

over just to hang out?

Was I the only one breathlessly

worked up about it?

I had fun today.

Oh? Y-Yeah

See you tomorrow at school, then.

I was all psyched up and ready

when I invited her over, but

I'm such a coward.

We're third-years starting today, huh?

Do you think we'll be in the same class?

I'm not sure.

We were in the same class

last year, so who knows?

That's not the response I was looking for.

Huh?

I hope we're in the same class this year too.

Class Roster

Class 3-1

Boys

Girls

Adachi Naoto

Arai Daisuke

Irido Mizuto

Utagawa Shinji

Akikawa Yoshie

Arisaka Kyouko

Itou Ichie

Enatsu Fuyumi

Looks like I'm in Class 1.

Where are you?

Class 3-3

Boys

Girls

Arimura Dai

Akagi Hajime

Ueda Daisuke

Endou Otoya

Aita Nagako

Asakura Mika

Ayai Yume

Iida Yuuko

I'm in Class 3

Monday, April 5th

Class is no fun without you, Irido-kun.

Plus, there's no way I can make any friends.

I'm alone all over again.

But we can still meet up

here after school every day.

I know that, but

I don't like not being able to spend

as much time together anymore.

I wanted to do school stuff with you.

I wanted to enjoy my last year

of middle school with you.

We can still do couple

stuff together, you know?

We'll have plenty of opportunities

to make memories.

Like when?

Like Christmas and Valentine's, for instance.

Promise?

Promise.

Friday, April 9th

Sorry I kept you waiting!

No worries. I lost track of

time reading anyway.

But it's rare for you to be late.

Something happen?

Well, actually

I made a friend in my class!

You did?

Yup, I did!

There was this girl reading a book at lunch,

so I plucked up the courage to

talk to her and we really clicked.

You approached her?

Yup!

Going out with you seems to have helped

me overcome my social anxiety a little.

Bond and Book:

The Long Long Goodbye of

"The Last Bookstore"

That so? Well, I'm glad you made a new friend.

Oh, that's right.

Let's see It should be

around here somewhere.

You looking for something?

Yeah.

The book my friend recommended to me!

Oh, there it is!

That book my friend recommended

was so interesting!

I've never read that genre before.

Bond and Book:

The Seven Dantes Who Condemn

the Seven "Divine Comedies"

Broadcast

Minato Kanae

Then my friend came over, right?

And she asked if I wanted

to go to this café

Irido

Want to go out somewhere this weekend?

Um I'm sorry, but I already

made plans with a friend.

I see.

There you are!

Irido-kun!

I went to the library, but you weren't there.

I'm sorry. One of my friends started

talking to me, and I couldn't get away.

I get it. It's fine.

So, I was telling one of my friends

about you earlier today

Will you drop it already?

Huh?

I have no interest in

hearing about your friends.

Right. Of course.

Irido

What's wrong with me?

I'll apologize to her tomorrow for sure.

Hey, hey! Yume-chan!

Wanna grab a cup of tea

on the way home?

Sorry!

Can I take a rain check?

Huh?

Have any recommendations?

For a book report? Let's see

How about Mori Ogai?

Aren't his books kinda challenging?

I Am Blue, in Pain,

and Fragile

I guess so. He does use some

outdated language.

I was kinda hoping for something

easier to read, you know?

Then how about Miyazawa Kenji?

Who's that?

There should be a chapter

on his work in the textbook.

That's where I sit

Oh, yeah!

It'd be easier to pick

a story I've already read.

I'll go have a look for it!

Well, thanks a ton!

Sure.

Ayai

I'm sorry for being so mean to you yesterday.

I can explain.

It just felt like you were getting

further and further away from me.

Once you made friends, you started

spending so much time with other people.

I was happy for you at first.

But then gradually

I started wishing I could

keep you all to myself.

I'm really sorry.

I hope you can forgive me.

So you don't like it when I

spend time with other people,

but it's okay for you

to be with other girls?

Huh?

You were talking to another

girl just now, weren't you?

You even let her sit in my seat!

She needed help choosing a book,

so I was just lending an ear.

She's the girl you were secretly talking

to the day I got here late, isn't she?

This is the first time we've ever spoken.

You're cheating, aren't you?!

Huh?

Do I really deserve to be berated

with such baseless accusations?

Why here?

How could you do something so heartless?

This is where we first met, isn't it?

How could you do it where we've

made so many memories together?!

I'm telling you I didn't cheat!

Sorry.

But I'm telling you the truth.

My Stepmom's Daughter Is My Ex

I now know that it was

just a misunderstanding.

Even at the time, I probably

knew that deep down.

Even so, the impression

it left on me lingers.

The wound it carved into my heart remains.

"In a place full of shared memories, the

person I trusted most betrayed that trust."

The mere thought of it tainted those

memories as well as my feelings for him.

It had nothing to do with Ayai.

I was just acting out of a childish

sense of pride and jealousy.

But still, I just couldn't stand it.

So, I was telling one of my friends

about you earlier today

I was convinced she was taking pity on me.

And she was the last person I ever

wanted to have treating me that way.

But looking back on it now,

I'm sure she was just trying to

be considerate in her own way.

If the reason we grew

apart was her making friends,

all I had to do was join her friend group

and it would've been fine.

I know that. I understood that.

I should have just bottled up my

feelings and gone along with it.

I should've chosen my words more carefully.

Deep down I knew that all along.

Tengaki

Books

Tengaki Books

The Case Files of the Rookie Police Detective 2

A m*rder Case -Another Me-

The Case Files of the Rookie Police Detective 1

The k*ller at Mimuro Manor

The Staircase

Labyrinth

New Releases

Shioriko-san and the Strange Guests

-The Biblia Used Bookstore Casebook-

New Releases

Wh-Why are you here?

They rarely stock the latest

mystery novels at the school library.

New Releases

Shioriko-san and the Strange Guests

-The Biblia Used Bookstore Casebook-

The Staircase

Labyrinth

The k*ller at Mimuro Manor

The Case Files of the Rookie Police Detective 2

The Case Files of the Rookie Police Detective 1

A m*rder Case -Another Me-

Huh?

Didn't you want to read it?

You came to get this one too, didn't you?

I did, but Thank you.

Tengaki Books

Do you have time to talk?

Listen, I've been thinking.

It's not healthy to keep up

so much friction between us.

Don't you think we should try to make up?

It's just been awkward

seeing each other at school.

I apologize for what happened

in the library, okay?

Okay.

If I hadn't broken the silence,

how was Ayai planning

on keeping up our relationship?

Why won't Irido-kun walk alongside me?

I even apologized after such

a ludicrous accusation.

So why hasn't she uttered

one word of remorse to me?

And when the reconciliation

is so superficial

Have we even really made up?

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For more information, visit the

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Let's go to the festival togeth

Space

Return

Let's go to the festival

Let's go to the festi

Let's go to the f

Let's go to th

Let's go

Let's

Le

In the end, I couldn't bring

myself to invite him.

But since we'd reconciled, I thought

he might just be there anyway.

That he would come find me,

like he'd done the year before.

I hung tight to that naïve delusion.

I'd known this would happen.

Yet I still waited, clinging

to a glimmer of hope.

It was silly of me to expect

things to just work out like that.

If I had really wanted to reconcile,

I should have communicated

that to him myself.

If only we hadn't had that fight, we could

have come here together like last time.

Saturday, August 28th

This is our one-year anniversary, isn't it?

He won't even message me?

I waited all night.

And all summer break

We haven't seen each other in over a month.

Hey, could you grab that for me?

Culture Festival

Okay!

Thanks! Almost got it.

Oh, you're so right!

Take it!

That'll look great.

Then we'll add this

The Metamorphosis

That's awesome!

Let's get a little closer!

Hey, look! Isn't it pretty?

Wow, you're right!

I should have worn something warmer.

Here. You can wear my scarf.

Won't you catch a cold?

It's been a whole year since then, huh?

Asking the streets:How are you spending Christmas?!

In front of Kyoto Station

So where are you two headed today?

Um

We're out shopping to get

each other a Christmas gift.

How sweet!

You lovebirds! I'm so jealous!

Asking the streets:How are you spending Christmas?!

In front of Kyoto Station

A twenty-something couple

Where are you headed today?

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Nagimi Middle School

Graduation Ceremony

Let's break up.

Yeah.

When both Christmas and Valentine's

passed by without any contact,

I was certain we could never

go back to the way things were.

So I broke up with her.

I realized feelings of love and

hatred were at odds within me.

And though they contradicted each other,

both my affection and resentment

for her were undeniable.

A reality I couldn't ignore.

It was agony.

I was in pain.

I was miserable.

And the strife caused by those opposing

emotions slowly ate away at me.

So it wasn't the end

of a relationship for me.

It was a liberation.

And yet, not long after

Mizuto, this is Ayai Yume.

She'll be your new sister.

Irido

Hey, stop rummaging through my bookcase!

Why should I? I'm your sister, aren't I?

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

I'm borrowing this.

That's the book we read together in this room.

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

Huh? Really?

As I recall, you said that was your

first time in a guy's room, right?

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

You must have been so full of lewd thoughts

that the story went

in one ear and out the other.

Th-That's not true!

You're the One Who Started It

Besides, wasn't it your idea to begin with?!

Huh?

You invited me over under the

pretense that you'd be home alone!

Then you had me sit on

your bed of all places!

I Want to Eat Your Pancreas

You totally planned on making

a move, didn't you?

Go ahead and laugh for all I care.

Laugh at the coward who ended up wimping out

after finally working up the

resolve to invite you over.

What?!

Why are you surprised?

It's just what you accused me of!

Wh-What's this about "resolve"?!

You "wimped out" of what exactly?!

I came here that day

completely ready for it!

Huh?

Wait! I backed off because you

seemed so apprehensive about it!

You listen here!

That was nervous excitement!

What?!

Lies! You're telling me you were

down for it the whole time?!

Of course I was!

I came here excited to make the

memory of a lifetime with you!

R-Really?

So I spent ages plagued

with regret for nothing

That's my line!

I wasted so much time

convinced I was undesirable.

Give it back!

Like I care!

It's your fault for looking frozen stiff!

No, it's your fault for wimping out.

You coward!