01x40 - Episode 40

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♪ Dear I feel tired ♪

♪ Sometimes ♪

♪ I shed tears ♪

♪ When I’m alone ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Trying so hard to grow up ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Never stop moving even when perplexed ♪

♪ Be brave ♪

♪ Darkness ♪

♪ Is nothing but a lesson ♪

♪ Life ♪

♪ Teaches us ♪

♪ In a roundabout way ♪

♪ About how to be fearless ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Woo ♪

♪ Fly ♪

♪ Wherever you are now ♪

Go Ahead
♪ Let me join you ♪

Episode 40

What?

What’s that look?

I just had a chat with her.

And I like her.

So I invited her over

for dinner.

You don’t have to explain it to me

You can do whatever you want.

But what you do

has nothing to do with me.

You won’t like

what I do anyway.

Because your heart

is with someone else.

Whatever you think.

Don’t plan

anything boring.

I have a girlfriend.

But I don’t like your girlfriend.

I didn’t force you to like her.

I tried.

I really don’t like her.

Anyone will do.

I can accept anyone

except her.

I didn’t ask you to accept her.

I hate her.

Ling Xiao.

What’s wrong with him?

Nothing.

He’s in a hurry with something.

Come on, sit down.

Sorry.

I don’t know what you like.

Come.

Try this.

Come.

Drink some tea.

Don’t bother, Ms. Chen.

I can’t drink more.

Sorry for today.

Ling Xiao

got unhappy

with what I said

and left.

That makes you feel uncomfortable, doesn’t it?

Not at all.

Boys are not like girls.

They are less considerate when they grow up.

Ms. Chen,

I don’t know if I think too much.

Don’t be mad

if I’m wrong about it.

What’s wrong?

It’s okay.

I won’t be mad. Tell me.

Ms. Chen,

I think,

you like me.

Of course I do.

You are good-looking

and nice.

Everyone likes you.

Thanks, Ms. Chen.

I just take Ling Xiao

as a younger brother.

And

I quite envy his feeling

on Li Jianjian.

They grew up

together

and he comes back to her

after nine years.

Their feeling is strong.

This is their destiny.

Have some tea before it gets cold.

Ms. Chen,

you might not know much

about their childhood

since you’ve lived in Singapore.

They’re really nice together.

They grow up with each other.

Everyone envies it.

How do you know

about their childhood?

Li Jianjian

wrote a story to Tree Hole.

Somebody posted it on Weibo

and it was on the Trending topic.

All my colleagues

have read it.

I’ll show you.

Okay.

Have a look.

Okay.

Okay.

I’ll read it when I’m free.

Ms. Chen,

thank you for today.

Sorry for disturbing you.

I gotta leave.

Stay a while longer.

No, thanks.

See you, Ms. Chen.

Let me see you off.

No need, Ms. Chen.

I’ll ask Little Orange to see you off.

No need. It’s okay.

Bye, Ms. Chen.

Okay.

So you have persuaded your parents?

My mom

is hard to persuade

if I don’t make some achievements.

I’ll keep fighting.

But I will change

the way to fight.

I will influence them

with practical actions.

Anyway,

your parents

have really

divorced?

Yes.

Why did your father

suddenly want a divorce?

Aren’t they a model couple?

Your mom always praised your dad
for being obedient.

My mom always praised me for being obedient.

Now it seems that

obedience is no merit.

You and your dad are up to

some big plan, aren’t you?

But you

really don’t feel bad at all?

I

do feel bad.

But I forced myself

not to think about it.

My dad used to be

invisible at home,

but he was at home anyway.

Actually, I feel sorry for my mom.

She used to tell me that

my dad and I are her career.

Now her career

is a complete failure.

That’s why women should

regard improving herself

as her lifelong career.

When it comes to a critical point,

she got neither an obedient husband

nor obedient children to rely on.

I’m back.

You’re back.

What have you had for the evening?

Hot pot.

It’s really convenient to have hot pot.

Why did they invite Feng Xixi?

Feng Xixi?

I

just got off work

and saw Ling Xiao come back

with Feng Xixi downstairs.

How many people does Chen Ting invite over

for the housewarming?

Why did she invite Ling Xiao’s female colleague?

Housewarming?

I invited Zheng Shuran

and Du Juan to eat hot pot tonight.

So your mother-in-law is holding a moving party

and invited Ling Xiao’s female colleague

instead of you?

She hates you so such?

As long as my husband likes me.

I don’t get it.

Why?

All parents

want their kids

to marry someone they know.

Your husband

grew up in your family.

How is he…

Were you too annoying

when you were little?

Maybe.

When Ling Xiao

moved over,

I gave them a basket

of walnuts.

What’s wrong with walnuts?

She doesn’t like walnuts?

I know about it.

Ling Xiao used to have a sister

several years younger than him.

Every time she went out to play mahjong,

she locked the kids at home.

The little sister choked on walnuts.

But the door was locked,

and Ling Xiao couldn’t get out.

And then,

the girl died.

Really?

This is the first time I’ve heard about it.

But,

she hates Li Jianjian

because of a basket of walnuts.

Is she crazy?

I don’t think

it’s because of that basket of walnuts.

Because Li Jianjian

knows all her past.

So do Dad Li

and all the neighbors.

They all know that her daughter died

while she was out for fun.

And she abandoned her son

after divorce.

Now she’s ill from an accident

and keeps her son around to take care of her.

She might

feel naked

in front of Li Jianjian.

It’s all my guess.

Um.

According to you,

from her point of view,

Ling Xiao can marry anyone

except Li Jianjian.

What’s your plan now?

I…

I got no plan.

There is nothing to plan.

You will cross the bridge when you get to it.

I don’t worry about that.

Not at all.

Okay.

Good to hear that.

I think,

as long as you love each other,

there is nothing can stop you.

Um.

Yeah.

You can try to change her.

If you can’t, you try it harder.

Good idea.

Eat something

while you drink.

Or you will get stomach problem.

I’m useless

as a dad.

I worry

if you don’t tell me,

but if you do,

I can’t make any help.

Your Dad Li is way better than me.

You see,

he can cook,

he can reason,

and he knows how to talk with you.

I’m good at nothing.

Dad,

you don’t have to do anything.

I feel secure

with you being around.

Good.

Good.

When I was in Singapore,

my mom was even worse.

There were many times

I wanted to call you

and ask you to take me home.

My son.

I’m sorry

I couldn’t come

to see you.

I know.

You couldn’t make it

because of this special job.

It’s not your fault.

Dad,

I haven’t dreamt of Yun for a long time.

Does it mean that

she has forgiven me?

Have I paid off

all that I owe my mother?

Ziqiu.

♪ The rain dashes into the window ♪

Why are you here?

♪ Damp covers the heart ♪
I’m passing by.

♪ Damp covers the heart ♪
I thought you didn’t bring an umbrella.

Oh, it’s OK. I was going to

♪ It grows willfully into a trickle ♪
take a taxi.

♪ It grows willfully into a trickle ♪
You will get wet when you get out of the taxi.

♪ Tell me how can I ♪

Sorry for troubling you.

No problem.

♪ Hide it up ♪

Let’s go then.

♪ It never tells But the pattering is the answer ♪

♪ When the rain pours down ♪

♪ Let me become the ocean ♪

♪ So wear the rain ♪

♪ So wear the rain ♪
Because of him,

everything is shining,

♪ And carry on ♪

he is like a smile

♪ Like you have wings ♪

♪ Like you have wings ♪
that lights up everything

around him.

Anna Karenina
♪ You make me mature ♪

Good wording.

♪ Turn to your direction ♪

This is great.

Because of her, everything is
♪ No wall can block ♪

♪ The sun ♪

♪ When the rain pours down ♪

♪ Let me become the ocean ♪

♪ Your glow around me ♪

♪ Enables me to fly again ♪

♪ I have my wings back ♪

Little Orange.

What?

Did your brother contact you?

Be nice to him

if you care about him so much.

Feng Xixi

Both of my two brothers told me
that they like me.

In a summer,

a new neighbor moved upstairs,

but his parents quarreled a lot.

He often sat in the stairwell

reading comics.

My dad and I

called him home for dinner.

♪ Dear ♪

Before long,

his parents got divorced.

♪ I feel tired ♪
His mom abandoned him.

He lived with his dad.

♪ Sometimes ♪
Still eating?

♪ Sometimes ♪
You still got the mood to eat?

Eat.

Eat.

♪ And I ♪

When did you get it back?

♪ Shed tears ♪

Give it to me.

Chen Ting,

♪ When ♪
there’s only one picture left.

♪ I’m alone ♪
Can you leave it to him?

Are you giving it to me or not?

Give it to me.

Are you crazy?

You hit him?

Yes, I am.

I should be chocked and die of the walnuts.

♪ It tastes of growing up ♪
Can you stop talking about this?

Why?

Why did you let your sister

eat walnuts?

Can you not mention walnuts?

Can you?

Am I wrong?

♪ We cuddled ♪
It was all his fault.

♪ We cuddled ♪
He k*lled her.

Stop it. All right?

He k*lled her.

♪ Endured ♪

Ms. Chen.

♪ And lost ♪

♪ But still moved forward ♪

♪ Perhaps you are ♪

Ms. Chen.

♪ Like me ♪
Are you leaving Ling Xiao?

♪ Trying to ♪
If you are,

give him to me.

♪ Forget it all ♪
I always want a big brother.

He’s yours.

Great! I got a brother now.

Let me help you.

♪ Trying so hard to grow up ♪

I said I don’t eat anymore.

You’re going back, aren’t you?

So you can see them every day.

Can you stop?

♪ Never stop moving even when perplexed ♪
I’ll be dead if you leave.

Go.

Li Jianjian

♪ Be brave ♪

Don’t pick it up.

Mom.

Stop.

Mom.

♪ Darkness ♪

Mom.

♪ Is nothing ♪
It’s all my fault.

All right?

♪ But a lesson ♪
You did nothing wrong.

It’s all my fault.

♪ Life ♪
What’s wrong with you hating your mom?

♪ Teaches us ♪
All your attention

♪ Teaches us ♪
is on your dad.

On your neighbor.

They care for me.

♪ In a roundabout way ♪

Why don’t you care for me?

♪ About how to be fearless ♪

♪ Fly ♪

♪ Wherever ♪

Ling Xiao

♪ You are now ♪

♪ Let me ♪

Ling Xiao

♪ Join you ♪

Chen Ting

Hi.

Chen Ting.

It’s me.

My son is not available for your call.

Is he

all right?

I just want to

have a word with him.

Can you stop forcing him?

Look what you’ve done

to our son.

He took care of you for so many years.

How can you

t*rture him like that?

I beg you,

be nice to him.

Show some mercy, okay?

Ling Xiao,

drink some milk.

You will feel better.

It rained heavily last night,

didn’t it?

But I

didn’t get wet at all.

Because someone picked me up.

Actually, it was just a lift.

Feel better?

Aren’t you curious about

who picked me up?

We know. We know.

It was your mom.

It rained yesterday

and your mom was afraid

that you would get drenched,

so she went to pick you up

and only left seeing you reach home.

So you didn’t get wet.

You’re irritating me.

You guys always blame me for

hiding everything from you.

I’m sharing

my joy with you.

How nice it that.

At such a time?

When we’re all upset?

Who is it pounding on the door?

In such an early morning.

What happened, Little Orange?

Come on in.

Xiao,

Mom’s gone.

This is her last letter.

Do you know when she left?

She was still watching TV

before I went to bed last night.

I didn’t see her

when I got up in the morning.

What to do?

- I’ll go find her. - Ling Xiao.

- Where? - Ling Xiao.

Did you call the police?

Don’t cry.

Take care of Little Orange. I’ll go with him.

I’ll call the police.

Ling Xiao,

my son.

I’m sorry.

I’m not a good mother.

Maybe my existence

is the biggest harm to you.

I kidnapped you

with selfish

and fragile love,

but ignored your feelings.

You have done too much

for me these years.

You are in pain.

I know that.

It’s just that I’m helpless.

I lost my daughter.

Then I lost more

in an accident.

I lost

my mother,

my husband,

and my legs.

I can’t stand to lose more,

especially you.

I’m so regretful

that I didn’t take you with me when I left.

Even if I’m on the

verge of collapse,

I should have held your hand

and face it together.

I hate my weakness.

But I don’t know

what is the right thing to do.

I want to use

the rest of my life to make up for it,

but the more I do it, the more I get wrong.

Now I realize that

I should not kidnap you

with the so-called love.

Fate

has bound me to a wheelchair,

I’ve bound you

to me.

I know you are very painful,

and got insomnia,

but I’ve been self-deceiving.

I’m sorry.

I’m so selfish.

I don’t agree you

with Li Jianjian.

It’s because I’m afraid

to go back to the past.

I want to start a new life.

But every time I see her with you,

it reminds me that

I abandoned you,

and hurt you.

I don’t deserve your love.

I don’t

deserve to be your mother.

My love is too selfish.

Now I’ve figured it out.

You never belong to me.

You should follow your heart

and live as you like.

I really

hope that

you can be happy.

I can set myself free.

I’m leaving.

Take care of Little Orange.

I love you.

Please forgive me.

And,

forget me.

Last words from Chen Ting

♪ Dear ♪

♪ I feel tired ♪

♪ Sometimes ♪

♪ And I ♪

♪ Shed tears ♪

♪ When I’m alone ♪

♪ It tastes of growing up ♪

Mom.

You’re awake.

♪ We cuddled ♪

You’ve drowned.

And got infection in your lungs.

You need to stay here for a few days.

Fortunately, there were two fishermen

went to sea before dawn.

They saved you.

Little Orange was too scared

and stayed with you all day.

I asked her to go home to take a rest.

She’s been condemning herself

after reading your letter.

She said she was bad to you

so you

didn’t mention her

in the letter.

If you did anything wrong,

you can only make up for it while you’re alive.

If you die,

everything stops.

The things you’ve done

wrong,

the painful memories

will always be there.

It won’t get better.

Can it get better?

I remember when I was little,

I had scabies on my back.

It really hurt.

You said that

when the pus comes out,

the wound will heal.

We’re all going to get better.

You see,

what a nice day today.

♪ I think of the first time I held your hand ♪

♪ You held me so tight
as if I was everything you had ♪

♪ One grows up gradually ♪

♪ While the other becomes smaller ♪

♪ Thanks to time ♪

One month later
♪ We meet somewhere in the middle ♪

Coming.

Mr. Ling.

How is it? You done packing?

Yeah.

I’m here to help you.

Thanks.

Mom.

Hurry up. Mr. Ling is here.

Coming.

Check

if anything is

left.

I’ll carry it down then.

Okay.

Leave it to me.

Thanks, Mr. Ling.

You’re welcome.

I’m going down.

Okay.

Sorry

for bothering you

giving us a ride.

No problem.

Check again

to see if anything is left.

Nothing.

Let’s go.

Go.

I’ve been finding a chance

to apologize to you.

What’s up?

You called Ling Xiao the other day

and I answered it.

I said

something

that

made you upset.

It’s not your problem.

As I said,

it’s all my problem.

And,

after Yun was born,

you took care of two children alone,

and I was out for work all day.

At that time,

I didn’t know

anything about that PTSD.

I thought

you’d be better after a while.

Actually I’m the one to blame

for a lot of things.

I’m sorry.

Let’s not

mention it anymore.

I’ve forgotten it.

Good.

Good.

I’m going to live in Singapore.

Little Orange likes living there.

I’m used to it, too.

So about Ling Xiao,

please take care of him.

I will.

I’m his father.

Yeah.

It’s here.

When you go back,

don’t just hang out for fun, you hear me?

Mom got leg problem,

you should help

cook

and do some chores.

And,

study hard

for a good university.

Ms. Chen,

Ziqiu and I have prepared

some Xiamen specialties for you.

It’s in the trunk.

You can give it to your friends

when you go back.

Thank you.

You’re welcome.

Thank you, too.

For taking care of

Little Orange.

It’s okay.

Little Orange, now you know

life is not easy.

Study hard when you go back.

We’re leaving then.

Focus on your study.

Stop idling around.

I’ll go to see you

with Jianjian

on the New Year.

Got it.

Go.

Ziqiu.

Thanks.

I’ll miss you.

Okay.

Come here if you’re available.

Bye.

Hey.

Jianjian,

I’m really leaving

Ling Xiao to you this time.

You two take good care of each other.

Okay.

You can rest assured.

I will make him happy.

Be safe, Ms. Chen.

Okay.

They’ve left.

Now you have

one hour to make up

and pick your clothes.

We will leave when you’re done.

Right.

I gotta find Tang Can for makeup,

otherwise it’s too late.

Go, go, go.

To get the certificate, really?

Yeah.

It’s all so sudden.

I gotta start preparing

the red envelope.

Of course you should.

Get a big one if you have money.

If you don’t have money,

borrow money to get a big one.

You moneygrubber.

You know I spent a lot of money.

I’ve invited everyone I know

to see your play premiere

tomorrow.

How about that?

Stop.

I’m getting nervous now.

What if I

mess it up?

What if the stand-in

takes my place?

What if the audience boos me?

I’ll boo them back.

Love you, honey.

Look at you.

Who is it?

Mrs. Qi.

Tang Can.

Mrs. Qi is here.

Jianjian,

you are all home.

Let me help you.

Heavy.

I’ll do it myself.

Where is Mingyue?

She’s out.

She doesn’t have to

work today, does she?

She is

out for groceries.

I made a lot of

delicious food for you.

There is absolutely no satay sauce this time.

I note it now.

Tang Can is allergic to it.

I made peanut paste

for you this time.

Do you like it?

Thank you, Mrs. Qi.

I love this.

You’re welcome.

Look at your home, such a mess.

Let me clean it up

later.

You three lazy bones.

Who is willing to marry you?

Let me help you.

No need.

Go ahead with your business.

We don’t have to worry it now.

Mrs. Qi is still

that one

who complains us a lot.

You’re right.

Dad, hurry up.

The Civil Affairs Bureau

is closing.

Don’t rush.

In a minute.

Ms. He Mei bought

a suit for Dad.

Dad loves it.

You are cute today.

You’re handsome, too.

Give me a kiss.

Is this

all right?

Dad, it’s perfect.

Ms. He Mei has a good taste.

I don’t feel comfortable wearing this.

Why?

The suit is lovely.

Of course, you’re handsome.

Dad,

you look great today.

Good for you, Dad.

Flash marriage.

Is there a month since you met?

How can you call it flash marriage?

We dated 20 years ago.

Fine. Let’s go.

I’ve packed your residence booklet

and ID card.

They are close to the Bureau.

We gotta hurry up.

We gotta take a family photo

after this.

Great.

Let me get some more hair spray.

Dad, you’re handsome enough.

My God.

Let’s go.

You’re transferring your shop?

Yeah.

Although it

starts to make profit,

I’m

a dessert chef.

I still want to make desserts.

Once it’s

transferred,

I’ll open a dessert shop

in the scenic area.

I’d like to ask Ms. Luo Hong to help me

choose the location of the store.

That okay?

Absolutely.

I never thought that

one day

I would see my mom get married.

My dad will be good to you.

You have to be good to my dad, too.

Your future is brilliant.

I wish you happy.

Yeah.




You are sitting

too distant.

Hug her. You’re married now.

You see.

Hug? Forget it.

Why?

You’re a man, take the initiative.

Come on. Hug her.

Okay.

Yeah.

Get closer.

Hold her hand. Look at the camera.

Closer.

Camera.

Something is missing.

Marriage Certificate

What to do?

Mom.

You are beautiful.

So great.

This is nice.

Don’t stop. Don’t.

Turn your head.

My face is getting stiff.

Dad,

we’re in the studio on the second floor.

Come up.

Yes.

Good.

Traffic jam.

I’m late.

Dad Ling.

Congratulations.

Congratulations.

You’re finally here.

We’re be waiting for you to take a family photo.

Yeah.

You two get married,

why take photo with me?

Can you stop?

You’ve dressed

like that.

Besides,

Jianjian and Ling Xiao are getting married.

We will be a real family.

You’re right.

Let’s take the photo.

Come on.

Stand behind your mother.

Keep still.

Don’t move.

Okay.

Look here.

Everyone.

We’re going to sh**t.

Ready.

One.

Two.

Three.

♪ I think of the first time I held your hand ♪

♪ You held me so tight
as if I was everything you had ♪

♪ One grows up gradually
while the other becomes smaller ♪

♪ Thanks to time We meet somewhere in the middle ♪

♪ Good night Good bye kids ♪

♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪

♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪

♪ Pacing No need to look back ♪

♪ I will always be there for you ♪

♪ Looking afar when staying with your shadow ♪

♪ I am an old house that you are used to ♪

♪ One day you’ll start to pursue a new life ♪

♪ Like a leaf floating towards a distant twig ♪

♪ Those memories are like yesterday ♪

♪ Good night Good bye kids ♪

♪ Maybe you’ll leave here ♪

♪ Maybe the way home will be longer and longer ♪

♪ Pacing No need to be upset ♪

♪ I will always be there for you ♪

♪ Watching you flying away ♪