03x02 - Fallopian Blues

[bunniefuu]

[♪ Doechii: "Stressed"]

♪ ♪

♪ I must be lost
in my regrets ♪

♪ I must be down, I
must be stressed ♪

♪ I got, like,


[Camille] OK.

♪ That I ain't still
got off my chest ♪

♪ It must be so
much more to life ♪

♪ If I had diamonds
and baguettes...

[Camille] Chapter
One: "Change."

While inevitable,
we often resist it

out of fear of the unknown,

instead clinging
to the familiar,

our old routines and patterns
that make us feel safe.

But sometimes life
throws you a curveball

that you never saw coming.

I'm pregnant?

I'm pregnant!

Wait, are you absolutely sure?

The blood and urine tests

confirm a positive
for pregnancy.

This...

Yay.

How did this happen?

b*tch, f*cking is
how this happened.

Ian's pullout game
is weak as f*ck.

Or Camille's a Little
Miss Leave-It-In.

It is a little flattering

when a man's pullout
game is weak, you know?

And with that, the
world worries for Quinn.

What?

Are you sure it's
even Ian's baby?

Of course it's Ian's!

- It is Ian's, right?
- Yes!

Yes, of course!

We were always so careful.

[scoffs]

OK, fine, yes, I let him
sh**t up the club once.

OK, twice.

Fine, I let him do it a few
times, but you know what?

I was under the impression
that I was more likely

to get struck by lightning
than I was to get pregnant.

Ooh, girl, do not say that.

You might f*ck around
and have twins.

What?

My Great-Aunt Mae was
pregnant with one child.

Lightning struck the hospital
while she was in labor,

and boom, twins.

Ms. Parks, you should see your
ob-gyn as soon as possible

to discuss options
and next steps.

Best of luck.

[♪ Benji: "Terms
& Conditions"]

Thanks.

What am I gonna do?

♪ Is it difficult feeling
with your good eye...

[sighs]

♪ ♪

♪ Are we visible only
in the good light? ♪♪

Twelve weeks.

Twelve weeks.

I've been pregnant for 12 weeks?

I mean, I don't...
I don't understand,

because you basically said
that I can't get pregnant.

I said you had less than
a five percent chance

of getting pregnant.

The odds are stacked
against you, but...

Yeah, but I am OK with not
being a mother, actually.

I see things like
this all the time,

women desperate to get pregnant
and their bodies say no,

but when it is the furthest
thing from their mind,

suddenly they're
able to conceive.

Yeah, but you know that
I wasn't desperately

trying to conceive, and
my body had no business

basically saying
yes to something

that I didn't even ask about.

I know this is unexpected,

but luckily we are in New York,
so terminating the pregnancy

is still an option.

Do you want to move forward
with the process or terminate?

I don't know.

If you want to keep it, I
suggest we draw some blood

in the next week or
so to do what's called

noninvasive prenatal testing

so we can check for defects
or cognitive abnormalities.

And you should also
talk to your mother

about maternal history,
as there are sometimes

similarities between
mothers and daughters.

Dear God, no, not in
the maternal area.

And if you want to terminate,

I can offer you options
for that as well.

Aw, Camille, listen.

The important thing is,

there is no right or wrong,

no good or bad here.

This is your body, honey.

It's your choice.

Yeah, and I've said that
at a lot of rallies.

And I believe that.

[sighs]

But right now, I am
feeling the weight...

of this decision.

And I need you to understand
that since you're nearing

the end of the first trimester,

the window for the least
medically invasive termination

is closing.

OK, so if... if I...

accidentally got
pregnant once, right,

I could probably, on purpose,
get pregnant again later, so...

I can't answer that.

Your statistically low chance
of conceiving hasn't changed.

I think you should consider this

may be your only shot at ever
having a biological child.

If that's important to you,

you should do your best to
make a decision quickly.

[thoughtful music]

♪ ♪

Oh, my gosh.

I've been trying to wait
until Camille gets here,

but if I do not say something
soon, I'm gonna burst.

Oh, what's the tea?

I got the role in Girls
Trip: The Musical.

[squeals]

- Angie!
- Oh!

And not just any role,

a lead role.

I'm playing Dina, the
Haddish role, y'all.

[both] Oh!

I heard they were turning
that into a musical!

Damn, congratulations.

I didn't even know
you were auditioning.

Oh, I didn't want to
jinx it 'cause, you know.

Oh, my gosh, Angie!
I am so proud of you!

[Tye laughs] That's dope.

To the newest star on Broadway.

- [Tye] Yes.
- [laughter]

Oh, my God.

It's adorable.

[Angie] Oh, girl,
why are you lying?

That looks like a
wrinkled kidney bean.

[gasps]

Ow, what? I'm
just being honest.

But don't worry.

My grandma says a
funny-looking baby

happens to the best of us.

You just keep it lotioned
up and dressed nice.

[Camille sighs]
How is this life?

I am almost three months.

Damn!

What? But your period.

No, I know.

I've always been a little
bit on the irregular side,

but I just figured,
between the breakup

and the quitting of the
job, that my being late

was stress-related,
not fetal-related.

[gasps]

Could this be a sign from God

that Ian is your person?

Oh, girl, not that sh*t again.

It was a mishap, a slipup.

God has wasted far too much time

on the Ian and Camille
saga to still be invested.

[Angie] Me and God both.

[Quinn] And what did Ian
say? He must be so excited.

You have told Ian, right?

Uh, no.

- [gasps]
- Girl.

[Camille] Well, all the
blogs say that you have

a solid 24 hours of
denying your situation

before getting responsible.

It's been more than 24 hours.

I know! It's just...

I mean, what's the
point of dropping a b*mb

when I'm not even sure
if I want to keep it?

[Quinn] Really? I mean...

Cam, I would understand
if this was some

smash and dash off the street,

but it is still Ian's kid too.

Oh, it's not a
kid. It's a bean.

And according to Angie,
it's an ugly bean.

I said wrinkled
and funny-looking.

That means it's
just temporary ugly.

There's time.

Regardless, Ian told you how
much he wanted to be a dad,

and this was the reason
that you guys broke up.

Yeah, but Ian made it very clear

that him and Portia
are a whole thing now.

f*ck Portia.

She's not a
m*therf*cking friend.

That b*tch could
drive off a cliff,

and I would not give a fu-u-uck.

OK, sure.

He said that he was with her,

but things have clearly changed.

Maybe if you tell him, he
might have some insight.

He might.

But, Cam, you have to figure out

if you want to be a mom
with or without him.

You know that sh*t always
falls on the woman.

[Angie] Mm, facts on facts.

So...

no.

- Um...
- Um...

Yes?

Well, there's good
arguments for both.

All you need to do is
make a pros and cons list.

OK.

Pro: tell Ian.

He comes running back.

Y'all have a bigheaded baby
and live happily ever after.

Nah, pro: don't tell
Ian, don't have the baby,

and move on with
your life as planned.

Um, that's a con.

[Angie] Mm, I have
the best pro ever.

Tell Ian. Still
don't have the baby.

Let Ian have babies
with that other chick

and get a dad bod.

Then you run into
him, looking fabulous

with your new finer, fitter boo,

and refuse to f*ck him.

You win. Checkmate.

Definitely a con.

It's just above y'all right now.

Think about it. Let it fester.

[Quinn] It's a con.

I don't like this conversation.

What do you think, Cam?

[Quinn] What feels
right for you?

[♪ Zilo: "Underwater"]

♪ ♪

Except that.

♪ ♪

♪ Eyes shut but
never sleeping ♪

♪ I don't know if
I was dreaming ♪

♪ Been there before,
seen it unfold ♪

♪ I always end up right here ♪

♪ Steady trying to
find the meaning ♪

♪ Of everything that
I've been feeling ♪

♪ Let down my
guard, opening up ♪

♪ Just when I
thought I was done ♪

[line ringing]

♪ Everything just
started flowing out ♪

♪ Three a.m.,
thinking in the dark ♪

♪ I'm here...

[line beeps]

[Deborah] You've reached
Deborah's voicemail.

Stay blessed.

And remember your umbrella.

♪ Feel like I've been
going 'gainst the tide ♪

♪ But still, I swim ♪

♪ I need to let it all go ♪

♪ 'Cause I've been
feeling inside out ♪

♪ Know that this
will pass me by ♪

- ♪ But still...
- No.

♪ My head's underwater ♪

♪ Try to stay afloat, but
I need to let it all go ♪

♪ 'Cause I've been
feeling inside out ♪

♪ Hoping it'll just
take time but still...

OK.

♪ My head's underwater ♪

♪ And I'm getting stronger...

[line rings]

[line beeps]

[Ian] Hey, leave
it at the beep.

♪ Tell you giving up, it
ain't an option here ♪

[phone chimes]

♪ I'ma keep on going
till the lights go down ♪

♪ If the sun don't shine ♪

♪ Again ♪

♪ And what if I told you
everything that's on my mind ♪

♪ Feel like I've been
going 'gainst the tide ♪

♪ But still, I swim ♪

♪ I need to let it all go ♪

♪ 'Cause I've been
feeling inside out ♪

♪ Know that this
will pass me by ♪

♪ But still, my
head's underwater ♪♪

You know, I-I'm not even
gonna say what I'm thinking.

[scoffs] What?

What... what are you
thinking? Just say it.

A-all right, well, this
feels just like Mira again.

The world's biggest

"Huh to the f*ck are
you talking about?"

Camille, I was over you,
about to marry Mira,

and all of a sudden,
at the eleventh hour,

here you come with the big news.

I know that you are not implying

that I'm doing all this
just to get back with you.

[Ian] Look, I'm just
calling the spade

the m*therf*cking
spade. This is what...

Oh, so... so you really think
that I just woke up one morning

and I was like, you know what?

I just miss Ian so much that,

I don't know, I'm gonna
quit my steady job

and I'm gonna get
knocked up by him,

even though he's my ex,
and I'm gonna raise a baby

on my freelance writer's income,

all so that I can trap Ian
into getting back with me?

You trippin'!

Nobody said nothing
about a trap.

My life is not a
reaction to you.

I'm allowed to feel
what I'm feeling.

Ha! You did listen to
that therapy podcast.

Yeah, 'cause you sent
the sh*t 50 times.

Well, that's because you
needed to listen to it.

Look, I can't.

It had good information.

I can't do this sh*t with you.

I mean, you throwing...
you picked a hell of a time

to throw a-a whole
shitload onto me right now.

Well, welcome to my world.

It's not like this wasn't
just plopped in my lap too.

You know, I don't... I don't
want to argue with you.

This is just a courtesy visit.

I guess I'll let you
know what I decide.

What you decide? What
you... what you mean?

I don't have a say in this?

You're in a serious,
committed relationship.

And this is
happening in my body.

So I will decide.

Well, yeah, but I
mean, what if...

what if we have it?

And, what, you tell Portia
that you knocked up your ex,

break her heart,

then we magically live
happily ever after,

all because of some kid that
neither one of us planned?

I mean, that's
not likely, right?

[Ian] No, I mean, it
ain't likely at all.

I'm not... I'm not breaking
it off with Portia.

I ain't gonna do her like that.

So your choice is for
me to be a side project

that you check on
every now and then

while you lie up with
your childhood sweetheart.

Why would you even want
to be in that situation?

Camille, this... this...

all this sh*t...

this sh*t we going
through right now

is the exact opposite
of what I wanted.

I wanted to be with you.

I wanted to have
a baby with you.

You didn't want
that, so we broke up.

It... it is what it is.

But now we're here.

All right, we got a chance to
do something about this now.

I mean, we're not
the first two people

to get caught in a
surprise pregnancy.

I mean, it happens every day.

I mean, we could, I don't know,

come up with our own situation,

like, our own co-parenting
situation, kind of like...

like...[snaps fingers]
Amber Rose and Wiz Khalifa.

So now we're Amber and Wiz?

Look, if... I mean, if Portia
was just some... some fling,

this... this wouldn't
even be a conversation.

It wouldn't, but...

I-I mean, it ain't that.

This ain't just some fling.

You know, we got
real sh*t going on.

And what's more real than
being pregnant with your baby?

Camille, I'm gonna always
take care of mine, always.

Sweetheart, you never have
to worry about that ever.

I'm not worried... [sniffles]

because we don't have
anything to figure out.

I do.

[somber music]

♪ ♪

A lot of people think
that means the vag*na,

but actually, it's the butthole.

I got drugs in my booty.

I don't believe you.

b*tch, what?

Give it to me again, like
you mean it this time.

You getting on my nerves. OK.

I got drugs in my booty.

Mm-hmm. So much for
work, then, yeah?

Th-this is work.

We've been running lines for,
like, the last three hours.

Wait, so you are
really talking about

putting drugs in your
booty in the script?

Yeah.

Didn't you see the movie?

Yeah, maybe once.

Get your man.

You know what? He
was homeschooled.

- Baby girl.
- [Angie] Yes, baby.

Once we catch up to Camille,

we'll have all the
time in the world

to catch up on movies, OK?

- [Angie] Mm.
- [Mike] Mm.

Wait, what?

Yeah, you know, when
we're pregnant too.

He doesn't know about
your Plan B regimen?

- [mouthing words]
- [Eric] Oh.

All of that is a ways away.

Yeah, no, we're gonna
get married first.

But I wasn't thinking
that babies would be

too much further
behind, did you?

Honestly, I wasn't thinking
about babies at all.

Ooh!

What... what do you mean?

I thought we were on the
same page about having kids.

Did something change?

Y'all should've been
discussed this. Oh.

I meant I'm not thinking
about them right now.

We have a lot of time
to think about that.

- [chuckles] Do we?
- Mm-hmm.

We're both not exactly
spring chickens.

OK, speak for yourself.

Vikram at the corner store
just carded me last week.

- Yes, melanin!
- OK? I look good.

- Yes, you do!
- Thank you.

Angie, come on, you
know what I mean.

OK.

Yes, we'll do the baby thing

but not before I get
myself to a place

where I can actually
take care of them.

Baby, that's what
partnership is for.

OK, I'm here. I'm here.

I'm here to help
with everything.

- I know that.
- Yeah? OK.

And that's mad sexy.

But until People
magazine is bidding

on our baby's first pictures,
then I ain't made it yet.

And that is the level of success

your girl is visualizing.

- OK?
- OK, OK.

Well, if that's the game plan,
I should leave you two to it.

What happened to "Sundays
are for football"?

I just got word from a
seller that he wants me

to put his brownstone
on the market ASAP.

Oh, I cannot wait
until I'm rich enough

to make people drop
everything for me.

Me too, girl! [chuckles]

- Mm, I'll miss you, baby.
- I'll miss you too.

- Mm-hmm, prove it.
- Come here, aw.

- Mm. Yeah.
- Mm.

- Yeah.
- Mm.

Mm. [chuckling] Mm.

OK. I got to go.

I love you.

I love you too.

[clears throat]

[funky music]

Now, that's how you
sell a scene, b*tch!

[laughs] Come on.
Back to the top.

- [sighs]
- You in it now. Let's go.

♪ ♪

You know, Barack Obama was
raised by a single mom.

- Mm-hmm.
- Mm-hmm.

And he became president.

- [Tye] Mm-hmm.
- Yes!

But then again, so
was Charles Manson.

Ooh, yikes.

I'm gonna go ahead
and say that there was

more to blame
there than his mom.

You know the ancient Greeks
believed that a fetus

obtained a soul
during fertilization?

But then again, the
Tallensi people of Ghana

didn't believe that
you achieved personhood

until after you died.

Pay up, Angie.

I told you she would
get anthropological

before she finished a slice.

Damn, Camille, defy an
expectation for once.

I'm just... I am usually really
good at making decisions.

Harpo, who this woman?

I don't know, but it's not our
little overthinking friend.

OK, we're out of ba*ls.

What's the verdict?

All right, OK.

OK, OK, OK.

Mm-hmm, and...

it's even.

- Ugh!
- [sighs]

Guys, if there was ever
a time to overthink,

it would be for a baby.

I mean, it is...
it's a whole person.

[Quinn] Camille's right.

There are no
takesy-backsies on a baby.

Exactly! Right?

I mean, if a job's not
working out, you quit.

[Quinn] Damn straight, you do.

Mm, or you stick it
out until they fire you

so you can collect unemployment.

You know my business had
to pay for that, right?

That's what you
get for firing me.

I'm gonna go ahead and
say that sex on the job

is a fireable offense.

But he bought the dress,

so I should've been given
employee of the month

for my above-and-beyond
customer service.

- I love Angie logic. [laughs]
- [Angie] Yeah.

Anyway, so if a relationship
is not working out,

you break up with him.

Or if you're you, then
you get back together.

Then you break up again.

And then you have sex
without using birth control.

And then you sit around a
table with your friends,

letting good pizza go cold, hmm.

You is not helping.

No, but seriously, guys.

[sighs]

What if I become a
mom and I hate it?

Want me to call my
mom and ask her?

Or what if I have an ab*rtion

and I spend the rest of my life
being tormented by the fact

that I gave up my
only opportunity

to have a biological kid?

sh*t, well, when you
put it like that...

- [Quinn] Yeah.
- I cannot f*ck this up.

Oh, you won't.

You'll stay up all night.

And the next night.

And then you'll know.

Camille, on any of
those sleepless nights,

you call us and we
will be there for you

because you are not alone.

And if you decide not
to have this baby,

we'll take you to
the appointment.

And if you decide that
you do want to keep it,

we're gonna be right there
with you in the delivery room.

Yeah, not sure if I
need to see all of that,

but I will be the auntie
who teaches her about Plan B

because clearly her
mother doesn't know sh*t

about not birthing no babies.

You guys. [sniffles]

It really helps that
you all are here,

everybody except maybe Angie.

[laughs]

It's OK.

Truth teller wins again.

♪ This can't be
the same life ♪

♪ I was looking forward to ♪

♪ Overstimulated but
I be overboard too ♪

♪ Ain't got time for n*gg*s ♪

♪ 'Cause these n*gg*s
ain't gon' court you ♪

♪ Quick to criticize but
don't do sh*t to support you ♪

♪ Does it cost too
much to live? ♪

♪ I got feels I'm missing all
the shade from sh*t I did ♪

♪ I be all up in my
mind overthinking ♪

♪ God forbid, maybe I
just need a second ♪

[phone chimes]

♪ There's been a
lot on my plate ♪

♪ And I'm trying
and I trust it ♪

[FaceTime ringing]

♪ Ain't giving up
or giving in ♪♪

Hey, Mom.

[Deborah] Camille.

Yes.

- Mom?
- [Deborah] Hey, honey.

I'm sorry I took so
long to call you back.

I'm at a craft retreat upstate.

OK, um, I called because...

I have some news.

[Deborah] So far,
my favorite part

was the decoupage
tree ornament session.

You know, I really think
I found my calling.

All the women said
that mine was the best.

That's great, Mom.

[Deborah] You
know, I really wish

you supported my interests more.

I go to all your events.

Uh, you've been to exactly one.

Um, but anyway...
[breathes deeply]

I'm pregnant.

- Janet!
- [Janet] Hey, girl!

I love the sparkles.

It's lovely.

Did you hear what I said?

Hey, can I make the baby
a decoupage ornament?

Or I could crochet
little bootees

or, like, a little baby hat
or, like, little mittens.

I could knit or crochet.

Mom, the situation is
really complicated, though.

Um...

I'm not even sure I'm
gonna go through with it.

Well, I mean, that's...
that's beautiful too.

Um, um, I don't... I don't
think you heard me right.

You're coming to the
fair next month, right?

- [Janet] Definitely.
- You better, OK?

Mom, you're not even
listening to me.

You know, I hope
your baby doesn't

criticize you all the time.

I mean, I did my best.

That's all we can do.

Sure.

[Deborah] Why are
you ruining my trip?

I'm not try... oh, my...

The doctor just
told me to ask you,

did you have any complications,

or do we have any hereditary
defects in our family?

You can tell your doctor that
not everything is my fault.

Listen, I have to go.

[line beeps]

[sighs]

[line trills]

[♪ Savannah Cristina:
"Get It Together"]

[sighs]

Hi, this is, uh, Camille Parks.

Dr. Lisbon said that, uh,

you could refer me to
someone for... um...

♪ I got my guard up...

termination, or...

you know, an ab*rtion.

♪ I'll be like the sun,
turn back into stardust..

Yeah, um, they...
they have my number.

- ♪ I'm disappearing...
- OK.

♪ That's on purpose,
being honest ♪

♪ I'm overwhelmed, I'm
overwhelmed, oh, oh ♪

♪ I'm so f*cking tired ♪

♪ I feel so exhausted ♪

♪ I've been grinding
all my life ♪

♪ Tell me why I gotta be so
independent all the time ♪

♪ I'm tired of being tired ♪

♪ I'm tired of
being tired, yeah ♪♪

[sighs]

[Tammy] Camille, Camille.

Oh, sh*t.

My sentiments exactly.

Uh, is Ian home?

I was just trying to
catch him before work.

He and Portia had
an appointment.

Great.

Thanks.

Camille Parks, you
know I don't run,

but I will boomerang your a*s
back here with this Louboutin.

You know, I really... I
really can't talk today.

But you're going to.

We have important
business to discuss.

Did Ian...

I'm staying here while I'm
renovating my brownstone,

and y'all asses
weren't exactly quiet

the other night in the kitchen.

But my question is,

with eight million
stories in the city,

how do you keep turning
up on this one doorstep?

It's complicated.

[Tammy] No, it's simple.

You two lemonheads
are just hell-bent

on making it complicated.

And now adding a baby to it?

Child, it's messy.

Well, I'm hoping that my
choice makes it less messy.

And can you please just
spare me the judgment?

If you'll spare me yours.

Come in.

Come on.

I am not gonna hurt
you, not today.

Come on.

Picture this: Nell's
nightclub, 1993.

A party promoter
named Dante, mm,

he ran through his supply
of free drink tickets

trying to impress me.

- [Camille] Um...
- [Tammy chuckles]

you know, what girl
isn't impressed

by free drink tickets?

One night, Dante showed up
in these Enyce overalls,

and the way that one strap
hit that chiseled shoulder...

you not too young to
see where this is going.

N-no, I'm not.

The timing could
not have been worse.

My life was finally
starting to look

the way I wanted it to after
a lot of hard, hard work.

So I decided to
have an ab*rtion.

Oh.

Oh.

Thank you for
sharing that with me.

So you're saying that I'm
making the right decision?

I'm saying I understand
that this will be

one of the hardest decisions
that you'll ever have to make.

But you have to do
what will leave you

with the least regrets.

So then I shouldn't do it?

Baby girl, if you came here
for shoulds, I ain't the one.

I came here to talk to
Ian, but he's not here.

So y'all can keep arguing?

You better be glad
that I was the one

who overheard you and Ian

and not Regina.

[sighs]

I know Regina does not want
me to be her grandbaby's mom.

She knows the kind
of mom I have,

and I'm sure that she's worried
I'm gonna be the same flaky,

just distant, self-absorbed,
undiagnosed hot mess

that my mom can be.

Is that what you're
worried about?

Yes. Aren't you?

Isn't everybody?

So Regina never told
you about our mom?

No.

Our mom is a big
reason why Regina and I

didn't want to have kids.

But then... here came Ian.

Wait, Ian wasn't planned?

As planned as a gas station
rose on Valentine's Day.

[chuckles]

But Regina decided to have
him and became a great mom.

Yeah, she is amazing.

She is.

She's not our mother,

any more than you'll be yours.

You know, we're not destined

to repeat our parents' mistakes.

We're out here breaking
patterns, baby.

♪ So grateful, you
might have saved me ♪

[♪ Janine: "Saved Me"]

♪ From all of the dark
in my head lately ♪

♪ ♪

♪ You might have saved me ♪

♪ ♪

♪ You made me feel
something good lately ♪

♪ 'Cause you're good, baby ♪

♪ You might have saved me ♪

♪ You might have saved me ♪

♪ You made me feel
something good lately...

[Lisbon] Congratulations.

Everything is looking
really good at this stage.

You have three
boys and one girl.

Three boys and a girl?

- Wow.
- [laughter]

That suddenly made
it very real to me.

- That's... I'm sorry.
- Baby.

I'm suddenly kind of emotional.

[Lisbon] Aw. Tears
are to be expected.

This is a lot to take in.

I'm so excited.

When I first came here, I
just wanted to freeze my eggs

'cause I was single,
you know, and motherhood

was starting to feel further
and further out of reach.

And now we have
four little embryos.

That's enough to build a band.

- Right. It's a rock band.
- Right.

[laughter]

I'm finally gonna be a mom.

Ian, you're gonna be a dad.

We really want to be parents.

We do.

The next step is to decide
if you want to freeze

all the embryos now to
implant at a later date

or decide to move
forward right away

and... and try to implant one.

Oh, so if we...
if we do it now,

I can get pregnant as
soon as next month?

It absolutely does mean that.

There's a great
chance of success,

though every experience,
of course, is different.

Ian, can you believe this?

It's incredible.

I mean, it's, uh...

it's a miracle.

[chuckles]

[both] Mm.

I just have some paperwork.

Yeah, of course.

- Uh...
- [indistinct whispering]

[phone chimes]

[♪ Aqyila: "Hello"]

♪ Falling in love
with who I am ♪

♪ I don't have
time for anything ♪

♪ That's gonna harm me ♪

♪ It may be hard
to understand...

Chapter One...

♪ Words have the power to
empower or destroy me now...

"Breaking Patterns."

♪ New beginning, hello ♪

♪ Hello, hello ♪

♪ So I can't fix your lonely ♪

♪ Gotta fix the whole me now ♪

♪ Don't need no
one to hold me ♪

♪ But only if you
can hold me down ♪

♪ Some things really
happen for the better ♪

♪ I had to take a fall
so I could settle ♪

♪ Found my peace
and grounding ♪

♪ Now I'm levelled ♪

♪ New beginning, hello ♪

♪ Hello ♪

♪ Hello, hello ♪

♪ Hello ♪

♪ Hello, whoa-whoa,
whoa-whoa ♪

♪ Whoa-whoa-whoa, whoa-whoa ♪

♪ It's the way it is ♪

♪ Feeling like a kid ♪

♪ All 'cause I'm letting go ♪

♪ All because I'm letting go ♪

♪ It's the way it is ♪

♪ Feeling like a kid ♪

♪ All because I'm letting go ♪

♪ All because I'm letting go ♪

[vocalizing]

♪ ♪