01x08 - Episode 8

[bunniefuu]

[chanting foreign language]

[birds chirping]

[Ozan exhales]

Amen.

May she rest in paradise, brother.

Thank you. May the living endure.

[Kenan] At least her soul
has found some peace now.

May Allah grant her a place in paradise.

Amen.

THE GRAFT

[dramatic music playing]

Honestly, thank God I thought to get
one last facial treatment

before all this chaos started.

My skin's glowing. Right, doctor?

Expert opinion?

Why are you so carefree, Deren?

Why?

Do you realize how big
what you're about to do really is?

I realize.

Deep state out, Deren state in.

-[chuckles]
-Gosh. [chuckles]

Yeah.

I swear, I look at myself in the mirror,

I'm trying to be objective.

I'm a fugitive, I'm wounded.

But I'm still beautiful, right?

I have that glamour. Right, doctor?

You have that glamour, Deren.

[Deren exhales] Okay.

Ozan.

Uh...

By the way,

I'm glad you found your sister.

Thank you, Deren.

[Faik] I'm ready.

-Go ahead.
-[Deren] Okay.

[exhales]

[Deren sighs]

-[Faik] If you're ready, I'll start.
-Yeah. I'm ready.

Okay, and we're rolling.

Hi there, everyone watching.
I'm Deren Özbekli.

Some of you may know me already.

And for those who don't,

well, I'm guessing you'll get to know me
pretty well after this video.

First, I'd like to start with an apology
to my fellow hardworking YouTubers

because it's clear we'll definitely
be dominating the trends.

Because I'll be sharing some really
interesting and bizarre hidden things

about government institutions

and their ties
to the underground world of crime.

Thank you for everything you've done.

Thank you, sir. We're grateful.

I'll edit the interview and publish it
at the right time, don't worry.

Ozan, you've suffered a lot.

It's time to pick yourself up now.
It's time.

Everything will work out.

I'll deal with all of it. I promise.

-Thanks a lot for your support.
-You're welcome.

-Thank you.
-See you soon.

[dramatic music playing]

[engine starts]

Did she also say in the video
you didn't commit the m*rder?

She did, Aslı.

Hmm, then you're not
a fugitive anymore, Ozan.

We're finally free now.

We can leave this all behind
and never see these people again,

especially that crazy maniac, Deren.

Ozan?

We're leaving, right?

We'll leave, Aslı.

We will.

But I need to talk to Kenan first.

Okay. [soft chuckle]

[sighs]

[rooster cawing]

[chickens clucking]

-Salaam alaikum.
-[Kenan] Alaikum salaam, doctor.

-Come on, let's talk.
-[Ozan] Is it a good time?

It is. Come on.

What's wrong?

Did you have a fight with Aslı?

No, we're fine.

We were just saying we should go now.

That's what we discussed.

You're going, huh?

I mean, once the video's ready...

[dramatic music playing]

I did my best since this all blew up.

I found my sister, we made the video.

Kenan, now those b*stards
will get what they deserve.

I'll regain my freedom too.

A stand-up guy like you
as a companion on the road,

that's not easy to find.

Remember that, doctor.

I mean... [chuckles]

You're right, you have to go.

[cell phone rings]

-Who's this?
-[Kenan on phone] The Grim Reaper.

What's wrong? Did I call too early?

Son, you still get rattled
the moment you hear my voice.

What will you do
when you see my face, huh?

Do you really have the guts to look
straight into my eyes,

you miserable coward?

[laughs] Of course I do.

Don't worry about that.

I don't take my courage
from powders and pills like you.

Mine's from within.

I get it from my heart,
and you know that well.

Now listen to me carefully.

Today or tomorrow,

a journalist will post a video online.

You, that m*therf*cker Tufan,

all your filth,
every piece of your dirty laundry,

all those messed-up
connections you set up,

I promise, they're all
gonna come out one by one.

As soon as the video is released,

they'll launch an operation against you.

I called to give you a heads-up.

So don't let the police catch you, Rıza.

Don't go to prison.

I will be the one who kills you
with my own hands, you punk.

If you were that eager,
why did you run away, you b*stard?

Why'd you run away?
You could have faced me.

That's exactly why
I'm having that video released.

Do you understand?

All this time, up till today,

you fought like cowards,
you played like cowards.

First, I'll destroy
the rotten system you set up.

And after that,
I'll stand right in front of you.

Come face me.

Come out right now. I'm waiting.

-Come on.
-Listen up.

I'm not sure you understand
what I'm telling you.

First, make sure you go somewhere safe.

Then send me your location.

Let's face each other.

We'll see who ends up
sh**ting who in the head.

We'll see.

We'll see.

We'll f*cking see.

[tense music playing]

VIDEO PROCESSING

[typing]

[ominous music playing]

[Deren] What I'm about to tell you today

involves criminal conspiracies I witnessed
and was even partly involved in.

The main figures in all this
are our former family friend, Rıza Dilkor,

and Tufan Çakar,
who likes to call himself a statesman.

The story I'm about to share
about the crimes they committed

starts with the assassination
of Mehmet Özbekli,

my late father.

During this process,

run by Rıza Dilkor and Tufan Çakar,

I was a direct witness
to money laundering from overseas,

working with organized crime,

covering up evidence,

and committing m*rder.

Of course, there's another
very important issue in all this,

one where my family
also played a significant part.

After Tufan Çakar and Rıza Dilkor,

the men who m*rder*d my father,
shook hands,

some of the younger members of our family
couldn't accept it.

They, in turn, m*rder*d Haldun Dilkor

as revenge against Rıza Dilkor.

What's she talking about?

What I'm trying to say

is that Ozan Yılmaz
has no connection whatsoever,

either directly or indirectly,
to the m*rder of Haldun Dilkor.

But please believe me,

Tufan Çakar, who is fully aware of this,

has used it as blackmail
to drag me into this crime.

The sole cause and driving force
behind these actions

is Tufan Çakar.

What's this bullshit?!

Did you sell me out, Tufan? Huh?

Calm down, calm down!
No one should do anything stupid.

Lower your g*ns now.

Haven't you noticed yet?

They're doing to us
exactly what we did to them.

They're manipulating us
and trying to divide us.

If what she's saying were true,

then why are the doctor and Deren
still together?

I mean, weren't we told the doctor
was innocent and Deren the guilty one?

-Just think, for crying out loud!
-[cane tapping]

Rıza, listen.

They've dealt us a heavy blow, okay?

We've lost our positions and power.

We've ended up locked inside a house.

They know they'll win if they manage
to turn us against each other.

Come on, think it through.

You have to smarten up, Rıza.

I'm f*cking going to him.
One way or another, I'll get Kenan.

If you go when he calls, Rıza,
you'll be fighting on his turf.

Tell me...

am I supposed to sit here and look stupid?

The phone number he called from
is inactive,

but fortunately,
we have other ways of reaching out.

Look, Rıza,
the police are on us right now.

They're going to catch us for sure
if we go out there like this.

But if you trust me,

I'll track him down for you.

You have my word.

[cane taps]

[Minister] A process has been launched...

BREAKING NEWS
GOVERNMENT OPERATIONS ON CLIQUES

...one where every effort will be made

until these organizations
are purged from the state.

Mr. Faik, first of all,
allow me to congratulate you.

With this news report, it is very likely

you will be honored with the title
of Journalist of the Year.

Thank you for that.

I'll probably be the only journalist
to receive this award

with no newspaper experience.

The report immediately garnered attention
at the highest levels of the state.

The clique that has entrenched itself
within the state,

along with the organizations
connected to it,

has been placed
under thorough investigation

for all of its ill*gal activities.

At present, formal arrest warrants
have been issued

for Rıza Dilkor and Tufan Çakar.

However, unfortunately,

they're still at large as we speak.

You could say the state
is cleaning itself from the inside.

But it doesn't end there.

Talks are likely to begin
with the group that published the video.

So yes, there is
a response from the state.

Um, hold on a sec.
By "the group," he means me?

Did I hear him right?
I've got standing with the state.

I guess I do. Wow!

[laughs]

Based on the message they sent,
they'll request a meeting.

Wait, guys. Just wait.
You see what this means, right?

I made a revolution!

I'm a revolutionary.
I'm a female Che Guevara!

High five!

Deren, get out of here with your nonsense.

Would a fellow comrade leave someone
hanging like this? Come on, Kenan!

[upbeat music playing]

Whoo-hoo!

[laughs]

[scoffs]

What about the others, brother?

Doctor, they won't even see prison.

I broke their wings. They're grounded.

Now I'll k*ll them.

Both of them will die.

For me, this chapter will close that way.

I understand.

My angel.

[tender music playing]

[sighs]

It's time to say goodbye, sister.

I'm leaving you in the hands
of good people.

I know they'll take good care of you.

I'll definitely come every chance I get,
don't worry.

You can't get rid of me.

[chuckles]

But I guess for now...

I have to go for a while, my angel.

[wistful music playing]

You probably hate me more than anyone.

You have the right to, brother.

Allah as my witness,

I'm being very sincere.

I swore I wouldn't touch a g*n
or harm anyone anymore.

What does it matter now?

Ozan, brother.

Look at me.

Just look at the shape I'm in.

Since I took this path,

I lost the woman I loved.

And then I lost myself.

This path wasn't for you, brother.

It's good you're leaving.

Will you forgive me?

Did you plant that flower?

Yes.

My sister loved jasmine.

Don't let it dry out.

I won't, brother.

I entrust my sister to you, Özkan.

[emotional music playing]

[exhales]

Oh. Doctor.

You're leaving, huh?

Are the suitcases ready yet?

We should have
gotten you something from here.

A prayer bead from Kenan.

So the act stays on,
right up till the last minute?

What do you mean "act?"
There's no act at all.

Your girlfriend didn't take to this place.
She's miserable.

Take her, go back to your happy,
quiet home by the sea.

This life isn't for you.

Hmm.

I actually have a few words for you
before I leave.

Sounds like you said,
"Leave and ruin it all, Ozan."

I'm impressed.

You got hurt,
and suddenly you know the code, huh?

Good for you.

Let's hear those words.

You're desperate, Deren.

[blows out and chuckles]

Is this coming from a doctor
whose life is in shambles?

Everyone wants to tell you this.

Fate chose me to tell you.

Who else could it have been?

Your fragile, delicate little girlfriend?

There's nothing wrong
with being desperate and powerless.

We're all desperate.

But you're pretending to be strong.

You're always trying
to broadcast to everyone,

"Look at me, I'm so strong."

You forgot who you are, Deren.

That's why the thought of me
leaving terrifies you.

Huh.

Hear yourself right now?

What's wrong?
Did you get too much oxygen here?

[Ozan laughs]

Nothing you can do.
That's your truth, plain and simple.

That's how you exist in this world.

You have to fight with someone all
the time because that's your painkiller.

The trap you set behind my back.

What you did to Kenan, the game you played
on that b*stard Haldun.

That ridiculous attitude you carry
with you when dealing with people.

All of that is just a painkiller.

But unfortunately,
those painkillers don't work.

You know why they don't?

Because you have cancer, Deren.

You have soul cancer.

You can't remove that type of cancer.

[dark music playing]

You're still that little girl
in the car, you know.

You're still carrying the pain
of your mother and brother.

What are you talking about?

Why are you involving
my mother and my brother?

What's wrong?
It was fine when you hurt the ones I love.

What's wrong, Deren?
It stings, doesn't it?

It hurts when it happens to you, huh?

Who the hell do you think you are
to hurt me like this?

You're only here right now
because I made it happen.

I'm the f*cking reason
you're still breathing.

-Without me, they'd have torn you apart.
-Shut the f*ck up a second.

Drop that big ego. Put it out right here.
Stop acting like some wise guru.

See? You're doing it again.
Running from yourself.

Think it through.

I could hurt you if I want.

Because you're not as strong
as you think you are, Deren.

But do you know what will happen one day?

One day, even you will hate what you are.

You'll see it then.

You'll k*ll yourself.

[gasps]

No one else will be needed.

[dramatic music playing]

-Get lost.
-I'm leaving.

I said my piece.

But I know deep down
you don't really want me to leave.

[dramatic music continues]

Orhan Hodja.

Blessing?

You have it, brother. You have it.

-May your journey be blessed, inshallah.
-[Ozan] Thank you very much.

-Safe travels to you.
-[Aslı] Thank you.

May God protect you.

May God protect you.

Well, doc, the time has come.

It sure has, brother.

[tender music playing]

[Kenan] My dear brother.

Ozan, you're very strong. A real lion.

Always stay that way.

You know you have a big brother here.

No matter where you may be,
you'll always be my brother.

-Never forget that.
-Thank you, brother.

I couldn't have done this without you.

Give me your blessing.

I give to you. Your turn.

I give it to you.

-Safe travels.
-Thanks a lot.

Ma'am.

-Safe travels to both of you.
-Thank you so much. Goodbye.

Goodbye.

[Ozan] Come on, Aslı.

Let's go.

[Nazmiye] Take care of yourselves.

[Ozan] You too, ma'am.

[car door opens]

[melancholic music playing]

[car door closes]

-[Ozan] Let's go.
-[engine starts]

[melancholic music continues]

[birds chirping]

THE STRANGER

Salaam.

Wa alaikum salaam.

What's your book?

Albert Camus, The Stranger.

Really?

Those kinds of books are allowed here?

[girl] What?

Well, non-religious things?

There are always nice things here.

If you want to read it,
I can give it to you after I'm done.

I've already read it, but thanks.

Uh...

[clears throat]

I want to ask you for something else.

Is that all right?

You got weed around?

Just to vibe a little?

Why do you need that, though?

Well, I mean, you know,
to relax a bit, clear my mind, chill.

That kind of thing.

You won't find it around.

But Allah is here.

If you want that thing you said,
just to run away from yourself,

I can give you another path,
a different way out you could follow.

Tonight is for repentance.

There will be a divine attraction.

Divine?

Would you mind going deeper?

Divine attraction means the truth itself
is what's gonna draw you in.

It means giving up yourself
and moving closer to him.

If you say you don't want
to remain yourself,

there's no better way at all.

Trust me, it's true.

Huh.

[contemplative music playing]

Okay.

-My brother.
-Brother.

I wish you the best.

Thanks for everything.
You take care of yourself.

-You too, brother.
-Thank you.

Take care, ma'am.

Do you want some water or something?

Let's get some, Aslı.
Our taxi's already waiting.

-Ah. Later maybe, then.
-I'll get a bottle.

Yeah, sure. If that's okay.

[car horn honks]

-Have a nice day.
-[clerk] Thank you, sir.

Come on, Aslı.

Yeah.

Our friends want to eat together.

Should we meet them after we get home?

Which friends?

Derin and Tayfun.

All right. We'll go.

[indistinct chatter]

-Welcome.
-[Derin] Welcome back.

[Aslı] Hi, good to see you.

[Ozan] How have you been?

-Welcome, Ozan.
-What's happening?

-[Aslı] Hey Derin, how are you?
-[Derin] I'm fine, thanks.

-[Derin] How are you?
-[Aslı] How's it going? Good to see you.

-How are you?
-Good, thanks.

[laughter]

[Aslı] If it weren't for me,
you wouldn't have finished school.

How many nights did you camp
outside my door for notes?

-[Sercan] He did. That's true.
-There.

So, Ozan, when will you start
practicing medicine again?

I need some time to rest first.

Then I'll start again.

That's a good plan, right, Aslı?

-To rest first?
-There's no rush, my love.

Just get your head together.
You'll eventually start.

Exactly.

[lively music playing]

[Tayfun] Hold on, honey. I'll handle it.

-Single or double?
-[Aslı] Double.

[Ozan] Hold on. Give me that.

I'm right here, Tayfun.

I'll take care of it.

[liquid pours]

Give me the water too.

Thanks, Tayfun.

Thanks, my friend.

[water pours]

Cheers, Aslı.

[sighs]

[cutlery clatters]

[ominous music playing]

[high-pitched ringing]

-I'm gonna go to the bathroom, Aslı.
-Mm-hmm.

Come on.

[sighs]

[foreboding music playing]

[sighs]

[exhales]

[lively music playing]

We can go if you're uncomfortable.

No need, Aslı. We're sitting together.

[sighs]

Tayfun, my brother.

I think I hurt your feelings. I'm sorry.

Look, my head
wasn't really in the right place.

It's all right, brother.

Look at me. Are we cool now, man?

Huh?

-We're cool, yeah.
-[all laugh]

All right, cheers.
Cheers, guys. Cheers, cheers.

[glasses clink]

[cell phone chimes]

Hey, have a look. Here.

Isn't this the reporter
who helped you out?

Faik Aslan?

Let me see.

FAIK ASLAN FOUND INJURED!

[ominous music playing]

sh*t, Faik.

-Sercan, did you ride your bike here?
-Yeah.

Give me the keys.

[Aslı] Ozan?

Ozan.

Sons of b*tches.

-Ozan.
-Sons of b*tches.

Ozan!

Ozan, don't go, please.

Ozan, come on, stay here.

I have to go, Aslı.

[engine starts]

I have to go.

[revs engine]

[suspenseful music playing]

[woman]
Khoja. Bless your night of repentance.

Thank you very much for coming.

You too.

[khoja singing in foreign language]

[Orhan] Allahu Akbar.

[dramatic music playing]

[suspenseful music playing]

[suspenseful music intensifying]

[men chanting in foreign language]

[women chanting in foreign language]

[chanting continues]

[chanting continues]

Allah!

[all chanting] Allah! Allah!

Allah! Allah!

[men continue chanting]

Hunters, now it's time to move.

[men chanting "Allah!"]

[chanting in foreign language]

[audio muted]

[heavy breathing]

[panting and coughing]

[tense music playing]

sh*t.

[men chanting]
Allah! Allah!

[Deren] Kenan!

Kenan! Kenan, where are you?!

Where are you, Kenan? They're here!
They're here! Armed men, outside.

There are armed men outside!
I just saw them!

[Kenan] Come with me.

[man] Come on, hurry! Get the g*ns out!

[menacing music playing]

[panting]

[door creaks open]

Kenan, didn't these men
repent or something?

They've repented. But they know that their
enemies haven't, those scum.

-Hey, Beytullah.
-Yeah, brother.

[Kenan] Stick with Deren.

Take this.

-I can't take it, brother.
-What do you mean you can't take it?

Deren, take the g*n. Give it to Nazmiye.

Take the women and children
to the shelter.

-Shelter?
-We know where it is. Come with us.

Follow them. Be careful. Hurry.

Give that to me. Come on.

[suspenseful music playing]

[men grunting]

f*ck's sake.

-[g*nsh*t]
-[grunts]

f*ck. [yells]

-Deren.
-Kenan asked me to give you this.

-May God help all of us.
-[Beytullah] The shelter is this way.

-Come on. Come on, let's go. Hurry.
-[woman] God protect us, please!

Save us all from those who would harm us!

[Nazmiye] Move. Hurry. Come on. Watch out.

[tense music playing]

Okay. You two, to the village.

And you two, come with me.

[tense music continues]

[g*nshots]

[g*nf*re]

[g*nf*re continues]

[Kenan] Rıza!

You'll die soon, you son of a b*tch!

It's f*cking over, Kenan, it's over!

[g*nf*re]

[grunts and screams]

[muttering softly]

[Nazmiye] Shh!

[grunts]

[gasps]

-[woman screams]
-[Deren] Get down.

[gasps]

[g*nf*re]

[Nazmiye] Deren, we gotta move.

[tense music continues]

Ömer!

[Rıza] Kenan!

Don't run away!

[groans]

It's over, damn it! It's over!
Over! This is the end!

Come out and face me, damn it!

Come out and face me!

No! Brother Orhan!

Focus on Deren Özbekli.

Do you copy? Focus on Deren Özbekli.

[tense music playing]

Protect me.

[g*nsh*t]

[women screaming]

[panting]

[panting]

[g*nsh*t]

-Ozan?
-Ozan?

Shh!

-Come on. Come on.
-[sighs]

[Ozan] Come on, go, go. Hide.

[panting]

Are you guys okay?

-We're fine.
-Yeah?

Ozan, we need to get
the women and children to safety.

-But Kenan's out there.
-Don't worry, Nazmiye.

-I'm going to him. Now, go.
-[Nazmiye] Okay. Come on.

-Be careful, come on.
-[Nazmiye] Okay. Be careful.

-Come on.
-You're going too, Deren.

Uh-uh.

How can I go without my guardian angel?

What you see in my hand isn't mascara.

Wanna swap weapons?

[distant g*nf*re]

Watch out.

[Nazmiye] Come, come, Mehmet.

Go in there, Mehmet. Hurry.

Go. Hurry up. Come on, get in there.

Come on, hurry. Get in.
Run, run. Come on, stay out of sight.

Go, go, go. Come on. Keep your heads down.
Don't make a sound.

-[breathing heavily]
-[distant g*nf*re]

[menacing music playing]

[g*nf*re]

[Kenan] Rıza!

Look, I was brave all my life.

I'll die the same.

Don't forget this, man.

Even when a man is dying,

he should never give up his honor.

[Rıza] It's over, Kenan!

It's over! Get out now! Come on!

Accept it!

[Ozan] Don't run, Rıza!

[Kenan] Doctor.

You came just in time.

[b*ll*ts ricocheting]

[g*nf*re]

[ominous music playing]

Watch out, brother!

-[grunts]
-sh*t!

Özkan!

-Come here. Özkan.
-[gasping]

-Look at me.
-[coughing]

[Özkan] Ozan. Brother.

Brother.

I'm dying for you, brother.

And I thank God for it.

Breathe. Stay with me.
I entrusted my sister to you, man.

-Özkan.
-[wheezing]

Forgive me, brother.

-Özkan.
-Brother...

Özkan.

[Deren sighs]

I forgive you.

I forgive you.

[tense music playing]

Where are they?

[Ozan] No one's here.

[foreboding music playing]

[Rıza] Now it's time to settle the score.

[gasps]

f*ck. Rıza, Let the girl go, now.

Let her go, Rıza!

[Rıza] Drop your g*ns.

Drop them now.

Or I'll blow her brains out.

Okay, look, I'm lowering it. Stay calm.

Stay calm.

Drop your weapon, doctor.

-Not gonna happen!
-[Rıza] Put it down! I'll f*ck you up!

I told you,
I'll blow that b*tch's brains out.

Don't you understand?

Ozan, drop it. It's Deren, drop it.

Calm down.

[Deren breathing heavily]

sh**t, Rıza.

sh**t!

sh**t, Rıza!

Hands where I can see them!

[Rıza] I'll ask you once.

But you're gonna tell me the truth.
Don't play games with me.

Ah...

Were you the one who k*lled Haldun?

I'm asking you, Deren.

sh**t, Rıza!

Haldun...

Did you k*ll him?

[Deren breathing heavily]

Yeah, I k*lled him, brother.

[intense music playing]

[discordant music playing]

[grunts]

[Deren gasps]

[breathing heavily]

[Rıza] I'm done with you, doctor.

Leave.

Save yourself while you can.

If you make it out alive today,
my sister will roll in her grave.

-I want justice!
-What f*cking justice?

What justice do you want?

There's no justice
in this f*cked-up world.

-Get the f*ck out of here.
-[Kenan] Rıza...

We'll finish this like men,
right here, right now.

You and me. No running, no hiding.

Only one walks away.

You'll let Deren go.

She's Mehmet Agha's daughter.

[dramatic music playing]

[Rıza] Haldun.

Why did you sh**t Haldun?

Come on. Tell me.

What sin did he commit?

Huh?

What sin did Haldun commit, Deren?

-He wasn't innocent, he deserved it!
-Shut up, you b*stard!

-Doctor...
-[Rıza] What did he deserve? What?

My son was totally innocent!

What sin did my sister commit?

[Rıza] What sin did my son commit
to end up like that?

What about my f*cking sin?

What was my mother's and my sister's sin?

Didn't they die because of you? Tell me.

-Enough. Don't. Quiet!
-[Deren] Tell me!

[Deren] Why should I keep quiet, huh?
Why did we stay silent all those years?

[Deren breathing heavily]

It's all your fault, Rıza.

You know it too.

If your wife hadn't cheated on you
with that man,

my father wouldn't have k*lled him.

-[Kenan] Deren...
-Am I right?

Otherwise, that man's family

wouldn't have taken my dear mother's
and my brother's lives.

And I wouldn't have been without the ones
who mattered most to me!

Maybe I would not have become this Deren
that every one of you hates so much!

[crying softly]

We stayed silent for years, brother.

My father never let us speak.

Why?

For you.

What the f*ck did you do?

You shared a table with the man
who m*rder*d my father...

so nothing would happen to your son.

It's on you.

Don't blame anyone.

You're the only one to blame.

Not me.

Not our brother Kenan.

Not Haldun.

Even your cheating wife isn't to blame.

Only you.

If you're gonna k*ll me, do it, brother.

You've never been good for anything else.

[somber music playing]

Go.

-[Deren gasps]
-[Kenan] Doctor, stop.

-Doctor, don't. Come on.
-What do you mean, stop?

-Take Deren and go, doc.
-I'm not going.

-[Deren] Come on.
-Get out of here!

I'm not going anywhere!

-You're leaving, damn it! Go now!
-[Deren] Come on!

This is between him and me! Leave!

-Hurry up! Go!
-Come!

[Deren] Come on. [panting]

[g*n thuds]

I've never been good enough for anything.

I'm just a broken man, brother. That's it.

Give me a cigarette.

f*ck.

[Rıza coughs]

[Rıza sighs]

[blows]

[Kenan] Here.

Appreciate it.

Why aren't you talking?

Huh?

Say something, man.

Say that I couldn't even
take care of a woman.

-Say it.
-Be quiet, how about that?

[Rıza] Doesn't...

Doesn't everyone talk about this
when they're behind closed doors?

Man, I wish.

Five minutes ago,
you'd put a b*llet in my head

so I wouldn't have to hear this crap.

This matter was closed years ago.
It's over.

[Rıza] You're deceiving yourself.

You're deceiving yourself, brother,
for f*ck's sake!

f*ck me. f*ck...

You think I'm stupid?

[sobs softly]

Well, I'm not stupid.

As if it doesn't cross my mind every day.

Every day.

Every day, I think about it.

Every day, every day, every f*cking day.

Damn it all to hell. Look. Look.

Everyone knows. Look.

Everyone was aware. They all knew.

f*cking hell.

She was right.

I couldn't do anything right.

I couldn't do anything right
for that woman.

I let her down.

I couldn't even manage the streets.

After you were gone...

turns out I was second, behind you.

I couldn't measure up.

My mind.

My mind couldn't measure up.

My brother Mehmet became my f*cking mind.

[wistful music playing]

You know what?

All along, I was only hiding
behind that woman.

Right.

I didn't give her anything.

I ruined Deren's life too.
Of course I did.

She's right.

I f*cked up everyone's life.

When I came here,
I was gonna k*ll you first.

Then I was gonna sh**t myself.

I've been thinking.

I have.

You're a good man, brother.

You're a decent man.

You're my soul.

You are.

You did so much for me. I'm in your debt.

[emotional music playing]

Give me your blessing.

-[g*nsh*t]
-[music swells]

Hey! Rıza!

[dramatic music playing]

[sobbing] My brother!

Ah!

My brother!

[crying]

Why, brother, why?

Why?

[sobbing]

[Kenan crying]

[blows smoke]

[sweeping dramatic music playing]

[sweeping dramatic music continues]