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01x04 - Episode 4

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "In My Skin". Aired: 14 October 2018 – 7 November 2021.*
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In My Skin focuses on teenager Bethan who is trying to live a double life as she negotiates her mother's mental illness, friendships and her sexuality.

01x04 - Episode 4

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CAN HISSES, THEY OOH, LAUGH

Don't f*ck off.

Poppy? Hey, babe.

I've got something to say. font co

Don't be with him.

Oy. He's an idiot. font color="

He doesn't deserve you.

You deserve to be with someone

who will treat you like a queen.

And who's that?

BACKGROUND NOISE FADES

Me.

SOMBRE MUSIC PLAYS

SCRAPING

A bit of toast,

then you can take your tablets.

You had a good sleep? Yeah.

Good.

Have you got school?

No, I'm not going to go in today.

I want to stay with you.

You can't miss school.

It's fine, it's nothing special.

Hey, I'm expecting big things

from you tomorrow.

I'll catch up.

DISTANT THUDS

What's wrong with you?!

HE COUGHS

You've showed your face, then.

You marked her wrists.

She kept running away.

She's embarrassing herself. So?nt

You can't just tie her up

like a dog!

What would you rather,

she ran in the road?

I'm going to call the hospital.

HE SCOFFS

No, you're not.

Do that again, and I will.

HE GRUNTS, EXHALES

I am warning you. Go on.

What are you going to do?

Hm?

Tell me what to do

and I'll throw you away.

DOOR SLAMS

Who the f*ck does she think she is?

Right, big day,

ladies and gentlemen,

so nice and quiet, please.

CHAIR SLAMS

Focus. Morning, Madame Bummer.

Off me.

Ow, Miss, the boy struck me!

Struck me, I tell you! Enough,

Priest. And turn your chair ba

What, you said sit down, Miss. You

didn't say HOW we had to sit down.

Just move, will you? Be more clear,

then.

Travis, have you seen Bethan? No.

Right, is she coming?nt

How am I supposed to know?

OK, and Lydia?

I'm not their baby-sitter,

miss. All right.

Heya, Pops, how've you been?

Sorry, Olivia,

I'm really trying to focus.

THUDS

You all right? Yeah. Good? Good.

HE WHISTLES

METAL CLANGS

Turned out nice again,

hasn't it? Yeah.

I'm going to sort the garden out.

Get you some fresh air. Huh. Hm.

HE WHISTLES

DOOR SLAMS

There you go.

Could paint your nails for you,

if you like. That'd be nice.

KNOCKS ON DOOR

f*ck.

KNOCKS ON DOOR

Why don't you go out the back, Mum?

Get a bit of air.

Mm, is that all right?

Yeah, of course it's all right.

Go on.

KNOCKS ON DOOR

Who is it? Jehovah's Witnesses.

Hello? Hello?

They're a bit pushy. I know.

Hiya, are you all right?

Oh, there you are.

What happened today? Oh, sorry.

Um, it's nothing,

I'm just not very well.

The school didn't have any notice

from your parents you'd be absent.

Oh, really?

My mother said she'd call.

Yeah, she must have forgotten.

Both you and Lydia were no-shows,

so I was worried.

Ah, it was Lydia's birthday

yesterday,

so she's probably just hungover. Hm.

Are your mum or dad at

Why? I need to talk to them

about you resitting.

It'll affect your GCSE grade

if you don't. They're at work

OK, when are they back?

I'll call your mum later.

Uh, my mother's got yoga tonight, so

not till about nine-ish.

Bethan. Yeah?

You're A-star material.

Don't throw it away now, all right?

I just need to talk to your mum.

There's no point.

SHE BREATHES HEAVILY

My mother had a breakdown.

Guys, who's this?

HE MOANS, MUMBLES

THEY LAUGH

Bethan's mum!

There's no point.

Cos I'm going to come in

anyway now, so

OK. Sorry if this is TMI, but I had

diarrhoea this morning, y

My mother thinks it was a dodgy

prawn, but it's eased off now,

so I was going to come in for the

afternoon. That doesn't so

Yeah. Gave my toilet a beating.

Yeah, no, that's TMI. Sorry.

SHE LAUGHS

I really want to retake it. I've

done so much revision. All

Come to my class at break.

And get an Imodium down your neck.

Yeah, I will. See you in a bit.

SHE SIGHS

Oh, my God.

SHE EXHALES

ROCK MUSIC PLAYS ON RADIO

Ah, good. Don't like it

when you miss school.

I need to go in for the afternoon,

got to hand some course work in, OK?

Don't miss that. Got to do well for

uni, ain't you? Yeah./

You need a coat, it's cold out here.

Doss arse, you.

Um, I need to go to school

for a couple of hours.

You all right till I get back?

I'm going to put some

new rose bushes in, I think.

What do you reckon, Trina?

I'd love pink roses out here.

Um, she needs her tablets again now

at 3. I left them in the kitchen.

All right.

I could get us a takeaway after -

curry!

Get your coat. Get your coat.

I'm being serious, Mum.

Being serious, Mum. Oy. Bye.

Fancy going for a drive?

My mum tucked me

and my brother both in last night.

You know Neil, he's, like, getting

a six pack and stuff. Gre

Hey. I reckon you'd like him.

Hey, babe, where you been?

Oh, my God, it's a long story,

it's fine now.

Can we go somewhere?

Yeah, yeah.

Is she looking? What the f*ck?

Stalking me as always.

Is everything OK? Yeah, fine.

Um, I spoke to Ms Morgan earlier.

I'm going to resit.

What happened?

Oh, I just got sick and I had,

um, a sickness bug.

Is that true? Yeah.

Just vomming, it was gross. Why?

Don't know, I just thought maybe

things ended a bit weirdly

last night.

I didn't think it was weird.

That stuff I said about Jamie

..I was worried it might

have upset you

and maybe that's why

you didn't come in.

It's cool. Yeah, I'm happy for you.

OK.

SHE EXHALES

Does that tickle?

It's weird for Jamie.

It, it's fun, and he's sweet.

All this head girl stuff's exciting,

obviously, but

..kind of feel like now I got you,

do I even need all that?

Do you know what I mean?

Like, if we just did this every day,

I'd be happy.

And I was thinking last night

after you left

..what if

we hadn't started hanging out?

I can't imagine my life without you,

Beth.

BELL RINGS

SHE LAUGHS

Um, we should Yeah.

SHE LAUGHS

BIRDS CAW

See that?

Do you know what that's called?

A great black-backed gull.

Just looks like a seagull.

Yeah, it is, basically.

A seagull in a tux.

SHE LAUGHS

It's a bit windy. Nah, it's fresh!

Are you glad to be out?

Yeah, and me.

No. Drop won't hurt, will it?

I'm not allowed with my pills

HE SIGHS

Go on, now, go get us an ice cream.

Ice cream? It's freezing.

Need a cup of tea.

Yeah, whatever. Come along.

PHONE RINGS

Hi, Nan. Where you to?

Just getting to my friend's. Why?

Well, because I come here to see

you, and there's nobody here.

Oh, they won't be long. I think

they're just getting a curry.

What time does the postman come

here? I don't know, midday,

Because the post is still

stuck in the door.

Right, Nan, I've got to go. I'll

speak to you later. Love you, bye.

Bye-bye. Hang on a minute.

Hey, is Lydia home?

PHONE BEEPS

He's like 45.

Yeah, but whatever, like, let's just

forget about that part.

What do you want?

Why did you miss the exam?

I only tell things like that

to my friends.

She went to see Tony Chippy

last night.

SHE SIGHS

This isn't a big deal.

Last thing she remembers is going

to see him in the shop.

Ugh, hey, keep your voice down.

And then he dropped her off

in the village a few hours later.

So what happened? Well, we weren't

doing watercolours, were

She doesn't remember,

but she didn't have any knickers on.

What?

He He's old as hell. What's he

doing having sex with a 16-year-old?

Whatever, just because you're both

frigid.

Lydia, can you please just take

this? Yeah, I will, all right

Just chill. No, now. All right!

Don't burst a blood vessel.

Oh, my God. What was she thinking?

Like, he's such a creep,

he's minging.

You know, Beth

What? I texted you, I

I asked you to come,

and you just ignored me.

I told you she needed someone.

I know, but I, I was with my gran.

I thought you said your dad

had cut his hand?

Yeah, he did,

butafter that I was with my gran.

You're just full of sh*t, Beth.

You've just left me to look after

her, and I can't do it by myself.

I'm sorry. I don't care

if you're sorry

because it's too f*cking late now.

What do you mean, Trav?

Trav, just I would never

have let you down. font c

SHE SNIFFLES

Ah, there you are. Hiya.

What, are they still not back?nt

No, I've been sat here

like a spare d*ck. Sorry, Nan.

Um, have you rung them?

Yeah, there's no answer. Oh, OK.

Come on, let's go in. Sorry.

Ten-hour shift, I done.

My pins are bloody k*lling me.

He hasn't given her her tablets.

Jeepers creepers.

What's he like, man?

Right, I'll see

if they're at the curry house. Oh!

If they are, tell them to get me

a bhaji. All right.

You know that woman,

I hate her daughter, right,

well, she turned up today,

she called three houses,

three bongos!

Hiya, um, I was wondering,

have you had an order placed

for Dilwyn or Trina?

No worries. Thanks.

They're not there. Well, this

is your father we're talking

One guess where he'll be. Yeah.

Watch out, it's the old bill.

Well, as I live and breathe.

Is this a mirage I see before me?

All right, Cliff, I haven't seen you

since you were stood on this bar

jiggling your t*ts.

Hey, these aren't t*ts,

they're love handles.

All right, call them what you like.

Oh, this is never little Beth?

Yeah, that's my girl!

Doing her GCSEs soon.

You going to uni, aren't you?

Yeah, um, has my dad been in today?

No. My takings are down. Elaine!

You haven't seen Dilly Gwyndaff,

have you?

Today, no, our takings are down.

HE LAUGHS

That's what I just said!

Well, um, does he drink anywhere

else? Do you know?

No, we're the only ones stupid

enough to have him in.

Last week, I caught him out the back

pissing on my flower bed.

The little sod. Anyone would think

I dragged him up.

Nan, come on. Ah.

Laters. Ta, now. Ta! What was tha

I'm going to call the police.

Hang a bang, eh,

let's not jump the g*n.

Yeah, well, Nan, he's, he's

a liability,

I don't trust him at all.

Yeah, but don't call the police!

They'll lock him up! Yeah, well,

he deserves it. fon

No. We don't know what's happened!

I do, I

Ah. This is nice, Dil. Hm.

I l

SLOW '50S MUSIC PLAYS ON RADIO

No, thanks. What's the matter?

I'm not allowed on my pills.

Well, chuck your pills, then,

they're monging you out.

Trust me, I think

you just need a holiday.

Just you and me for a bit, eh?

What are you so scared about?

What about Beth?

My mother can watch her.

Oh, come on, Trin. Have a drink,

don't leave me drinking on my own.

Come on.

There we go. Good girl.

Nice, isn't it?

There's a nice caravan park

not far from here.

I'll go rent us one for the night,

yeah. I don't want to./

Trin, I'm trying to be nice. I'm

trying to do something nice for you.

I'll go home now.

I want to see Beth. No, no.

You're going to hurt yourself.

Right.

We're having a few nights away,

me and you, all right?

Another time, Dil, not now. I want

to go and see Beth, she's at school.

Do you love me?

♪ You can't say the words

I wanted you ♪

I said, do you love me?

Please, Dil. Not, not like this.

Come with me now

..or we're done, hear me?

Is that what you want?

Yeah, it is.

Yeah. f*cking sh*t.

SHE GASPS

I told you before.

The only way you'll leave me

is in a body bag,

do you understand? No.

SHE SOBS

Let me give you a very simple choice

that maybe even

a mad b*tch like you can follow.

One, come with me now,

we'll have a nice holiday,

we can sort this out, huh?

Or two, I'll drive us

off this cliff.

Up to you. Choose.

Have you tried calling them?

Well, we're not thick, are we?

They left their phones at home.

We know he's done something.

We don't know. I do.

I reckon he's run out of petrol,

or he's lost track of time

or something.

You'll have to call the police

and ask them to bring her in.

Look, I just said this to her,

we don't need to involve

the police, it's just bringing

trouble to our door.

Sorry, Trina's on the Section 17,

if she goes AWOL, I have to

call the police.

It's not a choice.

Ah, go on, then.

♪ Darling, I will understand ♪

Are you coming with me? Answer me!

Please, Dil! Let me out!

Answer me or I'll drive us straight

off! Watch me!

SCREAMS: Get off! Sit down.

♪ ..to the phone. ♪

SHE SCREAMS

SCREAMS: Sit down!

SHE WHIMPERS, ENGINE REVS

Do you see this? Consequences. No!

No! Consequences for your actions!

SHE SCREAMS

This is what you want, yeah?

No, Dil! Please!

SHE SCREAMS

This is what you asked for!

No, wait! No!

BANG, TYRES SQUEAL

HE GROANS, SHOUTS

SHE PANTS

You f*cking broke my nose!

f*ck! f*cking!

SHE SCREAMS

Where are you?

ENGINE REVS

Thought you was going to

top yourself!

SHE SCREAMS

I wouldn't give you

the satisfaction.

SOMBRE PIANO MUSIC PLAYS

Oh, God, Beth.

Where the hell are they?

Nan.

Oh, it's all right.

It's going to be all right.

SHE SNIFFLES, SOBS

CAR HORN HONKS

PIANO MUSIC CONTINUES

Any news?

The police just called.

They've picked up a woman

giving Trina's name.

♪ And you can tell your friends

they're with you

♪ He'll have to go. ♪

SHE PANTS

No. Checking in. OK. Hah.

Mum? Mum?

You OK?

Yeah, I'm fantastic! Yeah!

Just tried to drive us

off a cliff. What?

Just tried to k*ll us both, yeah.

Tried to k*ll us both, but

I made him think he can't touch me.

He knows that now. Yeah.

I've got angels. Angels watching me

It's good. I'm on telly

with the Queen tomorrow.

OK.

Going to be on telly with the Queen

tomorrow. Oh, send her my

I will, you daft b*stard.

Why aren't you complimenting me?

What do you want me to say, Trin?

Oh, thank you very much.

Thank you very much. OK, Trina,

why don't you come with us?

Do you know who I am?

I would like an en-suite this time.

We are going to look up

Yes! All right. Come on, then.

Let's go, Trina. Let's go, Trina.

DEEP VOICE: font

THEY LAUGH

I've got Trina Gwyndaff.

VOICES, SOUND FADE

SOMBRE MUSIC PLAYS

She was getting better.

She was so good today, Nan.

Go on, go home. No,

I'll wait with you. font color="♪

Go home, run a bath, go to bed.

She must have been so scared.

I know.

God. I hate him.

I wish he was dead.

Don't say that, he's your father.

Just tried to

drive my mother off a cliff.

He wouldn't have gone

through with it.

f*ck.

Right.

Just text when you get in, Nan.

SHE SNIFFLES

SWITCH CLICKS

Great.

If you ever touch my mother again

..I'll k*ll you.

Yeah?

Do you want to try?

I promise you, I will k*ll you.

SHE EXHALES

OK.

PHONE RINGS

Hey. Hey!

Oh, my God. My mother just made me

watch Turin Horse with her.

Have you seen it?

Can we meet? Now? Yeah, at the park.

Uh, all right, yeah.

By the benches in 15? Cool.

Bye.

What have you been doing? Dogging?

You all right? Oh, my God.

Seriously, The Turin Horse, right?

It's two and a half

m*therf*cking hours,

and it's black and white,

which is just like

Why? Why is it? Why?

Are yo? Are you OK?

I don't know. What's wrong?

Poppy. I've just been with Jamie.

Yeah?

And? Well, I had to tell him

about earlier. He was really ang

Wait, why did you have to tell him?

Because he asked me out,

like officially, and I said yeah,

so he deserves to know.

I thought you didn't like him.

Of course I like him.

And I feel really f*cked off

with you, Beth.

What? Why?

You had no right kissing me,

and it just made me feel like,

why can't I have a friend who

doesn't fall in love with me?

D I-I didn't say I was in love

with you. I didn't say that.

This has gotten weird. How? How is

it weird? font col

..I'm not a l*sbian.

Neither am I, like,

I was literally having a laugh.

Why are you making such a big deal

about nothing?

It's not a big deal,

we just need to stop hanging out.

OK, well, like, for how long?

I don't know, a while.

Well, until you can figure out

if you can think of me

as just a friend. God, I do, I do.

I do think of you as just

Seriously. Honestly, right.

I was literally having a laugh,

I'm not trying to, like,

marry you or anything, Poppy.

Look, I can go and tell Jamie

Beth, I'm about to have the biggest

opportunity of my life

being head girl, and I

To be honest, I can't have

people like you distracting me.

But I can still help you

write your speech, Poppy. I'll

We can write jokes

and it'll be the best speech ever.

You're acting like a stalker,

Beth, seriously.

Look, I'd better go.

I left Jamie across the park.

Jamie's here?

Yeah. What is this?

Like an ambush or something?

Ah, I told you I was with him,

I'm not trying to be a b*tch.

I just want to do what's

best for you.

Take care, OK?

MUSIC: Awake

by Rhye

Hey, it's Pops. Leave me a message.

SHE WHIMPERS

Love ya. No. Answer the phone.

SHE SNIFFLES

Hey, it's Pops. Leave me a mes

Oh. f*ck!

SHE INHALES

SHE GROANS, SNIFFLES

♪ I don't wanna sleep alone ♪

SHE CRIES

SHE EXHALES, SNIFFLES

♪ Ee, ooh, ooh, ooh ♪

SHE WHIMPERS, SNIFFLES

♪ Are we alive? ♪

SHE SOBS

♪ I'm on my way. ♪

I genuinely don't know what to do.

I think she's stalking me

or something.

Beth, I'm about to have the biggest

opportunity of my life

being head girl.

And to be honest, I can't have

people like you distracting me.

f*ck this.

MUSIC STOPS ABRUPTLY

KNOCKS ON DOOR

Miss, I want to run for head girl.