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Brownsville Bred (2025)

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Brownsville Bred (2025)

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Everybody has a story

and this one is mine.

301 Sutter Avenue

between Rockaway

and Mother Gaston,

Brownsville, Brooklyn, New York.

The Langston Hughes Projects

are the three tallest buildings

in all of East New York.

Each 22 stories high

with eight apartments per floor

and whose average household

has more than six people.

That's more than 3,000 people

living on one city block.

That's what I got so far.

What do you think?

Shouldn't a poem rhyme?

Not all poems

have to rhyme, Titi Elizabeth,

like a, like a

haiku doesn't rhyme.

Hi-what?

The judges

at the talent show tryouts

ain't gonna care

if it rhymes, Titi.

It just has to be

something uniquely me.

What does that have to

do with where we live?

Oh, my God, Titi.

Please don't tell me you have

again.

How would I know?

Put it here.

Elaine!

Come upstairs!

Elaine!

Okay, Mami, I'm coming!

Come on, we gotta go.

You go.

I'm trying to catch a tan.

Abuela will k*ll me if you

get sunburnt on my watch.

Elaine!

Yo, Leelo.

Can you watch

Elizabeth for a few?

No, not Leelo.

Ti, just put on your oxygen

and you won't have

to smell his breath.

Where's the other one?

Huh?

More than 3,000 people

living on one city block.

Average household

has six people.

We live in apartment 12F.

-Hey, give it back, Ben.

- We is me --

-Forget it, chump.

- My mami, my papi,

my big head brothers,

my sister.

Benjamin, stop

being such a pendejo.

Share with your brother

or you're not gonna

get.

Pick on somebody

your own size, stupid.

Ana, don't call

your brother stupid.

Elaine, tell your

papi to come to eat.

That's Papi.

We're just alike, except he

is obsessed with salsa music

and the Puerto Rican flag.

Elaine,

our flag,

the red is for the Taino Indians

indigenous to Puerto Rico,

the white is for the

colonizer that has invaded us,

the blue

is for the sad Africanos

they brought with them,

and the star,

that one star is all of us

rolled into one.

How about that, eh?

Can't you play

something in English?

Ay, Papi.

He can't help himself.

He's a proud salsero.

He's a rumba man.

Oh, a rumba?

A rumba is when a bunch

of Puerto Ricans get together

and we have an acoustic

jam right outside.

And that's not even

the best part of Papi, neither.

Is that the new song

you're writing, Papi?

Yeah.

Do you like it?

Does it have to be in Spanish?

We artists have to create

from our hearts.

My heart sings in Spanish, yeah?

Are you gonna be okay here?

Okay.

Papi, you got the best job ever.

This is my job, Goji.

You can't come here.

Relax, Manny.

School's out.

You got something for me?

You'll have it by tomorrow.

Come on, man, my kid is here.

- Yo, you lying to me?

- Papi?

Oh, so you Manny's

daughter, huh?

I be seein' you

around the block.

Elaine, go get us

some chocolate milks

from the lunchroom.

So the school just doesn't

need this piano anymore, Papi?

Nah, the school

has three of these.

They don't need this one.

That is a junkie.

A lot of them around here.

Papi says, gotta

stay away from them.

They'll drag you down.

It's good as new.

What am I gonna do

with a piano, Manny?

Come on, Maxi.

Uh, that's what you

said about my trumpet.

Trumpet is brass.

A piano has

plenty of metal parts.

It'll take you no

time to strip it.

I'll give ya 50 bucks.

I need 75.

Elaine?

Hey, Elaine?

Hey, Manny.

Elaine.

Elaine.

Can we keep the piano, Papi?

We can write songs together.

Okay.

Seventy-five.

Police, open up.

We have a warrant.

Okay. h*--hold on.

Wait, wait, wait, wait.

Ma'am, we

need you to open the door.

Wait, wait.

- Go to your room.

- Senora ,?

Your room.

Go to your room.

Senora.

Hold on.

Uh, I gotta get my clothes on.

Go back to your room.

500 East to I-10...

104.

Correction, 4.

Manuel Del Valle, you here?

How do I know you're real cops?

Look, you can make this easy,

or you can make this hard.

895, 450.

I have four kids.

My mother lives right

downstairs on the sixth floor.

-Can I bring them to her?

-Hey, listen, listen.

Maybe she can come get them,

but you're gonna have

to let us in.

All I need is out there.

Brown-eyed, tan.

Hey.

- Your father here?

- Don't talk to my daughter.

It's okay.

And that's 4020, correct?

Your father back there?

I said don't talk to my kid.

Ma'am, stay calm.

You're scaring your kid.

You're the one that's

scaring my kid.

Please.

Just let me call my mother.

She's right downstairs.

I got three more kids

sleeping back there.

She'll come pick them up, huh?

Huh?

Ah.

And then the car ride.

Bye!

All right,

guys, what are your names?

Daniel Medina.

Daniel Medina.

Benjamin Medina.

Ana Medina.

Ana Medina.

And you, what's your name?

Her name is Elaine.

Elaine?

M--Medina?

No, Del Valle, like him.

Listen, ma'am,

just give us what we know

you have so this could all end.

Yo--

You checked the room.

Th--There's nothing there.

I'm telling you, I got nothing.

There's nothing here

to find, please.

Th--There's nothing

here to find.

Please, just let them go.

I--I'll walk you through

the apartment, just...

There's

nothing here, please.

Look, I'm not who

you're looking for.

Come on.

I'm not who you want.

Please.

Look, look, yo--You got

the wrong guy, I'm telling you.

Come on.

Here. We'll give it back.

Found somethin'.

Check his arms.

This guy's not a dealer.

He's just a junkie.

That's not true.

Tell him that's not true, Pa.

Tell him that's not true, Pa.

Please tell them, please.

I don't wanna be a junkie,

and you don't wanna be

a junkie, either.

- Please.

- Negative.

-Del Valle is a junkie.

-He's not a junkie.

-Stop saying that.

-Come on, kids.

Let's go with Abuela.

I'll come for you soon

as I get this

straightened out, okay?

Come on, guys.

Come on, baby.

Mami?

What happened?

Nothing.

It's okay.

Go back to sleep, Titi.

Elaine, I don't

have.

Okay, Titi,

just go back to sleep.

Elaine, come to bed.

Come on.

We got school in the morning.

Go away.

Go away.

Go away.

Why are you here?

I told you to go away.

Go find another family.

My heart was together,

but now you broke it

into pieces.

I hate you.

I was never like you.

Go take your stupid

Puerto Rican flag, your conga,

your salsa music,

and your salsa records.

I never wanna see

your face again.

Go find another family.

Puerto Rico, Texas, Mexico.

I don't care where you go,

but just don't come to my house.

I never wanna see you again.

You junkie.

Elaine, are you ready?

Elaine.

Elaine, are you ready?

Mm.

Come on, girl.

You're gonna be late for school.

My stomach hurts.

Can I stay home from school?

Now don't give me that.

It's your last day.

Come on, let's go.

You have all summer to be lazy.

- Let's go.

- Come on.

Whoa.

I can smell

your breath from here.

Shut up, stupid.

Dude, just hang up

when they call.

I can't.

I feel too sorry for them.

They're using you to get to me.

Unless you want

my sloppy seconds.

Aah!

What the f--

She probably just

saw a c*ck.

Can you two shut up?

I'm trying to do my homework.

What's going on?

Hey, hey, better

open the door, girl.

Let me in.

What you do? You called me.

Let me in. What?

You're a senorita!

Oh, my gosh.

Okay, it's okay.

It's gonna be okay.

Close the door, close the door.

Yeah...

Oh, I thought she was never gonna get it.

Oh, my God.

I don't see why

I just couldn't stay home.

What does it matter

where you lay down?

Stay with Elizabeth.

This way,

me and Abuela could

get our stuff done faster.

Just promise you

won't tell anybody.

Who am I gonna tell?

I had to tell her why I let

you stay home from school.

No go outside.

We should be back by five.

You got cramps?

I don't wanna talk about it.

Okay.

You wanna play Bingo, then?

O, 64.

Yo, Crystal.

Yo, why you ain't

come to school today?

-'Cause she got her period.

-Ti.

What the hell, Titi?

Don't say that.

But that's why you didn't go.

I got a stomachache,

but I'm good now.

Oh. We gotta cypher

by the basketball courts.

Come down.

-We're not allowed--

-Quit it, Titi.

Not everybody has to be all

up in our business, okay?

Yo, Crystal,

I'ma meet you there.

All right.

Where you going?

You can't leave me alone.

I'm not.

You're coming with me.

But Mami said--

But Mami nothing.

Ti, you heard Abuela say

that I'm a senorita now, right?

That means I'm not a

kid anymore, right?

And I can make my own decisions.

-Yeah, but--

-But nothing.

If you wanna spend the rest

of your life stuck here,

you're gonna have

to do it by yourself.

Don't cry, Titi.

I didn't mean it like that.

It's okay.

We're gonna go out together

and have some fun, yeah?

We just have to not tell

Mami and Abuela, right?

Like. not everybody has to

be up, all up in our business?

Exactly like that.

Come on, let's go.

Hey, what's up.

Spit somethin'.

Okay.

-'Ey, that's what's up, girl.

-Fire.

-'Ey.

-Oh, my God.

That was hot.

Oh, oh.

You're gonna be okay, Titi.

Just breathe.

You need to breathe, okay?

Okay?

Don't leave me.

I'm not gonna leave you.

I promise I'll never leave you.

I'm just gonna get

your wheelchair

and your inhaler, okay?

Hey, Elaine.

Elaine, Elaine.

Hey, Elaine, right?

Manny's daughter?

No, um, he moved

to Puerto Rico

right after he got

out of the jail.

Yeah, I heard.

I been keeping my eye on you.

Make sure nobody

messin' with you.

And you'd be doing a solid

if you hold on to this for me.

Ready?

I'll come get it later.

Go. Go home now!

Come on.

Get in.

You're okay, you're okay.

Suspect is a male Latino

traveling southeast

on Belmont Avenue

in the vicinity of Sutter

Avenue and Rockaway Avenue.

Approximately 5'9".

Last seen wearing

a beige hoodie

and holding

a burgundy laundry bag.

-Hey, kid!

- 10-85, 10-85 all units.

Can't fight it.

Hey!

All units, standby, units.

Hey, kid!

Press for--

Press for the elevator, Titi.

Elevator.

Go, go, go.

I'll meet you upstairs, okay?

- No, Elaine.

- Kid!

You didn't hear me calling you?

You were calling me?

What was in that bag?

What, what bag?

I was just helping

-that crippled lady

into the building.

-What's your name?

- I--I was just--

- I said, what's your name?

I didn't do nothin'.

I was just with my friends.

You can ask them.

We were cyphering

by the basketball courts.

Think about

what you're saying, kid,

-'cause if you're lying to me,

I could lock you up.

-Hey!

What are you doing

questioning a kid?

You wanna question a kid,

you need to make sure

they have a parent around,

and I don't see hers nowhere.

-Who are you?

-Get your butt

upstairs, Elaine.

Hi, they call me Miss Martin.

Who are you?

Meaning I'm gonna need your name

and your badge number,

Chandler.

Ti, it's okay, open up.

Titi?

Titi Elizabeth?

Titi?

Titi Elizabeth?

I just--I don't know.

Miss Clarke.

-Hey.

-You see my Titi Elizabeth?

Mm, no.

Mm-mm, mm, no,

I haven't seen Titi Elizabeth.

Joe, okay.

Thank you.

Of course.

Hi.

Hi, mm, mm, mm, ah, hi.

-Hi.

-Hi.

How are you doing?

I'm good, thank you,

Miss Clarke.

Hi.

It's your floor, Miss Clarke.

Hi, okay, hi.

Hi.

Hi, how you doing?

Hi.

Hi.

Hi.

Ah.

Hi.

Yo, Leelo, you see

my Titi Elizabeth?

Nah.

You want a hit?

Why are you crying?

Oh, my God, Ti,

you had me worried sick.

Where were you?

You left me.

I didn't mean to leave you.

I meant for you

to come up here and...

You know what?

Tia, what'd you do

with the bag that I gave you?

I put it where it belongs.

You gotta use Tide.

Name something

a woman expects

on a first date.

To get married.

A new car.

A baby.

Hey, up here.

Flowers?

Hey, Mami.

Peace.

Afternoon, ladies.

This the one that have

all our sh*t?

Come on, man.

Soon.

N--nothing.

- Mm.

- , Abuela.

I'm sorry.

Didn't mean to scare you.

Here.

Psst,

let me take care of this one.

I got this.

Let me talk to her.

Hey, I like the way

you handled yourself today.

Can't teach that, you know?

It's an instinct.

Your old man had.

I got something for you.

Take it.

I don't bite.

Come on, you earned it.

You been growing up nice.

I noticed.

I know what it's like out here

growing up without a father,

so I get it.

Hey, anybody ever tell you

you could be a model, huh?

Hmm?

No?

You come find me

if anything, all right?

Anybody messes with you,

you want another job, anything.

I stay down by

the Tilden Houses, all right?

The elevator's here.

Let me get it for you.

You goin' down?

Up.

Elaine, come to eat!

Coming.

We got the new Cabbage

Patch dolls in our work.

Elaine, you want one?

I don't play

with dolls no more.

Ain't no one say you

gotta trade in your Barbies

for a Kotex, shorty.

Mami, why you tellin' everybody?

Yo, chill out, scrub.

- Mami ain't tell me nothin'.

- See?

I overheard her on the phone

telling Titi Magi, though.

-Heard what?

-And after,

she told Camila and Andrea.

Okay, stop it.

Sons, stop trying

to start drama.

I have something serious

I need to talk to yous

all about.

'Ey, 'ey, 'ey.

Benjamin.

Heavenly Father,

we thank you for the food

we about to eat

and for the countless blessings

you've bestowed upon us.

- Amen.

- Amen.

I did something very

important for us today.

You got us a Nintendo?

Yeah, sure.

It's in the trunk of a Cadillac

parked outside

of our mansion, Danny.

Oh, Mama doo-wop

just burnt your--

Ay, would you cut it out?

Real talk.

Abuela took me to enroll

in summer school

so I could get the

last two credits

of my high school diploma.

-That's great, Mami.

-Mm.

So what that means,

while you three are at,

at your summer jobs,

um, I just need

you guys to all be

on top of your chores, okay?

And Elaine, you're gonna stay

at Abuela's until I get home.

What? Why?

Ah, 'cause you're

the baby of the family.

Ah, Benjamin.

Why do I always feel

like I have to referee,

like you're lucha libre ?

Elaine, no,

you're not a baby.

But you're also not old enough

to be left unsupervised alone

for the whole summer.

Unsupervised? You leave me

with Titi Elizabeth.

I'm the one taking care of her.

I know, I don't

wanna hear an argument.

You either stay at Abuela's,

or you could visit your father

in Puerto Rico.

- You know?

- He's been asking you to visit.

Yo, can I get Elaine's

pork chops?

I brought your food.

I wasn't gonna let Benjamin

eat your pork chop.

She shouldn't have

brought up Papi.

You gotta talk to him sometime.

He sounds okay

every time I talk to him.

Don't.

Okay.

I'm just saying,

one of us actually has a father

that wants to know about them.

And you used to love

hanging with Titi Elizabeth.

When I was eight.

Now it's like babysitting.

It's not babysitting

if it's family.

And we don't get to

choose our family.

If we did,

then we'll definitely be

choosing a different abuela.

Lalita, fine as hell, baby.

You already know.

-Goji.

-Yeah.

Don't be playing me

with no little girls.

Come on, baby.

Man, I'm not doin' you

like that.

For real?

Hey, you want me take

some pictures of you?

I thought that's

what you bought it for.

Come on, let's go.

I'm hungry.

Wanna go for some pizza?

My treat.

Excited

to see the movement,

to see the energy and feel,

it's just unbelievable.

Hey, Vito.

Hey, kid.

Can I have two slices

and a Coca-Cola

and some , please?

- Phew.

- With extra sugar, Vito.

Okay.

I have to go to the bathroom.

It's not bad at the end

of the playoffs season.

You know what?

It's great, well, it's great

and grand to be back in the

stadium after so many years.

If you could just see the

crowd, how energetic they are.

We got the,

the children out there

wavin' their baseball gloves,

and, and we have such

an exciting game up here

in the bottom

of the fourth inning.

And it is heating

up 'cause you know,

the end of this ballgame-

- Yo, Vito.

- What?

You told us the bathroom

was out of order.

What the f*ck?

Come on, what

do you want from me, kid?

You know she's a cr*pple.

Hold on, hold on.

She ain't even a cr*pple.

She just got up

off her wheelchair. What's up?

Why you treating

them better than us, huh?

-Nobody's treat--

-What's that about?

Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa.

You come in here all the time.

You do whatever you want.

You even drink here,

and I don't even sell beer.

Come on now, stop.

Come on.

Come on.

I'm not a cr*pple.

No, you're not.

Vito knows you only have asthma.

Could have walked here.

I know.

It just would've

taken a little longer.

Probably

why we're in a tied score.

What do

you want from me, kid, huh?

I let you guys use the bathroom

and all sorts of

hell breaks out here.

Feelin' tired, but nobody's

givin' up 'cause they want

that playoffs spot.

Go sit down, Titi.

I'll be right back.

No good deed goes unpunished.

-Have me one of these.

-Ooh.

-Ooh, ooh, yeah.

-Ah, ah.

-Hey, don't tip--

-Ah,

-Don't tip, don't tip it.

-Oh, sh*t, oh.

Yo, Crystal.

You know my auntie need

that wheelchair back.

Why you askin' her?

She ain't the one that got it.

It's a miracle.

Hallelujah, she could walk.

Yeah, nah, nah.

She could walk,

just not far, on account

of her breathin'.

And that's why we got

the asthma pump.

Oh, you mean this?

Give it back!

-Thought this was a--

-That's medicine!

-Is it, really?

-Medicaid don't pay

for more than

one of those a month!

-You mean this right here?

-Give it back!

-Let me see that.

-This one?

Oh, oh, oh!

-Give it back!

-Here you go.

I'm so sorry. Don't give a sh*t.

Give it back!

- Give it back!

- Take it.

-Please.

-Now snatch it back.

Yo, Crystal, what the hell?

Yo, what do you mean?

You shouldn't be messing

with 'em like that, okay?

Thank you.

Yeah, don't mention it,

frickin' ret*rds.

We're not ret*rds. You are.

And you're a bully, too.

Ah, sh*t.

Monyetta, you gonna let

her dis you like that?

She doesn't know

what she's talkin' about.

Yo, what she say?

She didn't mean it.

-What she say?

-She didn't mean it.

b*tch, I should just slap you.

She doesn't know

what she's talkin' about.

Ah!

Oh, snap.

-Yeah.

-Look at you.

b*tch, you lookin' stupid.

Yeah, that's what you get

for tryin' to act up.

Help, need this back up.

All right.

How much you think we can get for this,

this wheelchair right now?

How much y'all think?

Guys, can I hit you at the

center and play some pool later?

Could you pick any of them

out in a lineup?

Answer him.

We just wanted pizza, Mami.

With beer.

You smell like a brewery.

They poured beer on me.

She's telling the truth.

My daughter doesn't have

to go out for no beer.

There's--There's plenty

beer in the house.

Leave a minor alone

in the house with alcohol?

Who doesn't keep beer

in the refrigerator?

Look, my sister, she--

She's not a minor.

She's an adult.

She's an adult with

a mental capacity of a minor.

And as of the law,

they're both minors.

We could charge you.

What are you talking about?

Don't play innocent,

Miss Medina.

We pulled your history.

Heroin possession,

child endangerment.

That was five years ago, okay?

And those were my ex's drugs.

Look, I'm back in school

right now, all right?

I'm trying to get

my high school diploma

so I could get a good job.

And my kids, they're older now,

so they don't need

me as much anymore.

So you expect to leave them home

alone again?

No, I didn't leave them alone.

I left her with my mother.

Mami, por favor.

No.

- No, she no stay with me.

- Mami, no.

I want Elaine.

Shh, shh.

Can you blame her?

How the hell is Elizabeth

gonna get around

without her wheelchair?

I'll get it back.

Oh, so you do know the girls

who beat you up and stole it?

No, I'll buy her a new one.

-Damn, what happened to you?

-You can't even be trusted

to keep your Titi

Elizabeth safe!

I did keep her safe!

She's the reason

I got punched in the face

in the first place!

You're the one who brought her

outside to begin with.

Do you know what the hell

could happen to yous out there?

I'm not the

reason we live here!

I didn't ask to be born here!

Well, you don't have to worry

about being here no more

'cause I'm sending you

to Puerto Rico with your father

for the rest of the summer.

-I'm not goin' there.

-Oh, you don't have a choice!

It's just a bunch

of hicks in Puerto Rico.

I can hardly understand them!

Ay, your father will translate.

I hate you! I hate both of you!

Well, you're stuck with us.

No! I'm not talking

to him ever again!

I told you already!

Oh, you don't wanna talk?

Don't talk.

I don't give a sh*t

if you ever say another word,

but you're goin' to Puerto Rico.

You're going and that's final!

You ever been to Puerto Rico?

You must be 13.

I got one of yous at home.

Elaine.

Elaine.

Elaine.

That your father?

Elaine.

I can see the resemblance.

I'm nothing like him.

Hi. Uh, can you sign right here?

Gracias.

Gracias.

Passengers or...

It's just this way.

Come on.

Times, 5:00, 3:30.

Oh, okay.

Okay.

Okay.

It's the company car.

They let me use it.

It's cool, yeah?

Be right back.

Fourth grade was my favorite.

You still like coquito?

Well, I know I could use one.

Hey!

Hey, man.

, Elaine.

Elaine, your daughter

from New York?

- Yeah.

- But you're so ugly.

How can you have such

a pretty daughter?

Hm, tough cookie, huh?

Yeah.

Two coquitos on me.

Hey.

Mm, ah.

Perfect, thank you.

Thank you.

Mami!

Mami!

Your grandmother is half-deaf.

Mami!

Ay.

Oh.

Abuela.

Hola.

Church.

It's Tuesday.

Pentecostal church

is every night.

Do you have a dress?

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

Uh-huh.

He no speak Spanish.

'Ey.

No!

Whoo!

Whoo!

Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs.

Hallelujah.

Elaine, I wrote

this song for you,

knowing you were coming.

Excited that maybe

we might start over,

get to know each other again.

These people, this place,

this island helped heal me.

And I hope it can

help heal us, too.

You'll be comfortable

here. It's a good bed.

Ah, you can play music

if the sounds of the coqui

are k*lling you.

I set the presets

to English stations.

And uh, if you get hot,

you can turn the fan on.

I'll let you get

some sleep then.

Elaine,

I'm really glad you're here.

Where are we going?

Shh.

I do this all the time, always.

Oh, yeah.

Yoo-hoo, whoo-hoo.

Ay, Madonna!

You know English songs?

Uh-huh.

Madonna, "Like a Virgin."

Michael Jackson, "Bad."

"It's Tricky,"

Run-D.M.C.

Run-D.M.C.?

Oh, yeah.

Run, Run-D.M.C.!

Yeah?

You drive?

Uh, I don't know.

I...

No!

Ay.

Whoo!

Whoo!

Whoo!

Run-D.M.C.!

So, what part

of New York you from?

Upper West Side.

Ah, rich girl.

So, what you doin'

slummin' out here?

Where'd you get

that shiner from?

No, no, no, no, I ain't

mean it like that, shorty.

It ain't blocking your beauty.

Ah.

I'm from Staten Island.

My mom and I moved out

here like a year ago.

You?

Just visiting.

Staying with your cousin?

No, my father.

You got one of those?

Not really.

You got jokes, too.

I like that.

Jamora, Jamora.

Shh, shh.

Jamora, por favor.

Jamora, por favor.

Nah, I'm out of here, J.

Maria Isabel, get in the car!

Get in, please!

Come on!

Si?

The window.

Papi needs the car to work.

Have you two been drinking?

It's one thing she steals

my boss' car,

but she shouldn't be dragging

you into her sh*t, Elaine.

Like you did?

You still have a choice, Elaine.

You can learn from my

mistakes or repeat them.

Elaine!

Elaine.

Elaine!

Now.

You are coming to work with me.

Come on.

You're going to earn that window

and apologize to my boss.

This is where I learned

to drive.

You won't be able to see

a thing with this on.

-You're driving.

-What?

Oh, she speaks.

Look, the way I see it,

it's the only thing I can

teach you that Mami can't.

Ay, come on, what teenager

doesn't wanna learn to drive?

Don't worry, you won't

have to look at me, huh?

You'll have to keep

your eyes on the road.

Okay, okay, okay.

Whoa, whoa.

Watch, watch, watch.

Okay, it's here now, yes.

Okay, okay.

Okay, we're going

to go straight here.

Okay.

Right back

to where we started, okay?

Okay.

You are a natural.

-Very good, very good.

-Told you.

Okay, uh-huh.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

That's good, yup.

Very good.

I'm very relaxed.

This is how I celebrate.

This is a good one.

Listen to it.

Now listen, I'll tell you here.

Come on.

Dance with your

old man here, yeah.

There you are.

Don't ever let anything

steal your light, okay?

Carmen, she's as beautiful

as you and smart as a whip.

She gets that from me.

I can't believe

this trip is almost over.

I will miss her every day,

just like I miss you every day.

I'll always love you, Carmen.

You'll always be

the love of my life.

Thank you for this

time with her,

for everything.

Really.

I do?

Si.

Gracias, Abuelita.

-We're gonna miss you so much.

You'll have to come back soon.

Actually, I was thinking,

maybe I could stay here?

Ay, Elaine, no.

Your mom is expecting you, hmm?

I bet Mami would

wanna come, too.

Who wouldn't rather

stay here than New York?

Benjamin, and Danny,

and Ana would love it.

Elaine, you're talking crazy.

We can't expect them

to uproot their lives like that.

Okay, maybe not Ana.

Maybe Ana's gonna graduate

from high school in New York.

But me, nobody likes

me in my school.

-I can transfer schools.

-Elaine, no.

-I'm not really--

-Elaine, no.

, Mami.

Elaine, you can't stay.

You have to go back.

Why wouldn't you want me

to stay with you?

Maybe you, you can

all come visit soon, okay?

I'll go put my stuff in the car.

Elaine!

She'll get over it once Medicaid

approves the new wheelchair.

You mean she hasn't been able

to go out since?

Hey. No, no, no, no,

don't worry.

It's gonna be one of those

new electric ones, too.

Yeah?

Just put anything

dirty in the hamper.

I'll wash it tomorrow.

Ah.

I remember this.

Mom, put that down.

Elaine, where'd you

get this money?

Answer me.

From Papi.

-Give it back.

-Mm-mmm.

I know your father ain't got

money to spare like that.

Where'd you get this?

I told you.

Don't make me have

to call your father.

You'd believe him over me?

You know how good

of a liar he is.

I heard him tell

you he loves you.

If he really loved you,

then why isn't he here with you?

Or why doesn't he let us

live in Puerto Rico with him?

'Cause not everything

is black or white.

-Give it back!

-No.

Not until you tell me

where you got this money.

Fine, be stupid.

He's still probably

a junkie for all we know.

Keep it.

I can get more.

And you can tell Papi

I found all his pills.

Yo.

You lookin' for a little

somethin' somethin'?

No.

I'm--I'm looking

for a dude named Goji.

You know where he at?

What you know about Goji?

He told me I could come here

if I was ever looking

for work.

Oh, damn.

How you like that?

-What?

-Goji dead.

Shot two weeks ago.

Right there in front

of that building.

All right, thanks.

Work's still here

if you lookin'.

Wanda, why the hell

you not outside?

Goji said she could

come here for work.

Ah, yeah, I remember you.

Goji's people, right?

You heard that, n*gga?

She Goji's people.

So what's up, shorty,

you trying to work?

Hmm?

Got a uniform for you.

Make sure nothing goes

missing, you know?

Down the hall, first

door on your right.

b*tch, get your a*s outside!

Lalita!

Show her the ropes.

Goji.

Get changed and you could start.

Y'all know each other?

Uh, just from school.

Mm.

Show her what to do.

Put your uniform on.

Yo, Crystal.

You know what they did

with my auntie's wheelchair?

Uh, Shanequa sold it

to the scrap metal yard.

This that beam me up,

Scotty, sh*t right here.

We giving out clean

needles now.

Government-provided.

I be seein'

you around the block.

'Ey, 'ey, 'ey, 'ey,

where you goin'?

I changed my mind.

-Yo, Bass!

-Hey!

Don't nobody open that

freakin' door but me.

The freak you thought, b*tch?

You was gonna creep up in here,

leave without my say-so?

How I know you're not

snitching to the cops?

I wouldn't do that.

You look at me

when I'm talking to you,

you hear me?

She said she wouldn't do that.

Ain't that what Goji said?

That's why I k*lled that n*gga.

He was snitchin'.

Gettin' his clients busted

when they couldn't pay up.

And Goji sent you.

He sent your stupid a*s,

so I know you a rat

just like him.

I'm not.

You got any

last words, b*tch?

Hmm?

Go-Go-Goji got

my father arrested

because he couldn't

pay.

Your father?

Who the hell is your father?

I said, who the hell

is your father, b*tch?

Manny Del Valle.

Manny Del Valle

is my, my father.

He was a j--junkie

and he got arrested

because he couldn't pay.

Get the freak out of here

before I k*ll your stupid a*s.

The f*ck are y'all lookin' at?

Did I say stop workin'?

Mami?

Oh.

Mm, mm, I'm sorry, Mami.

It's okay, baby.

You're here now.

Oh, girl, it's

a mad world out there.

You can't just leave

like that, all right?

You, we were worried sick.

Your brother's out there

looking for you.

I didn't steal that money.

I swear.

But I can explain.

Elaine, there's a lot that

we need to explain to you.

You can't make good decisions

if you don't have all the facts.

Honey, the pills you found,

they're your

father's medication.

Medication?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Hey, Papi.

Yeah.

Mami told me.

A*DS, Papi?

Yes.

I...

Mami is right, I have A*DS.

I didn't want this to happen.

I'm sorry.

I said all those

horrible things to you.

I really didn't mean them.

Sorry.

Oh, Elaine, stop.

Everything in life

happens for a reason.

It's up to us

to find a good reason.

Getting arrested was the first

step to getting my life back,

to-- to getting clean.

But you're gonna die now.

I don't want that to happen.

I don't want you to go.

Hey, we're all

gonna die someday.

In the meantime, I get to live

in gratitude for every

moment I've ever had

and every moment I have left.

Please, I'll take care of you.

I'll go back to Puerto Rico.

No, no.

I don't want you

to have to take care of me.

That's why I--

I couldn't let you stay.

Elaine, I,

I don't want you

to watch me die.

I want you only

to remember my life.

I don't want you to go.

Please, just stay.

Elaine, please,

do something for me.

What?

Be happy, and be smart.

Some choices, Elaine,

you can't come back from.

Some choices you cannot undo.

Learn from my mistakes.

Let them mean something.

But I can't

be happy without you.

I will always be with you,

I promise.

I want you to remember me, to--

to remember us

with happiness.

Will you do that for me?

I promise I'll be happy for you.

I love you, Elaine,

and I will always be with you.

Don't ever forget

how much I love you.

I've been looking

out my window all my life

and feeling the wonder of all

the other places I could be,

like the birds.

Not the fancy birds

with special colors,

just the plain old pigeon kind.

Black, brown, and gray, like

the ones we got in Brownsville.

They could fly anywhere.

But here they are,

reminding us

that we can all soar,

no matter where we come from.

They say when birds

fly in flocks,

it means somebody just died.

I'm not sure

if everybody believes that,

but it's what we believe

in my family.

I think of Papi

in every conga beat

and in the parts of songs

that make the hair

on the back of my neck rise.

I think about

what he taught me.

I accept all the parts

that make me who I am,

see the silver lining,

and be the silver lining.

I am Brownsville bred,

and I will not be defined.