01x06 - Back to Life

[bunniefuu]

[exhales deeply]

"Berlin"?

[pencil scratching paper]

[Sinem] I'm not Berlin!

Between the World and Us

[Tolga] So that's your
final word, Ms. Işil?

I've worked on 140 episodes for this
show, and this is how I say goodbye?

Is that it?

I mean, the girl falls in love
with someone else, I sh**t myself.

Am I a desperate,
romantic lover?

No, okay. I mean, I'll just
sh**t but not say those words.

No, the words are well-written…

[breathes heavily]

In fact, they've been
written in such a way…

Anyway, okay, Ms. Işil. Never mind,
okay. I'll come and play the scene.

Okay, let's pretend this
conversation never happened.

Thank you. Have a nice day.

[sighs]

Hey.

Okay.

I didn't tell you that I
left the TV series. Sorry.

I asked you so
many times, Tolga.

Was I supposed to hear
it from the tabloids?

You're right.

But thanks to you, I
quit this TV series.

I started doing
theater because of you.

Moreover, in our messaging, I told
you things I've never told anyone.

My dreams, my fears.

I sometimes hold back…

in a relationship.

But not anymore.

I'll give you my 100%.

Have you forgiven me?

I have.

["Banker Conversation" playing]

[music continues]

[no audible dialogue]

[no audible dialogue]

Gül Sonat's Cheating Shock

[music ends abruptly]

We're screwed!

What happened?

The cover girl wants to cancel.

The cover? Wait a minute…

The magazine's in print.
What cancellation?

Her boyfriend cheated on her!

Now the news is out!
Come here. Look at this.

Look at this!

[Ceren] I can't believe it,
Gül Sonat has been cheated on!

Just yesterday, they said in an interview
they're very much in love. What happened?

That's it! That's why
she wants to cancel it!

No way!

The new cover won't be ready in
time. I can't cancel. I can't!

Are you dumb?

She was talking about her
lover page after page.

Do you think she'll
want it published?

Why are you mad at me? I'm not
the one who cheated on her!

- What are you yelling about?
- What?

- We're in for 16 pages. What will we do?
- Calm down, everyone.

Give me the interview, will you?

- I can't believe it! sh*t!
- Let me take a look.

[sighs]

- [sighs]
- Quiet down.

Hello?

Gül, I just heard. How are you?

Uh-huh, I understand.

Of course you are very
hurt, you want to grieve.

These are the reactions
of every normal person.

But you're not a normal person. I mean,
after all, you are Gül Sonat, right?

It's easy to be successful when
everything is going well in life.

The important thing is

how you make decisions when
your life is in shambles.

After all, you've been building
this career for many years.

Is it okay to burn it down
in a moment like this?

Don't think about it now.
I've thought about it for you.

We'll take out a few
parts of your interview.

Like "the love of my life,"
"we're very happy," et cetera.

[imitating Gül] Everything is
fine. I'm happy, life goes on.

I mean, you never know what's
going to happen tomorrow.

After all, the relationships I've
had didn't make me Gül Sonat.

[normal] Yes, I'm in love.

And we can end it by saying that your
greatest love in life is yourself.

How's that?

Okay, where are you right now?

I'm sending you
a small team now.

Makeup is coming, the stylist is
coming. They will get you ready nicely.

All dressed up like this.

You take a nice selfie, and
you share it on social media.

And underneath you add this:

"I hate to be so forward-thinking,
but life goes on.

I said that a few days ago."

Okay? Deal?

You're welcome, of course.
I'll see you later.

- Print the cover.
- Okay.

[Burçin laughs]

Okay. Okay. So
you know all this.

[Uluç] We figured it out in the end.
Let's continue where we left off.

- [Ceren] Uluç.
- Ms. İlkin, you'd better rest.

You didn't sleep
at all last night.

Oh, you! Yes, you!

[chuckles]

Friends, I'm calling it a day!

Everyone can continue
working at the office.

Thank you very much for coming.
I appreciate your support.

What's the matter?

You used to be
annoyed with him, huh?

I see you listen to
everything he says.

How come?

[clicks tongue] Because
he's earned my trust.

Aha!

Don't look at me like that,
Burçin. Okay, you were right!

[in English] As
usual! [chuckles]

[in Turkish] I need
Kenan for my recovery.

From now on, it's
whatever he says.

He's very, very handsome.

[whispers] Burçin!

But he's very handsome.

I'll say what I want! I'm
done. I've had enough!

Had enough? Enough?
Enough? I've…

I've had enough! I'm
bored, you know… [stutters]

I'm sorry, that's not right.

I take it louder here, right?
To drown out her voice?

Let's take it from the top.

- From the beginning, okay. Right, okay.
- From the beginning, from the curtain.

Ah, sorry. I'll be right back.

Surprise!

What a yummy surprise!

Bon appétit.

You have time, right?
I'm going back on stage.

Yes, yes, go and rehearse.
I've already taken the day off.

- [whispers] Okay, take a seat.
- Okay.

Good luck.

[normal] I'm back.

We're taking it from
the top, right? [sighs]

I'll say what I want!
I'm done. That's enough!

Had enough? Had enough?
It's enough for me! Me!

And I'm… I'm bored,
don't you get it?

What boredom? Have
you gone crazy?

I'm fed up, fed up! I
feel incomplete… In...

g*dd*mn it! Sorry, sorry!

I'm sick of feeling
incomplete! Uh…

I'm sick of it. I'm sick of it!
I'm sick of feeling incomplete!

Don't you get it? I'm
sick of feeling guil...

[Tolga clicks tongue]

Uh, I'm bored, you
know, I'm bored.

You know... You know, I'm bored.

So… [mutters] Yeah.

I'm tired of not being enough for you,
of feeling guilty all the... Sorry.

[Sinan] Okay, guys, okay.

Let's finish for
today. Take a break.

No, I couldn't concentrate, sorry.
Let's take it from the top again.

No, it's not working at all.

- [whispers] I'm sorry.
- No problem.

Bro.

- We can't go on like this.
- No, I mean, uh…

So? How will we do this?

Let yourself go,
just try to feel it.

Remember. It's the method
you need to remember.

[sighs]

- Okay?
- Will do.

[sighs]

[sighs deeply]

I'm bored.

Okay.

I wonder what we could do?

[inhales deeply]

Should I get some air or something?
Should we go outside? [sighs]

Okay.

But where will we go?

I mean… [sighs] …I don't want
to run into anyone like this.

Is there a quiet place
where no one goes?

[inhales deeply]

I can think of a place…

but it might be a bit
risky for your foot.

I'm getting ready now.

- By the way, I like risks a lot.
- Be careful!

[huffs] And it happened
right when you showed up!

- Oh, it was really nice, darling.
- [sighs]

[sighs] I have to be on the set
today too. It's all mixed up!

I really liked it.

[sighs]

Come on, say something.

What?

I don't know. Like what you always
said, what you wrote in those messages…

You know, like, something
from Oscar Wilde.

Astonish me! Come on, I need it.

I mean… Here… I can't think
of anything right now.

Let's go to dinner.

I used to stalk you a lot.

There's this restaurant you used to go to.
Let's have dinner there. What do you say?

I said I was going to the set.

Hmm…

That's right.

I can't disappoint you.

We'll eat fast, we'll
go out. What the hell.

You came all this way.

But you said you had the set?

Okay, we'll just eat fast!

Okay.

[Tolga clears throat]

Bro, the press are outside.

Ah, f*ck. [sighs]

Of course. As soon as I posted
the photo on the Internet,

they've started chasing me.

Okay, let's do this. I'll go out
first, they'll follow me anyway.

Haluk will take you out
the other door. Okay?

I thought we were going to eat?

Uh, our director, Sinan, doesn't
want me to be seen like that,

in the tabloids or anything
like that, before the premiere.

I'll see you at
home tonight, okay?

I'm sorry.

[Kenan] When I feel really
bored, I come out here.

The sea, the seagulls, that's pretty
much all there is. But it's nice.

I like it here.

I sometimes stay the night.

I guess they can't
find you here, right?

If they find us here now,
I take my hat off to them.

It's a beautiful
place, very quiet.

You take such good care of me.

You're really good at your job.

You're also good at your
job. I saw that today.

Are you surprised?

At what? Why would
I be surprised?

I don't know, you've
seen me at my weakest.

My most vulnerable.

No one has ever
seen me like that.

It's normal. I mean…

it's normal to think that someone who's
fallen into this state isn't strong.

I actually thought the opposite.
It wasn't weakness that I saw.

To really open your
heart to someone,

I mean, to love someone,
it's not an easy thing.

It's something that
requires strength.

People don't do things
like that anymore.

They don't believe in it either.

He didn't believe in it either.

So, I'd say, "You're
my soulmate"…

and he'd say, "I'll never
conquer your heart."

But he left me.

Really?

What do you mean?

I won't give you any more
information. You know so much already.

I mean, you know almost
everything about me.

You've witnessed my
most vulnerable moments.

I know nothing
about you. Nothing.

Well, of course…

Please, at least give me
something. Tell me something.

I mean, what's the point,
really? What good will it do you?

But I want it so much.

All right, I don't want to.

I'm asking nicely. We have so
much respect for each other.

I'm asking you nicely.

[Kenan chuckles]

I don't think it's
necessary, but okay.

- One thing... Question?
- One question. Of course.

Okay, let me… [chuckles]
…think right now.

If I were you I wouldn't
think about it too much.

[laughs] One second.

It won't do me much good
if I ask about that.

Um, but wait a
second, I'm thinking.

If I ask about…

- That won't work either…
- What should I do? Go fish for a while?

- No. There's something. It's okay, Kenan.
- We'll get hungry while you're thinking.

Okay, I got it.

- You got it? You've got one? Okay.
- Yep. Yes. I thought of one.

But you have to promise that
you'll answer truthfully.

Okay, I promise.

- Promise?
- I'll answer with complete honesty,

I promise. Okay.

[inhales deeply]

Up until now…

what was the hardest thing
you ever said to someone?

[chuckles]

But there's no running away.

I asked a tough
question. [chuckles]

It's hard, yes.

"Let death…

be the beginning
of our eternity.

Go be eternal, my darling."

That, I guess.

My condolences.

I never thought that would
be your answer. I'm sorry.

No, it's nothing. Not a problem.

So, how did it happen?

I don't like to talk
about it very much.

[inhales deeply]

The sea's a bit rough. It's
getting dark. Shall we go now?

[engine starts]

- [Sinem] Tolga?
- [door closes]

[Tolga] Welcome!

You're just in time.
Dinner is ready.

Darling, didn't
you have a sh**t?

Actually, they had a
problem with the location,

so they postponed my scene
until tonight. And also…

I had to leave you on your own today,
so I thought I'd make it up to you.

Here you go, ma'am.

We'll begin serving soon.

Sure. [chuckles]

Thank you.

Don't you like it? Does
it smell bad? [sniffs]

Oh, no, it looks delicious.

It's great, but, my love,
I'm allergic to mushrooms.

You have an allergy?

Yes, one time, when I was
a child, I didn't know.

I ate mushrooms, and they had to take
me to the hospital. I almost died.

What do you mean? Am I…

Am I remembering wrong?

You wrote that it was your
favorite thing. Wait a minute.

No, you remember it right.

My favorite thing is mushrooms
because they're harmful.

Don't people like the thing
that harms them the most?

Darling, don't feel bad. How
were you supposed to know?

I'll order you some takeout.

Tolga, no. Look how
much you've prepared.

I'll eat salad.

Look how beautifully
you've prepared it.

Look at this.

It's like a work of art.

Mmm.

Besides, the important thing
is that you're here for me.

You cut the tomatoes in half.
You worked on them one by one.

Mmm.

My God, it's your touch.

This salad has your touch.

[Sinem sighs]

- [Kenan] You don't have any pain, do you?
- Nope.

Kenan?

What do you think, should
we eat dinner together?

Ah, I'll eat in the
kitchen. I like the kitchen.

[sighs] Kenan, okay, I get it.

You're a professional, okay.

It's just a few bites, please.

Can you stay here?

What do you mean?

You're here from
morning till night.

You're traveling back
and forth for nothing.

Besides, you told me that you've stayed
overnight at a few places you've worked.

- Yes.
- I mean if you stay here…

[stammers] …I'll feel safer.

You're trying to understand me, figure
me out. That's the thing. I get it.

[sighs deeply]

It'll be over soon.
You'll be out of the cast.

I don't think it's necessary.

Fine, all right.

I take it back,
pretend I never asked.

[scoffs] I don't understand
why it's so hard.

Didn't you just tell me that it takes
strength to open your heart to someone?

Then you don't have it.

[sighs]

- Take it easy.
- It's okay, I can do it.

[Tolga] "I've learned a lot
Over the past three years

To be painless in
the midst of pain…"

[typing]

"My heart was like a wooden spoon
with a blackened end, gentleman."

Is he really your
boyfriend? Tolga Karanç??

(That's right:))

[typing continues]

"I carried the edge of
myself to the slums.

You say, 'Love…' Stop
right there, gentleman."

[typing continues]

"I stayed at the edge of myself

Like a wet, forgotten rag.

So wet, So smelly.
Torn and shabby"...

Sinem, what are you doing?

- Huh?
- I'm reading to you.

I'm listening.

It's just that they sent
a message from work.

Fine, write your message. I'll
read this to you some other time.

Oh, okay, all right. I've put it
down, Tolga. Where are you going?

I'm trying to read you
poems in a romantic way.

And all because you like it.

But, darling, what can
I do? They texted me.

I mean, it's urgent.

Text them two minutes later. Write
your text after two minutes, Sinem.

It was an important moment for
us. You made me buy that book.

I was sending you
audio recordings.

I was reading poetry.
You praised me.

You used to tell me how well
I could read. What happened?

What's wrong with you?
Something's the matter with you.

What do you mean by that?

I mean…

It's like we never
wrote to each other.

It's like you were
never impressed.

And every time I bring up our
chats, you change the subject.

I was impressed. Of
course, it impressed me.

- But you don't remember.
- I do.

I do remember.

Okay, fine.

Okay then.

Remember when we were
writing to each other?

I was going through a
really emotional time.

You wrote something
special to me.

And I responded to you, saying
that I was really surprised.

As if you knew me
for many years.

And you said that you
had the same feeling,

that you too felt you had known
me for many years. What was it?

Sinem?

[breathes shakily]

Sinem?

[breathes shakily]

[stammers]

Sinem?

Sinem? Sinem? Why
are you running away?

Stop it!

I'm sick of those
messages, enough!

I'm here, Tolga, I'm here!

I'm not on the other end
of the phone! Enough!

I'm trying, Tolga, I'm trying!

I'm trying to show
myself to you! Enough!

Forget those messages!
[inhales sharply]

How can I forget, Sinem?
Huh? How can I forget?

I fell in love with you
before I even saw you.

Heard your voice, when you
were Berlin. How can I forget?

With your writings,
your messages…

No, I don't understand
how you can forget!

Don't follow me,
okay? Please don't.

[sobs, sniffles]

[muffled sobbing]

[sniffling]

I am not Berlin

[inhales sharply]

I'm not that woman

[panting]

[sniffles]

[sobs]

[sniffling]

[sobbing, sniffling]

Good morning.

Good morning.

I'm taking the small
room on the top floor.

But there's a lot of stuff.
I'm going to take some out.

I don't like too much stuff.

Okay, sure.

I'll go out this afternoon
and get you some equipment.

Ah, we have some. You
brought it with you.

I'm going to take those. The
ones I buy will stay with you.

[İlkin sighs deeply] Okay, sure.
We'll go and buy them together.

[Kenan chuckles]

- [salesperson] Welcome.
- [Sinem] Hello.

Ah, where are the Oscar
Wilde books, please?

Is there a specific book
you are looking for?

Well, I've read The Picture of Dorian
Gray and The Ballad of Reading Gaol.

- The Happy Prince?
- I've read that.

I'm looking for
something like… Hmm.

Oscar Wilde quotes, or something
like Oscar Wilde's words.

We have some selected
poems and stories.

- Yes!
- I'll bring it. I'll get it right now.

I found it.

Here you go.

- [Sinem] Fantastic. Let's add this too.
- Of course.

[sighs]

[Kenan] I found it, Ms. İlkin.

You can go from the lowest
resistance to the highest.

It's not the first time
I'll do some exercise.

Of course, the time
for that will come too.

But for now, you've
got resistance bands.

- Can I confess something to you?
- Please do.

You are really boring. Really.

Okay.

I'm going to solve
this issue right now.

A solution? [chuckles]

- [Tolga] Hello, guys.
- [reporter] Hello.

- [reporters, overlapping chatter]
- [Tolga] How are you? Are you well?

[reporter] How are you?
How's the theater going?

[Tolga] The theater's going
well. Yes, it's all good.

We'll be premiering in a month.
It's going according to plan.

[reporter 2] Can
we take a photo?

[Tolga] Ah, of course.

Ms. İlkin. Can you try these
on, please? They might help you.

[İlkin breathes shakily]

Look at me. Ms. İlkin. Ms. İlkin.
I'm here. Look, look over here.

Breathe in.

- [both breathe deeply]
- Breathe out.

- [both exhale deeply]
- Three.

[İlkin inhales sharply]

Okay. [exhales deeply]
Two. Look at me.

Two.

One.

[exhales slowly]

I'm not exactly sure what
you've experienced but…

I think you need closure.

I mean an ending.

[Burçin] So, are
you sure, darling?

[İlkin] Are you sure about
your styling, darling?

Uh, a thousand percent.
That's my plan B.

If you're making this a
drama, I'll make it a party.

[both laugh]

So come on, start it. Start it
so we can get rid of this guy.

We're at the end. He'll
appear in a minute.

Are you leaving?

Can you please stay?

Of course.

[Tolga] I've come
to say goodbye.

[Esra] What goodbye, Baran?

[Tolga] They say
fear is useless.

Turns out it is useful.
It speeds everything up.

[breathing heavily] I…

was so afraid of
losing you that…

with my own hands…

I willingly lost you.

[Tolga] Now I'm empty inside.

I lie to myself every day.

[sighs] I tell myself
it was already over…

and that we weren't
right for each other.

[Tolga scoffs]

It's as if only the ones who are
right for each other are happy.

[Tolga] Sometimes…

we love more when it's all over.

It turns out…

I still love you with
every fiber of my heart.

I got angry, furious with you.

I hid from you.

None of this is your fault.

If there's any fault, it's mine.

[g*n c*ck on TV]

[Tolga] Goodbye.

[g*nsh*t on TV]

[Esra] Baran! Baran!

[sighs]

Why didn't you watch
the last scene?

It's just a regular scene.

You didn't even want
to act it out. Why?

[sighs] I have to work. I'm
trying to memorize this.

[Sinem] I'll go crazy
if I don't tell someone.

What am I doing here?

What's my place in this story?

Why am I here?

Come on! Come on, let's do this.
Let the party start. Come on.

- [İlkin chuckles]
- So, ask whatever you want from me.

But you don't get
to interfere, okay?

Anything goes tonight. Okay?

Hey, girl, don't be like this.

Isn't his shift over? Let him
go home in peace. [laughs]

He's perched himself
here. [chuckles]

I'm staying here now.

How... How's that?

Are you staying
here? Uh-oh. Really?

Is he staying here?

Uh, until I get better. We talked
about it and agreed on it. Yes.

[sighs]

Wow.

Hey, me, me. Ask me.

- Ask you what?
- I'm going back to work.

Wow. Are you sure? Uh,
what about your foot?

It's almost healed. They're
taking off the cast tomorrow.

[Burçin] Hmm.

I'm gonna get on with
my life. It's time.

Hmm.

- [staff] She's here.
- [staff 2] Sinem.

Come over here, girl. Come on.

[staff] I saw you on Insta.
You really are a dark horse.

Tell us a bit about him.
What kind of person is Tolga?

Come on, tell us.

Of course, I will, but I have to go
back to work now because I have a boss.

- But I'll tell you all about him.
- [Pinar] My dear Sinem.

Let's have a cup of coffee, huh?

We'll have a chat. Our friends
will take care of everything.

Ah, of course we will.

How do you like it?

No sugar.

[whispers] Come on.

[İlkin] Hello.

[Kenan] Oops! Be careful.

Take my arm if you like.

Don't put too much pressure on
it. It hasn't fully recovered yet.

The only thing I want right
now is to go back to work.

[Kenan sighs]

Uh-oh!

- What happened?
- Uh, there's no one in the office.

That's really strange.

Oh, please, I hope it's not
what I think it is. It can't be.

[Burçin] Let the party begin!

[Ceren] Yes!

[coworkers cheering]

[Burçin] Are you happy?

[cheering, laughing continues]

- [Uluç] Whoops, here you go.
- [Burçin] My sweetheart has arrived!

You're well, aren't
you? How are you?

- Are you happy?
- Yes, but I was surprised.

- [dance music playing on radio]
- [coworkers chattering]

[Burçin] Oh, that
was good. Wasn't it?

You didn't expect it, did you?

I caught on towards the end.

But you were a
little bit surprised.

Oh, no, I said…

[laughs]

[Uluç laughs]

Hmm, actually, I need
someone like you.

I mean, I've been neglecting
my health a lot lately.

After all, we only live once.

Uh, sure. I have some friends.
I can arrange it if you want.

Have you talked to
Gül? Is she okay?

What Gül? No work talk.

We're having a party.
Can't you see? A party.

She's fine. She's
recovered a bit.

Ceren is taking care of her.

Just like she's taking
care of your bodyguard.

- [Burçin laughs]
- Uluç.

- What?
- He's not my bodyguard.

What is he then? He's lurking
over there like a wolf. Look.

- I take it you don't drink alcohol.
- Nope.

Are you enjoying the party?

[sighs]

What do you do besides
managing people's lives?

I'm taking care of Ms. İlkin.

- [Ceren] Hmm.
- [Burçin laughs]

You should have a drink.
It's no fun like this.

- It's not allowed.
- Aw!

Who's going to know?
We won't tell him.

İlkin! Are you having fun?

Please don't get sick again
and leave us with Burçin.

She cut us up into tiny
pieces and finished us off.

[Burçin] Oh, my. Shame on you.

[muffled]

[no audible dialogue]

[Burçin] Oh, really!

- I'll spank you if you keep being naughty.
- [Uluç laughs] So polite.

You're so polite. Really.

Ms. İlkin, the test results
have arrived from the hospital.

[Burçin] What tests are these?

Your levels are way below what
I expected. We'd better go.

Yeah, okay, I'll come too.

She needs to rest,
Ms. Burçin. After you.

- Oh!
- Oh, my.

- Sorry about this.
- [blows kiss]

See you later.

Come back after she's asleep!

- Ha!
- Maybe we'll join you at the after-party.

[all laugh]

How did you know
I wanted to leave?

[inhales sharply] I felt it.

[elevator bell
dings, doors close]

[sighs]

I'm leaving!

- [staff 2] Have a good day!
- [staff] Have a good day, Sinem!

Bye. See you.

Tomorrow we're having breakfast here,
don't forget. Come hungry, okay?

Okay. Bye-bye. Good luck.

[reporters, overlapping chatter]

[reporter 3] Ms. Sinem,
what would you like to say

about your relationship with
Mr. Tolga? Where did you meet?

Please, we're just doing
our job. Don't run away!

[reporter 4] Could
you make a statement?

Tolga? Well, the reporters
are outside filming me.

[breathes shakily] Uh-huh.

What am I going to do?

[sighs heavily]

[Kenan] Be careful.

You can have some.

But no more than one cup.

Don't you want to drink coffee?

Wait. You're scaring me. How did
you know I wanted to drink coffee?

Well, I know you now.

But I don't know you.

I think you do.

- [reporters, overlapping chatter]
- [tires screeching]

[reporter 3] What can you say about
your relationship with Mr. Tolga?

[reporter 5] Pose
for the camera!

[overlapping chatter continues]

- [reporter 3] Where did you meet?
- İsmet, step on it. Shut the door.

[breathes shakily]

Tolga, my love, I know you didn't want
it to come out before the premiere.

- Okay.
- Look.

I really don't know how
they found this place.

Look, I swear, I didn't
even tell my mom.

I only told people at work, but
they wouldn't do such a thing.

- Calm down. Are you okay?
- I'm sorry.

I don't know. What's going
on in my life, Tolga?

Come here.

[sighs]

[narrator, in English]
Cheetahs' incredible speed

is a product of
their body mechanics…

[narrator on TV continues]

[cell phone buzzes]

Sinan?

[in Turkish] What?

[softly] One second.

What are you saying? What do you
mean you moved up the premiere?

[Sinan] I just got a
call from the theater.

There's a production coming from
overseas at the last minute.

If you have some concerns,
don't worry, you're ready.

Okay, but you're
saying one week.

We'll work it out.

I'll just have to take
care of all the sets.

Oh, I have a student, Elçin, who
will rehearse with you every day.

Look, I'm giving you her number.
Write it down. She'll call you.

Yep, I'm listening.

Sixty-four. Twenty-three.
Okay, I'll call her.

Okay, bye.

[exhales deeply]

"Berlin"?

[pencil scratching paper]

[Sinem] I'm not Berlin!

I'm sorry.

Why?

For what I'm about to do.