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01x05 - The New Guard

Episode transcripts for the TV show, "Visible: Out on Television". Aired: February 14, 2020.*
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A documentary miniseries about the representation of LGBTQ+ people in television, both on-screen and behind the camera.

01x05 - The New Guard

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This is the CBS Evening News

with Walter Cronkite.

The days of the anchorman

who sits there on television

and who is the voice of God,

that's over.

Especially in this information

this technology age.

So, what makes people think that

an anchorperson should sit on television

and pretend not to have a life

or personality or a perspective?

What makes me a better vessel

to deliver you the news

is that I am, in many ways, like you.

I figured if I'm going to be a journalist

and I'm going to ask people

to tell me the truth

and I'm gonna try to expose truth,

then I need to be truthful about who I am.

It's great to live in an age

where we can cover

much more

than anybody has ever been able to cover.

But also you can be yourself.

While he has long felt

that journalists had the right

to keep their private lives private,

Cooper writes,

"The fact is, I'm g*y,

always have been, always will be,

and I couldn't be any more happy,

comfortable with myself, and proud."

I just didn't want people thinking

there was something I was ashamed about

or I wasn't happy about.

And I didn't want

some kid somewhere thinking,

"That's the guy who I think he's g*y,

but he's not happy about it

and he's hiding it."

And it couldn't be farther from the truth.

He is now the most visible g*y journalist

on American television.

And there's also a sense

that it's a signpost.

It's a sense that

we're advancing in our acceptance

of h*m* and g*y people.

Something about being on television

makes people see you

as part of the country,

as part of our culture,

as part of who we are as a nation.

We are a country

that has a l*sbian with short hair,

who's kinda mannish-looking,

on at 9:00 p.m. on MSNBC every night.

For someone who disrupted the news,

knowing that Rachel Maddow

and Anderson Cooper

are now presenting the news,

and they're trusted people

to be giving the news

is amazing to me.

In my struggle to come out publicly,

I realized

that at some point you need to say,

"No. Hell no. Right now is the time."

I did it, and I never looked back.

And I'm so glad I did it.

I had a childhood

where I just needed to escape a lot.

And that's where

Jim Henson came into my life.

From The Muppet Show to Sesame Street.

- Smile, Bert.

- Sesame Street on television, huh?

I think being able to escape

into that television was very helpful.

Oh, my God. I was raised by TV.

I don't mean that as a shady thing

to my parents,

'cause they were very loving

and very present,

but I was very much a TV kid.

I was obsessed.

The TV was always on.

And I always say I had two parents,

my mom and the TV.

Saturday morning cartoons,

my brother and I, that was our jam.

I remember Bugs Bunny

or Elmer Fudd speaking with a lisp

or seeming to act in a effeminate way.

Did I hurt you with my naughty g*n?

Any character that was on television

that was written as an outsider,

like Doug, I definitely identified with.

They're laughing at me.

I don't think I could put words

to any of that stuff at the time.

But there was something sort of q*eer

about that show.

I remember watching Bert and Ernie.

And it was just two guys

that lived together

and nobody thought it was weird.

And It was something

that made me feel okay,

that I could be who I was

or I could live with who I wanted to.

And then later I would watch Arthur.

In 2005, an episode of the Arthur

spin-off, Postcards from Buster,

was pulled from airing

on most PBS stations

after the Bush administration

criticized its inclusion

of a family with l*sbian moms.

Almost 15 years after the ban,

PBS aired an episode of Arthur in 2019

in which g*y teacher, Mr. Ratburn,

marries his boyfriend.

As two g*y parents in our household,

95% of the kids' books and kid shows

really don't have

any kind of representation of our family.

Even if it's a dad bear and a mom bear,

it's not two dad bears

or two dad monsters.

And so, that's an area

where there could be real progress.

And I say that more as a father now

than as a storyteller.

Denise.

Just point me in the direction

of that school, and I am out of here.

Let's go.

Working in the industry

since I was three years old,

it provided a glass box for me.

So I was always on display.

Who helps you with your lines?

My daddy keeps going over them.

Then I learn 'em.

You learn 'em?

And how long does it usually take you

to learn 'em?

About one time, about two times,

about three times,

about four times, about five times.

I was always molded

to be brandable in the family genre,

which I have no problem with.

To this day, I love family genre.

But it also

Living in a glass box

might prevent you from growing out of it.

For a while,

I didn't tell anybody I was g*y.

But in my teenage years,

I made sure that I surrounded myself

with friends I trusted

to where I could be myself

when the camera was off.

And then when the camera turned on,

I turned right into that person

that was necessary to continue the brand.

I had my own show

on Disney Channel at 15 years old.

Yep, that's me.

That's So Raven was one of the shows

that I watched religiously.

When I was first thinking

about name changes,

I wanted to be Raven.

She was, you know, loud and sassy.

I really just wanted to be her.

Please stop looking at me.

Why can't I just blend in?

Since I was 12, I always thought,

"How in the world am I gonna do this?

Because I can't hide who I am forever,

but I don't wanna lose my career."

I'm g*y.

When there's change,

the first person

always goes through the worst.

Ellen went through hell.

And I didn't want that reaction.

Right here in Washington,

the nation's capital, the decision is in.

The United States Supreme Court

gives supporters

of same-sex marriage a huge win.

One day I was chilling with my girlfriend.

I got the news.

And I was just like,

"Oh, my God. It's possible."

I was so happy and so in love.

So, I went on Twitter.

And some things you do subconsciously.

At that moment Raven-Symoné the brand

didn't matter anymore.

I press send and I turn my phone off.

Because Raven-Symoné kicked in and said,

"Holy sh*t, what happened?

What did I do? No!"

The outside world's reaction

starts coming to me

through somebody from my camp.

"Why did you tweet that?

Uninstall your Twitter."

When you're in the industry, and you have

people that support you in your work,

they're supporting

the person that you show them.

They really don't know who you are.

There is a statistic of

child stars having problems.

And every day I was warned,

reminded

and pushed positively

so that I don't become that.

One of the ways I dealt with that

was to hide behind a couple of masks.

And so,

having all of these layers penetrated,

so that who I am was now being judged,

sent me through

an emotional black hole spiral.

Because judgments were venomous.

Was that your way of coming out,

of saying you're g*y?

Oprah's company asked me

to do the Where Are They Now?

And they would like

to talk about me coming out.

Everyone told me not to, in my camp.

And I remember this sentence,

"You're gonna k*ll your grandma."

I remember answering,

"If I don't do it, I'm gonna die."

I'm in an amazing, happy relationship

with my partner, a woman.

And I am proud

to be who I am and what I am.

I just commend her.

That's all I can do, is commend her

on being able to speak out about her truth

and still persevere in the business.

Check you later, bro.

All right, sis.

Playing Andre's sister on Black-ish

as a l*sbian

and having a l*sbian wedding

was so empowering.

Because now that I'm out,

I can play anything I want to.

I can't believe

this is happening right now.

Listen, Rhonda is not g*y, fool.

She's just waiting for God to make a man

she's attracted to. That's all, kids.

Black-ish really touches on

what happens within the black community

where we have to have more acceptance.

That is so beautiful.

If you guys had kissed,

I would have only barely turned away.

Thanks, Mrs. Johnson.

No more "Mrs. Johnson."

You call me "Good Mama Ru-Ru."

It's a wonderful dive

into the truth of the black family.

I think it says something

about our industry

that the only stories

that they told for so long

were stories of g*y white people.

And usually g*y white men.

Empire, very much like Noah's Arc,

was one of the very first

opportunities we had

to see an African American family

deal with coming out

and how parents accepted

or didn't accept the character, Jamal.

The show Empire, huge.

Major network, prime time.

And we get a black g*y character.

One of the leading characters.

You see him as a kid.

And he's walking around, dressing up.

He has his mom's high heel shoes on.

And it's Lee Daniels' actual story.

You out of your damn mind?

Walking in here

looking like a little b*tch.

- Get over here.

- Lucious, no!

Lucious! Lucious!

It was just so powerful to see that.

For a father

to actually throw his kid in the trash.

That's how much h*m*

there is in the community.

To see black people

having that conversation in public

I love Empire for that. I really do.

The Wire was groundbreaking.

One of the first complicated

g*y black characters was Omar

who was this gangster thug, ruthless.

And we just

had never seen anything like it.

- Omar!

- Omar's coming, yo!

- Omar's coming.

- Omar's coming, yo!

Did you hear what I said?

The character of Omar Little,

a g*y vigilante,

became an unlikely hero

on HBO's gritty, Baltimore-based drama,

The Wire.

Y'all need to open this door, man,

'fore I huff and puff.

To have something as challenging

and complicated and complex,

not all good but not all bad.

Completely unexpected.

It was pretty badass, The Wire.

When I was a kid in Mississippi

in the late '70s and '80s,

I remember how special it was

to see anything g*y

on television at the time,

which was very, very rare.

So, to have seen black g*y at that time

probably would have blown my mind.

I definitely didn't see any representation

of Asian representation,

any LGBT representation.

LGBT Asian American representation,

it didn't exist really.

The only Asians I saw, really,

were either

put in a historical context, like Kung Fu.

I do think

that there's a certain amount of racism,

especially in g*y men,

that we are taught

to like the Abercrombie & Fitch models,

who are basically white guys.

Conrad Ricamora

plays a brilliant hacker living with HIV

on ABC's How to Get Away with m*rder.

A show that also features Viola Davis

as its pansexual protagonist.

The show is produced

by Grey's Anatomy creator Shonda Rhimes.

Shonda hasn't made our story line

solely about being g*y,

or being Asian in my case.

We just are allowed to exist.

Instead of being the token character,

we're allowed to have integral parts

of the plot be a part of our existence.

Imagine being a young Asian person

watching Star Trek in the 1960s

and seeing George Takei

in all of his greatness and grandness

on that show

and feeling and understanding

that Asian people

would be a part of this hopeful,

idealistic, utopian future.

Why don't you come

down to the gym with me?

Back then showing any aspects

of myself as g*y

was something

that I strenuously avoided.

However, it was a silent understanding

that my Star Trek colleagues had

of who I was.

Fast-forward 50 years later,

and we get to realize

one of Gene Roddenberry's

initial wishes for the show,

which was to include

g*y characters in that vision.

And what better way to convey

the lives of LGBT people of color

than to tell their stories?

In the early 2000s,

as competition shows like Survivor

took over the airwaves,

a new show called American Idol

premiered

and quickly became

a ratings phenomenon.

By 2009, the show had placed first

in the annual Nielsen ratings

for seven years in a row.

Early on, on Idol, it was being affirmed

that the music industry expected

certain things out of their artists.

Sort of a cookie cutter formula,

if you will.

Maybe you're a soul singer.

Maybe you're country.

Carrie Underwood!

And I think that was why

it took me so long to decide

that I wanted to audition for the show.

'Cause I looked at the show and I thought,

"Well, there's no place

for someone like me. I'm too weird.

I'm probably too g*y."

I wanted to give you my opinion

for what it's worth.

I think you are theatrical.

Is he a good singer though?

- Yeah, but

- Is he a good singer?

Every week

that I was chosen to stay, I thought,

"I can't believe this is happening."

He was an astounding,

talented m*therf*cker

who was different.

And I think the finesse of just him

rattled people.

So every week I stayed on the show

was further confirmation

that "Okay, I'm being myself,

and it's working."

Adam, I think you gotta learn how to

express yourself a bit more.

And it was also my first time being

a celebrity, and it happened so fast.

I was surprised that I got to the final.

I couldn't believe it.

I'm like, "Really?

I'm in the final of American Idol. Me?"

The guy that I was up against was

sort of all-American, had a great voice.

He had a wife. He was from the South.

I mean, he fit the profile to what

American Idol always tends to vote for.

Kris Allen!

So, then I finished American Idol

as the runner-up.

I get a record deal.

And I got the closing slot of the AMAs,

which was crazy.

I'm seeing people like

Rihanna and Lady Gaga

do these incredible performances.

And I'm in the front row, and

I'm just starting to get really nervous

because I've never done anything like this

with people that I look up to

in the music world that I just got into,

that I, like, just popped into

out of nowhere.

Making his debut performance:

Adam Lambert.

I open the performance

with two boys on leashes,

and I thought that was cool.

And one of the boys comes up to me

and because I was

in the heat of the moment,

sort of nervous

after watching Rihanna and Lady Gaga

do these insane, dark, kinda edgy,

sexual performances,

I was in the moment,

and I just grabbed the guy,

and I brought him close

to my crotch for a little grind.

I was like, "Yeah, I'm sexy."

And I get up to the top of the platform

for the end of the song.

And I look at my bass player,

and I grabbed him, and I kissed him.

So the performance ends,

and I get ushered to

the first post-performance interview.

Okay, first of all

you know not everybody

all around the country can take that?

I realized in that moment,

"Oh, this is gonna be some drama."

So I get on a plane to New York

because the next morning I was supposed to

be on Good Morning America

to perform the song.

And I get a call after landing

that I've been removed from

Good Morning America.

So quickly my team shuffles around

and puts me on a different morning show

on a different network.

And they said, "The only way

we're gonna put you on there

is we have to have a sit-down interview

about the performance."

Now that you have had time to

think about the children, your child fans,

do you feel

that you need to apologize to them?

We've seen lots of sexualized performances

throughout the last 20 years

on television,

on award shows, wearing assless chaps,

doing a sexual dance,

making out or grabbing.

What I was trying to say was,

"How is me doing one of these things

different than the other?"

And to me I was like,

"I'm being targeted because I'm g*y."

Do you think it's because you're male,

or do you think it's because you're g*y?

Both. I think it's a double whammy.

And I remember saying,

"Look, a couple of years ago,

I saw Madonna kiss Britney Spears

and Christina Aguilera on the VMAs."

And they show a clip

of Madonna and Britney lip-locked.

But when they cut to my picture,

it's blurred out.

Because what? 'Cause it's indecent?

Or obscene?

And then they went to commercial,

and I remember looking at the reporter,

and I went,

"You just proved my point."

A lot of people pulled back

in the industry

'cause they thought

this isn't a done deal.

This isn't a sure thing.

Now there's too much risk involved.

And so I walked away from that just being

like, "Wow, this is where we're at."

I didn't realize,

but this is where we're at.

I take it we have a lot of sweater trades

to look forward to this season.

Are you okay?

Yeah, fine.

I didn't have many friends in high school.

The lunch ladies and I were very close.

That's who I used to eat lunch with.

When I was growing up, being g*y

was the worst thing you could possibly be.

And I almost don't think the insults

were really meant to be h*m*.

I think it was just the easiest way

you could insult someone.

Why don't you ask Kurt? He seems to be

the only one who can score on this team.

So we're taking coaching advice

from Lance Bass now?

I didn't wanna play him

like other g*y characters

that I had seen on television,

who were usually over the top and loud.

I wanted to make him more like the kids

that were in my high school

who were also g*y.

They were subdued

and never wanted to reveal too much.

Hello, I'm Kurt Hummel,

and I'll be singing "Mr. Cellophane."

Anytime someone asks me to describe

Kurt Hummel, I say "authentic."

Kurt was so comfortable in his own skin

and confident about who he was.

That's something that Karofsky never knew.

And I think that was where the hate

and the bullying came from.

There are all these kids

like Kurt Hummel

that are still every day ridiculed

for who they are.

They don't have a support system.

And so I was very excited

to film something

where the character

actually stands up for himself.

Hey!

- Get out of my face!

- You are nothing but a scared little boy

who can't handle how

extraordinarily ordinary you are.

The showrunner, Ryan Murphy,

really did take that moment,

knowing that families

were watching it together,

to really dig deep

into the dark side of what was

happening to LGBTQ kids everywhere.

Time and time again on this program

we've reported on the problem

of bullying in this country,

and time and time again

we've announced the deaths of children.

Children who should not be dead.

A lot of teen suicides were happening

because of h*m* bullying.

That really hit home

on season three of Glee.

Everyone at Karofsky's school

figured out that he was g*y.

Now, he was getting bullied,

and he ended up attempting suicide.

Dave! Buddy, come on. David!

Can I come in?

I was hopeful that people

going through this

and watching this on TV would think,

"Look, someone out there

is showing my story,

and there are people

that will support someone like me."

I'm gonna help you.

And so is everyone else who loves you

and accepts you for who you are.

That's sort of what Glee was.

It was this journey

in looking at all the outcasts

and making them into living,

breathing, three-dimensional spirits

for mainstream America.

I was told constantly about

how I should get a fake girlfriend.

Because g*y guys

can't get the female audience.

Oh, boy.

I remember taking a trip

with the cast of Glee to Disneyland.

The one that got the most attention

and the one that people started seeing

and just weeping and crying

was Chris Colfer.

We need to debunk this terrible stigma

that we put on especially young g*y actors

that they can't get a full audience

if they're honest or

if they play a g*y character.

In the early 2000s,

Peter Paige became a breakout star

on Showtime's q*eer as Folk.

In a strange way I actually think

my acting career

was a bit of a misstep.

I really believe what I'm doing now,

writing, directing and producing,

is really

what I was meant to do all along.

In 2013, he cocreated The Fosters,

a drama that introduced audiences

to a type of family

not previously seen on television.

What? Nobody told you our mom's a cop?

The show featured two l*sbian mothers

and a cast

of several LGBTQ youth characters,

including Aaron Baker, a trans law student

played by Elliot Fletcher,

and Jude Foster,

a young g*y boy played by Hayden Byerly.

Made any new friends?

There is this one boy.

Oh?

The Jude story line is probably

the thing I'm most proud of in the series.

Jude is, in many ways,

closer to me

than any of the other characters.

Don't wear that to school, okay, buddy?

The role for Jude came into my life

when I was around 11 years old.

He was a foster kid.

He moved around a lot.

He didn't have many friends or many

people who liked him or accepted him.

But then he found someone who did.

Jude and Connor were two young boys

who went to the same school.

They both played video games and formed

this strong and beautiful friendship.

Jude started to explore more about himself

and how he felt

and realized that this person meant more

to him than he had initially realized.

The one unique thing about

Jude and Connor's relationship

is that it was an incredibly young

relationship between two boys.

They just liked each other and had a very

innocent sweet love towards one another.

The kiss that Connor and Jude share

is the most chaste

declaration of love you've ever seen.

But this is the first time

I actually experienced backlash.

I got called a pedophile,

a pervert, filthy.

g*y people came for me and said,

"Why are you doing this?

You make us all look like perverts."

And my response to that is,

we have been

watching stories of young love

of heterosexual people for centuries.

Romeo and Juliet were 14.

And in more modern times, My Girl.

Anna Chlumsky

and Macaulay Culkin were ten.

I can't imagine

what it would've meant to me at that age

to watch Connor and Jude on TV.

When I started acting,

the T was not part of the L, G, and the B.

It wasn't until the mid-'90s

that they added the T on.

If you were a trans actor

you were playing a prost*tute.

There are so many streetwalker scenes.

There is the typical

"I wanna k*ll myself" story line.

And the "I take a lot of drugs"

or "I sell drugs" story line.

Those were the roles

that were available for trans people,

and they were always

maybe one or two lines.

But then I got the audition

for Dirty Sexy Money.

I found out it was gonna be on ABC, and

I found out all these stars were in it.

I realized this is big.

It had never been done before.

A trans person playing a trans part

in a reoccurring main role

on prime-time television.

In 2011, I did seven independent films,

and I was working.

I still had my restaurant job.

And I was just thinking, I can't.

How much longer can I do this

without having a breakthrough?

But then the audition

for Orange Is the New Black came along,

and I booked it.

- Excuse me.

- Such pretty hair.

Thank you.

When those roots start to show,

be sure to come and see me, okay?

I'll take good care of you.

My first day on set, I went to craft

services to see what the food was like.

And when I was there, this woman

walks over to me, and she's like,

"Hi. My name is Jodie.

I'm directing episode three."

And it was Jodie Foster. And I was like,

"Hi. Yes, I know who you are."

And I knew none of this

when I booked the job,

but episode three would be the episode

where we found out

my character's backstory.

It was anchored

in a deep well of experiences

that trans women

from low-income communities

or communities of color had to deal with.

Audiences saw

the sacrifices that one must make

and how you're then punished

for taking care of yourself

in a world that refuses

to take care of you.

What are those? Those aren't my pills.

Talk to your counselor, okay?

I knew that it's the moment

I've been waiting for my whole career.

And I felt ready.

And that's the episode

that got me an Emmy nomination.

One of the first scenes that I filmed,

I'm laying in bed half naked

with Billy Baldwin.

And I was like,

"This is really happening."

Like, I'm laying in a bed with a Baldwin,

in a Paramount lot,

sh**ting a prime-time show.

Patty,

if you need to simplify your life

and just be with Ellen, I understand.

Our story line really resounded

with the audience of,

at the beginning I think

it was ten million people,

who for the first time

see a trans character

who was strong, charismatic,

and has depth to her.

People often ask me how do I deal

with having all these firsts by my name

as a transgender woman of color

who's also an actress.

And I deal with that by looking back

at my history as an African American.

And artists like Diahann Carroll

and Cicely Tyson,

Dorothy Dandridge, Eartha Kitt,

and Josephine Baker

sort of provide this blueprint for me

in terms of how they were able to proceed

as artists who were also breaking barriers

and were politically engaged.

It always takes one to start

the avalanche, or to start

I mean, it wasn't an avalanche.

It was a slow trickle.

Let's just be fair here.

But I realized that these shows

were actually pushing

the fabric of society forward.

That first season of Dirty Sexy Money,

we had such a meaningful

moment on television.

It wasn't until later I found out

that I was getting k*lled off.

I was heartbroken.

And then when it came out

and I was watching it,

I thought, "This is really cruel."

Being very aware

of how people treat trans people,

especially back then in the industry,

I knew it had something to do

with me being trans.

There's always gonna be

those people that don't understand it

and think that that's the reason

the show is lacking something.

In addition to the death of Candis Cayne's

character in Dirty Sexy Money,

television has had a long history

of k*lling its LGBTQ characters.

One of the biggest challenges that

we've had is the Bury Your g*y trope.

And that means that anybody who's LGBTQ

ends up tragically dying at the end

or is m*rder*d at the end.

And we've seen a real resurgence in that,

and it kind of kicked off with Buffy.

Your shirt.

Then we saw it in The Wire.

And later in The 100.

And so you're seeing this narrative

continue a lot over the past few years.

I think that obviously started to happen

over a certain number of shows

and there's such a dearth

of these characters on TV,

and we're just axing them

left and right.

People really realize, "Wait a second.

We wanna be more cautious about this."

And so that's why folks who

make television have a responsibility

to be aware of the greater context.

Because everything that happens on-screen

has an effect off-screen via the viewer.

Throughout the '50s and '60s,

actors such as Milton Berle used drag in

comedic performances to make fun of women.

But in the early '80s, Atlanta public

access television introduced RuPaul

RuPaul, how are you?

I'm doing swell. It feels great.

who was destined to become

the world's most famous drag queen.

RuPaul put queerness and glamour together

and made it really incredibly

aspirational and desirable.

RuPaul became a household name in 1992,

with her debut single

"Supermodel (You Better Work)."

The next year, she was asked to present

at the MTV Video Music Awards

with comedian Milton Berle.

When I was on TV,

I used to wear gowns myself.

Is that right? You used to wear gowns,

and that's funny, now you wear diapers.

Yeah.

Milton Berle had used drag

to ridicule women,

where Ru is using it to glorify women.

And in that moment, Ru is kicking out

the old guard and bringing in the new.

RuPaul's Drag Race premiered in 2009,

ushering in the next generation

of drag superstars.

The show combined Project Runway-style

design challenges

with catwalk competitions

like America's Next Top Model

and added a sense of humor

that was distinctly RuPaul.

I wanted to do, like, a really sexy, like,

Grace Jones, Thierry Mugler

inspired, like, catsuit.

Well, you failed.

Drag Race has launched the careers

of so many amazing performers.

And Ru is amazing.

RuPaul is, like, the living version

of that woman holding the torch

on the Columbia opening.

Like, just always statuesque.

I learned a lot from RuPaul in the sense

of poise and commanding a stage with ease.

- Like, "I'm ready."

- It's the little show that could,

and it slowly built momentum

over the years.

And suddenly all these queens

were out-dragging each other

and that became gladiatorial.

It's a competition,

and there's wig snatching

and there's crying and there's drama.

Go back to Party City where you belong.

But ultimately, Ru says this all the time,

"It's about tearing that person down and

having to literally reinvent themselves."

And it's really about being

the best version of themselves.

Kennedy, you've grown

to become a fierce drag queen.

Here's a photo of you

as a little bitty boy.

It's always incredibly moving when they're

giving advice to their younger selves.

It's okay that you are different

from the other kids.

It's oftentimes a very similar story of,

"I didn't know

what life had in store for me.

I was full of fear, but now look at me."

And what you thought was

all just a dream will come true for you,

because life will get better.

Kim Chi, you didn't just get better.

You got fierce.

Even before Drag Race,

Ru was able to get into pop culture.

You know, Ru became not just

a g*y icon, which Ru is for us,

but Ru crossed over in this, like,

icon of pop culture.

I've done lots of different personas,

but this one, baby, this one clicks.

The children respond to me in drag, okay?

There's something so beautiful

about living out loud

and living out loud

at, like, the decibel of ten.

He's like a fairy godmother.

- Everybody say "love."

- Love.

- Everybody say "love."

- Love.

- Everybody say "love."

- Love.

Now, take that to your special

prosecutor and investigate it.

Recasting my memories from childhood,

I never liked the word "actress."

I didn't know why necessarily,

or what about it never felt right for me.

People would say, "Oh, you're an actress."

I'd say, "No, I'm an actor."

I always wanted to play Oliver.

But I knew that I would never be allowed

to because Oliver was a boy's part

and I remember thinking

that was really unfair.

Television told me that I had to

be a certain kind of way.

Even before I had words to put to it,

I was very aware that

I didn't want to be read as a girl.

But I also didn't want

to be read as a boy.

I wasn't sort of either thing

that society said that I should be,

and so I always felt

a little out of place.

After I moved to New York

and got my agents,

I just removed she/her

from my, like, online bio material

or a program bio and I had just used

my name, which felt really good.

And then I got an audition

for a show called Billions

for the character of Taylor Mason.

I ordered you lunch. Vegan.

What makes you think I'm a vegan?

f*ck! You're not?

Of course I'm a vegan.

The character breakdown

of Taylor Mason said,

"Brilliant, a mathematical genius,

nonbinary."

So, I was like,

"Oh, okay. Let me look this up."

Nonbinary gender identity.

Not identifying as a man or a woman.

Hello. I'm Taylor.

My pronouns are they, theirs, and them.

Okay.

When I read that particular moment

in the script, I certainly cried

because that was the way in which I found

the full freedom, I feel, to be myself

which was I was assigned female at birth,

there was a gender identity placed on top

of that, which was girl and woman,

but that is not my gender identity,

and so taking it off

by using "they/them" pronouns for me

is just what felt really right.

The character of Taylor Mason really gave

me that identity, that hope, that freedom.

With their role on Billions,

Asia Kate Dillon became the first

nonbinary actor cast in a starring role,

playing television's

first nonbinary character.

After season two of Billions,

Showtime came to me

and said, amazingly,

that they wanted to submit me

for an Emmy consideration.

And they were presented with the

categories of actor and actress and said,

"We don't know how you would want

to be submitted. What are your thoughts?"

Well, I've always found

the actor/actress binary

in awards shows

to be very strange.

We never did it in any other category.

We don't have directress and director.

And so that is what I put in a letter

to the academy, and I just said,

"Let me know how you're using

the words 'actor' and 'actress'

so that I can make a better decision."

They said, "This has caused us to go back

and look at our rules

from the very beginning

which say any performer can

enter either category for any reason."

So then ultimately my decision was

to submit as a supporting actor.

Because actor is

a non-gendered, non-sexed word

that has always

historically referred to anyone,

and so that felt like

the right choice for me.

Then, very quickly after that,

I got a call or an e-mail from my team

that MTV wanted me to be

the presenter of this new acting award.

It's so cool to be here presenting

the first acting award ever

that celebrates performance

free of any gender distinctions.

They just called it the best actor award.

And Emma Watson ended up

winning for Beauty and the Beast.

Acting is about the ability

to put yourself in someone else's shoes.

And that doesn't need to be separated

into two different categories.

One of the most recent messages I got

was from a young person who said

that they had just worked up the courage

to come out as nonbinary

to their grandmother,

who the first thing that

the grandmother said was,

"Oh, my gosh! You're just like

the character Taylor on Billions.

I love them, and I love that show."

I mean, it's just such a direct connection

between representation creating

compassion and understanding.

My first memory of television was,

weirdly, Saturday Night Live,

which is gross to say since I wrote there,

but I watched it all the time growing up.

From the age of eight or nine,

I would record the sketches

and transcribe my favorite ones.

And then I would bring them

into school at lunch

and perform them with friends

in the drama classroom.

Is that disgusting?

Hey, Sister?

I bet you have a real hairy a*s.

It's, like, the women that

I would watch and try to emulate,

and I remember loving Molly Shannon,

Ana Gasteyer, Cheri Oteri,

and then later Maya Rudolph

and that group of people.

And then years later, when I got hired at

Saturday Night Live and I started writing,

I met a lot of the writers who were still

there, like Paula Pell and James Anderson,

who are g*y and they had written all those

sketches for and with the women.

And so all these sketches

I was inherently drawn to

I was drawn to because the women

performing them were so great,

but I also think I was drawn to it because

it was written by all these g*y people.

In 2016, Chris Kelly

became the first out head writer

in Saturday Night Live's 40-year history.

I think when SNL or any show

hires q*eer people,

q*eer issues, q*eer ideas, q*eer

comedy is going to just inherently come.

So I didn't have to sit down and be like,

"Today I'm going to

speak about this g*y issue."

I just based on my own life experience.

It just inherently infuses

my writing with q*eer stuff.

You hear that, d*ke? We done did it again.

I couldn't have done it without you, Fats.

Yeah, good going, d*ke and Fats.

- You don't get to call us that.

- Only we get to say it.

- Those are our words!

- Our words.

We love each other. We get to say it.

Whether it's sketch comedy

or comedy in sitcoms,

comedy is a way to change people's minds.

Because if you laugh at something,

there's some part of you

that agrees with what's being said.

And I think that's one of

the great things about television

is it helps us to make sense

of who we are and where we're going.

She's an angel.

You and your wife must be thrilled.

Sorry, sorry, sorry. Daddy needed snacks.

Hi.

The very first scene of Mitch and Cam

is they're bringing back

this baby from Vietnam

and they're having a very funny

but very relatable argument,

and they're new parents

trying to figure out

how to navigate this new adventure

that they put themselves on.

Look at that baby with those cream puffs.

Excuse me, but this baby would've

grown up in a crowded orphanage

if it wasn't for us cream puffs.

And you know what, no, to all of you

who judge, love knows no race or gender.

- And shame on you,

- Mitchell.

you small-minded ignorant

- Mitchell

- What?

She's got the cream puffs.

I think it's really opened up

a lot of minds.

I do think that there are people who feel

like they never knew a g*y couple,

but they know Mitch and Cam.

For me, you know, given

my own relationship with my dad,

I just found it really comforting

to see Ed O'Neill

try to maneuver his way

through this relationship.

And what they inserted into the story line

was my father was not getting it

and didn't understand

why I wanted to get married.

I admit it.

This whole wedding thing is weird to me.

Wow.

And that is a conversation

that I had with my real-life father.

Not specifically around marriage,

but just around being g*y.

You know,

there was a lot of butting of heads.

So the fact that

they included this story line

was, I think, probably the most powerful

part of the whole episode.

If it really makes you

that uncomfortable then

don't come to the wedding.

There were families

across the country watching that show,

and it allowed them to empathize

and to laugh at their own,

you know, missteps and awkwardness.

Trying to maneuver their way

through their relationship

with their g*y sons or daughters.

Modern Family lives in the present day,

and we always try to respond to things

that are happening in the real world.

So, when Modern Family started,

we did not have marriage equality.

And the summer that

Prop 8 was overturned,

my boyfriend, Justin, at the time,

worked for the non-profit organization

that supported the Prop 8 case,

the American Foundation for Equal Rights.

All of our writers

on Modern Family were trying to get

sort of an inside scoop of

whether or not this was gonna pass or not.

And they were actually calling Justin,

saying, "Do you have any sort of intel?"

We want to have Mitch and Cam get married.

g*y couples across this country

were today handed a sweeping victory

by a majority of the justices

on the Supreme Court.

- Oh, my God!

- What?

It's Mitchell. We won.

That's great! What we won?

It's fantastic. We've waited so long.

What did we won?

The Supreme Court ruling.

g*y marriage is legal.

It did feel like we were having

this weird sort of parallel,

because the show was being very informed

by what was happening in the world.

I personally got married to Justin.

And my father was dancing at my wedding.

I guess you never stop

wanting your parents' approval.

And I wanted his.

Then, a few months later, my father on TV

is walking me down the aisle,

and I find myself fictionally

getting married to my TV husband.

Then by the powers vested in me

by the state of California,

I am privileged

to pronounce you spouses for life.

You may now kiss your husband.

Modern Family won the Emmy for best comedy

for five consecutive years.

The mockumentary style of the sitcom

was inspired in part

by An American Family,

the first television show to follow

a real family in their day-to-day lives.

In 2007, another American family

took the spotlight

and became a pop culture sensation.

For a reality television show,

what you need is a lot of story lines.

There's ten million story lines

in my family.

Six kids and two crazy parents.

We're the modern-day

Brady Bunch with a kick.

On Keeping Up with the Kardashians,

I loved being the father,

I loved having fun with the kids

and, you know, that was my part.

But as I was struggling

with my own identity,

the rumor mill started to go crazy.

What's going on with old Bruce?

I was in Marburg, Germany.

There was a reunion

of Olympic champions in the decathlon.

I just got there,

it's, like, two in the morning.

I am wide awake. What can I watch?

Of course I'm flipping through it,

all German-speaking stations

except one is an English-speaking station.

Who's on but Jimmy Fallon?

He was the greatest athlete in the world.

In the world.

So, he's gotten some work done.

He looks like

he's had some plastic surgery.

And perhaps not gold medal

plastic surgery, in my opinion.

And I'm sitting there going,

"Even in Marburg, Germany,

I have to listen to this stuff."

I had no choice but to come out publicly.

I couldn't sneak off to Alaska

and go to a town of 500 people

and leave my family and hide up there.

Eventually the tabloids would find me,

and then it's, again, a tabloid story.

So if I'm gonna do this,

I have to take control of it.

Come into my house.

In April 2015, Caitlyn Jenner appeared

on a Diane Sawyer special

to discuss her identity as a trans woman

for the first time on television.

Over 16 million people tuned in.

I got Kylie on this side,

Kendall on this side,

all the other kids on the couch

'cause I had not seen it.

And Diane Sawyer starts.

So Bruce Jenner is?

I look at it this way.

Bruce, always telling a lie.

He's lived a lie his whole life

about who he is.

And I can't do that any longer.

Now, I'm sitting on the couch with

the most social media family in the world,

and they sit there, and, you know

and all of a sudden,

about 15 minutes into the show

social media started to go crazy.

Lady Gaga was the first celebrity

I remember kind of going,

"Oh, my God! Lady Gaga!"

And it just didn't stop.

And the list goes on and on and on,

of positive comments.

And I really think that's when my kids,

especially Kendall and Kylie,

'cause they're the young ones,

thought, "You know what?

It's gonna be okay. It's gonna be okay."

Keeping Up with the Kardashians

is a global show.

And people around the world

now knew a trans person.

I had a dinner at my house

with six other trans girls,

and I'd never met anybody who's trans.

Last we heard, she was transitioning,

but nobody had seen her yet.

It was, like, completely hush-hush.

And at that dinner,

we met Caitlyn for the first time.

Hello.

- The first to arrive.

- Hello.

- Baby, how are you doing?

- You look incredible.

We were telling Caitlyn's story,

and, you know,

we're not gonna change Caitlyn.

So what we did want

and what Caitlyn wanted

was to find

some other people who could educate her

and help her with this transition.

They were so helpful in teaching me

the ropes at the beginning.

You know, all these things that only

a group of trans girls can talk about.

One of the things I've wondered about,

everybody seems to have

pretty good vocal chords.

What have you guys done?

And Chandi, I just loved her

right from the beginning.

She goes

I haven't done one thing, Caitlyn.

Oh, my God, girl. I like that.

And I went, "I love that. Okay."

You just gotta love your voice.

It's part of you.

I feel like, "If you're gonna accept me,

you're gonna accept me."

The great thing about it, to me,

was the fact that it wasn't just Caitlyn.

We were seeing a group of trans women

have fun, go on vacation and drink wine.

I thought that was great.

The conversations that we were having

on television for the first time,

I knew were gonna be revolutionary

for the entire world.

You made a comment.

- I think it was

- What was my comment?

That if you look like a man in a dress

it makes other people uncomfortable.

Is that bad?

If Caitlyn said something offensive,

one of the other women would be like,

"Caitlyn, rein it in.

Like, you can't do that."

You're fighting for everybody,

not just the pretty ones.

It's not like someone sat down

and wrote the Caitlyn character

and said, "Okay, well, we need to make

this character that's gonna be

You know, say all the right things."

Caitlyn's interesting

because she is a mass of contradictions.

Hillary Clinton or Donald Trump?

Oh, my God.

I would never ever vote for Hillary.

- We're done.

- Go Hillary.

If Hillary becomes president,

the country is over.

Oh, my God.

Being an out and fighting liberal,

then suddenly being on a bus

with a conservative

- She didn't lie to us.

- She's a liar.

You want a person that's gonna lie to you?

Because our country was so divided,

it alienated Caitlyn

from the LGBT community.

Especially in the trans community.

You're either with us or against us,

and we're very vocal about it.

Caitlyn Jenner, you're an insult to all

trans people. You don't represent us.

You're a disgrace to our community.

For the most part

I can't blame my community,

because we've had to fight

tooth and nail, throughout history,

to even have

the little rights that we've gotten.

We probably shouldn't have

been so political.

It made the message of the show get lost,

which was showing a group of trans women

that were trying to figure out life,

and show greater society

who we are as human beings.

Love her or hate her,

Caitlyn Jenner has made

trans issues

a household topic.

Monday Caitlyn Jenner debuted

her new name and her new look,

and completely dominated

the conversation online.

She was the top trend

on Twitter and Facebook

as well as Google's top searched term.

There are a few of us who've been doing

television for many years,

and we've garnered a lot of attention,

a lot of press,

but absolutely nothing to put the word

"trans" on the lips of the entire world

like I Am Cait did.

That show was shown in over 140 countries.

In countries where it's still ill*gal

to be g*y, l*sbian, trans or bi.

When Caitlyn's story first came out,

I was actually in Kenya,

at an LGBT conference.

And it was the first time that they

were invited in their own countries

to be on television,

to talk about trans issues,

because Caitlyn

was such a huge force there.

I Am Cait was breaking the form of

what a reality TV show could be

by taking trans women

and centering them.

In 2013, the streaming services

Netflix and Amazon

first began airing original content.

This advent of digital platforms

created more opportunity

for LGBTQ creators and story lines,

including the show Transparent.

Dad?

Hi, girls.

When my parent came out as trans,

I was kind of embarrassed.

Like, I didn't know

how to tell my friends.

I didn't even understand it really.

In fact, when I look back at that pilot

and I see that I wrote

the character of Maura as Mort,

I realize I was still holding on to

this idea of my dad as male,

and I was really using the show to process

my emotions around my parent's transness.

Are you saying that you're gonna start

dressing up like a lady all the time?

No, honey.

All my life My whole life,

I've been dressing up like a man.

The most important thing

about Transparent to me

was the inclusion

of the trans community

in the writing staff, in the producers,

in the actors other than the lead,

who probably should have been

trans playing that part.

For so long, shows that were hiring,

they were hiring

cis men or cis women to play trans roles.

They were not even willing to think about

having a real trans person

play a trans role.

I had cast a cis man in the role of Maura,

which, at some point pretty early on,

was clear to me was like an original sin

that was truly problematic

for trans people.

For decades, playing trans meant

an Academy Award nomination,

it meant a Golden Globe nomination,

it meant an Emmy nomination,

it meant awards,

because for whatever reason

actors playing trans has been

this very sort of brave thing.

I'm Lance Berkman.

My wife and I have four daughters.

Proposition 1 will allow troubled men,

who claim to be women,

to enter women's bathrooms,

showers and locker rooms.

It's better to prevent this danger

by closing women's restrooms to men,

rather than waiting for a crime to happen.

There was this harmful rhetoric

that trans people are dressing up

to invade namely women's spaces

as an act

of sexual perversion or aggression.

And that whole idea comes from having,

historically, cisgender men

play trans women.

Audiences see this man accepting an award,

and so when a real trans woman

is presenting herself in the world

saying "I am a woman,"

the public, because they've

been seeing men portray us,

are having a harder time

acknowledging our womanhood.

So having Jeffrey play Maura

reinforced a really dangerous stereotype

that put trans people in harm's way.

That was, like, something that I had

to live with, early on, as a huge mistake.

Does that make the show bad? No.

But moving forward, it's important to have

trans people play trans characters

so that we can break that mold,

and show people,

"No, this is what trans is."

That was amazing!

In recent years, more trans actors

have been getting trans roles,

including Nicole Maines on Supergirl

Hey. This is Trevor.

- Hey. Nice to meet you.

- How's it going.

and Elliot Fletcher on Shameless.

I love being cast as a trans person.

But I'm an actor, so I would also like

to play real thought-out characters

where there is so much more to them

than being transgender.

In 2018, Ryan Murphy

cocreated a show for FX

that would feature the largest trans

cast and crew in television history.

There really is no rush.

Indigestion isn't flattering.

I'm sorry.

I haven't had something warm in a minute.

So what's your story?

I was gonna give up acting completely.

I had been auditioning like crazy,

and there was a breaking point

where I was just like,

"I'm tired. I'm tired. I don't know

if I'm gonna do this anymore."

And my mom, she told me,

"There's something that's gotta give.

It's coming right around the corner."

I'm like,

"No. It's not. It's f*cking not."

And then literally, like,

three days later,

I get a call from the one and only

Ryan Murphy.

That's how Blanca came into my life.

Pose has the largest LGBT cast

in the history of television,

and that is freaking huge.

- I'm sorry I said I wasn't like you.

- Oh, child. Hush.

You are a g*y black boy.

Who else you gonna find

to make you feel superior?

As a g*y man who came out in the '80s,

the "T" in LGB

was lost on many of us.

Pose puts that front and center.

It opens the door for not only

trans actors but trans writers,

and trans producers and trans directors,

so that these stories

can actually truly be told

from the people of that experience.

Even when I was hired,

I had no idea

that I was the first trans woman of color

to be hired in a Hollywood writers' room.

I had no idea that I would then

go on to be the first

to write and direct

an episode of television.

For trans women,

particularly trans women of color,

we live in a culture

that is constantly trying to erase us,

literally, with murdering us.

Seven trans women have been k*lled

nationwide already this year.

Last year, a record 23 were k*lled,

the majority black and Latino women.

Public policy is another way to erase us.

Trump administration officials are

considering legally defining gender

as somebody's biological sex at birth,

a move that could roll back civil rights

protections for transgender Americans.

In this political climate

where bigots are feeling empowered,

Pose is the show we need right now.

It is fighting back against

that kind of hate with love.

I knew that it was a show

that was gonna test the waters.

I didn't know it was gonna be

the big hit that it was.

Welcome to the ballroom world.

It has presented a world to people

that they have never seen in their lives.

I sat here, in my house,

with my two aunts from Pittsburgh.

They sat here with tears in their eyes

going, "We had no idea."

What's so interesting about

q*eer representation,

so often, is that we're the only

characters on a show. We're isolated.

We're there to support

someone else's journey,

some other straight or cis protagonist's

journey to authenticity

and bravery and courage,

and then we die.

I never thought that it was possible

that a show like this could exist.

I never thought that women who looked

like me and who shared my experiences

could be the centers

of their own universe.

Life isn't always good,

but right now, in this moment

it's good.

But I think that what made people return

over and over again were those scenes

with Blanca and Pray Tell

supporting one another.

I know I'm gonna end up

in some hospital wasting away

with a nurse who won't bring me my food.

Stop saying that.

But it's true. It's true. We've seen it.

They don't know sh*t

about this thing yet,

which means they don't know

if it's incurable yet.

Baby, they don't wanna cure it.

I had never seen a representation

in which a trans woman

was saving another person's life,

even though her own was threatened.

I'm so grateful to have lived

long enough to see this day.

We have five trans women of color as

series regulars, as a center of the show.

But then also, in our writers' room,

they're our choreographers, our PAs.

I hope that our show creates new pathways

for folk to not only be in the story,

but to be the people who are writing,

creating, helping tell the story.

We just have to keep fighting.

We have to keep telling more stories,

so that we won't have to go through

the systematic things

that we have been through in the past.

Especially in this crazy time.

I was on Twitter, and I saw

that shots had been fired at a club

and didn't really know

much more about it.

And as the information came out,

you know,

I realized this was a big deal.

Good morning. I'm Dara Brown. There's

breaking news at this hour from Orlando,

where there were reports of a sh**ting

at a nightclub in that city.

I woke up on June 12

in 2016, getting ready to go to Pride,

here in Los Angeles.

It was early morning,

and I turned on the TV, as I do, and

and I saw the news.

It's just horror inside this nightclub.

Several loud noises coming

from three or four

Multiple people injured after

This was an act of terror

and an act of hate.

And so right away it felt personal,

because my parents live in Orlando,

and I knew that place.

My aunt used to ask me to go there

with her, along with her g*y son.

I got there about 30 minutes

before I had to go on air,

and I was talking to my executive producer

on the phone

about how we were gonna cover it,

and I said that, you know,

rather than just

telling the latest on what happened,

I wanted to start out with saying the

names of everybody who had been k*lled.

They're more than a list of names.

They were people who loved

and were loved.

They were people with families

and friends and dreams.

And the truth is,

we don't know much about some of them.

We want you to hear their names,

and a little bit about who they were.

Edward Sotomayor Jr.

He worked at a travel agency

that catered to the g*y community.

His family says he was witty and charming.

My mom called,

and said that Brenda had been shot

protecting Isaiah from the sh**ter.

Brenda Lee Marquez McCool.

She had 11 kids, beat cancer twice,

and often went dancing at Pulse

with her g*y son.

She supported him that much.

Her son survived the sh**ting.

I thinking watching Anderson and listening

to him read those names,

through his own tears, was the first time

that I allowed myself to cry about it.

So I'm grateful to him for that.

It was a sense of

two steps forward, one step back.

We've made all these strides in society:

same-sex marriage

is the law of the land.

And then you have someone

who has so much hate.

The worst mass sh**ting

in American history.

Fifty dead, 53 injured

at the Pulse g*y nightclub.

The present-day violence

that we see in the news,

these divisions and these hatreds

and these separations are heartbreaking.

People who have tragedy in their life,

to see it and be able to touch them,

it's very different to see a human being

on TV talking about who they are,

and what they need, and how they hurt.

I didn't even wanna look back.

To look at them,

that would be the last memory I'd have,

that's not something I want to remember.

He said he was gonna die, and he loved me.

That's the last thing I heard.

And I remember two things that helped.

One was Anderson Cooper

reading their names

and Rachel Maddow.

She did a whole episode about violence

and resilience in the LGBT community.

The g*y community

in the United States knows from violence,

and it's therefore a tough community.

I think when you hear a Rachel Maddow

or an Anderson Cooper

talk about an issue like Pulse, which

affected the LGBT community directly,

it becomes personal to them.

And because it's personal to them

it becomes personal to us,

and we get to see it

and feel that story through their eyes.

It's very hard to describe

what real life is like.

And so when you have

a television camera there,

and that camera lens is so thin.

It's this little piece of glass.

And as a storyteller,

it's hard trying to figure out

how to fit all that stuff

in that little piece of glass,

but it transmits truth.

For so long, television for minorities

has been the first place

where we're allowed

to be seen and be human.

And it still goes through

this metamorphosis, right?

We're allowed to be funny.

And then we're allowed to be dramatic.

And then eventually

we get to be real whole human beings.

Both lovable and fallible.

Political and taking care of our family.

And you start to get a full picture.

If you're able to fit that

through that little piece of glass,

whether it's real life in a news program,

or a situation comedy,

or a drama, or whatever it is,

it takes people to places

that they will never be able to go

and it brings them to another place.

Do you remember how you felt

when you first realized

that you were a h*m*?

Frightened. Terribly frightened.

I'd like to think that even though

television has a considerable history,

that we're still in the infant stages

in terms of how we portray the world

and the stories that we tell.

You know, we have so much correction

that needs to be done.

We are not past h*m*.

We are not past racism.

We are not past invisibility.

Things don't change

until you tell the truth about yourself.

And television now has many more artists,

creators, who are willing to do that.

Whether it's people of color,

people of different gender identities,

sexual orientations.

Wanting to create a world,

a real world, not some made-up world,

where everyone looks the same

and everyone talks the same.

Why wouldn't you go to

this deep well of talent

that's been waiting and seeking

and hoping for a chance

and give them a shot?

We have to add those layers

of not just color

but then also class, language

Don't you never marry a lazy man.

Don't worry, Doña Tita. I won't.

and ability.

I came out as g*y, and it was like,

"NBD, whatever."

That was never my cross to bear.

It was always being disabled,

which makes sense,

because I feel like being g*y

is much more accepted in our society

than disability, which no one talks about

and everyone tries to sweep under the rug.

Fifty years after the Stonewall uprising

was overlooked by television,

there is more LGBTQ representation

on-screen than ever before,

including reboots of some of television's

most formative LGBTQ narratives

Strong, black, beautiful, l*sbian woman!

and increased visibility

for the journeys of LGBTQ people.

Being g*y is part of who I am.

And I'm aware of what it represents

to be that kind of first.

When something important and big happens,

people go to their televisions.

It's where we gather

to learn more about each other

and to feel

that we are part of a larger community.

I just don't know of anything

that has a more powerful influence

because it's in your kitchen,

in your living room, in your playroom,

in your bedroom.

There are images coming at you

all the time.

And when you see images

that are reflective of your own life,

it's a reminder to you

that your life matters.

And that is the one thing

that every human being

needs validation for.

When you're not used to being represented

and your experience

is not being reflected back at you,

it is life-changing to see it on TV.

For me, the thing that's most moving

is to think about a young LGBT person

allowing themselves

to imagine a future that

they are a part of with no question.

And when you open that door

to understand different stories

That's what makes people feel like

they matter because we're equal.

You can go into worlds

and people that you have never known

and deeply, deeply engage.

That's why it's such a powerful medium,

because when we look at the television,

we're really looking to see a story

that shows us ourselves,

and that's its job,

which is to tell the truth.