01x08 - Starting Over... Again

[bunniefuu]

- I was engaged

once before, to Ken,

he didn't like the attention.

And so I attributed him

breaking off the engagement

to the fame.

- What?

- I have two men in my heart.

I miss Ken.

- Marriage is hard,

nobody said it was easy.

But you have to work at it.

- And are you not wanting

to fight for this anymore?

No?

[tense music]

It's not up to me. It's

never been up to me.

- It's just something that

you have to go through

the rough stuff to get

to where you belong.

Is it the right

thing? I don't know.

Is it the wrong

thing? I don't know.

[tense music]

- That was the

hardest part, huh?

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

- Just let it out all right

now if you want to, Gypsy,

scream if you want to.

It's okay.

Let it out.

- He keeps texting me,

he's like, you know,

"If you don't, just tell

me you don't love me,

tell me that--"

- [Kristy] It's

not that you don't.

- And I'm like I can't--

- You don't love him.

- I can't tell you I don't.

- You don't love

him like you should,

or love him like

how he loves you.

[emotive music]

- I thought that I tried.

- [Kristy] You

did, baby. You did.

You did.

- I mean, I'm not perfect.

There are some things that

- [Kristy] Who is?

- I could've done different.

- But who is perfect, sweetie?

Nobody.

Nobody's perfect.

- And I mean, it's

It's heartbreaking

because it's like,

I know he feels like

our relationship

was like maybe something just

for prison, and it wasn't.

Did you know the day

the Earth stood still ♪

Is when I found you

- I married him

because I thought

that this marriage could work,

and then three months

into us living together,

it's like, things come up.

- And nobody faults

you for that.

Not at all.

- And I mean, I know I'm a

lot to handle too, you know.

- [Kristy] You're

not a lot to handle.

Don't, you're not.

- Like--

- [Kristy] But--

- The fact that he stood

by me through everything,

I love him for that, and

I'm grateful for that.

Take my hand, wreck my plans

And if you lost your wings

Take mine instead

Wherever we are

racing through ♪

Every time I look

at you, our love ♪

- Seeing what she's

going through right now,

and I told her that, "Gypsy,

the way you're feeling,

I felt the same way

with your mother."

And she made a mistake

of marrying Ryan,

and it takes some courage to

accept that you feel that way

and you made a mistake,

and realize it,

and say it, and

take some action.

I think it's gonna

help her grow a lot,

and that's what I wanna see.

[soft music]

- [Gypsy] You got it?

You should know the day

the Earth stood still ♪

- Ready?

- Ready.

Is when I learn

to love again ♪

- [Gypsy] [laughs] Hey.

- Welcome home.

- Hey.

- [Kristy] Surprise!

- It's been a long day.

- Welcome home.

- Thank you.

- Make yourself at home.

- [Gypsy] I will.

[light music]

All right.

- Start making a list

of things that, any

We'll turn this into your own.

It is your own.

- Today's been

emotionally exhausting.

Having to leave Pixie

behind, that was hard.

I know why I'm doing

what I'm doing.

It's no offense to Ryan, I

think that he is a good person,

but he himself has baggage that

he brings into our marriage,

and I have hella baggage

that I bring in our marriage.

I'm just trying to do what's

best for me right now.

Like I texted Ryan and I'm like,

I wanna hold you, I

want to make it better,

I want the hurt to

go away for you,

but I know I'm not that

person right now for you,

I'm the person that's

making you sad.

- He cussed me out,

and I understood.

Things were going good

until the day that

it wasn't going good.

[somber music]

- She texted me and said,

"But I still love

you, and I miss you,"

you know, things like that.

And I'm texting her,

like, "Hey, I miss you,

I really wish you'd call me,"

or whatever, da da da da.

And the first thing she does

is send me a picture

that people have got

that released of her and Ken.

This is it.

"Ken came to visit."

Her not wearing her ring.

She wrote, "We just hung out."

It was surprising

to say the least,

it was, but in my head I was

like, "Of course he came."

And she goes on to

tell me that you know,

"Don't worry, we're

just friends."

I wake up to the next day, I

see them get matching tattoos.

And when you put 'em

together, it's a heart,

of two huskies, the dog they

always talked about getting.

So what I do is I take a picture

of our actual dog, Pixie,

and I said, "Are you

really gonna take that dog

over your actual dog

that we bought together

that's here right now?"

And she couldn't say nothing.

The matching tattoos

broke my heart.

[tense music]

It was like, did

I mean anything?

Did I mean anything?

[Ryan crying]

[clock ticking]

- So this is the picture

that's circulating,

this is Gypsy and her ex

Ken, at the tattoo parlor.

- Gypsy is living her

single girl fantasy,

so maybe they're just

having a spring fling,

maybe they're getting

back together.

Who knows, I don't care,

I'm obsessed with this.

It'll be interesting to

see how this pans out.

- [Ryan] Don't even act like

I don't have you for adultery.

- [Gypsy] I don't wanna

be hit with adultery,

not for, you know, a friendship,

I mean we haven't done anything

that consists of adultery.

- [Ryan] Gypsy, you're

honestly gonna sit there

and tell me y'all

didn't have sex?

- [Gypsy] We didn't

do any of that.

- [Ryan] Honest to God?

- [Gypsy] Honest.

- [Ryan] I'm not gonna

sit here and admit

that, "Okay I believe you,"

I'm not gonna admit to that.

- [Gypsy] So you're gonna

try to get me on adultery?

- [Ryan] I don't know, Gypsy,

I don't know anything right now.

You know, this week's

been a whirlwind to you,

it's been a whirlwind to me too.

We haven't even seen

each other to talk.

- [Gypsy] I know, the last

time that we seen each other,

we were very heated

in this argument.

- [Ryan] No, the last

time I saw you, you said,

"You know I love you," and

then you walked outta the room.

- [Gypsy] I do love you!

I wanted to find out what

my life would've been like,

had it not been like

that we got married.

I don't want this to be

something that you hate me for,

which, I mean if I was

you, I'd probably hate me.

I've broken every

vow that I made.

[somber music]

And it hurts me that I hurt you.

- [Ryan] 'Cause

you still love me.

- [Gypsy] Of course I love

you. And I always will.

- [Ryan] You're still

technically my wife,

and I do miss you, I'm not

gonna lie, I miss you terribly.

- [Gypsy] Ryan, it's too late.

I've set down a path I can't

change, even if I wanted to.

- [Ryan] Yes you could, if you

wanted to, you could, baby.

I mean, come on, at

least let me see you.

- [Gypsy] I told

you I needed time

to figure out how I felt.

- [Ryan] But you

haven't even seen me!

It's not fair.

- I've lived with you

for three months.

- [Gypsy] Do you think

that if you saw me

anything would change?

- [Ryan] Maybe, but I

mean, me not seeing you

after one fight is

(bleep), it's (bleep).

- [Gypsy] I just don't

think it's a good idea.

- [Ryan] Why?

- [Gypsy] [sighs]

Because I don't--

- [Ryan] So you know.

- [Gypsy] I don't wanna

give you false hope.

- [Ryan] False hope?

- [Gypsy] Even this call

is giving you false hope.

I shouldn't have called.

- [Ryan] Babe,

when I married you,

I knew this would be difficult,

I knew this would be difficult,

I knew that.

But you gotta know,

I'm still right here,

I've been here this whole time.

- [Gypsy] I know, but I'm not.

- I want a divorce,

and in six to nine months,

I'm gonna be with Ken.

- [Ryan] You are still

Gypsy Rose-Anderson,

you know that, right?

- [Gypsy] Trust me, I know.

I'll text you later.

[tense music]

[Gypsy sighing]

[phone ringing]

- [Ken] Hey!

- [Gypsy] Hey,

what are you doing?

- [Ken] I'm driving. [laughs]

What are you doing?

- [Gypsy] I talked to Ryan,

I just got off the

phone with him.

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

[Gypsy groaning]

- [Gypsy] He wants to meet up.

- [Gypsy] Obviously, I don't

think it's a good idea.

I told him point blank, I

said, "I want a divorce,

and after this six to nine

months, I'm gonna be with Ken."

- [Gypsy] Mm-hmm.

- [Gypsy] He's still like trying

to like work it out with me.

- [Gypsy] Any part of

me that wants to? No.

- [Gypsy] Honestly, no.

- [Gypsy] I know. I trust you.

- [Gypsy] I love

you, too. Be safe.

- [Gypsy] I will. I'll

talk to you soon.

Bye.

Ken has always been in my heart,

and I needed to find out what

it was that I was feeling,

why can't I get,

like, not let go?

And he came to visit me,

so this is the first time

we've been able to see

each other in person.

We had a great weekend.

We went to New Orleans, we

just hung out, got caught up.

The idea of getting

a husky together

has always been like a thing

that we've bonded over.

So when we reconnected,

I was like,

"Let's get matching

husky tattoos." [laughs]

This was my idea. [laughs]

I'm like, "Let's do it!"

I'm like, "This feels

right, this feels good."

For the first time,

I'm like, "Hell yeah!"

Like I'm happy right now,

like this is freaking awesome.

We just create happiness,

where it's almost like

a giddy teenager happy.

Having that taste of what

it could be like with Ken

just solidified my

feelings for him.

The heart wants what it wants,

it's a complicated organ.

[gentle music]

- [Kristy] My keys

are in the car?

- [Gypsy] I think so.

- [Kristy] Well, today's the

big day for her rhinoplasty.

She whispered to me

that she was scared.

- [Gypsy] I wasn't

told when I was a kid,

oh, I'm pretty, my

confidence was nothing.

So, regardless of what the

comments are that come my way,

I wanna go in for the best,

but if the worst happens,

it's not the end of the world.

No one can stop us now

We've made it this far

- [Kristy] To

think of everything

that she went through before,

hundreds of surgeries

that she has gotten

because of her mom, and

this time it's her choice,

it's nobody else but

hers, she's in control.

[upbeat music]

I was proud when she

decided she's doing this.

It's a milestone for her.

This is our moment,

this is our moment ♪

We could feel

it in our bones ♪

There's no letting go

- [Gypsy] I'm like,

getting queasier,

so I just can't think about it.

- [Doctor] You wanna look at it?

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

- [Gypsy] Oh, wow.

- [Kristy] Wow.

- It looks so good.

- [Doctor] So if you feel,

like right here where

your bump used to be,

you'll feel that's

kinda sponge-y.

- [Gypsy] Okay.

- [Doctor] And that's important,

'cause you're gonna get the skin

to kinda get where the new level

of the bone and cartilage is.

- [Kristy] Girl.

- [Doctor] You survived.

- [Gypsy] I survived it.

- [Doctor] Yeah, I like

it, I think it's cute.

- [Gypsy] I think it

looks really good.

- [Doctor] So if

you look at your--

- [Gypsy] You did

good work! [laughs]

- [Kristy] Good job.

- [Doctor] If you

look at your old nose.

- [Kristy] Wow.

- [Doctor] You can kinda

see the difference.

- [Kristy] Wow.

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

In the beginning

of me getting out,

I had tried to go through

a physical transformation,

just with like my

hair, my style,

different things about myself.

So I think this is something

a little bit more permanent,

and I like it though,

it's a good choice for me.

- [Doctor] So that's

your before nose.

- [Gypsy] Oh, wow.

It looks great.

- [Doctor] Yeah, I think--

- [Kristy] It does, I'm like,

I can't believe it, that's

- [Doctor] You did super.

- [Gypsy] I'm happy with

myself going forward,

and I think it's

more internal work

that I need to do on myself.

[clock ticking]

- Gypsy Rose Blanchard's

officially changed her look,

undergoing plastic

surgery on Friday.

The procedure went well,

and Gypsy's super stoked

to see how she looks

after she's totally healed up.

- You absolutely do not

need plastic surgery

Ms Gyp Gyp, you are

beautiful the way you are,

but of course, it seems

like this is something

she's been thinking

about for a while.

- think it's only

a matter of time

before we find out that they

have gotten back together.

[tense music]

- Remember when she

said the D was fire?

I guess it has burnt out.

- [Gypsy] I feel like I did

the right thing on my part

by filing for divorce, like

Regardless of what is

going on behind the scenes

with me and Ken,

the right thing to

do was acknowledge

that this marriage is not

what I want and not working,

and file based on that.

- [Mia] That's awful to say.

- [Kristy] But--

- [Gypsy] No, it's

really true, though.

- [Kristy] It's the truth.

- [Gypsy] She said

it since day one.

- [Kristy] 'Cause me and

Ken never lost touch.

- [Mia] But see,

that's what makes me--

- [Kristy] No, it was like--

- [Mia] Don't cut me off.

- [Kristy] "Happy birthday,"

and stuff like-- you cut me off.

and stuff like-- you cut me off.

It was, it got less and less.

Like when they first split.

- [Mia] You played a big

role in their thing, though.

- [Kristy] Well you know, she

needed to know the real reason

why he ended it.

- [Mia] Did she?

- [Kristy] Yes she did, because-

- [Mia] He should've

told her then, not you.

- [Mia] Did she?

- [Kristy] Yes she did, because-

- [Kristy] Ryan

didn't want her--

- [Gypsy] I did block him,

because Ryan wanted me to.

- [Kristy] Right, so--

- [Mia] If you ever came to me

talking about one of my

exes while I'm with Andre,

like married, like that is-

- [Kristy] No, no.

Y'all situation's different.

Y'all situation's different.

She needed closure.

And she didn't have it, so I

took it upon myself to do it.

He let her go,

because he wanted her to

find herself without him.

The main reason why he ended

it was not what we thought.

- [Mia] Yeah, I don't know

if I believe that, either.

I still gotta, I

gotta talk to him.

I gotta make my own

- [Gypsy] And that's something

that I want you to do.

Like, on your own

time, you know.

- [Kristy] I wouldn't

have liked if

Ryan would've dogged Ken

after he knew the real truth.

- [Gypsy] He did.

- [Mia] That is

still not your place.

- [Kristy] Well, I

didn't say it was my,

I said this is my opinion.

- [Mia] And he had every right

to hate Ken and all that.

He has every single right.

- [Kristy] Exactly.

- So let him feel the way he-

- [Kristy] Exactly.

- [Mia] Then why are you

saying that you wouldn't

want him talking

about Ken like that?

That is his feelings.

- [Kristy] No, he has

a better understanding--

- [Mia] Oh my gosh.

- [Kristy] Mia, of why.

- [Mia] I'm not gonna,

okay. Conversation done.

Before I get pissed off,

I'm not talking more.

- [Kristy] I just see things

at all different angles

than you, I guess.

- [Mia] No, 'cause you're

saying one thing and then,

I say something else, but

then you agree with me

and it's just flip flop like a-

- [Kristy] I don't agree

with, I'm telling you why

I told her, why I told Gypsy-

- [Gypsy] Y'all have

the worst communication.

- [Mia] She don't know

when to stop talking

and she keeps talking

on and on and on--

- [Kristy] In circles.

- [Mia] And don't even

make sense sometimes.

I'm like, "What are you

even trying to say?"

- [Kristy] Well, I'm just trying

to make the whole thing--

- [Mia] I get, but do

you see my whole point?

You don't like to,

you say "I, I, I."

- [Kristy] I, I, yeah.

Because that's how

I, and I told you,

I, this is my opinion.

- [Mia] All right.

- [Kristy] Not Gypsy's, not

the man in the moon's opinion,

my opinion.

- [Mia] There just

have been many things

from many different angles

that have bothered me.

And I don't know.

Maybe just different

values, different morals,

but I mean, it is what

it is. It's not my life.

- [Kristy] Well, like I said--

- [Gypsy] Normally,

it's not my values, but.

- [Mia] A little different

thing between Ryan and Ken,

for me, is that Ken knew

that Gypsy was still married.

Where's your respect for Ryan?

You may not like the

guy at all, but like,

for me, that says a lot

about your character.

And I don't feel like he

was trying to protect Gypsy

in the best way.

How are you protecting her,

from what these people

are gonna say about her?

How are you protecting her from

what the world is

gonna think of her?

You are not doing

anything, at all.

Y'all are making

irrational decisions

based on short-term

happiness instead of,

you know, thinking long-term.

- [Gypsy] Watching

Mia and Kristy fight,

I'm just like, "Mm-hmm."

People get affected

by my choices.

I get affected by my choices.

But at the end of the

day, I have to also

live with myself and, if nobody

else is gonna make me happy,

I have to do what's

gonna make me happy.

- [Kristy] I don't regret

a thing. You know why?

She's my priority.

I want her to be happy.

I want her to live, bottom line.

[soft music]

- [Ryan] Come on,

Pix. [smooches]

Come on.

Hey.

- [Joy] Who's here?

- [Ryan] Pixie Pix.

- [Joy] Pixie Pix!

- [Ryan] Yeah.

[dogs barking]

- [Joy] Did you sleep

in here last night?

- [Ryan] Yeah. I sleep fine.

I get a text at like

three in the morning,

"Hey, I'm awake. Please

let me know you're okay.

How's our baby doing?"

- [Joy] Oh, now she

wants to know about Pix.

- [Ryan] Now she wants to know

about, "I miss her so much,

how's our baby?"

Stuff like that gives

me hope and it's

- [Joy] But, I know, Ryan,

but is that healthy?

- [Ryan] Mom, that's

what I'm dealing with.

That's, I have to fight that.

- [Joy] I know, I know.

I know, it's such a

rollercoaster ride.

- [Ryan] Last night, she

told me "I'm selfish,

I'm sorry I'm so selfish."

- [Joy] If she wants to go, go.

But why the continual contact?

- [Ryan] You know, I'm

struggling with that,

I'm wondering how much

longer I can take.

- [Joy] You're gonna know

when you've had enough.

You're gonna know.

But that don't mean there's

not a lot of heartbreak

in between that.

- Yeah.

[soft music]

She got out, we went to

New York and we had this

honeymoon romance in New

York and then we came back

and started living

our regular life.

I think she expected it to stay

that honeymoon perfect phase

like, living carefree.

- [Joy] Do you think

she had that envisioned

in her mind before

she was released,

that that's the way

that life's gonna be?

- [Ryan] Yes.

- [Joy] Well, it's

not like that.

- [Ryan] So when Ken came

to visit, it was a vacation.

It was wonderful,

it was a vacation.

'Cause it was.

- [Joy] Yeah, it was. It was.

- [Ryan] That's not real life.

- [Joy] Mm-mm.

- [Rod] So how was

your time with Ken?

- [Gypsy] It was amazing.

- [Rod] Really?

- [Gypsy] Yeah.

We went to New Orleans and

we did like a swamp tour.

We got Jazz Fest tickets.

- [Rod] Yes.

- [Gypsy] I talked

to Mia about it.

- [Rod] Yeah.

- And she's okay

with him coming.

She copped an attitude with me.

Rightfully so.

'Cause she asked me, she's like,

"Oh, you going to get a tattoo?"

I said, "Yeah, I'm

gonna get a tattoo.

Ken's getting one, too."

She didn't ask me if we were

getting matching tattoos.

So I kind of left that part out.

- [Kristy] Did you show him?

- [Gypsy] No, no, I didn't.

- Oh, that's right.

Yeah.

Oh, it is bigger.

- [Gypsy] Yeah, it's a lot

bigger than what I thought.

And then, like his

is the same thing,

but it doesn't have this,

and it doesn't have

the little dots.

- [Kristy] Hers is the girl one.

- [Gypsy] Mine's the girl one.

- [Rod] So they're

not matching tattoos.

- [Gypsy] They're not identical!

[Rod laughing]

- [Rod] At least

it doesn't say Ken.

- [Gypsy] [laughs]

No. It doesn't.

- [Joy] And this tat.

What's up with the tat?

- [Ryan] That was too

- [Joy] Don't wanna

talk about it. Okay.

- [Ryan] That's one I

don't like talking about.

- [Joy] All right.

- [Ryan] That was a scar that

I probably will never get over.

- [Joy] Probably so.

- [Ryan] That one was

a scar that cut deep.

[pensive music]

- [Rod] I guess we're

moving on to Ken.

I have to start accepting..

- [Kristy] Ken's a good guy.

I like, I've talked to

him a lot more than you.

- [Rod] I'm not saying

he's not a good guy.

- [Kristy] Right, you just,

I mean, she needed to

find out who she was

without anybody else, and the

way a lot of people see it is

what Ryan did was

selfish on his part.

When she finally told me

and I asked her straight up,

I said, "So you didn't

want to come live here

because you were 32 years old

and you thought you

would be a burden?"

She said yeah.

- [Rod] Really?

- [Kristy] Mm-hmm.

That's the reason

why she married him.

Did she wanna love him like

he loved her? Of course.

But when it's not

there, it's not there.

- [Rod] I feel like

a failure now that..

We had all that time

to make her feel like

she had a place to come to and

she still didn't feel that.

- [Kristy] Look, if

you would have said,

"I'm totally against it, no,"

that's what she

wanted you to say.

She was craving that from you.

But you know how you said, like,

"I don't want to

tell her what to do

because that's

what her mom did"?

- [Rod] I'm just thinking

about what you said,

about why she married Ryan.

[Rod sighing]

- [Kristy] It's a

hard pill to swallow.

- [Rod] Well, I mean, I'm gonna

try not to carry any guilt.

And I'm not gonna

tell her no next time

if I don't like it, either.

She's gotta make

her own decisions.

- [Kristy] You're

right. You're right.

- [Rod] I'm not carrying that.

- [Kristy] But I

know, right, exactly.

- [Rod] She might be mad

right now, living here,

"Oh, I should have married Ryan"

if I cracked down and act

like this hard a*s daddy.

You know? "No, you gotta

be home by 10 o'clock."

- [Kristy] Rod, we wouldn't

have told her that, though.

We wouldn't have told her she

had to be home by 10 o'clock.

- [Rod] Well--

- [Kristy] What the

hell you talking about?

- [Rod] That's the kind

of daddy that is, though.

The kind that says, "No,

you can't get married,"

is the kind of daddy

that says, "No,

you gotta be home

by 10 o'clock."

- No, no, no.

- I'm not that person.

- [Kristy] I know

you're not that person.

Don't get mad at me!

- [Rod] I'm not,

I'm just saying.

- [Kristy] No, dude,

bro, let me tell you.

You take that anger out

on his a*s over there

in Lake Charles and not on me.

I saw your face, I saw

your reaction. I know.

- [Rod] I'm just

making a point. Sorry.

- [Kristy] Now you're

freaking pissed.

And it's okay, but

don't get mad at--

No, uh-uh, you throw that

attitude somewheres else.

- You know, I feel guilty

that I didn't tell her no.

'Cause I really didn't,

I really felt like

it wasn't gonna work.

It was just the

dynamics of her being,

you know, controlled

all her life

and getting out and being free.

I mean, I don't know if it

would have worked with Ken

when she comes out, you know?

So, I need to let her make that

choice and we'll deal with,

I'm not gonna say I

haven't learned from it,

I think I can probably be

a little bit more honest

with her now, you know.

So I have some daddy issues

that I have to deal with myself.

[pensive music]

[phone ringing]

- [Gypsy] Hey.

- [Ken] Hey, how's it going?

- [Gypsy] I'm good.

Where you at?

- [Gypsy] Okay, that's not bad.

That'll be here in no time.

How are you feeling?

- [Gypsy] I been tracking you.

- [Gypsy] Mm-hmm.

- [Gypsy] And stalking you.

[light music]

- [Gypsy] This weekend,

Dad, Kristy, me, and Ken

are all gonna go to Jazz Fest.

And we're just gonna have

like a really nice weekend,

I'm very excited.

I haven't seen him since

probably about three weeks ago.

[laughs] All right,

well, drive safe.

- [Gypsy] Love you. Bye.

My hope is that Ken and I will

have that fairytale dream life

that we always wanted

to have with each other.

But I'm only planning

as far as a week.

You know, 'cause

that's all you can do.

'Cause things always change.

He's on 21st.

- [Kristy] He's right there.

Why?

- [Gypsy] I'm not

nervous, I just--

- [Kristy] Nervous excited?

- [Gypsy] Nervous excited.

- [Rod] I'm kinda struggling

with how I'm gonna

handle this whole Ken scenario

now that it's a thing.

You know, he broke her heart.

And I really never had

any closure with that,

I never talked to him about it.

The relationship

I have with Gypsy,

you know, I'm walking

a line with her,

I don't wanna be too

pushy, but be supportive

and you know, provide her

with some good advice,

which I'm learning to do that.

- [Gypsy] This would be the

first time my dad has seen Ken

since 2019.

My dad has always expressed that

it's not that he

doesn't like Ken,

it's he didn't like

how Ken broke my heart.

it's he didn't like

how Ken broke my heart.

I think Ken's headspace

is trying to get back

in my dad's good graces.

Trying to make up for that

bridge that was kind of burned.

[tense music]

- [Kristy] There he is.

I wanna see Parker.

Where's Parker?

- [Gypsy] Hey!

- [Ken] Hey, you.

[Gypsy squealing]

[dog barking]

[smooches] Good to see you.

- [Gypsy] You too.

- [Ken] Let me get

Parker real quick.

- [Kristy] Yeah, get

Parker. I want Parker.

- [Gypsy] Hey, buddy!

- [Ken] Come on out, buddy.

- Hey, buddy.

- [Kristy] Parker!

- [Gypsy] Miss me?

Parker, Parker!

He's like, "Where's Jas?"

- [Kristy] What you doing? Huh?

You wanna know who loves

me? Parker loves me.

- [Ken] Yeah, he missed you.

Hey, Kristy.

- [Kristy] Hey.

- [Ken] I like your

hair. Looks good.

- [Kristy] Thank

you. You smell good.

- [Ken] Oh, thanks.

How's it going, Rod?

- [Gypsy] Oh, you're already

shedding all over me.

- [Kristy] That's why I

have the lint roller.

- [Gypsy] I made the mistake

of wearing these pants.

[Ken chuckling]

(bleep).

I'm gonna sit on you.

- [Ken] Okay, come here.

- [Rod] You did good.

- [Ken] Yeah.

- [Rod] Just an hour late.

- [Ken] Yeah.

- [Gypsy] You're wearing

the cologne, I can tell.

- [Ken] I got it for you.

- [Rod] Okay, well,

while we're all here,

I got a few things I wanna say.

- [Gypsy] Oh, boy.

- [Ken] Okay.

- [Rod] First of all,

thanks for coming.

Right?

- [Ken] Thanks for having me.

- [Rod] I could tell

last couple weeks

how happy Gypsy's been.

Kristy brought

something up to me,

saying I wasn't telling Gypsy

how I felt on everything,

you asked about marrying Ryan.

I may not have been

completely honest with you.

I wanted to let you make

that decision on your own.

I didn't want to make you feel

like I was controlling you,

you know?

You made a mistake, I made a

mistake. We're gonna move on.

And we're gonna be

proud of it. Okay?

Ken.

You broke her heart once. Right?

That scares me a

little bit still.

And I hope that

doesn't happen again.

Gypsy, I want you to know,

you married Ryan, that's

just a piece of paper, baby.

I don't want you to

hide if you're in love.

If y'all are in love--

- [Kristy] Show it.

- [Rod] That's the best

feeling in the world.

You were controlled your

life, baby, your whole life.

Don't hide your feelings

anymore, be you. Okay?

You know, your whole

life was based on lies.

Let's start this off right.

If you're in love,

tell the world.

"I love Ken.

So what, I got married.

I made a mistake," baby.

And I'm not worried

about how it looks

to the other people.

The biggest thing you lose

is some respect from me,

your mom, your sister, your mom.

You know, that integrity

is what matters.

Oh, and the last

thing I wanted to say.

She wants a baby.

- [Gypsy] What?!

- [Rod] I can tell, bro.

[Kristy laughing]

- [Gypsy] What?

Where did this come from?

- [Kristy] I don't know.

- [Rod] I'm gonna tell both

of y'all, just wait. Okay?

Make sure y'all give y'all

relationship a chance

to develop without

the stress of--

- [Kristy] Well, one baby.

- [Rod] Additional burden, okay?

- [Gypsy] We'll have babies--

- [Rod] I mean, I

want a baby, too.

You know, I'm not gonna lie.

I want a little

grandkid, but you know,

I don't want to be raising one.

[laughing]

- [Kristy] We want it

where it can go back home.

[Gypsy laughing]

- [Rod] Please, please.

I'm gonna be really

disappointed.

- [Ken] No, I 100%

agree with you on that.

It's definitely, you know.

- [Kristy] Y'all enjoy each

other first and foremost.

- [Ken] In time.

- [Gypsy] Lots of time.

[tense music]

So it is the end of May

and I am late on my period.

So I texted Ken and I'm

like joking with him,

I'm like "Well, I guess

you've been spared

my PMS for the month, 'cause

I guess I'm not gonna,

I skipped a period."

So he's like, "Or, maybe"

And I'm like, "No,"

like, [scoffs].

And he's like, he gave me

like the big eye emoji.

I'll go and take a test.

So I go in the bathroom,

I take the test.

And it came back positive.

[pensive music]

- [exhales] Okay.

I'm breathing.

My first thought is "My dad's

gonna k*ll me!" [laughs]

'Cause he had just said, like,

"I know you want a baby,

but I would prefer

you guys wait."

Yep, two positive tests.

Not just one, two.

- Oh, he was happy, like

he had to take a moment,

like he took an hour, we

had a good FaceTime call,

he was excited, all smiles.

And then like he had

to process for an hour.

And then he calls me

back and he starts like,

he's happy crying and I'm like,

"Aw, I've never heard you

like cry before." [laughs]

I've been having

a lot of anxiety.

Because it's like,

I wanna make sure I'm

doing everything right.

There's too many what-ifs

and I can't go into

that rabbit hole.

[pensive music]

How have I changed in

the last seven years?

- [Ken] You're more transparent.

- [Gypsy] Mm-hmm.

- I mean, you're still

the same impulsive,

like do what you want type

person, it's a good thing.

- [Gypsy] Are you gonna

remind yourself of that

when things get hard?

- [Ken] How much more

rough could it get?

- Rough.

- Okay.

We'll figure it out.

- [Gypsy] All right,

are we done? [laughs]

[Ken and Gypsy laughing]

- [Ken] Everything's

gonna be just fine, okay?

[tense music]

- [Producer] Did she tell

you? What was it like?

Can you give me a

little snapshot?

- [Ryan] [sighs] I mean, I

don't know what to think.

You know, a month before,

right after she left,

Gypsy texted me a bunch

of pregnancy tests

and said she was pregnant.

Okay, well, who's the father?

It could have been me

or Ken at that point.

So, she didn't know.

She was like, "I don't know."

The previous month, she sent

me pictures of pregnancy tests.

But this time,

there's no pictures.

No proof, so like, I don't

know what to believe.

Like, it's one of those I don't

believe it, I still don't.

You know, it's hard for me

to wrap my head around that.

Like, secretly Gypsy and me

were trying to get pregnant.

Well, Gypsy always

wanted to be pregnant.

It's so confusing. Such

a confusing time for me.

Like, my world's in turmoil.

- [Producer] What

happens next, for you?

- [Ryan] I have no idea.

My mind is mush a lot and Gypsy

said the same thing to me.

She doesn't know up

from down sometimes.

But like, we always

had each other.

Gypsy's always come back to me.

You know, I mean, I

do love her enough to

want her to be

happy, but you know,

is she that happy?

I mean, if she still contacts

me, is she that happy?

[pensive music]

- [Gypsy] I'm scared that I

bring a certain level of drama

to his life that I

don't mean to bring.

It just, it's like my baggage.

He could leave me right now,

and it's completely

out of my control.

And that's scary, it

was scary back then

and it's still scary now.

But he has my heart, and

I can't control that.

- Yeah.

I mean, I trust

that he loves me,

I trust that I love him,

but that fear is there.

And right now, I just

think I'm happy again.

And I don't wanna do

anything to mess it up.