National Anthem (2023)

[bunniefuu]

I know that someday

You'll want me

To want you

When I am strong

On somebody new

Somebody new

And though you don't

want me now

I'll get along somehow

And then I won't

Want you

I said that someday

You'll want me...

We're past due

on our gas bill again.

I don't have a lot of clients

this month.

Was kind of hoping

you could maybe...

pull up the slack.

Start focusing

on more reliable income.

My income's more reliable

than yours is right now.

You...

You might want to check

those numbers again.

It's not my fault

people in this town

don't get

their hair done enough.

Don't hurt yourself.

-Hey.

-Morning.

No, no, she was chill.

She got one of those

fat pussies, though.

Hey.

Pretty boy doesn't like it

when we talk about p*ssy, right?

Did you know that hummingbirds

are the only type of bird

that can fly forwards

and backwards?

-I did not know that.

-No.

No, I did not drink.

Yeah, you're proud of me,

right?

Shut up. You're such a b*tch.

-You hungry?

-Mm-hmm.

What you hungry for?

Um, mac and cheese.

Okay.

Yeah, I'm home.

Mac and cheese coming up.

What do you say?

-Thank you.

-There you go.

You are lying.

Shut up.

Did you know

the, um, hippo can run

as fast as a racehorse?

-A hippo?

-Mm-hmm.

-That's not true.

-Mm-hmm. It is.

They're so fat.

What are you talking about?

All that, quote, unquote,

"fat" is muscle.

On a racehorse?

-On a hippo.

-Oh, right.

-Oh, on a hippo?

-Mm-hmm.

That's cool.

-What's he doing?

-I don't know, man.

Will you take

your chameleon back?

Yeah, well,

you got me on that one.

Hell yes, I am.

Yeah, girl, I'm walking

out the door right now.

I'll meet you there.

Guys, don't stay up too late.

I don't know why he likes me

more than you.

I don't know.

Okay. Okay.

Mm.

-Quiet, quiet.

-Mm-hmm.

Hey, bud.

I need you to go sleep

with your brother.

Okay?

Ooh!

That looks great, baby.

Mom, I'm filming.

Excuse me.

This looks f*cking fire.

It does.

Hey, is that homework done?

I'll get on that right now.

Oh, you'll get on that

right now?

You said it was gonna be done

two hours ago.

Hey, don't be so hard on him.

Probably gonna be out

real late tonight.

Did you do his ear drops yet?

Oh, sh*t. I forgot.

Can you just do it?

So it's gonna be, like,

a 3:00 a.m. type of night or...

What are we thinking?

Just because your

boring a*s doesn't have a life

doesn't mean

I shouldn't have one, right?

Right, I'm boring

'cause I don't need to drink

to have fun.

Hey.

How about giving me a little

credit for this last year, huh?

sh*t.

Listen, babe,

you don't like it here,

how about you go stay

with your dad?

If you can find him.

They'll eat...

they'll sometimes eat meat.

Oh, really? What kind of meat?

Mainly, like,

rats, mice, small birds.

You okay?

-Yeah.

-What's the matter?

Is everything okay with Mom?

I hope.

-Yeah, she's gonna be okay.

-Okay, good.

But you know I'm always here

for you.

-Yeah.

-I'm your person, all right?

-Yeah.

-Okay? I got you.

-Okay?

-Okay.

Two more ear drops,

then we're done, okay?

Sorry if it hurts.

Okay.

All right.

No.

What about you?

Can you get a ride home?

Yeah, sure.

Get in the back.

Lee.

Welcome home.

How was the trip?

-It was good.

-Good.

See you in a bit.

S?

You, my friend,

you come with me.

We're gonna move the hay.

You have gloves?

Uh, no.

You can use mine.

Just don't lose them.

-Thanks.

-Yeah.

They normally

drop them off here.

We need them stacked up

over there at the empty barn.

-Can you lift one of these?

-Yeah.

We got three-string,

so it's pretty heavy.

Just... There it is.

Grab 'em by the tie.

Good.

Good. All right.

Leave that there.

Stack these up over there,

and I'll come back

to help you out, all right?

Oh, and, uh,

don't break the bales.

I need them to last.

You don't talk much, huh?

What's your name?

Uh, Dylan. Sorry.

I'm Pepe.

How old are you?

I'm 21.

Hmm.

You have

construction experience?

Yeah. I've been, um...

working, you know,

here and there

the last year and a half or so.

All right.

Well, we got a lot of work

these next few weeks, so, uh,

don't f*ck it up, I guess.

Good boy.

Almost done.

Cash doesn't like boys.

Oh, I'm sorry. Um...

I was just...

told to give him a wash.

Yeah, no, it's okay.

I can help you.

You're Dylan, right?

Yeah, that's right.

Yeah, Pepe told me

all about you.

I think he's got

a little bit of a crush.

Oh, well, um...

I don't think Pepe's

really my type.

Yeah, no, I'm just...

I'm just teasing you.

How long have y'all

had this place for?

It's been in the family

for a while now.

Do you like it?

I always dreamed of having

a place like this.

Yeah. Me, too.

More water?

Yeah. Sorry.

Oh, wait. You, uh...

You got a little bit

on yourself.

-That's funny.

-Yeah?

Yeah.

Hey!

Don't f*ck up my boots.

Fair enough.

-Stay away from the boots.

-Yeah.

You're trouble, huh?

-No, ma'am.

-Ma'am?

I'm Sky.

Like the sky?

Yeah.

Yeah, it's spelled the same

and everything.

I want to be naked

I don't mean my body...

Thank you.

-I'll let you go.

-Yeah?

I'm going quietly.

I'm floating away

I'm floating away...

I just don't understand why

it has to be so far out here.

God.

But you said they were nice?

Yeah.

Some of them were.

You saw they had

one of those flags?

You just can't be too careful

with people, Dylan.

I might need to borrow

the truck tomorrow.

Where the hell you going now?

Just need to...

go for a drive

and clear my head,

if that's okay.

Fine.

You're gonna work

with these guys today.

You don't speak any Spanish,

I take it?

Uh, no.

I mean, I understand some,

but...

All right.

Just follow their lead.

You'll figure it out.

All around me now...

-I'm Carrie.

-Oh, I'm Dylan. Sorry.

-How long you been here?

-Just a couple days now. Yeah.

-Are you liking it?

-Oh, it's beautiful.

It's kind of... unique.

-In the best of ways.

-Yeah.

In the best of ways. Yeah.

And when

We're out of

Time

I'll keep

Your love

With mine

Get back to work.

All around me now

Your love...

We collect a bunch of rainwater

and use it for everything

that's in here.

You got to overdo it

a little bit?

-Not too much, though.

-All right.

Oh, my God. That is...

Do, like, four.

I love this 'cause it's like,

chop 'em up,

and then take all the seeds out.

And we collect those kind of

like we do with the chilies.

Wow. You can grow

anything in here?

Yeah, I mean,

it just makes it easier for us

to have a plethora

of those things, you know?

Like, a lot of this

wouldn't normally, uh, grow

at the same time

out there, but...

I don't want

to even eat this one.

-We should name it.

-What are you thinking?

-I'm thinking Terrance.

-Terrance?

-Mm-hmm.

-I like that.

My friend Carrie

gave me some of these chilies.

But you got to really pat it

down and make it even, okay?

And then we're gonna

let 'em grow.

It's gonna take a few weeks.

-A few weeks?

-I know.

You got to work

on your patience.

They're gonna taste so good.

Who's that?

That's Mom's sponsor.

Oh.

-Hey, boys.

-Hi!

Why don't you start

on another one right here?

You're doing a great job, man.

Not too much, now, 'cause

you want to dig 'em back up.

There we go.

Now, remember,

we're here for toilet paper

-and literally nothing else.

-Okay. Nothing else.

I don't want to see any dresses

or anything in the cart, okay?

-Carrie.

-Okay.

-Hi.

-Hi.

How's it going?

So...

I love this.

-What did she just say?

-Barnyard Barbie.

-Barnyard Barbie.

-It's actually...

-It's very Barnyard Barbie.

-Hey. Watch it.

What?

What?

That looks good. Let me see.

-Really?

-I like the separation...

What the hell?

Why are you following me?

I'm not following you.

I know. I'm joking.

Oh, my God. Hi.

How are you?

-I, um...

-Ooh!

I really need

to get back, so, uh,

I'm gonna need that back.

Think you're gonna

have to come with us now.

Oh.

Come on. Everybody's gonna

be so happy to see you.

Hey. Look who I found.

I didn't spit in it.

Thanks.

Don't we think

he'd look better in a wig?

Oh, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,

-yeah, yeah, yeah.

-What?

Oh, my God. I know my cue.

There's another one over here

that I think

is more your speed.

Ooh, blonde.

I have a feeling

you might be a secret glam girl.

-No.

-Now we can be sisters.

That's okay.

Let's see if that's true.

Oh?

Whoa... Oh.

This is why

we get kicked out, guys.

-Look at that.

-Look at the angularity.

-Good bones.

-You really...

-You really do have

good bones for it. -Yeah.

Who is she?

Look at that.

Can I have my hat back now?

Is that all right?

Mm, no. Time for makeup.

Go easy on him.

That's what we're here for.

Yes!

What?

Nothing. You just keep peeking.

I don't mean to.

You're an eye person.

An eye person?

Mm-hmm.

Like, an iPhone?

-No.

-What do you mean?

You know,

there are two types of people.

There are eye people,

and there are lip people.

And then there's Dolly Parton--

she's both.

But you are an eye person.

Why can't I be both?

I guess you can.

Oh, I didn't see you there.

I, uh, have a special delivery.

The finest grapes in the area.

-No. Come on, now.

-Straight from the teat.

Come on. You can do it.

Would you please hurry up?

Okay. All right. Don't...

Don't waterboard him, please.

Okay, bye.

Okay. I'm almost done.

I mean...

I am f*cking good.

You look f*cking amazing.

You're just saying that.

No, no. I'm serious.

Your eyes are like, pow!

Like, pow?

Dylan!

Wait.

What's wrong?

Why are you mad?

Oh, I'm not mad.

Sorry, I'm...

It's just not really

my scene, you know?

What are you doing tomorrow?

Um...

just looking for work.

Well, we're all going

to a rodeo.

A rodeo?

A rodeo. Yeah.

You know, I get this feeling

that you don't have,

like, a ton of friends.

Oh. Yeah, I just...

I don't really have time

for that.

Uh, I'm usually just working.

Or watching my little brother.

Parents aren't around?

My mom's around, but I don't...

She doesn't help out too much.

If you know what I mean.

Yeah. I do.

So, what's your plan?

Oh.

Now, I don't really know,

but, uh...

I want to get an RV.

Drive all around.

But I-I have this...

...guilty kind of feeling.

I just...

I don't want to leave them.

So I'm gonna try to...

make as much money on my own

and then have enough

to get out of here

but some left over

for my family.

That's really nice.

But in the meantime,

there's no harm in having

a little fun.

You got to come.

It's really fun.

There's a lot

of good people, and...

I'll make sure

nobody corrupts you.

I'll buy you a drink

with the money I win.

What if I win?

Be at the ranch at 7:00,

or we're leaving without you.

Oh, hey. I-I don't actually

have the, uh, truck tomorrow.

So I'll just... I'll catch

the next one, though.

Here.

Give me your address.

We're coming to pick you up.

All right.

See you tomorrow.

Hey.

Why do you care about me?

I mean, I'm...

I'm pretty boring.

I don't think you're boring.

I just think you haven't met

your people yet.

Hey, buddy.

Is Mom asleep?

Okay.

Uh, how you doing?

What's on your face?

It's gonna stay

our secret, okay?

Don't tell Mom.

Look at me.

Don't tell Mom. You promise?

You want to wash it off?

Okay.

That's a little too much, but...

-It's okay.

-...it-it'll do.

It'll do.

Thanks, buddy.

You're doing a great job.

Thank you.

I like the color blue.

-Yeah?

-Yeah.

I thought green was

your favorite color.

Greenish blue.

-Greenish blue?

-Yeah.

-Like turquoise?

-Yeah. I like it.

Looks good on you.

I've got the middle.

Now I just need to get

right here and here.

Well, it's okay. I got time.

We need to make sure

Mom doesn't see it

when you wake up.

I trust you.

You want me

to do your lips, too?

Sure. Thank you.

Okay, that's my ride.

-You want to come say hi?

-Yeah.

Will all thrills be gone?

Who do we have here?

Oh, uh, this is

my little brother Cassidy.

Oh, got some real-life cowboys

on our hands.

Yeah.

All right. You head inside,

and I'll see you tomorrow night,

all right?

Okay, I love you.

Get in, b*tch.

To linger on

Your lips

Are so tender

Your heart is beating fast

And you're willing

to surrender

Tell me, darling,

will it last?

Tomorrow night...

Girl, look at that.

It's the trade of the season.

What does that mean?

It means she thinks you're cute.

Um, I have to go get ready

for my event,

so you should go look around

and I'll come find you.

-Okay.

-Okay.

If you got a lonely heart

I would be a lonely heart

for you

If you want a rocket ship

I would be a rocket ship

for you

If you walk the galaxies

I would walk the galaxies

for you

I would be a universe

for you

Always together with you

If you got

a lonely heart, too

Always forgetting with you

If you got

a lonely heart, too

Always together with you

If you got

a lonely heart, too

Always forgetting with you

If you got

a lonely heart, too

Always together with you

If you got

a lonely heart, too.

You ever been on a bull?

-Oh, God, no.

-But I tell you what,

it's the greatest rush

of adrenaline.

It's like a first kiss.

We got one person

left on the barrel race.

From New Mexico, we have Sky.

Let's go, Sky!

-Let's go, Sky!

-Get it, girl!

She's gonna clear

that last barrel clean.

Cowgirl's kicking

for the finish line.

Come on, buddy, get in there.

Get out there and get it.

All right, buddy,

make this happen.

Next, from

New Mexico, we've got Pepe.

Let's go. Let's go.

Hang in there. Hang in there.

You got it. You got it.

And Pepe goes

to the buzzer on Nightmare.

We'll see what the judges

have to say.

That was a real Western ride.

Remember to breathe.

Keep breathing.

Keep breathing.

There you go. There you go.

All right. Give me some slack.

Up next is

a first-time bull rider today.

From New Mexico, it's Dylan.

Remember to breathe.

Don't tighten up.

Got to dance with him.

Whatever happens...

that's between you

and the universe.

And Dylan comes off Mango

before the eight-second buzzer,

but I'll tell you what,

that was a fine effort

for the young cowboy.

Look what I got.

You should be careful with that.

Um, I got you something.

It's the belt buckle that I won.

Maybe it'll inspire you

to win one of your own one day.

-Are you serious?

-Yeah, it's yours.

Thank you.

I can't understand

No, I can't understand

How life goes on

the way it does

Don't they know

It's the end of the world?

It ended when you said

Goodbye.

Okay, okay.

All right, all right.

Thank you.

Okay, everyone.

I have a very, very special

treat for you all.

Um, I begged...

I begged a friend of mine

to come and perform tonight.

Um, yes, you.

Get your sexy a*s up here.

-Please.

-Okay.

Please give a warm welcome

to my friend Sky.

Break it

To me gently

So my tears

My tears won't fall too fast

If you must go

Then go slowly

Let me love you

Till the last

The love we shared

For oh so long

Is such a big part of me

If you must take

Your love away

Take it gradually

Oh, oh, break it

Break it to me gently

Give me time, oh,

give me a little time

To ease the pain

Love me just a little longer

'Cause I'll never, never

Love again

'Cause I'll never

Love

Again...

Never love again.

Dylan.

Come here.

No more

Sweeter

Ah

Mmm

No more

Tea time.

Sweeter...

Yeah. Tea.

Yeah. You're dressed for it.

Hey, sug'.

-Oh. Thank you, mama.

-Oh, okay.

Thank you.

How are you feeling

after working so hard?

I'm feeling good.

My body's a little sore.

Yeah.

Yeah, it is.

-Hey.

-Hey.

Cheers.

Cheers.

Mm-mm.

What is that?

It's mushroom tea.

Keep drinking.

It'll... it'll get better.

Trust me.

I've never... had that before.

Well, um, I'll be right here

the whole time, so...

Tomorrow night

Will it be

just another memory

Or just another lovely song

That's in my fool heart

To linger on?

Your lips are so tender

Your heart is beating fast

And you're willing

to surrender

But tell me, darling,

oh, will it last?

Tomorrow night

Will you be with me

when the moon is bright?

Tomorrow night

Will you say

those lovely things

You said tonight?

Did you like that one?

That was beautiful.

-Hey, babe.

-Hi.

He learned the Elvis song.

I loved it.

Yeah, I was just

showing it to her.

Yeah. It was good.

The rest are over there,

if y'all want to come.

Yeah. Totally.

Before we draw

My dear, dear friend

I promise you my word

If we should part

My dear, dear love

You know

You're in my heart

And though I may be

getting older

Know that I'm going with you

Know that I'm hanging on to

The things that you said

The things that you said

I felt my soul

Rise up from my body

When I look into

your blue eyes

If cosmic force

is real at all

It's come between you and I

I'm recharging with the sun.

I want to be naked

I don't mean my body.

Don't stop.

You're still here.

Yeah. Um, sorry.

I don't mind. Really, it's...

You can stay

as long as you want.

Really?

Yeah.

You know, I actually just,

like, wandered in here one day,

and I never left.

I'm still looking for an exit.

Um, but it's...

also, it's, like...

it's not entirely

my place to say, so...

You have fun last night?

Yeah, you-you could say that.

Morning, Car'.

Morning.

How you feeling?

Not so bad. How about you?

Good. I'm good.

-Okay.

-Good?

Mm-hmm.

Do you want to take my wig

for a walk?

I would love to take

your wig for a walk.

Okay.

When it comes to threesomes,

I-I have to be the star.

I have to be top-billed,

above the title.

Carol Channing, Ethel Merman.

-At least those.

-Yeah?

Yeah, you get it.

So, how did you get into drag

in the first place?

Oh, my God, you are really

coming for me this morning,

aren't you?

I'm sorry. I'm not trying to.

I'm just...

-No, it's... it's okay.

-I'm just curious.

Well, uh,

I was raised conservative.

Obviously.

And I went to

a Christian school.

Um, and when I...

when I came out...

I don't know, I just...

I looked around,

and I suddenly didn't have

a family anymore.

For a lot of us,

that is the price

of being yourself, you know?

Yeah.

But, um... drag.

Drag, for me, was...

I don't know, it was just...

it was this way for me

to sort of just

show up for myself

and love myself in a way that...

that at the time

nobody else really could.

I just, you know,

always wanted to be

the beautiful creature

I knew I was on the inside.

What about you?

Have you ever done it before?

Aside from that night

at the store?

Nah. I mean...

I guess I just never really felt

it was a possibility.

I guess...

I just always thought that

whatever I am is set in stone.

Nothing's set in stone.

I'm gonna need your help, okay?

-Okay.

-Little... little horns.

Yeah, exactly.

Right there.

Perfect.

Oh, no, no.

This wind is so transphobic.

Is that right?

You have so much hair.

This is something else.

Wow.

You look absolutely gorgeous.

Well, I feel

absolutely gorgeous.

Oh, my God.

Hey.

Look what I got.

Fried green tomatoes tonight.

Wow.

Look who's home.

Can you watch Cassidy tonight?

Going out.

Uh, I can't really tonight.

Uh, got a party at the ranch

I got to be at.

A party?

I get it now.

Got a special person, don't you?

Kept wondering why you seemed

so happy at this new job.

Well, I don't see you

complaining

about the money

I'm bringing home.

Must be nice to get away

from us, too, I guess, huh?

It's, uh...

nice to have a little life

for myself, yeah.

Whatever. It's fine.

Go to your party.

I'll go out another night.

Just don't forget about us

over here, okay?

Thanks.

Spent $48 last night

at the county fair

My long-lost buddies say

I'm gettin' in too deep

But I like it, I love it

-Whoa, am I getting it?

-I want some more of it

I try so hard

-Okay, yep.

-I can't rise above it

Don't know what it is 'bout

-Okay. This way?

-That little gal's lovin'

But I like it, I love it,

I want some more of it.

Yeah. There you go.

Hey. That's enough.

You two were amazing out there.

-Good morning.

-Oh, don't get too excited.

Most of it's for me.

Oh, that's tasty.

That line dancing

was something else.

Oh, that was a hoot, wasn't it?

There is nothing going on

between Dylan and I.

I want him out of here.

We built this ranch

to give people a place to go.

We're not gonna kick him out.

Hey, is everything okay?

Hey.

Is everything okay?

Yeah.

Hey.

I'm really sorry

about everything.

I hope I didn't mess

anything up.

It's fine. It's fine.

Are we gonna get Cassidy?

Uh, yeah.

-If that's still okay.

-Yeah.

-Want me to drive?

-Uh, no.

It'd be better if I f*cked up

Pepe's truck than you.

Fair enough.

We're stopping to get

Dylan's little brother.

Oh. Fun.

There he is.

Hey, Cassidy.

-Hey there, kiddo.

-Hi.

-Do you remember me?

-Yeah.

-What's my name, then?

-Carrie.

All right, well done.

-Are you a boy or a girl?

-Cass.

No, it's... it's okay.

I'm neither.

Cool.

Okay. Come on.

Okay, everybody in?

Everybody in!

If I could be

Baby, where you are

If I could be

Baby, where you are

If I could see

Baby, what you see

Then I would know

Where's she going?

Baby, what you know

Don't worry about it.

She's just working

through something.

Just to be

Baby, where you are

All right, so kettle corn,

chili dog and a Diet Coke.

Just to be

Baby, where you are...

Yes, I love your top!

It's so pretty.

Thank you. You can borrow it

whenever you want.

Ooh.

That looks incredible.

Wait, let me see.

Look at that.

You like this?

-Yeah?

-I like it.

You know, it's a little

sneak preview

of what I'm gonna be

wearing later.

I think we got to get it

for you. Yeah?

Okay.

That hat looks real good, too.

You want to go take it up

to the cashier?

Oh, my God.

Cassidy's so sweet.

Baby's first dress.

We totally did it.

I can definitely do better.

Just give me time.

Practice time.

Okay, you're pretty good

with those panties.

Yeah.

I try to be.

You were, too.

Hey, I-I am going to take

Cassidy over to the corn maze

'cause I think that'll be

a lot of fun, so...

-Is that cool?

-Yeah.

-You want to go get lost?

-Yeah.

Should we never be seen

ever again?

-Yeah.

-Let's do it.

-All right. Have fun.

-I'll see y'all later.

You want to go over there?

Yeah.

-Yeah? Come on.

-Yeah.

Wait. Hold on, hold on.

-Hold on.

-What?

I just, uh...

I just want to be sure

that you know my deal.

What do you mean?

I know your deal.

No, not that.

Pepe. We're open, but...

I just...

If we're gonna do this, then

I want you to know what it is.

Well, what is it?

It's just for fun.

I'm okay with that.

-Yeah?

-Yeah.

-Are you sure about that?

-Mm.

Okay.

-Does that feel good?

-Yeah.

-Is it good for you?

-Uh-huh.

Any man of mine

Better walk the line

Better show me a teasin',

squeezin', pleasin'

Kinda time

I need a man who knows

How the story goes

He's gotta be a heart-beatin',

fine-treatin'

Breathtakin',

earthquakin' kind

Any man of mine

Well, any man of mine

better disagree

When I say another woman's

looking better than me...

Take a breath.

You're gonna

knock 'em dead, kid.

Now, just remember, just because

I'm putting you in drag

for the first time

does not make me your drag mama.

I do have a waiting list,

you know.

Well, how could you resist?

You do look hot.

Actually, it's kind of annoying.

Don't ever come to Brooklyn.

Is that where you're from?

Yes, girl. Casa c**t.

If you ever come to the city,

hit me up.

Don't listen to her.

You don't go to the city

to be a queen.

You go to the city

to be a yuppie, okay?

Well, isn't that where

they make the big money, though?

And spend it on what, honey?

A parking spot?

Break a leg tonight.

Please, baby

Can't you see

I'm trying to explain?

I've been here before

and I'm locking the door

And I'm not going back again

Her eyes and arms and skin

won't make it go away

You'll wake up tomorrow

and wrestle the sorrow

That holds you down today

Oh, my God.

Go on and hold her

till the screaming is gone

Go on, believe her

When she tells you

nothing's wrong

But I'm the only one

Who'll walk across the fire

for you

And I'm the only one

Who'll drown in my desire

for you

It's only fear

that makes you run

The demons that

you're hiding from

When all your promises

are gone

I'm the only one.

Hey, sleepyhead.

Where the f*ck have you been?

Mom, are you okay?

Oh, you brought

your little friends, huh?

Come on, Cass.

He doesn't need

to f*cking hide from me.

You need to calm down

and go inside, okay?

Calm down?

Don't tell me to calm down.

You got my son

in a f*cking dress.

-Are you the reason that my son

never comes h*... -Hey.

Hey, Dylan?

-Dylan, what are you doing?

-Mom?

Where's my RV money?

Mom, where the f*ck

is my RV money?

-Did you spend it?

-Mm.

-Did you f*cking spend it?

-I didn't take all of it, okay?

Do you understand

what you just did?

Do you? Why do you have to make

my life so f*cking hard, huh?

My life is hard!

Okay? I'm doing

the f*cking best I can here.

I could use a little support.

All I do is support you.

You take everything.

Do you understand that?

And you have to be

a f*cking adult, okay?

Jesus Christ.

Dylan?

If you have any bad dreams,

you know what to do, right?

Okay.

Don't let the bedbugs bite.

Um...

Thank you for letting us

stay here.

Yeah. Of course.

Wow.

There.

-Boo-tiful.

-Boo-tiful.

Ooh, this is cute.

I like this a lot.

Do you want some on you?

Did you notice

We sleep through the night

I wonder how this would look.

-Let's see.

-That's a beautiful gold.

Wow.

I've never been more attracted

to you.

-Can you do some more on me?

-Yeah. Absolutely.

Wow.

That's it. That's the look.

-Here.

-That's the one.

Pucker up.

Possibilities are endless

when it comes to makeup.

Carrie has

taught you well, hasn't she?

Oh, this is nice, actually.

You're the new makeup icon

around here.

I tell you what.

This is brilliant.

Want to go play with sheep?

-Yes.

-Yeah.

-Up, up. Cross arms.

-Up.

-Out.

-Out.

In twice.

-Whip, then turn around.

-Uh-huh.

And then you do the same thing

with the...

When you cross, go ba-ba-ba-ba.

In, in.

Whip, and down.

This, this.

Then you speed that up.

You do that to the side.

Put your... you put

your right leg forward.

-Okay.

-And then you...

One, two, three,

four, five, six.

Four, five, six.

He really likes it

out here, huh?

Let's try this again.

Yeah. I mean... who wouldn't?

Can't stay forever, though.

Elbow to elbow...

I'm here

How weird.

Nothing?

Hopefully, she's just

embarrassed, you know.

That's all it is.

Hey.

Um, Cassidy's going crazy

about the sheep.

It's really funny.

You guys should come out.

I'm not really in the mood.

Sorry.

Yeah, that's okay.

I'm gonna go

hang with the sheep.

I didn't know about your mom.

Yeah.

Sorry.

I had, like, a similar thing

with my dad.

Uh...

he kicked me out

when I was like 15.

Yeah.

I'm sorry.

Luckily, he let me keep Cash.

Or... he didn't stop me

from taking him.

I didn't realize you had him

for such a long time.

Yeah. Ten years.

When I first got him,

he couldn't do anything.

Now he's winning

damn near every rodeo we go to.

Are you serious

about that RV thing?

Yes, ma'am.

You're just gonna take off

all alone?

You don't like being alone

too much, do you?

Think I was alone enough to know

that it's just not for me.

Do you want to go for a ride?

-Yeah.

-Yeah?

-Okay.

-Let's go.

That had to be

the most beautiful weekend

of my life.

-Yeah?

-Honestly, yeah.

When's the next rodeo?

Uh, it's next month.

Um, Pepe and I are gonna be

looking at cattle that weekend.

So, we won't be there, but...

you should go

with Carrie, everyone.

So beautiful.

Yeah, it really is.

You know

there are caves over there?

We should check them out.

I think it's gonna rain.

Oh, yeah?

Yeah.

We should probably get back.

Come on, just ten more minutes.

Pepe doesn't like it when I have

Cash out after dark, so...

I'm sure if we're a little bit

late, it will be fine.

-Got him?

-I got him.

Hey.

Come on. Come on.

Hey. f*ck!

Go to the house to get Pepe.

I'm gonna follow Cash.

Okay.

-What happened?

-Cash ran off.

He got lost in the storm.

Oh, sh*t.

Sky's still out there.

-Come on!

-Come on. Come on, come on.

Show me where they are.

It's gonna be okay.

I'm sorry.

Sky.

He's not gonna make it.

Thank you.

Hey.

I saw that you were cold,

so I thought I would

bring you something.

-Is Cass asleep?

-Yeah.

-Thank you.

-Mm-hmm.

Oh, thank you.

How's Sky?

Um...

She's... she's pretty upset.

You know.

But, um...

It wasn't your fault.

I really hope you know that.

No, I don't know about that.

You must really love her.

Yeah.

Being with her...

...was really the first time

that I've felt like

I was a part of something.

Mm.

Now I guess I, uh...

I might not have anywhere

to belong anymore.

You belong here.

I just don't really think I do.

You do. You really do.

You just think that

it's supposed to be bigger

or better than it is,

but it-it's not.

It's me telling you right now

you belong.

But...

I don't know,

if you're waiting on Sky

to be the thing

that makes you make sense,

then it's not gonna work.

And she's gonna hate you for it.

I think she already hates me,

so...

No. No. No, she...

She loves you.

She just doesn't need you.

She needs Pepe. They...

They need each other.

It's the only way

that they work.

Yeah.

And I guess

it doesn't really work for them

to have me around anymore.

So?

I think you need to be

more concerned

about what works for you.

Okay?

I think you're

a romantic, though.

You know?

So don't lose that.

Okay?

Okay.

That common burn

That common burn

Bye.

You know we have.

I'm so sorry.

It's okay.

It's okay.

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

Mama's okay, right?

Mama's okay. Look at me.

You're all right.

-We're okay.

-She's safe.

She's okay.

Do you believe in

reincarnation?

'Cause I thought I saw

your soul

Flashing and dancing...

And then just like

Little League, right?

One, two, three.

Shades of jade

and emerald...

There you go. Just like that.

Oh, that's perfect.

Ooh! Almost.

That was nice, though. You want

to try another one like that?

Into a crystal pearl...

Thank you so much.

Thank you so much.

I really appreciate it.

-Have a great rest of your day.

-Bye-bye.

Oh, it was pure bliss

Something I've never

felt before...

Oh.

Look at that.

Um...

Here, I, uh, got

a little bit more for you.

-Thank you.

-Mm-hmm.

Do you believe in

reincarnation?

'Cause I thought I saw...

Hi. I'm Dylan.

Hi. Jimmy.

Jimmy, good to meet you.

You, too.

You got to promise me

you're just not gonna

park this somewhere.

She's got a lot of good miles

left on her.

Yes, sir, I'll...

-I'll see where she takes me.

-Okay, good.

It's a beautiful country

out there.

Good luck to you, son.

'Cause I turned

the bad world

Into a crystal pearl

And we were loveless

Oh, it was pure bliss

Something I've never...

Oh, this thing's huge.

How much does it cost

to fill her up?

Um...

I don't know.

And I don't really care.

What's your plan?

You gonna stick around

for a little while, though?

Yeah, I'm gonna take this week

to kind of figure out

where my first stop

might be, but...

You've got so many clothes.

Oh, I mean,

it's not really too much.

Just... enough, you know?

But, uh, it'll give you

some more space

in the living room now.

-Yeah.

-You're gonna be okay.

Mm-hmm.

Hey.

Hey.

How you doing? Hmm.

Those are for you, sir.

Better get used to that seat.

It's gonna be real fun.

Um...

I think I'm gonna go

in the house.

Would you like me to make you

the very first grilled cheese

that's ever been made

in this bus?

Yeah?

So, now you got the camper,

are you gonna quit doing

construction and all that?

Oh, I'm hoping that

my construction days

are over for a while.

I reached out

to a couple ranches.

I'm hoping to help out

on something in Texas.

Hmm.

So, what, you gonna go look

for your dad or something?

Why would I do that?

I don't know.

I didn't take too much

but just cleaned up a little.

-Thanks.

-To see your face.

I just...

...hope you understand that...

I wasn't in my right mind

a lot of the time.

It's okay. You don't

have to say stuff like that.

-I wasn't.

-I don't want you to...

I wasn't, and it's okay

to say I wasn't.

You know,

I only realized recently

that I never really loved him.

And then I started thinking,

who have I loved?

You know?

Like, really loved.

Like the kind of thing

you read about, and...

Pretty sure I've never had that.

I met your dad when I was

in high school, and...

after him, it was like...

...anybody who gave me

the time of day would do.

Sometimes,

no matter how hard you try

to make something work...

...it just isn't right.

Well, then that's just not love.

I guess.

No.

That's still love.

But somehow,

seeing you being happy,

living your life,

makes me feel like

maybe things could change.

For all of us.

They will.

I hope so.

O say can you see

By the dawn's early light

What so proudly we hail'd

At the twilight's

last gleaming

Whose broad stripes

and bright stars

Through the perilous fight

O'er the ramparts we watch'd

Were so gallantly streaming?

And the rocket's red glare

The bombs bursting in air

Gave proof through the night

That our flag

was still there

O say does that

Star-spangled

Banner yet wave

O'er the land

Of the free

And the home

Of the brave?

I'll be right back.

You look great.

Thanks.

You, too.

So, did you get your RV?

Yeah.

I did.

That's so great.

Thanks.

It's good to see you.

It's really good

to see you, too.

Even in hiding

Find it

Knows you

Rocking you to sleep

From the Otherside

Tethered by timing

Let it

Undo

Aimless and ripped from

The root

Binds you

Rocking you to sleep

From the Otherside.