04x05 - Paradise Lost

[bunniefuu]

-[pop music playing]
-♪ In the moment, hear me roar ♪[/i]

[chattering]

-[Tiffany] Was that trendy?
-You had Chelsea pissed off.

-When I tell you this, girl--
-Really?

Girl… Yeah, you had Chelsea
feeling some type of way.

So, what was she saying?

She just didn't like how long
you were having a conversation.

So I would not be surprised
if she's handling that right now.

I do get it, 'cause that would make me
probably feel uncomfortable,

but at the same time,
it's nothing to do with you, really.

-But go for it.
-Yeah.

[Jackelina] I love Chelsea and everything,

but I'm pretty sure Micah
doesn't want your man.

Because if she wanted him,
she would have him, shorty.

[chuckles] Yeah, no. I mean, I agree.

Irina hates her man. I know it.

-I feel like he's on a different planet.
-You know, Bliss dodged a b*llet.

-I feel like that too.
-[Tiffany] Yeah, yeah.

[Jackelina] I wouldn't hire him
as my lawyer. Mm.

Guilty!

[chuckles] Immediately prison.

[laughing]

I don't know much. I didn't get
enough time to talk with Kwame.

-Yeah.
-But Kwame seemed--

Is he here tonight?
I don't think he's here tonight.

I feel like Kwame would--
that'll be a little bit more, like…

Kind of a wildcard.

Yeah. And how are things going
with you guys?

Like, food, like, clothing,
like, placement of items,

like, she's extremely particular.

-Interesting.
-And I'm not.

With Irina, I really think
she's a good human.

-[Paul] Yeah.
-[Zack] I think she does a lot of things

she doesn't realize are,
like, kind of f*cked up.

-Really? Yep.
-She gets super affectionate with me.

-And we get to the party earlier today…
-Yeah.

…and she's, like, super distant.
She's all weird about me kissing her.

-We'd already kissed before then.
-Huh.

[Zack] And then we come back,
she's, like, super affectionate.

And it's like, "What's going on?"

-Right. Right.
-You know?

-What's with the sort of fluctuations?
-f*ck if I know, dude.

Like, I know that I love her,

and I know that I could actually
see myself marrying her.

[Paul] Yeah.

But that's only if she's willing to,
like, put in the effort.

I haven't seen that.

Marshall got me to see.
He's the one who planted the seed.

-With this beautiful woman right here.
-Aww.

He came out of the pod on a date,
was like, "Yo, look."

No, no, you came out of the pod,
and he gave me a wink.

-I was like, "What's that mean?"
-Ooh!

I came up to him and was like,
"Yo, what was that wink about?"

He's like, "Yo, listen. I think Tiffany--"

-That's a grown-ass woman.
-"The age thing, we're miles apart."

"So, it ain't gonna work.
But listen, she a great girl."

-"You should pay attention to her."
-She's a great woman.

-My next date was with Tiffany.
-And here we are.

-Hey!
-[laughing]

[chattering]

See my cool nose trick?
Did I ever show you? Wanna see it?

-[Paul] Oh, you can move it? A little bit?
-Yeah, it's that kinda deal.

-[both laughing]
-[Paul] It's cute. That was a good trick.

Like, I thought that you would
look differently. Where do I fall?

-Like, on the spectrum--
-Oh, how you look?

-Yeah.
-You're really cute. You're my type.

Really? Wait, like, what you expected?

No, I definitely think
you looked different,

but, like, not in a bad way.

-Okay.
-I thought you'd have a baby face.

I thought you were gonna have your face,

but, like, no beard
and, like, a really slick face. Yeah.

Interesting. Ugh. No.

But no. I think it's sexy.

-Okay, really? Oh, God.
-In a good way. Yeah. [chuckles]

-Yeah.
-[both laughing]

-["Lies" by Syence playing]
-♪ Yeah, you're just, yeah, you're just ♪[/i]

♪ You're just telling lies ♪

♪ Yeah, you're… ♪

[both laughing]

♪ Yeah, you're just… ♪

[laughs]

♪ Telling lies ♪

[hip-hop music playing]

♪ Love me, love me not ♪

♪ You left me to rot, fire to ice… ♪

[Chelsea sighs]

♪ You're the devil ♪[/i]

♪ On another level ♪

♪ Yeah, so on and on and on we go ♪

♪ Got me spinning off the road ♪

♪ Battered up and feeling low
I don't want to… ♪

Why did you talk to her,
like, that exact moment?

[Kwame exhales]

Look, I had to talk to her.
I, like, I had to talk to her.

Like, I did not feel right
about what was said.

No, I'm not gonna let that--
I'm not gonna let that ride.

Why didn't you just address it
in the moment?

"Hey, not cool. I didn't propose to you."

-Because after--
-"We're cool. We're chill and flat."

"Don't say that sh*t."
Why can't you just…?

Like, you have to understand.
When you're upset like that,

there's no concept in that moment
to be like, "Hey, let me calm down--"

When you have a fiancée and when you have
somebody that you love, you care about,

yeah, there is a concept of that now.

You have to think about
how the actions are affecting

not only you, but me.

It wasn't my intention to belittle
anything… about what we have.

So, like, if that ever happens,

you have to know that there is a serious
reason and intent behind what I'm doing.

No.

It should never happen.

And then it proceeded to be, like,
this 20-minute one-on-one conversation,

where you guys were laughing.

Like, this wasn't,
"Hey, I'm unhappy with this."

Yes, when I started addressing it,
we laughed a little bit.

Once we got past the border of,

"Yo, that was f*cked up,"

and we got the apologies in--

Then it's over. Then it's over. It's done.
Conversation need-- it's done.

Okay. All right, so just walk away.
Get up and walk away.

-Conversation's over now.
-Yes, yes.

It doesn't need to go on.

I knew this was about to happen.

-What do you mean you knew?
-I just knew this was gonna happen.

-What do you mean?
-I just knew it.

Just, like, the way you guys ended.

The way, you know, you stormed out.

We were in it for days.

And you know what that feels like.

Being in the pods was like every
single day felt like a week or a month.

Like, you were genuinely getting
deep as f*ck with somebody.

-Then all of a sudden, "No, okay."
-[snaps]

"Just wanted to let you know," you know?

Like, how the f*ck you do that?

We had no closure.

[scoffs]

I guess I just don't understand
why you didn't do that that night.

I-- I overreacted.

Closure is a good thing.

Closure is a great thing.

Baby?

Did you feel like
you got closure tonight with her?

-Not fully, but enough.
-Oh, my God!

[Kwame] Baby, hey.

[chuckles] Hey.

[Chelsea] Not fully?

What would have been fully?

[Kwame] I, uh--

-I got--
-Testing the waters? Making out with her?

I'm telling you I got what I needed.

I-- I said I've got enough.

I don't get it. I don't get it.

-Hey, we-- I'm good.
-I don't get it.

I'm good. I'm good exactly where I'm at.

-["Fight for This" by Ryan Innes playing]
-♪ I can feel the weight of a heavy w*r ♪[/i]

♪ Hear them battle now
Knocking down my door… ♪

-Would you have rather been with her?
-No.

Not for a second.

I'm right where I need to be.

Like, right where I need to be.

And I don't doubt that for a moment.

I can guarantee you that I would not have

even marginally as good a connection.

Then let it go.

Let it f*cking go, Kwame.

Walk away into the life
that you're gonna have.

♪ I will fight to live ♪

[vocalizing]

♪ I will fight to live ♪

♪ I can feel the weight of a heavy w*r ♪

["Ready to Love Again"
by Deep Cut playing]

[vocalizing]

♪ Showing off, stepping out… ♪

Yay! Let's get it!

Hola. Hola, señor.

Oh, yeah. This is where
it's gonna be at right here.

♪ Wanna dance, wanna shout… ♪

[Jackelina] Yeah!

Oh!

Yay!

Yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes!

[groans]

Embrace it.

-Whoo.
-Oh, sh*t. My nipple feels really hard.

[laughs]

♪ Wanna dance, wanna shout
Ready to love again… ♪

-[Jackelina] Gracias, señor.
-[Marshall] Ooh-ooh!

-[Jackelina] Oh, wow!
-[server] Excellent!

-[Jackelina] Gracias.
-[Marshall] Perfecto.[/i]

[Jackelina] I'm hungy.[/i]

-What?
-[shouts, chuckles]

-Girl, you are… a trip.
-[laughing]

[Marshall exhales]

-So, what did you think of last night?
-Meeting everybody?

-Yeah.
-I think it was great.

What, um… What stood out
to me the most was, uh…

how strong I feel like
Brett and Tiffany's connection is.

-Are they stronger than us though?
-No.

-[Jackelina] Okay.
-You know.

I was surprised to see, uh, Zack,
actually, kind of happy a little bit.

Zack's a weirdo.

Zack needs to stay
six feet away from me at all times.

-Ah, there it is.
-[both laugh]

Zack is a weirdo,
and Irina's Irina, the peasant.

I don't mean
like Old English peasantry type.

I mean someone who's just a weirdo,

someone who just does dumb sh*t
for no reason.

I don't like that.

That's just not how I roll.
That's not my steez.

When you saw everybody else, like,

did you think everybody else
was up to par? Like, look-wise?

Uh, everyone has their
own unique ways of looking.

Everyone is beautiful in their own way.

-Yeah!
-[laughs]

I can confidently say that,
uh, I got the best one.

-Yeah!
-Yes.

[laughing]

Gimme a kiss.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Call me up, ask me what I wanna do… ♪[/i]

The best thing
about being in Mexico is tonto[/i].

Mi tonto, my dumbass.[/i]

I like chilling with him.
He makes Mexico fun.

[Jackelina exclaims]

[laughs]

-[sighs]
-[laughs]

If you splash me, that's your ass.

Do not splash me!

♪ Everything's better with you around ♪

♪ Oh! ♪

♪ Everything's better with you around ♪

♪ Oh, yeah! ♪

[vocalizing]

This is beautiful.

♪ Oh, yeah! ♪

Wow. I saw you get out the shower
this morning, and I was like, "Whoo!"

[Brett chuckles]

[mouths] Thank you.

That's how I felt.

[both laugh]

Like, I am so darn lucky.

[chuckles]

Whew! You gotta stop
looking at me like that.

[laughing]

Brett and I have taken our antic-- [gasps]

I can't even talk, because I'm just like,
"Whoo, that man!"

-Just so you know, I know how lucky I am.
-[laughing]

Brett and I have taken our intimacy
to the next level.

Yes, we have, and it was good.

Mmm!

Whew!

I'm having flashbacks.

All the girls loved you.

I mean, all the guys made the point
to say to me, like, "Yo, she's great."

"Y'all together is like, uh, perfect."

In the pods, I wasn't sure
if I was judged on, like, my age

and people, like, just thinking
what I would look like.

-"I'm 36, but…" Like…
-Mm-hmm.

You know, "I like to go out
and have fun and do things."

Like, I don't need to prove myself
to these people.

-I just need to say, "Yes, I'm 36."
-Yeah.

"And I'm thriving."

[Brett] Yeah.

[Tiffany] I don't know,
it was the weirdest feeling.

Like, trust your intuition
and follow that. [clears throat]

But, like, you're already

adding value to my life,
even though it's only been what?

Two weeks?

-Actually, I think it has.
-Two and a half.

-Yeah, yeah, yeah.
-Yeah, two and a half. Two and a half.

Which is crazy.

How do you feel about, like, the next,

you know, whatever weeks,
like, living together, and…

I'm not worried about living with you.
Like, that's not it.

I'm curious to see, like,
what other things we're gonna pick up on.

Okay, what do you think
your friends are gonna say?

Oh, man. [laughs]

-'Cause nobody knows.
-Oh, man.

I think my friends are gonna be
thrown for a loop.

An absolute loop.

They're gonna be like,
"Yo, Brett, you hit the jackpot."

-I'm gonna be like, "I know. I know."
-[laughs] Whew!

When I started this, I was like, "I want
somebody that's gonna make me happy."

"Like, I wanna find my soulmate."

[Brett] Mm-hmm.

And is that you, boo? It is.

-[pop music playing]
-♪ Whatever it takes to make it now… ♪[/i]

Mmm!

♪ This city can't keep us down ♪

♪ Look what we found ♪

♪ This city can't keep us down ♪

♪ This city can't keep us down ♪

-Ever been in one of these bad boys?
-[laughs] Yeah.

-Have you?
-This old trusty steed.

Should I trust you driving this thing?

-[Paul] We'll find out soon.
-[laughs]

-[pop music playing]
-♪ I'm climbing higher, higher, higher… ♪[/i]

You look kinda cute.

[Paul] Huh? Yeah, adorable.

-[Micah] Shut the f*ck up.
-Adorable!

[Micah] I feel like I look so aggressive.
You look so aggressive with that.

-[Paul] Hell yeah. We're here to…
-[thuds]

-…do crime. Do crime and dr*gs.
-[both laughing]

[Paul] Oh, God.

[Micah] I'm sweating my ass off,
and I'm gonna burn so bad.

-[Paul] So, we don't really have doors.
-Oh, jeez.

-Don't k*ll us or do. Whoa! Whoa! Whoa!
-[banging]

Whoa, okay. Slow down, crazy.

-[Paul] Getting rowdy, all right?
-[tires skid]

-You know what I mean?
-[both laughing]

[Micah] This is, like,
really deep, like, in the jungle.

[Paul] I know, right?

I love the jungle, just in general.
I love the jungle so much.

-[Micah] You love your plants.
-I love my plants. [laughs]

-[Micah] You're so dorky.
-Sorry!

♪ I'm feeling so alive, so fine… ♪

[Micah] My eyes feel so dusty.

[Paul] I know. Dusty and crusty.

[Micah] I already feel like
I need a shower so bad.

I'm hot and dry,
just gonna have a headache now.

[Paul] No, this is so cool, actually.

[Micah laughing]

-You're running down guards.
-What?

Your driving's scary.

[Paul] No, it's good. We're good.

-[Micah] Whoa, cool.
-[sighs]

[birds chirping]

[pleasant instrumental music plays]

-Oh, my gosh.
-Don't slip.

-Thank you.
-You got it?

Protect me, Paul.

-[Paul laughing] Huh? From gravity?
-[laughing] Yeah.

-From myself.
-[both laughing]

My own worst enemy. Thank you.

Oh, my God. Whoa!

-Holy sh*t.
-Oh, my gosh. This is so cool.

Whoa!

Oh, I can't wait to get in.

-Wow, this looks so nice.
-Look at that water.

I've never seen anything that clear.

[Micah] Are there bugs in here?

-Whoa!
-Little creatures? Wow.

-What is that? Is that a shark?
-[Micah] What do you mean shark?

[Paul] Oh, they're catfish.

They look like baby,
like, tiny nurse sharks.

[Micah] Okay, this is kind of scaring me.
It's my worst nightmare if one touches me.

-[Paul] These little catfish?
-Yeah. [laughs]

[Paul] You're not their mommy.

[Micah] How do you not think
those are scary at all?

[Paul] They're just little buddies.
Where's the mama?

-[Micah] God. Stop.
-She's down there.

-All right, on three.
-Okay. One.

-Two.
-[both laughing]

-[Micah] Three.
-Down we go. Three.

[rock music playing]

♪ Soaking in the light ♪

♪ Never want this to end… ♪

-[Micah gasping]
-[both] It's cold.

[vocalizing]

♪ Never want this to end… ♪

-[Paul] All right.
-Under?

-[chuckles] Are you ready?
-Wait.

-Are you ready?
-No.

Good. Me either.

[Micah gasps]

[laughs]

[drumbeat playing]

-Oh, man.
-Oh, my God. This is just beautiful.

[woodwind whistling]

[drumbeat continues]

-[man] If you can sit down, please.
-[Chelsea] Wow.

[woodwind playing]

[instrument rattling]

We would like the permission
to the goddess of these sacred lands

to say sorry after we made a mistake,

to the people we wronged.

[music continues]

[Kwame] The Cacao Ceremony is dope.

It's a lot of spirituality,
deep-rooted in Mayan culture.

[horn sounding]

But when the drums are going on,
you tune into that and no other sounds.

And then from there,
we're just enjoying each other's presence.

[music continues]

Drink this.

The chocolate, the cacao.

It's a way we can reactivate
all your feelings.

We can reactivate your heart

with the person you love.

Every cell of your body begins to heal.

Now we can stand up, please.

Now see each other through your eyes,
and you'll find this person.

And from this point, you feel that power.

[pop music playing]

♪ Tell me it's gonna be all right ♪

♪ No matter the reasons why ♪

♪ We'll make it through ♪

♪ If you don't love me ♪

♪ Then what did I do? ♪

♪ 'Cause all I want is to be with you ♪

[Kwame] This 1000% brought us closer.

-Wow!
-That was wild.

That was really the most powerful
thing about this,

is, like, all you focus on
is what you are trying to picture,

and what I was picturing in that moment…
was Chelsea and I connecting.

[Chelsea] That was a beautiful blessing
for our relationship.

Yeah.

You know, I woke up this morning
feeling not so great about last night.

-You know, um…
-In what way?

Like, feeling like I could have done
a lot better in that situation.

I'm sorry about anything that went down

and if it made you feel any way, um,

you know, deprioritized in that situation.

Like, that was really selfish of me.

Should have let you know
what was going on.

Even if it was something harmless.
Communication has been our biggest thing.

I should have communicated with you first

and then worked out
any other problems that I had.

I'm feeling really peaceful about it.

And I forgave you.

I'm ready to move on from that.

Me too.

I truly feel lighter
and more calm and more clear.

There was a moment
when I looked into his eyes, and I

truly saw forever.

-I love you.
-Thank you. I love you too.

-[rock music playing]
-♪ In life, I'm gonna stay by your side ♪[/i]

♪ 'Cause it's always been only you and I ♪

[laughing] Kind of reminds me of,
like, a crib a little bit.

[Zack groans]

Does it, like, bring you down at all
how I feel like I'm so dead?

No. I mean, it's normal.

No one is 100% every day, right?

Yeah. I'm just like,
"Irina, pull yourself together."

I just feel kind of bad 'cause I

felt like…

[yawning] …I'd been, like,
kind of closed off to you.

Hmm.

In case you haven't noticed.

I couldn't sleep, too, so I was,
like, tossing and turning a bunch,

just thinking.

Yeah, what were you thinking about?

Everything. [chuckles]

I feel like talking to Paul and having,
like, really good conversations

that, like, get me impassioned and excited

made me realize that I haven't had one
of those with Zach yet coming here.

I really do love you.

But I feel like I can't get you

to invest.

Genuinely, what I want is,
I wanna have a family.

I wanna have a wife who's gonna support
my vision for what I wanna do.

Um, and I wanna be there
to support her in her dreams.

And I still see you as someone
who I could do that with.

But you know, it takes two people
for a relationship to work.

[tense music plays]

[Irina] Keep talking. I can hear you.

So, I mean, I'm just very confused.

I don't-- I don't really--

really know where we're going.

Um, and I don't know
if you're really in this.

Like, are you in?

Do you want [/i]to be in?

Is this something you want?

I don't know, Zack.
I can't separate, like--

'Cause you're not wrong
about all those things. [exhales]

[Zack] If you don't find me
physically attractive,

if I'm not your type,

and you don't think
we're gonna be able to get over that,

then I don't think
we shouldn't go forward any further.

[chill music plays]

You just gotta be real with yourself.

If you think that there's something
that we can… we can get over,

I'm willing to go forward with that, but…

I've gotta see--

I've gotta see
that you're actually all-in on this.

I'm not gonna chase after you.

You're not?

-Yeah, I know that's what you want.
-[laughs] No.

-I don't want that.
-But I'm not. Like, I'm not, you know.

You're either in it, or you're not.

-["Dare" by Jessy Covets playing]
-♪ I dare you ♪[/i]

♪ To take me ♪

♪ To your heaven ♪

♪ And make my dreams come true ♪

[vocalization rises and fades out]

-[dance music playing]
-[/i][vocalizing]

♪ I love it when… ♪

[chattering]

-Uh-oh!
-Uh-oh!

-[all cheering]
-Tiffany!

[Tiffany] Hey, girl!

-You look lovely.
-Thank you so much.

-What's up, brother?
-[laughing]

So, did you guys seal it? Did you do it?

So, we did.

Yes!

[Jackelina] It was good.

-That connection made it--
-[Chelsea] Yes, deeper, right?

-Oh, my gosh.
-[Chelsea] I know.

[Jackelina] I was like,
"Wait a minute. Let's time out."

-Oh, my gosh, it was good.
-It did feel like that first time.

-Yeah, and alive. I'm kind of, like, sore.
-Ooh! [laughing]

Girl, I've been sore this whole time.

I feel my heartbeat down there.
I'm like, "Oh, wow."

I'm like, "Ah!
Whipped and put through the wringer."

[laughing]

-So, how about you, man? [clears throat]
-[Brett exhales]

I couldn't be happier, to be honest.

-Yeah.
-[Brett] I've been single for, you know…

I think it's been, like, six years.

I've been dating,
but, like, I've always had a hard time

really, like, connecting, like,
a really strong bond with somebody.

And I've never felt so, like, seen.

-[Kwame] Really?
-Seen and heard.

That's crazy.

Like, I'm just not the most,
like, open person

as far as, like,
feelings with other people.

Like, it's difficult for me.

Like, my family,
the word love is a big word, for example.

-Yeah.
-My family, we don't say that.

-[chuckles] Yeah.
-And I hate it.

I'll talk to my dad.

We're like, "Hey, bye, son."

I'm like, "Is he gonna say it?"
And he doesn't.

-But I wanna say it, and I don't.
-[Marshall] Hmm.

And that's, like, a habit
that I don't wanna keep up.

I don't want her to ever
question my feelings toward her.

[laughing]

[Brett] I want her to wake up

and not have to ask me,
"Hey, babe, are you into me?"

-Yeah.
-Like, I want her to know that.

Yeah.

So, it's like she's putting so much out,

and, like… I'm, like,
really, really, really feeling her.

Not a lot of guys that look like us
talk about stuff like this.

-[Brett] True.
-To each other.

Vulnerability.

We gotta set the example.
We gotta set the precedent

that, you know,
it's okay to talk about your feelings

and tell people you love them.

-Yeah.
-You know?

Because there are many times
where I wish I could have told friends

that have passed and aren't with us now

that I wish I would have told,
"Hey, bro, I love you."

-[rock music playing]
-♪ Here we come back to start up again ♪[/i]

♪ We've got the moves
To make you so jealous ♪

Hey.

-Hey. What's up, guys?
-What's up?

-They actually just walked in.
-Hi!

Welcome to the party.

-Hey, Paul, we're basically matching, bro.
-Dude, I did the look first.

-[laughing]
-[Paul] Where do we get these drinks?

-I'm pretty sure they're squashed.
-[Tiffany] Okay.

-Why are you pretty sure?
-[Chelsea] He told me.

-[Jackelina] You need to be certain.
-I don't really…

-I don't know how it ended.
-Girl, I will keep one eye open.

I'll keep one eye open for you.

I made it very clear last night,

"You disrespect me again…
we have a problem."

Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

He knows. "You can have the world with me,

or you can throw it all away.
What do you wanna do?"

-["You Should Be Scared" playing]
-♪ Never ever take their advice… ♪[/i]

[laughing]

♪ Naughty not nice ♪

♪ Like a sucker punch
I hit you with a Kn*fe… ♪

[Brett] It's like
she just pulls no punches.

-I think Micah is a lone bitch.
-[Chelsea] You know what? I don't need it.

-If she's enough of a woman--
-When they're not Frick and Frack.

Yeah, yeah, yeah. Ooh! Ooh!
And Frack is here.

[laughing]

[Jackelina] Oh, my God.

[Micah] Hey!

-[Paul] What up? Made it!
-Howdy.

-Did I get a pool party memo?
-How was your day?

-I thought we were having a pool party.
-Hi.

[Zack] I had a talk with Irina
and I just said, like,

"I need some, like, investment."

-Sure.
-Right, like…

"I need you to be in, right?"

-Yeah.
-You know?

"Because you're not in. You've been
one foot out since we started this."

And, uh, she didn't really
give me a response.

Really? She kind of, like,
b*at around the bush kind of thing?

Yeah. I don't know what it is.

Would you, if you had the chance,
like, explore things with Bliss?

I don't know.

I know it's a tough question,
but I feel like it's a genuine potential…

[Zack] The thought with Bliss…

-She deserves someone who chooses her.
-Sure, yeah, 100%.

Damn, dude, that's really respectful.
I respect that.

And you know what? I based my decision

off of my gut
and what my heart was saying.

Yeah.

And maybe I made the wrong decision.
Maybe I made the right one. I don't know.

-Hmm.
-But it is what it is.

Because I know, for me,
I cannot help but continue to look back…

-And question my choice with Amber.
-Me too. Me too.

I know. I, like…
I've had the same thoughts.

-["Don't Blame My Heart" plays]
-♪ Oh, you got me ♪[/i]

♪ Going crazy ♪

♪ Oh, baby, don't break my heart ♪

Yesterday, you know,
obviously, I had a conversation

with Micah and blah, blah, blah.

It was tough 'cause, like, I should have
been spending that time with Chelsea.

-[Brett] Hmm.
-Not with Micah, you know?

-Thank you. I appreciate you.
-[Chelsea] Mm!

Like, I feel like I wasn't as angry
as I should have been.

[laughing]

'Cause as soon as she started sugarcoating
her words to me, I calmed down.

And she's been doing that since day one.

-I didn't know you talked to her.
-[Kwame] I did.

-I must have been away for that.
-I saw it.

[laughing]

"I saw." [laughs]

You are a big representation
of the company you keep.

-[Brett] Right.
-She hangs out with Irina.

And that's where I f*cked up.

You're not with Micah.
You're in a relationship with Chelsea.

You can easily say, "Micah, that was
dirty. You shouldn't have said that."

"It is what it is. You do me.
I'm happy in my relationship."

And keep it moving. Like, you don't
have to focus on that, literally, at all.

Down to a T, you are right.
It helped us have a moment to realize

and focus on, "Hey, let's take
this sh*t that has happened."

-[Brett] Mm-hmm.
-"Cleanse it and move the f*ck on."

So, I'mma just take Micah,
cleanse it and move the f*ck on.

-[Brett and Marshall] Yeah.
-Thank you, baby. Thank you so much.

-What's up, baby? What's up, baby?
-What's up, baby?

[both] Mmm!

-[Kwame] Mm!
-[Chelsea] Come on. What's that?

[laughs]

-There's weird tension with Chelsea and I.
-Yeah. Wait, why?

I don't know.
I just, like, feel like it's weird.

Okay. [chuckles]

I just can't help but feel like there's,

like, some sort of, like,
weird overcompensation going on.

[Chelsea] I mean,
I love your style, boo-boo.

[Kwame] Thanks, baby.

They look really happy together.

But I don't know. I just feel like
maybe she's jealous. I don't know.

There was some stuff.

Obviously, you guys had a relationship,
too, that was pretty deep.

Kwame, tonight, I can tell that he feels
a little bit more reserved from me.

Because I think
that him and Chelsea did have,

like, some sort of, like,
you know, argument or something.

So I can tell that he's
kind of trying to make sure that,

like, he keeps his fiancée happy,
which I actually respect.

But I do wanna, like,
talk to her and clear the air.

'Cause, like, she did know, you know,

the extent of Kwame
and I's relationship previously.

Hello. Kwame,
can I have a minute with Chelsea?

Yeah, sure, dude.

Y'all enjoy.

Hold on. He was getting
something out of my teeth.

-Did I get it?
-Hold on, baby. Um…

-Grab that toothpick and dig in.
-I know.

-I was going to.
-Can you get it, please?

-Uh, now lick your lip, bottom lip.
-Did I get it?

-Yes, we're good.
-[chuckles] Jesus.

-[Micah] It's perfect.
-Life is good.

[laughing]

[Micah] I love it.
How are you? You look so cute.

[Chelsea] Hi. So do you.
Is this one or a two-piece?

It's actually two. This is some random
sports bra I found back in the airport.

What? And it just went with this--
is it a skirt?

Yeah. It kind of works, right?

-How are you guys doing?
-Good.

I wanted to check in.
How are things going with you guys?

It's going fine.
Yesterday was a little rough.

I know. What was going on?

I didn't understand what had happened
between you guys, like, with your comment.

And that was very activating for him,
for whatever reason.

-Yeah.
-And then-- I'm sure you were just joking.

Yeah, I honestly was so shocked
at how triggered he got from it.

And I think that, like,
it was, like, a misunderstanding

of the severity of, like, how,

like, upsetting that was.

Yeah, I was-- I was shocked.

I was obviously
more than happy to clear it up

and, like, apologize with him, like--

Of course, but then he, like,

proceeds to have
a 20-minute conversation with you.

-And I had no idea what was going on.
-Right.

It was him not setting it up, like,

"Chelsea, this is what happened.
It's very important--"

-You didn't know why we're talking again?
-No.

That makes sense. That'd be weird.

Does that make sense?

-Yeah, that'd scare me.
-Oh, my God, is it raining?

[thunder crashes]

[Kwame] Hello!

[Paul] Man, we're about to get soaked.

[Kwame] For sure!

g*dd*mn, that f*cking timing, man.
We were just getting somewhere.

The storm just wanted to come in and say,

"No, you guys cannot
have this conversation right now."

-[shouts]
-[Kwame laughs]

[Chelsea] Chelsea has to continue
being the baddie bitch that she is

and just roll with life
without the closure.

Because she doesn't need it.
I don't, by the way.

-[Kwame] Uh, emergency. Abort.
-Oh, sh*t! [laughs]

Oh! [laughs]

-Oh!
-[Paul] Love is slightly damp right now.

It feels like home.
It feels like home, does it not?

-["Fly with the Thunder" playing]
-♪ Fly, fly with the thunder… ♪[/i]

[laughing]

Yeah! You're the best.

♪ To a new day ♪

♪ Come fly with me ♪

["I Can Wait" by Øthers playing]

♪ Hard times come around ♪

♪ And things can slow you down ♪

♪ Just thinking wears you out… ♪

-[exhales] Jesus Christ.
-[/i][laughing]

-Oh, my God.
-That was nuts.

-Yeah, we're literally drenched.
-That is ridiculous.

-That was nuts. You should go change.
-All right, yeah, I'm gonna change.

[Micah] That was fun, though.

Honestly, I do feel bad about,
like, how it ended,

'cause I, like, was finally
talking to Chelsea about stuff.

So, I feel kind of guilty.

[Paul] Well, I only really
got to talk to Zack.

-What did you guys talk about?
-Of course, obviously, him and Irina.

I asked him a little bit about Bliss.

With how he currently feels towards Irina,
like, is that still the right choice?

I know that decision
was extremely hard for him.

Yeah.

How does that put Bliss into the picture?

I just understand that mindset
of wondering if you made the right choice.

He genuinely does love her, but I think
from what I was hearing from Zack today,

like, if they don't get kind of
get on the same page tonight,

like, it won't continue.

What, he's gonna end it?
I don't understand why he thinks--

That's just what I heard.
I'm just saying. I don't know.

-["Wish You Well" by Club Danger playing]
-♪ I wish you well ♪[/i]

♪ But when karma comes calling for you
I'll be long gone ♪

♪ I wish you well ♪

♪ I'll be over shoulder watching for you
Waiting for the fall ♪

Um, I just wanted to let you know,

um, on the plane ride home tomorrow,
if we get the chance,

like, I don't think we should sit together
and just have our space.

I just feel like we're in this hole,

and we're trying to get out of it
and get out of it, and it's only like--

I feel like we're only gonna end up,
like, resenting ourselves.

This is supposed
to be our honeymoon phase--

And it's been horrible.

It's been absolutely horrible.
It's been f*cking horrible.

That's so bad to say, but it has.

Like, me talking to Paul for five minutes,

like, I was so inspired
and excited about our conversation.

Like, "Why haven't I had one
of these conversations with Zack?"

Yeah, I think we're on the same page.

I, uh, I think we should call it.

I don't think it's gonna work out.

Okay.

It sucks.
I do think, like, you're a really--

-No, and I think we can be good friends--
-I'm not done talking.

I still know that, like,
you're one of the best people that I met.

I loved, like, our second day talking.

Like, my heart
just was like, "Oh, my gosh."

Like, your story about your life,
like, who you were…

Yeah, you're really dorky. To be honest,
you're a big dork, but I loved it.

Like, "Oh, he's just him.
He doesn't care what anyone thinks."

That's what I loved about you.

And like, I just hope you know,
like, I don't have any regrets.

Yeah, I think logically
that doesn't make any sense at all.

-You wanna know what my theory is?
-No.

I'm not gonna pinpoint and be like,

"Oh, you did this.
You shaved your arms and legs."

[laughing] I'm not gonna point out things,
like, I don't like about you.

I'm not gonna do that.
Look, you don't deserve it.

-Like, you're a great guy.
-Sure.

I feel bad 'cause I feel like
I showed up, like, really bad for you too.

Like, you got the worst part.
This is like--

I've never, like,
made anyone feel this way.

I'm literally treating you so poorly.

Like, I know it. Like, I won't even,
like, look at you, like, touch you.

You talk to me, and I literally look away.

Like, I'm a complete jerk to you,
and I know that.

And I'm like, you don't deserve that.

Like, I literally, honestly think
about Bliss. I think about, like,

f*ck, like, I hope you get a chance
to see her when you go back to Seattle.

Like, I really hope you do, and, like…

Just 'cause it didn't work out with me,
like, maybe she was the one.

Like, maybe you did get the wrong choice,

and, like, I'm so glad that we did try,
and, like--

I don't know how hard
you tried, but… [laughing]

It's been absolutely horrible sleeping
in this bed with you.

Okay, really, shut up.
Do not be so f*cking dramatic.

It's been horrible!
We are like a married couple

that's been together for ten years
and hates each other.

I mean, we both lay
on the opposite side of the bed.

[laughs] Yeah,
that's when I started to like it.

It's f*cking horrible.

It does suck, um,
because I came here looking for a wife.

And there were two women that,
you know, I could have seen myself with.

And I chose the one that,
at the time, I felt in my gut,

and, uh, it didn't work out.

It's a real weird breakup, honestly.

[Irina exhales]

Maybe I made the wrong choice,
but I made the choice that I made.

So, that's the situation that I'm in.

[Irina exhales] I just think it's fun--
I mean, honestly, I knew--

I was surprised
that you were still, like, hanging on.

I was like, I've, like,
given you every reason to forget it,

and I was, "Man, he's really trying."

I was gonna leave you on day three,
but I thought that'd be f*cked up.

[laughs] I was gonna leave you
right after I saw you.

-But I stayed and gave it a chance.
-[laughing]

-[chuckles]
-That's how it goes.

-[Irina] Hmm.
-[spits]

-[water running]
-[Irina] Do you, like, I don't know…

What do you feel about Bliss? [slurps]

I don't know.

Like, being with me,
does it have you think about her?

Like, I won't be hurt.

Honestly, I was thinking
about her the whole time we were together.

[laughing] f*ck.

-That's so rude.
-I mean, I'm just being real.

You know what?
I thought about someone else too.

I'm sure.

-He's, uh, with your best friend.
-I know, but…

-[laughing]
-The one that got away, you know.

-["We All Fall Down" playing]
-♪ You know we're damaged ♪[/i]

♪ And we're dangerous…[/i] ♪

You should have picked Paul. [laughing]

I realize that after talking to him.

This is, like, the realest conversation
I've ever had.

I'm not blind. Like, I could see it.

I know, but, like, I thought
about him a lot and our conversations.

And then seeing him yesterday, like,

I literally could not sleep,
like, all night. I really like him.

I know that, like, Micah really likes him,

and, like, they have
a really good relationship together.

-[Zack laughs]
-She's my best friend.

That's so f*cked up, you know. [chuckles]

[laughing] You're just gonna be
breaking up all the relationships.

"Here comes Irina! Here comes Irina!"

[laughing]

♪ Ashes to ashes ♪

♪ We all fall down ♪

[Kwame] I saw that you and Micah
started getting a chat in.

-How was that going?
-She was…

-Approached me to have a chat.
-Mm-hmm.

-And it seemed respectful and genuine.
-Mm-hmm.

-And then… boom!
-[laughing]

Torrential downpour.

I actually appreciate her coming over
and asking you to talk

and trying to kind of dive into things
as opposed to asking me to talk.

-Right? Yeah.
-Oh, yeah.

Which couples do you think
are gonna survive when we go home?

I mean, million-dollar question,
million-dollar answer.

I know.

Brett and Tiff,
I think they're gonna survive.

I just have so much hope in them.

My goodness, if Brett and Tiff
don't make it, it will eat me alive.

-I know.
-It will k*ll me. [laughs]

-I will die. Yes.
-Everybody. Everybody.

I will die of an aneurysm.

-[laughing]
-Everybody--

-Please don't do that. [chuckles]
-Okay, I won't, baby.

You know, Chelsea and Kwame.

You know, if they don't make it,

then I probably will die of an aneurysm.
I don't know… [laughing]

-Me too. [laughing]
-[laughing]

-At that point, go ahead.
-At that point, take me!

-Sure.
-[laughing]

Irina and Zack could be doing
the best in the world…

-And we don't know.
-And we wouldn't know.

-I know. You think they are, though?
-No.

[laughing]

I can't stand that dude.

Hey, I like him.

Can we talk about Irina instead?
I like Zack, okay?

What about Micah and Paul?

I don't know.

Actually, don't know.

I want to get more time talking to Paul.

I've talked to Micah longer than
to Paul since we've gotten to Mexico.

-Yeah, we know.
-[laughing]

Don't do that. [laughing]

-Stating the obvious, then I'm gonna…
-[laughing]

We all know Paul's gonna be like…

[imitates Paul] "It's cool, man."

[laughing]

Girl, you are so funny.
You're my favorite comedian.

[chuckles]

But so,
are you feeling okay after tonight?

I think it was, like,
a little bit of a test for me tonight.

But we're gonna get influenced
by people who might not be for us.

-Yeah.
-Or might not understand our relationship.

-We're gonna have negativity. We are.
-Okay.

And it's up to us to handle it.

The tests are coming from both our sides.

Your family, my family,
your friends, my friends.

The best way to maybe move forward
when it comes to

situations surrounding us is
to make sure that we both get involved.

We've gotta constantly make sure
that we are… we have each other's back.

-I'm always gonna be there for you.
-We'll be together.

One step closer to our new life.

Love you.

I love you too.

-["forever" by moonstalker playing]
-♪ Make this last forever ♪[/i]

Thank you.

[Bliss] Zack?

-Hey.
-Hi.

-Nice to meet you.
-[Bliss] You too.

How are you?

-Good.
-[Bliss] Good?

Well, um…

[pensive music plays]

I made the wrong choice.

[exhales deeply]

You know I did, and I do too.

[Tiffany] I'm ready!

I love being this happy.
I love being this head over heels.

And when I go to sleep at night,
that feeling doesn't fade.

Oh, my gosh.

When I wake up in the morning,
that feeling doesn't fade.

Is that pancakes?
Wow, I feel like I'm in a restaurant.

Thank you.

[Tiffany] That's what love
should feel like.

-Do you like me?
-[laughing]

[Jackelina] Through the hard time
and the good time.

I could just feel the aura coming off
of this one, even through the wall.

[Paul] I love Micah immensely,
and I do want her the rest of my life.

I haven't told you anything,
but we're engaged.

-[gasps] Micah!
-[laughing]

You didn't wanna sit here and talk.
You're like, "I'm leaving."

What am I supposed to do?
Sit in my feelings

and sleep next to someone
who said I was not man enough for this?

We don't have sex.

Me seeing Paul, honestly, I was
way more attracted to him than to Zack.

Do you, like, still have these,
like, unresolved feelings for him?

I did feel romance with Paul.

[Micah] It kind of, like,
put, like, doubt in my head

about, um, like, where we're at.

And I'm not sacrificing what I want,
but I am compromising.

Welcome to marriage.

Okay.

Do you wanna settle down?

I know where you live,
and I'mma come find you.

[woman] You're meant to have the best
wedding of your life, and this isn't it.

This isn't it.

I think about you. I worry about you.
I'm hoping that you're happy.

Do you think
that you made the right choice?

Do you feel like you're questioning?

[laughing]

[Josh] If you don't feel like
heart-to-heart you're gonna marry him,

pick me.

[pop music playing]

[officiant] Now is the time
to decide if love is blind.

[panting]

[Brett] This should be a day
of no surprises.

This should not happen.

["Caught in the Crossfire"
by Tom Evans and Markus Hughes playing]

♪ We're caught in the crossfire ♪

♪ Fighting the flames ♪

♪ We're caught in the crossfire ♪

♪ Keep from the flames ♪