06x11 - Loves Me Not

[bunniefuu]

After a bad night with Max...
I got a DUI... whoa.

Stephanie was pretty down on dating.

But Lo encouraged her
to stay positive.

The right guy will come along
when it's the right time.

It's just a bummer.

Holly said good-bye to Heidi,
and her mom Darlene was a big

reason why.

I don't want my family to
have to be this way anymore.

Our trip to Costa Rica was amazing...
So romantic here.

I love it here.

I was really excited to spend
time with Brody, but he ended up

being a total jerk.

You're like my little sister.

Shut up!

I know Brody, and he cares about you.

I love Brody.

I thought he'd get upset when
he saw me with another guy.

Will, it's so nice of you to join us.

He's with me.

But...He didn't.

Let's talk about him.

Are you jealous?

Not even the slightest bit.

Now I have a decision to make...
But knowing what to do

and actually doing it are
two very different things.

So you guys gonna go
to colony tonight?

Yeah, are you?

I wish I could...
But my mom's coming in tonight.

Oh, that's fun.

I don't know what I'm gonna do
if my mom wants to go see Heidi.

But does she know that like
none of us talk to them?

I haven't told her yet because
I didn't want to make

things worse.

But my mom's never gonna give up.

A mom never gives up on her kids.

How's Scott?

He's good!

Really good.

Our one-year anniversary's coming up.

I can't believe it's already coming up!

So fast, I just-- that's great.

Um...How was Costa Rica?

Like Audrina and I had a good
time, like besides Kristin and

Brody.

'Cause it was just kinda like--
they were like arguing and

fighting.

And what really set her off, I
guess, is that he called her a

little sister.

Ouch.

Yeah.

I just don't understand like
why he does that to her.

I don't think it's okay.

I feel like it's
becoming more of a game.

I think that she acts like
it's a game, but I think it

really means more to her.

'Cause he knows that
she's in love with him.

It's not cool.

♪ Staring ♪

♪ at the blank page before you ♪

♪ open up the dirty window ♪

♪ let the sun illuminate ♪

♪ the words ♪

♪ that you could not find ♪

♪ reaching for something ♪

♪ in the distance ♪

♪ so close you can ♪

♪ almost taste it ♪

♪ release your inhibitions ♪

♪ feel the rain on your skin ♪

♪ no one else can ♪

♪ feel it for you ♪

♪ only you can let it in ♪

♪ no one else ♪

♪ no one else can ♪

♪ speak the words on your lips ♪

♪ drench yourself ♪

♪ in words unspoken ♪

♪ live your life ♪

♪ with arms wide open ♪

♪ today is ♪

♪ where your book begins ♪

♪ the rest is still unwritten ♪

♪ yeah ♪

♪ all I do is win, win, win ♪

♪ no matter what ♪

♪ got money on my mind ♪

♪ I can never get enough ♪

♪ and every time I step up ♪

♪ in the buildin' ♪

♪ everybody hands go up ♪

♪ and they stay there ♪

♪ and they stay there ♪

[engine revving]

[Chortling]

Don't act like you're working.

Yeah, I'm pretending.

Go back to drinking
your beer or something.

What's up?

We know you're not working.

How you doing?

So how much fun was Costa Rica?

That was awesome.

That was fun, man.

Except for Kristin going crazy on me.

Something that you said
to Will or something...

I said that she's like a sister to me.

What's wrong with that?

Imagine if you liked a girl and
then the girl's like, "oh,

you're like my little brother."

I'd be like, damn, that sucks,
but I wouldn't go cry about it.

Well, she's a girl.

Girls are a little bit more emotional.

In her mind, she's
more than that she is.

She's just trying to
hook up with this guy.

She's just trying to make you
jealous by doing that--she

didn't want to hook up with him.

Exact--she's trying
to get you jealous--

I'm not in elementary school anymore.

Not gonna sugar-coat it.

You're never gonna win
with those girls.

I don't try to win.

Find a new girl.

Maybe I have a new girl, Frankie.

Oh, and you kept it from the boys?

What?

Maybe.

Relax, guys.

We're not talking about that.

Well, what should we do?

Should we take these
bikes out or something?

I'll go take some bikes out.

All right, Frankie, you
take this little bike.

Are you taking that thing?

Frankie doesn't even know how
to ride this little thing.

I do.

[Revving engines]

I can't get it to work!

Let's go.

Come on, Frankie.

Hey! Wait!

It's not turning on.

Mine's not turning on!

[Engine turns]

Aw, there we go.

Oh!

Aw, he just broke it!

What a rookie.

♪ Get on the back b*at ♪

♪ weight of the world ♪

♪ off your shoulders ♪

♪ put on the repeat ♪

♪ and rock it till it's over ♪

♪ come get on the back b*at ♪

hey!

Hi!

How are you?

Hi! How was your flight?

It was perfect.

Let me grab your bag.

Thanks, honey.

Oh, I'm so happy you're here.

It was so generous and thoughtful
of you to bring me out here.

Aw, it's the least I could do.

I tried to call Heidi but, uh,
I don't know how to get a hold

of her anymore.

I would love to see
her while I'm here.

Well...I sat down with all the
girls and everybody decided

to just write her off completely.

You know you don't want to do that.

I mean, you've always
been her protector.

Even though we don't agree with them.

There's nothing I can do.

I've tried everything I can do.

I know she'll come around.

It just has to be in her
time and on her terms.

And that's... doesn't seem fair,
but that's the way it is.

[Pop music]

♪ ♪

What's goin' on?

Why are you so serious?

What the hell have you been up to?

You want the last one?

All right.

There he is! [laughing]

Have we met them before?

Have you met Stephanie or lo?

I never have.

Hey, guys!

Say hi to my friend.

John. Stephanie, John.

[Dance music continues]

♪ ♪

♪ I'm not afraid ♪

♪ I'm not afraid ♪

♪ to take a stand ♪

♪ take a stand ♪

♪ everybody ♪

♪ everybody ♪

♪ come take my hand ♪

♪ through the storm ♪

♪ whatever weather ♪

♪ cold or warm ♪

♪ just let you know that ♪

♪ you're not alone ♪

[hip-hop song plays]

♪ ♪

so um...
What's the deal with that guy?

Thanks for walking me out.

It's all good.

I'm glad we had fun.

I know.

You're like a good little surprise.

Hi.

Love to get your number, though.

You wanna go out?

I do.

Yeah? Thank you so much.

You're welcome.

This is my car.

It was nice meeting you.

It was really nice meeting
you--drive home safe.

♪ I was wondering maybe ♪

♪ could I make you my baby ♪

♪ if we do the unthinkable ♪

♪ would it make us look crazy ♪

♪ if ask me, I'm ready ♪

♪ I'm ready ♪

♪ But if I had you ♪

♪ that would be the only thing ♪

♪ I ever need ♪

What did you think of colony?

I really liked it.

Yeah.
It was an interesting night.

Yeah.

I don't know if I really had fun.

Does it bother you that
Brody didn't talk to you?

I mean, of course it bothers me.

He wants to come over
and talk, though.

What are you guys gonna talk about?

I don't know.

But he texted me.

Well, this is like the perfect
opportunity to actually

like lay it all out there.

But Stace, it's like what
else am I gonna say?

He knows.

You really haven't said it.

You haven't made it like clear at all.

If you don't talk him about it,
it's like you never really

gave it a sh*t, and you're
gonna end up regretting it.

♪ This isn't the first time ♪

♪ no doubt about it ♪

♪ I said love ♪

♪ this isn't the first time ♪

♪ but let's make it last ♪

thanks for taking me out.

You guys want some drinks?

I would love a Pepsi, please.

A sprite, please.

So you don't drink?

No. How do you know that?

Well, you didn't order a drink.

Oh, yeah. Do you drink?

I gotta pick and choose
with my racing and stuff.

How long you been doing this?

I started ridin' when I was three.

I started racing when
I was about nine.

No way!

Yep. My dad is a past world
champion in the sport.

So when I was born, I
wanted to be like my dad.

Aw.

Yeah, I have one of those stories.

It's so weird, 'cause like you
look like a bad boy or like

whatever, but like
you're just so nice.

I got good parents, you
know what I'm saying?

You do?

Yeah, of course.

How's your parents?

I have real good parents.

Yeah?

So how do you know Brody?

I met him through another
friend, and I'll be honest.

I was a little nervous...
About some of the stuff that I

heard that Brody told me.

What did Brody say?

Just a couple of the things that's
happened in the past with

you and your brother.

I did hear about your DUI.

I'm glad, though, that it's
turned out the way it has.

I'm glad to see that
you're ordering a coke.

That's so crazy that you
don't really drink.

I guess you just always
have to be on your fitness.

I was kinda nervous.

I figured that I would show up
here and that you would like

order a drink, and I'd be the
guy not to order a drink, and

you'd look at me kinda
like I was an idiot.

Stop it!
That's exactly how I felt!

We got two things in common.

I think it's a good start.

♪ Goin' down in my head ♪

♪ I see you all over me ♪

♪ in my head ♪

♪ you fulfill my fantasy ♪

happy one-year anniversary.

Hopefully we'll have
many more of these.



You remember when we first went
out, and we were both kinda

like, "uh...I don't know.

No. I knew.

You knew right away?

You knew immediately?

Yeah.

You facebooked me.

You facebooked me, fool.

What are you talking about?

[Laughing]

You were kind of
aggressive about it too.

Yeah, 'cause I liked you.

It was kinda nice how it happened.

Honestly, the last year has been
one of the best years of my

life, and I think a lot
of it is because of you.

I feel the same way.

So when's you guy's lease end?

Why? What are you thinking
about over there, friend?

[Chuckling]

Obviously, I would love to,
like, spend more time with you.

Like...Live with me?

I would. You know I would.

Really?

Mm-hmm.

You know, I'm a little
hesitant to make a commitment

like that without...
You know, really taking the next step.

So...Yeah.

I'm here, you know.

I'm not goin' anywhere.

And if that's something you
wanna do, then I'm there.

So...
We'll see how it goes.

Wow, babe, look at the view.

I'm kinda the luckiest
girl in the world.

[Giggling]

One of 'em.

One of them. Yes. I love you.

♪ And my world shook ♪

♪ fifteen seconds ♪

♪ never felt so good ♪

♪ up in the clouds ♪

♪ can't bring me down ♪

what's up?

Nothin'. Here.

Thank you very much. Ooh.

Oh, we get a little cheers?

Cheers.

[Laughs] Cheers.

Well, I'm glad that you came over...
And that you wanna talk.

Yeah. I do wanna talk.

I feel like things are
weird between us now.

Why do you think that?

Oh, what, you don't think
that things are awkward?

I think that things are different.

But I mean, Brody, I feel like
I put myself out there with

you the past few months.

I mean, I did.

I feel like I definitely--
well, what do you want?

[Exhales] Um...
I don't know, I-I guess...

I kind of want to give things
a sh*t with you and...

And, I mean, I want a boyfriend.

So...
I'd be willing to really try.

[Sighs] Well...
Now you're putting yourself out

there saying you want things to work.

Why were you playing games
with me the whole time and...

I wasn't playing games with you.

Trying to make me jealous-- I
wasn't playing games with you.

Every time we would go out, we
were together, you're the only

person that I was ever looking at.

I don't really understand why
now you're coming and saying

this to me.

I just enjoy spending time
with you and being with you.

And...I just thought that we
would give it a sh*t again.

Well... now it's kinda...
Too late.

Part of the reason why I've been
so distant and that we've been

kinda, you know, not hanging
out and doing that is because

I've been hanging out
with somebody else.

And I...I kinda want to see
where it could go and...

Think that we already went
down that road and...

It didn't work out.

You know?

Mm...
Good luck with this [Whispers]

Somebody else.

I'm sorry... that it had to...
Be like this.

Yeah, me too.

Maybe, um...
Maybe I should go.

All right.

♪ They say if it doesn't ♪

♪ k*ll you, it'll make you ♪

♪ stronger ♪

♪ oh, but I can't be without ♪

♪ you any longer ♪

♪ every time I let it go ♪

♪ baby, it's true ♪

♪ nothing compares ♪

♪ to you ♪

♪ nothing compares ♪

♪ to you ♪

♪ I'll be waiting for you ♪

♪ I'll be waiting for you ♪

♪ I'll be waiting ♪

♪ for the sun to come up ♪

♪ I'll be waiting for you ♪

yeah, we went to like this
restaurant called angels &

kings in Hollywood.

I love that place!

Shut up.

Yeah.

Uh-oh.

Oh, my God!

Couple more breaths.

And exhale, let it go.

Bend your knees, sit
back on the heels.

Stop it!

I don't know.

♪ Get higher ♪

♪ and higher ♪

♪ and higher ♪

♪ when my back's against... ♪

so pretty.

I love this.

Thanks for bringing me here.

I texted Heidi.

I got her number from
someone else, but...

Why don't you try to call her again?

Do you wanna call?

I know she doesn't want to talk to me.

All right.

I just...Want to...
Hear from her, get in touch with her.

It's off, and there's
no voice mail set up.

I mean, the last you guys saw of
each other, she said call me.

The last I saw her, I thought it seemed like...
She was hurting

but, you know, that she wasn't
gonna cut me out of her life

completely.

That--I just did not see that coming.

I just worry for her.

I just feel like she can't live
in two worlds, and that she

feels that she has to choose
between us or Spencer.

Well, I'm sorry for you, mom.

You don't deserve any of this.

You've been nothing but the best mom.

I haven't slept for months, you know?

I had to go and get a
prescription for sleeping pills

just to be able to go to sleep
at night to the point that I

didn't even know how I would even
make it another day, you know?

I've been mourning
the loss of a child.

And, yeah, it hurts.

It hurts more than I
thought I could hurt.

I can't live like that.

You know?

I have to know in my heart that
I did everything that I thought

I could do.

♪ I miss everything ♪

♪ about you ♪

♪ I can't believe that I ♪

♪ still want you ♪

♪ after all the things ♪

♪ that we've been through ♪

♪ I miss everything ♪

Ah! Hello.

Hi.

How are you?

I'm good.

No, you're not.

So I talked to Brody and,
um, he has a girlfriend.

Like...
Where did that come from?

I mean, like lo, it's so...
Out of left field!

Are you okay?

I don't know, I mean...
It sucks, you know.

Everyone around us is like...
"You guys are meant to be together.

He loves you, he loves you,"

and it's like, no, he doesn't love me.

Sucks.

Yeah. Yeah.

So...What do you do now?

I don't know.

I mean, like-- it's the one time
I've really put myself out there

and completely gotten shut down.

It's like...
I feel like I've been in a

situation before like with a guy like...
Like we're your friends

with benefits and like it's
really, really hard to move out

of that place into something more.

That's why you don't, because
you end up feeling like an

idiot, you know?

You can't let Brody Jenner
make you feel like an idiot.

No, no, I just-- come on,
he's a guy that like

yells in bars and like...
Come on!

I know, but I like him.

Kristin, I've known you for years.

Like back in high school, you
have always been this girl who

guys crawl on their knees after,
who girls like desperately wanna

be.

I mean, lo, I completely
put myself out there...

And he doesn't want me, you know?

Like the guy that I
love doesn't want me.

Do you really think that's
the case, though, or do you

think it's timing?

Um, I don't know, I mean-- sweetie...
Come on.

It's done.

♪ I'm so high ♪

♪ lookin' down at the sky ♪

♪ don't let me fall ♪

♪ don't let me fall ♪

♪ don't let me fall ♪

♪ they say what goes up ♪

♪ must come down ♪

♪ but don't let me fall ♪

♪ don't let me fall ♪