Club Music
[Chatter, Bar Noises]
[Friends Bantering]
[Phone Buzzes]
- Anyway, you were
so good today.
Like... unbelievable.
[Phone Buzzes]
- Will you watch out?
My dad's calling.
[Phone Buzzes]
- f*ck.
Hello?
- [Pablo] Hello?
[speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- Pap, don't worry, okay?
Just let me handle it.
Look, it's later here,
let me... um...
I gotta go.
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
Just wait for me
by the exit gates. OK?
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
Just wait for me
at the exit gate, OK?
- [Pablo speaking Spanish]
- [Fea speaking Spanish]
- [Stranger] [clears throat]
What's up, man?
Nice Spanglish.
I think it's really cool when
people are like, you know...
- Can I help you?
- No dawg. [Laughs]
We're cool, we're cool.
Have a good night.
- Yeah, "dawg."
You're welcome, "dawg." [Scoffs]
What the f*ck.
Club music in distance
[Indistinct Chatter]
"The East"
By Godford plays
"Better Place"
By Godford plays
[Friends Talking]
- Yo.
- How's your dad?
- Oh, he's fine.
Awkward, honestly.
Yo, did you know that
John is back in the city?
- [Aidan] Yeah.
- Why didn't you tell me?
- [Aidan] You're not talking.
- Dude, you're my homie, man.
- Dude, I'm not taking sides.
- [Fea] Well, you should.
- His mom's sick again, OK.
She's in the hospital,
that's why I didn't tell you.
I'm sorry.
- Well, I just saw him.
- You sure?
- [Fea] Yeah,
I just saw him outside.
- [Mark] What did I miss?
- [Fiona] John's here.
- [Fea] I f*cking hope
that he's not dating someone.
Is he dating someone?
Is he?
Oh my God.
"Weightless (jamesjamesjames Remix)"
by Ben Bhmer & Panama plays
- [Mark] All the way
down the block.
He like totaled
like 16 f*cking cars.
- Whoa.
- Yeah.
Are you good?
- What?
- Are you good?
- Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Okay, I'm gonna go get
a beer, do you want one?
- No, I'm good.
Music plays
- Hey.
- Hey.
- You look good.
You look the same.
- Yeah?
- Mm-hmmm.
- You look different.
- Mm-hmmm.
Yeah.
I thought you hated dancing.
- My cousin wanted to come.
- That's cute.
I heard- um... I heard you
were in Philly for a while.
- Yeah, I was.
- I just... I just came over
to see how you're doing.
- Okay.
- So how are you?
- I'm fine.
- Good.
- How are you?
- I'm okay.
I'm good. I'm...
I'm better, you know?
Seriously.
I'm better, I'm not...
- Yeah, good for you.
- Is this too weird?
- It's pretty weird.
- You want me to
like leave or...?
- [Jenny] John!
- Yeah, kind of.
- John, I got the coke.
- [Laughs] - Hi.
- [John] This is
my cousin Jenny.
Jenny, this is Fernanda.
- Fea.
Hey.
- Fea, whoa.
What's up?
- [Jenny] It's my
birthday coke to share.
[Laughs]
- Whatever, let's do it.
- Okie.
- Come on, let's go.
- Come on.
- Oh.
I'm invited?
- [John] Yeah, you heard her.
Go.
- I'm invited?
- This morning
I was answering phones
at a waxing center in
Jersey, and now I'm here.
This is probably
like the coolest birthday
I've had so far.
- How old are you turning?
- [Jenny] 22.
- Today?
- Yep.
- Wow.
Happy birthday.
- Thanks.
So, I'm so curious.
Do you like have a d*ck now?
- Jenny!
- Excuse me?
- Jesus.
- Oh my God, it's OK.
John tells me everything.
- No, it's not OK.
And no, I don't.
And come on.
- [Jenny] What?
- You don't ask people that.
- It's fine.
- [Jenny] But I
would like to know.
- Do not ever ask that, but...
No. I don't have a d*ck.
- Why? Don't you wanna be
like a full man?
- [Fea] I don't need
a d*ck for that.
- [Jenny] Oh! That's cool.
- Yeah.
Yeah?
Thank you.
Sorry.
[Snorting Loudly]
- [Jenny Snorting Loudly]
You guys,
stop making fun of me.
- [John] Okay, let's go.
- [Fea] Excuse me.
- [John] Whoa, whoa, whoa.
- [Fea] Back it up.
- [John] Whoa.
- [Fea] Who dis?
Yo...
[Laughing]
- So what do people
call you now?
- Fea.
Same.
- Isn't "Fea" too feminine?
- Uh, it's actually
one of the few
gender neutral names in Chile.
- Ah.
How's your mom?
- She's not too good.
She's back in the hospital.
Sort of the reason why I'm back.
- f*ck dude, I'm sorry.
She'll be okay.
- Yeah, she will be...
until she's not.
But she has to be.
Ooh.
What about yours?
- I wouldn't know.
I am picking up my dad
from the airport
tomorrow night, though.
- Fun.
Good luck with that.
[Fea Laughs]
[Crickets Chirping]
- I'm--
I'm sorry for the way
things ended.
- Okay.
- I just mean that I feel like,
I was watching myself do things
and I wasn't really there.
You know, like,
we were both watching ourselves
become terrible people together.
- What about your lesbian phase?
- What? [Laughs]
I'm sorry,
I don't know why... I...
I shouldn't be laugh--
It's not funny.
- I don't wanna talk about this.
- Come on.
Why are you so serious?
We're drunk, man.
- Because this is serious stuff.
- Only if you make it.
- It is serious. To me.
- Okay.
I'm sorry, I was... I was
just trying to apologize.
- Could've just said that.
- OK.
[Rain Drops]
- You just feel a drop?
- Yeah.
- Oh sh--
- Oh shit, go, oh my God.
Come on, go, go, go.
- Oh my God.
[Both Panting]
- Why is this open?
Oh my God.
What the f*ck was that?
Shit.
Oh my God.
Oh my God.
- You're shivering.
- Am I?
- Hold on.
- Here.
- You don't want it?
- No, I'm fine.
Come on.
- Thank you.
- Yeah.
- Do you mind?
- I've seen you naked before.
- Yeah, but...
not-
- I can turn around if you want.
- Yeah, could you?
- Really?
- Yes, please.
[Sniffs]
Oh my God.
- Sorry.
I wasn't looking.
- What the f*ck?
- It's OK.
- No, it's not!
- It's fine, I'm fine with it.
- Yeah, well, I'm not.
- Hey.
Fea?
- What?
- It's just me.
- Is it?
- Yeah.
- What?
- Can I see?
- What?
- I've just never
seen anything...
I don't know, like... that.
- Yeah. OK.
- Whoa.
- Did it hurt?
- Yeah.
I was chopped up and had like,
tubes coming outta my sides
and couldn't really move my
arms for a couple months, so...
- Sounds really painful.
- [Fea] Yeah it was.
The scars were like
really hard in the beginning.
I couldn't really feel anything.
Do you wanna feel?
- For real?
- I mean...
we're already here, right?
- Yeah.
Can you feel that?
- Yeah.
I can feel it now.
- Oh. f*ck.
f*ck.
f*ck.
- You like that?
- Yeah.
- f*ck. Oh.
[Birds Chirping, Dogs Barking]
[Alarm Blaring]
- Shit.
[Yawns]
- Hey.
You heading out?
- Yeah, I gotta go.
- Me too.
What time is it?
- Um...
It's eight.
- Oh. f*ck.
Did I snore too much?
- Not more than usual.
- Umm...
I should-I should probably
take some Plan B,
just to be safe, right?
- You can get pregnant?
- Yeah.
I just started T.
- Let me know how much it is?
- You're not coming with me?
- I gotta go pick up my mom
and I gotta help out Aidan.
- Can we talk?
- Yeah, I'll text you.
Good luck with your dad, OK.
- OK.
- Bye.
- Bye.
OK.
Good luck with your mom.
- [John] Thanks.
[Door Slams]
- [Fea] It wasn't that bad.
- Look, exes are exes,
for a reason.
- What about Ken?
- He's not my boyfriend.
- OK, babe,
I'm worried about you.
Can we try and, you know,
take things
a little easy this time?
Like, don't get caught up
in these momentary feelings.
- OK. Yeah... yeah.
- Promise?
- I promise.
- OK.
- Hey Owen.
- Yo, you working today?
- No, I'm just
picking up a check.
- OK.
Are you all right?
- Yeah, I'm good.
[Coughing]
[Knock At Door]
- [Jane] Fea?
Fea?
- What?
What?
- [Jane] There's a girl
asking for you.
- What?
- [Jane] Yeah, she-she
says she's your sister.
She's waiting out front.
- OK.
[People Chatting,
Silverware Clinking]
- Hi.
- Hey.
- Did Lori send you?
- You can call her mom,
you know?
- OK.
Did she tell you to come?
- No.
- Did she kick you out?
- No.
- Did she hit you?
- No.
- Did she?
- No!
- OK.
Can you just say
something other than "no"?
- It's nice to see you too.
- I'm sorry, I...
I just don't know what
she's told you about me.
- She said
you were a degenerate
and you left
because you hate us.
- She forced me
out of your life.
- Why?
- It's complicated.
- Is it?
You think I'm too stupid
to understand?
- I'm not saying that.
Do you know what being trans is?
- Of course I do.
One of my friends is trans.
- That's cool.
Well,
I'm trans.
- OK, great.
- I'm still me.
- So, who cares?
Why do people say
stupid shit like that?
It doesn't mean anything.
- I'm just trying
to explain to you like...
Are you OK?
- I need to go to the bathroom.
- Right now?
- Yeah, right now.
- OK...
Zoe.
Zoe?
Will you please open the door?
Are you crying?
- Zoe, come on,
do you need help?
Look, I'm sorry okay,
I know it's a lot.
- It's all over my pants.
- What is?
- Are you serious?
- Are you talking
about your period?
- Yes.
- Do you need
like a pad or something?
[Door Closes]
Yes, yes.
[Door Opens]
Hey.
- [Zoe] Hi.
- I got you this.
- Ew, that shit is so thick.
- I'm sorry.
I can get you another one
at the pharmacy.
- OK.
- Wait.
Is this your first period?
- Obviously it is.
[Phone Buzzes]
- It's all over
my f*cking pants.
- What?
- Bro, come on.
Stop.
- OK. Alright. Come here.
I'm gonna put this
around your waist.
And we'll just hide
all the stains.
- Thanks.
- Yeah.
It's my favorite shirt,
just so you know.
You're welcome.
All right, I'll meet
you outside, OK?
I'm gonna just pee.
[Phone Ringing]
- [Sophia] Hey, it's
Sophia, leave a message.
- Oh my God, Sophia,
you just texted me.
Will you please call me back?
I need the car to pick up
my dad from Newark, OK?
I just... I'm not gonna be
able to find another car.
Um, I need to go to the bank.
- Why?
- What do you mean, why?
I need money.
- Can we go to
the pharmacy next?
- Yes, yeah.
Doesn't the school call
when you skip?
- They don't care.
- That's insane.
[Phone Ringing]
- [Ken] This is Ken,
leave a message.
[beeps]
- Hi, Ken, it's me, Fea.
I'm sorry to bother you
on your trip.
Can you please
just gimme a call back?
I need a favor.
Thank you, bye.
One second.
Hi.
- Hi.
How can I help you?
- Yes, can I please
cash this check?
- Well, the name is wrong.
- Oh.
- You have to get a new check.
- Yeah, no, I know. Um.
Normally I just use
the machine to deposit it.
But for some reason today
the machine was not working.
I'm a transgender person.
I'm a trans guy.
My boss just forgets to put
my legal name on my check.
It's so similar, can you
please just help me out?
- Like I said, ma'am, you
have to get a new check.
- "Ma'am"?
- There's nothing I can do.
- Do I look like
a "ma'am" to you?
I just explained that I'm trans.
- [Bank Clerk] Please
can you step to the side?
I have to help the other guests.
You shouldn't have run
away from school like that,
something could have
happened to you.
- I can take care of myself.
- Yeah, then
why'd you come to me?
- I didn't know where to go.
- What if you got
kidnapped right now,
would you know what to do?
- I'm 14,
that's not gonna happen.
- Yeah, how do you know?
f*cked up shit
happens all the time.
You are a young and pretty girl.
- [Zoe] You used to do it.
- Yeah, we are very
different people, OK?
Get off the street.
[Phone Ringing]
- [Sophia ] Hey, it's
Sophia, leave a message.
- Sophia, will you please
call me back?
You can't just text me
and leave me high and dry
like this OK.
You're being an assh*le.
All right, we're gonna-
Zoe!
Dude, where are you going?
- f*ck this,
I don't need to be here.
- Oh my God. We are going
to mom's right now,
come on.
- Oh my God, no.
- She is gonna say I kidnapped
you and get me arrested.
- She wouldn't f*cking do that.
- Yes, she would. She treats
me differently than you!
- Well, you're acting like her!
- I'm overwhelmed right now.
- Yeah, obviously.
Can I just, like, hang out
with you for the day?
- No, I have so much shit to do.
- Great, now I won't see you
for another year.
- What time do you usually
get home from school?
- 4:30 pm.
- OK, I'm gonna drop
you off at four, OK?
- Really?
- Yes.
Now, just please stay
with me, listen to me.
Come on.
Gimme your hand.
- No.
[Phone Ringing]
- [Ken] Hey.
- Oh my God, Ken, thank
you so much for picking up.
- [Ken] Is everything OK?
I just got your
voice message.
- Sophia canceled on me.
- [Ken] Ah shit.
That sucks.
Do you need to
borrow my car?
- Would that be OK?
- [Ken] Yeah,
that's why I gave you the
keys to the apartment.
- Right, yeah.
Thank you, that's,
it's very nice of you.
- [Ken] Of course, baby.
Maybe you can
make it up to me later...
I've been reading
about some things
we could try out.
- Right, yeah...
How's... How's your trip?
- [Ken] It's OK. Actually,
I have to get back.
- Oh, OK, yeah.
Well, I hope you have
a great rest of your day.
- [Ken] Thanks, you too.
- OK, bye.
- [Ken] Bye.
- This OK?
- Yeah. I like
the color of these.
You want some gum, too?
- Yeah.
- All right.
You're bleeding me dry.
- [Pharmacist] Hi, how are you?
- I'm good, how are you?
- [Pharmacist] Great, thank you.
[Register Beeps]
Will there be
anything else, sir?
- Uh, yeah, um...
Could I have the morning
after pill, please?
- What?
- Uh, the Plan B... Plan B pill.
- [Pharmacist] Oh sure.
But you should be more
careful, young man.
- Thank you, yeah.
It's actually not for me.
I'm gay, so I'm just being
a good friend.
- Is this one new?
- Yeah, you like it?
- Yeah.
- So did you get top surgery?
- Yeah, I did.
- That's cool.
- It is.
- Do you still get your period?
- Right now, I do.
But the longer I'm on T,
the less I'll get it.
- You're lucky.
- I am.
- Are you serious?
- Dude, chill, nobody cares.
- Oh my God. Who's this?
Hi buddy.
- This is Jack.
- [Zoe] You're so cute.
Do you want a belly rub?
Hi.
- You want a strawberry?
- I'm good, thanks.
Hi.
Whose house is this?
- A friend's. Ken.
Hi Jack.
Hey Jack.
Oh my God.
Okay, I'm gonna nap.
- Right now?
- Yeah, yeah, just for a bit.
[Sighs Deeply]
[Alarm Blaring]
[TV In Background]
- OK.
We gotta get up.
I'm gonna brush my teeth.
We gotta go.
- [Fea] Come on.
[Glass Breaking]
Oh my God.
What happened?
- [Zoe] I'm sorry, I dunno.
- Shit. Where's the fish?
- I don't know.
- Shit. Oh my God.
- I'm sorry.
f*ck.
- [Zoe] Bye, buddy. See you-
- Wait, wait, don't- My stuff!
Ah, f*ck.
- I'm sorry,
I thought we were leaving.
- I'm sorry.
- It's not your fault.
[Dog Barking]
- I have your jacket.
[Dog Barking]
- Thank you.
[Dog Barking]
Do you have a credit card?
- No.
Great.
- It's OK.
Is he gonna be OK?
- Yeah, he's gonna be fine.
Somebody's coming to
pick him up later.
- Can we wait for them?
- No.
[Dog Barking]
All right.
- [Zoe] Are you OK?
- No, not really.
I have to pick up my dad
from the airport.
And I don't have
a f*cking car, so...
[Garbage Falling Down Stairs]
You've got to be
f*cking kidding me.
Hi sorry, can you swipe us in?
- Sorry, I'm all out.
- See? I told you.
- Someone will swipe us in.
- We should just jump
the turnstile.
- No!
- Come on.
- We're gonna get a ticket.
Hi, excuse me,
do you mind swiping us?
All right.
- Excuse me, would you?
Excuse me, ma'am, could
you please spare a swipe?
- You're such a pretty girl,
you shouldn't be
begging for money.
- What the f*ck
did she just say?
All right, f*ck this
dude, we're doing my plan.
- No, you're gonna get a ticket.
- Yes.
- Just go under and I'll jump.
- No way.
- Come on.
- Someone's....
- Please just listen to me.
Ah! f*ck!
- Oh my God, what the f*ck?
- It's fine.
Just go.
- Are you OK?
- Just go, just go.
Oh my God.
f*ck.
- Are you OK?
- What the f*ck just happened?
- I dunno, that's a
lot of f*cking blood.
- Yeah.
I can't even feel it.
[Music Playing]
[Knocking]
Aidan, let us in!
- Yo, what-
the f*ck happened?
I don't mean to judge...
but what is your sister
doing here?
- She ran away from school.
- [Aidan] She's big.
- I know, she's f*cking tall.
- [Aidan] OK.
You look tough.
- I'm a mess.
f*ck, man.
I left everything
inside that apartment.
My keys, money, everything.
- I can give you cash,
pick him up on the train,
no big deal.
- That's so f*cking lame.
It's like two hours away.
- Dude, so what?
What's he, a big shot?
He can wait.
- I just,
I don't want him to think
I'm a f*ck up.
- [Aidan] You're not.
Dude, you're getting worked up
over someone who lives
halfway across the world.
If he doesn't like you,
f*ck him.
Seriously.
Look at me.
Be proud.
And sit up straight.
Seriously.
- OK, f*ck.
Hey, chicken head.
- How are you feeling?
- Oh, I mean, I look
pretty tough, right?
- That's not funny.
- Hey, don't say that.
Funny's all we got sometimes.
Are you hungry, I'm starving?
- Yeah, I'm hungry.
- Wanna get some pizza?
I know this place
that has k*ller slices
the size of your head.
And your head's huge.
- Yours is bigger.
- Yeah, sure,
keep lying to yourself.
- Yo, yo, can you gimme a hand?
- Yeah.
- John's outside with
the rest of the boxes.
- What?
- [Aidan] John's
outside with some boxes.
- Will you hide this please?
And stay inside.
- Why?
- Please?
Hey.
- Hey.
Holy shit!
What happened to you?
- Nothing, it doesn't matter.
- Did someone hit you?
- No.
- You OK?
- Yes, I'm fine.
I just, I fell,
I don't wanna talk about it.
It's stupid, I'm stupid.
- You fell?
- I actually did.
- Did you take it?
- Yes. Of course.
Oh my God, is that all
you f*cking care about?
You're in the clear, OK.
Jesus Christ.
- How much was it?
- [Fea] 60 bucks.
- OK.
- Is this your car?
- Yeah, until I sell it.
- I need to borrow it.
- [John] I need it for
work tomorrow morning.
- My dad is landing
in Newark tonight, OK,
my ride fell through, I need it.
I'll return it, OK,
I'll return it tonight,
I'll fill up your
gas t*nk, please.
- OK.
- Really?
- [John] Yeah, really.
- Thank you so much.
- OK, but I'm leaving
in five minutes.
- OK. OK, yeah.
- [John] OK.
- Let me just grab my sister.
- What?
"Asphalt" by
Half Lotus plays
- You remember me, Zoe?
- Of course I do, you're
my sister's boyfriend.
- Was.
- Shouldn't you be in school?
- School's already over.
- How old are you now?
- Fourteen.
- Fourteen.
Already a teenager?
- I guess so.
- Man.
- How old are you?
- I'm 26. Yeah.
Nope, I lied.
I'm 27.
God, it's hard
to keep track sometimes.
You know what I mean?
- Not really.
- Man, 14.
Girls rule, boys drool,
am I right?
- Girls are pretty stupid too.
You want to hear a joke?
- [Zoe] Sure.
- OK.
So, a grasshopper gets off work
and I mean, he's exhausted,
he just wants to
take a load off.
He walks into a bar, sits down,
he asks the bartender
for a beer.
And the bartender, I mean,
he can't help himself.
He's like, "Oh my God, we
have a drink named after you."
And the grasshopper goes,
"You have a drink named Steve?"
- She does not know
what a grasshopper is.
[Laughter]
- Yeah. But she still laughed.
- I just pictured
the grasshopper
talking with your voice.
What are you saying,
my voice is funny?
- That's not what I said.
- See?
It's funny.
Joke's always funny.
It's a '92,
so the brakes aren't great
and it's almost outta gas.
- I'll fill it up.
- Bye Zoe, good to see you.
- Bye, John.
- Try to get here
before midnight.
- Thanks.
[car engine starts]
I ran into him last night.
Literally.
- Where?
- At this club.
We were celebrating my
friend's, like, book thing
and he was just there.
I haven't seen him
in a year and a half.
And then I run into him.
I feel like,
I don't know.
- Are you happy you did?
- Yeah.
Yeah, I think so, yeah.
I think so.
[song playing]
I'm gonna need that jacket back.
- [Zoe] Only if
I get to keep your shirt.
- It's all yours.
- It smells like weed.
- [Fea] "Thank you,"
is what you're supposed to say.
- Mom smells like that
all the time.
- [Fea] Yeah,
maybe you should wash it.
[Birds Chirping]
Do you ever ask her to stop
when you're around?
- Last time I did,
she grounded me
and I couldn't even go
to school the next day.
She was like, "You can't
tell me how to live my life."
She didn't stop
yelling for like hours.
I hate it
when she gets like that.
- She's still doing
shit like that, huh?
- Yeah.
Maybe I could live with you?
- Maybe.
- Really?
- Yeah, maybe.
- I don't believe you.
What's up?
- I wanna tell you
something, can I?
- Yeah.
- Whatever happens,
whatever she does,
whatever she says to you,
just remember that she
can't control you, OK?
When she gets aggressive and
starts yelling like that,
she's not talking to you,
she's talking to all
the hatred and sadness
that's inside of her.
People like that are broken
and you can't do
anything about them, OK?
so just ignore her.
Does she hit you?
- No.
I swear she doesn't.
- I just, I think it's
important that you know,
you know, people can change
and maybe she's better now, but,
I don't know, I just want you to
know the whole picture, OK?
I want you to know that
I didn't just disappear
for no reason.
- I'm sorry.
- [Fea] Don't be.
It doesn't matter anymore.
Just let me know
if something happens, OK?
Promise?
- [Zoe] Yeah.
- OK.
- You have to promise
me something then.
- What?
- Don't disappear again.
- I won't, OK.
I love you.
You don't love me back,
you punk?
- [Zoe] I don't know.
- [Fea] But there's a chance?
- Maybe.
- I can work with that.
"Lightyears (I Don't Do That
Anymore)" by Half Lotus plays
- Nice.
You can't tell mom
about any of this.
- Obviously.
- Well, call me anytime.
- Will do.
- I'll wait in here
while you go inside.
- Thanks.
Bye.
- Bye.
- Hey Zoe.
[car engine starts]
"Lightyears (I Don't Do That
Anymore)" by Half Lotus plays
[Door Locks]
[Airport Announcements]
- [Pablo] Fernanda. Fernanda!
- Hey, I'm sorry I'm late,
I've had a crazy day, OK.
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- Yeah, I know, I'm sorry.
I-I had a car, I need-
I'm here now, OK?
- What happened to your face?
- Oh, I... I fell. Um...
Here, come on, come on.
- OK.
Hey, hey, wait, wait,
wait a minute.
- What, can we walk and talk?
- I haven't seen you
in two years.
- Yeah, I know.
[Elevator Dings]
[Wind Blowing]
[Trunk Slams]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- You want some American
food or something?
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- OK.
How was your flight?
- [Pablo] OK.
- [Fea] Did you have to
change anywhere or...?
- Yeah, Miami.
- That's a long trip.
- [Pablo] Yeah.
[speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea] You should take
a bath when we get home.
- I'm too tired.
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- OK.
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea] That's really
nice of her.
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
It's a lot of money for her.
- Have you told her about me?
- I really don't think
it's the right time.
Maybe someday.
- If you're waiting to see
if this is a phase, it's not.
This is it.
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- How can I,
if I'm a f*cking secret?
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea] Liking men-
- It's confusing. I'm confused!
- Liking men does not
make me a woman, OK?
- [Pablo] But you were
such a beautiful girl.
- Oh my God.
Can we not please, can we not?
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- Why the f*ck do you care?
It's my fault.
- [Fea] Oh my God.
- Yeah.
- [Fea] Oh my God.
- I should have been
around more.
- It wouldn't have made
a f*cking difference, OK?
- Being a man is hard work.
Yes. Men have responsibilities
women doesn't.
- Yep, thank you.
It's really f*cking stupid.
- [Pablo] I'm so worried.
[speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea] Oh my God, please stop!
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- Stop it, okay,
we've been through this!
Jesus f*cking Christ!
You don't think, I wish
I wasn't trans sometimes?
Do you think this is easy?
I am so tired of people
telling me
that it's a f*cking choice
I'm making,
like it's something
I do for fun.
Like I woke up one day
and I was like,
"Oh, you know what
would be really fun?
Being trans!"
I am so,
I am so sick of people
telling me how f*cked up I am.
Okay, just f*ck off!
- I'm not saying that, Fernanda.
- Oh, it is Fea!
Fea!
Can you do that?
- Yeah.
- You know what? If you
don't wanna understand me,
that's fine, don't.
Do whatever the f*ck you want.
But do not tell me
not to be myself, OK.
I get enough of that shit
from the rest of the world,
I don't need it from you.
- Hey, hey.
- What?
- Let me pay for the gas, OK?
- Yeah.
[Cars Passing In The Distance]
- I'm just gonna get some water.
Do you want anything else?
- I'm fine with this.
- Do you want me
to stay in a hotel?
- Don't be ridiculous.
- I came to see you.
- No, you came to
renew your Green Card.
- No, that's an excuse!
- You know, you don't
have to be in my life.
'Cause I really can't
have both you and mom
thinking I'm crazy.
- No, I'm not like her!
- Then don't act like her.
- I'm sorry.
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
OK.
[Buzzer Rings]
- [Fiona] Hello, who is it?
- Hey, it's me,
can you let me in?
- [Fiona] Who are you? Fea?
- I lost my-
- Where are your keys at?
- I lost my keys.
- [Fiona] OK, OK.
I'm buzzing you up.
[Door Buzzes]
- [Pablo] I'll take it
from here.
- No, no.
I got it, I got it.
You're old, I'm young.
- I'm old?
I'm not so old.
[Pablo Breathing Heavily]
[Knocking]
- [Fiona] Coming, I'm
coming, I'm coming.
What happened to your eye?
- [Fea] It's a long story.
- Oh.
- [Pablo] Hi.
Goodnight.
How are you?
[Kisses]
- [Fiona] Oh, two of them!
I'm good.
- This is my dad, Pablo.
This is my roommate, Fiona.
- Oh Yeah.
- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you, Fiona.
And thank you for, for-
how you say?
[Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- Letting me stay here.
- For letting me stay here.
My English is awful.
- [Fiona] Oh no, of course,
of course.
You're most welcome.
- Can we come in?
- Oh yeah, oh yeah.
Absolutely.
- Twins.
You look like twins.
- That's what
you gonna look like.
- [Fea] Over here.
Oh my God.
[Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo] Oh, that's OK.
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
I can sleep on the couch.
- [speaking in Spanish]
Fiona...
Yeah.
Sorry, I was-
- [Pablo] What is it with...?
- [Fea] Running out
this morning, so.
- OK, it's OK.
All right.
- Shit, it's wrong.
I, um, I actually have to go.
I have to get ready, but...
- Now?
- Yeah, I can, um, help you.
Let me just...
- Why?
- [Fea] Get my shit.
I, um...
- Why are you leaving?
- I borrowed the car from my
friend and he needs it back,
so I have to return the car.
- OK.
- Yeah, but I can help
you finish the bed.
- No, no, no, no, no, no.
I got it.
I'll do it.
- You sure?
- Yeah, I'm sure.
Go, go.
- OK, yeah.
Let me just grab this and, um...
[speaking in Spanish]
When's your appointment?
- Monday.
- OK.
Well, we'll have breakfast
tomorrow together.
- That will be nice.
- OK.
All right.
- OK.
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
Drive safe!
- [Fea] Yeah.
[Water Running]
[Keys Jingle]
[Locking Car Door]
[Knocking]
- Hey.
- Hey.
Did I wake you?
- No, I was up.
- Cool.
Is your mom...?
- Yeah, she's sleeping.
You didn't have to.
Was everything OK?
- Yeah, it was great.
I parked on the corner.
- OK.
Do you wanna come in for
a glass before you head out?
- Would that be OK?
- Yeah, I just invited you.
[Door Latches]
[Wine Bottle Being Opened]
- You sure it's OK?
- Yeah, she's sleeping.
- Thanks for inviting me in.
- No problem.
Come on.
Just be quiet.
- OK.
"Melatonin Dreams (Valerian
Mix)" By Adventure Set plays
- It's weird being back.
- I bet.
- Are you gonna sit down?
What?
- Do I look different to you?
- No.
I mean, yeah,
you look different.
Still you.
Just, like, another you.
- How?
- You look more comfortable.
Like the way you move.
You're not as tense.
- People say I look happier.
"Conocerte Otra Vez"
By B. Brown plays
- You have this song?
- Yeah.
- What?
I'm not allowed
to have this song?
- No.
No, I'm glad you have it.
It's a great song.
"Conocerte Otra Vez"
By B. Brown plays
- That was a really nice
New Year's.
- Yeah, it was.
- Canadians do not f*ck around.
Do you remember that guy?
- Shawn?
- Shawn!
- Shawn.
Shawn...
Wow.
I can't believe
we go all the way there
and they're just
watching the ball drop.
It's the same f*cking thing.
- So disappointing.
- At least we got to
drink for free.
- You never told me
what she's saying.
- Uh.
It's about a breakup.
- OK.
- She's...
...saying that
she misses her ex.
And...
She wishes she could
touch her...
...again and,
...do it again.
- You're f*cking with me.
- No, I'm not.
I swear.
[Kissing]
- Stop.
- Whoa.
- [Computer Slams, Music Stops]
Sorry.
- I can't.
- Why not?
- You already
f*cked me up enough.
- [Fea] It's a two
-way street, you know?
- Yeah, I know.
But I didn't come back
here for you.
- So...
So then...
why did we f*ck last night?
- I don't know.
I haven't seen you in a while.
I was f*cked up.
And confused.
- You didn't like it?
- [John] Yeah.
Yeah, I did.
- So did I.
- Don't...
It was f*cking
complicated before.
And you've made it
more complicated.
- [Fea] What does
that even mean?
Do you think I wasn't trans
when we were together?
- [John] I'm just saying
it's a lot.
And you're always a lot.
- OK, all right.
I can finally be myself
with you, now.
That's gonna help a lot.
- This isn't gonna work.
- You're just afraid
of loving a trans guy.
- What?
- Yeah.
- [John] Listen to yourself.
You know what I think
this is about?
- [Fea] What?
- Yeah.
I think this is
another one of your whims.
Yeah, you wanna see if
you can f*ck me up as a man,
the same way you f*cked me up
as a woman.
- f*ck you, John.
You have no idea what you're
f*cking talking about.
- [John] What, you're telling me
all your feelings are real now?
That now we can actually
make it work?
Like you're not gonna run off
a week later
and change your mind,
I don't think so. I don't...
- Do you think that it was easy.
- [John] I don't believe it.
- Do you think it was easy
for me to
be a girlfriend for you?
- Right, 'cause that's
what our relationship was.
Me forcing you to do things.
- I am not saying that.
I am just saying
that it was hard for me.
Have you thought about that?
- [John] You're
so self-centered.
Do you even care
about how I feel?
What I'm going through
right now?
- Of course I do.
- [John] Then why am I
the bad guy all the time?
You hurt me.
- Okay, I'm sorry.
I am sorry.
- Bullshit.
What do you want, Fea?
- I--
- [John] What are
you doing here?
- I don't even know.
I'm... I'm just trying
to communicate to you
that everything informs
everything else, OK?
- Well, I'm so glad
you're so f*cking free
and can feel the deep
connections in the universe.
- All right, great, yeah cool.
- You know what? People don't
hate you 'cause you're trans,
they hate you 'cause
you're a f*cking assh*le.
- OK.
I didn't know that you hated me.
Thank you for the car,
by the way.
- Hey.
- f*ck.
God.
[Crying]
f*ck men.
[Train Approaching]
[Train Screeching]
[Rain Falling]
[Door Squeaking]
[Rain pattering]
[Loud Clatter]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea] Alright. Just
go back to sleep, OK?
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
I just, I needed
some dry clothes,
I'm sorry for waking you.
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- No.
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- No, Pap.
- [Pablo] Look,
he knows we're Latinos...
Huh? We're dangerous people.
We're dangerous people.
We're "animales."
[Laughs]
[speaking in Spanish]
[speaking in Spanish]
Go back to sleep okay?
- Hey.
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [Fea speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
No?
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- [speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
- [Pablo speaking in Spanish]
I love you so much.
- [speaking in Spanish]
- [speaking in Spanish]
[Rain Falling]
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