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[ Birds chirping ]

man:

the state of south dakota

has decided that they're

going to pass a statute

that literally echoes the

kind of statute that existed

prior to the decision

in roe versus wade.

It says that abortion is

prohibited in all circumstances

except where necessary

to protect the life

of the mother.

Governor mike rounds

was under incredible pressure

from, not just in

the state of south dakota,

but all over the world.

He had emails and letters

and pressure put on him.

But governor mike rounds

did what he knew in

his heart to be truth.

And he did the

right thing.

And he stepped

up to the plate

and his name will

go down in history

as a great governor.

And I believe that we need

to set our standards higher

in this nation

and not just settle

for a physical relationship,

but have it be something

that's a heart-to-heart.

And have it be

not just about lusbut have it be about love.

You have to draw

the conclusion

that there is a very,

very strong possibility

that within

the next three years,

between now and the time

that this piece of legislation

would find itself

on the benches

of the members of the

united states supreme court,

that there will be

an opportunity for

president bush

to appoinanother member

to the united states

supreme court.

And given his

selection process

and the fact thahe certainly supports

the pro-life side

of this issue,

I think we have

every reason to expecthat president bush

would appoint another

pro-life justice,

which at thatime would be

five pro-life versus

four pro-abortion.

I mean, what it...

What it really breaks

down to here, for me

is that abortion is

part of a huge issue

on both sides.

But the difference

between the pro-choice

and the pro-life

movements right now

is that the

pro-choice movemenis the only movementruly trying,

or attempting,

to decrease the

need for abortion.

It would be sense-making

to say that birth

control to...

Being accessible

and affordable to people

that want to prevenunwanted pregnancies

would be crucial.

But yet the

pro-life movemenis not only

targeting abortion,

but they're targeting

birth control,

they're equating

birth control to abortion,

especially

emergency contraception.

And then next,

they go after sex education.

So in the pro-life

movement's ideal,

people do not have sex

until marriage,

nor do they know anything

about pregnancy prevention,

use birth control,

or ever encounter

any sexual trans...

Sexually transmitted

diseases.

It's kind of amazing.

So...

I wish I could live there.



Someone that believes

in god

and has a relationship

with jesus chrisis going to heaven

and is going to live forever.

Someone that does not have

a relationship with jesus chrisis going to

burn in hell forever.

So either way,

you're going to live forever.

You can make that choice,

either heaven or hell.

It's up to you.



Burt:

hell is like a lake of fire.

Torment forever and ever

in the lake of fire.

Man:

what is a lake of fire?

Oh, i... I visualize ilike it must be like lava

coming out of a volcano,

except there are people in it,

and they're burning

and burning and burning

and they want to die,

but they can never die.

Heaven is the most beautiful

place you can imagine.

There's no sickness,

there's no tears,

there's no crime.

And best of all,

jesus is there.

[ Singing in latin ]

man:

I thank you for

all the young people

that have come outoday, father.

I thank you for their

zeal and for their

commitment, father god.

And I pray that you bless

them for that, lord.

And I pray mostly thathey take this home

with them, father god,

that this is noa once-a-year event, father,

that this is a daily evenfor them, god.

God, I pray thayou keep me humble

and I pray that you

help me to lead young

people, father god.

I thank you,

in jesus christ's name.

Amen.

Thank you, jesus.





Man:

this is my fourth

march for life.

But three months ago,

I got a call

from my younger brother.

He said, "jeff,

my girlfriend's pregnant.

I'm scared.

What should I do?"

He was helpless...

And he was scared.

And he loved his baby.

Our whole family

tried to help.

Um...

My parents offered

to adopt the baby;

my brother offered

to marry his girlfriend.

Christian families offered

to give her a place to live.

I was able to put her

in touch with pregnancy

help centers

to provide her with food,

clothing, a job,

daycare while

she went to school.

My parents offered

to pay for a babysitter

if she wanted

to keep the baby.

And at first,

it seemed like, you know,

she wanted

to have the baby,

and she seemed

a bit excited.

Um...

And then she talked

to two of her roommates

who had had

abortions before...

And things

got to be desperate.

Uh, maybe eight weeks

into the pregnancy,

my brother called and

he's like, "jeff, call her.

Just call her.

Just call her on the phone.

I'm scared. She

says she doesn'want to marry me,

she doesn'want the baby."

About this november...

Towards the end of november,

near thanksgiving...

My brother's girlfriend

set up an appointmenat a pittsburgh

abortion clinic.

Have you ever seen

the look on a father's face

when his child's

about to die

and he's completely

helpless to stop it?

Just think of

how many fathers

of those crosses out there

who don't know anybody,

who don't know

what's available for help,

how desperate

they must feel.



Man:

praying for ending

of abortion in america

and the entire world

is a prayer

that would be worth

your while.

Because some day

this thing is going

to be turned around.

It may not be

in our lifetimes, but...

But some day

when the messiah returns

and at the resurrection,

the... The dead bodies

will come out of

the graves and...

And everyone will

have to answer whathey've done where...

Wherever they are.

Various: [ chanting ]

not the church,

not the state,

women musdecide their fate!

Not the church,

not the state,

women must decide

their fate!

Not the church,

not the state,

women musdecide their fate!

Not the church,

not the state,

women must decide

their fate!

Man:

one minute after birth

is capital punishment,

m*rder one.

One minute before

is an abortion.

It is 100% legal.

A first trimester abortion

is a tiny puddle of flesh!

Pro-life number one!

God loves us.

What if you don'believe in god?

This shall happen in

the presence of his majesty.

Woe, woe, woe

to this evil generation.

How could we say

we believe in god

and butcher one and a half

million babes every year?

How could we?

Man:

a miracle of a new generation

that will catch the vision

and shoulder the burden.

Only you can see

beyond this crossroads.

Only you can see

the fruit of our labors

and our sacrifice.

But today,

on this 20th anniversary,

we stand determined,

we stand united!

Amen!

Crowd:

amen.

Man:

praise god.

[ Applause ]

god bless america

land that I love

stand beside her...

We have the passion

and the vision

and the courage of knowing

that we are right.

We are right,

they are wrong,

as we cling

to the word of god.

Where... Where police

are telling us

that we can't pray.

Where they're arresting us

for saving babies.

Where we have

forced abortion,

forced sterilization,

g*ng v*olence

in our cities.

You women who have

a maternal passion

beating in your breast,

don't keep iin your kitchen only,

take it down

to the school board,

take it down to the

city legislature

and run for office.

I'd rather have

a 100 deborahs

than one cowardly ahab

who cowers to jezebel!

Crowd:

[ cheering ]

our home...

Everyone now!

Sweehome

my home sweet home!

We have a two-fold plan:

number one is to save

as many children

as we can from death.

And number two, it's

to be a prophetic witness

to the clinton

administration

that we will not back down

on upholding the law of god.

If this nation...

If bill clinton

is going to rejecthe law of god,

then this nation

is going to die.

Woman:

what happened here?

What happened was

we had, uh,

operation rescue hold

their prayer vigil,

as they call it,

in front of our clinic,

and they attempted

to block it.

And, fortunately,

we were able to succeed.

And the police

helped us and we goall our patients in.

Crowd: [ chanting ]

two, four, six, eight,

randall terry lost today!

Two, four, six, eight,

randall terry lost today!

Two, four, six, eight,

randall terry lost today!

Two, four, six, eight...

A couple months ago,

we went to an

abortion mill

in north carolina,

took 128 dead babies,

arms, legs, heads,

everything, ouof dumpsters.

We even got a write-up

in the paper about it.

"The charlotte observer"

actually printed it.

We've been taking ito abortion mills,

giving it to people

that are going in

for abortions

and they've been leaving,

going to planned

parenthood clinics,

just because they don'want their baby to wind

up in that dumpster.

Ladies, these men...

You're playing righinto their hands

because they are

exploiting you sexually.

They're having sex

with you when they want,

when you want,

they're using you sexually

and then they're paying

to have your baby k*lled.

Is that loving women?

...you're r*cist.

I'm not a r*cist.

Jesus loves you even

though you're a pig!

Do you know the

procedure used to be

to crush the heads?

Now they're worth $300,

so they sell the heads?

Crowd:

na-na-na-na,

na-na-na-na

hey, hey, hey, goodbye!

This is called denial.

They don't wanto hear the truth.

This is called denial.

You can't even have

a legitimate conversation.

Every society thahas promoted the k*lling

of innocent blood,

the shedding

of innocent blood,

not to mention

h*m*, would

have been wiped out.

If you're pro-choice

and you know it, fix your wigs

if you're pro-choice

and you know it

and you really wanto show it

if you're pro-choice

and you know it, fix your wigs

would you want these

kind of people

to baby-sit your children?

I mean, think about it.

Glory, glory,

we are pro-gay

glory, glory,

we are pro-sex

church ladies

marching on

they might not be

a good influence on my kids.

I could be wrong.

It could be thamy h*m* and bigotry

has made me blind,

but I think...

Again, I could be wrong...

I think thathis is perversion.

Whoo!

Man:

randall, jesus

loves even you!

Don't worry.

It's all right.

We spoke to him

this morning.

Crowd: [ chanting ]

randall terry go away...

Listen, jeffrey dahmer

believed in freedom

of choice!

Man:

sexist bigotry!

Jeffrey dahmer believed

in freedom of choice!

Sexist bigotry!

And he was a h*m*!

Sexist bigotry!

And he practiced

necrophilia!

Sexist bigotry!

Do you think

jeffrey dahmer

was a good man?

Sexist bigotry.

That's you, randall.

See, you can't even

carry on a conversation

with these people.

You can't even

carry on a conversation

with these people.

For anyone who studied

biology or physiology,

who can go into the womb

and look at the

gestational facts

of when life occurs...

Just like you said, tony,

when you look

at the pro-life

and you look aan abortion procedure,

in all its glory

and for what it is,

there are no arguments

that can justify that.

[ Chimes jingling ]

woman:

it was a hard

decision to make.

I'm still in school.

I can't...

I... Can't have

any children right now.

Woman:

the age that I am and...

The things I still

need to do

before I can actually

raise a child,

like finish college

and have a good job

and a marriage...

Woman:

my fiance, at the time,

lived out of town

and came home for a weekend

and I wasn't expecting him.

And we used a

condom, but...

Wasn't as fool-proof

as we thought it would be.

Woman:

I mean, our relationship

wasn't that,

you know, strong.

There wasn'that much of...

You know, trusor support there anyway.

And then, like,

to bring something

like this into...

Into our

relationship, it...

It wouldn't have worked.

It... It won't.

Woman:

uh, he doesn't care.

So I didn'discuss it with him.

He doesn't care

if I have the child

or if I abort the child.

Man:

everything's going

very well.

Okay. Very good.

We've got them

in good position.

And this is an

antiseptic solution.

And we're all done.

Okay. This will feel

much better now,

get the speculum out.

Yeah, this oughto help a lot,

we'll get that out.

Is that any better?

All right.

Just stay right there.

Just let me just...

Doctor... Wipe

for a minute.

Okay.

We are done.

All right.

Good show.

We'll find out thaher total blood loss

was really quite minimal.

It's just a matter of us

basically piecing the...

The fetal tissue

back together

to make sure that we

have all of the fragments.

Oh, the media

attention is...

Is always directed

for the fetus and the...

The gory parts,

if you will, of...

Of providing the...

The procedure.

When the... When

the really important thing

is that we've been able

to help this young lady

get on with her life,

she's planning

to go on to school

and she doesn't have

to take over

the responsibilities

of parenting.

And here, in jusa very few minutes,

we're able to

facilitate her decision

to not be a parenat this time.

Most of our patients

are in the first trimester

and only 1% would be

at this stage

in the pregnancy.

How are you doing?

Are you feeling okay?

You really

did fine.

We couldn't have asked

for you to...

To be a

better patient.

You... Everything

was there

and you were

20 menstrual weeks,

just like we had

expected from

the ultrasound.

But the procedure

really went fine

and I'm sure

you will be okay.

When I hear arguments

by intelligent, zealous,

well-meaning people,

both in favor of

a woman's right to choose

and against a woman's

right to choose,

I always think of

the old story of the rabbi

who was conducting courin eastern europe.

And he heard

the husband's version

of why the marriage

was terrible

and said to the husband,

"you know, my son,

you're right."

Then he heard the

wife's version and

he says to the wife,

"you know, my daughter,

you're right."

And then the rabbinical

student says,

"but, rabbi,

they both can't be right."

And the rabbi said,

"you know, my son,

you're right."

Everybody is righwhen it comes to

the issue of abortion.

One of the mosfascinating people

in the entire

abortion debate

is my friend and

colleague nat hentoff,

who is a writer

and a civil libertarian.

Generally supports

the right of women,

always supports

the right to choose,

for example, the

right to choose

to read or write

pornography.

He's an atheist.

He doesn't believe in god,

doesn't believe

in the soul of a fetus,

and yet he does nosupport a woman's righto choose abortion.

Once the sperm

and the egg meeand they find a sort of

nesting place in the uterus,

you now have a

developing human being.

It's not a kangaroo,

it's not a giraffe.

It's a human being.

And that developmenin the womb

until the person

comes ouis a continuing process.

Therefore, if you

k*ll it at any stage,

first three weeks,

first three months,

you're k*lling a

developing human being.

It's not, as they used

to say on the other side,

"just a cluster

of cells".

They like to pretend

that this is not human life.

And it's interesting...

Uh, alan dershowitz

mentioned to me

some years ago,

his wife was pregnanand he saw the fetus

in a sonogram.

And you could see the hands

moving and the feet moving.

And for a moment,

he began to wonder

if his pro-choice position

was really the one to hold,

but he kept to it.

I'll never forgethe time

when I saw the

first pictures

of my little daughter

and was told by the...

The doctor that,

you know,

she was kind of

reaching for the

needle as the, uh...

The injection had...

Had come in

because she was being given

an amniocentesis.

For me, that was

a live human being.

I regarded my child

as live and a person,

certainly from

the third month or so.

But that's because

we had made a firm decision

that this child was

going to be broughinto the world.

I don't know how

I would feel about a

three-month-old fetus

who the mother said

is going to be terminated.

Would I think of ias a human being

at that point?

Uh, this... These

are... These are the

hardest questions.

These are questions

that are impossible

of solution in

the abstract.

There are conflicting

values.

And taken in isolation,

each of the values

is quite legitimate.

So the value of

preserving human life,

or for that matter

the life of any organism,

uh, that... Thais a value thawe should accept.

You shouldn't just go

arbitrarily k*ll some animal

because it's fun to k*ll it.

I... That's

a reasonable value.

On the other hand,

most people will agree

to swat a mosquito.

Okay, well, that...

The idea that life is...

Should be valued

has come into conflicwith another value...

And we know

what that one is.

And that's commonly

the case.

The values that we hold

are not absolute,

they are always

contingent.

They conflict.

And life is made up

of decisions and

complicated situations

in cases of

conflicting values.

If you listen to jusone in isolation,

yeah, it may sound

legitimate and...

And maybe is.

But you have to ask

what it means under

particular conditions.

So choice is legitimate,

preserving life

is legitimate,

and sometimes

they run into conflict.

What's really going on

when people argue

about abortion

are very differenworld views,

very different conceptions

of the role of women,

of how importanmotherhood is,

of whether women should be

out in the world of work,

of the importance

of sexuality,

of the separation

between sexual behavior

and procreation,

and that this is

what really divides

both women and men on

the issue of abortion.

And that's not something

that's going to be resolved

by any kind of

philosophical argument.

And I think that women

that allow themselves

to be used by men

and then have to go

to an abortion clinic

to take care of

a few minutes' pleasure

is absolutely insane.

I think we need

to get back to the bible

and we need to bring

our children to god.

And that's why

there's so much m*rder

and... Free sex

in this country.

And we need to stop it.

I believe thathe woman's choice

is not to have sex with...

With a person

that's not her husband

and to have sex

out of wedlock

or to mess around

with people

before they get married.

I just think it's wrong

and I just think that we should

go back to the bible

and teach our children

righteousness.

If you study history,

you go back and find outhat this nation was founded

upon moral issues

and religion.

And when you have a life

formed inside a human being,

and it is life,

and you take that life,

then you had to premeditate

the taking of that life.

So, as far as I'm concerned,

my feelings on abortion

is that it is

first degree m*rder.

You know, I just pray

that we will come to

our senses as a nation,

that we will go back

and listen

and study the history

of our founding fathers

and see what this country

was really based upon

and what it was

founded upon.

But here in america,

the land of the free

and supposedly the land

that believes in god,

we have a holocausof our own,

and blood

is on our hands

much more than it ever was

on the n*zi regime.

Thank you.

[ Organ ]

when the supreme courdeclared abortion

to be a constitutional

right in 1973,

the bishops became extremely

politically active.

So much so that by 1974,

they had developed

something called

the pastoral plan

for pro-life activities,

in which they attempted

to organize catholics,

congressional district by

congressional district,

to work against abortion,

to work to overturn

roe v. Wade

and make abortion illegal.

You had pro-life

committees cropping up

in every parish

across the country,

and you had a

continuing barrage

of both political

campaigning by the bishops

as well as the

organization of ordinary

catholic people.

It's the catholic

bishops that started

and initially financed

the first pro-life,

anti-abortion

organizations

in the united states.

Our goal must be to shine

the light of chrisinto the hearof our nation.

We must therefore,

first and foremost,

develop a willingness

to speak out in defense

of all human life,

even in the mosordinary of circumstances

of daily life.

Parishes must engage

themselves in

concerted action

through networks

which promote change

in public social policy

and legal rights

to protect all

created human life

from the moment of

conception through

natural death.

We are warned by christ's

maxim in the gospel

that those who

live by v*olence

will perish by it.

If you are hearing every

sunday in church

that abortion is m*rder,

if you are hearing

every sun... If you

are hearing regularly

that the... The mosdangerous environmenin the world

is women's wombs,

if you are hearing thawomen are having abortions

for convenience,

if you are hearing

that women are selfish

in their decisions

to have abortions,

if you... If doctors

who perform abortions

are constantly called

abortionists,

if the provision of

abortion services

is constantly

referred to as the

abortion industry,

if you are

constantly told

that doctors do abortions

simply to make money,

all of these things

dull one's moral sensibility,

and in an unstable

person, I think,

gives them the kind

of justification

that they need to...

To even go so far

as to m*rder doctors.

The last three physicians

I have worked for

have all been m*rder*d.

I was there the day

that dr. Gunn was

m*rder*d at the clinic

at the ladies center.

That was in march of '93.

Reporter:

in pensacola, florida,

police have arrested an

anti-abortion demonstrator

for the sh**ting

of a doctor outside

an abortion clinic.

Police said

michael frederick griffin

approached dr. David gunn

as he was entering

his clinic

and shouted, "don'k*ll any more babies."

He then shot dr. Gunn

three times in the back

with a .38 caliber revolver.

He then surrendered

to the authorities.

Griffin was taking parin a demonstration

sponsored by don treshman

of rescue america,

a houston-based

anti-abortion organization.

Michael griffin walked up

to him in the parking loand shot him in the back.

Michael was raised

in first methodist church,

downtown pensacola.

But then he married

a woman who...

She and her family

were members of the

assembly of god,

and so he converted

over to that.

So he came out of

the woodwork in pensacola.

The case the defense

is making, they seem

to be saying that...

Michael griffin was

really not the man

who pulled the trigger.

The defense is trying

to point to another man

named donald gratton,

who's a...

A very active

anti-abortion minister,

and who's also

associated with a man

who's been very critical

in all of this,

john burt, another

anti-abortion minister.

But the defense is trying

to say that the whole thing

was more or less

masterminded by john burt.

We should see those

two individuals

on the stand tomorrow,

probably.

John burt is a

local lay minister

of the assembly of god.

He is a former

serviceman,

former ku klux klan member.

Had been in jacksonville

in the military

where he joined

the ku klux klan.

He became a dope addicand an alcoholic,

little bit of

everything else

until he found jesus.

We went out there

on a monday or tuesday,

I'm not sure

what day it was now,

and were picketing

the place

when somebody said

they heard some sh*ts.

And then they

ran around back

and coming back

around front said,

"david's laying

on the ground and

he's pumping blood."

And during that time,

michael had come back

around front,

turned himself over to a

law enforcement officer.

I think burneeds to practice

more peace.

He doesn't need

to teach hate,

and that's whahe's doing. I

don't know that...

He says he's

practicing or

teaching love

and christian

and all this,

but he is...

He's just stirring up

hate and v*olence.

I feel burt is...

I... I hold him

responsible

for dr. Gunn's

m*rder.

He may nohave pulled

that trigger,

but he was just as

responsible for

michael griffin

because he... Like

he said, he got...

Got a weak mind.

He pumped him up.

He pumped him up

for it.

I really do.

Burt...

I think he's a...

A man of contradictions

in many ways and...

And yet I don'think he is.

He's a pretty simple

person to understand.

He does not like children,

yet he dedicates

his efforts toward them.

I don't think he really

likes women...

And yet he uses them to...

To make a living off them.

[ Cough ]

he...

Supposedly is

understanding,

but yet he's extremely

controlling.

His own daughter has said

she liked him better

when he was a drunk

and an addict.

We run a.... A ministry

for women and children

in crisis,

whether it be

unwed mothers,

battered wives,

homeless people,

any kind of crisis situation

a woman could be in.

We ask for at leasa six-month commitment.

After that time,

if they want to try

to go to school,

we'll try to

get grants for them

or help them go

through voc...

Voc-tech school

or find housing.

And they can stay

with us while they go

to school is they want.

When you come to

a place like this

where they show

you that...

But they show you

through... In the bible

where it shows you

this is the way it was.

When you see a lot of

h*m* and lesbians,

you see that god doesn'like it to begin with,

no matter

what they tell you.

Look what he did

in sodom and gomorrah.

You know, if he did iway back then,

what's he going

to do now?

So it can't be a

peaceful world thawe're coming to.

It's going to be worse.

Burt: [ on video ]

if this was a

christian country,

david gunn would be

guilty of m*rder

and he would stand

trial before a

jury of his peers

and be ex*cuted

for k*lling the children.

Prosecutor:

and that's what you wanted,

was for dr. Gunn

to be k*lled.

No, sir. That's whawould happen if we were

a christian country.

Prosecutor:

I see.

And you don'feel that we're a

christian country?

No, sir.

Not with the...

People we goin office nowadays.

This couldn't be

a christian country.

Viewers:

[ chuckling ]

prosecutor:

you believe that...

You think that harming

another person is okay

to stop abortion?

If that's what god's

spoken to someone.

Prosecutor:

if that is the word

that god has spoken

to someone.

Yes, sir.

Prosecutor:

and have you

ever helped god

speak to anyone?

[ Laughter ]

no, I'm not god.

I'm just flesh and blood.

I pledge allegiance

to the flag of the

united states of america.

I... I don't know how much

longer, as christians,

we can even pledge

allegiance to the flag

because that flag

just flies over places

like the prisons

where our patriots

are locked up,

and over the abortion

clinics where our

babies are k*lled.

Politics and religion

in the united states

don't mix at all anymore.

They tell you

what you can pray,

when you can pray,

where you can pray.

It's just a... It's

just a sorry situation

in this country right now.

I remember giving my...

And that was

a long time ago...

I sent two videos,

two books, could

have been more...

Burt:

the prosecution

tried to say

we brainwashed michael.

They said that we

encouraged him to

do the sh**ting,

but I believe

if you're pro-life,

you're for all life,

whether it's born or unborn.

We showed michael griffin

and his family

two tapes when

they were over here.

One was called

"the hard truth"

and one was called

"who will cry for me?"

They were very graphic

abortion tapes...

That have been shown

all over the country

to thousands and

thousands of people.

I don't know if it had

an effect on him,

but I know it hadn'had an effect on

many other people,

not to the extreme

it did on him

where they want to go ouand k*ll somebody.



Some might ask

why a video of this sorshould even be necessary.

The answer can be found

in the gruesome films

used to teach abouthe n*zi holocausagainst the jews.

Teachers don't show

bloody world w*r ii footage

to manipulate students

emotionally,

they use it because

the n*zi death camps

represented an evil

so inexpressible

that lectures alone

could never

adequately describe it.

The abortion holocausis no different.

Everyone instinctively

knows that abortion is evil,

but many mistakenly believe

it's often the lesser

of two evils.

Until you've seen the pictures

we're about to show you,

you can't begin to know

how evil it actually is.

A curse on him

who would deny

god's image in mankind

torn from outheir mother's womb

denied the sky,

denied a tomb

conceived in lusto their own ruin

a sacrifice to pleasure

a curse, a curse

their blood cries out

a curse, a curse

the heavens shout

a curse on him

who dares to flout

god's image...

Prosecutor:

and you use those

to help converpeople to your

position.

To show them the truth

of what's going on

in the clinic

and hopefully

they'll realize

that they're k*lling

children in there, yes.

Prosecutor:

in response

to a question

about your

responsibility,

your involvemenin this sh**ting

incident of david gunn,

if you made the

following statement:

"if I am a general

with troops under me

and I give them

a game plan and

send them out,

I can't be

responsible

for every soldier

in that army."

Did you say that?

Yes, sir.

No further

questions.

The anti-abortionists

are strongly

fundamentalists,

almost universally,

and whether you're talking

about catholics,

mormons or protestants,

they're... They're kind...

One kind of fundamentalisor the other.

Those who favor choice

tend to be non-religious.

And a whole lot of them,

the activists, the escorts

at clinics and so forth,

are pagans,

overtly pagan.

And so, we... We have

a religious w*r,

in a sense,

going on here.

[ Hushed chatter ]

hopefully, michael griffin

will get...

The jury will give him

a medal, I hope.

Reiter:

I was just talking with...

With andrew cabot again

and with...

The woman down there,

what's her name?

Slipped my mind...

Bray, donna bray.

And she's saying...

She's saying, "come down

and visit me any time

and I'll show you around."

And so they've given me

a lot of hospitality,

which is nice.

Man:

would you mind if he joins us?

Not at all.

That'd be fine.

Reiter:

I notice you're noon this list.

I think they should

execute blasphemers.

Reiter:

you think they

should execute...?

Blasphemers, yes.

Yes. The bible

teaches that.

Reiter:

now, to blaspheme is to...

For instance,

if you say...

If a person were to say,

"goddammit",

is that blasphemy?

Paul, is taking...

Is... Is...

Using the lord's

name in vain, that's

not blasphemy.

Reiter:

if you say, "goddammit",

if someone says that,

are they blaspheming?

It might be, yes.

Uh, yes, yes.

Reiter:

and that person

should be ex*cuted?

Cabot:

I think so, yes.

Reiter:

okay, so you go outo the ball park with

your kids or something

and some baseball players

are out there

and they say,

"goddammit", would you...?

Well, no, I'm talking aboumembers, you know...

Well, yes, yes.

Anybody who blasphemes our

god should be ex*cuted.

Because, you know, that's

what the bible teaches.

They want to head

towards a sh**ting w*r,

like a jihad,

a holy w*r.

Some of the players involved,

paul hill, andrew cabot,

have said thathey think that...

It is justifiable

to k*ll abortionists

and others

should they not repenfrom their sins.

Now, the sins that were

included in there,

they mentioned sodomites,

which is the...

The fundamentalist term

for h*m*.

They should be k*lled,

they're worthy of execution.

And people who blaspheme

are worthy of execution,

such as somebody

who says "goddammit".

Boom. They

should be ex*cuted.

I asked them that question

specifically.

Reiter:

I'm taken aback a little

bit, I guess, here.

Do you want to know other

sins that we...

We'd execute people for?

Reiter:

yes, yes.

There's sod... Sodomy.

Reiter:

and define sodomy for the...

Those are the sodomites

over there.

That's the definition.

Reiter:

what... What do you mean?

Because they're

in favor of abortion?

Cabot:

no, they're sodomites.

Most of your rabid

feminists are sodomites.

Most of them. Mosof the rabid femi-nazis

are lesbians and...

And pro-aborts.

I mean,

they're pro-abort too.

Reiter:

so a sodomite is someone

who has sex with a person

of their same gender?

Yes.

And they deserve what?

Execution.

So the whole day yesterday

was kind of surreal for me

because when I had talked

to paul hill first...

And... And he's

very smooth on-camera

and in...

In interviews...

But when he's around

somebody like andrew cabot,

then you see

the other side of him,

the... The more

ominous side.

Then he admits that, yes,

he would k*ll somebody

for saying "goddammit".

And when I

walked away from them,

I was actually shaking

a little bit.

I mean, I've been a

reporter for a long time

and I've heard

a lot of crazy things,

but there was jussomething about that.

I... I could sense

inside myself

that something really evil

was going to happen.

And, I mean,

how did it come abouthat you signed

a statement in...

In behalf of

michael griffin?

Well, defensive action

is a pro-life organization

declaring the justice

of taking all godly

action necessary

to defend innocenhuman life, including

the use of force.

We're declaring that whatever

force is justified

in the defense of the life

of a born child

is also justified

in defense of the life

of an unborn child.

And five days after

the sh**ting of dr. Gunn,

I appeared on the

"donahue" show with

dr. David gunn's son

and I said that,

while I did not think

that what michael griffin did

was necessarily wise...

I suspended judgmenas to whether iwas wise or not...

I said I thoughit was, in fact, just.

Man:

we, the jury, find as follows

as to the charge contained

in the indictment...

Guilty of first-degree

m*rder as charged

in the indictment.

So say we all

this 5th day of march, 1994.

The blood of the children

are on the jury's hands now.

And when they face god

on judgment day,

they're going to have

to accounfor what happened

here today.

And it won't be pretty.

Are you surprised

at the verdict?

No, he was guilty.

There wasn'any question about that.

I mean, they had four people

that heard confession so...

He's guilty.

So you'll be back out on

ninth avenue before long?

Burt:

yes sir,

next friday.

And i... I would guess,

in six months

we'll probably be back up

to the 50 or 60 people

that we had every day

at the clinic again.

So once we get out...

Once we get oufrom under the shadow of

the michael griffin case,

dr. Gunn's death,

we can go on

business as usual.

The... The guilty verdicon michael griffin

was a travesty

'cause michael

is actually a hero.

He laid down his life

out of love for

his unborn neighbors.

But he has raised

a question...

And the question will nobe put back in the box...

As to whether it is justo defend not only

born children

but also unborn children,

with force.

And it's clearly justified

to do as he has done.

As a matter of fact,

not only justified,

but christ himself

has said

that we should

do unto others

as we would have them

do unto us.

Reporter:

so can we expecto see you

on trial for m*rder

in the near future?

Reiter:

i... I don'think we've seen

the last type of v*olence

such as whamichael griffin did

with dr. Gunn.

I think it's going

to escalate from

here on out.

They're very small

in number right now,

but they want to grow

and they need to do

some outrageous things

to get the kind

of media attention

and to sort of

inspire people

who want to come and be

martyrs for the cause.

It's going to get worse

because no one's willing

to take action.

I mean, no...

They didn't take

significant action

after my father's m*rder

and that created a climate

where they kind of said,

"go ahead

and do it again."

Because all the heads

of the organizations

didn't condemn the actions

of michael griffin.

They said, you know,

"we're sorry, but..."

And I want to thank you all

for coming out.

And it means a lot to me

to see everybody here.

I can't thank you enough

for... For being here,

for continuing to...

To do what you do every day

under... Under the

pressure, under the...

The hate, under the...

The threat of v*olence

that you all have to face.

It's amazing to me,

especially after...

After my father

was m*rder*d

and after dr. Tilley

was shot,

and even dr. Patterson

was m*rder*d in mobile.

Like, I mean, I can't...

Believe the conviction

that you all must have.

And even... Today,

when we're trying

to have a memorial service,

we have to deal with it.

I mean, we have people

over there in the corner.

We have to show these people

that they can stand there,

they can hold

their signs,

they can speak

their words...

And for every

law they break,

we can pass a law

that will break them.

Thank you for being here.

I hope that this next year

proves to be a lot better

than the one that we've

just got finished with.

[ Applause ]

but if you persisin k*lling born or

unborn children,

the wrath of god

abides on you.

This is the second death,

the lake of fire.

Man:

oh no!

Not the lake of fire!

Murderers should be ex*cuted.

Abortionists are murderers,

therefore, abortionists

should be ex*cuted.

The radicals and zealots

here in our community

suddenly changed

the pattern

that they had used

in the past.

We went from having

volunteer anti-abortion

people who foughagainst us,

and in march of 1989

that changed.

Suddenly there

was a cadre of

highly-paid leaders.

There was a cadre

of part-time people

who act as the

sign-carriers and the...

What they call

"sidewalk counselors",

they're...

They're far

from counselors.

There is a

national technique

that the

anti-abortion

extremists

have used around

the country

in which they buy

the property,

the closest possible

to the clinic.

In fact, this household

and the people around ihave more paid people

working against us

than my staff

inside this clinic.

There also is

a voyeuristic componenabout these people watching

across the street.

Many of them are

the terrible profile

that police tell you about:

the single,

unmarried man

with no familial

attachments of any kind.

I believe that those men

get their sexual feelings

from the voyeurism.

The closest those men

come to having sex

is by preying on women

whom they know have had sex,

and they get a libidinous

thrill from it.

Religious people should be

active in great numbers

to picket and

sidewalk-counsel these women

to discourage them

from the crime of m*rder.

With proper civil law,

these women,

once they have

procured an abortion,

should be tried

and convicted

of first or

second-degree m*rder

or manslaughter,

as the particular

circumstances of

the case warrants.

In some cases,

it should be the person

who forced a woman

or a girl into

having an abortion

who should be tried

and convicted.

This problem of the over

80% of american women

are guilty of m*rder.

Most of these

remain unrepentant.

They are in a state of

denial regarding their guiland have not asked

for god's forgiveness.

It is these women

and their male accomplices

who make it so difficulfor clergymen

who do speak

against these evils.

Short of god's direcintervention,

justifiable homicide,

a legal defense in

every state of the union

and recently acknowledged

by ann landers,

may be the only way

to discourage

the practice of abortion

in the future.

I believe thawe're on the verge

of going ouinto the universe,

and I believe that...

We will have a

holy people at that time.

So within the nex20 to 50 years...

We would have a

complete reversal

of what we have today,

have a very highly

religious people,

and it would be these

people who would go ouand populate the universe.

Or, as the case may be,

if there's already

populations out there,

would instruct them

in proper faith.

John burt owned

a little bit of that land

on two sides of

the ladies center

which he used for...

Platforms over the fence

to holler at people

as they went in and

out of the clinic.

And paul hill

came to pensacola.

He began picketing,

joining in the activities

at the ladies center,

in particular.

He was regarded

with suspicion by burand the conroys and

the other leaders athose picketing events.

Publicly,

they disavowed him;

at the same time

they cooperated with

him and he with them.

He stood on burt's platform

screaming at women

and no one could geon that platform

without burt's permission.

So, obviously,

they were working together.

Reporter:

dr. Britton told me

he wears his

b*llet-proof vesto reassure his family

and staff,

and as a normal

safety measure.

Well, I have the same

concern lest there...

Something might go wrong,

so I try to keep

my eyes open

and look around.

But i...

I'm not any...

Really, any more afraid

than I would be

in any other situation

where one has to

use precautions.

Reporter:

protesters who congregate

outside the clinics

where he practices

have followed him,

run checks on his

license plate,

and produce what they

describe as "unwanted"

posters about him,

but he is not intimidated.

It's just thahere's a job thaif I don't do it, iprobably won't get done.

And so I do it.

Abortionists

are murderers!

Murderers should

be ex*cuted!

[ Chorus singing ]

and then when I

did get the word

that it was the doc...

I collapsed.

I just could nobelieve...

I mean, I remember...

I'd never losconsciousness,

but I remember

hitting the dirt,

'cause I could

not believe that,

"my god, this has

happened again."

I'm angry because

paul hill stood out fronfor the last,

what, 17 months

with a sign thasays "by god."

You know, he didn't say,

"I'm going to do it,"

but he sure

advocated it...

And that it was

going to happen.



Reporter:

why did you do it?

Now is the time

to defend the unborn

in the same way you

defend slaves abouto be m*rder*d.

One difference between

paul hill and michael

is that michael was

just kind of a fruitcake.

Now, paul hill really

sincerely believed

what he did was righand he would give you

scripture to back that up,

which I don't think he can,

but he thinks he can.

So I like paul.

Paul's a likeable guy.

I consider paul a friend.

The court finds,

as did the jury,

that the aggravating

circumstances

presented in this case

outweigh the mitigating

circumstances presented.

Accordingly,

it is ordered and judged

that defendanpaul jennings hill

is hereby sentenced

in count one, to death,

for the m*rder of

dr. John bayard britton.

It is further ordered

that the defendant,

paul jennings hill,

is hereby sentenced

in count two, to death,

for the m*rder of

james herman barrett.

The defendant is hereby

committed to the custody

of the departmenof corrections in

the state of florida

for execution of

this sentence as

provided by law.

May god have mercy

on your soul.

Woman:

your honor,

the word of the lord

says, "test not..."

Judge:

order in the court.

Woman:

"...charged to my..."

This man

is innocenand his blood will

be on your hands

and the hands of

the people of the

state of florida

and on the jury.

Man:

she's right.

Woman:

that's right, your honor.

And we support paul.

We think

in the future

there will be

much more of

these actions.

We think that maybe

truck bombings of

abortion conventions,

surface-to-surface

missiles may be used.

Abortion musbe banned now

or this force

will spin ouof control.

Absolutely.

Reporter:

do you think

something else

is going to happen

as a result of this?

In time.

I can't answer

just exactly how soon,

but in... In time.

It will motivate people,

particularly when paul

has actually been ex*cuted,

it will motivate people

to become very active.

Reporter:

to do what?

To... Take action,

violent action

if necessary,

against abortionists,

their staffs,

facilities

that perform abortions.

The other day

I was passing...

I had been somewhere

and passed a family

planning clinic

where people were

so vehemently protesting

with those awful pictures

of fetuses and so on;

and I got to thinking,

"what in the world...?"

If I think of this as

a projection, you know,

if people are

very moved, i...

I think we think of,

from the point of

view of the psyche

of what moves people,

and that often

what people geso up in arms abouis something of their

own internal life

that's projected

out on the world.

So I thought, well,

what could this be

that people

who are so furious

at women who are going

to have an abortion?

What... What is it?

Are they projecting

their own k*lling

a new life,

what new life mighthey be k*lling in themselves

that they're projecting

onto these women?

And that... Then

it occurred to me

I might think

about that further,

which I intend to do,

because I think dogma...

You know, if one

subscribes to a dogma,

there's a kind of k*lling

of any new life.

When creativity,

new thinking, new

feeling, can't...

Can't get born, igets k*lled by the dogma.

At around 10:00 a.m.

On december 30th,

a friday morning,

I was in pre-term

in the stock room

when suddenly I heard

the sound of g*nf*re:

pop, pop, pop, pop.

Being an nra-certified

instructor,

I recognized immediately

that this was small caliber

semi-a*t*matic fire,

either from a p*stol

or a r*fle.

I drew my east german-made

makarov p*stol

from my left-hand

side holster

and approached the door.



I pulled the door open

with my right hand

and entered

the crime scene.

I saw jane sauer

lying prone

at the back of the office

near a coffee machine,

but she was still alive,

she was still moving

and squirming.

Off to the right I spotted

a suspect, an intruder,

and he and I began

to engage in g*nf*re.

I had a limited capacity,

nine sh*ts,

but apparently

my opponent had

up to 50 or more sh*ts

immediately available

and had hundreds

more available to

him in a black bag.

We fought for

a short period,

and during that time

I was wounded three times

by three or four b*ll*ts.



During a g*n fight,

you don't feel fear

or pain or anger.

Time seemed to be

greatly expanded

as if moving

in slow motion.

And I was able

to remember

every detail of

the suspect's face

including his

blazing eyes,

his furrowed brow

and his taut mouth,

a sight thai'll never forget.

On that day, to me,

he looked as white

as a ghost.

And I'll always remember

the sounds of the g*nf*re,

pop, pop, pop, pop,

and the cries

from leanne nichols,

"no! No! No! No!"

Followed by shrill,

high-pitched screams.

And I'll always

remember the oath

that he cried out at me

as he was peppering me

with g*nf*re.

In a blasphemous way

he said,

"in the name of

the mother of god."

Those words

I will never forget.

Dr. Resnick:

a few months ago,

a man in florida

k*lled a doctor who

performed abortions.

Do you recall,

remember his name?

No. What was that?

Do you remember

reading about it?

Reading that he shoa physician to death

and he was charged

and convicted

of m*rder?

Uh...

Do you recall

reading about?

Huh! Uh... I've

heard differenthings in the paper

about differenindividuals doing

stuff like that.

Okay.

Do you supporthat kind of

conduct or not?

Do I support it?

That's a question that i...

I don't know.

Does the pope support it?

If the pope supported it,

I support it.

How does the pope

feel about it?

I don't know the

answer to that.

Has... Has the pope

made a proclamation

one way or the

other on it?

Have you asked him?

I... I don't know.

If every catholic

was like me...

Mm-hmm.

Just like me...

The catholic church would

have anything it wanted.

But I just wanto understand

your views

on abortion,

personally and

as a catholic.

I believe along

the lines of whathe pope believes.

Whatever the pope

believes, I believe.

All right.

And...

The pope delegates his

authority to the...

Cardinals, to

the bishops...

To the priests...

But the...

The pope has a

specific papal

encyclical

...to me.

On abortion,

right?

The pope has

taken a very

fixed position...

Yes, I back the pope up.

Okay.

And what is

that position?

He's against it.

All right,

and...

Completely.

Completely?

Yeah.

Okay. And do

you feel the

same way?

Yes.

All right.

How strongly?

I'm also againsquite a few forms

of birth control too.

Okay. Let's stay

with abortion,

just keep isimple here.

How strong an advocate

are you for the

anti-abortion...?

As strong as the pope is.

Okay. And

have you...

If the pope

says, "jump,"

the catholic people

should jump.

If the pope

says, "sit,"

the catholic people

should sit.

Okay.

The ones who don't siwhen the pope says siand the ones who

don't jump when

the pope says jump

are the ones

that aren't smart.

Okay.

In the name of jesus...

Reporter:

in an interview

just days before

he was due to be ex*cuted,

paul hill said

that he would have

deserved imprisonmenhad he been

an abortionist,

but that it was

offensive to him

that the governmenwanted to k*ll him

for having done

a good deed.



Reporter:

at just past 6:00 p.m.

On september 3rd, 2003,

officers of

the state of florida

pushed a needle containing

a deadly cocktail of dr*gs

into the arm of paul hill.

[ Mixed shouts ]

reporter:

a day before he died,

hill had said:

"to be quite honest,

it seemed like a wonderful

privilege to me

to die for having defended

innocent people."

The cross before me

the world behind me

the cross before me

the world behind me

the cross before me

the world behind me

no turning back...

Wilson:

the whole conflicon abortion in the

united states has arisen

because of the

religious righjumping on this issue

as something to use

to convert people,

to gain adherence

to their particular...

Fundamental

christianity beliefs,

and also to raise money,

not incidentally,

to raise money.

They use propaganda

as well as anybody else.

They know

the techniques.

They know thayou take an issue

and you push iinto the marketplace

and people respond to it,

and then ibecomes bigger,

and that's the technique

that they're using.

Back in 1970,

at a little pizza parlor

down on greenville avenue,

norma mccorvey

met sarah weddington

and linda coffee,

and there was

the beginnings of

roe versus wade.

In austin, whawas happening was thathe law was thaabortion was illegal

except to save

the life of the woman.

No one really knew

what that meant,

and so doctors

simply would noperform procedures,

because they were

afraid that they

would be prosecuted

and certainly lose

their medical licenses.

There was a major case...

It is probably the

most important case

before roe versus wade

in our american legal

history of privacy...

And it was a case

that said there is

a right of privacy,

such that individuals

have the right to decide

whether to bear

or begat a child.

We began by filing

a case in dallas.

I had asked one

of the people in

law school with me,

a woman named linda coffee,

to be co-counsel.

We had found a married

couple in dallas

who were willing

to be plaintiffs

and we had found an

unmarried pregnant woman,

whom we call jane roe.

I signed an affidavion march the 7th of 1970,

stating that I was an

unmarried pregnant woman

and that I had soughto get a legal abortion

here in the state

of texas, and...

But because of the

texas statute on abortion,

I could not do so.

The court case moved

to washington d.c.,

And on january 22nd, 1973,

abortion, through

all nine months,

was made legal

in this nation.

What we didn't know then

was that, as we

were celebrating,

those who were opposed

to abortion were thinking

about how they could eventually

defeat that victory.

Someone come by and they

blew out our front windows.

They drove down

the street,

they turned around,

they came back,

they blew out the

back windshield of my car,

plus the storm door.

I've been harassed

on the telephone.

I've been harassed

in grocery stores,

department stores,

anywhere where you find

the general public,

for my stand on abortion.

I spent the better parof 14 years in this house,

locked up,

afraid to go outside.

One day I was working

at this... This gay bar

and I just felt like

there wasn't anything

for me to live for.

So I got off work early,

I went to my apartment,

and I would sit and I jusstarted cutting, like,

a quarter of an inch

of my wrists at a time.

Miss norma had come ouwith a brand new book.

It was...

It was in 1994.

It was called

"I am roe".

And we went down

where miss norma was doing

a bookselling and...

And she was

signing her books

in a little cafe

on mckinney avenue,

and we confronted

her there

with what we felt like

that she had done.

And I can remember saying,

"norma mccorvey,

you ought to be ashamed

that you have caused and

been the cause of the death

of over 35 million

little baby boys and girls."

And I knew when

I saw those words

pour into her heart,

I knew thai had hurt her

and I knew thathere was something

that I had to do.

One thursday morning,

I was sitting here

and connie called me

from work and...

'Cause we worked at the

same abortion clinic.

And she says,

"you'll never guess

who's moving in

next door."

And I said, "who?"

And she says, "guess."

So I said, "okay,

robert redford and...

I don't know,

woody allen."

She said, no, that it was

operation rescue.

Operation rescue is a

pro-life organization

that wants to abolish

roe versus wade

and make abortion illegal.

God providentially

worked it outhat we moved right in

next door to her.

I was a crystal carrier.

I carried crystals,

I had my pyramid,

I had my little

fertility goddesses.

I had amulets thai wore around my

ankles and my waist.

And flip told me thai didn't need those things.

If i...

If I would jusbelieve in jesus

that all things

would be good for me.

And we were still

pretty much at swords

with each other,

except for one thing,

and that thing

was that I had started

going over to their office

and going inside.

And it always seemed

so peaceful inside.

I mean, it always

seemed like they

were always so happy

and they were

just... Friendly.

And norma began

to trust us.

She began to like

coming over to this office

and we really began

to enjoy having her here.

And she became

fast friends

with two of the young girls

that are always here,

emily and... Chelsea.

If... If you could jusmeet emily, you would...

You would know what I'm

saying. She has this...

This gentle character

about her.

And she's very smart.

She reads abou100 books a year.

She loves her parents.

She... She

loves jesus chrisand she loves god.

She has that purity

of soul that...

That makes it all

worth living.

She... I don'know, she...

She's jusa little evangelist.

What can I say?

Benham:

this is the business

that our

lord jesus chrisis in.

He is a friend

of sinners.

And he saved an

old drunken saloon

keeper like myself

and set him on a rock,

gave me a brand new life,

and now the life I live

is no longer lived for me,

but for him.

And the gifts that I have

aren't made for me

to have a wonderful ministry

and make a lot of money,

but are given to me

that I can pour them outhat others might have a

fire burning in their hearfor the lord jesus christ.

And now he's

saved miss norma.

And miss norma's

life is now...

She was bought with a price,

she's not her own.

It isn't "my rights,

my body, my choice".

It's not my will,

but "thy will be done".

Connie and i, we're

sitting here one nighand we were

discussing abortion.

Connie, when she worked

at the abortion clinic,

worked in the back

in procedure room.

I'd been there four or

five months before I lefand I was telling

norma that...

That I was assisting

the doctor and thathey were real babies.

I said I could even

tell the sex.

I said, one of them

fell in my hand

and, I said,

and it scared me.

It scared me because

I didn't want to touch ibecause I didn't want to feel

that for the rest of my life.

I thought, well, you know,

I've never gone

and I've never looked

in the freezer, you know.

That's where they

kept all the babies

that they aborted.

[ Sniffle ]

um...

So I wenand got the key

and I unlocked iand... They

were babies, man.

They were little

human babies...

That had been mutilated.

And it hurt me.

It hurt my hearto think that...

I was the one

that was responsible

for all the dead babies.

They said that in order

for me to find god

or to accept jesus chrisinto my heart,

that I would have to go

through another process

of changing my opinion

on abortion.

And I looked

at both of them

and I told them thathat had already happened.

There's really never

a day that goes by

that we don't think

of how we can overturn

roe versus wade.

Benham:

I just believe

that what began

here in dallas

and became roe vs. Wade

ultimately

in washington, d.c.,

On january 22nd,

is now being summarily

dismantled

as we're watching

person after person

meeting the lord.

As we're watching

mother after mother

choosing life

rather than death

for their little

baby boys and girls.

And all of this is due

to the power of the gospel

of jesus christ.

And we believe

that the best news of all

is that finally

america is turning

back to almighty god.

And we're stopping

hewing out the

broken cisterns

and the welfare systems

that really aren'going to bring any

healing to this land.

[ Cheering ]

ladies and gentlemen,

norma mccorvey.

[ Applause ]

I'm very honored

to be here with

mr. Buchanan

and his wife and jane,

and just everyone here.

I mean, I'm...

I'm very star struck.

Um...

[ Laughing ]

I'm down here in

california, in san diego,

with operation rescue

national, that's where

I'm a missionary.

And I'm a servanof christ now.

[ Applause/cheering ]

I think that the

pro-choice community

is often reluctanto admit it,

but the facis that the...

The v*olence has

been effective

in exactly the way it was

intended to be effective.

Many abortion providers

and their staff

have dropped out of business

because of the threats,

the intimidation,

the harassment,

the ongoing threato their lives

and the lives of their

families and their staff.

Many doctors have

dropped the provision

of abortion services

as part of their practice,

or dropped ouof the practice of

medicine altogether

because of the m*rder

of their colleagues.

What happened last year

was one of

these really radical,

I assume, christian

right groups got...

Bought a mailing lisfrom the american

medical association

under the guise of

being some other kind

of group, I assume.

And they had the names

and addresses

of every single medical

student in this country,

and they sent oua mailing.

And it was a really

amazing...

I wish I had it. I...

It was a whole,

like, cartoon bookleand it had

all these cartoons,

anti-choice and

anti-abortionist cartoons

and jokes that were

really unbelievable.

I mean like,

just a lot of...

Talking aboukilling people

and really just vile,

really r*cist...

The worst one

was the one,

"if you were in

a room with...

With hitler..."

I can't remember

who the other

person was.

Like, some other

person like hitler

and an abortionist,

"and you had a g*n

with only two b*ll*ts,

what would you do?"

And the answer

was, "sh**t the

abortionist twice."

And this was being

sent to medical

students.

There's a... A

very big problem

with access to abortion.

There aren't a loof people who do

abortions anymore

and the... The

numbers are dwindling,

and one of the big

reasons is because

people aren't trained.

Abortions are at their

lowest level as they

have been since 1976.

There are 527 fewer

abortion mills today

than there were in 1987.

Only 11% of the medical

training facilities

are teaching

the abortion procedure.

That's down

from 56% in 1986.

There are fewer

abortionists

doing and practicing

this grisly trade.

And there are

no young doctors

that want to put their

whole medical career

on hold for abortion.

It doesn't matter

if we've won the righto legal abortion.

If there is no

physician that will

provide an abortion,

women will be back

where we were in the '50s

where the number of

deaths from illegally

induced abortions

was the highesdeath rate.

It was the cause

of the most deaths

of women in their

reproductive age... Ages.

From the ages

of 15 to 45.

That is whawomen died of

more frequently

than heart att*cks

or smoking

or car accidents

or domestic v*olence,

that was the predominancause of death.

There is nothing more

dangerous to a democracy

than when people

take their rights,

their liberties,

their freedom

of religion,

their freedom of speech,

their right to choose,

whatever fundamental

right it is,

they take it for granted.

And that they do

not participate

in the democracy in

preserving those liberties.

Because there will

always be forces at work

to try to take those

liberties away.

And right now there is a

strong ultra-conservative,

religious, fundamentalismovement in this country

led by groups,

like pat robertson...

His group,

christian coalition,

that are dis...

Just determined

to return women to their

biblically ordained role,

as they see it, which is to,

by and large, procreate.

And not to be equal partners

with men in the society,

but be under

the control of men.

We must spend our time

educating the grassroots,

inspiring them to

involve themselves.

[ Song accompanied

by guitar ]

where you been so long?

Singing the good song

[ indistinct ]

he bought a van

with all he had

and set abouto spread the word

when just the mention

of prevention

was illegal to be heard

man:

for more years than

I care to remember

I became involved

in the struggle for

reproductive freedom.

And that dates back

to 1963.

I was clinical

director for a drug

company called emco,

which makes

birth control products.

And while at a hospital

in new york city,

I heard a woman scream.

And, like anybody

else, I ran into

the hospital corridor

to see what was going on.

And I saw a woman

covered with blood

from the waist down

and she was staggering.

And obviously

I raced to help her,

and as I caught her...

She slumped to the ground...

I noticed she had

an 8-inch piece of

wire coat hanger

embedded in her uterus.

And that woman died.

And it so angered me

that we lived in a nation

that not only did

this poor woman not have

the right to an abortion,

but many of you viewers

have no idea

that she didn'even have the righto birth control.

In 1963, in most parts

of the united states,

birth control

was a crime.

And this was the

board that showed

various birth control

and abortion devices.

When abortions

were illegal,

a woman would take

a douching bag

and fill it with lysol

or bleach or turpentine.

Or, indeed, they

would use a catheter

and fill iwith salt water,

thinking that a hypertonic

solution might abort them.

And they didn't realize thaif they would squeeze

from the top of this syringe,

it would force air

into a major blood vessel

and the person would die

of an air embolism.

Or when they took the

douching bag and they

filled it with soap,

they didn't realize

that the body could absorb

the fat from the soap,

and that would be

a fat embolism.

But more often than not,

that people would

very often take a piece

of wire coat hanger,

wrap the end of iwith adhesive tape so

it wasn't so sharp,

and the idea was to gently

push it inside the uterus

and scratch the wall

of the uterus.

The goal was noto do the abortion,

as much of the

public thought.

That wasn't the goal

of poor people.

Their goal was

to induce bleeding.

And then if they bled,

they could rush to a hospital

and the hospital

would say, quote,

"to save the

patient's life...

She came in bleeding...

She had to have

the abortion done."

But here's the kicker.

A lot of poor people

didn't know the uterus

is the size of my fisand maybe half

an inch thick.

So if they pushed the

wire coat hanger too hard,

pushed it through

the wall of the uterus,

the woman would

hemorrhage to death.

Now, this is a rather

controversial picture,

but it's an

accurate picture.

It's a picture of

a woman who died,

found in a motel room,

who used a coat hanger

or primitive techniques

to, in effect,

what she thought,

was to have an abortion.

Blessed with child

just a girl

god has given me

another chance

at poverty

can't feed

the one I've got

she's feverish

and coughs a lot

god, take it back

please, god,

take it back

girl with a baby

under a tree

watch when the knife

cuts me

girl with a baby

under a tree

[ indistinct ]

how many babies are there

now that are unloved?

That are not taken care of?

And... And we do

have abortion righnow, you know.

And there are still...

I mean, who's going to take

care of those children?

All these people who

are so against abortion,

if they want to take

all those babies

and bring them up and...

And love them and...

You know, that would

be wonderful.

Absolutely.

I mean, in a

perfect world,

that would be

the most beautiful thing.

But, as it is,

it's not going to happen.

I mean, these fundamentalists

are the same people

a lot of times

who are bigots,

who would never have

a black child in their home.

Right.

You know, it's like,

"why aren't they

adopting all the kids

out of the orphanages?"

It's just terrible.

Well...

These pregnant women...

I mean, I see homeless

pregnant women on

the street, you know.

Go pick one up,

take her home,

take care of her.

Deliver the baby,

kick her out. Fine.

[ Laughter ]



Uh... What's his name?

Clinton?

Bill clinton?

Uh... He...

He says that she

should have sex

and that she should

have a condom.

Who are these responsible

people in our governmentelling this little child

that that's the way she

should go through life?

They're laying a horrible trip

on this little girl.

She's already born.

The unborn children

don't even stand a chance.

They k*ll them.

Where... Where

has the mentality...

They've been seduced

by satan into this mentality

of k*lling our children,

first of all,

then k*lling our old people,

and then telling young

sparkling here

of how she's supposed

to go through life choosing,

having a viable lifestyle.

In the 6th grade in

california they... They...

They have "lift up your

dress" week where...

And a young child

is supposed to choose

between h*m*

and... And heterosexuality

in the 6th grade.

What chance does

this little girl have?

We know thaone in ten of

our children

will become pregnanevery year.

One out of ten.

We know that more

than four out of ten

of our white women

will have a pregnancy

before the age of 20;

6.7 out of 10

of our black women

will have a pregnancy

before the age of 20.

And yet, we in america

have still not accepted

the fact that our children

are sexually active.

[ Laughter/applause ]

we bury our heads

in the sand.

It's not right.

That's what clinton

is doing to us in

our living rooms.

That's whahilary clinton,

with her...

Her dress up to her hips,

is coming in there

telling our little

children what they

must and must not do.

And... And who is

this new woman coming

in here, elders,

who tell... We've already

told our children

what to do in

the front seat of a car,

how to drive a car

in driver's ed,

and now we've got to

tell them how to do iin the back seat.

You wonder why we

christian fathers get angry?

You wonder why

we get upset?

Because you're talking

to little girls

like sparkling,

that's why.

We've got to make sure

that we keep abortions

safe and legal for women.

[ Applause ]

I was... I was

in medical school

and residency

during the time

when I saw many, many

septic abortions.

And it was one

of the most common

causes of death

in black women.

So we vowed to never,

never go back to that state.

[ Applause ]

fr. Westlin:

that's what's

happening right now.

It's a secular

humanist society.

We christians are

no longer the majority

in this country.

We're the

minority now.

President clinton

has to be impeached.

He has to be

taken out of this

governmental position

and put back some

place where he can'harm people anymore.

So he won't k*ll

any more of our babies.

And the catholic

church is the one

that he's after also.

He knows whahis biggest problem is.

It's the roman

catholic church.

And we're starting

catholic towns.

We've already

got one going in

north carolina,

and there's a man

name of mr. Fred wiesner

up here in denver

who's going to help

us start another catholic

town up here in colorado,

right in the middle

of governor...

Governor lamb's

sex jungle right up

here in the mountains,

in his sex...

Sex ranches.

We're coming righinto the middle of

satan's territory

up here in colorado

and we're going to...

We're going to form

a catholic town here

that's going to

raise our children

according to the

roman catholic doctrine.

We know thathese children

that are born into

these situations

are born to be members

of the 5-h club.

The 5-h club are

children that are

hungry every nighin the richest country

in the world.

We have 3 to 5 million

children that go

to bed hungry.

Too many of them

are health-less.

They receive

no health care.

When our country today

more than 40%...

In fact, only 44% of

the under-two-year-olds

are completely immunized.

So we say, "if we can'immunize our children,

what can we do?"

These are the children

that we love so dearly,

as long as they're

in somebody else's uterus.

[ Applause ]

there ought to be...

There isn't always...

There ought to be a

consistency of people

who are pro-life.

There was a man named

cardinal joseph bernardin

of chicago.

He's now dead.

He came up with a phrase

that I always liked.

It was called

the "seamless garment".

If you're pro-life,

he said,

you ought to be againscapital punishment,

you ought to be

against w*r,

you... Obviously

you ought to be

against stocking up

and manufacturing

weapons of w*r,

and you ought to be againsthe kind of politics

and the kind of

administration

that creates

and sustains and

increases poverty.

'Cause the people

who are poor,

their lives are

severely diminished.

I like that theory.

Not all pro-lifers

agree with that.

Well, I think the poinis that if...

If what we're talking abouis whether abortion

is legal or not,

is legally available,

then it's certainly

the poor women who are harmed

by the fact thaabortion is nolegally available.

Because the wealthy

women can generally

get an abortion

whether it's legally

available or not.

There will be someone

who is properly

medically qualified

who can do it.

And if not, of course,

they can travel.

It's a global world,

they can go somewhere else.

I'm saying I don't think

that the deaths of the fetuses

should be regarded

as comparable

to the deaths of

older human beings.

Um, but the greatragedy is the tens

of thousands of women

who die from

botched abortions

in countries where

abortion is... Is illegal.

For example,

it is reasonably well...

In fact,

very well established,

that as women have

more opportunities,

more education,

as better medical care

is available,

as more family planning

is available,

fertility rates go down,

abortion goes down...

Children are better

cared for and women

are healthier.

Those things are known.

And those are all

things that are...

That are easily under

social control and are...

Should not be

controversial.

I don't think there

should be anything

controversial

about making sure

that women can have access

to decent,

say, obstetric care.

That alone would save

hundreds of thousands

of lives every year.

If you want to do things

that'll help people,

there are very

easy ways to do it.

And it's not justrue of women, it's

also true of children.

Unicef also reports that,

if my memory is correct,

that about 15 million

children die

every year from...

Mostly from easily

treatable diseases.

Meaning, sometimes things

like, you know,

lack of drinkable

water and...

Or dehydration, you know,

and diarrhea.

Things that can

very easily be treated.

And could be treated

for, literally,

pennies a day from

the rich countries.

Well, okay, if we're

serious about saving lives,

saving children's

lives, there are

easy ways to do it.

On the other hand,

if you look athe same people

who are most militanabout saving the fetus,

are they calling for

increasing foreign aid?

Are they... Are they

concerned with the facthat the united states

has the mosmiserable and miserly

foreign aid program

of any developed country

by quite a large margin?

The country's got plenty

of wealth, you know,

the means are easily there,

they're just being used...

The social policy

is being designed

to enrich the wealthy

even further and

let the poor suffer.

Let the children die,

let them starve,

let the mothers die

and so on.

That's an

overwhelming problem.

Once people address...

Among people who are

willing to address

those problems...

People who are willing

to address those problems,

we can at leastake seriously when

they talk about values.

When you can take

people seriously when

they talk about values,

you can listen

to what they say

about other things

like abortion,

which is a hard question.

But, you know, I'm not...

I don't think we

should be interested

in discussing iwith people whose

values are such

that they don't care

about the massive problem

of k*lling and harming

women and children

that they could

easily deal with

and are doing

nothing about.

In fact, making it worse.

Not doing nothing about it;

making it worse.

Crowd:

[ cheering ]

secondly, we've goto work on thacongress, my friends.

Now they owe us,

those republicans do.

We all work for them,

or a lot of us did,

or the pro-life

congressman, in 1994.

And that's why we gothis congress.

So we got to tell them,

"it's payback time, fellas.

Not one dime for

planned parenthood,

not one dime for unfpa,

not one dime for

fetal tissue research."

[ Cheering ]



This land is your land

this land is my land

from california

to the new york island

from the

redwood forest

to the gulf stream

waters

this land was made

for you and me

mine eyes have seen

the glory

of the coming

of the lord

he has trampled...

Terry: [ on radio ]

welcome back, ladies

and gentlemen,

to the worsnightmare of the

child-k*lling movement.

Randall terry live,

in the flesh.

In the news,

a group of "elitists"

in the evangelical

lutheran church

met to draft a statemenin which they supported

not only h*m*,

but they said, get this,

that h*m*

marriages could be

supported biblically!

I'm not kidding.

I'm not making this up.

And they said thateenagers having condoms

distributed to them

was a, quote,

"moral imperative".

I'm not making this up.

In jackson, mississippi,

a principal is fired

for allowing

a student to pray.

[ Gasp ]

the horrifying crime.

What the kids should

have done is jushanded out condoms,

then the principal

would be a hero.

Well, firearms can

come into the school,

principal won't get fired.

Planned parenthood

could come into the school

and tell kids

how to use condoms,

they're not going

to get fired.

In fact, some pervercan come in

and demonstrate

condom usage on a

banana or on a finger

and make boys pull condoms

over the fingers of girls

and that principal's

not going to get the axe.

But when a man stands up

and says to the kids,

"go ahead. Do you

want to open the

day in prayer?"

Boom! He's fired.

That, once again,

friends, shows whahappens to a nation

when that nation turns

its back on god's law.

We'll keep you

posted on that.

You have been listening

to randall terry live.

My views are my own,

unless they come

from the bible,

then they're god's

and they're flawless

and perfect,

and we won't retraca single word of them.

I want to encourage

you, friends, to call

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Because intolerance

is a beautiful thing.

Always remember that.

My good friends,

the phone number

for the u.s. Taxpayers

alliance,

which is the close

cousin of the u.s.

Taxpayers party,

is 1-800-2-veto-irs.

1-800-2-Veto-irs.

The u.s. Taxpayers

alliance,

men and women who

are dedicated to

ending the welfare,

socialist, messianic

state of america.

Randall terry,

matt truello,

and some other activists

in the movemenhave related recently

to the american

taxpayers party,

which is shot through

with militia personnel

and militia sentiment.

And, in fact, he spoke

at the last election time

to the convention

and told the convention

that he had already

started teaching

his infant child

where his trigger

finger was.

That children oughto be trained

in the use of...

Of weapons and arms

and such.

And there are indications

that back in the 1980s,

that militias

were doing some training

of anti-abortion

personnel with...

In the use of

heavy weapons and also

the use of expl*sives,

and the building

of bombs and such.

When the anti-abortionists

talk about life

or talk about babies,

you know, that's not really it,

they're just using thato try to whip up emotion.

Because this question

of woman...

They have said outrighat some of their meetings,

that control of women

is what it's about.

Randall terry

once talked about...

At a rally thathey were having,

about how men are

under the submission...

Should submit to god

and women should

submit to men.

The taxpayers party

platform, while

being 100% pro-life,

is not strictly limited

to the pro-life arena.

The tax party calls

for the end of the irs

and the federal

income tax,

the end of health

and human services,

the end of the

welfare state, the

end of land taxes.

It calls for a return

to constitutional money:

gold and silver.

It calls to a return for

a constitutional mean...

Means of the

federal governmenraising its revenue

through tariffs,

not through directaxation upon the people.

It calls for the...

The complete freedom

of individual citizens

in this country

to keep and bear arms.

Let those who reject truth,

let the god-haters,

let the child-K*llers

see and fear.

Because our commitmenis not justo keep fighting

in this battle,

but to raise up a new

generation of men and women,

especially men,

courageous, god-fearing men,

who will bring the nations

back to moral sanity,

to the laws of justice

and mercy as they are

outlined by god.

Jesus

mighty god

our rock, our fortress,

our defense

your conquering arm

will be our strength

o god of power

and righteousness

every foe will

tremble at your name

every foe will

tremble at your name

every foe will

tremble at your name

and the religious

fundamentalists are concerned,

not just with abortion,

but also with pornography,

with any issue related

to the family.

With alcohol, a... A

lot of personal sins,

what they regard

as personal sins,

and abortion is

just an easy handle

to get at right now.

It really arose

as an issue

after the equal rights

amendment was k*lled.

And there were

organizations dedicated

to k*lling it,

and after it died,

they had to find

another cause.

And so they wento abortion,

which is very easy

because the clinics

are very handy,

they're... They're

convenient to get ageographically.

[ Mixed shouts ]

we're out here

to make sure that women

have access to the clinic.

It is their legal right.

And in this country,

if something is legal

you ought to be able

to take advantage of it.

You shouldn't have

to fight your way

through

foaming-at-the-mouth zealots,

cultists, if you will,

to have access to safe

and legal medical services.

[ Yelling ]

[ screaming ]

christian terrorism,

it's on the rise in america.

It's up to you to stop it.

Help save america

from christian t*rrorists.

Christian fundamentalism

really goes back

to the '20s and

the '30s as a revolagainst liberal

trends in mainline

protestant denominations.

Since then it's evolved,

and to mean rather

different things

than it meant then.

Basically referring

principally

to an idea of biblical

literalism.

And that is thathe idea that the

bible is literally true

and most importantly

that certain peoples'

interpretations

is the true

interpretation.

No, wait a minute!

Wait a minute!

She's got to give

them instructions, on...

On where to go.

We've got to be

ready to do

another door defense

at another clinic.

Get out of the car

with your video cameras

and your rounds.

All right.

Good, let's go.

Man:

it's almost like...

It's like w*r, isn't it?

It is.

No, it is.

It is w*r.

It just depends upon

where your viewpoint is.

But it's a free country.

Until you sh**t dr. Gunn,

and then it's noa free country.

Clarkson:

one variant in religious

fundamentalism

is a politically-

oriented theology

called christian

reconstructionism.

The first major and seminal

text of reconstructionism

was called "the institutes

of biblical law".

And it was published

in 1973 by a man

named r.j. Rushdoony.

"The institutes

of biblical law"

is a discussion of

the ten commandments.

It's intended to be

a legal blueprinfor what an ideal biblical

society would look like.

There are a long lisof capital offenses,

some of which

are sexual in nature.

There is adultery

and h*m*,

as well as abortion,

are all considered

capital offenses.

Others have to do

with religion.

So that blasphemy

and heresy, apostasy,

which means

abandonment of the faith,

propagation of

false doctrines,

these are all

capital offenses too.

So, basically,

anyone who's a

religious dissident,

or if you're not a member

of the correct sect,

is liable to be subjecto capital punishment.

Within that,

there's witchcrafand astrology.

But it would also mean...

And heresy would mean

that if you're nothe correct kind

of christian

reconstructionist,

if you're, say,

a baptist,

or certainly,

heaven forbid,

if you're a mormon

or a jew,

you would be put to death

under rushdoony's

"institutes of biblical law".

These people are noour elected officials!

These people are noour legislature!

Why are you letting

them dictate

who goes into a

doctor's office?

There is only one body

that is why I sing

clarkson:

this kind of thinking,

that is, the idea thathere's only the christians

and then there's

everyone else,

is an importanideological piece

of what the christian

right is about.

What they want is

to be able to k*ll

children by day

and then come home

to this beautiful estate

and be just a

respectable part of

this neighborhood.

But they're just nogoing to be able to

do that any longer.

We're going to letheir neighbors know

what they do for a living

and we're going to really

show the neighborhood

the blood on their hands.

Because they...

They really shouldn't be

a respectable

part of society.

They're... They k*ll

children for a living.

And that should

come with a stigma.

We want to re-attach

the stigma

to the k*lling of children

in this country.

Clarkson:

the reconstructionists

are a very quiet movement.

They know that they

are revolutionaries,

they know thathe constitution of

the united states

stands as a... An

obstacle to their

political goals,

which is christian

theocracy

because it contains

the seeds of...

And the roots of

religious freedom.

Christian reconstructionists

don't believe

in religious freedoms

and it's...

It is necessary,

in their view,

to destabilize

constitutional democracy

to the point where a

political alternative,

biblical christianity,

as they understand it,

can actually be

implemented.

They don't necessarily

expect to see iin their lifetime,

but they're prepared

to do organizing

for the long haul

because that's the

core of what their

religious faith is about.

They understand thathey're acting as martyrs

and as guerrilla warriors

in a part of a long-term

theocratic struggle.

In fact, comparison

with iran

is not outlandish,

by any means.

The... There

has always been,

for whatever reason,

a high level of

religious extremism

in the united states,

and religious passion

and fundamentalist belief

and intolerance and so on,

on religious issues.

And now it is unusual.

There are several

active violenrevolutionary movements

in the united states,

and they're converging.

Many of them are

stockpiling weapons,

others are going out and

committing assassinations

and bombings to accomplish

their strategic objectives.

And they understand

that they are in

the early stages

of a hoped-for civil w*r.

I parked up

the hill behind me,

about near

the telephone pole,

and turned around

in my truck

and was reaching for

my backpack to get iand get out of

the truck when the

b*mb exploded and...

Over at the clinic.

And the cloud, a

black cloud, came flying

across the street.

I came outside

the building

and saw the two bodies

of two victims.

The nurse was down

on the ground.

There was a lot of blood.

I remember the...

One of the men

that was with the nurse.

She was...

He was screaming

for a tube.

He said, "does

anybody have a tube?"

To help him keep the

nurse alive, I guess.

Well, pretty much the

only thing I can tell

you about that day

is that I got up

and I went to work.

And two weeks later,

I woke up.

Yeah, there's a few

missing body parts

here and there.

My eye is gone,

left eye is gone.

My right leg will

never walk the same,

but I'll get around.

Nothing's happened

to my mind or my voice.

Reporter:

31-year-old

eric robert rudolph

is the suspecin the bombing

of an abortion clinic

in atlanta one month ago.

He is also suspected

of the atlanta

olympics bombing

in july, 1996.

The fbi also link him

to the bombings

of two abortion

clinics in 1997

and the bombing of

a gay nightclub jusone month later.

I've always felt that...

That this could happen.

And this has a loto do with, you know,

kind of strange

theology, but...

But it is

religiously-based,

with people making

assumptions that...

That they have god

on their side

and that god has

directed them to...

To do this

kind of work.

Reporter:

the manhunt for rudolph

has taken federal agents

all over the eastern u.s.,

From birmingham

to southwest florida

where his mother lives,

to north carolina and

even to washington, d.c.,

Where witnesses

think they saw rudolph

a few days before the

bombing at anti-abortion

demonstrations.

Rudolph comes out of the

christian identity movement,

which is the

religious underpinning

of the neo-n*zi and

white supremacist movemenin the united states.

Richard butler, the head of

the aryan nations in idaho,

for example, is a

christian identity minister.

And... As are

many other leaders

of the white

supremacist movement.

Eric rudolph and his

family were followers

of a series of

christian identity preachers.

Eric rudolph is the

person who is accused

of doing this

and I believe in

innocent until

proven guilty,

so he is a suspect,

meaning that there

is good evidence

to suspecthat he did it.

But, during

all of this,

eric rudolph's

brother tried

to make some kind

of statement.

He went out to his,

I guess, his tool

shed or garage,

and set up a video

camera; said,

"this is for the

fbi and the media."

He took a radial

arm saw and cuhis own hand off,

cut his lefhand off.

He had a

tourniquet wrapped

around his arm,

he drove himself

to the hospital

with justhe tourniquearound his arm,

leaving the hand

back at his house.

The paramedics

later went back,

retrieved his hand

and it was reattached.

Of course, no telling

how well it will work.

And you jusgo, "why?"

Apparently,

there are people

who think thasome kind of

act of v*olence

is going to

solve something.

Bombing the clinic

did not stop it.

Bombing another clinic

will not stop them.

Cutting your hand off

certainly didn'change anything

other than he losthe use of his hand.

So, that type

of mentality

I don't even know

how to relate to.

How do you understand

someone who,

for no obvious

reason,

just decides

to dismember

themselves?

How do you...

How do you talk to

someone like that?

How do you understand

what they're thinking?

I... I don't know.

Here's a man who is

a guerrilla warrior,

who comes into a situation

and att*cks what he views

as strategic targets.

In the case of abortion

clinics and the gay bar,

you have symbols of women's

reproductive rights

and women's equality

and taking control

of their own destiny.

In the case of the gay bar,

a social institution

that's supportive

of something tharudolph's religion

would consider an

abomination before god.

And in the case of

the olympics, the...

The classic case of

race mixing and an...

An institution of

what they consider to be

the new world order

and the internationalism

that it represents.

So to undermine the olympics

is a strategic goal

of white supremacismovements.

Without ever

identifying themselves,

we keep finding them

every place you look,

whether it's the governor

of our state who...

Who holds to

that kind of theology

but who could never pua label to it, I'm sure,

or whether you're

talking about people

who are running

for office,

or you're talking abouchristian coalition,

promise keepers

or whatever.

But the impetus

behind everything

from covenant marriages

to restrictions

on abortion

have to do with trying

to bring the united states

in line with a

particular kind of a...

A particular seof assumptions

about what the

hebrew testament says

about how lives

should be lived.

There's nothing that...

That would lead me

to believe

that over the last ten years

this has declined.

I mean, it slowly

has increased in...

In many different ways.

Not only in

terms of volume.

They can b*mb all

the clinics they want to,

they can k*ll all

the people they want to,

but women are still

going to get abortions.

And... And if...

And if the...

The clinics don't...

Don't stay open,

then they're going

to be getting them

in some other...

Some other way.

So it was...

You can't let them win

by shutting down.

You just have

to keep going.

Once you have opened

your heart,

once you have admitted

christ into your heart,

then the principle of

the law dwells within you.

And you are

no longer subjecto that external

shackle of the law

because the law flowers

and blooms within you.

And it shapes your

judgment and imoves your limbs.

And you no longer

have to be bound by

external shackles

because you are bound

to the will of god

by the love of god

through the truth of

christ's salvation.

That's the understanding

of freedom

that is at the rooof our christian faith.

But don't you see?

That notion of freedom as

an in-dwelling principle

which then leads to the

consequence that because...

Because your respecfor the law dwells within,

you can live in a society

in which you are

a law unto yourself.

Well, thank you

for coming.

This is the

mary westlin home.

This is my wife, mary lou,

up over here in the...

In the portrait.

She is the one tharuns everything here.

She's in heaven now.

The lord took her

in 1980 and

we've asked jesus

to give her

special authority

to run this place.

And since thatime, we've had 180

mothers live here

and 83 babies born

directly through the home.

The rest of us

are lambs of chrisand there's 500 or 600

of us around the country.

And whenever they can,

they can get a break

from their families,

they come down and they

join us and we go on in

and we put our bodies

between the baby-k*ller

and the baby in fronof the k*lling center.

We don't really rescue,

we gather as lambs.

Normally, the protespeople that we run into

are four categories

of people.

The satan worshippers,

and they actively

worship satan

and they take the baby

out of the womb

by the hind leg

and they'll hang

it up in front...

Hang... Hang the baby

up in front of us

pro-lifers who are there,

and then they'll

barbecue this baby

right in front of us

on a barbecue pit.

It's macabre,

it's satanic.

The others there

are h*m*

and those who are paid

by the baby-k*ller

to be around him.

And those people...

Who are pro-death.

Those are the categories

of people in fronof the death center.

I ask you and I invite you

and I challenge you

to go in and study

those people

who are at those

k*lling centers

on the other side.

Study them.

Find out who they are.

Don't believe us.

Go in and find oufor yourself.

It's a... It's a

macabre, depressing

satanic atmosphere

where they've been

seduced by satan.

They're probably

very beautiful people.

And we pray for the

baby-k*ller every day.

We want him in heaven.

But we want him

there soon.

So we pray for

his happy death.



Woman:

scott, he's the

father of the baby,

but we're...

We're very good friends.

We had been more

than friends at one time,

but not anymore.



We broke up about,

oh, close to two months ago.

And the relation...

The relationship

was just not working ouand we broke it off,

and I moved away

for a while and

decided to move back

and not run away from him

and my feelings.

And I came back and he came

visiting once in a while

and we ended up

having unprotected sex.

And here I am.



Many people,

um, are surprised

when we bring forward

the notion

or bring forward

the reality

that the roman

catholic church has

never had a position

on when the fetus

becomes a person.

Ultimately, the reality

is none of us know.

The church doesn't know.

The courts don't know.

Doctors don't know.

No one knows.

And the question

in the 20th century,

both in a religious

contexand I would say

in a secular context,

is what do we do

in situations?

What is the moral

and ethical thing

to do as a society

in situations where

there are facts

that we do not know?

The abortion area is a

flashpoint, I think, for...

For ethics for

the human condition.

It's... It involves

the most natural

thing in the world,

pregnancy,

and yet it also involves

the most mind-bending

set of facts,

ordinarily, one

human being living

inside another.

From the standpoinof pro-life individuals,

human life begins

at conception.

One cannot be

morally compliciin the taking

of another life,

especially the taking

of an innocent life,

and that that moral belief

for people of faith

is backed up

by geneticists.

And I don't think there's

a geneticist in the world

who would deny the

completeness of human life,

in terms of all of

its physical ingredients,

again, in the firsfertilized cell.

And the other side,

quite frankly, doesn'really deny...

Can't deny the existence,

the physical reality

of the separate

human life.

What they deny is...

Its cultural significance

and its meaning

with respect to the

woman who's carrying

the pregnant...

Carrying the child.

And, again, it becomes

this clash of absolutes

between, on the

one hand, this claim

of absolute autonomy

and a claim thahuman life absolutely

must be protected.

The claim of absolute

autonomy is very

self-directed.

The claim of

human life being

absolutely protected

is one that has

great historical lineage.

It is, after all,

a vindication of

a self-evident truth

that right is...

That life is an

inalienable right.

How to get these people

to talk to each other?

Ultimately,

of course, the...

The whole decision

is based on questions

about what you think

makes k*lling wrong.

And I think that's

one reason why...

The philosophical

discussion with the...

With the general public

has not got very far,

because people

haven't really

confronted that issue.

They've tried to

say, "well, the fetus

is a human being,"

or, "the fetus is noa human being,"

just accepting

the premise that...

That, you know,

k*lling innocent human

beings is always wrong.

I think if they'd

gone a little bifurther and said,

"well, you know,

yes, I mean, in one sense

the fetus obviously

is a human being.

It's a member of the

species h*m* sapiens

and it's alive."

But what are

the characteristics

that make iparticularly wrong

to k*ll a human being?

Why do we think thakilling a human being

is normally wrong?

And I think if you starasking those questions,

you get to see

that it's not jusbeing a member

of the species

h*m* sapiens thamakes k*lling wrong.

It's, rather,

the fact that, you know,

us, you and me, and

anyone else listening here,

is a being that is...

Has got certain

capacities.

Can think, can wanto go on living,

you know, can... Is...

Is aware of the facthat he or she is living

and wants to go on living.

And all of those

things contribute

to why we think thafor someone, say,

just randomly to shoopeople in the streeis a terrible thing.

But none of that applies

to the fetus.

The fetus is...

Well, when mosabortions are performed

the fetus is noeven conscious

and it's certainly never

a being who can think,

"I want to go on living."

If it doesn'matter to a being

what's done to it,

then it's hard to see

that it has

exactly the same moral

standing as you or I do.

Gametes also are human

in that sense,

sperm and ova,

and yet we don't think

that they have the

same moral status

as you and I do.

Every time a man

and a woman refrain

from having sex

that means a

potential sperm dies

and a potential egg dies.

We're not going to,

however, require couples

to have sex aevery possible moment.

There are some

religious traditions

that do require that.

The extremely

orthodox jew

says you must multiply

and have as many children

as you possibly can.

And every missed

opportunity to have sex

during a period of time

when the woman is fertile

is, in effect, a

violation of the order

to multiply and

be fruitful.

I don't think most people

take that argumenvery seriously today

in our society.

And once one begins

to draw lines,

the line between

refusing to have sex,

having sex with a condom,

taking the pill the morning

after you've had sex,

taking the pill

three weeks later,

having an abortion

a month later,

begins to be a very,

very difficult poinat which to draw absolute

black and white lines.

I think one way to...

At least that I find

helpful to think about this,

is to try to,

again, move away

from a very stricrights language,

which often leads

to a "right or wrong",

"yes or no" approach

to these issues.

And instead to

try to make sense

of the interests, the...

The needs, the...

The context of...

Of the pregnant woman

and of the fetus.

Pro-lifers think

that abortion is wrong

because it's

intrinsically wrong to

destroy a human life.

And dworkin thinks thapeople who are pro-choice

also think that it's

intrinsically wrong

to destroy human life.

But they think that it's

important to allow women

to make this choice

for themselves

because there...

It's important...

Her human life also

has intrinsic value.

And to be forced to

carry a pregnancy to term

when she doesn't want to

or isn't yet ready

to become a mother is

also a... A way of...

Of not respecting

the intrinsic value

of human life.

Woman: [ on speaker ]

can I help you? Do you

have an appointment?

Yes, I do.

[ Lock clicks ]

hi.

Hi.

And your name?

Stacey saunder.

Hi, stacey.

Just a few forms

here for you.

The first two are

informational forms

and then a couple

of forms you'll need

to fill out for us,

and then you

can bring them

right up to me

as soon as you're

finished, okay?

Okay.

Alrighty.

Thanks.

Thanks.

There's the

cups behind the

curtain here.

Just a small amount.

You can bring iback to the lab

and then I need

to get a small

blood sample.

Okay.

Everyone in the debate

is opposed to

outright infanticide.

That is, taking

a live child and

deciding to k*ll them

because it's

too much trouble to

take care of them.

Everyone agrees on that.

Everyone agrees,

I suppose,

that women are allowed

to wash their hands,

although, I suppose...

I guess you could

make a case,

if you went over to

the biology department,

that when a woman

washes her hands,

lots of cells flake off

and some future technology

might be able to

use the information

in those cells

to construct a

potential child.

So somewhere between,

say, washing your hands

and k*lling

your three-year-old,

somewhere between

that there are

decision to be...

There are decisions

to be made

about how we're going to

balance what we call life,

which, in fact,

is there in the

cells on your hand,

how we're going to balance

what we call life

against lots of

other problems.

And those decisions

are not simple.

People who say,

"well, I know it's athis number of days,"

they can't be

taken seriously.

We're talking

about ambiguous issues

of a complicated kind

where you have to balance

conflicting interests

and concerns,

as is generally the case

in human life.

You're not going

to get the answers

from holy texts.

You're not going

to get the answers

from biologists.

These are matters

of human concern

that have to be discussed

seriously, reasonably,

with attention

to the array of values,

differing values, often,

that people have

and different decisions

they may come to

under similar

circumstances.

You are prophetic people

and I just wanto affirm you tonight.

And I wanto affirm you to say

you are the prophetic

people of god.

God's word is supreme.

His word is the standard.

[ Applause ]

psalm 119:89. God's

word is established forever.

Congregants:

yes!

My focus is on his

word. Not polls,

not opinion polls,

not focus groups,

but his word!

Various:

yes!

His unchanging word.

My vision must be

locked on his word

like michael johnson's

eyes were locked on

the finish line.

I am moved not by whaculture says about me,

not what the media

says about me,

not even what the church

says about me,

but what the word of god

has to say about me.

I am fixed on the word!

[ Applause ]

for those who say,

"god told me

that you can'have an abortion,"

I ignore that.

I mean, that kind of

fundamentalist approach

to god telling you

what the answer to

every problem is,

I don't think,

in a secular society,

deserves to be

given much weight.

Religion also gives

you a set of values

with which to analyze

a problem intelligently.

And I think thamany of the values we

have in our society,

values favoring life,

values favoring choice,

originally come

from religion.

Much of all morality

is religiously-based.

But religion is so broad

that it can provide

any answer you want.

The bible,

like any complex

historical text,

presents a god

who can be called upon

to justify mass genocide

and who can be called upon

to justify mercy

to widows and orphans.

Same god. Depends

what you want to...

What parts of the texyou want to interpret.

The conception of god

is obviously relevanfor those

who believe in god.

And for many of them,

their views will

flow from that.

But it doesn'determine their views

because, of course,

you can have

fundamentalist christians

who will believe that...

Believe in god and think

that, for that reason,

abortion is wrong,

embryo experimentation

is wrong,

euthanasia is wrong

and so on.

And you can have other,

more liberal christians,

who will believe in god,

but who will think

that all of those things

can be justified.

So... The question of god

doesn't determine the

answers to these issues.

In the end, human

beings have to decide.

In the end, each

of us has to decide,

using whatever resources

we have available to us:

religion, our mind,

our sense of what is righand wrong in society,

this is a choice thacannot be made by others.

Stacey, I'm stephanie,

and we're going

to do your medical

history now, okay?

Okay. And this is jusquestion and

answer. Alrighty?

So when is your

birth date?

7/7/68.

7/7/68.

And how old does

that make you?

28? Okay.

And what's

your occupation?

I'm a nursing

assistant.

Okay.

And how many total

times have you been

pregnant, altogether?

Um... Five.

Okay. Five.

And any living

children?

One.

One living child.

And was that child

born premature?

No.

No.

Born full term?

Yeah.

Okay. Good.

Are you currently

or have you been

in treatmenfor either depression

or psychiatric problems?

I've been on

medication in

the past for it.

Okay. Are you on

medication now?

No.

Okay.

What years were

you on med...

And, actually,

what were you on

medication for,

psychiatric problems

or depression?

Depression.

Okay.

When was that?

How long ago?

This year.

This year. Okay.

Alrighty.

Now going

back to the...

To the surgery

that you had for

physical abuse,

that broke your

jaw, in 1992...

How... How did

that happen?

Um... One quick punch.

And this was

from... Who

punched you?

An ex-boyfriend.

The father of my...

The baby thai delivered.

Okay. And when

that happened,

did you know...

Did it knock

you out? Did

you know you...

Your jaw

was broken?

No. I had no idea.

What happened?

We were living

in the cities here

and I had no

family around,

and I didn't know

it was broke

and he wouldn't let me

go to the doctor.

It was just kind of swollen

and I just let it go.

And then... Then

in '88 he was k*lled

in a motorcycle

accident and I moved

back to my family.

And my mom wanted me

to see a physician

'cause it was so crooked.

Mm-hmm.

So I did that.

And he re-broke it and...

The surgeon?

Yeah.

Re-broke it?

And put everything

back together.

Okay.

And how was ifor you that...

That the trauma of

the abuse happened

and then...

Were you in touch

with this man

when he was...

You know, before

he was k*lled?

I was actually going to

go back to him the...

The day before he was...

Or the day...

The morning

he was k*lled,

I was supposed to take

a bus that evening

to be back by

monday morning and...

Then he had been k*lled

that morning.

Wow.

So...

That's pretty

traumatic.

Yeah. It wasn'a good thing.

How are you

with... That's...

That's so much

to go through.

How are you

with it now?

What is this, three,

four years later?

I'm dealing with it.

I still go to

counseling once in

awhile when I feel...

Good.

Feel the need.

Good. Okay,

well, if...

If we can help you

in any way with

that, let us know.

Okay.

Okay?

'Cause we're always

here to talk to you

about it. Alrighty?

And you may or may

not want to answer

this question.

Was... Was the

abuse and the...

And the death

of this man,

did that have

anything to do

with the decision

to have the

baby adopted?

Yes.

Okay.

Very much so.

He was not a...

A fit father

for no child,

by any means.

Okay. I hear whayou're saying.

Is there anything

else that...

Could I get a tissue?

Sure.

Is there anything

else that...

That you feel

like is really,

really importanthat you

would like...

Any words that you

might want to...

'Cause that's an

awful lot to have

gone through.

Don't stick around

after they hit you once.

Yeah. Yeah.

I would say "hear,

hear" to that too.

Okay.

Sometimes stuff

like that can

be difficulwhen you're here

for this procedure.

So let us

know and...

And we will

certainly, you

know, be supportive

and help you in

any way that we can.

Okay.

Okay?

Thank you.

We had these wonderful

testimonials here today

that we held hearings

on the second victim

in an abortion,

which is the woman.

Often and again

and again and again,

almost always,

abandoned, deserted,

denigrated, called names,

pressured, driven

into these clinics,

and as a consequence

there's not only

physical damage,

but there's enormous

emotional and

psychological scarring.

They come out with

terrible depressions,

suicidal tendencies.

Let's hold hearings.

If we show whathe oil industry does

up there in

prince william sound,

let's show whathe abortion industry

is doing to

the women of america.

[ Applause ]

most people

in the democratic party

don't feel that republicans

want it to end.

They feel it's their...

Like social security

is for democrats,

abortion is for republicans.

It's the type of legislation

that helps them eleccandidates.

Why would they want ito go away?

You know, and thacreates a situation.

Democrats fight vigorously

for social security

'cause it's their hammer

in the elections.

Republicans...

If you're a republican,

it's just accepted

that you run for office

based on the facthat you're pro-life.

And if it goes away,

what have they gofor their old reliable?

So this is a

picture of what your

cervix looks like.

And you've given birth

before, right?

Mm-hmm.

So that means

just that your cervix

has a little sliinstead a round

hole there.

But this is just the

bottom ring of muscle

of your uterus, okay?

And whawe need to do then,

there's three steps

to the abortion procedure

and the whole thing will

take about five minutes, okay?

The first step is

that you get a

little novocain

on your cervix to numb it.

Just like when you

get novocain

in your gums

at the dentist.

You've done that before?

Oh yeah.

Yeah.

Nobody likes that either.

It usually takes aboua minute and a half

to go numb completely,

and what you might feel

is a pinch or a prick

and some stinging

from the novocain.

But people usually say

it goes away pretty quick.

Okay.

Okay?

And so we take

this thing...

This is called

a cannula.

And this is abouan eight-week cannula.

So the one

we may be using for you

might be a little

bit smaller.

And this is attached

to a long flexible tube

which is attached

to the suction

machine.

And this just goes

inside that cervix,

inside your uterus

and then it just...

The machine turns on...

It makes a humming noise,

so you'll hear it.

And this just gets

moved along the wall

of your uterus

and takes all thamenstrual tissue

that is built up

'cause you haven't had

your period in like,

two months, right?

And, also, the pregnancy

comes with that.

Now, the size your pregnancy

is, it's real small,

so it'll just kind

of come along with

everything else, okay?

Stacey, a couple

of questions

just about your

decision today,

if that's okay?

Are you feeling

definite of your

decision to have

an abortion?

Oh, definitely.

Okay.

And can you tell me

just a little biabout kind of

what into your

decision-making,

how you made

your decision?

Um... Just not a good

time in my life...

Emotionally,

financially, you know.

I just moved into

to an apartmenand I've never lived

on my own in 28 years,

you know, so...

Wow.

It's...

It's quite a change

for me. So...

It's exciting.

Yeah, it's

exciting.

And then scary and,

you know, if I don't...

I don't know if

I can handle it yet,

I surely don't wanto bring a baby

into this world

not knowing, you know.

You're always scared of

the uncertain, I guess.

Okay. And do you

have someone here

with you today?

Yeah.

Okay.

And that's a

support person for you,

someone who supports

your decision?

Mm-hmm.

Okay.

Sometimes it's good

to have somebody

to give you a

little tlc after.

It can be an emotionally

stressful day.

Yeah.

And physically too.

So just make sure he

treats you well and...

Oh, yeah.

Yeah. I know he will.

Have you ever had

any conflicts with

abortion at all?

Have you ever been

anti-abortion at all?

No.

Okay.

And I just asked thato see if there...

You need any

special attention,

as far as, you know,

having emotional

needs.

Oh.

Do you expect to

regret your decision

at all or...

No.

Okay.

Just... Unless i...

I would guess everybody

kind of goes,

you know,

back and forth.

But, no. A regret, no.

Okay. One of

the things

that I sometimes

say to people

is that I feel

like a miscarriage

is what happens

when your body's

not ready to be pregnanand an abortion is

what happens when your...

The rest of you

isn't ready.

Exactly.

And sometimes thahelps people with

the decision-making.

Yeah.

And the other thing

is that nobody

can decide today

what's right for you.

You're the only one

who knows what's

right for stacey,

'cause you're

the only one who knows

what stacey's going

through and whastacey's life is like.

So I hope thayou remember that.

Oh, yeah.

You feel like

you're making

the decision

that's in your besinterest today?

Oh, definitely.

Okay.

Reporter:

in amherst, new york,

dr. Barnett slepian,

well-known to anti-

abortion protestors,

was shot dead by a sn*per

while at home

with his wife and

four children last night.

The k*lling comes

just days after police

had warned clinic workers

in upstate new york

about a pattern of...

Reporter:

it was an execution-

style k*lling.

One b*llet fired from

a high-powered r*fle

smashed through

the kitchen window

of dr. Barnett slepian's

home...

Reporter:

the authorities

are looking for

a white car with

canadian license plates

that may have been

involved in the k*lling.

Dr. Slepian was a provider

of services for women.

G.y.n.,

Obstetrician services.

One of the services

he provided was

abortion, among many.

And, because of that,

he was assassinated,

he was ex*cuted

in his home by a...

If it was one individual,

it was certainly a member

of an organization

that calls themselves

pro-life, pro-family

and pro-child.

Yet they k*ll the man

in front of his children

and they ripped apara family by v*olence.

I find that the

ultimate hypocrisy.

Woman:

it is importanthat the right to choose

is never turned back.

Because the painful memories

that women carry,

the scars that they have

to heal themselves from

are scars that men

will never have to bear.

Those assassins

who stand in the shadows

and claim thathey believe in freedom

and human rights and life,

they have no idea of

the trials and tribulations

that women go through

when they are pregnant.

Because if they did,

they would want us to keep

the right to choose.

If they did, they would do

something different.

Crowd:

[ applause ]

they would beat down

the doors of the orphanages

and they would go

in there and literally

take every child home

with them.

If they really

and truthfully cared,

instead of standing

outside abortion clinics

and intimidating women,

they would be taking

those women in their arms

and saying,

"come home with me

and let me give you shelter

and time to think."

Because those are the

choices that women need.

Thank you.

It's easy to...

To sit back

in your

comfortable chair

at home and say,

"well, you know, this

person shouldn't have

been doing that,

so, yeah, she gowhat she deserved."

And, "he's okay

for doing thabecause he was

just doing it...

k*lling for god."

Well, I don'believe god

put it anywhere

to go out and

k*ll for him.

That's whamakes me angry...

Angriest the most,

is the letters

we've gotten from

people telling me

to burn in the

lake of fire.

And if they'd known

what I'd already

been through

for the pasfew weeks,

they'd already know

I'd already been in

that lake of fire.

I'm not abouto go back.

I'm not.

My number was

not up that day.

I'm not ready to...

To burn again.

And I'm noready for anybody

else to...

To burn me again.

I think it's a fight.

And it's not jusabout abortion.

I think it's...

The issue is of choice.

And... As I said earlier,

the freedom of that choice.

And... And whatever

you decide to do,

it's your choice,

it's legal.

That... People

shouldn't...

Shouldn't be able

to take that from you.

So you need to fighto keep your ability

to have that choice.

And...

And information...

Informing people.

It may not change

anybody's mind about the...

The issue at hand,

but at least you feel

like you've gone ouand done something to...

To try and

persuade somebody.

To enlighten them,

broaden their horizons,

instead of having such

a... A closed mind.

Before we begin,

I'm going to

listen to your

heart and lungs.

And that's

just routine.

Your chart is

in order, but I

just confirm that.

I'm going to

put this aapproximately

your second

rib there.

And just breathe

quietly.

Very good.

And I'm going

to listen to

your lungs.

Take a deep breath

please, stacey,

and then exhale.

Excellent.

Yeah, you're

pretty healthy.

Nurse:

and then blow,

blow, blow,

hard, hard.

Oh... Oh...

Okay, good.

Oh, god.

Squeeze here.

You're going

to feel those

cramps, remember,

that's your uterus

shrinking back down.

Good. Okay, do

the breathing.

Blow, blow,

blow. Okay?

Hold it. Hold it.

Hold it. Hold it.

Hold it. Hold it.

And then blow, blow,

blow, blow, blow.

Stacey:

[ moaning ]

nurse:

hold it. Hold it.

Hold it. Hold it.

Blow, blow, blow.

Blow it out.

Blow it out.

[ Moaning ]

good.

Okay, we're

almost there.

You're mostly

done. Okay?

Doctor:

stacey,

it's done.

No complications.

Okay.

An average amounof bleeding.

Nurse:

did I squeeze your

hand too hard?

Stacey:

no, I was wondering

about you.

Nurse:

no, no, no,

that's what my

hand is for.

...it will protecyou from disease.

Ow...

This is the speculum

coming out. How's

that, better?

Much.

Okay.

Kissling:

as part of

running a clinic

and being the director

of a clinic,

I participated

in... Went into

the procedure room,

into the operating room

with many women.

Held many, many hands.

Felt the tension thaeach woman was experiencing

pass from her body

into my body.

Saw the anguish

that many women felt.

I... I never...

You know, I mean...

People talk now about...

People who have no

experience of abortion,

who have no experience

of how women feel,

of what they are

going through...

Talk about this as

something that women

do in a way that...

That is disembodied

from their values.

That women don't think

about their decision.

I never met a woman...

And I met thousands

of women in the '70s

who were having

abortions...

I never met a woman

who did not take

abortion seriously.

I certainly mea lot of women who

put on brave faces,

who were casual

in the waiting room.

But I can tell you

that when you got into

the procedure room

where the abortion

was going to be performed,

that you could tell

that each and every woman

was taking that decision

seriously.

And each and every woman

was doing the besthat she could do

with a difficult hand

that she had been dealt.

And it was... Iwas and is, for me,

humbling to think

about that because...

It does...

It does help you...

It did help me

to learn not to judge

other people's decisions

based upon exteriors.

That... That the

inner life and the

thinking of women is...

Is indeed very,

very profound and

very important.

Um...

I'm all done

and I'm exhausted and...

I'm... Agitated and

I need a cigarette very bad.



I can't smoke

in here anyway.

Um...

Just tired,

drained emotionally

and physically and...

Um, had a little cramping.

I don't know.

Lots of thoughts.



Maybe a little

relieved...



And now it's

time to just...

[ Sobbing ]

[ sniffling ]

[ sobbing ]



It's just been

a really long day.

I just need to go home

and get on with my life.

I know I made

the right decision,

but it's still not easy.


[ Inaudible ]

much better.

No, it's more in my hearthan in my stomach now.
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